#still forever awed at that
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in bloom 🌸 {old version}
#park jimin#bts#btsgif#btsedit#dailybts#dailybangtan#userbangtan#usersky#annietrack#heyryen#userdimple#userpat#tuserandi#usermaggie#useremmeline#*mine#pjm#saw people remaking old sets#and I had it in my drafts since foreve#I do like big squares now 😂#I would probably do it differently again if I had chance#it’s still not perfect but better#anyway I’m finally releasing it from my drafts#the original is awful please don’t judge me#anyway that’s officially last set I had in my drafts 👋
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would you guys be mad at me if i said lunara was always secretly a little... evil? weird? a bit deranged? but i mean. she's TRYING to be better. SHE'S TRYING. GUYS. WHERE ARE YOU GOING. GUYS WAIT. GUYS NO! SHE'S FROM MENZOBERRANZAN GUYS IT'S NOT HER FAULT. GUYS.
#my friends have known this since like. FOREVER.#but ive started getting a lot of asks being like “oh she's not evil anymore aw ^_^”#and then im like WELL. DO I HAVE NEWS FOR YOU.#i mean she's still the lunara we've always known. but. um. just with a little more added flavor! i have comics in my head for her. grah.#bg3#baldur's gate 3#tav#bg3 tav#bg3 oc#baldur's gate oc#dnd#d&d#dnd oc#dnd art#dnd character#dungeons and dragons#drow#drow oc#lunara posting#bob the artist#tw blood
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I love how much Lucullus can't stand Pompey, and also this
Pompey the Great: A Political Biography, Robin Seager
with something from this thrown in for extra flavor
Crassus and Pompey, on the other hand, ridiculed Lucullus for giving himself up to pleasure and extravagance, as if a luxurious life were not even more unsuitable to men of his years than political and military activities.
Plutarch, Lucullus
⭐ places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / tip jar!
#there were going to be more citations for fun and whimsy but the laptop im borrowing can't handle running any kind of applications#right now and ctrl+f searching in a browser/webpage is also taking quite literally forever so I'm DONE for tonight. i need#to lay face down on the floor and scream for a minute#whining aside. i was watching etiquette for mistresses because i thought it was going to be something else than what it ended up being#but the title slaps and im thinking. hmmmm. thoughts. sulla's nightmare collection of fucked up guys. as a kabitserye type thing#which i will be fully honest. kind of doing that anyway. but i mean REALLY lean into it. embrace it.#they would all be SO awful it would be SO good. 200 episode drama material#komiks tag#lucius licinius lucullus#marcus licinius crassus#gnaeus pompeius magnus#roman republic tag#drawing tag#tris homines#ACTUALLY ANOTHER UNRELATED THING. pompey's whole thing about trying to get the upperhand over crassus#but when milo kills clodius he throws out milo. which honestly. that's about other things. but still! symbolically! it's something!#i'll unravel that thought later
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✨DANDY COMMISSION APPRECIATION POST✨
Of course, being commissions I bought, none of these lovely beautiful pieces are by me. Credits (in order) @frillsand @weevmo @lanlishiba @parrotparfait @kandavers
I am!! GONNA attempt to gush about all these pieces without devolving into keysmashes or screams but like. A. AA. AAA. I was gonna say "yall have no idea how annoying I am about Dandy" but honestly you do. You all do because I shake my silly puppet oc around CONSTANTLY.
ANYWAY I JUST!!! AUGH! ALL OF THEM MAKE ME SO HAPPY!!! The fact I get to see Dandy in art styles I love and adore around the fandom fills me with a joy I cannot even DESCRIBE to you!! OOH I JUST!!! I love them. I love these pieces. I stare at them all the time and now I'm rattling them all around at you guys!!!!! LOOK!!! LOOK AT THESE LOVELY LOVELY PIECES RN AND CHECK OUT THE ARTISTS!!!!!
#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#wally darling#welcome home arg#welcome home oc#others art#dandy leon#welcome home wally#oooh to commission artists I admire is just so!!!!!#my only regret is I RARELY pluck up the courage to ask for Wally with Dandy#The art of them dancing is my life blood its just so stunning. Frill's art always amazes me and I was so shy to ask for this#BUT FRILL IS SO BEYOND SWEET and aaugh!! LOOK AT THEM DAAAANCE!!!! I was in AWE when they finished it was everything!!! EVERYTHING!!!#the WEEVMO ART is still just mindblowing to me. AUGH Look at their happy faaace. The flower! The dirt! So expressive! So happy!#ooh I currently use the lanlishiba icon as my discord pfp!!!! So soooft. So pleasant. Reminds me of a foggy autumn day~#CHIBI BY MMY GOOD PAL MY FRIENDO MY BESTIE WESTIE MY FAVORITE LITTLE GUY OOHWOWOWOWOWOW LOOK AT THEM GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#THE ANIMATION!! AUGH!! Seeing Dandy MOVE and also drawn by an artist who literally changed my brain chemistry with their WH animations?????#How do I explain how Kandaver's “those eyes” video changed the trajectory of my life forever. Literally ignited the Wally brain rot in me.
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gets me through the day 2
#transgender#trans#top surgery#gender euphoria#transmasc#i feel so light#like i have lived this way forever instead of only a few months#but i still find myself in awe sometimes.
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A little promo with my little obsession on the side...........
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#klance#halloween au#im projecting on the internet my own impostor syndrome#i feel that im awful and should be learning how to draw instead of writing shitty fics#and when i want to write a post and share a little doodle or smth - 'sorry' is right between the lines and its so frustrating#like???? nobody probably cares#im either here or im not#and if i need to finish that little abomination of a fic then so be it you'd think people wouldnt mind too much#and would still want to listen to my captions and see whatever silly doodle however silly it is as long as its true#..............but what if its all redundant#what if i cant draw after i had to flip my entire routine upside down#and will forever chase a thrill of feeling like a prolific artist and it will be always out of reach now#what if people scroll past my art and feel nothing now#what if world is filled with people who kinda hate klance but stay out of reflex and not bc its their deeply routed source of comfort#what if i reached an artistic plateau and will never be good enough#what if this is the limit of my 'talent'#what if i will forever love the projects i want to share but will always hate the execution of it wanting to fix it fix it fix it learn mor#i keep reading the little notes i get on orders#some screenshots i saved#i find good words and opinions and love letters to art as a whole#and i feel insufficient#subpar#i drew a comic about it to an old poem and still havent finished it#there is a point of trying your best when it stops feeling like a challenge and feels like a failure#its the moment where you keep going of course#and yet#there are emotions im sure nobody shares on social media bc we just try to get through them#but who else will take it better than tumblr tags#either way if im less around its because im dealing with creational self-hatred and artistic ambitions#but on the other hand arent all artists like that? i ran out of tag space btw have an awesome weekend
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me and the bad bitch i pulled by being small and easy to manipulate …………………. >:33
commissioned by the talented @zerosiesblog!! <3333333 thank you sososo much for your lovely work, it turned out so unbelievably cute 🥺🥺 i couldn’t be more satisfied !!!!!
#SNIFFLE SOB#🥹🥹🥹 IT’S ARIKENNYYYY#GUYSSSS#THE LITTLE MOUSE . I CRIEDDDDDDDDDDD#(mickey if you’re seeing this i’m smooching you everywhere forever)#:((((((((( WAHHHHH I CANT STOP LOOKING AT IT#ITS SO CUTE#T_T#me and my wife ……………..#kenny looks sooo pretty here i’m still in awe#so enamored with everything abt this#wahhhhhhh#(mickey if you’re still reading i’m smooching you forever a second time)#(i love you i love youuu)#:’33#will frame this . will print this out and eat it#fanart ✩#selfshippy stuff ✩
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I love you smile lines and worry lines and grey and white hair and wrinkles and purple spiderweb veins and the process of aging and living in a body that is standing the test of times. I love you experiences that make you wiser and stories that make you laugh, and every little process that happens to get to the point where you have so many memories because you have the fortune to be here and be so radiant
#positivity#pro aging#also i hate you 'anti aging' scams that capitalize on fear of aging. death by 1000000 papercuts for ye#saw a hair video where they restored the salt-and-pepper colour in an older clients hair and it looked SO GOOD at the end#i love when people throw in the towel and embrace their aging however that looks#it isn't productive to shame people who are ashamed of aging and i just want to. celebrate aging#in a world that simultaneously venerates youth and adulthood and hates BOTH you need to find some sense of freedom#as a Young Adult(tm) please please PLEASE older folks seeing this/following me know that i look up to you#older folks i need you to know that your worth NEVER diminished when you added a new number on your birthday cake#and your body and mind and soul NEVER lost worth because it started to creak a little at the joints#and i might be wrong about this because i'm still young but it can be SO tempted to miss your youth when you feel like...#...you've somehow LOST part of yourself by growing older. and so much of aging is about change and some things don't stay the same...#...and that IS scary and i will never once fault somebody for that. but please don't fall into the trap that because you've aged that...#...you somehow have forever lost fundamental pieces of Who You Are and you could never come back from that...#...for your own sake and sanity you deserve to find comfort and solice and understanding in who you still are...#...because you are still - at the core - the same. you can never take this away from yourself#and i know this might ring hollow because i just don't get what it's like to be older#but i have looked at my elders and felt awe at their age and their experiences#and i know what that is like and it's awesome. i just wish more older people knew that so many of us look at you with awe...#...and - if you can believe it - some of us ENVY your age or experiences or even body#i'm watching an 'older' content creator (older by internet standards 🙄) and i envy him for how eventful his life was#i envy that he experienced a different world - one that i have only heard about from my dad because i was too young to remember it#and i admire this person for their wisdom and thoughts because they've come from his experiences living in a Different World#it's that type of stuff that makes me unafraid to keep on living#inspired by following somebody like. twice my age posting about their excitement abiut growing older and !!!!!!! YEAHHHHHH#didn't realize they were closer to my dad's age but that's so cool???????????
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Yeah i mean "arrogance is fucking stupid, pride only leads to shame" has been a prominent theme of dragon ball in general until like- Super, but otherwise it started really early on along with the martial arts stuff and Goku had to be involved ofc! Roshi entered and won the first tournament exclusively to teach Goku and Krillin humility which yknow they EVENTUALLY learn fr and it becomes one of Goku's key features!
So like nowadays Goku has this whole thing where yknow even if he enjoys fights and he has a lot of fun when its not the earth or lives on the line (sometimes even when it is) he takes them seriously and respects his opponents and expects to be respected the same and trusts they will play fair (which is one of his flaws! Goku is not overconfident abt himself but instead too trusting of his opponents!) and he learns that thru indulging in a bit of asshole-ery as a kid/preteen that he's picked up from all the people he's fought and/or allied himself with
and by the time he turns into a proper teenager he's already grown into a much closer version to the current Goku who yknow has self reflected on his time away about all the asshole-ery and all the ultimately useful shit for life that Roshi somehow taught him and has put the whole "Haha i'm so strong im the best no one can beat me" thing behind (he does still get a little silly with it tho).
And that's like the "dragon ball thing ever" like, proven by:
Vegeta's loser status before the motherfucker even dared to hug his son because he was a bitch
Future Trunks' stupid grade 3 saiyan being absolute shit because it was all strength and he didn't focus on other also important things and got too carried away and thought he could fucking kill Cell himself (he couldn't)
TALKING ABT CELL: VEGETA AGAIN BEING A BITCH LETTING CELL TRANSFORM (i love vegeta but he is, yknow, a bitch)
Gohan in the Cell saga getting too cocky in Ssj2 and almost getting everybody killed (and Goku DID die)
so like that is a dragon ball thing that happens all the time and carries over to Z, Toriyama kept Vegeta alive cuz he "was useful" to keep the whole "pride is fucking stupid" train going.
And like proof of this very important lesson Goku learned is when Goku lowkey did THAT (getting wordy angyCRUSH FRIEZA'S HAND) on Namek when Krillin got killed and his reaction was to tell Gohan to run when he transformed into a super saiyan because he didn't feel like (virtuous, honorable, somewhat rational in the whole not killing people department) himself and was afraid he couldn't control the form.
"Do as i tell you right now! before i lose whatever little sense of reason i have left" He knows he's going off the fucking rails like many villains would when on the verge of defeat, frieza being one of 'em. (btw i think thats the line he tells gohan in the kai dub in english idk i watched it in spanish)
Point is the guy now knows that getting angry like he just did and start shit-talking your opponents isn't like, a good thing (but like hes not very much in control so he still does it yknow how da supah saiyan is), and he tries to restrain himself at least a little when he totally bodies Frieza (he "makes him pay" but doesn't kill him), for many reasons, some of those being that wasting time flaunting was not a good idea (and lowkey the first beats of the fight proved that by the fact that frieza fires that stupid fucking PLANET EXPLODE NOW ball and now they are on a true time limit)}
And even when Super completely assassinates Goku in certain ways he still says stuff like "No i don't wanna be a god of destruction that's fucking boring!! the Tournament Of Power showed me strong people AND I'M REALLY EXCITED AND I WANNA TRAIN AND GET STRONGER!!!" in the Broly movie! very much in character! as Goku has also rejected the Kami position before :) (edit: the point is showing goku has that mentality of "i'm not the strongest and i kinda dont wanna be cuz that would be pretty boring but i fucking love martial arts and you can always get better so im still training!" and is not like frieza levels of "I AM THE STRONGEST I DONT NEED TO FUCKING TRAIN" or like old vegeta, which was most likely kept alive to make this comparison even if toriyama hated his pussy)
Sorry for the dragon ball values info dump but this was one of the things i learned from the show as a kid and stuck with me all the way to wherever the fuck i am now
I’m watching a subbed dragon ball and I DO NOT KNOW how to word this eloquently / I have no screenshots of proof so I’m just wondering if anyone else has seen dragon ball and has noticed this?
In the Piccolo Daimao arch Goku straight-up has some shit to say. Before he was all young and childish and goofy, and when it came to words he STRAIGHTFORWARD in a fight - when serious, he would state outright that he doesn’t have the patience for his opponents boasts + hedges + insults + general repartee.
But at the turn of the arch it seemed like the shock and grief of Kuririn’s death affected Goku immediately, and he suddenly had words to say. He began acting more like what we see in the BAD GUYS - the attitude that denotes their weakness and is assurance of their later defeat.
Of course the memories are fuzzy by now but off of the top of my head: He called Yajirobe a bastard, to which Yajirobe responded with his debut of “Hey, that’s my line!” He also was rash to assume that Yajirobe was his enemy, but that’s because well, he just got his shit thrashed by Cymbal, and he’s not thinking straight through the grief and pain and all.
I just kept seeing little things like that throughout the arch - like the grief had loosened his tongue, or matured him, or he’s just ageing naturally - Goku engages in repartee now all of a sudden. I feel dumb because I have no solid memories now but just believe me. When he was fighting Piccolo he said some shit that had me clutch my pearls to see coming from him. Altogether, Goku is exhibiting a newfound WIT WITH and FAVOR FOR words, and a confidence that when laced with his anger and impatience almost comes across as arrogance.
My most recent (and therefore, extant) example is when Goku is facing Mr Popo. Just in the little I’ve seen thus far, he’s sort of acting like a classic dragon ball villain E.G. loser. When Mr Popo is able to land the first hit on him, Goku actually blames it on dumb luck, and assures himself that it won’t happen again. Yknow, like all the villains do when Goku is able to land a hit on them.
And then he actually starts to insult his opponent. Yknow, the type of behavior that Goku used to not have patience for, and used to be too virtuous/mature/honorable for, and he would at times ask his opponent to cease with the hot talk and to get on with the fight.
Goku is straight up sloppy, arrogant, and IMPATIENT in this fight thus far, and the shit he lets himself think is too close to the shit that always ends up costing some villain a victory.
I know this wasn’t eloquent, and I know that I failed to offer sufficient proof, but I’m wondering if anyone else noticed this as well and has some thoughts on it. It feels like a lot of things.
Goku is still caught up in the grief and pain of the ARDUOUS ORDEALS he just went through. It’s more to ask of anyone ever, and now he’s gotta do one more fucking thing. And we can understand his impatience, then. Furthermore, it does just feel like he’s gotten older. Maybe his brain is hardening, and all of his victories are catching up to his ego. He’s not his usual self of awe and admiration for a strong opponent - he’s seen life and death too INTIMATELY these past days and he’s TENSE. In all of this he’s found his words and is playing along with the warrior’s repartee that he’s been exposed to by battle after battle.
Did anyone else notice anything similar and take start by it?
#this might also not make sense im like on my new meds#because what neurotypical non-medicated guy writes about dragon ball and goku like this#also im guessing#ROSHI FOR BLACKLIST!!!#we hate his pussy here but also he did one good thing:#make goku a better person#still forever awed at that
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in tears imagining fires giggling kicking its feet daydreaming about its stupid cartoon supervillain plan and using a victorian glitter gel pen to doodle all of its enemies dying in increasingly gruesome agonizing ways. it probably twirled its fur and cupped its cheeks and had little hearts sketched all around the margins and everything
#the scheme of the phoenix is just fires going#step one kill everyone who's ever inconvenienced me. step two ??????. step three LONDON IS MINE FOREVER#STUPID ass bat. im kind of in awe??#yin-thoughts#fallen london#fallen london spoilers#railway spoilers#mr spices SPECIFICALLY for NO REASON too. it's still jealous spices got laid and it didnt huh
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Viktor: Is everyone ready for the concert-- Is that EYELINER??
Yuuri, rubbing near his eye: Phichit insisted I put some on so I don’t look ‘out of place’. Does it look okay?
Viktor:
Yurio: …Viktor, no--
Viktor: *lunges at Yuuri*
Yurio: VIKTOR, WE’RE IN PUBLIC
#yuri on ice incorrect quotes#yuuri katsuki#viktor nikiforov#yuri plisetsky#sorry i haven't posted in forever i've been sick for over a month and it's been Awful#and i'm still sick :(
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Source: The Washington Post
#“mobile chateau”#so what if I cried after reading this 😭😭#this article was well written#but it does have a major flaw in being absolutely wrong about Esteban and the incidents with his teammates#there are so many things I want to share from this article#the huge sacrifice Esteban's parents did for him will forever leave me at awe of them#the way they tried to protect him from the consequences of the decision that they made...#to make everything as comfortable as possible for him#even if in the end he still felt the pressure 🥺#esteban ocon#eo31
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I won an art raffle that @swordcoasts was running, and chose my lovely tiefling draconic sorcerer, Khione Hellebore, to be drawn in their style. I am still blown away by how beautiful she looks. Thank you so much again for this!!
#bg3#baldur’s gate 3#bg3 oc#my oc: khione hellebore#i'm still in absolute awe of her in your style#i'm gonna put this on my wall and look at it forever#thank you so much again!!!#your art style is so beautiful
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Why is Ninjagotwt arguing about who the worst parents are when Dr. Julien and Sora's parents are RIGHT THERE!!! Misako is the worst MY ASS!!!
#even if echo didnt EXIST back during s2#he still exists now#and dr. j left a sentient being in the lighthouse forever#now does that make him an awful person? no#just an awful father#you can be a terrible parent in some cases and not a terrible person.#like FSM#hes an AWFUL father#but its obvious he wasnt like some super evil dude#and then theres soras parents#evil ppl and awful parents#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#raine's rambles
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You know what the worst feeling I've been having lately is? Wanting more than anything to get back into Actual Art again but finding a sudden anxiety that stops me. Even if I'm still as capable as I was, it's the mental block. It's why I've all but kept commissions closed for this whole time: this overwhelming fear of letting people down. Especially in times as troubled as these, where money is tight, and patience is thin. I've always been blessed with such patient and considerate commissioners, but I would hate to test people because of my malfunctioning brat of a brain.
I just wish it came to me as easily as it did before the massive burnout/medication. But it's up to me to come up with my own motivation. And it's ME.
Anyway. Thanks as always for sticking around despite... all of this. I'll get back on the horse soon.
#text post#april rambles#it's stupid because I WANT to do it#but even wanting to do things doesn't trick my jerkass brain#the meds helped some things and fucked other things#I'm still trying to reshape my relationship with watercolor#I haven't touched it enough and yet I'm trying to learn more#which sounds dumb#but so is anxiety am i right?#so i've been poking linocut because i don't feel bad being awful or unskilled at it or whatever#it's no pressure#and I'm disproportionately afraid of pressure now#which is something the medication can't fix#now if only I could purchase motivation and courage#I'm just so worried I'll disappoint people forever#you know how vicious cycles are#anyway i'm gonna get things done one way or another
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If you guys could show Baghera some love, that would be great! She, Etoiles, and Felps have all been receiving a lot of harassment in their chats lately, but Baghera in particular has been really affected by it.
Please show her your support and tell her how much she's appreciated!
#mod post#QSMP#Baghera#TBD#Forever and Cellbit discussed ways to deal with it#and it seems like Forever and the mods are gonna go in and start mass banning people#and then cross-ban them on Cellbit's channel#but in the meantime please show Baghera support#and Etoiles and Felps too!#the context is so dumb its just people complaining that they arent good enough#or dont do enough lore or dont do things the way they want#and took the spot of someone ''who deserved it more''#You know. Typical stupid backseater stuff#But it's still awful#I hope all the QSMP members do the Phil method and cross ban all these idiots from EVERYONE'S chats#temporary post#I'll delete this later but seeing Baghera post this made me really sad
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