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arsenicflame · 1 year ago

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something something everything izzy has always done has been for ed, its just that now we get to see him act in ways that are actually in eds best interests, rather than izzy trying to keep him safe whatever the costs

#i just!!!!#im not saying what he did in s1 was right but i am saying it was all for ed it was always for ed #to his own detriment sometimes!!!! do you think a notorious pirate would be making deals with the navy if he wasnt desperate????#i want to see izzy learn who he loves!!!! to see him realise that ed is hurt and hurting + not in a good place and he isnt better like this!#that in trying to keep ed safe he has doomed him to recklessness and a lack of care for his life!#that a better way is to find stede; to bring him back to help ed #and to /train/ stede! to make him better at being a pirate!!!!!!!#so ed can be happy with stede but stede can protect himself! protect them! not be a risk to eds life because hes playing pirates without #understanding the consequences!!!!!#i want izzy to work with stede BECAUSE he loves ed!!!!#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #nyxtalks #ofmd #ofmd s2 spoilers #izzy hands #israel hands #still taking damage btw

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lunarharp · 11 months ago

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when an obsessed orufrey person plays ace attorney for the first time in a while

#witch hat tag #orufrey #you know those times when the defendant is still in shambles at the end of a case because it was not a clear-cut thing #but you get to present one Special Sentimental piece of evidence that proves not all is lost #qifrey's breakdown would be like... he turns up calm and pleasant like dahlia kristoph gant etc but very quickly:#well first he's hiding his scar so you have to use the bracelet and also you find out about the seal on his hat using that.#eventually he is throwing water that comes out of nowhere like that coffee prosecutor guy. and his cape starts billowing #the more he breaks down his neck thingies start coming undone btw. To represent his descent into guilt and his LIES becoming undone.#course as the player i have already used my magatama and seen his 35894 psychelocks. but theyre those BLACK psychelocks #representing his repressed memories taken by the brimhats. also his glasses shatter out of nowhere when you keep presenting evidence #and tartah's testimony etc. and the player is like UHH this guy is A PUPPET MASTER but coco's heartfelt testimony commands the tone #and of course he's someone who has been twisted and damaged by trauma like adrian andrews. the mastermind is of course the brimhats #only me with my magatama knows that... only i can do it. It has to be me.....#just like how as the reader i can see everything about qifrey and i can hold him dear as much as i judge him #whereas if i were oru things would not be ok unless memories can be restored and mentally ill decisions can be illuminated #WELL ANYWAY !!!!! what i appreciate about ace attorney is its ability to mix silliness with seriousness #i cant usually make jokes about serious heavy heartbreaking stuff in witch hat because it is all very intense emotions for me #but i appreciate ace attorney's mix of sincerity and psychological pain and the inherent silliness to being a character in a situation #so.....Get Iguin on the stand. Now. BAILIFF.. TAKE OFF THE MASK #i would most love to be able to prove qifrey's eyesight is failing. hed be like I have no reason to pursue the brimhats (smiles pleasantly)#and it would be like You're lowering your gaze.. proof that the court lighting is too harsh for you..!#his glasses would crack at that moment btw. I used apollo's bracelet and saw the glyphs on the glass.#I know all about u. and i will save u

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wheredidalltheusersgo · 9 months ago

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"Ivan the Terrible and his son Ivan" my beloved

#IT'S FINALLY FINISHED #*takes away your total drama cartoon physics*#this is the aftermath of topher's elimination btw #cannons do a lot of damage #unsurprisingly #he's lucky he was only severely injured and not KILLED #local idiot still doesn't know how to shade properly #i just wanted to do a painting redraw tbh #I hate drawing backgrounds #total drama #td don #td topher #tw blood #cw blood #tw gore #angst #my art #this took a while #that twink MAY have hit a few rocks during his landing

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anthyies · 11 months ago

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kind of a milf. reblog

#my brain can’t make metaphorical compositions anymore it’s out of juice but i still want to draw. so #lee sookyoung #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #esha.txt #mycreations #WHO’S EXCITED FOR KDJ LSK ISSUES TIME IN THE WEBTOON IN A FEW WEEKS #i think in about two episodes? we’ll get the kdj has died message?#oh i didn’t properly ref the webtoon so the mask is off a bit but it’s fine #i think she’s a fascinating character btw… like i always think about how her actions w/ kdj are reproduced by him. agh agh agh <- sounds of #me taking damage. also like the way she’s. not just a mother you know? the scene where it isn’t just kdj who can help reconstruct her storie #s. there’s a lot he doesn’t know or understand about her and a lot she’s kept hidden from him Including the big thing. Hehe. That’s soon #Can u believe webtoon onlies don’t even really know kdj’s deal yet…

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nguyenfinity · 2 years ago

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I hope y’all know I was working on this at the speed of light with tears in my eyes. (from this)

Bonus emotional damage below:

#enstars #rinne amagi #hiiro amagi #amagi brothers #my general philosophy is if i'm going down i'm taking you down with me.#that file of mama amagi and her sons is named Emotional Damage btw. btw #her ponytail's just supposed to sit against her back but you couldn't see it in the first one so i put it on her shoulder #and then i didn't wanna cover rinne's arm in the second one so it's still on her shoulder #man this took me out. like i'm gonna be out of commission #on the floor in pieces #sorry y'all but also not really #kjdhfkjsdfhkjs #also i hope you know my specialty is w o m e n #like enstars has made me better at drawing guys but w o m e n #mamagi #mamagi ref

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waywardsalt · 5 months ago

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alright because it is now a list,

list of characters i want (need) to draw gore of:

My Elden Ring Tarnished

Linebeck

#salty talks #linebecks been on this list its my tarnished whos the new one. bc i was playing elden ring earlier #with linebeck is jsut like. i think itd be hot if he were covered in blood. yknow. the whole deal #with my tarnished its more me toying with the concept and it just working well with how i play her #as extremely aggressive n intending to Do Damage n just fighting through poison of scarlet rot or just facetanking attacks to get a hit in #im kinda interested in the idea that a tarnished can get pretty mangled up and keep going before getting killed #and i can have fun visual stuff with her since her face is covered by the guardian mask so i can play with clothing/armor damage #today i killed rykard (ridiculously fun fight btw. extremely fun) and thought abt like. her fighting recklessly and with the bloodthirst #to fight even while in the lava around him to the point where it melts away the bottom of her greaves and chars and damages her feet #i play elden ring like i play pokemon i intende to do as much damage as possible so dual straightswords and bleed buildup baybee #and my girl is absolutely just covered in blood covered in muck making a beeline for every boss every enemy #i like the idea that she joined the recusants specifically because she was bored and wanted more stuff to fight #i started off with the samurai background so thats interesting to factor into her- like she was fighting in that civil war #before she was compelled by grace to travel to the lands between and is kinda stoked to find out that she cannot die permanently #and is therefore free to take on everything the lands between has to offer. shes also probably a lesbian #siding with ranni using tiche as the main summon eager to help rya and probably nepheli #she likes women in some capacity. royal knight loretta is a fav. anyways. she prob gets torn to shit but if she can keep fighting she will #morgott was a very quick and frenzied fight for me i imagine she takes bad wounds during that but still pushes to keep up with him #she is. fun. this got beyond the point but also this was kinda an excuse to talk abt my tarnished

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mukuharakazui · 2 years ago

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i sound like the youngest boomer on earth whenever i say this but it really was a mistake for baby gays to learn about the term fruit. idk what it is about the internet that makes kids see a derogatory term for a marginalized group they’re part of, or even just adjacent to, which they’ve never been targeted with and decide it’s just their new Special Inside Joke Swear Word. some 16 y/o online calling a picture of a celebrity wearing a gaudy sweater fruity or faggy isn’t “reclamation” it’s just parroting homophobia and not funny in the slightest.

speaking among onesself or close friends is one thing but when it gets to the point (and it has) where people are calling real life people they barely (or don’t) know homophobic terms, it doesn’t matter if the person saying it is gay or not.

#succ speaks #also i thought people were only like this online but being at a lac. people really just do this to people they know irl.#like they actually just say things. having to listen to a girl call ross gay 'fruity' in a poetry class and then like a week later...#...a guy who i was kinda friends with but also hung out with a total of like 5 times decided yeah sure i can call the group chat faggots #just......wow. people really live like this. and not even 8th grade gsa attendees who are still learning. young adults in the workforce.#i also think this sort of faux solidarity is why this same demographic desperately tries to express personal parallels to experiences...#...they have never gone through and/or cannot possibly go through. something about slowly losing the ability to listen and needing to talk.#<- also sorry to sound like a psych major but egocentric approaches to social media has done irreversible damage to so many young ppl...#...but at the same time we (young ppl on social media) are to blame because social media platforms are egocentric by design.#being invested in onesself isn't a cause of shitheadedry but a lot of people have really just gotten so dismissive of others it's insane.#also idk pretend i made a solid link between this and The Lost Art Of The Sincere Apology And Taking Accountability #this is just me parroting a convo i had w some friends at lunch 2day btw. posting it online bc someone probably needs to see this.#<- AS IN. ppl have definitely thought the same thing and need to see it articulated not that someone needs to feel called out by it #feeling called out by this would be like. a personal problem to sort out

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shiraishi--kanade · 1 month ago

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good luck doimg the thing🫡

Thank you!! I am Freaking Out a little bit

#jay rambles about life.txt #jay gets asks.txt #I signed up for this project when I was having a Good Time mentally and otherwise and might've wastly overestimated my abilities #and then I forgot about it for a while. and now they're like 'hey are you still in btw?'#so now we ball. but *takes 20d20 physchic damage*

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morningmask27 · 7 days ago

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I feel like November will be a difficult month for me again and I'm not looking for it

#morningtalks #Something about the specter of madness haunting me and kinda breathing down my neck right now #I barely coasted off a full mental breakdown by being utterly mad about a friend's dad being an abhorrent piece of garbage #And then watching a two hour long video essay as I played Little Kitty in a Big City (very neat game btw)#But I'm still in this odd ''close to a breakdown but not yet'' mood and I hate it #I hate how I'm starting to be good at knowing when I'll be out of patience and general stability for all the shit I deal with #I'm getting tired of having to be extra careful because my periods have a tendency of making me Even More unstable #I hate how easily I now know that if something triggers RSD or another one of my problems (and I've got a lot of them)#I'll definitely need to take one day off (at least) to do some damage control on how all-consuming and painful the reaction will be #I hate that I can feel that a month will be hard and being CORRECT about it #I just want to live in peace for once in my life. Is that really too much to ask?#And my friends help me a lot. I would be dead if it wasn't for them #But it's still so hard and I'm still so afraid and I still despise so many things about myself #And the guilt and hatred and shame that was wracking me the entire week has been horrendous to live through #And I know it's a fully irrational reaction #But I still feel all these things. All these thoughts still run around in my head. It is so horrible to love through all of this #I'm not going to commit suicide. I promised myself I never would and I'm too spiteful to do it now #(also. Very fun that one of the main reasons I'm still alive is spite. This world fucked me up yet I'm not leaving until I say I'm done)#But my intrusive thoughts will be really brutal this month I fear. I might genuinely have some vicious moments #I'll just try to have a low-stress weekend and just enjoy my time for myself #I can maybe try to write some stories (I say knowing how much trauma will be in there lol)#Or just do anything to not be alone with my thoughts too much #We'll see how this month pans out. I don't have a lot of faith in it but I could be surprised. Who knows?

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mieczyhale · 11 days ago

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"i am not immune to care and concern in a stern voice"

well /i/sure am. aside from being kind of uncomfortable with care and concern, a stern voice is one of the fastest ways to fill me with anxiety and fear that doesn't include any physical movement.

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josh has never done anything to make me even think he'd hurt me ever And Yet. he raises his voice at all for any reason and i freeze. put even a hint of annoyance in it?? instant fear. goodnight goodbye that could never be hot to me or comforting

irl

fictionally, however-

#thinking back on some of colleen's fics and i'm like.. mhmm #that's different #btw it's just a stern / raised voice that affects me #and physical movement can - i'm very flinchy #but again #that's irl #fictionally. in my head. the idea of logan using his claws on me in any fashion - sexy or non - Does Something for me #he could knock me out in an alley and if he was still there when i woke i'd either thank him or ask to suck his dick #now that could be due to possible brain damage from taking an adamantium fist to the face #but that could also just be me #considering what i know about myself #anyway happy tmi monday i guess lmao #maison speaks

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unfortunatelyilikebnha · 2 months ago

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Halfway there yippee!! Someday my little “Klee & her babysitters/family” team will be a reality and I will run around the overworld with them to blow stuff up, meta be damned!!

#I have just been running around as kaejean lmao #and if I want to run around as a whole team I take Barbara and Kazuha off my freeze team and put Xingqiu in so I have space for Jean #does it do as much damage as my normal freeze team? no. but idc i love jean and i want her to be there #also throwing people is sooooooo fun I love Jean’s skill it’s so silly <3 #thank god for the five star selector I’ve been having so much fun #(fuck hyv despite this btw. I’ve never spent money on this game and after sumeru and natlan never will.#I just said I was gonna c6 kaeya one day and intend to stick to that)#now I just need Albedo and Klee to rerun. which. haha. may take a while #also I put this in drafts several days ago she’s lvl 90 now. lmao.#draft from the end of August whateverrr I’m releasing it. running around as Jean still makes me happy

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cinnamon-bunni · 2 months ago

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NOT okay right now im thinking abt pokemon leaving scars on their trainers + everyday, domestic problems.....

#this is abt my top gun au btw <3333 which will forever haunt me even though im less likely to write it everyday </3333 #like.....getting thin scars from rowlet as a kid which have now all basically faded to time #(though the ones gained as a teen from dartrix can still be seen)#while in the other hand always having angry red scratches along both arms because hes always holding up rufflet who fights like no tomorrow #(believe me; its better to hold him up and take the damage than put him down and let rufflet pick a fight with someone)#OR like....getting electrical burns because elekid doesnt know how to control its discharge yet. and the scars that stay bc of that #(which tbh is an ash + pikachu thing i would love to see)#or how one accidental poison jab from toxicroak will leave you utterly sick for days #(like serious he should probably go to a hospital or smth) and toxi just has the biggest saddest puppy dog eyes in existence it feels so ba #(its fine this has happened before he'll be fine. probably)#bruisings on your shins bc pawmot punches your legs to grab your attention or to get smth it wants....#rooms always being like ten to twenty degrees colder (or even more) when he has his ice pokemon out for whatever reason...#the reverse of that with fire types..... ough...#having to BEG flygon not to fly rn bc it starts a sandstorm every fucking time and it does it anyway #(PLEASE i took you out of your ball to eat dinner why cant yiu behave this one time)#and then dragonair fixing it to be clear skies again.....the never ending cycle....#any trainer who have pokemon that start sandstorm needing a pair of safety goggles for when they battle #(maybe even bringing a spare just in case or--if theyre kind enough--for their opponent to wear so they can see too)#dont even get me started on mythical pokemon interacting with the tg characters.....#anyway tried to stay as vague as possible for the characters lolol #bergmite is just a lil guy who wants to be carried around like all the other small 'mons....i am so sorry sweetie you are over 200 pounds #you cannot be perched on your trainers shoulder like someone else's rufflet can #having ice burns bc froslass tried to freeze him.....#anyway. can you tell i love pokemon #sorry to anyone who sees this in the pokemon tag </333 #delete later #i feel like im begging on my knees for someone to ask abt my au....but also if they did id die of embarrassment from answering it...#the pros and cons of having a dumb little au </3 #sigh maybe one day i'll write a fic... (<-keeps saying it but has written nothing for it (yet))

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cubedmango · 1 year ago

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thought id see some deep and thought-provoking discussions about the philosophical and moral questions posed in atsv but all im seeing is a whole bunch of "the whole spider society is evil and fucked up for trying to save the entire fabric of the multiverse even if they have to bear personal grief for it and miles is the only Good One" and man . expected too much from the 'spends 90% time and energy thirsting for scary big vampire guy' fandom huh

#sorry im just . kinda really mad abt takes im seeing (against my will but alas..... twt fyp and ao3 tag cursed as hell)#like ???? just not getting the nuance of the conflict in the movie at All . its not supposed to be one side wholly good one side wholly bad #taking ppl away from this movie for a second and sitting them in front of the trolley problem . baby steps so try to understand this first #NOT ABT MIGUELS METHODS BTW THEY WERE 100% FUCKED UP !!!! he went way too far thats not even up for debate #but more the mindset he was coming from which is still justified from his perspective like dude lost an entire World!! comprehend that !!!!#also ppl getting on gwens and peter bs and peni's cases abt 'betraying' miles like theyre doing smth insanely evil like bro..... enough #aauagghhgh psychic damage from bad takes is happening i need to stop reading these #ummnmnm . dunno if i should even post this idk maybe im the only one thinking too hard abt it #atsv spoilers #my post

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div-divington · 3 months ago

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