#still on semihiatus

[chaosclan]

moon 44 - chaosclan

BIG APOLOGIES FOR HOW LONG THIS TOOK OMG… life’s been really hectic and my drawing program wasnt allowed on my ipad for a bit. semihiatus is definitely still on, i just felt the need to post again haha

working with a slightly different format here ^_^

[imaginarianisms]

hey y'all im& typing this out mostly bc i& feel the need to like make it extra clear bc sometimes i& feel like im& not coming off clearly enough & i already talked about it w/ macy where we both agree & this is general & @ /nbh so !! if i'm& sending you a bunch of stuff in discord dms, that's in no way me& tryna rush you for replies or anything like that, that's just me& being excited about our munchkins & their dynamics, you can take as long as you want to reply to me or just not even reply to asks/memes & shit bc it doesn't bother me @ all i& just love writing when i& feel inspo & i get a lot of ideas & when i& do that i& tend to like blast that out bc of a) i& get excited & that's gotta Come Out & b) this is the most important reason but i& have did so i& easily forget so i& make sure to like let it all out before i& forget so i& could send yall 100 asks/memes/starters or w/e & you could answer 100 of them or some of them & i'd& still not expect anything back bc life is obviously difficult for a lotta ppl out here rn, my& own included, you can take as long as you need to reply to my& shit, when i& throw in stuff in our& dms thats literally just me& thinking "oh hmmm this sounds interesting i wonder what [x] would think of this" & just pop off. yall are not obligated to reply to every single thing i& say (although if that happens thats cool) or reply in exactly 000000000.1 seconds i'm& never gonna be out here rushing people. like. I& Get It TM. this blog is permanently on semihiatus & medium to very low sporadic activity, our& writing speed entirely depends on motivation, there's days where i& write a few replies in seconds, several replies in one day or months or even years where i& post nothing at all, there's no in between bc this is a hobby. lmao. like. in my& case i& like having a clean dashboard so i& won't be following back every single blog that follows me & i unfollow ppl who're pretty much cricket silence w/ me for extended long periods of time (this obviously doesn't apply to people on hiatus or people that i Know are inherently low activity or very busy irl or if we're extremely close) but it Does apply to mutuals who like literally Never respond to starters i've written, answer memes i've sent, or people who never send me asks/memes or ppl who Never respond to our threads & otherwise making no genuine attempt to interact beyond clicking the follow button & that's It & never speaking to me ever all while being clearly active on the dash as i've& said previously on my rules, but again on the flip side, i'm& more than happy to refollow sb again if they approach me with genuine interest, but all of that is just to make sure my dash is active & communication is essential which leads me& to my& next point. but At The Same Time i expect to be told that if i'm doing or talking too much bc otherwise I Won't Know. esp bc im& not a mindreader. bc it's happened on occasions in the past in the older days of me being on here like years ago where like sb would like ignore me w/o saying a word (& that's not inherently a bad thing but it Does sting especially bc i have bpd) as to why. like. you can tell me to like slow it down bc you're overwhelmed & i& can literally just write it down in a discord server channel ykwim?? it aint hard. im& autistic & i& also have bpd & did, im& traumatized & there are days where i& just straight up do not feel like doing anything & that's perfectly normal. yall feel me?? tl;dr; if i'm& sending you a bunch of stuff in dms, that's in no way me& tryna rush you for replies or anything like that, take your time, take care of yourself first, but At The Same Time i expect to be told that if i'm doing/talking too much bc otherwise I Won't Know ok ily

[fbfh]

time for my once every four years semihiatus from weekly posts due to burnout!! (don't worry I still will very much be active lol)

I have some posts scheduled through october but BRO I am so burnt out and none of my usual stuff is fixing it lol. so. I'm just gonna be answering asks and taking a break from longer posts until my brain wakes back up lmao. in the words of fake guy fierri we've all had it. hm.

[irrolyphant]

SEMIHIATUS

Sept 17, 2024 — Hi. I’ve been gone awhile. Here’s why:

[ This story includes information related to cancer, terminal illness, injury, death, grief, depression, and suicide. Proceed with caution. ]

In late 2019 my Dad took the first steps to finding out why his left hip hurt so much. In early 2020 it was decided that he had severe arthritis and he was scheduled in to start physiotherapy to help manage his pain. Then the COVID lockdowns happened and his physiotherapy had to be postponed.

He was finally able to see a physiotherapist once the world started up again. They gave him an x-ray which showed a shadow in his groin. He was swiftly booked in for an appointment at the urology unit. They diagnosed him with stage 4 prostate cancer.

Fast forward to mid-2022. Dad had been having an injection of sorts to help keep his cancer under control. Even stage 4 prostate cancer can be controlled enough to give people up to 8 years longer — most people with prostate cancer simply die with the cancer, not from it. He had his left hip replaced.

By late 2022 he had developed an even worse pain in his right hip. He was whisked off to hospital for an x-ray. His right hip was shattered. The ball part of the joint had burst through the socket. The doctors said it looked like he’d either fallen from a building or been hit by a bus. He had been unable to walk more than a few steps for weeks, and was just sitting in his chair all the time. He remained in hospital for a month, getting poked and prodded and forgotten about. It was decided that they couldn’t do anything for his hip — another replacement wouldn’t work because there was no bone at all to attach the replacement onto.

He came home and was bed-bound with his right leg in traction to try to gently pull it back out of the shattered socket.

Early 2023. Dad’s pain became unmanageable and he was taken back into hospital for another month. He was diagnosed and undiagnosed then rediagnosed with various ailments. Eventually, after having to ask practically every member of staff there, we were told that Dad had a very rare bone cancer that was dissolving his bones. He no longer had any bone in his right hip, and it was spreading down his leg. They gave him a prognosis of mere weeks.

So now the poor man had primary stage 4 prostate cancer and primary terminal bone cancer.

September 21st 2023 at 11am, Dad died at home in his bed. The bone cancer had infected his blood and he died from sepsis.

My sisters are all married and live outside of the family home, but I still lived with Mum and Dad. Mum was devastated by losing Dad. I watched, helpless, as the grief consumed her. She developed agoraphobia. She had literally hundreds of photos of Dad hung up around the house — on the walls, the doors, the fridge, printed on cushion covers and blankets — the photos had originally brought her comfort, but eventually they caused her to have immeasurable sadness. She couldn’t talk or think about anything but Dad. She spent a huge majority of her time writing a sort of diary of their early relationship.

November 28th 2023 at 10pm, I said “see you in the morning” to Mum. She said “okay” and I went to bed.

November 29th 2023 at 6:59am, I woke up. Mum had died by suicide in the night. Nine weeks and six days after Dad had died.

By Christmas I was evicted from our home. I’ve been staying in my sister’s dining room ever since.

I have depression, anxiety, and PTSD.

So that’s the story of why I’ve been barely-here for the past year.

[parallelroutes-ooc]

[ i haven't been on comp for like 2 days wow. i am so sorry :') i know i'm still on semihiatus but still. basically the mmo i play is having an event and i can catch up with gear, so i have been vibing over there anyway. ]

[lonelier-version-of-you]

I'm still on semihiatus, not regular hiatus

[ayyy-edub]

breaking my semihiatus (I am still around just not posting) to say that I'm really liking this darby and oc team up

[miss-gl00my]

roger’s car place

[scarletwinds]

🍁 @caliburn​

Though this island and its people were fairly new to him, the trees and their pixies reminded him so strongly of Inazuma and the bake-danuki that Kazuha was unexpectedly drawn to any event the pixies might host... Which was how he found himself currently deep in the woods with a teacup pig. While he was used to foraging for food, the idea of working with a trained pig was a new and welcome one, as he was more accustomed to boars charging him if he forgot himself and wandered too close.

When the little animal dashed through a thicket, presumably having sensed something Kazuha could not, he was happy to follow. Entering the clearing, he found his pig snout-to-snout with another over a golden truffle they seemed to both have found at the same time. Near the other pig was a young blonde woman who stood with a noble air and beheld the scene with the eyes of a fighter.

“I see this prize is contested.” Personally, Kazuha saw no reason to fight over the truffle when there were most likely more around and hoped the young lady felt the same - though he did appreciate the spirited attitude of the little pigs.

“If you find it agreeable, I propose you take this one and I will collect the next one we find. If we work together, surely we will find another truffle twice as fast."

[oswlld]

im jessi . i edit . tracking #userjjessi . inbox is open .

chronically multifandom

you’ll find shows/films in eng, korean, thai, japanese, mandarin, tagalog, hindi, french, turkish, & spanish (recs, esp for other languages, always open)

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check out my ongoing watchlist

& my storygraph for current reads

hiatus: SEMI, indefinitely

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if you’re seeing this, hope you know that you’re great ✨

[stormlit]

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[medisinals]

// this pride month, i s2g i’m actually gonna write up some info bout the love of blackwell’s life...

[giushia]

Arrow of Time

Gruvia week prompt 6: Nightmare

[leeminho-s]

fjfbsksnan i just realized the shirt from The Minho Outfit is the one chan has on the spread my wings video woah what a shirt

[benoitblanc]

i was going to change my ask box title to reflect that i’ll be going on a semi-hiatus starting friday but still to send in asks during that time if you’d like because i’ll answer them when i get back, but i’d COMPLETELY forgotten that i’d made the title a doctor who reference and started laughing so hard that i decided not to change it

[m-melted]

working hard to massage hyung

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