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tagged by @wispstalk to list five songs that remind me of my characters. this is a query that is perfect for me and also cruel and spiteful, because I have so many songs for all of my characters, complete with detailed analysis of which elements of their story the song is about and a video that plays in my head while I listen. the process of narrowing it down to five is the most harrowing thing I’ve experienced in all my life. and in the end the selection was not perfect. (there are other songs and bands I would have liked to include. alas.) in any case:
1. Metaphor by The Crane Wives
if arabella had a theme song, this would be it. the whole air of it is so perfect for her, the relationship it describes to language and communicating with people in general... it’s so. ugh. she DOES cut her teeth on secondhand sentiments. all these words ARE sweet and meaningless. you CAN’T trust a single thing she says!!
2. Second Child, Restless Child by The Oh Hellos
I love the oh hellos but it is not common for their music to make me think of my fictional medias; I am not sure why. this song however is the exception because it makes me think SO fully and completely of efri. so very and utterly. like she is restless and in my head her nickname is a nordic word alluding to being a younger child. it’s right there in the title before you even get to the lyrics about running far from all you’ve ever known. besides the song is the same age as her, which is neat, and also every time I listen to it I can see her dancing in my head. (she’s not a very good dancer, but she is enthusiastic!)
3: Dlora Yelps by Don’t
the music that reminds me of caelestis is unusually varied, which is very fun and also made picking one of zir songs very difficult. I chose this one because it was a musical niche that I didn’t have elsewhere on the list. this one to me is about caelestis and nerevar and the interplay between them; the dynamic between a guy and his maybe-partially-probably reincarnation is bound to be a weird one, metaphysically and emotionally, so that’s very interesting to me, and how ELSE am I supposed to interpret “I’m born once more / watered by the dewy dawns / and ankle deep in coupled thought”?
4: Secret Worlds by The Amazing Devil
there’s a number of TAD songs that make me think of pax, but this one has got to be the strongest. (martin’s there too, in the conversation of this song, and in the mind video. as a treat.) it so powerfully makes me think of them and their attitude to their role, and eventually the gorgeous way it all crashed and burned, that I incorporated it into an artwork I did some time ago (and have loose plans on doing it again.)
5: Ask Me Anything by S.J. Tucker
this isn’t technically my character... but, yes, it is. this song reminds me of my reimagining of sheogorath and how it relates to people to such a ludicrous extent that it in some small part inspired my short story Comfort. (the idea for that story lurked in my head for months, with several false starts playing around with different angles, before one day I was walking home listening to that song and it captured the sense of sheogorath’s attitude to its most favouritest random people so well that I started drafting stuff as soon as I got to my laptop. I get a lot of my story ideas listening to songs that make me think of them. it’s a delight.)
#thank youu for tagging me#it was fun to answer and I was practically WAITING for an excuse to ramble about htis stuff#I could have gone into a line-by-line breakdown of how and why these songs relate to these characters so be grateful I only went this far!!!#still might do that sometime tbh#I remain devastated that I couldn't list every single song ever to make me think of any of them#now no-one knows the lyricless banger that makes me think of caelestis in the clockwork city#or the one that is about arabella in one very specific point in her narrative#or the one that is about how sheogorath's besties regard it as opposed to how it regards them#or ANY songs for torr or the dragonborn! pain and misery and tormernt for ever and ever and ever#maybe I'll make playlists for them sometime... although I only ever see people making those on spotify#and I refuse to use that site out of spite#I've gone this long without it. no way am I caving now#anyway
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Athena: Hee hee hee. You were so cute! ...And who's THAT fine-looking young man?
Apollo: That's Nahyuta, back when he used to smile.
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Apollo: These pictures sure bring back memories. Nahyuta is cheerfully smiling in this one. That quiet smile he gives in court now seems almost fake by comparison.
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Apollo: [...] (Before he goes, I'm going to turn back time by righting the wrongs that have been done. I'm going to restore Dhurke's freedom... ...and return a real smile to Nahyuta's face! I'm going to win this case. I just have to!)
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Apollo: ......... (Dhurke, I hope you're watching. I proved your innocence... ...Nahyuta's smiling again... ...and that revolution you've always dreamed of... is finally happening.)
apollo's repeated reflections on nahyuta's smile throughout turnabout revolution and his desire to bring a real one back to his face instead of the fake one he's used up until then......augh. it's so fun to me
#fifteen years since you've seen your brother and he's acting like such a dick that you're ready to move the hell on without him#and your dad tells you that he's suffering and honestly that doesn't really explain anything at all. but#you remember the quiet gentle brother you were raised with. who's been in your memories since#before the time you could even remember anything at all. and if there's a chance that your dad is right. if there's a chance#that the brother you knew is still in there. that you might be able to bring back the smile you haven't seen in fifteen years.#then maybe all of this will be worth it.#off-topic but do you ever think about the 6-5 bad ending. where they don't prove#ga'ran guilty and apollo joins the defiant dragons with nahyuta. that was insane of them tbh#staying to help fix a legal system when the worst of everything is over is one thing. but staying when it's still at its absolute worst...#when the rebellion has been forced underground and you're eating lizards when you have an apartment and a job waiting for you#on the other side of the world. when you don't Have to be here but you are anyway....#(or. well. i guess ga'ran knows his face at that point but even still. apollo Could start over in the states if he wanted to)#i think about it sometimes. you could run but your brother is here. even after all this time#there's just something so fun to me about apollo and nahyuta only being a year apart because god they really don't remember#life without each other's existence in them do they#when they were with each other and when they were without each other later#but they always Knew the other was out there somewhere. even when they tried to forget
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FINALLY!! At long last, I've gotten my hands on a Pumpkin Kitty, after a whole year of wanting and waiting.
Her name is Latte! (Short for Miss Pumpkin Spice Latte) You can also call her Miss Spice!
#I spent 10 minutes picking her out omfg#not even exaggerating. I was deciding between this one and one of the last 3 unstuffed PKs#altogether there was only 5 of them left in the store including the 2 stuffed displays#the other one I was looking at had a nearly perfect pumpkin eye patch but less pumpkins overall#and their face wasn't as nice plus the ears were a bit wonky for my taste.#tho it was really hard to tell which would be better while they were unstuffed and flat#in the end I chose Latte because right away she looked to have a sweet face. her ears were nice and she had better patch placement#including a couple full patches on her tail#tbh if I'd had the money I might have bought both because the decision was hard#the bear builder actually asked if I was alright while I concentrated on studying each of those damn cats#I apologized and explained wtf was up with me. she was very understanding#I've always had this quirk where sometimes it'll take forever for me to pick between plushies I really want#especially if they're both the same exact plush. because then I gitta focus harder on finding out which has the better personality#you get what I mean?#anyways this has been a thing for me even as a real little kid#I remember spending and hour-hour and a half almost every time when my dad took me to choose my monthly webkinz#“my monthly webkinz” god that makes me sound so privileged. it was the nicest/best thing my dad could afford to get me because we were poor#he wanted to spoil me as all good fathers do but that was the most he could afford and I was always so grateful and still am! but I digress#anyways I took way too long to pick which kitty would become my Latte#but I'm glad I had the opportunity to choose yet alone to actually see pumpkin kitty irl available for purchase#what do you guys think of her?#stuffed animals#plushies#plushblr#build a bear#BAB#pumpkin kitty
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Remember when I drew everyone as horses lolol??? I should bring that back tbh that was fun. I can't believe these are 3 years old (yeah i can sheesh) I kinda want to bring this AU back though, it was fun and evoked happiness for me ;; my silly horsies
#Legend of Korra#Korra#Bolin#Kuvira#Baatar Jr.#LoK#LoK AU#centaurs#[ repost because I posted this at ass o'clock last night lolol#anyways you get the senior discount if you remember these!#sorry I didn't repost Asami with the rest her art is just so Not Good I'm ashamed to look at it alkjsdfsdf#but I made up for it with a complimentary Bolin!!!!#Look there he is he's here now!!!#I had drawn him along with all the others but never posted him because I wanted to post him with Mako since everyone got posted with a budd#but sadly never got around to drawing Mako c':#I should do that sometime tbh I miss this AU A good centaur AU always warms the heart and sooths the soul#I'd originally posted them with their breeds and coat colors but some folks might get changed *cough* Baatar#these were from back when I really didn't know how to draw anyone because I'd JUST gotten into drawing LoK fanart lol#Baatar doesn't even have his black uniform in this wow#I still like these designs tho buckskin roan Kuvira my pride and joy look at her ;;;;#and blue appy Korra sobs I really loved how she came out tbh one of my favorites I'd actually never drawn Korra before that#idk if I'll ever be able to recreate that shine on Baatar tho i don't even remember what I did ]#Neon Ocean Art
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can we talk about the fandom term "word of god?"
i feel like this term has gotten incredibly muddied over the years and its definition seems to be considered as the following by the majority of people in fandom:
"word of god" means that anything that anyone who has worked on a given piece of media should be considered canon. e.g.: "the voice actor of my favorite character thinks he's asexual, therefore this is word of god information that should be considered canon!"
in actuality, the term is defined as such:
The creator(s) of a media franchise and/or their extradiegetic revelations about plot, characters, etc. A statement regarding some ambiguous or undefined aspect of a work, the Word of God comes from someone considered to be the ultimate authority, such as the creator, director or producer.
the important part is the fact that an "ultimate authority" is defined as someone who had a significant measure of creative pull in the production being questioned.
in large productions, this almost always excludes things such as actors or voice actors and can even extend to writers. while writers are obviously creating the granular details of the media, they still have to get approval for the scripts they write from the person in charge. note that this does not mean that actors/other staff and their input/feedback are always disregarded 100% of the time; there are plenty of cases where an actor speaks up about a line read, provides feedback during production, and makes a strong enough case to where the people in charge actually like the suggestion and go with it.
for example, an actor could suggest that they feel their character would feel more guilty during a scene due to events or actions from a past episode. the director might assess the situation, calculate how much a change like that would disrupt the writing of the rest of the episode, then approve or deny the suggestion accordingly.
but let's say the suggestion is approved. even though that suggestion originated from an actor, what makes it "word of god" is that the director or creator accepted it. that's the key.
actors make statements about their own characters a lot these days. they're much more free to speak about their own feelings and interpretations, what maybe inspired their performances, etc. and these thoughts are more accessible when those actors are either very active on the promotional circuit or they routinely post on places like twitter. this is not a bad thing, of course, as they should be able to do that and not be forced to shut their traps about how they feel about any given character or performance. it's a healthy thing overall.
but when it comes to the act of interpreting media, their statements and ideas are white noise at best. they're hired to perform a character as written by someone else. any statements they make that are not backed up either by the material itself or a producer/director on the material should always be interpreted as headcanon, not word of god. it doesn't help that there's a heavy conspiratorial attitude online anymore, where everyone tries to find the "hidden meanings" in otherwise innocuous personal posts by a staff member who has no decision-making ability. but that's another issue entirely.
now, this isn't to say that i condemn people for adopting those headcanons as their own because i've done that myself for fanfiction and rp purposes. my issue comes in when people parrot the headcanons of these actors and then label them as "word of god."
on its head, it might be difficult to see the issue. but where it gets dicey is when it leads to people bullying others for not following these headcanons as "word of god."
i'll use a very silly example to explain.
let's say that during an interview, an actor makes the statement that they think their character is afraid of snakes. let's also say that there is no evidence of this in the source material, nor is it corroborated by anyone else with authority on the project (remember: this means the creator, director, and/or producer of a project). it doesn't matter why they said it, just that they did.
but let's say someone in the fandom runs with this, saying it's "word of god" that this character is afraid of snakes.
then let's say someone else in the fandom, who has never seen this interview, draws this character petting a snake for whatever reason. again, it doesn't matter why.
what i have seen happen in these cases is that the person who drew the art will inevitably get people commenting saying things like "this is cute, but he's canonically afraid of snakes, just FYI :)"
now imagine instead of "afraid of snakes" it's something more charged. you can probably imagine how it could quickly devolve into bullying or claims of "fake fans" etc. this phenomenon has run creators out of fandoms or at the very least turned them off from creating fanworks of it or engaging with it publicly. this is, of course, not a "win" for the fandom.
i'm not saying all of this to imply it's "wrong" to adopt what an actor says and incorporate it into how you decide to create or interact with the fandom. i really don't care what people create for themselves or friends.
what i take umbrage with is the push to spread something an actor probably spent no more than two seconds thinking about as infallible evidence of their specific perspective being canon and therefore intrinsic to any further interpretation of that character in fandom works. you must acknowledge this throw-away idea the actor had about their character because it's lore, you see, and not doing so means you're either uninformed at best, or are actively disparaging the canon and a "fake fan" at worst.
it also of course interferes with the theory crafting side of things. someone can theory craft only to have someone bust in saying "BUT ACTOR SAID THIS AND YOUR THEORY CONTRADICTS IT." this is despite whatever the actor had said not being reflected in any manner whatsoever in the source material.
this behavior damages media literacy and disrupts the flow of analysis. to include every single thing an actor may say about their character is inherently untenable, because actors are (generally) not involved with the writing process and are not writers themselves. they may often say things that outright contradict canon material, multiple times. you can say "well those are mistakes" but if one is a mistake, what makes anything else they say more credible? it's best to simply discard what an actor might say as, again, white noise when you're analyzing media. you can infer certain things, at most, such as an actor saying about their process "i envisioned these two as reincarnated lovers to get the chemistry down correctly." that may inform the meta reasoning as to why two characters behave a certain way around each other. but that statement taken at face-value does not mean that the characters themselves are canonically reincarnated lovers.
of course, since this is tumblr, some may poke their heads in and point their fingers with "whataboutisms" with regards to things like small, indie productions. if your indie production is three people, then canon may be more malleable by design, sure. but even in the smallest of projects, if there are directors and creators working with actors, the directors and creators still have final say. and if the creator or director/producer agrees that what the actors says is valid, then see what i had mentioned above: it's the person with the most creative agency or authority in the hierarchy of the production that has the final say and are what makes any given fact "word of god."
there's, of course, the purist route where you disregard anything that anyone, creator included, may say outside of the media itself: if it's not in the book, then you don't take it into consideration. but that's "death of the author" and is yet another argument for another day.
bottom line when it comes to fanworks, though: do whatever the hell you want. it doesn't fucking matter. the important thing is that you're respectful to each other and not trying to strong-arm someone into changing what they're making to fit what you want canon to be based on the word of an actor in a 7 second interview clip. if someone draws something you don't like, writes something that goes against your interpretation of the characters, just... block them. it's not debate club.
the only space wherein browbeating debate should be anticipated is in the theory crafting and literary analysis space, where the point is to discuss the canon material itself. but if you come in hot, don't expect to always be received well with someone who has experience analyzing media. just be respectful, that's all i want.
#long post#text post#meta analysis#media literacy#word of god#theory crafting#fandom#headcanons#sometimes i use tumblr as an actual blog and make blog-length posts#this is one of those times#sry y'all#(not really it's my blog i do what i want)#though i'm still considering starting a substack for posts like these#might be an easier way to organize them tbh#we'll see
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Man I just finished Babel and I was excited to read discussions online because there's so much going on in it with so many little things and just....angry white people. Everywhere. Truly a dead dove moment.
#the “you can't trust white people” theme might be a little like...aggressive but gosh you are not wrong#rf kuang#it was such a good depiction imo#it felt so much like explaining to white (or sometimes black) people what the problem is#especially felt like explaining being queer to straight people#i feel like a lot of people have at least a vague intellectual understanding of racism even if they don't see the racism#babel an arcane history#babel or the necessity of violence#also she captured a fair bit of mixed race and chinese diaspora feelings#also also i can see the relationship to the secret history and the fact that this is a rebuttal of dark academia while being dark academia#also realizing i dislike dark academia tbh#just...the ye olde university feeling is not my style#hence i went to engineering school where it had a je ne sais quois that i think is widespread neurodivergence#the good old boys clubs just do not interest me and i cannot really care about their lifestyles#it's not bad mind you it's just not for me#babel however is the exception that made me realize i dislike dark academia#hated the cloisters#got a rec for the secret history and had negative interest in that#i really want more and better depictions of engineering school and like...any similar experiences to what i had#they just do things like the social network where it's still a rich kid good old boys club but now with “nerds” who are just business majors#like the big tech guys of the modern era are primarily business guys not like...building computers in their basement#give me aome barely functional people who lean heavily into being weird once they go to school and they have hijinks like#updating archlinux and giving the other people shots if you get xyz system working again#first to get x11 back? REST OF YOU SHOTS. first to get internet back? SHOTS. sound? SHOTS. window manager? SHOTS.#or like...drama over your roommate not knowing how to do basic adult things like boil water or do laundry
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✨"Meet the Artist" ✨
Name: Findus Age: 26 (29.03) Zodiac: Aries Nationality: Norwegian Orientation: Bi/Asexual Gender: Non-Binary (they/them) Education: Masters degree in Archaeology
#not hetalia#meet the artist#ifindus#I'm struggling with my hetalia art so take this instead!#it's been a while since I drew myself#also about time I got a new profile picture#actually very fascinating going through all my all pfp and seeing how my art has evolved over the years 😅#I try not to reveal too much personal information on here - but I think this info is fine 🤔#most of this is already known anyway#except maybe my age??#tbh I should probably have drawn a mitten and not a knitted sweater because I do collect mittens#but at the same time I have a huge collection of knitted sweaters as well so ig it still works ✨#sometime in the future I might draw a series of my fave character from each show I like/follow? 🤔 does that sound like a fun idea/project?#I think that'd be a very diverse bunch of shows and characters 😅
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Okay I might not have anyone here whos able to contribute to this question but, in the past, I have used 'Hermaphrodite" as a purely scientific word, with heavy stressing that it is not to be confused with the definition of intersex or used to describe actual human beings under any circumstances. This is in part because I've never actually found a good term to replace it, as a lot of suggested terms are... unfitting or somewhat mismatched in a strictly scientific/biological sense. A lot of the suggested terms from more worldbuilding-focused individuals are used more (or strictly) for plants, or at least in 99% of contexts tend to be used for plants or describe slightly more specific things than just "Animal with both sexual systems at once." Plants as a whole have like... god, like ten different terms for various sexual setups because they can be stupidly complicated in a way that you just aren't likely to see with most animals, which tend to be more simplistic (at least slightly, lmao). There's also the slightly more niche issue that a lot of suggested alternatives address the topic from the strict goal of 'replace the word' and thus haven't yet spread to cover some of the specific forms that can apply too, although this would probably be a pretty easy fix if everyone can agree on a term, but at least as it is I still seems like everyone is split 5 different ways on which to use. In terms of fiction/casual use I've generally been defaulting to duel-sexed, which isn't an actual used term as far as I know, just because its pretty self descriptive and also wouldn't have some fringe specific scientific use- which is an issue I'd think you'd only really be bothered by if you were dipped in a lot of discussions about fringe animal biology- which is where I think a lot of suggestions from individuals more on the intersex activism side tend to fall when the terms they raise clash against niche situational biology things. Ive also used non-gonochoristic which is both clunkier and less easily picked up by less familiar individuals, but is also basically strictly 'animal' in use. Recently I've seen cosexual, which admittedly I seemed to have missed because yet again its a term where 99% of its use is isolated to plants, although it seems like there is a handful of uses cases that applied it specifically to animals (But still ultimately fall back on the other term in order to clarify the specifics). At least in terms of recent suggestions its probably the one I think would be most likely to pick up traction as a replacement, but its definitely still mired in the problematic terminology (In that basically everything I've seen use it only commits to using it alongside the other term, rather than attempt to replace it) and also still heavily plant related. Although not to the degrees of some of the popular suggestions like 'monoecious' which is a fairly common and well known word- but its specific relationship with other plant terminology makes it feel ill-fitted for the role when its not going to mixed with plant bullshit. Seriously look at this:
I've also seen bigenital suggested recently, which I frankly think is a much worse/weaker word both in terms of just, terminology and also its finer application. And then a handful of terms that just very blatantly have too much crossover with other things. Also a dozen other words that I've seen floating around over the years, but they definitely exist as mostly peoples personal suggestions/solutions and not ones with any real traction. It's a problem I've seen repeatedly brought up, but have yet to actually see any sort of formal correction take hold. And I think part of that is almost certainly a bit of a clash between nerds trying to maintain the specific definitions of things in an area where theres already a lot of confusing overlap, Activists who rightfully want get things changed but aren't clued in as hard to more niche scientific terminology concerns like "This is specifically for plants who have a specific type of reproduction system organization with their flowers, and thus doesn't quiet work for something that doesn't have multiple sets of genitals in different arrangements as most animals do" and well meaning scientists who want to avoid the word and try using alternatives but ultimately fall back on the one people know and that they know scientifically describes the thing they want to describe even if it also carries a historically negative connotation with it. Which is where I'm realizing I've kinda been sitting, because things really haven't shifted once you sit down and read the stuff that gets put out, and unlike some... other words its specific use case is a bit less easily swapped out with synonyms. So you just fall back in on the less ideal but accepted within the bubble youre working in term. So I guess the question is, has anyone here actually seen something make some ground past just sort of 'this would be a nice replacement'? I'd frankly love if I've just somehow missed a big shift in language in the scientific community, but so often I just see people claim that one term is the new standard when its like... standard in that its used heavily in botany, and there generally is a split between botany and zoology in terms of terminology that people would want to maintain. (God don't let anyone tell you 'male and female' are the only options or bring up that stupid 'its 1st grade biology' bullshit. The world is so stupidly complicated and this would not be an issue if it was so simple but unfortunately we need terminology for all the weird shit exclusively found in three species of cactus) Anyway, I typed this whole thing up kinda just to see if anyone else had yet more terms they've seen around or even used actually properly in a scientific paper, and its a whole mess thats been bothering me with specbio for years and at the end of typing this I'm honestly just hoping more that cosexed/cosexual catches on. I think it forms a nice trifecta with perisexed/intersexed/cosexed. And hey, maybe it has caught on more in the sex and gender side of things (let me know if so, if you happen to be more familiar with that) cause I certainly am more clued in to the non-human biology stuff which is where you get weird things one single species of rose has decided to do we now have to name. On a lighter note. God I hate plants. They give me headaches.
#anyway I've come away from this with a 'unless someone can give me another answer im on team cosexual'#but I still want to see what else people might know/have seen cause im also realizing that maybe being more clued into the#biological side and looking for solutions for the biology side has made me miss developments on the#sex and gender focused subsect#which is just like. nerd blinders i guess. cant cover everything#And yea scientific stuff is woefully outdated and sometimes youre just used to the outdatedness of it even if you like. Know its not ideal#😔 It also doesn't help that a lot of newer literature is done by students#which means that in the context of being a student you can't as easily work in a shift away from the same language your#professors would expect unless you really like wasting money and time. sure you can make essays about proposed new terms but like#how much is that actually shaking things up#SIGH science and scientists suck. Im included tbh although id like to see things change for the better. A lot of others do too#anyway this rant ended up not going anywhere because it#took me so long to type it kinda answered my own question with 'yea i think cosexual is working. or at least is probably the best#ive seen so far' but im gonna post it anyway if anyone wants to dip their toes in and say whatever#but i dont know how many of you are clued into this specific type of issue lmao#h slur#since really its about that#long post
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part 11/26ish
anyone remember those scales with the springs in 'em? all i ever see these days are digital scales but those things made the best noises. i think i've seen some kitchen scales that still use spring mechanisms, but it's been a while.
technology is weird.
from the beginning
#otherkin hrt#fictionkin hrt#fictionkin#otherkin#digihrt#dg arts#-apomon#updates might slow down from daily since our brain ceased letting us do art about halfway through bfsdhjfbjshdbfs#oh well#i'm thinking of doing another fake in-universe pamphlet for a bonus though#specifically like talking about the “weight” stat#fun fact: we'd never stepped on a scale in almost a decade before finally seeing a doctor for the first time in that 10 years last year#we used to obsess over our weight in a way inherited from our mom's diet culture BS and then like#i'm pretty sure we split someone in the system who just managed to not give a shit#and everyone else that did basically got put in time out or fragmented to hell (we still don't know)#i think about this post i saw a while ago that talked about how like#weight (specifically as it is medicalized) shouldn't be a concern so much as if you're moving your joints and stretching them enough#and it should really only be a concern when it drastically changes in a short period of time because it can sometimes be indicative of#your body flipping its lid#the post talked about rapid weight loss specifically and how a lot of doctors will go “oh wow weight loss!! yay :)” when like.#no??? not yay???#anyways some medications can cause weight fluctuations too#our fibro medication can cause weight gain and tbh i don't give so much of a shit about that as i am curious about the mechanics behind it#our relationship to weight is mostly informed by being the one person in our family who never had to deal with fatphobia targeting them#but just because we weren't the target didn't mean it didn't affect us when our mom's whole life shifted around WW#i didn't want to delve into that in this comic tbh so aside from the little bonus pamphlet this is the last time it's brought up#but like a comic where we take a version of ourself through this kind of transition would inevitably have to touch on relationships to food#we're just lucky we finally found out that we can actually like... enjoy food without it hurting us?#part of the wish fulfillment of this scenario would (and is) the idea of getting to enjoy food without bodily discomfort#because on top of us almost developing an ED we also just have a garbage stomach
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Noooo…… first it’s Yuuta and Shoko, now they’re yo-yoing back around to Megumi.
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#no they’re bashing megumi even more than ever now…. sometimes some characters aren’t built for all of THIS AND ITS OKAY#he’s forever traumatized bro he just lost his sister in front of his eyes and his body was the one that killed her#same situation with Gojo who took care of his sister and he from when they was toddlers and up#megumi doesn’t want to live anymore and yuuji has already tried getting through to him he’s completely broken and even if he’s saved megumi#might not ever be the same#I feel like fans keep on forgetting that these are kids going through all of this stuff that even some of the hardest adults wouldn’t be#able to handle#they bash him but a lot of these same ppl forget what happened to getou and love him unconditionally#they’d say “’well other characters have lost a lot as well and they’re still trying!’ and I just have to#restate that again; simply not every character is built like some hard boiled shounen badass jjk is not the usual shounen that a lot of#fans still refuse to see tbh like it’s kind of built different 🗿#it’s core genres are literally horror/psychological horror like no one if gonna be bouncing back like Naruto bro#and in Naruto’s case he never got to see anyone precious to him die in front of him#who knows what Naruto would’ve went through if sasuke was killed in front of him#but then again#Naruto was already a crazy ass#he vowed to kill sasuke and die with him so nvm#but megumi ISNT crazy like that that’s the difference ajsjsjsj#he’s always been one of the more rational characters amongst his peers#he’s so normal!!! everyone else is fucked up or got larger personalities than he does#maybe ppl are pissed off at the fact that megumi simply isn’t fighting back… it’s frustrating but he’s in pain bro#I don’t see him making it out alive at all either if I’m being real#Yuuji might be one of the only characters to survive at this rate I doubt Yuuta is even going to pull through after the techniques 5 min#are up either…#rambling#the point it…… as sad as it may sound all of the characters fighting so hard now are doing so because they simply have to#Sukuna is literally a calamity and these are the only characters left who will even stand any chance against such a great entity#they don’t have much of a choice man#Gojo tried to prepare his students for the future so that they’ll be strong enough to fight back anything together. not alone#Everyone is doing what they can now
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quick little affiliates call? i’m planning on editing once i get on later & i figured i’d put a call up since i will be anyways & i’ve been thinking abt it :) <3
#( a pathological people pleaser // ooc )#( mobile )#(i’ll also maybe do a main/exclusives one sometime soon - that just comes w me feeling like logging onto carrd which i do not currently#feel like doing lmao)#(anyways imm be on sometime tonight but it might not be for a bit still tbh)
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Ooufhgh.
#another thing i didn't even TOUCH on that ramble is like. i do like to imagine there are times#where it's ALFONSE who's lacking in boundaries. where when i write him like this i AM struggling#bc it DOES feel inherently out of character Unless. if you Imagine. there is so much lore here.#there is so. so much fucking emotional baggage here. years worth. an entire life time's worth.#i'm like. VERY slowly. building my way up to it.#but one day. i am going to make a comic so tender i'm gonna explode. cry so hard i thrup. on the carpet.#like 'inherently out of chararcter' more like it eeally wouldn't be your first thought. when you imagine alfonse in such a scenario#for him to respond like that. calling back to rosado fbs you might expect him to lock up. put on a strong face#or his most stoic unreadable face ever.#but i'm thinking time and place. i'm also thinking about that hot/cold correction/falling back on old habits loop.#i'm also thinking about that exchange sharena has w him AFTER the letizia moment.#the way she begs for her gentle brother back.#like. it's true he's just VERY subtle about it. it's almost all in his actions. and sometimes his actions are quiet#but what if. what if i went all in. i'm working my way up to it.#but like. what if there's a side to him you just don't often see???#like him fretting and fussing over her. babying her a bit. LIKE. CAN GO MANY WAYS TBH#her blowing him up w her mind for still treating her like a kid. or her just in such deep need for comfort#she doesn't even care. she accepts it wholeheartedly.#LIKE.. idk idk i heart. emotional baggage. esppp familially.
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now that the new chapter is out, the official translation has an inconsistency that the fantranslation didn't in omibashira arc
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official on the left here, says tanuma's dad is a single father instead of midorikawa's very purposefully vague way of saying it's "just him and his dad" that i'm gonna assume the fantranslation nailed (since it's the same for the crunchy subs in the anime)
and honestly that's my main problem with the official tbh, overall they make characters sound more natural and word sentences better but i feel like they don't notice midorikawa's subtlety in some cases (prob bc the team translating it might not have been familiar with the series at this time), something the fantranslation might not miss as much bc (besides being familiar with the series) most of the time they care more about accuracy than wording and adaptation
even tho i like the official (and prefer it in many cases) i really hope the same translator can keep working on it bc the more familiar they get with working with the series the less this will happen i think, and honeslty it's sooo nice to have both options i just get worried abt ppl who only read one version sometimes lol
of course the reader can just see this as natsume assuming he's a single father bc he doesn't know instead of seeing it as an inconsistency, but it's kinda sad a purposeful hint from the author got lost in translation
#they both have their qualities tbh#and do better in different aspects#and the english speaking fanbase is pretty lucky for that#the fantranslation here is from transcendence btw#also i feel the official fails with tone sometimes too#each character has a tone and a way of speaking and i feel like sometimes it's not clear in the translation#tho that might just be something difficult to bring from the original japanese?#also personally idt extreme accuracy is the most important thing#imo a translation also needs to be an adaption to the language it's being translated into#and that the official def does well#i just feel like if the translator was more familiar with the work they could have adapted some things better#i'm hoping the translator doesnt have a tumblr tho#i'm in no place to critique a professional here lol#just wanted to rant a bit abt stuff that has been catching my attention in the official trans#edit: (just checked and it's still the same translator for the recent chapters)#natsume yuujinchou spoilers#rambles
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fffffffffuuuuuuccccccccccck i was always meant to become a mascot character designer
#making slightly esoteric but kind of cute characters based off anything is my true calling. i can never stop.#a few weeks ago i was chatting with a friend about how in fucking. highschool science class#we had to do a presentation on medical conditions and i was assigned scoliosis. a bunch of my friends and family have it so i was prepared.#but also i was at the time like unable to make any project without making funny little cartoons and a weird narrative about it#so i. made an illustrated powerpoint. about scoliosis facts and info. but like framed through the narrative of a rockabilly singer characte#he had a pompadour of course and was named johnny or some shit. and his backup singers who were disemboded floating spines#that sing. he was a normal human. he had sunglasses i think. anyway the spine backup singers were The Spinettes and one of them#her name was like spinella or something i dont remember had scoliosis and the plot of the powerpoint. the plot of the powerpoint#was basically a comic i narrated out loud LOL but the plot was like a saturday morning cartoon very special episode. i had fun with it#no one laughed at my jokes. the disembodied talking spines was a little too esoteric for 2014 teenagers. but later acquaintances said they#liked it? grew on them i guess. anyway i spent like all of highschool doing shit like that. oh god this is what ive always been meant to do#(still thinking too much about my place as an artist because of undergrad theses dont mind me)#(i shouldnt think tooo hard about it tho. my professors are hard on me because they see a lot of potential. but they're also like)#(kind of in a bubble as professors in the fine arts dept of a non art school in ontario. so i do need to take their advice carefully)#(did i ever mention how a prof said i should look into robert crumb as a 'similar artist to me'? the fritz the cat guy????)#(what does it mean.... what does it all mean..... tbh it might just mean that thats the only cartoonist she knew the name of LOL)#(and even then she might not know much about him. like the racism etc. my profs have good advice sometimes but like i said theres a bubble)
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sorry lol I just agreed with that post so much and it got me thinking tbh. I think a lot of us have gotten into a habit of looking at a story so critically, trying to sniff out plot holes and 'bad writing' in a way that misses the fact that the point of a story is to tell a story. I feel like people forget about suspension of disbelief in their mission to analyze a work sometimes. I do think there is a place for in-depth meta analysis of a work, I think it's just as much a worthy fandom experience as any, and maybe that post wasn't even meant to criticize people doing that sort of thing at all, but I just. I think a lot these days about how much more enjoyment I get out of a thing when I decide to watch or read or play it with the intention of just letting it be what it is and not trying to fucking grade its quality or something. you don't have to rate and review everything you do. sometimes you can go 'oh they could have written this differently. but this isn't that version of the story' and then just carry on and not let that other version of how things could have gone haunt your experience. sometimes you have to go 'wow that was kind of dumb' and then just integrate the understanding that the thing you're watching/playing/reading is gonna be kind of dumb sometimes and keep going anyway. and it won't always work out this way, but sometimes you're gonna get a lot more entertainment and joy out of a thing by doing that than by keeping score in your head of the things it's doing 'wrong' or whatever, and I think enjoying a thing for what it is can be a much better use of your time than criticizing it for what it isn't, you know? we're not all film critics. we're not all book reviewers. we don't always need to give a measurement of the quality of everything we experience. you can just experience it. you know?
#x: axel talks#idk man maybe I'm sick of looking for fandom stuff and seeing people complaining about this and that is so bad and awful and stupid and lik#you don't have to like it. but maybe you'd have a better time if you weren't going into it trying to judge if it's 'good' or not idk#was this movie good? idk but I had a good time! you know?#'wow this comic run is so out of character what garbage' ok it's ooc. I'll keep that in mind. might still be fun tho#you know?????#tbh I'm not saying don't do this ever. I just think it's worth trying out the idea of oh it's kinda bad. keep going anyway#maybe it doesn't do anything for you or maybe you get a good time out of it. idk#but my entertainment experience improved significantly when I started to just. accept that sometimes a story will do thinks in a way#that I think would have been better a different way but this isn't that and that doesn't mean I can't get anything out of this the way it i
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#sorry chat im in a mood#vent#tw suicide#tw self harm#i wish people were nicer to me#or at all#or meaner cause then i could do it without feeling guilty and bad#now im just at this fuckass cant do it but really really want to but cant#id rather either not want to. or to be able to#i wish there was like a a ‘im thsi close to kms’ meter above our heads so ppl would realize they might have to be a bit nicer when they talk#to me#im kot that big on sh but maybe i should just slice my arms open like a madman and then theyll be able to tell#im okay until i talk to/hang out with people#sometimes i think im the priblem but like i dont think i am i think others are#sure im a problem but im not my problem#no liwk genuinely i just want friends that i like that are nice to me#why do other ppl not realize theyre being mean? am i the only one that learnt not to say stuff if its not nice#i get coming off as meaner than u menat but i know you know that wasn’t necessary to say at all#sometimes u can not say things ir say it differently#why is it so much easier to make good friends online i hate it#i want that irl too#i guess bcus im worse irl but still#and i hate that all my problems are all the small stuff combined and not something big#because then i dont have the reason but i do have the motivation#i wish i wasnt as opposed and unable to plan and organize stuff cause id be out of here but its like.. too much work im sorta lazy tbh#im not killing myself but never say never#im not. chill#ill let u know#i wish i was but im not#i have to draw all the fanart ive planned and i want to get christmas gifts and celebrate new years with my mom
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