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smolbean-fae · 6 months ago

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Nights like tnight I wish I had someone to help me regress and look after me....

#faes sad times #struggling a lot #isolating #withdrawing #have been for a long time n i think its made the bad come back #yeah i am bad again :(((#y do i do this to mself #tw sad post #tw mental health post #tw mental illness mention #tw depression #vent regression #age regression #vent agere #vent age regression #agere

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alwaysbeenastormx · 29 days ago

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#me #personal #straight up not having a good time #struggling a lot #sad #ugh

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phaoi · 19 days ago

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PHUMPKIN ALERT!! 🎃💀🌈

#dan and phil #phan #dan howell #amazingphil #phil lester #dnp #mine #usually I do at least one pumpkin every year #but last year I didn't have the time to do any #so I kinda struggled a bit getting back into it this year #so I only really got the hang of it towards the end of making this #but nonetheless it was a lot of fun as always!#originally I wanted to do a sister daniel one #but this was to just too perfect

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hardly-a-p3rson · 9 months ago

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just gotta get through the day

#~vani #gonna eat cereal and go back to sleep #struggling a lot

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sunlitsoil · 8 months ago

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there is always tomorrow

#lovecore #hopecore #webweaving #the presence of love is beautiful in itself #you got this #self care #self love #recovery #healing #hopepunk #recovery is not linear it is okay to have bad days you have the entirety of your life to have a better day #i wish anyone reading this a good life #i love you #you are loved #and i hope you will find happiness in the small things #i’ve been struggling a lot recently but i always remind myself the good set in store for me and look up places in the city i’ll move to #and it motivates me a bunch so i hope u all find things to strive towards mwah

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heytherecentaurs · 1 month ago

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Brennan’s talked before about how as a poor young adult he lived in New York and struggled with food security. He tells a story of going to frozen yogurt places for free samples and a cheap dumpling spot because it was a lot of food.

His opinions on food and his described behaviours around food make a lot of sense in that context. He may be successful now and can be assured he can eat again when he’s hungry, but it appears he has legitimate trauma around his experiences with poverty because what he’s humorously describing is a trauma response. His mind hasn’t gotten rid of the anxiety of “I’m eating now so I better make it count because I don’t know when I will again.”

Because he’s a comedian he manages to frame it as a joke, but there’s certainly an underlying sadness. It also informs Evan Kelmp’s characterization. Capitalism is the root issue here and poverty is state-sanctioned economic abuse.

Anyway, I hope he’s doing well and taking care of himself.

#dimension 20 #d20 #gastronauts #brennan lee mulligan #evan kelmp #I don’t typically talk about the actors like this #because I don’t know them but I found this a striking through line #this is the kind of analysis I’d do for a character #but he’s a real person #but given what he’s said it feels cogent #and it feels important to note our favourite funny man had to struggle to eat #a lot of people do #and the harm that food insecurity inflicts is long lasting #that’s the message here #hey there centaurs

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taiyo-tenebris · 5 months ago

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My two pieces for the 2024 Pokemon TCG Illustrator Contest! I didn't place in the top 300 but I still had fun drawing it anyway.

#pokemon #pkmn #feraligatr #volbeat #flygon #minior #my art #not surprised at all that I didn't place #I was struggling a lot with these and feel very meh about how they turned out lol #ptcgic2024 #generated images making it into the top 300 is such a big yikes tho... :/

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kosmogrl · 8 months ago

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I want time to move fast because I'm impatient and I want better days to come but at the same time I want time to slow down because I'll never be this age again and I'll regret it later, hope this helps

#I've been struggling with this a lot lately

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transthatfag · 10 months ago

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should've hate fucked ngl.

#this is my first clip studio drawing!!#i havent drawn on a tablet in yeaaaars. its been so much fun #its honestly given me a lot more energy to draw too tbh #procreate was great for the time being but drawing on a tablet is just something else #anywho i honestly wish i picked something else to make as my first drawing on that program but eh its cool #i kinda like how it came out. i think i just really struggled with pushing the values and got sloppy with the details.#art #digital art #my art 🦷#saltburn #oliver quick #felix catton

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multidimensionalsock · 1 year ago

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I'm kinda burnt out right now (short term not long term burnout) but it's making it so I can't really follow schedules because I need to take a lot of breaks and rest otherwise Im getting overwhelmed/sensory overload really easily. So instead I'm going to set aims for tomorrow that can be done at any point to allow for breaks when I need it without feeling like I'm off schedule:

Do some work in unreal (try and get movements and animation working)

Finish reading my book

Watch something in danish

Try and go to get medication if possible (+ take my meds)

#i know that doesnt seem like a lot but my brain really is #struggling a lot #with basic stuff i was finding forming sentences hard earlier #i just need a really long sensory break and just stim all day and have comfort items #and only handle necessary things otherwise this is gonna get worse #and dont like worse #bleh honestly i can feel a bit meltdown approaching #and im not very good at deescalting those for long #kinda like the counter in mp100 like i can get it down a few digits but its gonna happen #once the number is high the only way for it to go back is to meltdown #and then i might havw a series of meltdowns #but bleh its like this horrible bubbling feeling and everything feels a bit too mufh and like im about to bubble over

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flawlessflesh · 6 months ago

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the day when delgal disappeared.

#dungeon meshi #thistle dungeon meshi #thistle #yaad #i think yaad struggled a lot with reconciling thistle's tyranny with his pitifulness #originally posted this on twitter back in february and i swore to never color a whole comic like this ever again. b&w forever #my art

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hollytree33 · 3 months ago

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Hi so I might’ve made a painting of my Inquisitor while trying to mimic Solas’s style so I can pretend he made it

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chez-cinnamon · 21 days ago

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PAGE 6 IS HERE!! Mysterious happenings indeed.......

( Page 5 - Page 7 )

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umblrspectrum · 3 months ago

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"smaller mass" you say

#she was punted first. the implications of nori still being in the pit when uzi comes down later #long post #i think. does it count if theres a lot of images and they are long #too lazy to draw 4 more lazy backgrounds so just pretend they're falling #or a second cyn. im losing my touch #struggled so hard to draw her.stupid people proportions kinda #go read ad astra per aspera its so good im munching #no like genuinely i love it so much its what got me thinking about this post #not dead just too busy reading ao3 twenty four seven to actually draw anything #art #murder drones #murder drones nori #murder drones cori #i think cori is a really funny name #murder drones cyn #murder drones flesha #cw blood and gore #thanks tumblr user digitalcatastrophes #if only i knew how to animate. not trying my old method again

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onionninjasstuff · 9 months ago

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#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #rottmnt donnie #no real context lmao #just found an ancient sketch of this and got out of nowhere motivation to finish it #thinking abt the way i used to treat myself in the past is very bittersweet #cuz i lost sm time worrying abt my skills and presentation and restricting myself a lot and demanding so much out of myself all the time #i still struggle with it #but at the same time looking back fills me w pride and love for both my current and past selves #theres a lot of growth and progress there #and past me wasnt half as bad as they thought either #never be hard on urselves gamers #go out there embrace the world embrace urselves

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wishing-well-art · 5 months ago

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My piece for the @trafficzine 5th edition! It was such an honor to have my piece alongside so many other amazing artists in this fandom, and it's especially special since Secret Life was the first life series I watched!

I'm so proud of this piece, the mounders have my whole heart... See if you can name all the little mounders moments I put in the panels :]

Alternate versions and sketches below the cut!

Top two are sketches from when I was laying out how I wanted the final thing to look like, bottom left was the first draft of the piece until I decided I wanted more little references to other Mounder's moments across the piece, I still love it; and bottom right is the lined version of it when I was still struggling with color and figuring out how the sparkly parts were meant to look.

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