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arsenicflame · 1 year ago

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something something everything izzy has always done has been for ed, its just that now we get to see him act in ways that are actually in eds best interests, rather than izzy trying to keep him safe whatever the costs

#i just!!!!#im not saying what he did in s1 was right but i am saying it was all for ed it was always for ed #to his own detriment sometimes!!!! do you think a notorious pirate would be making deals with the navy if he wasnt desperate????#i want to see izzy learn who he loves!!!! to see him realise that ed is hurt and hurting + not in a good place and he isnt better like this!#that in trying to keep ed safe he has doomed him to recklessness and a lack of care for his life!#that a better way is to find stede; to bring him back to help ed #and to /train/ stede! to make him better at being a pirate!!!!!!!#so ed can be happy with stede but stede can protect himself! protect them! not be a risk to eds life because hes playing pirates without #understanding the consequences!!!!!#i want izzy to work with stede BECAUSE he loves ed!!!!#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #nyxtalks #ofmd #ofmd s2 spoilers #izzy hands #israel hands #still taking damage btw

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daemon-in-my-head · 3 days ago

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Gortash has a 'love' for humanity and it's making me sick cuz that's perhaps why I even like him. Cuz it's twisted and messed up and rotten, so fucking rotten, but it's there, and his every step and every plan of his strives towards the betterment of the status quo in some way and advancement of humanity in a way that's just making me sick.

In this essay I will-

#I'm not kidding btw #Look at him and what he does #His grand design aka personal golden order #The fact that his parents are still alive #The busts in his office #The steelwatch #His idiotic idea of a hivemind #The way he handles the other chosen and their fellowship #The way he uses the bhaalists to take out the trash and the myrkulites as threats #It's all clear strikes where it hurts bad enough to change people's minds without “too much” damage #I can actually write an essay about it gods I'm ill #lesser evil personified #just think about his position and the power he undoubtedly holds #and now imagine orin or ketheric or durge in that same position #and how shit would look much much worse if they were #i loathe this guy but he went ahead and fixed aome real issues #single-handedly averted bhaalspawn crisis 2.0 with his dick #bg3 #enver gortash #bg3 gortash

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lunarharp · 1 year ago

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when an obsessed orufrey person plays ace attorney for the first time in a while

#witch hat tag #orufrey #you know those times when the defendant is still in shambles at the end of a case because it was not a clear-cut thing #but you get to present one Special Sentimental piece of evidence that proves not all is lost #qifrey's breakdown would be like... he turns up calm and pleasant like dahlia kristoph gant etc but very quickly:#well first he's hiding his scar so you have to use the bracelet and also you find out about the seal on his hat using that.#eventually he is throwing water that comes out of nowhere like that coffee prosecutor guy. and his cape starts billowing #the more he breaks down his neck thingies start coming undone btw. To represent his descent into guilt and his LIES becoming undone.#course as the player i have already used my magatama and seen his 35894 psychelocks. but theyre those BLACK psychelocks #representing his repressed memories taken by the brimhats. also his glasses shatter out of nowhere when you keep presenting evidence #and tartah's testimony etc. and the player is like UHH this guy is A PUPPET MASTER but coco's heartfelt testimony commands the tone #and of course he's someone who has been twisted and damaged by trauma like adrian andrews. the mastermind is of course the brimhats #only me with my magatama knows that... only i can do it. It has to be me.....#just like how as the reader i can see everything about qifrey and i can hold him dear as much as i judge him #whereas if i were oru things would not be ok unless memories can be restored and mentally ill decisions can be illuminated #WELL ANYWAY !!!!! what i appreciate about ace attorney is its ability to mix silliness with seriousness #i cant usually make jokes about serious heavy heartbreaking stuff in witch hat because it is all very intense emotions for me #but i appreciate ace attorney's mix of sincerity and psychological pain and the inherent silliness to being a character in a situation #so.....Get Iguin on the stand. Now. BAILIFF.. TAKE OFF THE MASK #i would most love to be able to prove qifrey's eyesight is failing. hed be like I have no reason to pursue the brimhats (smiles pleasantly)#and it would be like You're lowering your gaze.. proof that the court lighting is too harsh for you..!#his glasses would crack at that moment btw. I used apollo's bracelet and saw the glyphs on the glass.#I know all about u. and i will save u

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wheredidalltheusersgo · 11 months ago

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"Ivan the Terrible and his son Ivan" my beloved

#IT'S FINALLY FINISHED #*takes away your total drama cartoon physics*#this is the aftermath of topher's elimination btw #cannons do a lot of damage #unsurprisingly #he's lucky he was only severely injured and not KILLED #local idiot still doesn't know how to shade properly #i just wanted to do a painting redraw tbh #I hate drawing backgrounds #total drama #td don #td topher #tw blood #cw blood #tw gore #angst #my art #this took a while #that twink MAY have hit a few rocks during his landing

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anthyies · 1 year ago

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kind of a milf. reblog

#my brain can’t make metaphorical compositions anymore it’s out of juice but i still want to draw. so #lee sookyoung #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #esha.txt #mycreations #WHO’S EXCITED FOR KDJ LSK ISSUES TIME IN THE WEBTOON IN A FEW WEEKS #i think in about two episodes? we’ll get the kdj has died message?#oh i didn’t properly ref the webtoon so the mask is off a bit but it’s fine #i think she’s a fascinating character btw… like i always think about how her actions w/ kdj are reproduced by him. agh agh agh <- sounds of #me taking damage. also like the way she’s. not just a mother you know? the scene where it isn’t just kdj who can help reconstruct her storie #s. there’s a lot he doesn’t know or understand about her and a lot she’s kept hidden from him Including the big thing. Hehe. That’s soon #Can u believe webtoon onlies don’t even really know kdj’s deal yet…

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nguyenfinity · 2 years ago

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I hope y’all know I was working on this at the speed of light with tears in my eyes. (from this)

Bonus emotional damage below:

#enstars #rinne amagi #hiiro amagi #amagi brothers #my general philosophy is if i'm going down i'm taking you down with me.#that file of mama amagi and her sons is named Emotional Damage btw. btw #her ponytail's just supposed to sit against her back but you couldn't see it in the first one so i put it on her shoulder #and then i didn't wanna cover rinne's arm in the second one so it's still on her shoulder #man this took me out. like i'm gonna be out of commission #on the floor in pieces #sorry y'all but also not really #kjdhfkjsdfhkjs #also i hope you know my specialty is w o m e n #like enstars has made me better at drawing guys but w o m e n #mamagi #mamagi ref

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waywardsalt · 7 months ago

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alright because it is now a list,

list of characters i want (need) to draw gore of:

My Elden Ring Tarnished

Linebeck

#salty talks #linebecks been on this list its my tarnished whos the new one. bc i was playing elden ring earlier #with linebeck is jsut like. i think itd be hot if he were covered in blood. yknow. the whole deal #with my tarnished its more me toying with the concept and it just working well with how i play her #as extremely aggressive n intending to Do Damage n just fighting through poison of scarlet rot or just facetanking attacks to get a hit in #im kinda interested in the idea that a tarnished can get pretty mangled up and keep going before getting killed #and i can have fun visual stuff with her since her face is covered by the guardian mask so i can play with clothing/armor damage #today i killed rykard (ridiculously fun fight btw. extremely fun) and thought abt like. her fighting recklessly and with the bloodthirst #to fight even while in the lava around him to the point where it melts away the bottom of her greaves and chars and damages her feet #i play elden ring like i play pokemon i intende to do as much damage as possible so dual straightswords and bleed buildup baybee #and my girl is absolutely just covered in blood covered in muck making a beeline for every boss every enemy #i like the idea that she joined the recusants specifically because she was bored and wanted more stuff to fight #i started off with the samurai background so thats interesting to factor into her- like she was fighting in that civil war #before she was compelled by grace to travel to the lands between and is kinda stoked to find out that she cannot die permanently #and is therefore free to take on everything the lands between has to offer. shes also probably a lesbian #siding with ranni using tiche as the main summon eager to help rya and probably nepheli #she likes women in some capacity. royal knight loretta is a fav. anyways. she prob gets torn to shit but if she can keep fighting she will #morgott was a very quick and frenzied fight for me i imagine she takes bad wounds during that but still pushes to keep up with him #she is. fun. this got beyond the point but also this was kinda an excuse to talk abt my tarnished

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shiraishi--kanade · 4 months ago

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good luck doimg the thing🫡

Thank you!! I am Freaking Out a little bit

#jay rambles about life.txt #jay gets asks.txt #I signed up for this project when I was having a Good Time mentally and otherwise and might've wastly overestimated my abilities #and then I forgot about it for a while. and now they're like 'hey are you still in btw?'#so now we ball. but *takes 20d20 physchic damage*

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mieczyhale · 2 months ago

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"i am not immune to care and concern in a stern voice"

well /i/sure am. aside from being kind of uncomfortable with care and concern, a stern voice is one of the fastest ways to fill me with anxiety and fear that doesn't include any physical movement.

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josh has never done anything to make me even think he'd hurt me ever And Yet. he raises his voice at all for any reason and i freeze. put even a hint of annoyance in it?? instant fear. goodnight goodbye that could never be hot to me or comforting

irl

fictionally, however-

#thinking back on some of colleen's fics and i'm like.. mhmm #that's different #btw it's just a stern / raised voice that affects me #and physical movement can - i'm very flinchy #but again #that's irl #fictionally. in my head. the idea of logan using his claws on me in any fashion - sexy or non - Does Something for me #he could knock me out in an alley and if he was still there when i woke i'd either thank him or ask to suck his dick #now that could be due to possible brain damage from taking an adamantium fist to the face #but that could also just be me #considering what i know about myself #anyway happy tmi monday i guess lmao #maison speaks

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unfortunatelyilikebnha · 4 months ago

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Halfway there yippee!! Someday my little “Klee & her babysitters/family” team will be a reality and I will run around the overworld with them to blow stuff up, meta be damned!!

#I have just been running around as kaejean lmao #and if I want to run around as a whole team I take Barbara and Kazuha off my freeze team and put Xingqiu in so I have space for Jean #does it do as much damage as my normal freeze team? no. but idc i love jean and i want her to be there #also throwing people is sooooooo fun I love Jean’s skill it’s so silly <3 #thank god for the five star selector I’ve been having so much fun #(fuck hyv despite this btw. I’ve never spent money on this game and after sumeru and natlan never will.#I just said I was gonna c6 kaeya one day and intend to stick to that)#now I just need Albedo and Klee to rerun. which. haha. may take a while #also I put this in drafts several days ago she’s lvl 90 now. lmao.#draft from the end of August whateverrr I’m releasing it. running around as Jean still makes me happy

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cubedmango · 2 years ago

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thought id see some deep and thought-provoking discussions about the philosophical and moral questions posed in atsv but all im seeing is a whole bunch of "the whole spider society is evil and fucked up for trying to save the entire fabric of the multiverse even if they have to bear personal grief for it and miles is the only Good One" and man . expected too much from the 'spends 90% time and energy thirsting for scary big vampire guy' fandom huh

#sorry im just . kinda really mad abt takes im seeing (against my will but alas..... twt fyp and ao3 tag cursed as hell)#like ???? just not getting the nuance of the conflict in the movie at All . its not supposed to be one side wholly good one side wholly bad #taking ppl away from this movie for a second and sitting them in front of the trolley problem . baby steps so try to understand this first #NOT ABT MIGUELS METHODS BTW THEY WERE 100% FUCKED UP !!!! he went way too far thats not even up for debate #but more the mindset he was coming from which is still justified from his perspective like dude lost an entire World!! comprehend that !!!!#also ppl getting on gwens and peter bs and peni's cases abt 'betraying' miles like theyre doing smth insanely evil like bro..... enough #aauagghhgh psychic damage from bad takes is happening i need to stop reading these #ummnmnm . dunno if i should even post this idk maybe im the only one thinking too hard abt it #atsv spoilers #my post

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div-divington · 5 months ago

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i built a thing

a very not-remotely-screen accurate thing that took me more than two weeks

but she's so cool nonetheless :)

#ignore how messy my desk is #i do not build models so my workspace is absolutely chaotic #i uh... spilled a little dark paint on her so i went all-out to make her look kinda battle damaged #may have gone overboard......... but i like it nonetheless!#still have more than 100 decals to add but i wanna take a break from the constant inhalation of paint amd glue fumes #nearly cried when the port warp nacelle exploded in my hand because the glue was brittle when i tried attaching it #model kit #model building toys #uss voyager #star trek voyager #star trek #starship model #spaceship #star trek model #i have a bunch of video game stuff in my queue btw so i guess im back on Tumblr

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phantom-of-the-ruckus · 6 months ago

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I just finished episode 6 and 7

I'm not am not ok

#emotional damage/ref #I took so many screenshots of seb that I just can't-#Grell still is by far my favorite character #I am finally liking Ciel XD #still #I WAS NOT PREPARE FOR THIS EMOTIONAL JOURNEY #kudos to the show to make me breakdown just with 6 episodes #black butler #Deedz rambles #I will take a break from watching it #due to processing the episodes #but also because a chat with pals pretty much killed my desires to ramble with them #not related to any of my discord friends btw

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aria0fgold · 7 months ago

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I gotta show this to yall cuz this is so funny to me.

Immense evilness...

Everythin bout this is so funny. Isn't born cause of birth, human scientist named Lorenzo, created in a lab in Mercury...

Whatever past Aria was on was amazing actually, I love her.

#aria rants #you can rlly tell a 15 year old wrote that cuz its all so funny... the wrong use of his too... i love it honestly #past aria had a whole lot of confidence and unshackled creativity to do fuck all. i love that for her really #she paved the way for present aria to be the way that i am today but more organized than wtv was going on there #i still have two more quotev accounts to check on btw... i dont know why i had 3 but i did...#i probably should sleep tbh its like 8 am but at the same time im having too much fun #going through memory lane all while taking psychic damage. 15 year old aria is phenomenal...

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keeps-ache · 9 months ago

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standing here in my star-patterned bathrobe holding a stylus while inscribing something onto my computer. it's wizard time baby

#just me hi #my mom came into the room n saw me doing all that + starting laughing and saying 'you look like a wizard' so i have achieved the Pinnacle #of my existence hhvsbhhfsv #my n my starry bathrobe on our way to cast spells (writing in a language no one can understand (regular handwriting) and portraying strange #otherworldly begins (drawing wet cat OCs))#/i should draw this though because it Is kind of silly now that i think about it #i'm a wizard >:3 my potions are store-bought and taste like cherry dr perpper and my spells are free from my brain #my runes? uhhh have you ever heard of drawing warmups ??#i lay out simple curses and it's words that make no sense and characters i actually talk about in secret like a little troll forgetting #other people can hear it Hfbhsv #my tower is whatever i'm standing on at the moment. which is a kneeling pad rn Lol :3 #//which btw kneeling pads are Awesome for nearly everything #Except for sitting because everything will still hurt and maybe More than it did before Lmaooo #but like after a bit of standing it Sucks standing up and the kneeling pad is really good at helping me redistribute the weight doing that #ik it's better to stand than to sit but dude it blows so much harder hfhsbvhf #i am taking damage on all sides and with nearly every method but oh!! i will find a proper system well enough !!!#//anyway i think i want to get a wizard hat now lol :3 #maybe a blue one!! i like blue :>>#//yea though i'm almost done with this ref!! !!!!#love it when things go smoothly. wheeee :D #i gotta add a couple things and then colour + shade + effects cuz i'll Die without my effects hfvbsh #really i learned how to do that little glitch thing and now i just can't go back lol :>#trying out new ways + new layer settings all the time so ~!~#//but YEA gonna get to that and then other things and stuffs!! you know :3 #so tooooodles ~+~ !!

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fragglerockopinions · 9 months ago

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The worst thing about suffering is that it still hurts when the danger is over but no one cares about it anymore because it shouldn't hurt. No one will ever say "I'm sorry that happened to you" especially when they barely say "I'm sorry that's happening."

#Okay to tb btw all the personal stuff is in the tags #Like. Not eating for a week because you couldn't get groceries hurts #and people will say 'oof sorry that's happening' but then #after you're able to get food no one will ever say 'I'm sorry that happened' even though you think about it and hurt from it constantly.#No one will ever say ':( that must have been so hard' because you're fine now right???? No psychological damage there?????#This example is stupid but I do think about it every time I feel hungry. I told people I wasn't able to get groceries #and there was no food in my house. And they said. Oof.#Instead of idk Oh God Are You Okay ??#No one cares when you've been abused your entire life and behave the way you do out of genuine terror because your brain is fucked forever #They don't say 'I'm sorry that happened it must have been really scary to turn you into Such An Asshole. I pity you like a dog :('#Speaking of man everyone loves fucked up abused terrified dogs and wants to be the one who makes them open up #And shows them that people can be good and kind and that touch doesn't have to hurt #But everyone is scared of fucked up abused terrified people #Humans are capable of harm even more than dogs and fear is understandable but.#Can you please call me good boy and shush me and tell me nothing's going to hurt me and let me curl up on your lap #And not hit me if I get scared and start to growl and feed me good and take me on walks and play with me #Even though I'm not very fun to play with and I'm still learning what's fun and what's mean and what's a toy and what's a hand #Plleeeaaase don't be jealous of a dog that doesn't eat good don't say 'tch he's so thin what am I doing wrong'#I want to eat good and grow and gain fat and be warm and be comfortable I don't want this #Don't say 'if abused dogs don't eat good then I don't deserve to either' no no no no eat good so you can take care of us both #Please please please I learned so many tricks to make people happy and call me smart but I don't actually know how to do anything I'm #Literally like such a stupid dog it takes me like one day of no one paying attention to me for me to become un-housebroken #I make a lot of mistakes even though I know better or I really should know better #And sometimes do things wrong on purpose to get attention either yelling or showing me how to do it right #But most of the time I genuinely don't know how to do stuff because I was never taught or I was taught and #My previous owners said 'this is how it is. It is this way because it is and it is forever. The answer is Because.'#'now quit asking repetitive questions before I pop you'#If I do something Because and not know the reason why I'm doing it that's not learning that's acting #Especially habits taught specifically to hurt me and not being allowed to question it or know why I'm being hurt #Oh my god I acted out so much when I was younger and all my friends were so disgusted and hurt by me and yelled at me every day

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