"have you never wanted to escape? feel that weightlessness one normally feels only in water? finally feel truly free? i'd like nothing more." (annie, early 20s, he/him or they/them. most of the time this is basically a fanblog where i talk about my morally-grey, bi, autistic fave henrik hanssen and his relationship with john gaskell.)
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Henrik Hanssen in S15E10 "Through the Darkness"
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happy anniversary to the Duck Video Metaphor (you know where Henrik calls himself the MOTHER duck)
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"How did that make you feel?" "Feel? ...I don't understand the question."
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I hate OCD. It's the absolute worst. I can't do anything right and I hate it I can't even reblog my favourite scenes
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"Well, Henny, I never knew you cared. It's a shame you won't remember all that tomorrow, I'll need a glowing reference." (s23e35)
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happy belated 30th anniversary Liz Harker
and happy belated anniversary of the Johnrik hug (Oct 9) Russ's debut (Oct 12)
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Would it be a betrayal, I wonder, to say that even now I believe his intentions were good?
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the only reason I still post is by reassuring myself that if I have an intrusive thought and need to get rid of the post later, I can replace it with a new backdated one that's not contaminated with bad thoughts
mostly this works but it makes me terrified of reblogs
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S15E04 "If Not For You"
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missing the opportunity to post on Henrik Day by like 1 minute because of OCD is like the most Henrik way to miss it, he'd get it
thank goodness for backdating to 23:59
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Happy Johnrik love letter day! I will post more in the afternoon or evening, I hope.
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Happy 11th anniversary of when Henrik originally left! And him being established as religious.
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