#such devastation was not my intention
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polyamory week // one // sleeping positions
"Should we wake them up?"
#ffxivpolyamoryweek2024#ffxivpolyamweek24#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv screenshots#i was gonna keep my ajisai/haurchefant/aymeric brainworm to myself for the time being but this took WAY too long to pose#i just feel like they would've been happy together#plus that's two flex dps/tank and a healer right there#it's perfect#such devastation was not my intention#it's me#i'm devastated#i don't fucking know what to tag this as#wolshemeric#?#wol x aymeric x haurchefant#ahajar#<- yup that's it that's what I'm calling this ship “AHA” because names but also 'ahaha I'm sad when I think about this'#ajisaijar#gposejar#ajisai x aymeric#ajisai x haurchefant#I JUST WANT TO SEE THEM HAPPY DAMN IT ;O;
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Average fig post on crystalbook or whatever they call it
#Adaine looks so pissed off. sorry girl.#that wasn’t intentional she’s just sleepy#it was actually supposed to just be Kristen at first but I like the idea that fig is just a friend kisser in general#so Adaine is here too#fantasy high#d20#d20 fantasy high#dimension 20#d20 fanart#adaine abernant#adaine o'shaughnessey#kristen applebees#kristen fantasy high#fig faeth#fig fantasy high#my god do they not have a trio name?#I have been devastated over and over to learn that other people don’t care about them as much as I do#fantasy high fanart#fh#fhjy#d20 fh#dimension 20 fantasy high#not described#my art
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This came to me in a vision
#my art#digital art#fan art#FFXIV#ffxiv art#parappa the rapper#shitpost#memes#such devastation#this was not my intention
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Alicent Hightower and Marcille Donato’s breathy whimpering you will always be famous
#my two sweetest girls whose intentions/actions are to keep their loved ones alive regardless of the cost#and the cost is in fact devastating#is this comparison a reach? most likely but whatever#this is an extremely self indulgent h*rny post#dungeon meshi#marcille donato#hotd#alicent hightower#house of the dragon#rhaenicent#farcille#my posts#alicent<3
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The way this is the first time Hornblower ever displays any love for anybody
#i've seen this quote posted before but this is my first time reading it with the full context and its making me insane#like up to this point you still don't know if hornblower actually even likes bush because he’s the king of repressing every feeling ever#and then outta nowhere you're hit with 'pleading and tender' and all the implications of that!!! ok#the intimacy is extra poignant bc these books barely have it#why did nobody tell me that hornblower is a casually devastating treatise on male emotional repression#idek if it was intentional honestly i think there was just something wrong with cs forester#hornblower
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A secondary look at just the Taivan of it all because oh man. Oh man. To have young Van being the only one to look at her older self, while older Van is so distant in the eyes. To have Taissa in the arms of her adult version, but with her back to her—and the elder version not looking down at her. Oh man, the road ahead is going to hurt me.
#yellowjackets#yj spoilers#yellowjackets spoilers#liv hewson#lauren ambrose#jasmin savoy brown#tawny cypress#taivan#I have a bad feeling about adult van’s chances y’all#the quiet devastation on Hewson’s face. feels. intentional.#but either way good GOD I am here for it#the vibes. the VIBES. print these out and hang them on my WALLS#I have drawing to do
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this moment so fucked up💀
#horror spn moments and its dean torturing sam psychologically in 4 different ways under a min he could've just asked if sam lied#the pacing the lightful to knife lethal seriousness the yelling dean so psychopath 💔#this messes with my head bruh i hated how i couldn't actually predict how he'd lash out on sam#chat I think its time to kill dean#its fucked up that sam spends this arc trying to SAVE dean and the narration and dean treat him like he's melting the earth's crust#and must be crucified#meanwhile when dean decides he might have to KILL sam it's painted as a heroic sacrifice for the greater good#sam doomed if he tries to save but is manipulated and doomed if he tries to also save and well-intentioned#and his punishment for both times Is just death#why are we lowering the guillotine on the guy for trying to save his brother???? he was literally distressed and hiding about it#like he's smuggling a nuclear bomb with full determination to destroy the planet#yea there was grave consequences later but dean's gripe was him going against his wish to be doomed with the mark#you can talk respecting wishes if dean wasn't spending the whole last season flagrantly ignoring sam's wishes half the time#and the other half he spends it DEVASTATED when sam says he'll respect his wishes if he were in his shoes. the whole theme of s9 finale#was dean WANTING to be saved by sam and asking for that morally grey treatment back#If he's gon change his mind one minute and the other then he could have just not practically begged for what sam was doing here#dean's emotional fluctuations arent sam's responsibility#this sounds deancrit but no I'm just speaking from a pov everyone collectively decided to ignore part of its nuance#sam winchester#dean winchester#samdean#spn meta in tags#mine#the editing is supposed to make it haha but the scene is still not hahaing sm..
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I FINALLY MOVED OUT TO A NEW PLACE!!!
i'm absolutely exhausted and i still need to unpack so many things and i still need to buy a proper desk and restock my groceries & supplies and a do a whole lot of other things BUT i'm hoping to get settled in soon so i can get back to the creative endeavors™️✨
love yall, stay safe, take care, and good vibes 🫶🏻
#rin rambles#i dont want to bog this with negativity but i do want to share stuff so imma do it in a way that makes me look forward and not backwards#honestly this wasn't the place that i actually wanted and got excited for several months ago#i had to make adjustments because unfortunately the landlord was a huge red flag and i decided i didn't want to sign#and sure enough she never returned my security deposit of 1.5months until this day despite saying she would every day for like a whole mont#and though it is hard and devastating i don't want to potentially sabotage my own future so i've decided to not take any legal action#i just hope. that that money can be of use to her in some way. get her out of a tough spot perhaps#it was a struggle to get to this point of actually feeling fine letting go without breaking down but!!! it's fine. i'm fine#and karma will find a way if it was truly done out of purely malicious intention!#i'm closing that book and stowing it away lovingly into a shelf because if anything it was. a powerful lesson.#as much as it sucks. never. ever. trust a person when it comes to business or transactions. no matter how 'put together' they seem#always have everything on paper and never EVER pay something until they demonstrate that they can be trusted#anyway#the people helping me move today were super friendly and nice and it made my day!!#and so far i love love love the privacy so much. a bathroom all to myself? a kitchen countertop?? for myself??? that's so crazy#i had to battle thru cobwebs and (fored to) cured my arachnophobia by force /j#and there was a power trip unfortunately but overall everything seems nice! i would have liked having the room on a higher floor but ah wel#ough my back........... _(;3」 z)_
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This one’s for the ffxiv girlies
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Bonus 3 - Sparrow Swarm
You never know.
#if you think OUGH WTF MY EYES at that red#know that that devastation was 100% his intention#it's actually almost as annoying to the eye irl#inktober2023#my works#inktober#:)#other atrum#and with this#we end this year's inktober#a good run if i say so myself
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Hi Uncle Neen! HYH! It sucks to see you struggling cuz you are a big inspiration of mine :( but you said you did your makeup the other day. Can we seeeeeeeeee maybe?
d'awwww ksahdlkdss, you are so sweet, nonnie! thank you so so soooo much, baby! xx i really needed this. i hope i heal ( i will...i have to, i am too much of an asshole to let god win, fuck him ) and i hope you heal from whatever harms you as well! you can do it! mWAH!~
-- also brb crying ;-; <3333 whenever y'all tell me i inspire you, it seriously makes me want to cry; you mean SO much to me, so to mean so much to you; it's Everything to me, my love. thank you for believing in me, know i believe infinitely in YOU and will keep fighting the good fight, living authentically and modelling pos behavior on this blog bc i take being a role model very seriously. :')
BUT ANYWAYS! sakhdlasd oh my god aaAaaAAAaa please!!! YOU ARE SO CUTE, THIS IS SO CUTE OF YOU, hELP AAAAA!!!!!! but yes, of course, of course. considering i am super bacteria nina right now and had to resign from my ( admittedly ) trash job and am no longer, at this moment, an education girlie ( besides on here, ofc, educating you on my two gay sons in love ), i can freely exist and post pictures of myself again! thank you for for giving me a safe place to do that. <3
i'll elaborate on what 'safe' means to me down below, but just for context i took this...sigh...last week, when i was told i would 'all better', just trying to feel like myself again after a month of being unmadeup and unfitted and ugly and troll-like and on death fucking row and fucking miserable as hell, i had my new hair appointment lined up, was about ready to take life by the balls again...and that shit BLUE BALLED ME SO HARD AND SAID *ravenstan vc* JK, BABY!
okay, sorry i have some really bad scarring and wounding up there by my neck so i had to cover her up but...there she is! the she beast!
as for posting pictures of myself just...please...PLEASE BE KIND. and i wish i meant that as a joke, i mean it very, VERY seriously. i am at a point right now, where i look my very fucking worst, i am weaker than i have ever been in my life, there are abrasions all over my body, which per the results of my culture ( i was right...several fucking times and no one would listen to me ) my body is trying to kill me and right now...it is Winning. ( i'm not gonna lose tho, dw, i am a nasty bitch from hell and i refuse to die this ugly, i fucking won't; choke )
tldr; I AM VERY VERY VERY SENSITIVE ABOUT HOW I LOOK. I DO NOT FEEL PRETTY, I AM LIKE ONE BAD COMMENT AWAY FROM TEARING THE SKIN OFF MY FACE AND I AM TELLING YOU GUYS I CANNOT DO THAT, I CANT CREATE ANY TEARING ON MY BODY OR THE BACTERIA WILL TUNNEL AND ITS HARD ENOUGH AS A BITCH WITH DERMATILOMANIA.
PLEASE BE NICE TO ME.
i know we shoot the shit on here and are funny and clown eachother, you guys are my family; it's what families do, but my boundary is that you can say i am pretty and be objectively kind or Please do not send me anything At ALL about how i look; i CANNOT take it rn. i know were just joking, but please, please, PLEASE Do NOT compare me to any ugly creatures, make me feel weird about any part of my face, tell me i look blurry, say anything is too big or too small…
please don’t meme on me abt my appearance...Ever.
it’s a very sensitive spot for me and makes me v anxious.
all this to say, i love you; thank you for being my home.
HYH.
-uncle nina, single ravesey mother and human petri dish
#idk what the face tag is ill make one later#but there she is#this is so sweet thank you guys for caring i swear i want to post more i am just so weak rn that its hard to keep my head up#ill talk about it more later but the test results were kinda hard for me bc they were scary and it is pretty serious#and very fucked up bc they could have caught it at er number one but they didnt catch it until my fifth drs appointment#and i had to beg...and lo and behold i am very fucking sick now and everything sucks but i am gonna beat it don't worry#anyways sorry for momming you guys i miss my kindergarteners i didnt get to say goodbye i am devastated#but i am actually very sensitive about how i look and do think i am ugly most days especially rn so please be kind to me#i only say this because i had a couple of anons who had good intentions send me anons joking with me about how i look#and it put me in such a bad depression that i like couldnt look at my face for days and it devastated me i am very sensitive#so please only kind words like objectively positively kind please don't make jokes about how i look or try to be funny#not in a good place for it but sigh...my hair...it is falling out rn so that sucks i'm out of comission for a week and a half#up to a month...assuming i get better...I WILL DW SORRY I WILL and i have stuff i'm working on right now#ask memes and i am trying to write so hang in there i love u#HYH <3
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Made a post about my tag list only to be faced with the most beautiful tags to ever exist
he's just that babygirl. like cmon really look at him.
that man is too dumb of ass to do any real harm and we all know it
@rbbess110
#... tag rambling...#But that's actually a pivotal part of the story#My beloved mutual the fact that you forgor that he was the antagonist due to my writing is half the reason I am writing the story. /pos#That you see him as a person and not just a bad guy despite his first introduction to you being his literal murder playlists#Just speaks to how well I've conveyed that. And that's honestly a huge compliment#You and the MC of the book im writing are in the same boat. Yeah he's a freak and a monster but you just see him doing shit and you're like#ah... thats a guy....... /loving#The fact that he doesn't fit into a ridged antagonist box is going to make it all the more devastating at the end btw. Saying it now#I won't spoil it for you but this is good. If you've managed to get this attatched from just my incessant rambling#You will be crushed when you realize what he actually is capable of.#Intentional or not.#And that is the heart of the first book/pos#Something something you can try to separate man from monster but really we're all just different shades of capable of the exact same horror#You get it im sure.#castalk#coutalk#couteau my beloved go back into your box#bists#Blood is sweeter than silence
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I really don’t want to be someone with trust issues but i think im really really going to struggle to trust anyone again
#not even in terms of cheating i mean maybe partially#but there’s such a running theme where people completely lie about their intentions#and who they are#and are sneaky behind my back#and I’ve had so many things turn from perfect to devastating almost overnight#that it’s always going to make me insecure I think#because I’m seeing such a pattern of things never being how they seem#I feel like the biggest damn fool#for the first time in a long. time i actually felt safe and calm and cared for#i absolutely can’t comprehend the flip that’s happened this week#it has put me so on edge
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Weeping over them
i too shed tears over the fab five. theyre such a good collection of little guys its almost too good
#donna is a little guy for all intents and purposes here#my little girl#if theyre not in the titans movie or whatever the hell is planned...... oh ill be devastated#garth roy and donna... we will see this through on the big screen#anon#asks
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I got my ultra-capitalist, conservative 50+ year old mother Stardew Valley in hopes she'd enjoy a nice cozy farming game and maybe learn to relax a little and take it slower.
A small part of me even hoped she might grow to appreciate the sweet NPCs and the community aspect.
For the first few days of the game, she spent learning the controls.
After day three, i finally convince her to go into town.
The first building she was interested in going into was Joja Mart.
#lauria writes#personal journal#stardew valley#join us. thrive.#mission failed successfully?#at least she's having fun#oh no she bought green beans from them#she's started an excel sheet!?#what horror have I unleashed upon the valley?#such devastation. this was not my intention
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winter gets funnier when you realize part of the reason I made him how he is … is because I thought there wasn’t enough love for femme muses going around.
#;the writer rambles | ooc#[ I strategically injected it into his dna ]#[ I apologize for how he turned out. ]#[ such devastation… was NOT my intention ]#;crack
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