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my pov of charlie getting flustered at a compliment 😭 so cute
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WHY DIDN’T I GO TALK TO GIGI WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE (this is me having a breakdown 2 months later)
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First tickets for the Wicked movie are officially going on sale tomorrow.
#wicked#wicked movie#ariana grande#cynthia erivo#glinda upland#elphaba thropp#gelphie#dailygrande#galinda upland#still kinda can’t believe this is actually happening#so many years waiting and we’re just 45 days away
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Golden Hour (+ lineart below cut)
I took a picture of the lines for once and did some basic crappy photo editing on my phone, so you could probably print this out and use it as a coloring page or something if you so wish lol. Do with it what you will.
#honkai star rail#dr ratio#veritas ratio#aventurine#aventurine hsr#cherallart#as you can see i forgor i wanted to draw his glasses til like. last second#i can’t believe it’s been like 2 whole months since I last did a whole like. watercolor illustration#part of that’s been bc I’ve been having a bit of a rough semester bc adhd med issues (which are resolved now)#but I really wanted to draw aventurine and ratio. my boys#i’ve been LOVING penacony so far so I needed to get something nice out#anyway I did this while my s/o and I alternated between reading a 500 pg long history book out lout to each other#it’s called ‘the inheritance of rome’ and kinda covers what happened after the collapse of the western roman empire#and tries to identify and explain all the cultural echoes and reverberations and transformations that rose from its ashes#throughout europe north africa and the middle east. anyway it’s super interesting and I highly recommend it#the late antique period is not something often covered/talked abt in public ed hist classes. at least not when I was goin through em#or the transitory period between it and the early medieval period at least#i still got 150 pages left and a final paper due on it in like 4 days but it’s only a 5 pg minimum and I’m a wordy bitch so#i think i can make it#anyway back to that I go
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I haven’t even read the epilogue yet, but apparently the last few chapters of Ascendance of a Bookworm Part 4 Volume 3 was written solely to make me ugly cry for an hour. (Spoilers ahead)
That goodbye was brutal. I cannot. I am so upset about this. I was upset waaaay back in the beginning for being denied my rightful Gunther and Myne father and daughter ADORABLENESS! When she unthinkingly reached out to him after the Hasse execution and he gave her his coat? I was a puddle of tears y’all 😭 😭
And now? This last tie being severed and those two years being lost is just too cruel. I’m sure later I’ll squeal over how cute it was for Ferdinand to praise her like that (b/c omg it was SO cute!), but right now all I can think about is how tragic and sad it must have been for him. How unexpectedly happy he must have been to receive such praise, that would only come once a year. How utterly alone he must have felt sometimes…
Right so I’m back to crying. This book is more than kicking me in the feelings. I got hit with a 20 hit combo and am down for the count.
#I’m so sad#lutz was a real one from day one#still is I love him#gonna miss her throwing herself at him for hugs#also Justus please throw Ferdinand under the bus more#omg I can’t believe he showed such emotion#poor Myne#not going to lie I was on the edge of my seat thinking she was going to teach him the proper way to praise someone right then and there!#that would have been something huh?#can’t wait for that to happen#hopefully it happens#Luuuuutz!#Gunther Effa and Tuuli#even Kamil#love y’all forever you will be missed 😭#ascendance of a bookworm#ascendance of a bookworm spoilers#for everything up until#ascendance of a bookworm p.4 v.3#my library doesn’t have part 5 and I’m freaking out a little#help a girl out if you know of a library that has it!
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No one
No one at all
Me-*telling people about the aqua teen hunger force Boston bomb scare whenever the shows brought up in conversation*
#I still can’t believe that happened#aqua teen hunger force#I will tell people about this till the day I die
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crying whenever i talk about Cookie9 because all my friends have these interesting and unique theories on them while i take everything too literally and they all just stare at me like “dude… uuugh we r TIRED” <-they dont actually say this they are very kind to me but i can Feel It
#my version of them is centered around their blog version with the ‘personality’ of their steam review and like a bunch of HC#i developed them with the implication that they’re Real but i’m a bit iffy on it#because all my friends have theories about how they’re from the narrator’s consciousness which is sick as hell#and i’m unsure how to actually structure everything or if i should go the same route so i can get approval from them </3#my friends r the real reviewer fans even though they dont plague themselves over them every day and im so sad that i don’t know anythinggg#gggggggggggg#like im p sure they genuinely hate the stuff i make about cookie9 and im just. scrumbles myself. sorry im Trying :( i’m not smart#or good at writing or even media literate#whatever that term means#all i have is love in my heart for them i don’t know anything at all#ouhghghhg they hate It so much but i cant do anything else and it’s all i have#like all my cookie9 stuff works on the ‘what if their blog self Was Real’ but i’m not actually sure how to fit it all into my actual parabl#stuff because i still havent worked out how my parable itself works#and people probably don’t think i know enough and i don’t think they’ll approve if i try. so i Don’t#tempted to blame this on my like. general crushing lack of intelligence caused by both physical and mental reasons#but i want to believe i could do better if i try? but that’s incredibly hopeful#i’ll be stuck here forever i think#<-guy who. whenever Anything wrong happens ever. just goes back to ‘oh yeah its because im dumb as fuckign rocks. due to the Incidents’#i am very scared of the possibility that it is possible for me to be anything more because that implies that i’m stupid because i didnt try#even though i’m trying very very fucking hard and every time i get something wrong way more than anyone else i’ve ever known#and they hate me for it . MAN!!!!!!!!!#<-brain is lying 2 me i think nobody hates me or . whatever. it still feels like it though im just saying this because i dont want anyone t#think people genuinely hate me for being stupid. i mean. people DO. but not my friends ☝️#man i can’t even get into the buglivia crap either because she is so abstracted from her actual review#girl w identity issues and also the general normal Changing A Lot Through Time. i scrumble her. around#her Self during 2018 would in fact be in character for the review.i want to draw her during that time. she took everything so seriously </3#tbh my version of her does react well to TSP humor but at the time she felt like she wasn’t allowed 2 Do Her Thing and tried to seem#more professional and Normal and it seeped into EVERYTHING for a bit#cookie9 though just genuinely found the narrator annoying and patronizing. its just not his thing and thats fine#<-random nonsensechemical reviewer bits hidden inside the vents. SEND POST.
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i finally finished evil cbs i’m going through so much right now
#evil cbs#evil paramount#IM INSANE. THE BABY IS STILL EVIL?!!! AND KRISTEN KNOWS YET IGNORES IT HANDLCJZKJXXKXK#ILL SAY THIS IS THE PERFECT SHOW FOR A CONTINUATION LIKE 10-20 YEARS FROM NOW#like. what the FUCK#am i crazy for thinking future laura is still future laura ?#like yes kristen’s explanation makes sense. but i do believe#plus her saying some things could potentially spoil them and make them not come true#like david leaving priesthood for her etc#still convinced ben is going to join them. he can not survive at that job without going further insane#i am glad it was left open ended though like whatever happens next is whatever we imagine it to be#but also it feels like such a prequel. like shit will likely go down years in the future and thats when things get really bad#i also love that though#like thats not the point of this story#its not to say that story can’t be eventually told one day#evil the show that you are. you will always stay in my heart#easily the best show i’ve seen in a long time#evilposting#my posts
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The worst part about fandom culture being majority OSA women/girls, is that they all just expect you to share their attraction for the male of the day. They fan themselves over these dudes and try to get you to join in and you don’t know how to explain to them that you literally feel nothing when you look at these men. At best it’s like looking at a nice painting and at worst it’s like looking at a wet diseased rat. It’s like grade school all over again where everyone is bonding over their boy crushes and you’re expected to play along or be alienated.
It gets even more awkward when they try to hide the fact that they’re attracted to these males by saying it’s “gender envy”, or claiming that they’re some form of “asexual”. And you just want to say come on, you’re clearly attracted to this man, say it with your chest and stop trying to find a way to get me to rave about receding hairlines with you.
#it’s been such an awkward experience from day 1 of being involved in fandom#it’s just another example of people being unwilling to believe that there are women who simply are not attracted to men#I’ve been involved in fandom for years now and this has been a constant reoccurring experience#pretty much anyone I talked to would be like ‘omg look at himmmm he’s so gorgeoussss look at those legs’#and I’d just be like ‘haha I’m gay so I don’t really Get It’#but they STILL GO ON ABOUT IT#It’s like they expect you to just magically develop attraction for some guy#this happens in real life too with OSA women going on about men to lesbians and just Not Getting that we cannot share the enthusiasm#again: they can’t accept that there are women and girls who have no interest in men#they think we all are capable of at least some attraction to men#and it shows with the blatant disregard for our sexuality they constantly show in small ways#I’d love to know if other lesbians have experienced this or if I’m just unlucky#my ramblings
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Your artstyle is so whimsical and joyous it makes me so happy looking at it -person from Twitter who happened to have a tumblr acc
I’m very glad and happy you feel that way :,0) 💚!!!!
#these days has been feeling awfulll…I was loooking my art from months ago it was dookieeeee 😟#now im learning how to draw correctly. and doing taking slowly (that what happens if you rush art wooommmmppp…#but. I cant still believe ppl like my art. in a genuine way#ALSO hi twitter person! can’t believe you go through your tumblr acc to ask this. very awesome!!!!#I appreciate it 🐛🌈#asks
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Last pictures of me in my 20s ✌🏽
#I turn 30 in 4 days#absolutely insane#can’t believe I’m even alive still lmfao 💀#in traditional birthday fashion I am wildly sad for some unknown reason????#love being a sad lil water sign it’s so fun lol#it’s never actually my bday that makes me sad either lmfao#like something else always happens#this year it’s the yearning#feel like it might actually kill me#the reawakening of the romantic it me has been The Worst™️#gods I need a hug 😭😭😭😭#me#self#face#shut up rian
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anyways that’s too much lxl on the dash. stream karakuri pierrot instead~
#it’s ymk art so it’s still within the safe zone of this hw-oriented blog i s w e a r#i should really get back to reading the novel one of these days… i need to know what happens between miku and her art club senpai yuto#come to think of it. this song was featured on pd f2nd right? like suki kirai#wow~~~~~~ can’t believe i forgot that there were 2 songs with ymk art in their og pvs in the same game#wait did she do the loading screen art for this as well? ik she did it for suki kirai but. hm. i can’t remember~~~~~~~~#can’t believe this game came out 10 years ago like wow where has time gone mans#anyways!!! going back to ymk and moge’s old vocasong mvs is always a treat tbh#i still can’t forget how surprised i was when i realised that moge did the art for answer (jbf sequel). like w h o a yk?#(yes im going back to older vocasongs to try to recover from last stage mv s h u s h)
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WHERE is the picture of the little monkey that says the grief is never ending but so is the love I am in need
#I want my old url back#Again#That thing about grief finding you on a sunny day#I went and read some old fanfiction and I feel like throwing up#I miss those people…but my aim is getting better!!!!#Disclaimer: I do not fuckin miss those people that is the devil talking#Its after 9 pm I cannot believe any emotions felt post 9 pm#God#it makes me so mad that I can’t get evyptids back tho I wanna reclaim that shit#That was a good internet name! It would’ve aged MUCH better in the era of cryptocurrency#And there was a solid 2 years or so there where if someone called out “Evie” I probably would’ve turned around#And look it needed to go when it did that needed to happen#But I want it back now and it drives me fuckin bonkers that I can’t get it even tho the blog was deleted#Liek it’s DEAD it’s GONE and yet tumblrs still like “oops! This blog already exists :)”#NO IT DOESNT MOTHERFUCKER I TOOK THAT THING OUT BACK AND SHOT IT MYSELF I KNOW WHERE ITS BURIED
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imagine being me and minding my own business at work and someone comes into my store cosplaying my girlfriend ??
#talking#imagine being me. putting cigarettes away. door bell rings i turn around#BOOM. HEATHER MASON COSPLAYER . IN MY STORE#I AM NOT KIDDING#edit: it’s days later and i still can’t believe this happened .
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#for the last couple days whenever I try to talk to partner about something more serious I’m feeling/thinking they just acknowledge that#they read it and then just blow it off. like putting a sad face emoji to show they read my message and then sending 💕 which is our#indicator for ‘don’t want to/can’t talk right now’. and if they were at work I’d understand but then they don’t try to let me talk later#when we’re together either. and this has even been happening at times where they’re home on a day off. I get maybe not having the energy or#capacity to let someone vent or complain or whatever but at the same time… we’ve been together a year and a half and we live together now#and they’re supposed to be the person I can count on to let me talk and help me feel better if I’m depressed or sad or anxious or whatever#I would do it for them and I do actually do it for them whenever they need me to because I believe that’s what a good partner should do#and yeah my problems are not very serious but they’re still a big deal to me and making me sad/upset and I want to be able to talk about#them outside of just going to therapy once a week. therapy is great and all but emotions aren’t programmed to just line up with a session#I’m still going to think and feel things during the rest of my time outside of therapy and need support and I’m just not getting it now#but what am I supposed to do? try to force them to listen to me? that wouldn’t be fair to either of us#guess I’ll just be stuck alone with my thoughts as usual#personal
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Roudise Week Day 7: Holidays
Y’all, I can’t believe we made it to the last day of Roudise Week already 😭
It was such a joy getting to experience it. Everyone in this fandom is so flipping talented, it’s unreal!! Special thank you to @devilh0rnsinc and @ltwharfy for making this week possible!!❣️
#roudiseweek2023#of course i had to add a frosty the snowman reference for this last piece#yes yes it looks very similar to my school/rudyville piece but i still tried to make it look distinct#i had so much fun participating in this week and i can’t believe i actually participated in every single day with an art piece!!#that’s never happened before and while it was exhausting it was also very rewarding so i’m hoping to do this again for future events
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