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🎲 kiss roulette for either Valjean or Javert (reroll if needed) or else make it a drabble with another character entirely!
Kiss Roulette || @reverdies (thank you!)
(Gonna do this for both Javert and Valjean bc I can and it'll make sense for both of them, but I'll post the other one independently from this one!)
18, A Kiss While Laughing:
Fantine isn't sure when this became routine for them. Sunday would greet them both far quicker than they ever appreciated; both would begrudgingly force themselves to attend mass with Valjean and Cosette. When Javert first joined this house of misfits, it was easier to make excuses for not joining the other two, but with his increased health came increasing responsibility to assimilate. Then, when the first, licking flames in the fireplace caught and the other residents had found their beds for the night, Fantine would join Javert in his room with a bottle of something red.
It was a reward in a way, she supposed. Wine always tasted sweeter outside of church— even more so when the other made for good company. Admittedly, even that was a surprise to her, but he his appreciation and enjoyment made for a far better choice than Valjean's concerned glances whenever Fantine's fingers danced around the neck of a bottle.
They were talking about everything and nothing, the awkwardness of the first few days nothing more than a faint recollection. Despite Javert's former occupation, she soon found he had a wicked sense of humour. It was refreshing, enthralling even.
She loved Valjean dearly, but despite all his years he remained restrained and seemingly unwilling to simply let go. It was hardly a character flaw; in fact, she admired his steadfast nature, but there were times she doubted he truly allowed himself to feel anything other than guilt.
Javert was undeniably confusing, but there was an understanding unspoken between them that once you lost everything, there was nothing else to possibly lose. Perhaps that's why he let this side show, because he had nothing to lose in showing it.
The blush he had teased her about so many months ago had returned to dye cheeks a fine red once more. Of course he would comment on it, his lips curving against the rim of his glass as he did. She couldn't help the faux pout that came to scrunch her nose before they both broke into laughter, wine nearly spilling over edges and perfectly clean floors.
Maybe it was the glow of a dying fire, or maybe it was the alcohol, but his uninhibited humanness was beautiful.
His laughter, once so hard to come by had become a joy to hear. She wished she could capture it, keep it safe and sound. Everyone deserved this happiness.
Perhaps that's why she did it. Perhaps that's why she reached out to cup his cheek, her eyes wet with laughter, her cheeks aching with joy. Perhaps that's why she consciously displaced her glass and captured his lips with hers. So she could keep this joy safe. So he would not lose it, not if she could help him look after it.
His lips, surprisingly soft, tasted of wine and salt born from a fine layer of sweat.
As quickly as she had taken this moment, she pulled back with wide eyes. Suddenly, she could no longer meet his gaze. She was hardly ever so bold, why would she think to do such a thing now? Had she ruined this too? The only moment of the week in which she felt truly herself and not simply a performance of herself?
"Please forgive me, I..." her voice faltered. Did she regret it? No. But she did not have the privilege of deciding its consequences. "I... don't know what came over me."
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Over the Garden Wall 10th Anniversary stop motion short by creator Patrick McHale and Aardman Animations
#Over the Garden Wall#OTGW#video#THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL I'M CRYING#yeah... i'm gonna need a full length OTGW stop motion film please i'm on my KNEES#stop motion really does such an incredible job of capturing the beauty and tranquility of this series#and Greg my sweet precious child i've missed you so <3
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greta gerwig really said. when this girl gets a little sad and confused by the weird and complicated and uncomfortable parts of being human and growing up, she meets god and sits at her kitchen table, drinks her tea, holds her hands. and she asks god if she’s allowed to be happy. and god tells her she doesn’t need her permission. she tells her she’s going to be okay.
#barbie#barbie 2023#barbie spoilers#movies#greta gerwig#i just.#greta.................. may i study you#sorry i think i'm having a delayed reaction asdlhjfk#like i got a little misty in the theater but today i'm crying in my bed alshdjhf#too real!! too real.#no i cannot stop thinking about this
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Can't stop thinking about this dialogue, during the 100 swords scene:
Compared to this dialogue, when Hua Cheng is gently removing a needle from Xie Lian's foot:
Just, the tenderness of it all, after Xie Lian endured so much pain. The permission to cry out if it hurts, compared to having his voice forcibly muffled. It makes me cry whenever I think about it.
#annnnd i'm crying now#tgcf#hualian#hua cheng#xie lian#poppy posts#sorry for two posts back to back but i couldn't stop thinking about this#genuinely
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more than anything else, marxism-leninism is hope. capitalism is such a horrifically soul-crushing misery-inducing catastrophe that coming to grips with its full impacts is enough to drag anyone down into the absolute most miserable despair. but on the other side of all of this is a fight to dismantle it. it's a fight dating back centuries, one which is still being fought every day by people all around the world. marxism-leninism is a flame that will never be extinguished. one day this fight will be won, and the clouds that capitalism casts over us at all times will part, giving way to the eternal sun. marxism-leninism is the profound belief that a better world is genuinely possible, and that we can make it with our own hands.
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rage.
#welcome to today's episode of “me trying to draw 76 different emotions at once”#rage+grief???sorrow??? anguish?????#hmmmmmmm#definitely pain#and a hint of fear#no but like he's angry but there's sadness underneath you get what i'm saying#the kind of rage caused by something that left you traumatized and you just can't stop thinking about how unfair it was#like “i didn't deserve this nobody deserves this” kind of rage#well anyway#i don't even care about anatomy at this point#just let me see how much i can distort the face and still have it somewhat resemble the character#didn't mean to draw him crying again but my hand slipped oops#astarion#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 astarion#baldurs gate 3#astarion fanart
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#rwby#rwby beyond#ruby rose#yang xiao long#best sisters#ruby#yang#ccyy edit#of all lines this is what got me crying and I didn't stop#and I totally wasn't crying making these gifs cause it's the last rwby saturday for who knows how long#I've loved being a gif maker in the fandom for so long and I'm going to miss this#1k
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the beginning
#houseki no kuni#hnk#land of the lustrous#phosphophyllite#phos#cinnabar#cinnaphos#can't believe the last chapter will be released in a couple of weeks#i'm dying... crying... i miss them so much#hoping i'll be able to finish tons of my hnk wips that i've been hoarding since 2020 ^_^ i won't be able to stop drawing hnk for a while#let's get through the end together <:)#pemprika
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When Shanks adopted Uta Buggy was very much “this is your project” but she quickly grew on him and soon Buggy was helping here and there behind the scenes.
#20 year old dads at sea#if shanks caught him helping buggy would just be like#“WELL you're the captain we all need you RESTED” but be secretly flattered that the kid always stops crying when he holds her#one piece#shanks#buggy#shuggy#uta#MyArt#also shanks didn't have his scar when he found her so eh I'm not drawing it either
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scenes i loved from Real Enough to Get Me Through by @marriedzukka <333 [ids in alt]
#zukka#zukka fanart#sokka#sokka fanart#zuko#zuko fanart#atla#atla fanart#avatar the last airbender#zukka fic rec#myart#yall. yall. dani. this FIC#first off it made me cry twice. not like 'oh im crying' internet speak no. like. eyes are too blurry to read let me stop this for a sec#it is SO GOOD#your prose? amazing#your insights on grief? life changing#THEM??? THEM their relationship and trust#'zuko looked at him and his world shifted on its axis'#ive been thinking about that line for WEEKS STRAIGHT#i can't tell you how many passages i screenshot just because of how beautiful or cute they were#the moment of seeing the painting of sokka's mom? how did you manage to make it so telling character wise--so sweet so PAINful AND so#cute with their relationship?!!?!#'oh so you think i'm beautiful too'#GOD#i had so many scenes i wanted to draw it was crazy#also#'Our loved ones leave impressions on us that can still impact our decisions and feelings even after they're gone'#fuck. had me crying AGAIN#seriously this fic is so wonderful and not just through a zukka lens. truly life changing you're an AMAZING writer#the fandom is so lucky to have you and i can't Believe it took me so long to get around to reading this masterpiece
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WAILS ON THE GROUND AND SOBS /positive
OH IT'S SO CUTE- IT'S SO CUTEEEEEEEEE/gen
So uhhh
You draw ocs right?
Okay okay uhm uhm
You totally ignore this but can you draw my with uhhh
Miles Morales? Like- holding hands and like him picking my oc up bridal style?
Again you don't have to! It'd be just really cool because your art is really good and I like it a lot❤️❤️❤️
The best reference for my oc I could find was a gacha one, and to avoid confusion the black lines were done with eyeliner and she has many vitiligo marks on her body, a specific one around her right eye
Okay that's all,
Ty ❤️
i am so late. so sorry.
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9-1-1 | 7x05: You Don’t Know Me
#jenkinsbarry#roderickstrongs#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buddie#911#911edit#*#*911#*gif#i haven't stopped thinking about this in weeks#i listened to pierce the veil's cover of karma police while making these and now i'm going to cry myself to sleep
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the fact that charles was so gentle and sincere with his answer to edwin's confession is something I could never forget... because that's what love is about, right?
love is in the way charles could never hurt edwin on purpose, is in the way he protects him, in the way he knows when edwin needs to be seen; love is in the choice of every one of his words, in the way he knows that being honest is the only right answer.
there's still forever waiting for them, there's still forever waiting for charles to figure it out, to discover if he loves edwin in a romantic way too, and it doesn't matter if is not romantic in the end, because that it's just a side of the love they share.
i think is so important not to overlook something like that, not to let that pending romance overshadow the fact that they already love each other in every other way.
because in the end, we are talking about two boys that have experienced excruciating pain, that have seen horrifying things during all their existences, and in spite of it, or maybe because of it, are capable of loving each other in a way that's so pure and strong and relentless...
reducing the importance of it to a reciprocated romantic love seems so simplistic and inconsiderate to me.
#I swear they are making me cry if i stop to think about their bond for two long#so i may stop for my own sake#believe me i want for them to be a couple too. i just don't think it is gonna make their love more important that it alresdy is#you cannot compare any other relationship with the way they love each other#i'm just saying#dead boy detectives#payneland#paineland#paynland#edwin payne#charles rowland#dbd#liv rambles#painland#edwin paine#dead boy detective agency#edwin x charles
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Never thought I'd catch you blubbering. Wonder if Silco even saw that.
#arcane#arcane season 2#league of legends#silco#jinx#silco is the best dad#i saw the leak and i'm so devastated#the grief over Silco is too real#i can't stop crying#jinx is suffering from grief and loss so am i#why#why is this happening#the pain is unbearable#silco appreciation post#silco my beloved
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"Wasn't it a mirrored lotus design ring? In the language of flowers it means 'Eternal Love'."
"Does it? I didn't know. It doesn't matter. I doubt Himmel knew what it meant either."
#Himmel knew EXACTLY what it meant#and I'm sobbing#do you know how hard it is to make gifs when you can't stop crying!?#himmel#frieren#sousou no frieren#frieren at the funeral#frieren beyond journey's end#葬送のフリーレン#sailor arashi gifs#gif warning
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TWD: The Ones Who Live S01E05 | Become
#the walking dead#twd: the ones who live#twd towl#towl spoilers#spoilers#twdedit#rick grimes#michonne#richonne#cara gifs#i'm not okay btw#s'okay towl just rip my heart to pieces every week#me sobbing:#stop stop i'm crying already
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