#stay away from my bf
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not saying im mad or anything but i really wanna stab her over and over till the blood splurges and spills out all over the ground and theres no more blood in her body and all that's left is a deflated piece of decaying flesh on the floor :3
#mentally unstable#vent post#:33333#a lil silly#hehehe#obsessive yandere#stay away#lmao#i wanna kill#stay away from my bf#hes mine#fuck off#fucking bitch#smd#heehee#:3 heehee#gonna kill her#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder
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That’s it that’s the movie.
#meg (correct): stay the fuck away from my bf you’re a bad influence#dan (for some fucking reason): meg he isn’t weird okay stop being mean to him#danbert#reanimator#megan halsey#daniel cain#herbert west
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"Another person I can't miss talking about is my beloved handsome big bro. Look, isn't he handsome? They look so good together"
— Force & Book in Only Boo! ep. 12
#only boo the series#only boo#only boo!#force jiratchapong#book kasidet#forcebook#shone#book i love you. BUT SHONE GETTING ON MY NERVE SO FCKIN REAL 😭#good for you shone. you got a handsome bf. now stay away from kang 😤
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i love my boyfriend and his family and i can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with them all
#bf has been ill so i’ve been staying with him#last night he passed out from his nyquil and i ended up falling asleep on his couch with him while his mom was working away in the kitchen#i woke up later and found that she had left a night light on and laid a blanket over me 🥺🥺🥺#and today i went over for christmas eve and his family all practically force fed me and they spoiled the FUCK out of me#i’m still so awkward and nervous around them but they’re so warm and welcoming and lovely people i can see how my bf became the man he is
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they look half dead ☹️
#weezer#rivers cuomo#brian bell#patrick wilson#matt sharp#i rlly like rivers’ hair in this one! it’s epicness#i liked his hair in the 90s with his bowl cut.#bowl cuts are cool#and he looked great w it !#anyways yesterday was my boyfriend’s birthday party; and i got him some chaos emeralds from sonic that he’s been wanting like ; forever!#it was fun for the most part; but nobody told me we would be swimming plus i was the only girl there sooo i was just sitting around while#everybody swam and stuff. and my friend hayden i guess felt bad so he stayed out of the pool despite having swimwear and just played mobile#games with me; which was fun and i really appreciated but this guy ; who will remain nameless was being rlly mean to me at the party#like he was saying stuff abt how my boyfriend didn’t really like me THAT much (we have been together for nearly a year…)#and other things like that; which made me rlly sad and i kept asking my mom to pick me up but she wasn’t answering so i couldn’t do anything#besides trying not to cry and stuff. but it’s okay#and after everybody went inside besides me and my boyfriend ; we were cleaning up the table since the guys left all their trash and i had#like a whole pile of trash; like tons of plates and a whole stack of trash still; the guy from earlier who was mean just like#put his trash on top of the trash i was already carrying inside#since the guys were all crowded around the trash cans (he was closest; but he couldn’t throw it away; rather he wanted to deliberately just#put it on the pile i was carrying ) and it wouldn’t be a big deal if he wasn’t mean earlier; i wouldn’t have cared so much#but he was being real mean and just did that. and i’m a passive person ; but i rolled my eyes a ton at it and idk it felt like the#other guys were laughing; which made me feel even more awful about the fact but yeah so i rolled my eyes tons and he told my bf that he was#sorry about it; but didn’t say it to me and stuff and idk it just made me feel bad#when i was younger i got bullied a lot and people would throw their trash on my lunch tray n it just reminded me of that and made me sad;#but it’s okay now! other than that i had a good time and it was fun! my boyfriend said he loved my gift to him so ya! :D it was fun other#than the stuff with the guy! but yeah. not rlly weezer related tags today; just really wanted to get that off my chest#my boyfriends mom asked if i felt left out; which i definetly did and really wanted to go home but ik i couldn’t so i was just sitting at a#table alone for abt 20 mins while everybody was changingninitially#but it’s okay! ty for listening to my rant i love u all
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still tickles me to think about HW katsucred where thancred's laying there night after night overthinking his relationship with katsu and worrying that he's getting too attached and projecting his feelings onto what he thinks is just a FWB for the both of them to let off steam. guilting himself over burdening katsu with his own attachment
meanwhile katsu's just. completely unaware. and is just giddy that he has someone that he gets to kiss and cuddle for the first time and isn't worried in the slightest about what's going on between them. because he has zero idea how this shit works and is just rolling with it. assuming that thancred, guy with """relationship experience""", knows what he's doing. (he does not. he hasn't earnestly romanced someone outside of work reasons since his mid 20s in my HC.)
it is genuinely a fucking miracle that they made it as far as they did considering the lack of proper communication between them up until late STB. i think if katsu hadn't accidentally blurted out that he loved thancred during their reunion in the lochs, they'd probably still be in a perpetual state of situationship weirdness. idiots (affectionate)
#hw thancred: fuck. im a manipulator. im burdening him. all he needs is an outlet. i cant let myself think he needs me any more than this.#meanwhile hw katsu: hehe :) i really like my cute hyur bf :) he makes me happy :) i hope we stay together :)#during stb urianger overhears thancred speaking with katsu before his bedtime over the linkpearl#and hes like “hey so you and him. you two are like. theres a thing there isnt there”#thancred's like “well i mean idk man im just here to be what he needs and i dont want to burden him with anything” excuse after excuse#and uri's like “hey dumbass. he called you from 2 continents away to say gnight before bed. hes in love with you + youre in love with him”#“you should probably tell him how you feel before its too late” <- guy who just lost a qpp that he hadnt seen in ages (moen)#and thancreds just like. “oh. i guess youre right huh.” <- guy who just lost his sister that he was also bad at talking to#mr thancred spending 10+ yrs utilizing romance as a tool for work and forgetting how to let himself express affection to the ppl he loves..#it is very tasty to me.....#oc rambles#katsucred
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that one post about how the failure mode of being clever is being an asshole is so funny to me.
like, sometimes people act like they're entitled to a long nuanced clever response from you they can just demand again and again, and you have to be an asshole to shut them up and make them leave you alone instead because they don't listen to you when you're being nice about it.
sometimes being an asshole is the point when dealing with people who are persistent, people are not entitled to clever and sometimes people aren't trying to be clever at all. sometimes people just want you to leave them alone bc they got enough shit going on and don't need to be the person responsible for filing in the gaps for you just bc you weren't paying attention.
nb4: this is not a hypothetical situation or universal truth, this is me being annoyed at a guy i had to deal with who thinks i need to calmly educate him when highkey he's so stupid and uninformed i have zero desire to explain anything at all to him.
think I'm an asshole then just shut up oh my god!! that is a Herculean task and i don't need to be the one to do it for you, look for people who put themselves out there like that instead of demanding anything that exists outside of your narrow worldview defend itself from as much scrutiny and questioning as you feel like throwing at it.
conversations go both ways and if you can't listen to someone telling you to drop it and keep walking right past their boundaries, you can't really cry about someone being an asshole when they finally snap on you. pushing someone until they snap because you think you're entitled to having certain conversations is asshole behavior. this is about politics.
#the post I'm referring to is not deep enough to make me post this 🫡 i just hate my friend's bf actually#camping was a very mixed bag but he ruined it for us and i don't think i want to be her friend anymore#or like... IF we do stay friends we need to be strictly doing girls night lol keep ur man away from me he pisses me off
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do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option
#if you can't make connections with people or be seen by anyone then like. at least you can feel like you're helping a better cause#to like charities and gfms and anyone else#but you have to tone that down bc you're slowly losing money bc you still can't get a job#and bc you don't have a job it means you're just stuck in the house all day. which gives Way Too Much opportunity to Think about everything#and also so like. i still share a room with my sister but it was fine bc she'd stay at her bf's a few nights a week#but he's got a job that's a bit further away and basically she can't go round his as much. so now it's maybe like once a week#the room is getting messier so it gives me less energy to do anything#you can get really into an unhealthy weight loss obsession bc at least it feels like you're getting towards something#but idek is set weight theory real? bc once i get down to a certain point it suddenly resets#like honestly counting calories and donating money to every gfm i saw and writing a film script was what kept me going#but first one isn't working and second i need some sort of income and third is finished and i have no way of actually creating it#and then there's the whole lack of stable hyperfixation and ability to find new music i enjoy#and realistically what would fix me is having a good job that i enjoy and somewhere to live on my own#but until i get a job that's currently impossible. and even then it probably won't feel like enough#my entire life is lived on my phone i need more physical objects but i don't have enough space#bc i share a room with my sister. it's like all my problems are connected#and i have enough optimism that i still think it'll get better in the next few weeks. maybe i'll be able to get a job and that'll#get everything going again#but at the same time i could easily just die#I've graduated from uni. I've seen the who live 3 times. I've crashed my car twice. I've watched 30 years of corrie. I've met various dogs#what else is there to do with my life honestly#(<- joking)#but yeah like. in summer 2021 i almost got suicidal (it was just letting the occasional thought linger in my mind etc)#but that was bc i was so depressed#but now it feels like i could just kill myself. but more just out of convenience#idek. i'm not gonna kill myself. bc i have a job interview on tuesday. and just in general i won't#but there is this casual feeling of like. well i might as well. i can't describe it#ramble#suicide tw#weight loss mention
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Remember how tumblr was full of tips and advice for texas snowstorms and uk and canada heatwaves
And even uk flooding
I remember
#bit of a salty post cant help it rn#ill probably delete this in the morning#but damn it feels weird to not see a single flood preparation and handling post right now. people have already died you know#im cut off from like. everyone who's not in my city. and my city has not been hit yet#if anything happens and the retention lake or whatever its called does not hold enough water?#ill be stuck all alone cuz my roommates are all still home for vacation and my bf lives away#and guess what! the access road to his town has been closed#so im just gonna go to work and pray to non-existent gods that the rivers don't overflow here.#and even if they do im gonna be alone#... we were going to go to prague this week. my only real vacation this year. and now it's just. lost money#feels really weird to be so alone. and there's not even that bit of sympathy online i saw for others#i have to buy water and some food in the morning. store opens in 2 hours. might as well stay up#or else ill wake up at 11 and nothing will be left. fuck
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ummm since ur gettinf asks id like to add u r like my favoritest account on tumblr like ever like omigod bestest ever
Thanks but im a married man
#i love my boyfriend#i love my girlfriend#i love my wife#i love my husband#i love my bf#i love my gf#i lovr my wifey#i love hubby#my sneaky link#my twin#hes so hot stuff#and so cutie#i love my dog#shes a dog too btw#an i love him a. lots.#she is my world#Shes mine you stay away from him its not his time#i love alina#i love lee#i love ally#i love ava#is this indirect lovebombing?#Katie#love ya bunny /ref#my best friend#ask#me
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WHY THE FUCK IS EVERYONE FROM CALIFORNIA
#uhh more venty shit down in the tags#likee tw for csa or grooming or whatever idk#like uhh my bf (a complicated topic) is from california#and uhh yeah basically i have an ex gf that i broke up with bc I'm a shitty person#and i cheated on her with predators multiple times ykyk#and a) wanted to avoid guilt b) obviously staying with her was wrong c) she's a really good person and i wanted to feel worse so ykyk#and uhh we're still close friends#she really should hate me bc stuff but oh well that's a vent for another day#and yeahh a while back when she came over and we started talking mental health shit#and i impulsively was like “hey how about we troll this bloke that has been trying to get back in contact with me?”#uhh he's like 38 or something and uhhh we sexted for like a day .#while i was dating my current boyfriend.#wow i really am a shitty person#and then yeah we had been texting a little for like the previous 3 days#so me and ex gf kinda went along with whatever he was saying#until he called and realised there was 2 off us and blocked me#ANYHOW YEAH HE WAS FROM CALIFORNIA#and after that event i randomly started feeling intense hate for ex gf every once in a while???#I'm not exactly sure why but oh well that did happen#and anyhow yeah a few months ago#like just before i broke up with her i think#she recommended the song dogbird by madds buckley#i nearly cried when i listened to it lmao it's far too real#i really recommend it#but yeah i was already like pushing her away at that point and that song is basically about that#(also very sapphic)#and yahh this morning i was feeling Sad and i randomly remembered this song and i was like “damn that's on topic ima listen to it again”#it's even realer than i remembered lmao#and yeah guess where the girlfriend-that-was-pushed-away was mentioned to be from in that song?#FROM FUCKING CALIFORNIA
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I cared. I still do. I still think of you and I still cry over you. You were importat to me. You still are.
#I was interested. I wanted to get to know you.#I did not want validation. I only said it because you said it... I don't know why. I was susceptible.#I was blindly accepting certain things that you said about me. Judgement that you had for me.#I was under severe stress from my job at the time; while at the same time dealing with unresolved emotional trauma and very low self worth.#vent#I was burnt out. Crushed... Completely.#I didn't want attention. I did not want you to cure my depression. I though I was just letting you know me. I wasn't aware I was oversharin#I tried... SO HARD to get over the things that triggered me and hurt me but I just couldn't...#I wanted to. I did everything in my might; I took it to therapy; I looked everywhere within me; to either get over it#or completely forget about you and stop caring at all; so things were ok and normal again; but it didn't go away...#I just feel so... unsafe... at the idea of talking again#I know I wasn't the best listener and I profoundly regret that.#I was not only thinking about myself like you said and I was aware of the effort that other's put; but I was afraid/resistant to PRECISELY#that cause of past events with other people. Because in some I was the one putting that effort and ended badly for me. Looking back#that was inappropiate of you because you felt too comfortable generalizing my past relationships and why in your head they failed.#“I cant help but feel you are looking down on people who” Stay away from me if you ever make a stretch like this again.#By “experiment” I meant that you don't know how a relatioship with somebody is gonna turn out until you go and try. That's all I meant.#I didn't want things to turn out this way. I'm sorry they did.#The effort I put for you may have been shit to you. But to me it was a lot. And I'm done taking judgement.#Altho I love my friends I still keep distance. I still can't completely help that. I can go months not talking to my BF.#You were my BF during my teenage years. I remembered you fondly. I still do.#I don't feel ready to talk again having to keep to myself interest that I might have. Related to trauma. I do not feel comfortable with tha#No I do not look at your blogs.#The day I said I was abused I had a panic attack right after that. That's mainly why I had to cut contact: I didn't want another one.#I didn't tell you because I didn't trust you to not say “talk to the void” again. I didn't trust you to want to hear about it. I didnt feel#safe with you anymore. Event tho we ressumed contact I felt that way the entire time.#I wanted to answer all the questions you had; I really did; until I couldn't stand it anymore.#And the day I removed you from discord... I know you probably had an awful day that day... I'm so; so sorry...#I'd like to one day be completely unbothered by assumptions and stuff cuz I know it's not your fault... You went through stuff too...#stuff
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#1st job new opportunity#they said they would train me to do inventory management which makes me more employable to like corporate stuff#make a lot more moneys#but it’s in my home town ew an hour away#i could stay the night at moms if the weather is too bad#but ew my shitty fucking mom#AND my bestie from my old store is going with me!#we might carpool together#2nd one i’m nervous bc up here the job market is a lot more extreme#the people there are ok i’ve been to that store#seem a little rude#i don’t really Want to do the second option and i already accepted the first but#my mom and my bf don’t want me to drive so far
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stares wide eyed jaw dropped tears falling down my face at ep 4 of baby reindeer
#i love my bf BUT..BUT WHY..WHY DID HE RECOMMEND THIS SHOW..#OOH IM..#donny no pls stay away from darrien at all costs😭😭😭#dolirants
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that reminds me, have you ever seen how weird they got about stimboards on tiktok? fucking wild
#luka 🦐#bf who cares (more than me) aboutt this topic take it away:#first of all stimboards don't make sense in a video format#which is why many people started complaining that stimboards don't even follow their theme#tumblr stimboards are really just gifsets of whatever visual stims a person want to see often linked to a specific aesthetic character etc#this works on tumblr bc you can put it in a 3x3 grid the very middle being a picture of your theme to tie it all together#or just another gif if you didn't have a theme#ofc it doesn't 'fit the theme' you're consuming it in an inferior way#second - people started making ''unsafe'' stimboards (with jumpscares and possibly paranoia-inducing statements)#(or something I've never seen any)#this was only really a problem because people were being disingenuous about it and labeling them as 'safe /srs'#side note: do not fucking misuse tone tags on purpose that defeats the entire point you asshole#which actually did spawn a debate about whether it was okay to misuse tone tags as part of the joke/whatever#it's not. ty for coming to my ted talk#so then for a bit we had people posting 'unsafe' stimboards and labeling them safe and deleting any comments correcting that#it got to the point where people came up with heart colour emoji codes to sneakily say whether it was actually safe or not#even now there's a lot of stimboards on tiktok with a 'not babying' disclaimer#bc I guess someone decided stimboards are babying autistic people (and decided that for every autistic person ever ofc [sarcastic])#anyway the whole thing is bonkers#moral or the story stay away from tiktok#: thank you for that#any typos are *not* being fixed because we are *not* typing all that again
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i’m allowed to be a jakey hater ok my best friend has a jakey ass boyfriend who doesn’t like me very much. i’ve earned it
#flashing back to high school when my other best friend had a jakey ass bf who absolutely hated me because he thought i was in love with her#which wasn’t even true btw. but he was so fucking weird about showing off their relationship in front of me for some reason#like he was soooo jealous that she liked hanging out with me more than him. dude she’s my friend i’ve known her since 7th grade of course#she likes talking to me more than you. you didn’t even make an instagram post for her bday dude.#he was so annoying seriously. cannot believe they stayed together for a full year of college i was like begging her to dump his ass#god it was awful. maybe i should have been in love with her just to get her away from him goddamn#beth.txt#the first friend mentioned is not in a situation that bad she’s 22 it’s normal#THAT jakey asa boyfriend is only annoying to me because i think he’s boring#he’s like an npc to me idk like he just exists so my friend has a Boyfriend#even when she talks about him no further personality shines through it’s so boring#like good for them they’re happy whatever. i wish he didn’t exist tho
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