"have you never wanted to escape? feel that weightlessness one normally feels only in water? finally feel truly free? i'd like nothing more." (annie, early 20s, he/him or they/them. most of the time this is basically a fanblog where i talk about my morally-grey, bi, autistic fave henrik hanssen and his relationship with john gaskell.)
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I'm in absolute awe at the moment about THAT Liz and Josh scene in Perfect Blue. The one where they have their huge argument.
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really hoping to get it together and come off semihiatus
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Happy 12th anniversary of my favourite Henrik monologue! "Have you never wanted to escape? Feel that weightlessness one normally feels only in water?"
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Felt like sharing this Johnrik hurt/comfort fic fragment I’ve had for literally 3 and a half years and still haven’t done anything with. Because I’m fond of it, and to semi-make up for having barely written anything over the past year or so. (I picture this as their younger selves, Trinidad era when the squad are all living together, but I suppose you could picture it with their older selves too.)
I hope to work it into a proper fic someday, but I’ve been saying that for 3 years and IDK if or when I’ll ever actually get round to it, so for now here it is on its own:
John is where Henrik left him - lying on the sofa, a blanket draped over him. The only difference is John is clinging to the blanket even tighter than he was before.
“John?” Henrik says softly, his voice almost a whisper. “C’mon, it’s time for dinner.”
John just whimpers and curls in on himself.
“I know you’re listening to me, John. Come on. You can’t let this… whatever it is… you can’t let it win.”
John shakes his head.
“I know, I know,” Henrik murmurs. And he does; John may not have said a word, but it’s easy to see that he’s tired and has no energy to fight anymore. “But you need to eat.”
John curls up and closes his eyes.
“Come on, I’ll help you up,” Henrik reaches out and grasps John’s hand.
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Henrik Hanssen in S15E10 "Through the Darkness"
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happy anniversary to the Duck Video Metaphor (you know where Henrik calls himself the MOTHER duck)
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"How did that make you feel?" "Feel? ...I don't understand the question."
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I hate OCD. It's the absolute worst. I can't do anything right and I hate it I can't even reblog my favourite scenes
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"Well, Henny, I never knew you cared. It's a shame you won't remember all that tomorrow, I'll need a glowing reference." (s23e35)
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happy belated 30th anniversary Liz Harker
and happy belated anniversary of the Johnrik hug (Oct 9) Russ's debut (Oct 12)
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