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Okay, Children of Earth is singlehandedly the most traumatising piece of media ever produced
#i loved it#im still in shock#jack stop running away from your problems#poor gwen#ianto is still alive what the fuck do you mean#let me live in denial#i cant believe they were using children as drugs bloody hell#torchwood#children of earth#torchwood s3#captain jack harkness#jack harkness#ianto jones#gwen cooper
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Intertwined ⭐
Here's a little watercolour piece I made for my darling best friend and partner (!!) @carryonmylovelies when they came to visit me in Spain 🤭💗💗
#nothing like a cute carry on painting to seduce your bestie#(i still cant believe we're together im the luckiest bastard alive)#carry on#simon snow#baz pitch#rainbow rowell#if you're reading this i love you my raegan 🥰#my art
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INCREDIBLE PURCHASES MADE THIS WEEKEND
Went to a flea market with my sister @the-peak-tmnt and I can’t believe we were lucky enough to find 2018 merch— ESPECIALLY this GIANT RAPH!! You can’t imagine how fast I snatched him when we saw him omg (enjoy the water bottle for scale)
They’re all so silly and perfect I LOVE THEM AHHHHH ��️‼️
#the scream I scrumpt when we saw him#also the dude running the stall was so nice and was stoked that we were stoked#I CANT believe we saw 2018 stuff holy crap#IM SO EXCITED AHHHHHHH#also hi I’m still alive lol#pastel prattling#non neon void related#save rise of the tmnt#save rottmnt#ROTTMNT#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles
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WAILS SO FUCKING LOUDLY BTW.
#DO YOU GET IT.#BOOTHILL NOT SEEING HIMSELF AS HUMAN/ALIVE BUT STILL BELIEVING IN WHAT HE USED TO HAVE#REMINISCING ON HIS HUMANITY AS IF IT LEFT HIM#WHEN REALLY HIS FONDNESS TOWARDS THAT SUPPOSEDLY LOST FACT *IS* WHAT MAKES HIM SO HUMAN.#HES DEHUMANIZED IN TEXT BOTH BY HIMSELF AND BY OTHERS AND YET.#AND YET HIS MOTIVATIONS REVEAL A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT SELF#ONE THAT IS SO BLATANTLY CLEAR BUT THAT HE CANT SEE BECAUSE HE DOESNT PERCEIVE HIMSELF AS ALIVE ANYMORE.#HES SO HUMAN OH IM FUCKING SICK.#HEAD IN HANDSSSSSS#boothill#hsr#honkai star rail
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Why do people keep saying they want Agatha to adopt Billy or that Billy is a motherless child or that Agatha is Billy's new mom.... Y'all he says Rebecca is his mom, canonically in the show. Agatha isn't his mom.
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#william kaplan#rebecca kaplan#billy maximoff#Agatha isnt his mome hes has enough moms hes got Rebecca and maybe Wanda in the future. for THREE YEARS Rebecca was his mom#put some respect on her name#i cant believe i have to keep saying this#agatha isnt his mom. billy isnt a replacement nicky. agatha cares for billy yes but why does that have to be she his mom now?#i love my nieces ans nephews are they my children? no. im their aunt. id still help them need be. agatha has no parental power over billy#i see her as more aunt figure or mentor. why does she have to be his mom? he has enough moms? i thought we settled on Fun Aunt Agatha?#a coven is a non traditional family unit why do we have to put them in traditional family boxes?#hell the whole kaplan-maximoff-shepherd dynamic isnt traditional its messy and complicated. why would you want to water it down?#...........#i saw someone on tiktok say they want Agatha to Adopt Billy....how. would that work? he has two. perfectly alive and loving parents at home?#he loves them? he talks about them? he calls them his mom and dad? he spent 3 years with them? they're not abusive or horrible people!#why would he leave them? again HE LOVES THEM! Did you miss the part where he hugges them and looks at them fondly and they love him?#you want the twin with shit parents that would leave them and never look back? THATS TOMMY!
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there is objectively no normal explanation for why ludger cherish would use the name of a supposedly dead criminal to build up his own underworld empire despite knowing the full consequences for if it gets leaked out, and then some time later show up at the center of the town in the exact same outfit of the said dead man despite knowing that the detective who was deeply involved with that man in the past was standing less than a hundred meters away from him
#no one:#ludger cherish: hello my name is james moriarty u prolly wont believe this but im actually still alive#casey selmore i know u are out there pls come get me asap xoxo#ah damn girl i cant believe u actually wanna arrest me?? without even first trying to say hello??? arent u happy that im not dead????#academy's undercover professor
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without you
#hxh#kacho and fugetsu#me when i err uhhh scribble#my art#seriously though can you tell im going crazy about hxh rn#like. just the fact that theres been so much of a focus on postmortem nen in the SW arc#like that zombie girl? misha? woah i cant believe i remembered her name straight off the dome those flashcards & pop quizzes must be workin#anyway the zombie girl who is like. still working with the mob after her DEATH!!??? like the amount of loyalty...#and so often we've seen post-mortem nen used in a violent of dangerous way. i.e. you kill ME i curse YOU#and then we saw hisoka use it as a fucking cheat code for death#its great its great but. just. ughh the idea that your nen ability... you know. the beast that was formed from your most intimate desires#and fears and weaknesses#the most primal needs in you brought to the surface#and at the heart of her being the thing kacho wants most in the world is to be with her sister#this is post-mortem nen. its not just curses and cheat codes but this prevailing love and refusal to let go of the ones care about the most#idk it reminds me a bit of the mechanics of kite's resurrection.. or hell the chimera ants in general#the prevailing humanity inside each of us#kacho isnt gone she loved fugetsu so much she fucking incarnated herself into a nen beast#i want this to be a thing where kacho is still alive in the way that the chimera ant reincarnations are alive yk? for my own sanity#but yeah. yeah. succesion war go brrrrrrr#screeds#hxh manga spoilers#hunter x hunter#art#prince kacho#prince fugetsu#kacho hxh#fugetsu hxh
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Kr answered our prayers ????? Bimi wrote Kuukous new solo and it’s a banger ??????????? When I saw Bimi in the top corner I legitimately started crying I’m so happy we got a Bimi banger for Kuukou. 😭😭
I LITERALLY WOKE UP FROM A DREAM WHERE KUUKOUS NEW SOLO WASNT AT ALL BASED ON ROCK AND THEN IT STARTED AND THE MOMENT I SAW THE CREDITS I DID A WHOLE ASS SOMERSAULT ON MY BED SCREAMING AND I STARTED CRYING ON THE SECOND LISTEN I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS REAL I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS MY REALITY A BIMI BANGER WITH HAYAMA KUUKOU MY CHEST HURTS THIS IS THE GREATEST DAY OF MY LIFE
#vee got an ask#I THINK IM GOING TO BE SICK MY TUMMY HURTS TOO I CANT BELIEVE KR ACTUALLY HEARD US???????????????????#THEY ARE GIVING ME EVERYTHING AND GIVING EVERYTHING TO KUUKOU#THE WAY HAYAMA SAN GOT SOME OF THAT BIMI KICK WHILE SINGING IT BUT ITS STILL HAYAMA KUUKOU THRU AND THRU#AND I CANT BELIEVE WE GOT A KUUKOU SONG ON PAR WITH BAKUTOKAIDO HOW IS THIS REALITY#AM I ALIVE???????? LIKE AM I ACTUALLY ALIVE RIGHT NOW IS THIS HYPE HEADACHE PROOF I AM ALIVE IN A WORLD WHERE BIMI WROTE A KUUKOU SOLO#IS THIS JOY REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLL?????????????????????????????
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okay anyway. sorry for the repeated eminem posts i got reminded of his existence and he fascinates me to literally no end
#whats his deal. like actually what is wrong with him#not in a blorbo way. like genuinely whats his fucking deal#this guy gets into controversies like his life depends on it. i want to study him#i feel like every couple months i see him doing some bullshit nd every single time i go ''hes still alive?'' like.#how is he. a person#how does eminem Exist#he feels like a fictional character#hes like if you took jesse out of breaking bad genuinely.#what was even his claim to fame#being able to rap really fast? being controversial?#BOTH?#like. i mean his older music is. good. i guess#its certainly catchy for sure. its very much a product of mid-late 90s and early 2000s rap#and he just. never grew out of that?#hes still making music in that style#theres nothing. wrong with that per se. but there is when its EMINEM doing it#im rambling. do you see what this fucking freak does to me. fascinating individual. i cant believe hes Real#speaking.mp4
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it is so hard for me to believe that shipping discourse is an actual thing. people actually get upset about this? aint no way
#willry#im lookin at you#and uh also.#any undertale ships#and omori#who cares which traumatized teen dates the other? i sure dont#looking back at my gacha life days......oh lord.#still cant believe i made it out of that alive#THE DEATH THREATS i personally got. oml#ITS PIXELS#WORDS#IMAGES ON A SCREEN#PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER#fembonnie talks
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plane scene is so funny cause why is mine a sleeper agent that wakes up whenever daigo is mentioned
can’t wait to see it in dragon engine :3
mine has been the winner for Funniest Character Imaginable for 15 consecutive years and i have yet to see anyone come close i fear
#snap chats#originally i wrote 'funniest character alive' and then remembered. HAH im so funny //throws up//#all my fave charas know how to do is get crazy on planes over men they love its disgusting#utterly hilarious cause after making the last post i went on twitter and they mentioned ANOTHER plane scene i throw up over#diff franchise so not important it is just SIMPLY funny how coincidences work and further confirming I Have A Type#BUT NO BACK TO MINE IT'S STILL SO FUCKIN FUNNY I HAVE TO REWATCH IT#i have to replay it .... all of y3 ...#if anyone remembers my friend from college and how we used to stream she asked me if we could stream#and i was like 'girl i havent streamed in Fuck Ever huh' and yk what maybe i'll stream y3 with her#at the very least ill stream y3 for myself ... legend mode .....#ive beaten y3 legend mode one (1) time and it was the worst experience of my life because if its not shadow the hedgehog#i am not good at the game i am playing !!!!!!!!!!! it'll be funny tho#i remember wanting to do a y3 drinking run but i told myself id stop drinking so i simply think. i will substitute drinking for hot sauce#its an idea im ironing out and i also have to like. properly set up a twitch- or maybe ill stream through youtube#ive always liked youtube streaming more ... at least as a viewer#these are all details for plans i will not be enacting literally any time soon can i stay on topic#the topic being i love mine. i love that plane scene forever the casual Whats Goin On Here :)#and he is the embodiment of :) in that scene casue :] is gen friendly but :) has an underlying aura of Im Going To Kill You#thats him in that scene. and i love him. for the third time. im ending this post now forever and always stan mine#if and whenever y3k comes out i cant wait to see !! but i personally believe that's well and away from us at this point#not impossible since they did mention it but yk. i dont think itll happen within the next year or two#maybe next five or ten realistically. if that jVLAEKJVLAEKJ ok bye fr now
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thinking about freehoun so bad tonight oughhhhhhhhhhhh
#i wanna draw it so bad but i need to eat and then go to bed#like- just the idea of the rescas. barney sees gordon being dragged away and is forced to leave him#and even though he knows gordon lived- he defeated the nihlanth after all- he's still never going to see him again#the vorts say he's alive- they INSIST he's alive- but he'd still be on xen with no way to get back#and then barney just exists selflessly trying to help the resistance for 20 years#every so often he hears about gordon coming back one day and fuck he wants to believe that but he just *cant*#until he sees him at the train station#holy shit. it's him. and he hasn't aged a damn day.#barney can't even properly reunite because they would get caught and killed#so he calls issac and sends gordon on his way trying so so so hard to pokerface for the rest of his shift#when he gets back he only finds out gordon is on the run and in danger#and he cant do shit to help him#and when gordon gets to black mesa east barney isn't even there#all that- all of half life 2- and they can't properly reunite#and then the citadel explodes#man. he would ABSOLUTELY think gordon was just fucking killed then.#and when he STILL survives... just. imagine this with me.#im ill. i am so very very ill#freehoun#half life#dimond speaks
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Hii bookie
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#mod dawn#not a take#mod dawn shitposts#ig????#hi im still alive ive been busy recently :(#man i cant believe i missed out on some epic mikesys takes god damn
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#so on my way home..#i walked by a school and besides the fact that i felt so depressed bc just looking at these kids and adults i have NO hope for the future#i saw two boys on a bench as i walked by... and i just thought they were talking. and too late i realized that no one of the boys were#bullying the other boy. the bully walked away and the other boy just sat there looking so lifeless and dejected#a teacher came and sat down w that boy and i just kept walking. even if i wanted to say smth it's like what would i even do abt that situati#that made me so sad both bc that boy.. he looked so dejected and used to it. that anxiety going to school knowing you're bullied is awful#and like i imagined talking to him and saying heyyy if you're lucky you'll grow up to be 25yrs old#live like a parasite off your mom and be on wellfare and never have had a job :)#you'll have no education or highschool diploma :) you will still struggle to finish hs even at an easier level :)#you will also not have had friends in 10yrs and you'll be terrified of ppl and getting close to anyone and even going outside!!#you'll have no interests and hobbies and skills! you'll simply be a waste of space loser being a burden on everyone around u!#whoop whoop stay alive buddy it will only get worse ❤️#god i just wanna cry. how did i let my life turn out this way??? i used to be full of dreams and life and passion and HOPE#i used to believe in things and in people. i had so many dreams and i wanted to try and do so many things#now all i can think is 'i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die'. im miserable wherever i go lmao#there's this bridge over the highway i have to cross when i walk to school and every time i look down at the trafic and when a truck drives#by i feel my entire body vibrate. i just wanna jump and get mauled by it.#or i dont *want* to but i feel so deeply and desperately that it's the only way for me#only way to make it stop hurting. and i am weak. i dont know how to just 'stop' or take control of my life. thats why i wanna die#bc i know that i wont be able to. that my life will never amount to anything#for fuck's sake my dream now is just to have my own 1bedroom apartment and have a shitty job - like in a grocery store or whatever!!!!!#not even that can i make happen! bc im so worthless i cant do anything. im also stupid so i wouldnt be able to do my job right#i dont know... i dont know... these feelings and thoughts are too much i just wanna relax#but i cant bc my ribs hurt and idk if it's heartburn or an ulcer 💀 why am i even alive???? what am i doing all this for? 😭#my thoughts ran away but i meant like seeing that reminded me of how much of a failure i became#bc of my circumstances and all the shitty ppl around me thru out my life
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In tears over this actually
#im so upset i hate everything#this scene will ways be too much for me#the fact that eric really wanted to believe Chef was still alive#cartman cant have one decent person in his damn life#maybe his mom now that she seems to be trying but thats a whole other topic
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:(
I really need a hug
Hold those you love close tonight. For me?
#ramble corner with major#rant#tw rant#vent#tw vent#people who dont want to hear me dont have too then#sigh#i dont often complain or am upset about stuff#i like being the person who everyone looks too for joy#like oh major is okay so i can be too#tw death#death#i miss her already#i just cant believe it#like i know to some people its just a pet. its just a cat?#when i say she was my best friend#i mean it#sorry to be all upset on main#but its 11.40pm and im baking cookies and crying into the cookie dough and just#i miss her so much#ill delete this later#so it dosent clog up the dash#but#delete later#my darling my sweetheart my entire world#the reason i was still alive two years ago#shes gone and ill never see her again#and i dont know what to do now#:(
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