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Imogen and Otohan in a Dreamscape. Commission for one and only @mehoymalloy from Let Me Lay Waste to Thee.
#imogen temult#otohan thull#imogen x otohan#mehoymalloy#critical role#cr3#critical role fanart#still in mourning over here
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Lan Wangji goes to Lotus Pier (No relation to the AU of the same name)
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#poorly drawn mdzs#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#Another split type comic because I decided to be ambitious.#This flashback is currently beating my ass. There are so many timeskips within the flashback! My flow and pacing are wheezing!#I loved how this scene starts with the crowd's point of view. The observations and gossip add a lot.#And it helps reposition us to what the external perspective is on these two. Namely that 'they don't get along.'#Tensions are known! Even here in Nouveau Lotus Pier.#Ah...Lan Wangji never got a chance to see the Lotus Pier of Wei Wuxian's childhood and adolescence...did he?#It's not the same. He's not the same. Call them by the same name and people will know what you mean...#...but the first version - the one with the fond memories - is gone for good.#It's sort of interesting isn't it? How names can hold so much power and still be hollow?#We often get stuck over past versions of things. Be it ourselves or other people or places.#Change is scary but the truth is nothing ever stays the same. It's always moving. You're always moving.#It's okay to mourn the past. Maybe it's people you lost or the person you hoped to be. Let yourself feel the grief.#And then? Then you grow around that pain and keep on going. If you feel like you can't - remember you don't have to do it alone.#A side note: Listening to the tossing flowers extra is so essential for this scene. It's cute and gives us more of [redacted]#What's [redacted]? You'll see in the next comic!
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ive been thinking about the red string superstition recently and also sol bufo always and it makes me sick how uncannily caldwell tanner has made sol to perfectly target me personally
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#naddpod#ba2mia#ba2umia#solum bufo#swag daniels#calliope petrichor#calder kilde#alexandrite#posts by me dot com#okay..... SECRET TAGS RAMBLE!#so basically this superstition is like ... i think a chinese/buddhist/taoist superstition?#ive taken some creative liberties with it... but its mostly accurate to how its been told to me?#but of course theres lots of variations! some more abt bad luck; some say to tie it on the doorknob#etc etc ... lots a variations#i was also rlly interested in the .... weird illogic? of the thing?#like the red attracts and repels spirits at the same time#so thats something i was thinking about with too. red is assocuated with both swag and alexandrite. which to me was kinda reflecting like#i think what murph said . swags place in the wild is in a way. an extension of what he learned from the network#mothership s inextractivle from sol and swags lives. they will always be held doen by it. thats the spirit that will follow them forever#that they choose to hold on too! as much pain as it brought ... some of the experience was worth it#and anyway. theres somethingwrong w me that the minute someone brought up this superstition my brain went#'ohhh just like sol!' < needs to touch grass moment#but i CANT BELIEVE. CALDWELL DID THE RED STRING. AND ITS LITERALLY A MOURNING RITUAL#caldwell keeps accodentally makig that frog ASIAN. to MEEEE!!!!!!#but. anyway. idk. ive always hced sol kept the piece of yarn and it makes me kinda .... what if y let the malicious spirits follow you.#and haunt you. what if its the closest you can get to keeping the person still around#and sol and swag obviously have so much about homes .... so!#(ok. weve reached the pt where maybe nobodys reading? so confession is this is sort of a well. ive just been doodling this comic everyday#after a wake. and it was sort of inspired after realising i was even a bit sad about it maybe. so. idk its about sol but also?#i guess the projection doesnt end at him being asian. hehe. is what i mean. LOL. okay secret tags over . buried lore. dont look here folks)
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Horizon: Zero Dawn (72/ꝏ) | REMASTERED Avad's Offer
#radio spaceman#horizon#horizon zero dawn#horizonedit#hzd#vgedit#gamingedit#horizon zero dawn remastered#hzd remastered#hzdr#aloy#aloy hzd#avad#avad hzd#avaloy#here's my hot fucking take: i think avad was straight up offering aloy a job here and not intending to hit on her at all#like he likes and respects her obviously and her saving his bacon is a big part of that offer#but he doesn't want to like hook up with her in this moment#and intends it as 'my dear friend/main non carja ally/major advisor just got murdered temporarily resurrected and murdered again.'#'i did my mourning for her when she first disappeared then had a single ray of hope that she could be brought back alive'#'and then she died in her brother's arms'#'even though i grieve for her even more deeply now i need to line up a replacement for her role'#'otherwise all the things we've worked for will come crashing down around our ears'#'aloy you don't really give a shit about the rules and customs of tribes if they get in the way of your goals;'#'would you be willing to help me with this mess?'#it just comes out Not Great because he almost fucking died ten minutes ago#and his brain is still fried from whatever the hell dervahl's sonic weapon did to him#additionally! i feel like the fact that aloy is... really not good with people is often glossed over/overlooked#esp at this point in her character development#UGH i had more to say but the tungle tag limit has FUCKED me. if you want to know more about my hot take send me an ask IN GOOD FAITH ONLY
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gina’s opinions on valentine’s day reflected in her wardrobe
#hsmtmtsedit#hsmtmts#gina porter#s2#2x03#2x04#*#ginaporteredit#black = mourning#such a way with words#this has been brought to you by me not realizing there were tiny little hearts on gina’s sweater until i made that set in jan#i’m still on a self-inflicted hsmtmts ban but. this doesn’t count#only one gifset standing between and my hsmtmts rewatch - i will be back to being annoying over here SOON#ewit
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Among all the Danmeis I've read, all the famed epic romances I've ever heard, no one had ever decided to take over the world and give the world in one remote control to his beloved to rule.
RIP, Fukuchi Ouchi, you were down do bad.
Mori really needs to up his game.
#Mori is there fighting custody battles with Fukuzawa while Fukuchi its there giving the world to him in one remote control?!#(though to his credit Mori actually protected Fukuzawa's kids and agency. Fukuzawa didn't want to rule the world.)#and here I was hoping that after all was over and Fukuzawa was mourning Fukuchi#Mori- being a doctor- would stitch up Fukuzawa's wounds for him after his fight with Fukuchi#little did I know...#Oh boy it was sad enough to think that Fukuzawa died by Fukuchi's hand even if Fukuchi wasn't there anymore but if Fukuchi's still there?!#FOUL!#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bsd fukuzawa#fukuzawa yukichi#mori ougai#ougai mori#mori bsd#bsd fukuchi#fukuchi ouchi#ouchi fukuchi#fukufuku#fukumori#zenku soukoku#zskk#my two cents
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spoilers (in the tags too) ahead
this was going to be a fun lil shitpost for vash's birthday, then i thought, 'what if it's not fun and wholesome anymore' and ended up spending WAY too much time and energy on this on another note, im still not over them actually like
i'VE SCOURED ALL 15 pages of trigun angst on ao3 and no, i've not read all of them yet
#last summer i obsessed over hualian nOW IT'S VASHWOOD#I HATE IT HERE AA#istg this was supposed to be a fun blog for documenting my progress#multifandom my ass#trigun#vashwood#still has me on a chokehold#ASD;FASDFA;SAFAS PLEASE THEYRE SO TRAGIC WHYYY#jk please stay that way so i can get my daily dose of vashwood grief/mourning bedtime stories#I READ THIS ONE FIC TOO THAT DETAILED HOW VASH DUG HIS GRAVE HAHSAAHAHAH A HAHAH#HAHAHHAHSAHUHUhuhu#gravedigger on ao3 if ur up for it#trigun spoilers
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in. in honor of bnha being over let me throw in my old old old olddd oldddddddd redesign concepts because i love you women. don't say i never did anything for you women. i'm sorry that you had to be in a manga written by a man, my dear dear women.
#will try to go back later and add proper descriptions but im banging these out at 3am so that i can have them in one place finally#wish i had more to offer#but alas these were done on an old ipad which broke in 2019 and thus the only surviving copies are low quality screenshots compressed sever#these were the only ones i managed to recover#but i do remember doing a jirou and momo which- to my great dismay- i cannot find#they shall be mourned by me and only me but sometimes that's enough#anyway#bnha#mha#what is the tag people tend to go for these days?#my art#bnha fanart#for the archives#ochako urakara#mina ashido#bnha girls#bnha redesign#mha redesign#outfit redesign#is there still even a market for these? probaby not. do i care? definitely not.#audience of one over here#ALSO ! its important to me that people know that is NOT a thigh gap ochako is sporting.#it was meant to be like a white highlight to suggest that one of her legs is in front of the other. clear seperation yyk#but upon closer inspection i can see how it could be construed as a thigh gap. i must make my stance on this clear: NO GAP
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i like feathertail btw i just think her comic couldve been handled a lot better
#w. why didnt stormfur get the resentful plotline. hes the resentful one in tnp. whats happening#you can still have a conflict with feathertail here. make her the toxic positive one who is putting up a front but dying inside#everytime she laughs with a clanmate she is hopelessly trying to win them over. hoping and praying that they wont hurt her again#but she knows that next time shes out of line then theyll be cheering for her execution#and she tries to keep stormfur quiet not bc she disagrees but because shes SO scared that hes going to make things worse#and tbh she can still be cruel to sasha but id hold it as like part of her spiral#shes slowly falling apart and she cant see reason because shes refusing to process her trauma and its ruining her relationships#and its only once she leaves riverclan that she feels like she can breathe and mourn sasha#and sasha’s hostile attitude in tnp is largely because of how feather treated her when she tried to reach out. shes too hurt to try anymore#aughhhh. id like to try and rewrite asir tbh#good idea for a comic. absolutely terrible execution good lord
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You may think you'll remember your current fic ideas but that's the Devil talking... Write. That. Shit. Down.
#mourning all the dammon and rugan fic ideas i had 😭#at least i learned from my mistakes n wrote everything for soap n ghost#but still 😔#rambling into the void#to delete#perso#devil here is used ironically#cod x reader#x reader#bg3 x reader#cod fanfic#writers on tumblr#writer problems#fanfiction#i have lost so much of my writing over the last 15 years between getting my pc stolen and changing devices 🥲#something you never get back 😔
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i just think theres so much more to that time merlin was freeze-dying (get it? like freeze drying? im funny i swear) from the dorocha attack. like what if after those events, hes become extra sensitive to the cold??
like that man absolutely cannot STAND the cold, it not only brings back bad memories (and, unfortunately, reminds him of lancelot) but his body as an in general is weaker to it. so hes always looking for warmth- im talking sitting practically inches away from the fire, stealing blankets, jackets (particularly arthur-), cloaks (particularly arthurs)- you get the gist
and the others catch on, obviously- though they dont realise the severity of it til merlin nearly lights his arm on fire on a particularly chilly night on a hunt (“MERLIN what on EARTH DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING?!” “im cold” “you’re ON FIRE” “im cold :(” “?!?!”)
after that arthur, the knights and gwen start gifting him little things- an old cloak arthur insists is too damaged and fugly to wear (its in nearly perfect condition), one of elyan’s old jackets he’d long since outgrown from gwen
and the knights, well their gift to merlin is their physical body heat (gwaine in particularly enjoys holding onto merlin like a koala with the excuse of keeping him warm. the only reason arthur doesnt kill him for it is cause of merlins content smile at being warm)
#also ive had this idea in my head of merlin going into lancelots room after his passing and wearing his clothes over his own#cause with lancelot was the last time he ever felt warm#and gwen finds him and they mourn together#i just think there were fanfic opportunities here#like merlin is a dragonlord (lizard) so#hes probably not good at regulating his body temp#the knights r like his heat mat or something#honorable mentions are leon gifting merlin new boots and percy knitting him mittens#elyan (who i still think really likes amphibians and by extention reptiles) probably redesigns merlins room to be a proper habitat for him💀#but like sorry my memory of merlin is rlly rusty! i havent been able to rewatch it ever since netflix took it down#and plus its been years since my hyperfixation ended#tho its recently come back… anyway#bbc merlin#merlin#merlin emrys#lancelot du lac#lancelot#the dorocha#the darkest hour
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DIRECTIONERS.......Are we gonna chart Liam or naahhh.??? Cause idk bout y'all but I bangs with his solo shit sooo let's run those numbers up please. Thank you. ❤️🩹💖💖💖
I don't mourn too much. I get to CELEBRATING BABY.!!! C'mon y'all I LOVED Liam. I'm sure the sadness will come back, but for now I'm in my CELEBRATORY ERA.!!!!
#liam payne#please im still sad.#just in my celebratory stage#we celebrate life over here.#we dont mourn tew much
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idk how to explain it, but I feel this small bubble of hope. as if some good news is right around the corner 🫧🌅 not yet, but maybe soon, I'll always feel that hope that the next chapter will be better than the last
#also taking time to mourn what has been is important#thinking about everyone here in the tumblr community so much on such a hard day after such a cruel week#I'm still so new I feel I've only just gotten to know Daniel and yet I feel such a bottomless well of love for him! inexplicable!!!#well kinda explicable because he's just so wonderful#maybe its because I've only been in the world of F1 for a few months#but I just have this feeling whatever is next must be better#and I've gone thru all five stages of grief five times over today#but I'll keep finding the joy and following Daniel's career and successes wherever the road goes next#and I'll keep my maxiel thoughts abrewing until I'm also old and on a farm somewhere just reminiscing#or maybe I'm just way too sentimental alone in my office with my ambient nature sounds hehe#I am so thankful for this corner of the web and I hope everyone does whatever they need to do to feel better#time away venting remembering the past whatever you gotta do#F1 is never the most important thing#to me at least like..#what's important are the connections we make and the joy and bonds we share with each other#and that's something that will always last#anyways sending everyone good energy ❤️ if no one told you yet you're awesome!!!!! I just know this to be true ☝️🙂↕️#hopefully Daniel and everyone here takes time with loved ones and does what brings you joy and comfort#more beautiful moments to come fr ❤️
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also another thing to say about staring at this "suddenly seymour" image and holding it so gently in my hands
their Pink & Yellow 😭💖
#and a chance to break out this higher res version again. thanks william for this image in [being in it] & [posting it] doubly#at this juncture i recognize that even for fired off / revisiting posts like this yeah i'm breaking out all the categorical tags#lsoh#will roland#seymour krelborn#audrey Has the pink hair but double checking it sure seems like seymour only has this yellow buttonup paired w/it for This Scene#but now i'm thinking about all his other costume pieces seen like Yippee love the grey dodgers sweater Yay love the other(?) grey sweater#that's under an orangey brown short sleeved buttonup yay red jacket (over the dodgers sweater?) Yippee grey baseball cap#living for the pants with the long rectangles down the knees reinforcements. obviously the plaid pants here are excellent#overall warmth if leaning into / involving neutrals....but not this brightest yellow till Right Here#brightest as we/they deserve. pink & yellow a fantastic combination as we/they deserve.#interpreting audrey's dress here as like well in mourning as a mere technicality. still with Brightest accessorizing / flair b/c of course
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Nice healthy obsession you got there (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#DAX#ZEX#SU#Scribbles for maximum speed and minimum prettiness lol#How! many! layers! deep! can I go!!#I have been well-out from Steven Universe for a heck-while now - stopped around Off-Colors I think? I haven't been back since 2017ish y'see#Something-something pick up Vargas drop off Steven Universe (there was a few months of crossover but it's a whole thing w/e w/e)#Anyway! Lol#It was lurking dormant for This Moment is what I'm getting at#Just needed to stew on SCII for five years and then all the feelings'd come up lol#It is still so funny to me that I drew Max and Dex before ZEX and DAX - whenever things come full circle like this it tickles me#I've already written up a Whole Thing about my alien-faves so that'll be a thing soon enough lol#For now! Silliness! I mean - more silliness lol#Those /are/ ZEX and DAX but?? I guess?? with the body-snatched version but they'd be gems?? I don't know either lol#I put in the caption that DAX would be a pearl but honestly he feels like he'd be an opal or something#Can't say labradorite that's too indulgent but he'd be so pretty! Those hidden depths and flecks of green <3#I feel like ZEX would be something clear and beautiful :) So - not a green quartz lol but something pretty and important!#I dunno I've forgotten many many things about SU gem types haha#Also silly how I put ZEX in the Pearl position - he just Seems It y'know ♪#I mean Max would too lol#But no DAX is the obvious Pearl here - her songs were always my favourite <3 Discounting that she was always my favourite ahem lol#I have Always Always loved It's Over Isn't It <3 A full mournful song for her ugh it's so gorgeous ♥#I've been trying to learn the Italian version because it is So pretty <3#Thank goodness the comments weren't disabled under the Italian upload so someone was able to post the lyrics#So nice to be able to see them! And the words genuinely flow so beautifully they're really fun to sing ♫
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Since it's not going in my article due to space constraints, i'll share a bit about Jane Manning James here. It won't be superfleshed out atm bc it got cut. I plan to do more later. As I am *Reorganized*, writing this for a Community of Christ publication, i researched Ld-S shared history to the point of Nauvoo. my article doesn't follow west (technically). the main resource was an LDS one (thank you v much for your freely available archive) asking about her time with the prophet of the Restoration.
Jane Manning James
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A significant Black Latter Day Saint from the early church was Jane Manning James. A woman from Connecticut notably made the walk from Buffalo, New York to Nauvoo, Illinois on foot, with most of her family. This was only after being separated from the group of recently converted latter day saints in Buffalo, possibly due to their race. Jane was baptized in 1842 by missionaries in her home state of Connecticut. She recorded these things about her journey and arrival to Nauvoo and her faith when asked to recall her life living with Joseph Smith in 1905.
“When I went there [Nauvoo] I only had two things on me, no shoes nor stockings, wore them all out on the road… They [Joseph and Emma] was looking for us because I wrote them a letter. There was eight of us, my mother and two sisters and a brother and sister-in-law, and we had two children, one they had to carry all the way there, and we traveled a thousand miles.”
She was sure in her belief of the Restored Gospel of Jesus Christ and Modern Prophecy. She says in her recollection, after seeing that Joseph Smith Jr was indeed the man in her vision in Connecticut, that “This is the Gospel of Jesus Christ and there will never be any other on earth. It has come to stay.” Sister James would later go west with the saints under the leadership of then Apostle Brigham Young.
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thank you for the example set Sister James on faith, dedication, and perseverance. She also had spiritual gifts, such as speaking in tongue and faith healing. She believed following the gospel, knowing it was a key to a better way of living life (for her.) it wasn't easy for her, and yet, i think the faith community i observe today (and mormonism in general) is better, just for her having lived it.
may she be at peace, and in a manner God, Sister Jane herself, and her family she led that meant so very much to her, see fit.
#the church of jesus christ of latter-day saints#latter day saint#afrostake#tumblrstake#mormon#mormon history#mormonism#religion#they dont mention anything about sealing bc we don't have it#most reorg saints don't know it exists nor that it was ever practiced#its simply assumed that will be the case. that your family will be there (and that there will be work to be done)#so i say it is unlikely that Sis Jane is actually eternally sealed to the Smiths as a servant bc God is no respecter of persons#who even said that Joseph is in the CK. he could be in the Telestial Kingdom rn as we speak. depending on how time / resurrection day works#Jane may be in the CK maybe having a sisterly relationship with Emma if that's how the afterlife works#i also don't believe the kingdoms are permanent. as a side note. if Joseph Jr ain't there i think he can be in God's time.#and josephites (reorganized saints) don't have a way to report card which kingdom they'll go too#and nobody talks about it bc its the afterlife and community of christ doesnt focus (or sometimes doesn't even care) about the afterlife#i've heard it talked about in depths twice and in general maybe 4-5 times. know a brother i meet with weekly who is newly widowerd#no one seems to think the work is over and that we well still be working and progressing in our faith helping others progress after death#that one is cultural - may come from common unwritten- early lds belief since L-dSaints have a new direction and more developed idea of thi#but for the sake of all sakes#can they not reseal her?#certainly a prophet could - listening to Gods call of liberation - see the symbolism and cultural moment that could be#or does post mortem sealing go off the rails? i don't go here. its often sweet and i think harmful in some ways too. JS Jr would Just Do It#but alas - i dont think emma should be involved with any of that. she wouldn’t want to do anymore sealing#i just think if you can do a baptism after death why not a sealing. but doing one would perhaps open a floodgate?#but perhaps its time for those many church generation Black families to be able to have that with they're bygone relatives#once i gave a mourning period & lively death procession & lively dance celebration on the alantic coast to#to honor all my ancestors/ predecessors who were killed and thrown into the sea or would rather die than be enslaved and jumped#danced in the same ocean they died in and dumped (state park approved) flowers into the sea
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