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The way these past few months have been super hectic at work and in personal life but I somehow managed to binge watch La Máquina in 2 days after its release🕴️
#the power Diego and Gael have on my head and my heart and my-#not to mention all the press tour clips and articles lord have mercy on my soul#still have to catch up on a few of them#have been more active on twitter..simply dont have energy to be active on two socmeds lol#anyway will be going on a (partial) vacation next week so should get some more time to breathe and enjoy whee#personal
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some WIPs from the 80s AU i never finished
#so… hi#i think…. i might start making some stuff here soon#i’ve been gone a lot longer than i intended to be#& i feel a lil bad about it bc i really miss my boys & bein here & all that but#idk it’s just been a rough month#but i’m starting to get the itch to create again#i have a very silly idea for the mbz AU#i also just really want to draw some stuff#i miss making things. i’m going nuts. i’ve hardly done anything fun in WEEKS#i’ve sort of started working on some new OCs but ngl#doing anything that doesn’t involve dhes or kel genuinely feels like i’m betraying them#but i have a concept that i really want to explore so that’s what i’m trying to do#i have been working on a few AUs here & there too but#but mostly nothing fun#i need to do something fun while i still can bc i’m starting at uni next month#& i just know i’m gonna have shit for free time then#i’m taking all in person classes which makes me very nervous#i’m trying to be excited about it but mostly it’s just causing me anxiety lol#but anyway. um. yea. hopefully i’ll catch up on everything & reply to the tags/asks i’ve gotten since i’ve been gone#if i reply to something you said/sent to me a month ago… pls just act like that’s not weird. thanks.#rainyrambles
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Hello! I really like your comics but I've been wondering for a while... What's up with their dates being about a year ago? Do you have a notebook to be able to remember all those details or were they actually drawn a year back?
I hope you have a nice day^^
heyya ! This is absolutely something that Ishould have made a pinned post to address waayyy back so i'm answering this in hopes of taking care of that later todayyyy
The situation with the fucked up delays in these iiiis mainly initially to do with the coloring of them -which i'm still foolishly holding on to-, where I started getting some delays in posting a few years back, and letting the gap grow; Until nowww where there's a backlog of over a year of comics that require being coloured and/or scanned
I'm still mostly drawing them as the days go though, aside from a recent big delay i've recently caught up on, I usually draw them at most a few days after the actual date ! I would absolutely not remember anything otherwise because my memory is terrible
#like even for when i end up drawing them a few days after if i haven't written down a few lines for what i wouldve done for it#i usually tend to struggle with remembering what the heck to do about it#bc my brain is muddy and my days blend together and nothing happens aaa hh h#as per catching up on the delay !! gawsh !!#we can still hope for it someday !#u might have noticed i've been dumping 3 per day lately (except yesterday i dint )#that's an attempt at riding a meager wave of effort to catch up just a bit we'll see how long that lasts#bla bla bla
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double trouble
#detroit become human#rk1700#the boys....baby boys....woobies...#listen i just think nines would have such an overprotective streak for connor..#he protecc and he want to attacc. connor will teach him well#my favourite headcanon is nines quietly admiring the hell out of connor and learning from him and his mistakes as well#choosing the most optimal way to exist within society. hes so impressed with connor who is bumbling terribly but doing his best#connor has the experience and higher social relations but nines is much quicker to catch on#they both admire each other and are pushed forward by each others existance and improvement#ive seen a few fanfics where they have that dynamic and its my favourite#they work so sweetly in a brotherly bond it warms my heart (though i am a shameless rk1700 enjoyer)#anyway thats enough rambling#i wish there was a dbh fandom still#im just throwing up doodles now with no thought of making any solid pieces yet#my art#dbh#rk900#connor detroit become human#also i know theres zero consistency with the art style and keeping them looking the same but fuck that i dont have the patience rn#also also lmao i just noticed but the top one looks like hes trying to kiss connor but no that was a continuation of bottom left sjdjfjdj#feel free to interpret it any way yoy want hajdjfjfjd
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there is a very specific image in my head of early-mid 20’s iwaizumi hajime
#iwaizumi x reader#and he’s the guy taking on an internship in his senior year with minimum load for his classes#bc he’s planned it all out since starting college#you see him in parties because he has the time & he works so hard it’s only right he plays hard too#every time you lock eyes he gives you a small smile#there’s an air about him that isn’t cocky but isn’t too shy; a comfort that settles into his skin like he’s sure of who he is#—of what he wants & it definitely isn’t hauling up his drunk friends and a few acquaintances up his car#but some of them are your friends and you’re helping him so maybe it isn’t so bad#he drops you off with your roommate and you rarely see him after#until you spot him at some bar (again) and he’s wearing a tight fitting polo (it’s his uniform you later notice)#it’s a year or two after your graduation and when you lock eyes across the room there’s something so familiar yet wholly different#he’s confident now & maybe a little flirty too when he tells you he’s working as an assistant to shadow one of his mentors#you catch up for the rest of the night and your friends have long since gone ahead#he still knows what he wants and it’s to bring you home—not that way (not yet); you’re a little suspicious because#you know there’s /something/ but he drives you home like a gentleman. without really trying anything (and maybe part of you wishes he did)#it’s iwaizumi though and he knows what he wants—to ask you out properly (one he’s been thinking about since chance encounters in uni)#and he’s hoping that when he asks you can tell just how much he likes you#hajime#i want him so bad im crying#there is a whole workd of backstory to this but i got lazy typing it#shotorus.bubble
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I personally like Thunder's prosthetic. Explained it to my friend (who does use a mobility device, a cane and wheelchair, and listens to me rant and infodump about BB) and they agreed, it's important to know that not every person needs what someone wants to give them. It's another example of "bad ableist person does a thing that hurts a disabled person because they are bad and ableist".
Clear Sky got Jagged Peak killed and would have killed Sunlit Frost! He would absolutely force his disabled son to be "normal" and present it like a privilege. "I wouldn't do this for anyone else, it's special, why don't you want to be helped?"
Thunder Storm should toss it in Clear Sky's face. (I would say toss it into the river but we do not pollute waterways in this house)
Thank you for telling me this, and tell your friend I'm thanking them too! If they have anything else to add please forward what they have to say
Since BB!DOTC tackles some of the heaviest topics in the entire series because its canon equivalent is so dark, I think very carefully about what I do here and how I show it. I take feedback on its sensitive aspects very seriously. If I'm understanding the criticism properly, it's that I should avoid stigmatizing prosthetics by making sure Thunder Storm's not the only one with it-- which he's not! And I'll add even more.
I don't want to avoid something only because it's uncomfortable if the topic is important, and my portrayal is respectful. Ableism IS uncomfortable! There are some situations where a prosthetic is not wanted! I think the rejection of this particular one is both a good opportunity to show a type of ableism and ALSO is very fitting for the characters.
In BB!Clear Sky's mind, the villain, he's fixing an old mistake. He can't admit that he got Jagged Peak killed or take REAL accountability for it (though he will, occasionally, apologize insincerely), but deep in his bones, he knows what he did was cruel. He'll never tell anyone this because he doesn't really cognate it himself, but Thunder Storm NEEDS to take his gift.
If Thunder doesn't take it, it blows a hole in his newest story. You see, throwing Jagged Peak out was All That Could Have Been Done back then. It was a Tragedy and he simply Made A Hard Choice. He regrets it very much, But You Have To Understand.
But now? Now? Well, behold. Look at what he's accomplished since the tragic death of his little brother. His cats are well-fed, cared for, and stable enough to make such incredible advancements. If only Jagged Peak had been able to hold on longer, if only he could be here now, I could fix him.
Just like I can (MAKE YOU JUST LIKE ME) fix you.
"Everything I've ever done is for Jagged Peak. For Fluttering Wing. For you." Thunder Sky is SPECIAL, but if he rejects any gift, tries to turn down the "privileges" offered to him, in an instant that becomes ungratefulness and arrogance. He both forces him to be special, and then leverages it against him if it's rejected. "Spoiled brat, doesn't appreciate what I've worked so hard to give him."
It all goes back to him and his own guilt. He can NEVER be wrong. He can't accept his family doesn't have to be "normal" or reflect his own ability. He won't see himself as a bully, let alone a murderer. It was never about his son's comfort or finding out what Thunder Storm wants or needs, it was about his own ego.
...All that said I'm still taking feedback if there's anything else I should keep in mind, or if anyone has a counter point, especially if you also have experience here.
(In the interest of having a link trail for posterity, here's the critique/call for feedback this is in response to)
#ALSO also I will take suggestions on other characters who should have prosthetics#Sunlit makes sense and it will make a really nice character moment later for him to have one built#There's also an amputee in RiverClan few people talk about called Stonestream#I can give him one and bump him up into a bigger character. In BB he is the sibling of Willowshine#BB!DOTC#better bones au#Also just as a side note... I love writing BB!Skystar. My ire for the character comes from his redemption arc so I feel like I get to--#--write the character I WANTED to see#Same with Bramble in other BB arcs#cw ableism#tw ableism#ableism#They're fascinating in that they always have to see themselves as the victim or the hero#They believe every lie they tell.#If you ever catch them in a contradiction they will still try to find some way to turn it on you and YOUR lack of understanding.#Interestingly both of them are ableist. Sky's is just more obvious because he's LOUDLY bigoted.#But BB!Bramble is *notably* less close to Jay for a very sad and very subtle reason.#Jay just doesn't serve his ego like the others do until much later in his life.#unfortunately most bigotry is like that.#the type you have a hard time calling out because it's a deniable bias. the constant gaslighting of being part of a marginalized group#Maybe I need to address the criticism by adding a character with a prosthetic to THIS arc even earlier#Problem is that like... Thunder's small merc group is already full of disabled characters and their THING is forming in response to ableism#OH maybe I'll put someone in the Forest Cat group which is lead by Slash?#I need to finish that last book and then gather up all the cats for sorting into allegiances
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OC Questions Tag
TYSM for tagging me @honeyjars-sims, @rebeldaydream, @rebouks, @igotsnothing, @elderwisp, @simulation-machine 🫶🏻
NAME: Asher Goode
NICKNAME: Ash
GENDER: Transmasc 🏳️⚧️
STAR SIGN: Pisces ♓
HEIGHT: 5’9”
ORIENTATION: 🌈Queer
NATIONALITY: Current resident of San Myshuno, originally from Brindleton Bay. I suppose irl he’d be American (residing in New York, originally from Rhode Island... though, what’s a 3-hour drive irl, I imagine is only a 1-1.5-hour drive in Sims).
FAVOURITE FRUIT: Raspberries
FAVOURITE SEASON: Autumn 🍂
FAVOURITE FLOWER: Dahlia
FAVOURITE SCENT: Cinnamon
COFFEE, TEA, or HOT CHOCOLATE: Dirty Chai
AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 7-ish, not bad.
DOGS or CATS: Dogs! He doesn’t mind cats per se, but he doesn’t like them enough to ever own one. He’s a dog person through and through.
DREAM TRIP: Guys, he really wants to go to Batuu. He and Atlas are such geeky Star Wars fans… but it’s way too crowded and touristy for Atlas. For his second choice, he’d really enjoy exploring Windenburg.
NUMBER OF BLANKETS: Pfffff he is the blanket, he’s so gd snuggly. Exhibit A 👇🏻
But fr no more than one, and most nights there’s nothing more than a thin sheet on their bed. He and Atlas are both fkin furnaces.
RANDOM FACT: His drink of choice is a whiskey sour.
#i meant to post this days ago#i was going to do a few of them#but then i got really sick and didn't have the energy#still feeling pretty bad so i'm gonna post this and go back to bed#hope everyone is having a lovely weekend#i'll catch up on all the things as soon as i'm feeling better#tag game#oc tag game#aries outtakes#asher extras
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Saw someone on twitter did a fan wallet set for twisted wonder land character themed and I was like yeah, I’m do that for 5 of the obey me casts so cast your votes and the top lucky 5 are going to have a wallet character themed design, it will be the next posts once the top 5 are decided 😚
Thirteen, mephisto, and Raphael are also included just ran out of space for them in the poll 😗
I just need something to restart my creative juices 🫠
Edit 1: the poll votes will be decided this Monday afternoon, I know the poll is supposed to be up for a full week but uhh I kinda wanna work on it soon, so after this Monday at 12:00 (pm), I’ll will pick the top 5 characters with most votes to start on their wallet themes. But you may continue voting, if the votes change in favor of another character then what it showed on Monday when the voting official close I might make a part 2 for that character(s) 😗
#it’s been a hot minute since I’ve been on tumblr#I am not having a fun time in my personal life 😭#but ill catch up you guys on what’s going on behind the scenes#in my next post#art related post 😗#im still do the other art related question I have asked about a few weeks ago it’s just on the back burner st the moment#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me fandom#obey me solmare#obey me one master to rule them all#obey me side characters#obey me characters#obey me solomon#obey me barbatos#obey me nightbringer#obey me luficer#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#obey me diavolo#obey me simeon#obey me luke#obey me mephistopheles#obey me thirteen#obey me raphael#obey me thoughts
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new wip because i really wanted some masculine underwear for female sims, and it's been on my to do list for a long time! the texture is based on these 4t2 ones by lucilla
most of the boxers i could find for f sims are more like. inspired by boxers/briefs but still very 'meant for women'/feminine in design? in a 'boyfriend jeans' / 'boy briefs' kind of way. if that makes sense. and i really wanted actual simple masc boxer briefs 🤠
i paired them with a sports bra here but i'm also planning to have no bra + bottom only versions... and the ultimate goal is to also turn these into overlays, for that visible waistband under the low rise pants look (sort of as a companion to the thongs i was working on... i'm hoping to get both sets working in time for the y2k gos theme but we'll see if i can learn overlays before it ends 😅)
#only thing i'm not sure of atm is colors? i'm thinking probably just a few basics. black gray white etc?#wip#mine#taos rambles#also hi i'm back. kinda. still taking it easy bc tumblr makes it harder to not obsess over external validation lol#and i do want to primarily make stuff for myself and my own sims. hope y'all understand#i have a Lot of dashboard to catch up on still and a couple messages!! i'll get to them asap#i just wanted to post these. bc i'm happy with how they're turning out
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Actually I will ramble a bit cuz my friend & I do have a hc we’ve been playing off of that involves tiny Vash but since it’s canon in stampede that Vash can change the density of his Gate & in maximum (my preferred trigun) how Vash can grow really Big and Monstrous (so can Knives) if he adds to his mass so he can support his size that maybe an Opposite effect can happen. While growing, Vash needs added mass to support his weight, but the bigger he gets, the more inhuman and more of a flesh singularity he becomes; that growth also causes him to lose his identity and get consumed by himself temporarily. Because I’m a silly guy who likes thinking his GT with logic… but also… maybe when Vash overuses plant juices, or his body needs to fall into recovery mode after extreme body harm / near fatal situations (or extreme psychological stress), he goes into what my friend and I call “power saving mode”. Back up battery. His body shrinks. Size varies but the smallest he’s gotten is 2 inches. There’s an inherent fear he has if he pushes himself over his limits he might go quantum & never recover… like how in stampede he shrunk his Gate into a quantum state… it’s a very round about kind of canon aligned hc to make Vash shrink and be tiny. And cuz he neglects his plant powers so much he can’t control it… not until much much later in maximum… but he mostly can’t… also reflects his plant ability to absorb / store energy and release it.
Something something we’ve had scenarios where Vash’s body & mind gets so stressed out mini psychotic break or physical issue just causes him to shrink in his hotel room in front of Wolfwood & the Girls… and basically whatever’s on him at the time shrinks too so what he’s wearing n stuff… hehehe itty bitty & a lil squeaky and definitely extremely nervous exchanges between handling & being handled. Also accidentally freaking out his companions. Being small reminds him he’s not human & it makes him feel a lil self conscious…
#Txt#long ramble… my friend and I have done lil timelines too…#This is all from manga events btw but like#Him shrinking after Monev the Gale’s fight in manga in front of the Girls… having them take care of him for a few nights before his body -#-decides to grow back. And then after the colony 3 fight & during hospital arc he also#Has another shrinking spell. Post adrenaline and body’s like catching up with lack of energy. The colony scientists & doctors know this#About Vash so they can still treat him but he’s flustered about it. Luida loves her teensy son…#And then there’s just little incidents when traveling with Wolfwood…#Scared him sooooo bad when it happened at first. Watching Vash just shrink after suffering a dangerous wound he#Patched up hours before. Hehe. Oops.#And then shrinking in front of both Wolfwood and the girls after this scenario where Vash absorbs radiation from a dying plant before it#Explodes but it causes him to explode into a Cronenberg flesh monster & after they pull him out his own rapidly decaying massive body & hes#In a coma does he shrink 2 days in and wake up tiny and they’re just Overwhelming him and trying to#Take care of him proper… Meryl and Wolfwood bicker about how to do it right…#Milly is very sweet and gentle with him though… but Vash overwhelmed… so easy to overwhelm.#Anyways big ramble#Trigun gt#Hehehehejehe explodes
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"Stan favors Mabel and Ford Dipper" WRONG!!!
#We see them interact less due to their personalities.#Mabel is attracted to Stan much quicker#due to her nature of getting on other's good sides and wanting to be friends#as well as outgoing.#While Dipper was still unsure about his feelings of this for all intents and purposes stranger#Mabel would have squeezed her way into his life already. Dipper is not good with people#and insecure#so he takes Stan's jabs seriously just like he does with Mabel. Mabel and Stan have a love language#that include a few insults that have no real feelings in it.#He wouldn't catch on and participate or (depending on when) tell him straight up he doesn't like it.#Dipper is in it for the mysteries and locks himself up while focusing on it. It's on his mind the entire show.#Ford wasn't meant to talk to the kids. He was even avoiding Dipper until an accident happened and he got caught up in the game of ddmd.#Not to mention that the episodes almost always contribute to the story#even filler ones. They may not progress the plot but they will reveal sides of characters or show them growing or changing.#Ford was in it so little that they needed to squeeze the most out of the time which led to little Mabel and him filler.#He didn't have any problems with Mabel unlike how Dipper had some problems with Stan so that wasn't an issue to address#they love each other ur honor#gravity falls#my ramblings
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fascinating that there are so many stories for kids that say 'you can save the world' but so few that say 'you can change the world'
#the hunger games#being one of the few real exceptions i can think of#ive been rereading/catching up on the riordanverse#and while i still love them#it irritates me that percy's bargain with zeus in pjo is presented as the best systemic change possible#when zeus has like. no redeeming features except that he does *less* recreational torture/mass slaughter than kronos#not none. just less.#and the subsequent series make it very clear that the gods' oath changed almost nothing#the final installment of the riordanverse should be a crossover book where percy recruits the kanes to send zeus to turbo hell#but just in general so many books are about maintaining the status quo#and then authors will be like 'no the status quo isn't perfect but it's still better than the regressive fascists right??'#and it's like. yes but. come on now#especially bc so many series explicitly have the kids grow up to take over those corrupt institutions rather than to change them#pjo is interesting bc percy is portrayed as noble for refusing to do that#but real change is also presented as impossible#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians
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Oh...He made a pun..👉👈 Maybe things can work out between us
#pan gushes#Normally I'm not this stupidly insecure about a crush (Maybe it's just bad timing when I haven't been the best mentally)#But I've been so worried that I'm not his type and that we wouldn't be compatible#but hearing him make a pun👉👈 Guess we have a similar sense of humor then. Maybe my s/i can make him laugh then#I still haven't figured out the details of my s/i for this game-#I was thinking about them and Y.agami being coworkers before he became a detective but eeeeh...Idk that one hasn't convinced me#I don't think they'd know K.aito since I'm not a fan of making my s/is part of the Yakuza#(In the case of my main Yakuza s/i- They work a regular job and just so happen to kiss men who are involved in the Yakuza)#Another idea I had was that they're a hacker who's connected to Tsukumo in some way#But I'm also interested in the idea of making them a thief like Sugiura- The could even be part of the same group#←That last one was 100% thought up bc Panchi likes the idea of Y.agami chasing them down bc they stole something#And him managing to catch up and pinning them to a wall or something#Oh! Right! The last idea is that they're connected to Higashi in some way but idk enough about him to say much else#And that's all my ideas!#I like developing at least one Non-romantic relationship with my s/i before the romantic one#Rn the Thief one is most appealing... I'm not immune to thieves (kisses a few thieves + has multiple thief s/is)#plus I think Panchi seeing S.ugiura as a little brother would be cute!#Idk we'll see! I gotta see more of the plot first#f/o: ⚖️
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The BOLD THE FACTS tag with Theo (requested)
tagged for theo by @wldestluv-rs and @earthmoonz <3
The Rules are simple! Tag people and name a character you want to know more about! If you want to let the person you tagged decide who to showcase, then don’t name a character and they can pick somebody. Easy! The person who is tagged will then bold the remarks below which apply to their character &, if they want to, include a picture with their reply!
[ PERSONAL ]
$ Financial: wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty / other (theo is financially dependent on his wealthy parents and technically has no money of his own) ✚ Medical: fit / moderate / sickly (he overworks himself, gets very little sleep, smokes frequently, and abuses drugs… he’s not doing so hot) / disabled / disadvantaged / non applicable ✪ Class or Caste: upper / middle / working / unsure / other ✔ Education: qualified / unqualified / studying / other ✖ Criminal Record: yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no / has committed crimes, but hasn't been caught (theo uses illegal drugs) / yes, but charges were dismissed
[ FAMILY ]
◒ Children: had a child or children / has no children / wants children ◑ Relationship with Family: close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased ◔ Affiliation: orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parents / not applicable / other (while technically living with his parents and being raised by them as a teen, theo was raised more closely by his au pair when he was younger)
[ TRAITS + TENDENCIES ]
♦ extroverted / introverted / in between ♦ disorganized / organized / in between ♦ close minded /open-minded / in between ♦ calm / anxious / in between ♦ disagreeable / agreeable / in between ♦ cautious / reckless / in between ♦ patient / impatient / in between ♦ outspoken / reserved / in between (he can lash out but generally theo keeps a lot of his thoughts to himself) ♦ leader / follower (theo doesn’t like the spotlight) / in between ♦ empathetic / vicious bastard / in between ♦ optimistic / pessimistic / in between ♦ traditional / modern / in between ♦ hard-working / lazy / in between ♦ cultured / uncultured / in between / unknown ♦ loyal / disloyal / unknown (theo hasn't had enough people in his corner to answer this one with any amount of certainty) ♦ faithful / unfaithful / unknown (similar to the above, theo hasn't dated enough to give a general answer for this)
[ BELIEFS ]
★ Faith: monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic ☆ Belief in Ghosts or Spirits: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ✮ Belief in an Afterlife: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ✯ Belief in Reincarnation: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ❃ Belief in Aliens: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ✧ Religious: orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious❀ Philosophical: yes / no
[ SEXUALITY & ROMANTIC INCLINATION ]
❤ Sexuality: heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual ❥ Sex: sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favorable / naive and clueless / other (theo has sex regularly but that doesn't necessarily mean he's favorable... this isn't to say that he never wants or enjoys sex, but that he has a tendency to use sex in unhealthy ways. it's complicated.)♥ Romance: romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favorable / naïve and clueless / romance suspicious (doesn’t trust people not to hurt him)❣ Sexually: adventurous / experienced / naïve / inexperienced / curious ⚧ Potential Sexual Partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all ⚧ Potential Romantic Partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all
[ ABILITIES ]
☠ Combat Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ≡ Literacy Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ✍ Artistic Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ✂ Technical Skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none
[ HABITS ]
☕ Drinking Alcohol: never / special occasions / sometimes / frequently / Alcoholic ☁ Smoking: tried it / trying to quit / quit / never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / chain-smoker ✿ Recreational Drugs: never / special occasions / sometimes / frequently / addict✌ Medicinal Drugs: never / no longer needs medication / some medication needed (headache meds regularly and sleeping pills a few months out of the year) / frequently / to excess ☻ Unhealthy Food: never / special occasions / sometimes / frequently / binge eater $ Splurge Spending: never/ sometimes / frequently / shopaholic ♣ Gambling: never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / compulsive gambler
tagging @wldestluv-rs for faye (i've got you nene ☝️), @veone for nick, @stinkrascal for vlad and also maybe amarie if you wanna, @omgkayplays for malaika, and @lucidicer for pogo and vincent whenever you come back from your break ♥
#river dipping#theodore doe#echthroi#oc extras#ts4#i'm going through my activity feed veeeeeeery slowly rn. i know i know i'm shocked too#thank you both for tagging me in this <3 it was fun and quick to do which i'm not used to when it comes to answering things abt my ocs lmao#AND WHOSE FAULT IS THAT RIVER??? ...true#this is just a random screenshot that i took while in game the other day so this isn't even posed but theo's handsome so who cares#i tried really hard not to add a bunch of extra comments expanding on each of these answers bc it's fr not that serious...#still caved for some of them tho djhdkfgnhk#i have two more of these to do so i'll just tag a few ppl at a time#and i kinda wanna @ ppl in this for just their baldur's gate ocs too........#tho i'm not sure all of these would even apply in that case but dkfnkgjnh#but anyway let me get to matthias's and then i'll have to pause catching up on my activity feed to get in game#and take a pic of one of my other ocs for the @s i got for the tag game that didn't specify an oc...#i'm thinking about doing either imani or......... dionte? delphi? sehyuk?#idk............... i'll probably go with imani since i mention her a lot anyway irt matthias#edit later
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11, 30, 45, 52 for Balthazar and Tristian! <3
Thanks for the wait Rowan!! I think I umm. Went off prompt on some of these. Please forgive me. I also may have experienced a temporary madness on one of these, which I have not edited in any manner. Please also forgive that.
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Do either try to hide their emotions if upset? Can the other still tell?
This is a question that I wound up spending more time thinking about than expected because I thought I knew the answer and then felt like I had to think a little more. The answer is “definitely yes but we can go into that with more detail.”
Balthazar is someone whose default approach to being upset ever in life is always to hide it. He hates being vulnerable and he hates other people knowing that something has gotten to him. He’s much more open with Tristian, but with such a low bar, that definitely isn’t the same as “fully honest and communicative all the time.” He doesn’t particularly like to show if something has upset him that he feels he should have handled (whether this is rational or not) or that was the result of a conflict with Tristian. With the first it’s still difficult to admit that kind of lack of control over himself or a situation, with the second he hates giving ground until he has to (which is part of why they are capable of just awful fights). And Balthazar is very good at hiding things when he wants to, but the trouble is that Tristian is very good at noticing them and has the level of familiarity with Balthazar to put together the pieces to understand what’s going on. Tristian is one of the few people Balthazar just can’t hide things from forever (notable others being Jaethal and, when present, Vio). Still, he tries. With all the stubborn pride he has, he tries.
Tristian is much more of an open book (at least, without anymore dark secrets to hide). But at the same time, they take some level of pride in being both polite and someone who is an eminently reasonable paragon of Sarenite virtue in any situation. There’s a kind of public face they value every bit as much as Balthazar. For that reason, Tristian prefers not to lose their cool in public or in direct confrontations- although they’re not the best at hiding anger from anyone observant or familiar with them. That kind of upset is absolutely something Balthazar knows how to spot and is often privately amused by. Distress isn’t hard for Tristian to show as long as it isn’t also in conflict with this face- being able to set an example for others is important, and in a very petty way so is not breaking down in the face of adversity. These small sleights of hand also aren’t difficult to read with experience. On the other hand, when it comes to the experience of having been used by Nyrissa or the loneliness of ongoing separation from their former life or the ugly slow understanding of parts of themself which aren’t so virtuous or kind, they struggle to share their sorrow or fear with anyone else. The pieces of themself they want to leave behind and the pieces they can’t bring themself to want to leave: those aren’t easy to show to even Balthazar. And those are things they have become very, very good at burying deep, and Balthazar often doesn’t know how to see until they erupt back to the surface.
Your OTP gets to pick out each other’s outfits; what is each wearing?
Tristian has never had much of a attentive eye for style, even before losing their sight. But if there’s one thing that would be rewarding, it would be Balthazar in traditional Sarenite garb. They know it’s a part of their world he isn’t a part of, but as a fantasy where everything important to them can be stitched together so perfectly, it has a guilty appeal. The bright colors would suit him: sky blue and flame red, and any other lively hue filling details out. Something loose and comfortable that would settle on him with easy elegance. It doesn’t have to be simple, doesn’t have to be plain- he’s the sort who would appreciate embroidered cuffs and hems bursting with life. Birds, crocuses, scattered little suns in gold, and more twining in patterns that feel as alive under a curious hand as they appear from afar. Something that would be as warm and vibrant to look on as the Balthazar that he knows is, the one with the breathless laugh and sunlit touch. The kind of thing with medallions sewn into its hem to catch the light and spin it into dizzying prisms across the floor: an effect that could only be magnified under the soft glow of a halo. Perhaps drawing a scarf, every bit as lovingly rendered, over those radiant curls. Not to hide him away, only to complete a vision (and perhaps for the intimacy of imagined privilege unwinding it again, alone). They’ve held the ghost of the image longer than they’d care to acknowledge. Even without the ability to gaze on the result the desire still lingers, waiting to be given voice.
Balthazar would like to dress Tristian up, just once. They’re hardly ever outside of vestments, and they don’t tend to dress for style on the rare occasion they’re in something else. He has a vision of an outfit appropriate for a prince, perhaps in silk, with vibrant blues and scarlets chased with golden embroidery. There can be a Sarenite element there- there’s plenty of opportunity for suns and birds and the ankh in the detailing in this vision, and besides it seems impossible Tristian would agree otherwise- but subtle and stately. There would be jewelry. Earrings, at the least, gold and ruby. Elegant brooches and clothing pins that would be so satisfying to help fasten. Rings set with ruby and topaz and fire opal, equally pleasant to place in a fantasy. Perhaps a circlet as well: the kind that Tristian continues to refuse no matter how simple it’s made. Simple, a concession to modesty, but present. And he’d like to do something with their hair. Those long locks are always half hidden under a hood, tangled and unkempt without intervention. He would plait them, maybe, or pin them back in a style more elaborate. Something that could be finished with a beautiful bow stained a scarlet deeper than the flush on Tristian’s face when they can feel too many eyes on them, too much attention all at once. It’s a selfish fantasy to want to put them on display. But he wants to. It’s part a matter of possession and pride, but part an act of worship: a desire to frame the greatest beauty in his life for the world to be dazzled by just as he is.
Can they fall asleep without each other?
Well, they can, but it’s a restless experience- for Balthazar especially. There’s a sense of security that comes from being together. Losing that after becoming so accustomed to it feels wrong. And Balthazar is a clingy sleeper who has become very used to being tangled up with Tristian. The bed feels too empty alone. It does make separation an effective tactic for wearing him down after stormier fights thought…
Of course, the other trouble with being separated is that without one keeping an eye on the other both tend to be awake long into the night with projects. They keep each other in check.
Describe their weekend getaway?
It’s hard for a king and his consort to travel within such a small radius without attracting attention. A lot of shorter trips are ones which have official pretense: visiting a community or a contact, or being present for a holiday, or any of many mundane excuses. Reasons to indulge in being places that come with the promise of reception. With a healthy network of contacts, Balthazar’s particular brand of public image, and Tristian’s sincere love of being a part of the culture of the kingdom, they make plenty of irregular appearances in the towns dotting the Shrike Hills and the Kamelands and scattered along the shore of the Tuskwater. Thanks to the teleportation circles that come to link the cities, at times they call on Maegar Varn as well for these short periods- although not often when Varn’s effusive hosting often demands longer stays. These types of trips are good, if exhausting. For whatever business might be involved, there’s still always music and merriment and people to meet or catch up with: a whirlwind of excitement.
But at other times there are quieter trips enabled by careful disguise. These are slower, less purposeful. Going down to an inn on the lakeshore near midsummer to enjoy the season’s warmth tempered by the shore breeze, for one. Calling briefly on the more private kind of friend, the type who keeps a tidy garden at the edge of a ruined village. Wading through crunchy leaves to visit the tucked away little traveler’s shrine to the Dawnflower that comes to be established in a sunny little clearing by a brook at the edge of the Narlmarches. As much as Balthazar has no strong love for travel or the natural world itself, the privacy is something he comes to appreciate, and the time with Tristian. And for Tristian it takes the edge off the faint, half-buried wanderlust that still dogs them in their exile, however voluntary it may have become. Maintaining a facade is something of a struggle (both practically and ethically), but it’s easier with Balthazar to carry the difficult parts- and worthwhile for the temporary freedom.
#sorry this took so long ^^;; others to catch up on still... I'm rallying my spirit and stuff!!#ask game#pfkm spoilers#(mostly only small allusions but they're there)#balthazar lucienne#balthazar and tristian#mountainashfae#god. I've been so blocked thinking about them creatively for the last few months but this and the other otp ask I was sent#have really reawakened the love in my heart. they're so special to me#so so so special
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sawyer was sick over the weekend so we got some blood tests done and it turns out she is diabetic, she stayed at the vet a couple of nights, it was really strange to be alone in my room those nights. i spend more time with her than anybody. then we were supposed to pick her up thursday morning and they said to come in the evening instead because her glucose was v low. the vet asked me to find a glucose sensor to bring with me that evening, it was a public holiday so i had to find a pharmacy that was actually open. when we went to get her we waited 90 minutes and the sensor was being weird so they said come back later. finally brought her back home at 11pm and the sensor still wasn't working, had to go buy another sensor and bring her back this morning to switch them out, had to leave her there for a few hours so they could switch them and make sure the new one worked, then come back in the afternoon. i've had like no sleep at all this week, its a miracle i kept my eyes open to get training to give her insulin. she's so much better since she came home, even though she's not stabilised yet she very clearly feels heaps better ❤ it was such a relief to have her sleeping on my bed again last night. i was still up all night because i felt like i needed to keep an eye on her because i didn't have the monitor. we'll be in and out a lot over the next couple of weeks while they fine tune her dosage and monitor her levels.
#i want to know when i get a break#had planed to use this week to catch up on the prof development course i enrolled in months ago that started the day before nonna passed#i hoped it would be a chance to really apply my mind to something because i feel like my brain is utterly degenerated#after the time i took off this week for this i won't be able to do any of it before it closes i'll just have to download the modules#and read them in my own time without doing any activities/participating in discussions#have to keep canceling my dental check up because things keep coming up#i've also spent the last few weeks trying to link my online tax account to my government services account but it says all my info is wrong#no matter what i give them#what do i need to do#my life updates are so miserable. i delete so many of the posts i start because they just depress me#i deleted two earlier this week#feel like i need to get something out so i keep coming back to try#i still haven't asked hr about whether we have that counselling service thing because i keep forgetting bc i always have so much to catch u#on#i'll try to remember to do it next week#tp
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