#still might do that sometime tbh
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tagged by @wispstalk to list five songs that remind me of my characters. this is a query that is perfect for me and also cruel and spiteful, because I have so many songs for all of my characters, complete with detailed analysis of which elements of their story the song is about and a video that plays in my head while I listen. the process of narrowing it down to five is the most harrowing thing I’ve experienced in all my life. and in the end the selection was not perfect. (there are other songs and bands I would have liked to include. alas.) in any case:
1. Metaphor by The Crane Wives
if arabella had a theme song, this would be it. the whole air of it is so perfect for her, the relationship it describes to language and communicating with people in general... it’s so. ugh. she DOES cut her teeth on secondhand sentiments. all these words ARE sweet and meaningless. you CAN’T trust a single thing she says!!
2. Second Child, Restless Child by The Oh Hellos
I love the oh hellos but it is not common for their music to make me think of my fictional medias; I am not sure why. this song however is the exception because it makes me think SO fully and completely of efri. so very and utterly. like she is restless and in my head her nickname is a nordic word alluding to being a younger child. it’s right there in the title before you even get to the lyrics about running far from all you’ve ever known. besides the song is the same age as her, which is neat, and also every time I listen to it I can see her dancing in my head. (she’s not a very good dancer, but she is enthusiastic!)
3: Dlora Yelps by Don’t
the music that reminds me of caelestis is unusually varied, which is very fun and also made picking one of zir songs very difficult. I chose this one because it was a musical niche that I didn’t have elsewhere on the list. this one to me is about caelestis and nerevar and the interplay between them; the dynamic between a guy and his maybe-partially-probably reincarnation is bound to be a weird one, metaphysically and emotionally, so that’s very interesting to me, and how ELSE am I supposed to interpret “I’m born once more / watered by the dewy dawns / and ankle deep in coupled thought”?
4: Secret Worlds by The Amazing Devil
there’s a number of TAD songs that make me think of pax, but this one has got to be the strongest. (martin’s there too, in the conversation of this song, and in the mind video. as a treat.) it so powerfully makes me think of them and their attitude to their role, and eventually the gorgeous way it all crashed and burned, that I incorporated it into an artwork I did some time ago (and have loose plans on doing it again.)
5: Ask Me Anything by S.J. Tucker
this isn’t technically my character... but, yes, it is. this song reminds me of my reimagining of sheogorath and how it relates to people to such a ludicrous extent that it in some small part inspired my short story Comfort. (the idea for that story lurked in my head for months, with several false starts playing around with different angles, before one day I was walking home listening to that song and it captured the sense of sheogorath’s attitude to its most favouritest random people so well that I started drafting stuff as soon as I got to my laptop. I get a lot of my story ideas listening to songs that make me think of them. it’s a delight.)
#thank youu for tagging me#it was fun to answer and I was practically WAITING for an excuse to ramble about htis stuff#I could have gone into a line-by-line breakdown of how and why these songs relate to these characters so be grateful I only went this far!!!#still might do that sometime tbh#I remain devastated that I couldn't list every single song ever to make me think of any of them#now no-one knows the lyricless banger that makes me think of caelestis in the clockwork city#or the one that is about arabella in one very specific point in her narrative#or the one that is about how sheogorath's besties regard it as opposed to how it regards them#or ANY songs for torr or the dragonborn! pain and misery and tormernt for ever and ever and ever#maybe I'll make playlists for them sometime... although I only ever see people making those on spotify#and I refuse to use that site out of spite#I've gone this long without it. no way am I caving now#anyway
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FINALLY!! At long last, I've gotten my hands on a Pumpkin Kitty, after a whole year of wanting and waiting.
Her name is Latte! (Short for Miss Pumpkin Spice Latte) You can also call her Miss Spice!
#I spent 10 minutes picking her out omfg#not even exaggerating. I was deciding between this one and one of the last 3 unstuffed PKs#altogether there was only 5 of them left in the store including the 2 stuffed displays#the other one I was looking at had a nearly perfect pumpkin eye patch but less pumpkins overall#and their face wasn't as nice plus the ears were a bit wonky for my taste.#tho it was really hard to tell which would be better while they were unstuffed and flat#in the end I chose Latte because right away she looked to have a sweet face. her ears were nice and she had better patch placement#including a couple full patches on her tail#tbh if I'd had the money I might have bought both because the decision was hard#the bear builder actually asked if I was alright while I concentrated on studying each of those damn cats#I apologized and explained wtf was up with me. she was very understanding#I've always had this quirk where sometimes it'll take forever for me to pick between plushies I really want#especially if they're both the same exact plush. because then I gitta focus harder on finding out which has the better personality#you get what I mean?#anyways this has been a thing for me even as a real little kid#I remember spending and hour-hour and a half almost every time when my dad took me to choose my monthly webkinz#“my monthly webkinz” god that makes me sound so privileged. it was the nicest/best thing my dad could afford to get me because we were poor#he wanted to spoil me as all good fathers do but that was the most he could afford and I was always so grateful and still am! but I digress#anyways I took way too long to pick which kitty would become my Latte#but I'm glad I had the opportunity to choose yet alone to actually see pumpkin kitty irl available for purchase#what do you guys think of her?#stuffed animals#plushies#plushblr#build a bear#BAB#pumpkin kitty
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Remember when I drew everyone as horses lolol??? I should bring that back tbh that was fun. I can't believe these are 3 years old (yeah i can sheesh) I kinda want to bring this AU back though, it was fun and evoked happiness for me ;; my silly horsies
#Legend of Korra#Korra#Bolin#Kuvira#Baatar Jr.#LoK#LoK AU#centaurs#[ repost because I posted this at ass o'clock last night lolol#anyways you get the senior discount if you remember these!#sorry I didn't repost Asami with the rest her art is just so Not Good I'm ashamed to look at it alkjsdfsdf#but I made up for it with a complimentary Bolin!!!!#Look there he is he's here now!!!#I had drawn him along with all the others but never posted him because I wanted to post him with Mako since everyone got posted with a budd#but sadly never got around to drawing Mako c':#I should do that sometime tbh I miss this AU A good centaur AU always warms the heart and sooths the soul#I'd originally posted them with their breeds and coat colors but some folks might get changed *cough* Baatar#these were from back when I really didn't know how to draw anyone because I'd JUST gotten into drawing LoK fanart lol#Baatar doesn't even have his black uniform in this wow#I still like these designs tho buckskin roan Kuvira my pride and joy look at her ;;;;#and blue appy Korra sobs I really loved how she came out tbh one of my favorites I'd actually never drawn Korra before that#idk if I'll ever be able to recreate that shine on Baatar tho i don't even remember what I did ]#Neon Ocean Art
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Man I just finished Babel and I was excited to read discussions online because there's so much going on in it with so many little things and just....angry white people. Everywhere. Truly a dead dove moment.
#the “you can't trust white people” theme might be a little like...aggressive but gosh you are not wrong#rf kuang#it was such a good depiction imo#it felt so much like explaining to white (or sometimes black) people what the problem is#especially felt like explaining being queer to straight people#i feel like a lot of people have at least a vague intellectual understanding of racism even if they don't see the racism#babel an arcane history#babel or the necessity of violence#also she captured a fair bit of mixed race and chinese diaspora feelings#also also i can see the relationship to the secret history and the fact that this is a rebuttal of dark academia while being dark academia#also realizing i dislike dark academia tbh#just...the ye olde university feeling is not my style#hence i went to engineering school where it had a je ne sais quois that i think is widespread neurodivergence#the good old boys clubs just do not interest me and i cannot really care about their lifestyles#it's not bad mind you it's just not for me#babel however is the exception that made me realize i dislike dark academia#hated the cloisters#got a rec for the secret history and had negative interest in that#i really want more and better depictions of engineering school and like...any similar experiences to what i had#they just do things like the social network where it's still a rich kid good old boys club but now with “nerds” who are just business majors#like the big tech guys of the modern era are primarily business guys not like...building computers in their basement#give me aome barely functional people who lean heavily into being weird once they go to school and they have hijinks like#updating archlinux and giving the other people shots if you get xyz system working again#first to get x11 back? REST OF YOU SHOTS. first to get internet back? SHOTS. sound? SHOTS. window manager? SHOTS.#or like...drama over your roommate not knowing how to do basic adult things like boil water or do laundry
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✨"Meet the Artist" ✨
Name: Findus Age: 26 (29.03) Zodiac: Aries Nationality: Norwegian Orientation: Bi/Asexual Gender: Non-Binary (they/them) Education: Masters degree in Archaeology
#not hetalia#meet the artist#ifindus#I'm struggling with my hetalia art so take this instead!#it's been a while since I drew myself#also about time I got a new profile picture#actually very fascinating going through all my all pfp and seeing how my art has evolved over the years 😅#I try not to reveal too much personal information on here - but I think this info is fine 🤔#most of this is already known anyway#except maybe my age??#tbh I should probably have drawn a mitten and not a knitted sweater because I do collect mittens#but at the same time I have a huge collection of knitted sweaters as well so ig it still works ✨#sometime in the future I might draw a series of my fave character from each show I like/follow? 🤔 does that sound like a fun idea/project?#I think that'd be a very diverse bunch of shows and characters 😅
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part 11/26ish
anyone remember those scales with the springs in 'em? all i ever see these days are digital scales but those things made the best noises. i think i've seen some kitchen scales that still use spring mechanisms, but it's been a while.
technology is weird.
from the beginning
#otherkin hrt#fictionkin hrt#fictionkin#otherkin#digihrt#dg arts#-apomon#updates might slow down from daily since our brain ceased letting us do art about halfway through bfsdhjfbjshdbfs#oh well#i'm thinking of doing another fake in-universe pamphlet for a bonus though#specifically like talking about the “weight” stat#fun fact: we'd never stepped on a scale in almost a decade before finally seeing a doctor for the first time in that 10 years last year#we used to obsess over our weight in a way inherited from our mom's diet culture BS and then like#i'm pretty sure we split someone in the system who just managed to not give a shit#and everyone else that did basically got put in time out or fragmented to hell (we still don't know)#i think about this post i saw a while ago that talked about how like#weight (specifically as it is medicalized) shouldn't be a concern so much as if you're moving your joints and stretching them enough#and it should really only be a concern when it drastically changes in a short period of time because it can sometimes be indicative of#your body flipping its lid#the post talked about rapid weight loss specifically and how a lot of doctors will go “oh wow weight loss!! yay :)” when like.#no??? not yay???#anyways some medications can cause weight fluctuations too#our fibro medication can cause weight gain and tbh i don't give so much of a shit about that as i am curious about the mechanics behind it#our relationship to weight is mostly informed by being the one person in our family who never had to deal with fatphobia targeting them#but just because we weren't the target didn't mean it didn't affect us when our mom's whole life shifted around WW#i didn't want to delve into that in this comic tbh so aside from the little bonus pamphlet this is the last time it's brought up#but like a comic where we take a version of ourself through this kind of transition would inevitably have to touch on relationships to food#we're just lucky we finally found out that we can actually like... enjoy food without it hurting us?#part of the wish fulfillment of this scenario would (and is) the idea of getting to enjoy food without bodily discomfort#because on top of us almost developing an ED we also just have a garbage stomach
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Noooo…… first it’s Yuuta and Shoko, now they’re yo-yoing back around to Megumi.
#no they’re bashing megumi even more than ever now…. sometimes some characters aren’t built for all of THIS AND ITS OKAY#he’s forever traumatized bro he just lost his sister in front of his eyes and his body was the one that killed her#same situation with Gojo who took care of his sister and he from when they was toddlers and up#megumi doesn’t want to live anymore and yuuji has already tried getting through to him he’s completely broken and even if he’s saved megumi#might not ever be the same#I feel like fans keep on forgetting that these are kids going through all of this stuff that even some of the hardest adults wouldn’t be#able to handle#they bash him but a lot of these same ppl forget what happened to getou and love him unconditionally#they’d say “’well other characters have lost a lot as well and they’re still trying!’ and I just have to#restate that again; simply not every character is built like some hard boiled shounen badass jjk is not the usual shounen that a lot of#fans still refuse to see tbh like it’s kind of built different 🗿#it’s core genres are literally horror/psychological horror like no one if gonna be bouncing back like Naruto bro#and in Naruto’s case he never got to see anyone precious to him die in front of him#who knows what Naruto would’ve went through if sasuke was killed in front of him#but then again#Naruto was already a crazy ass#he vowed to kill sasuke and die with him so nvm#but megumi ISNT crazy like that that’s the difference ajsjsjsj#he’s always been one of the more rational characters amongst his peers#he’s so normal!!! everyone else is fucked up or got larger personalities than he does#maybe ppl are pissed off at the fact that megumi simply isn’t fighting back… it’s frustrating but he’s in pain bro#I don’t see him making it out alive at all either if I’m being real#Yuuji might be one of the only characters to survive at this rate I doubt Yuuta is even going to pull through after the techniques 5 min#are up either…#rambling#the point it…… as sad as it may sound all of the characters fighting so hard now are doing so because they simply have to#Sukuna is literally a calamity and these are the only characters left who will even stand any chance against such a great entity#they don’t have much of a choice man#Gojo tried to prepare his students for the future so that they’ll be strong enough to fight back anything together. not alone#Everyone is doing what they can now
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quick little affiliates call? i’m planning on editing once i get on later & i figured i’d put a call up since i will be anyways & i’ve been thinking abt it :) <3
#( a pathological people pleaser // ooc )#( mobile )#(i’ll also maybe do a main/exclusives one sometime soon - that just comes w me feeling like logging onto carrd which i do not currently#feel like doing lmao)#(anyways imm be on sometime tonight but it might not be for a bit still tbh)
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sorry lol I just agreed with that post so much and it got me thinking tbh. I think a lot of us have gotten into a habit of looking at a story so critically, trying to sniff out plot holes and 'bad writing' in a way that misses the fact that the point of a story is to tell a story. I feel like people forget about suspension of disbelief in their mission to analyze a work sometimes. I do think there is a place for in-depth meta analysis of a work, I think it's just as much a worthy fandom experience as any, and maybe that post wasn't even meant to criticize people doing that sort of thing at all, but I just. I think a lot these days about how much more enjoyment I get out of a thing when I decide to watch or read or play it with the intention of just letting it be what it is and not trying to fucking grade its quality or something. you don't have to rate and review everything you do. sometimes you can go 'oh they could have written this differently. but this isn't that version of the story' and then just carry on and not let that other version of how things could have gone haunt your experience. sometimes you have to go 'wow that was kind of dumb' and then just integrate the understanding that the thing you're watching/playing/reading is gonna be kind of dumb sometimes and keep going anyway. and it won't always work out this way, but sometimes you're gonna get a lot more entertainment and joy out of a thing by doing that than by keeping score in your head of the things it's doing 'wrong' or whatever, and I think enjoying a thing for what it is can be a much better use of your time than criticizing it for what it isn't, you know? we're not all film critics. we're not all book reviewers. we don't always need to give a measurement of the quality of everything we experience. you can just experience it. you know?
#x: axel talks#idk man maybe I'm sick of looking for fandom stuff and seeing people complaining about this and that is so bad and awful and stupid and lik#you don't have to like it. but maybe you'd have a better time if you weren't going into it trying to judge if it's 'good' or not idk#was this movie good? idk but I had a good time! you know?#'wow this comic run is so out of character what garbage' ok it's ooc. I'll keep that in mind. might still be fun tho#you know?????#tbh I'm not saying don't do this ever. I just think it's worth trying out the idea of oh it's kinda bad. keep going anyway#maybe it doesn't do anything for you or maybe you get a good time out of it. idk#but my entertainment experience improved significantly when I started to just. accept that sometimes a story will do thinks in a way#that I think would have been better a different way but this isn't that and that doesn't mean I can't get anything out of this the way it i
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long post sorry not sorry. this isn't all of my ocs, but it's all the ones i've made in either the dai or davg cc
in order:
cyren lavellan - delwyn lavellan - nessa lavellan - jadal cadash (ik i still have to make a post about her but i love her) - daw aldwir - veryl ingevellar - liall talas (au warden dao era)
bonus delwyn as my inky in davg (i tried so hard....)
#long post#da4 spoilers#davg spoilers#<- on account of the cc use really#smth i find a little funny is how i'm a trans man#and you'd think i'd enjoy playing as men at least sometimes?#but i really just don't#i don't relate at all to my characters and i strongly prefer female leads so#altho daw and veryl are nb!#and cyren is a trans woman#i should try to make atros in the davg cc tbh.... i love him sfm#yeah. might do that tmrw#davg era delwyn looks so tired i feel so bad for her#it tracks tho#she must be fucking exhausted#she romanced sera and that helps but still#shit keeps happening!
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Honestly, I think one of the best things about Trigun is how Knives ABSOLUTELY could have won, but he was stupid. He let his brother go, instead of keeping him on a short leash. Knives thought that Vash would just crumble and break under the long years of trauma and pressure and sadness, and he'd be easy pickings later, would willingly come back.
But no. Instead, Vash picked himself up off the ground, leaned on the humans who supported him when he needed them, and spent the next 50+ years training his body and his mind for what he had to do. He didn't let himself break, no matter how much he wanted to, he redirected all of that pain and suffering he'd experienced, losing a lot of his naivete and innocence along the way (though tbh, that was already happening well before Knives did what he did, anyway) but becoming stronger in himself and his convictions.
Vash still carries a lot of guilt and trauma and self-hate, yes, but he knows he's the only one who can stop his brother, and he's going to make that Knives' problem. He kept his morals and his kind heart, despire everything that was done to him, and until the very end of their war, he refused to give up on his dreams of seeing everyone living peacefully together.
#KISS MY ASS#I know he's fictional and there's no way we can hope to be as good a person as Vash is#he's a literal space Jesus ok#But we could all do well to try and be a bit more like he is regardless#and tbh the fact that they do show him having moments of weakness and wavering in his convictions and doubting himself makes it better#He's very human regardless of his celestial origins#we all doubt ourselves and sometimes the journey is hard and we might lose our way#but keeping that hope and love in our hearts and showing compassion to the people around us is SO IMPORTANT#His sass and snark when he's irritated are also great in this regard too#You can be the kindest person in the world and still just have to POP OFF sometimes lol#scribbled on the fists of the people who want to hurt you#trigun#trigun stampede#trigun maximum#vash the stampede
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hey guys do y’all remrmber me ..... i am alive and doing well 👍👍
#very VERY sorry for suddenly leaving so long ago#idk i just. leave my social media accs randomly sometimes idk sometimes i need space ig#but i wanna try n be a lil more active on here again <3#a lot has happened since i’ve truly been active on here but welp such is life#i have an active dnd campaign n more close friends now#and i almost booked tickets for the bronze vb olympia match !!#sadly they were all sold out :(#there’s still some old ass asks in my inbox i wanna get to eventually !! taku n anon z i see ur asks! i will answer them !!#might take me a bit to get used to tumblr again. generally not sure just how active i’ll be#we’ll see ig#in case anyone actually reads this especially if i know you: hey!! hello !! i missed you all :((#especially taku n anon z ofc !! <3#bc i mostly only rlly talked to you guys haha#i’m on anti depressants now n actually doing much better in case. anyone was wondering haha#and i’m once again neck deep in a tokrev phase bc i just got a friend into it (we watched the whole of s1 together)#(it took us 5 days)(we were on a school trip n didn’t have anything better to do)#so. uh. yeah#hopefully expect some tokrev stuff from me :3#glad to be back guys <3#really missed this tbh#☆—`elys rambles
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when people complain about getting like, a 98% grade on something because it was "so close to perfect" its like. i understand what you're saying on a technical level. but that is a line of thought so far away from my experiences and ways of thinking that i do feel like im from another planet. 100% isnt even a real number to me
#i kinda understand when its something like a multiple choice test or something where there is an objective answer#it might feel like u got so close but just missed one#again still a bit alien to me because my scholarly performance is mysterious and anything over 70 is great to me#but i mean ive had a 98 before once in a math test. i did get exactly 1 bit of 1 question wrong#but i didnt really care that it was one off from perfect i was too busy being happy because that was the highest mark id ever received#and the previous math test i had taken got a 53% . grade 11 was a wild time for me in math class GHJKSHFKds#anyway i kinda see where ur coming from with stuff with right or wrong answers like that#but i sometimes get friends in class complain that they got a 95 or something on an art assignment#because they think they got docked 5 points for one or two little things#but i dunno. thats not really how fine arts departments in university tend to grade things#you dont start at 100 and get docked marks for things you got wrong. i dont think ive ever seen a 100% on something like that#tbh the numbers are a little arbitrary i find. i do prefer to try to get em higher because that helps with grants and stuff#but the numbers dont mean all that much in fine arts or in art history (my two majors) a 75 and a 95 can function the same depending on lik#weighting and context and feedback and whatever. i dunno its a wild world out there#it might just be the perspective of someone who did really goodbad in school. (GoodBad (tm) its when ur good but also kinda bad at school!)#compared to someone who got a lot of perfects in mandatory schooling. i sympathise i really do that kind of pressure sounds insane#but while i sympathize i cant really empathize as much unfortunately with this specifically orz its a world very far outside my purview!#100%s arent real to me so they never cross my mind to be worried about LOL
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[Image description: A digital painting of Nigel Tufnel from This is Spinal Tap. It depicts him playing his guitar as he's strumming it with a violin. He's looking down at the two instruments as he does this, focused. His tongue is stuck out in an exaggerated manner, and his mouth is wide open. His shirt is off. The brush used gives the piece a fuzzy appearance, as if it was airbrushed. There's a wide array of colours used, but they veer to softer tones. A middling brown is used for the darkest parts of the shading. The background is a darker blue, which has a noisy texture.]
Inktober - Day 30 (Violin)
Film - This is Spinal Tap (Rob Reiner, 1984)
#inktober#inktober 2024#this is spinal tap#this is spinal tap fanart#nigel tufnel#nigel tufnel fanart#messed about with a different brush which was fun (my usual felt too harsh for this piece)#might use it again sometimes... who knows...#penultimate inktober day 🥳🥳 sad this is over but also thank god my schedules been ruined by this lol#hope everyone has a nice halloween as well!!#anyway spinal tap is great love it#held up very well#anyone whose a fan of it becomes a quoye circlejerker but i get why tbh cos theres so many classic lines in it#nigel is my fave <3 (and the fave of my two friends that i showed it to)#he is so fucking stupid bless 💛#also the ending of the film does kinda get me ...#anyway for song of the day i wanted to use a song actually in the film but none of them are on insta stories... 😓#i was gonna do gimme some money cos it has the 'go nigel go!' bit but oh well 😓😓#song of the day is majesty of rock by spinal tap#still a banger 🙏🙏#the music of the film (and outside of it) are so fucking good#big bottom hell hole and gimme some money are probs my faves
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ok i think i'm a wee burnt out re: writing so i'm going to refrain from opening documents and listlessly staring at them lol if i get an idea i'll write it down of course but i'm not going to try to force anything
kinda bad timing considering novella november is in three (four? do you count november 1st?) days...
#although that might be why writing has been so hard. sometimes the issue is that i'm just not working on the right project#so maybe that's what wants to get written#all that being said i might work on my screenplay#you don't have to really worry about prose being good or not for screenplays lol you just have to know what's happening#and i've been planning on doing the 250 words a day thing that celtx already has built in#ok that is the ONE document i get to open and listlessly stare at#rum.txt#and i know that the whumptober mods said that twihh ch 3 would still count as completion but tbh i don't actually know how much of it#i wrote in october 😅 or if any of the prompts actually inspired me or if they were just there already 😅😅😅
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Inktober 2024 day 3
I recently read up on how folk can diy split their tounge using floss after having a tounge piercing...
An yeah at 13 I would've been stoked about that, so ofc jinx is, though it's not quite there so it's getting a helping snip along
#Inktober#Inktober 2024#Oc#Ocs#My oc#Jinx#Mouth gore#Ver light tbh#Eyestrain#Neon core#I cannot stress how jinx is just every bad idea I've had as a person#She's her own bad idea now but christ#Man I wanted a split tounge so bad as a teenager#Sometimes I still want it but with how I heal now idk if I even could#Idk I'll hit 30 and probs get it done if it still interests me#Maybe by then it might have improved a bit again#And by that I do mean getting it done professionally#Good lord never diy body mods christ alive
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