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Dean Winchester of Supernatural fame is NOT reading parenting books he is putting on Cheaper By The Dozen, Daddy Daycare and Honey I Shrunk The Kids taking notes.
#i woulda said full house but dean's more a movie guy than a tv guy#it doesn't help. btw. lol.#if dean read a gentle parenting guide he would scoff and roll his eyes and throw it across the room#and eventually start silently weeping if he was convinced to keep going bc HE was a kid and HE didn't get treated with respect or gentlenes#dean in an argument with those mommy bloggers he follows saying something like 'please. i was left in a motel room with my brother#from like age 7 upwards I think little Timmy will be okay in the car by himself for 3 minutes 🙄“#and someone hits him with 'I'm so sorry that happened to you' and he tries to brush it off all day and complain about it to Sam#and Sam's like. yeah it was kinda fucked up though. and Dean's like WELL I KNOW THAT BUT HE WAS DOING HIS BEST#(not fully believing it bc he certainly can't picture leaving a 7 year old alone in the world they live in no matter what)#(and Dean's never fully actually agreed with their dad but he feels attacked by Sam's agreeing)#(but old habits run deep)#cawis creates
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I love that even with all the lengths Stronghart went through to hide Kazuma's identity (using a mask to hide his eyes and a cloak to cover everything else, banning him from even speaking), the minute Ryunosuke saw him for the first time he suspected it. From his posture alone, they knew each other for about a year and were separated for like eight months and Ryunosuke could still identify his bbf from the way he stood like... Kazuma lost his memory, his identity, his... everything and Ryunosuke still clocked it, even though he literally thinks Kazuma is dead, that the prosecutor's masked apprentice is the whole reason he's even there at all.
Literally what else could Stronghart have done to hide Kazuma's presence from Ryunosuke, he did as much as he could but still Ryunosuke felt it immediately. This feels gayer than most of the yaoi I've come across, this is a major plot point in a romantic drama, this can't not be a trope in one of the kdramas my dad likes to watch on Netflix.
#I feel like if Ryunosuke was like 10% less busy he would've figured it out completely#he just has things to deal with...#also i love how he really wants to be a lawyer now when at the start of the series he was Not Into It#he did it for kazumas dream and bc he didn't want to let susato down and ruin the trip for her#but now hes fully intending on getting his own lawyer certifications and planning to wear both his own and Kazumas armbands#he started out so aimless but now he's found the thing he wants to be and its so nice#anyway barok has homosexual feelings for that mad scientist guy and I know we're supposed to feel bad for him bc his brother was 'killed'#but i dont really feel it yet#he needs to be nicer to me#i do love how worried Ryunosuke was for him after the attack that was kinda cute#they have the opposite views being 'just bc you're an asshole doesn't mean I think you should die' and 'i wont mourn the wicked'#also Ryunosuke being so convinced about the reapers curse is fascinating to me... it gives me ideas for my phoenix!Naruhodos au#andromeda plays tgaa#andromeda plays#asoryuu
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like 5 episodes in to zeta gundam rn and his life is already completely miserable
#little kamille's misery is increasing. little kamille's misery is increasing#fully support him for inciting a military conflict partly because he attacked a soldier like a wild animal for misgendering him though#i get the feeling he will only become more deranged in the coming months#img quality is like poopoo ass also cause i drew this in mspaint like im not tagging it so lol#the thing is drawing with a mouse is kinda fun until your back and your hand starts hurting
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Correct me if I am wrong, but Moon Knight probably is only one on the team with multiple experiences with dying and coming back-
Is to also say everyone else is like it’s good to be back, when they revive and Marc just like why Khonshu why…
#I don’t count the immortal folk#moon knight#marc spector#khonshu#marvel#marvel rivals#of course I haven’t played everyone#so I could be wrong#you know he should probably start a therapy group with all the others#because it kinda traumatizing to be brought back#to also say! I feel like the more moon knight dies#his attacks should get stronger#cause he kinda loses it even more when he gets brought back in the comics I think?#but that wouldn’t work too well
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I feel bad for Starlo.
Star has a point, idk what the four were ticked off about, there is like 99% chance everyone willingly participated in the trolley problem, based on what we've seen of his behavior thus far it's not like Starlo to be that big of a jerk/drag them by force/yell at them to do it. Ed's words:
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he does it because Star asks NICELY
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clearly jealous
It genuinely seemed like a fun time/fun roleplay, especially since every day is the same. Like, the five are supposed to be a rowdy and adventures bunch, what exactly did Starlo do wrong, I'm genuinely confused and curious. Except taking a big liking in Clover (his posse should know that this is a big moment for him, according to Blackjack they've known each other since high school and had the same liking for westerns. So they were basically a nerd gang.) Starlo was kind, patient and considerate towards Clover the whole time, even warned Mooch about them not being bandits, taught Clover gun safety, wanted to bring his posse along for a fun time, thanked Ace for telling him about getting Clover a new hat...
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Sure, at first he only liked Clover for being a human, but as Ceroba says, that changed and he grew to genuinely care about them, plus I can't help but think Star saw himself in Clover and that's part of the reason he was so proud of them all the time even when they messed up (I'll talk more about this at some point)
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What exactly made Ace want to leave the gang? He even said how he doesn't mind "getting run over by the fake train"
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he's so nice. says sorry for forgetting the safety goggles even when he was scatterbrained due to his excitement. I love him so much
The only real "faults" (I'll call them temporary faults) I saw in Star during the Wild East section was that he was even more enthusiastic and more proud than usual. But how couldn't he be when he met a member of the species that he has admired for so long because they have real cowboys and sheriffs on the surface (who are seen as brave heroes who deliver justice, while Star canonically feels like a nobody farmer). His posse should have realized Clover wouldn't be there forever and just let their boss enjoy himself with his "deputy who'd have to leave sooner or later anyway"(or be more patient with him/ask him why he feels this strongly towards Clover/if there's a deeper reason for that). His friends including Ceroba just turn their back on him so quickly instead. The moment he's gotten the chance to feel valued for once and put himself first and not have to take care of this whole town and everyone in it and live his dream of meeting a real human, suddenly "his personality is damaged?"
Star's literally built this whole town, organised everything, he worries about everyone, Ceroba (plus was the one to give her emotional strength before and after Clover's sacrifice), Kanako, the monsters, his family, struggles with feelings of worthlessness yet never wipes that smile off his face, always does his best to be hopeful and optimistic and make others laugh, gave his posse a nap time so they don't become exhausted, gave Ceroba a free home, didn't act upon his feelings towards her and was a 110% supportive, caring friend instead. THAT'S who he is. He's the papa bear of this friend group, the glue holding everyone together.
He was just *really* excited. Y'all know he's insecure and just wishes to escape who he is and yet y'all blame him for liking Clover so much. Yeah, the four are very clearly jealous. But why won't the four of you control your feelings for a while? As mentioned, Clover WILL HAVE TO LEAVE EVENTUALLY. They won't be Star's "deputy" forever (the kid who's just as into westerns as he is, who values justice just as much, who also values doing the right thing. Someone he clearly felt understood in the presence of, whom he loved; just look at the way he talks about Clove during Showdown). Star seems genuinely confused of what he did wrong poor guy just wanted to live his fantasy for once and feel important:
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Even at the beginning Moray's like "oh no Martlet is upset" Mooch replies "don't be a buzzkill nothing exciting ever happens around here" and Ray's like "Yeah you've got a point"
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If you all agreed to have a little fun with a human who will very soon leave forever why is Starlo's enthusiasm such a big problem? If the posse weren't into this after all (unless they were simply too jealous which could have been solved with a honest talk and a little patience) why are you doing this "rowdy" job with Star in the first place? Do you want your boring routine day to day life so much back? Or just for Clover to leave (which they will soon enough)? You, western enthusiasts, literally met a real human, A HUMAN FROM WESTERNS YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE PASSIONATELY INTO (clearly not as passionate as Star but passionate ENOUGH to understand where he's coming from).
... okay.
#Like idk if I'm being biased because Star is my favorite character but I kinda just started thinking more and more about this and... yeesh.#Felt like a BIT of an overreaction to blame Starlo this much#No wonder he cracked#and unlike with Ceroba we actually see him do his very best to “fix” what he did “wrong”#i feel so much sympathy for this guy man#WAY more than for Ceroba#sorry fox lady#uty#undertale yellow#starlo uty#uty starlo#like dude literally had to come crawling on his hands and knees for them to forgive him#what “loyal” “supportive” friends they all are#sobbing for star#poor poor man#meanwhile everyone forgave ceroba for much much MUCH worse#she didn't need to burst into tears and beg for forgiveness even though she SHOULD have#everyone forgives her immediately on the spot + she gets a hug from clover#I'm sorry Starlo#like how was he “selfish” and “reckless”#he did something for himself for the 1st time in his life#y'all are reckless too btw#you put yourself first ONCE and they call you selfish#Star had the right to be mad at them for attacking Clover for no reason other than jealousy#wdym he's throwing you around for human business you literally wanted this#he watched the tapes more than 50 times bc that's how much he hates himself#and yet he's still been doing EVERYTHING in his power to be there for EVERYBODY
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My weird relationship with the She-Ra franchise
#this is messy I know#feel free to ask me anything by the way if something isnt clear <3#please be kind and respectful btw. this is meant to attack anyone! just to share my feelings for maybe someone can relate <3#spop was my favorite show at one point and this is kinda how that relationship started to mud due to me growing more critical of it#as well as growing more and more uncomfortable in the fandom#I feel insanely guilty for being critical of the show#but I feel ignorant for shoving the criticisms aside#it has currently sucked out any of the joy I felt before#but 80s spop kinda lives outside of that context#it makes it safe for me#and I can at least in some way enjoy this franchise once dear to me again#she ra#spop#spop critical#again please dont be mean im already oof its been a lot#feel free to share your experiences though 💗#vent#vent comic#tw vent#fandom culture
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Still no craft updates on account of I feel Bad* but I did get like half a beanie crocheted this weekend? I also have a bat that's haunting me. In that there's a bat design I desperately want to turn into a plushie not in that I am being literally haunted by a bat. As far as I know I am not haunted by a bat but to be fair I'm not confident I'd know? *my heart rate got high enough that made me cough but my asthma was flaring up enough that cough launched me into an asthma attack, which raised my heart rate even more, so basically I used my emergency inhaler and then was on the floor for a while. Feels bad! Do not recommend. I'm okay though just tired
#the person behind the yarn#the reason my heart rate got that high is that my pulse pressure was very narrow#which is. you know. bad.#so I finally gave in and took an extra dose of my meds (as my doctor has advised in the past)#what is probably happening is that I reached the point of stressed where my body couldn't cope#(I'm on long term steroids so I need stress doses if I get too stressed)#but! because acute stress can trigger an allergic reaction (yay MCAS) I tend to kinda...shunt stress off to the side#and come back to process it when it's less like. urgent? immediate?#when it no longer feels like it will trigger an MCAS flareup if I acknowledge the feeling exists#and I do go back and process those emotions! I just have to get a little distance first#and the work stress lately has been so unrelenting (combined with the like...general world news stress)#that I have been ignoring my own stress levels so hard I genuinely did not think I was stressed#or that I needed a stress dose of my meds but uh. I was wrong!#I was wrong. Good news is now that I know I should be good in a day or two#doc said three days for stress doses and today was day one#bad news is narrow pulse pressure combined with asthma attack feels Very Bad!#very bad indeed took me like 20-30 minutes and two different kinds of medication before I could talk normally#without having to pause and catch my breath midsentence#every time I start thinking 'you know maybe I'm not really disabled maybe my health stuff is under control'#it pops up like a jack in the box like surprise! it's the same thing again still here! the meds just hide it most of the time#but it's still there :) lurking :) when I least expect it :)#...I think I might buy myself another sticker or two. something to look forward to coming in the mail
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Noo Why did she had to Die She waz so Cute 😭
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#The World of Mr. Plant#And Her Voice was Adorable Aswell 🥹#Too bad she Dieded tho 😔😔#Also I wonder...#Did she Attack Mark or no I rlly need to know 😭#The Episode was cut once her Eyes started Glowing 💀#IS MARK OKAY?? 😭#Let's just hope for the Best y'all 😔#I'm kinda getting a Feeling that there would be a Part 2 but that's just My Imagination-#Twomrp#Argos Twomp#Mark and Friends#World of Mr. Plant
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i'm seeing three times as many people bitching in the tag about the very idea that someone might not like this breed than i see people actually expressing unambiguous dislike for this breed
#the preemptive counter-bitchers are consistently orders of magnitude meaner and more uncharitable about it too#like i'm convinced at this point these people just have these counter-bitches ready to go on launch regardless of actual reception#it's starting to feel like they just fill out a generic “what moral failing can i accuse the potential idea of dislikers of” template#and post it as soon as the thing's out whether or not anyone actually complains much less the way they accuse people of#these people are getting to the point that even when it's about something i unambiguously *like* i still have to resist the urge#to comment “fr staff aren't gonna fuck you bro”#there's like 11 different posts all insisting that the only reason anyone could dislike the new breed is fatphobia#meanwhile i scrolled down the entire tag and found like 2. maybe 3 people that even mentioned it in the same post as disliking the breed#before anyone gets ideas i'm generally-neutral-to-appreciative of the attempt at moldbreaking on the breed#and am completely indifferent the weight of dragons. the only thing i care about is if the design is original and interesting#a vast majority of the dislike posts i've seen so far have been in the vein of “nah man this one's just not for me” or “too maggot”#or “i hoped for an eldritch horror”. and there's not that many of these dislike posts in general. especially compared to normal.#meanwhile the counter-bitching has all been like “YOU'RE ALL JUST GREEDY UNPLEASABLE ENTITLED WHINY BABY FATPHOBES DIE MAD”#it's like this every time and i feel like it takes less and less to get people going like this every time#it almost feels like they get angrier faster the *less* anyone actually complains in the first place#a behavior pattern i'm well versed in from experience with my mother#and they always seem to get angriest at the most mild polite complaint posters rather than any of the actually questionable ones#like they'll ignore someone spouting clear fatphobia to go fling bigotry accusations at someone who just said “eh i kinda hoped for scary”#they also consistently have a bad case of “fr players are a monolith who all ask for the same things”-brain#i don't know what it is that makes it so fr players are so insecure about liking anything that the possible existence of anyone who doesnt#makes them feel like they're being directly attacked#flight rising#i suspect it's downstream of a similar kind of “we know if we don't get what we want we lose our chance because the devs are fickle” thing#to the fundamental flaw that doomed the minecraft mob votes
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this really feels so silly to say but it really starts getting to me how #Real shadow the hedgehog gets. like idk i know his edgy backstory has been pretty much milked dry for years by now. but it does hit different in the animated episodes when i guess it stops being so cartoonish, and it goes out of the way to animate shadow having a ptsd panic attack again and again. its always been his thing but it feels more real now someway. (probably bc it isnt in a low poly video game)
i just dont really know how to feel, being a person who has ptsd and seeing it. i dont know if i should identify with it, if his ptsd, even if framed better, is still just part of a cartoonish edgy backstory, if it means anything. i don't know what i should think when it hurts to watch. it gets me uncomfortable i guess
#🧃.txt#its alwys kinda like this#when i often like or attach to a character because i relate somewhat to their experience with trauma/abuse/mental health stuff#and then i start feeling weird or dumb about it because its a very sensitive and personal subject to me#and it feels strange to pour those feelings into some random fictional character#then i start taking it too personal and then it gets upsetting more than enjoyable. abd i feel embarrassed and stupid for it#so really i dont know what to feel about seeing a cartoon animal having a trauma panic attack
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I wrote. 1k words today!!!!!!!! For dad vash au!!!! So the document is now 3.5k words long (almost a third of them written just Today)(I've been working on this WIP off and on for Months now.....) so that's exciting!!!!!
Idk there was just a feeling midday of like. My brain being surprisingly clear?? Weird bc I didn't get enough sleep last night. But I took full advantage of it.
Hope that this kinda thing keeps up. Maybe I can actually fucking post something finally.
#speculation nation#dad vash au shit#i have a few aus ive been tossing around in my mind. as well as itnl stuff. sorry itnl readers my brain is still being flighty.#dad vash au tho is dependebly smth ive gone back to anytime ive been feeling. down lol#hes not having a fun time in this first chapter. but it'll get better.#i wrote the start of the scene where he finds out today. and Man it's such fun.#gonna give him a whole ass panic attack over this shit. wheeeeeeee#anyways i think my writer's block has primarily been due to the extensive emotional numbing and compartmentalization#that ive had to employ for much of the entire past year. due to The Grief and whatever.#cant be functional if im feeling my grief 24/7 and unfortunately to turn off the grief i gotta kinda turn off my emotions overall.#a weird half-dissociation bc i can feel emotions?? but i cant really *feel* them. if that makes any sense at all.#like the difference between watching smth on TV vs experiencing it in person for myself. r#been watching these metaphorical cake shows but i think im starting to eat some metaphorical cake. maybe.#idk man id love to be able to write more. pleaaaase ive been trying Desperately to get ANYTHING to stick so i can get outta writers block#grief-associated writer's block is the worst. bleugh.
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Hm...
#not to be really clearly be someone with Issues on the murder prison sideblog but I've never been this deep in a community before#I always sort of rest on the sides#I still do to some extent really#so I'm just kinda waiting to be attacked#if that makes sense?#like#I feel like a fraud who's tricking people into believing that im not a fraud#and once people find out im actually a stupid horrible person I'll be chased out into the woods#...god is this why I keep on getting Kazui in those quizzes?#but like- you guys have stuck around for this much of my ramblings but how much more? When do I Start being annoying and pretentious?#has it already started and I just havent realized?#in three months will I wake up to a callout post for something I never realized was a problem?#I dont know...#vent
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actually, yesterday I started playing Inuyasha: The Secret of the Cursed Mask for the PS2.
it's a pretty good game! plays a bit like a pared-down FF7 without all the bells and whistles, but it's a fairly solid experience otherwise. Sango is best girl <3
#some segments are vn-esque in that you get to choose which of the cast to hang out with after each rest stop in a new town#the game definitely has that old rpg-style feel#where you walk five steps and have an enemy encounter#the battle system isn't quiiiiite as complex as ff7's but it's still fairly involved. your team is well-rounded#you play as a self-insert character whose gender you get to choose at the start of the game#I like them! kinda wish they'd been in the anime or the manga ;A;#one really sick thing I liked though was the fact that they made short animated sequences for each of the combined moves#that is to say you can deal a lot of damage at once if you pair two characters together in one turn and perform a combo attack#it's really cool to see especially since in the source material not all the characters got to spend much time together#seeing shippou and sango pull off a duo foxfire/chain attack was HYPE
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going to be honest if my bf bombs valentines day after two months of me asking for like the bare minimum of a single date (I EVEN SAID A PICNIC THAT I WOULD PLAN AND PACK FOR, LITERALLY FREE) it might be the last straw actually
#every date i ask to go on that we start to plan i have to drop because he didnt want to no pumpkin patch no christmas lights im going to#attack him with my mind beam#maybe im nust a little upset and feeling a little underappreciated and i should probably trust that feeling#im not actually sure he still likes me at this point for various other reasons too i thi k maybe i just need to .... idk im sad i dont#want to have to worry abiut this im kinda mad i turned into the guy with the lame ass fail bf
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Was randomly suggested a miraculous season 6 criticism and I have been plagued for hours now with visions of a rewrite. I’m going insane please help.
#okay so rewrite plot is essentially that season 1 is like the original in that it’s getting the characters and watcher/reader used to the#formula and the world. but it’s going to have a lot more focus on characters and relationships than the orignal and will also be setting up#future plot points. the finale tho would be a two-parter with a big confrontation with Hawkmoth at the end akin to origns episode 2 (worth#mentioning that Hawkmoth is going to be much more of a mystery bc I want him to be scarier so most of season 1 people only know of this#Hawkmoth who’s turning everyone into villains)#anyway yeah it’s going to have a scene at the end where Fu is watching the battle & its ending through a tv and he turns to Wayz (the kwami)#& is like “I think they’ve proved themselves by now don’t you?”. & then season 2 starts with what appears to be just a normal day when Fu#pulls ladybug aside & reveals all & she is now burdened w/knowledge. She asks if Chat Noir knows & Fu says he’s been trying but Chat Noir is#evasive & difficult to get in contact with. he implores ladybug to not talk to Chat Noir about this before he can speak to him#the Collector episode happens about midseason & it goes differently leading to Gabriel being more lenient about Adrien’s free time. this#gives Fu the opportunity to pull Adrien aside and give him a rundown so him and Mari are on an equal level in knowledge but they’re still#learning separately. then finale is a whole emotional argument between Char Noir & Ladybug that I won’t get into but it gets resolved even#if there’s still residual issues. season 3 things get big. Fu is trying to figure out who Hawkmoth is. Mari is stressed. Adrien’s happy-ish#plot happens & it ends up in Hawkmoth finding out that there’s another miraculous holder who’s on his case. the finale is an epic battle#the group (bee. fox. cat. bug) manage to corner hawkmoth into position for turtle to get the jump on him and then Mayura gets involved#but ya know no one knows about Mayura yet. so the group split w/bug and co. going to battle new enemy and cat stays behind with turtle to#watch Hawkmoth. except Mayura tackles Fu from behind & knocks him out stealing the miraculous. Cat tries to fight but the shield on Hawkmoth#it vanishes & Cat is now completely outmatched w/2 adults against 1. he’s getting the crap beaten out of him and Hawkmoth is kinda enjoying#it. Cat is running trying to get away using cataclysm but it doesn’t help much and Hawkmoth catches up & is about to deal a killing blow but#Mayura stops it with the turtle miraculous. she says that she didn’t decide to help him so he could kill teens & he either needs to stop now#or forget her as an ally. he chooses to retreat & Mayura leaves the turtle miraculous w/Cat who’s passed out. Bug finds him about to#transform back & instructs Bee & Fox to leave with their miraculouses to avoid identity reveals except Cat transforms back while Bug is#trying to carry him away. then angst ensues as season 4 starts & Adrien + Chat Noir has been missing for a while now & Bug has been so aggro#at Hawkmoth & co. & is kind of on a revenge thing. but also Fu got brain damage from the attack & can’t be guardian anymore & bc Cat is#still injured he can only pass it on to Bug who is now so insanely stressed that she feels like she’s gonna explode.#mlb rewrite#miraculous#mlb#miraculous rewrite#miraculous ladybug
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ok so today my parents were like "hey we're short on volunteers at soup kitchen can you help" and me and my sister we're like 'yeah sure' cause yeah why not
so we go to soup kitchen and it's a million degrees because it's Australia and it's summer and we can't turn the fans on so everyone's super hot. we start setting up (pulling out chairs, setting the tables, defrosting the soups, etc.) when suddenly I feel, like, abdominal pain
and I think that's probably fine cause I'm on my period and also I'm not great at body signals so I probably just need to go to the bathroom. so I start walking to grab my bag and in the time it takes to cross a room I feel really bad. like 'my-skull-is-too-thick,-my-skin-is-melting,-I-can't-breathe-properly,-and-my-bones-have-turned-to-moss' kinda bad
so I'm crouching on the floor of this church kitchen and it's suddenly occurring to me that this is a very serious problem maybe. so between hyperventilating (which I'm vaguely aware I shouldn't be doing but also I literally couldnt care less rn) I start calling to my dad and saying that I feel bad (apparently my dad was in middle of straining some incredibly hot pasta and this was pretty stressful for him)
and by this time I'm lying on the floor of this actually quite dirty church kitchen and basically all logical thought is gone and I'm aware of nothing aside from how incredibly hot I am and this lady getting me a pot in case I throw up. and my dad says "you can't lie down here" and he and some others help me get to my feet and before we leave I grab my bag because in my I head I still just need to go to the bathroom or something
so I'm led out of the kitchen and into the hall by the hand by a girl who I've met exactly twice and there are homeless people around but I'm totally unaware of them and my head feels bad and if feels like my skin has started evaporating into the air so I'm some vaguely human shaped cloud and we're at the door to leave the hall
and then I'm on the bench outside, hearing my Mum say "call triple zero" which is pretty concerning because that's the emergency number you only call if someone is maybe dying and I honestly think that shocked me into waking up
I open my eyes and suddenly I'm convinced I've made the whole thing up (I tell a lot of stories in my head and this would not be the first one where I have some sort of medical emergency) because there's no way I actually collapsed on the floor of the church kitchen. that's stupid and weird and there's no way that happened
and I ask what's going on and also where I am because despite this being my church that I've been going to for literal decades I just don't remember getting to this bench outside. and now that I'm awake, I feel really lucid and my mom says not to call triple zero cause i seem ok
anyway I apparently passed out for a few seconds and also stopped breathing and locked my jaw and my lips turned blue. so that's pretty bad. but I got some icy poles and watched epic the musical animatics after so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ it could be worse
#apparently it looked like I was having a panic attack#I do not think panic attacks generally result in passing out and also I wasn't really panicking about anything prior to it taking place#my parents also asked if I was feeling anxious. and like yeah always but pretty minor compared to sometimes. that's never happened before#although there was that one time my little sister kinda knocked me down the stairs (not a tall set just a few) and my body reacted like#I was dying. I got super hot and took off my jacket and lied down on the ground and threw up on the bushes a little bit#and there was that time i felt bad on the bus from the airplane to the airport and I tried to sit down and dad wouldn't let me which makes#sense because I was 14 and the ground was filthy and he thought I was just kinda tired and then I threw up on the ground#so maybe my nervous system is like. hyperactive and a tad broken. that would explain the anxiety#anyway#personal#nuclear war speaks#sickfic inspiration if you want it ig. I was very silly with my sister after and only got kinda scared after hearing my jaw locked#I immediately started thinking that I was seizing which is. a very scary thought. I probably didn't tho. just didn't have enough to drink#I am infamous in my family for skipping meals and not drinking water#anyway just needed to tell y'all about it. have a good one gang
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