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anime-moreanime-animeagain · 3 months

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I haven’t even read the epilogue yet, but apparently the last few chapters of Ascendance of a Bookworm Part 4 Volume 3 was written solely to make me ugly cry for an hour. (Spoilers ahead)

That goodbye was brutal. I cannot. I am so upset about this. I was upset waaaay back in the beginning for being denied my rightful Gunther and Myne father and daughter ADORABLENESS! When she unthinkingly reached out to him after the Hasse execution and he gave her his coat? I was a puddle of tears y’all 😭 😭

And now? This last tie being severed and those two years being lost is just too cruel. I’m sure later I’ll squeal over how cute it was for Ferdinand to praise her like that (b/c omg it was SO cute!), but right now all I can think about is how tragic and sad it must have been for him. How unexpectedly happy he must have been to receive such praise, that would only come once a year. How utterly alone he must have felt sometimes…

Right so I’m back to crying. This book is more than kicking me in the feelings. I got hit with a 20 hit combo and am down for the count.

#I’m so sad #lutz was a real one from day one #still is I love him #gonna miss her throwing herself at him for hugs #also Justus please throw Ferdinand under the bus more #omg I can’t believe he showed such emotion #poor Myne #not going to lie I was on the edge of my seat thinking she was going to teach him the proper way to praise someone right then and there!#that would have been something huh?#can’t wait for that to happen #hopefully it happens #Luuuuutz!#Gunther Effa and Tuuli #even Kamil #love y’all forever you will be missed 😭#ascendance of a bookworm #ascendance of a bookworm spoilers #for everything up until #ascendance of a bookworm p.4 v.3 #my library doesn’t have part 5 and I’m freaking out a little #help a girl out if you know of a library that has it!

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