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kerryweaverlesbian · 10 months ago

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Dean Winchester of Supernatural fame is NOT reading parenting books he is putting on Cheaper By The Dozen, Daddy Daycare and Honey I Shrunk The Kids taking notes.

#i woulda said full house but dean's more a movie guy than a tv guy #it doesn't help. btw. lol.#if dean read a gentle parenting guide he would scoff and roll his eyes and throw it across the room #and eventually start silently weeping if he was convinced to keep going bc HE was a kid and HE didn't get treated with respect or gentlenes #dean in an argument with those mommy bloggers he follows saying something like 'please. i was left in a motel room with my brother #from like age 7 upwards I think little Timmy will be okay in the car by himself for 3 minutes 🙄“#and someone hits him with 'I'm so sorry that happened to you' and he tries to brush it off all day and complain about it to Sam #and Sam's like. yeah it was kinda fucked up though. and Dean's like WELL I KNOW THAT BUT HE WAS DOING HIS BEST #(not fully believing it bc he certainly can't picture leaving a 7 year old alone in the world they live in no matter what)#(and Dean's never fully actually agreed with their dad but he feels attacked by Sam's agreeing)#(but old habits run deep)#cawis creates

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sciencelings-speaks · 5 months ago

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I love that even with all the lengths Stronghart went through to hide Kazuma's identity (using a mask to hide his eyes and a cloak to cover everything else, banning him from even speaking), the minute Ryunosuke saw him for the first time he suspected it. From his posture alone, they knew each other for about a year and were separated for like eight months and Ryunosuke could still identify his bbf from the way he stood like... Kazuma lost his memory, his identity, his... everything and Ryunosuke still clocked it, even though he literally thinks Kazuma is dead, that the prosecutor's masked apprentice is the whole reason he's even there at all.

Literally what else could Stronghart have done to hide Kazuma's presence from Ryunosuke, he did as much as he could but still Ryunosuke felt it immediately. This feels gayer than most of the yaoi I've come across, this is a major plot point in a romantic drama, this can't not be a trope in one of the kdramas my dad likes to watch on Netflix.

#I feel like if Ryunosuke was like 10% less busy he would've figured it out completely #he just has things to deal with...#also i love how he really wants to be a lawyer now when at the start of the series he was Not Into It #he did it for kazumas dream and bc he didn't want to let susato down and ruin the trip for her #but now hes fully intending on getting his own lawyer certifications and planning to wear both his own and Kazumas armbands #he started out so aimless but now he's found the thing he wants to be and its so nice #anyway barok has homosexual feelings for that mad scientist guy and I know we're supposed to feel bad for him bc his brother was 'killed'#but i dont really feel it yet #he needs to be nicer to me #i do love how worried Ryunosuke was for him after the attack that was kinda cute #they have the opposite views being 'just bc you're an asshole doesn't mean I think you should die' and 'i wont mourn the wicked'#also Ryunosuke being so convinced about the reapers curse is fascinating to me... it gives me ideas for my phoenix!Naruhodos au #andromeda plays tgaa #andromeda plays #asoryuu

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moonknightblog · 27 days ago

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Correct me if I am wrong, but Moon Knight probably is only one on the team with multiple experiences with dying and coming back-

Is to also say everyone else is like it’s good to be back, when they revive and Marc just like why Khonshu why…

#I don’t count the immortal folk #moon knight #marc spector #khonshu #marvel #marvel rivals #of course I haven’t played everyone #so I could be wrong #you know he should probably start a therapy group with all the others #because it kinda traumatizing to be brought back #to also say! I feel like the more moon knight dies #his attacks should get stronger #cause he kinda loses it even more when he gets brought back in the comics I think?#but that wouldn’t work too well

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profounddefendorcrusade-blog · 10 months ago

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I feel bad for Starlo.

Star has a point, idk what the four were ticked off about, there is like 99% chance everyone willingly participated in the trolley problem, based on what we've seen of his behavior thus far it's not like Starlo to be that big of a jerk/drag them by force/yell at them to do it. Ed's words:

he does it because Star asks NICELY

clearly jealous

It genuinely seemed like a fun time/fun roleplay, especially since every day is the same. Like, the five are supposed to be a rowdy and adventures bunch, what exactly did Starlo do wrong, I'm genuinely confused and curious. Except taking a big liking in Clover (his posse should know that this is a big moment for him, according to Blackjack they've known each other since high school and had the same liking for westerns. So they were basically a nerd gang.) Starlo was kind, patient and considerate towards Clover the whole time, even warned Mooch about them not being bandits, taught Clover gun safety, wanted to bring his posse along for a fun time, thanked Ace for telling him about getting Clover a new hat...

Sure, at first he only liked Clover for being a human, but as Ceroba says, that changed and he grew to genuinely care about them, plus I can't help but think Star saw himself in Clover and that's part of the reason he was so proud of them all the time even when they messed up (I'll talk more about this at some point)

What exactly made Ace want to leave the gang? He even said how he doesn't mind "getting run over by the fake train"

he's so nice. says sorry for forgetting the safety goggles even when he was scatterbrained due to his excitement. I love him so much

The only real "faults" (I'll call them temporary faults) I saw in Star during the Wild East section was that he was even more enthusiastic and more proud than usual. But how couldn't he be when he met a member of the species that he has admired for so long because they have real cowboys and sheriffs on the surface (who are seen as brave heroes who deliver justice, while Star canonically feels like a nobody farmer). His posse should have realized Clover wouldn't be there forever and just let their boss enjoy himself with his "deputy who'd have to leave sooner or later anyway"(or be more patient with him/ask him why he feels this strongly towards Clover/if there's a deeper reason for that). His friends including Ceroba just turn their back on him so quickly instead. The moment he's gotten the chance to feel valued for once and put himself first and not have to take care of this whole town and everyone in it and live his dream of meeting a real human, suddenly "his personality is damaged?"

Star's literally built this whole town, organised everything, he worries about everyone, Ceroba (plus was the one to give her emotional strength before and after Clover's sacrifice), Kanako, the monsters, his family, struggles with feelings of worthlessness yet never wipes that smile off his face, always does his best to be hopeful and optimistic and make others laugh, gave his posse a nap time so they don't become exhausted, gave Ceroba a free home, didn't act upon his feelings towards her and was a 110% supportive, caring friend instead. THAT'S who he is. He's the papa bear of this friend group, the glue holding everyone together.

He was just *really* excited. Y'all know he's insecure and just wishes to escape who he is and yet y'all blame him for liking Clover so much. Yeah, the four are very clearly jealous. But why won't the four of you control your feelings for a while? As mentioned, Clover WILL HAVE TO LEAVE EVENTUALLY. They won't be Star's "deputy" forever (the kid who's just as into westerns as he is, who values justice just as much, who also values doing the right thing. Someone he clearly felt understood in the presence of, whom he loved; just look at the way he talks about Clove during Showdown). Star seems genuinely confused of what he did wrong poor guy just wanted to live his fantasy for once and feel important:

Even at the beginning Moray's like "oh no Martlet is upset" Mooch replies "don't be a buzzkill nothing exciting ever happens around here" and Ray's like "Yeah you've got a point"

If you all agreed to have a little fun with a human who will very soon leave forever why is Starlo's enthusiasm such a big problem? If the posse weren't into this after all (unless they were simply too jealous which could have been solved with a honest talk and a little patience) why are you doing this "rowdy" job with Star in the first place? Do you want your boring routine day to day life so much back? Or just for Clover to leave (which they will soon enough)? You, western enthusiasts, literally met a real human, A HUMAN FROM WESTERNS YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE PASSIONATELY INTO (clearly not as passionate as Star but passionate ENOUGH to understand where he's coming from).

... okay.

#Like idk if I'm being biased because Star is my favorite character but I kinda just started thinking more and more about this and... yeesh.#Felt like a BIT of an overreaction to blame Starlo this much #No wonder he cracked #and unlike with Ceroba we actually see him do his very best to “fix” what he did “wrong”#i feel so much sympathy for this guy man #WAY more than for Ceroba #sorry fox lady #uty #undertale yellow #starlo uty #uty starlo #like dude literally had to come crawling on his hands and knees for them to forgive him #what “loyal” “supportive” friends they all are #sobbing for star #poor poor man #meanwhile everyone forgave ceroba for much much MUCH worse #she didn't need to burst into tears and beg for forgiveness even though she SHOULD have #everyone forgives her immediately on the spot + she gets a hug from clover #I'm sorry Starlo #like how was he “selfish” and “reckless”#he did something for himself for the 1st time in his life #y'all are reckless too btw #you put yourself first ONCE and they call you selfish #Star had the right to be mad at them for attacking Clover for no reason other than jealousy #wdym he's throwing you around for human business you literally wanted this #he watched the tapes more than 50 times bc that's how much he hates himself #and yet he's still been doing EVERYTHING in his power to be there for EVERYBODY

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years-n-feather · 10 months ago

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My weird relationship with the She-Ra franchise

#this is messy I know #feel free to ask me anything by the way if something isnt clear <3 #please be kind and respectful btw. this is meant to attack anyone! just to share my feelings for maybe someone can relate <3 #spop was my favorite show at one point and this is kinda how that relationship started to mud due to me growing more critical of it #as well as growing more and more uncomfortable in the fandom #I feel insanely guilty for being critical of the show #but I feel ignorant for shoving the criticisms aside #it has currently sucked out any of the joy I felt before #but 80s spop kinda lives outside of that context #it makes it safe for me #and I can at least in some way enjoy this franchise once dear to me again #she ra #spop #spop critical #again please dont be mean im already oof its been a lot #feel free to share your experiences though 💗#vent #vent comic #tw vent #fandom culture

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r0tt1ngr4bb1t · 10 months ago

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Noo Why did she had to Die She waz so Cute 😭

#The World of Mr. Plant #And Her Voice was Adorable Aswell 🥹#Too bad she Dieded tho 😔😔#Also I wonder...#Did she Attack Mark or no I rlly need to know 😭#The Episode was cut once her Eyes started Glowing 💀#IS MARK OKAY?? 😭#Let's just hope for the Best y'all 😔#I'm kinda getting a Feeling that there would be a Part 2 but that's just My Imagination-#Twomrp #Argos Twomp #Mark and Friends #World of Mr. Plant

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here-there-were-dragons · 2 months ago

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i'm seeing three times as many people bitching in the tag about the very idea that someone might not like this breed than i see people actually expressing unambiguous dislike for this breed

#the preemptive counter-bitchers are consistently orders of magnitude meaner and more uncharitable about it too #like i'm convinced at this point these people just have these counter-bitches ready to go on launch regardless of actual reception #it's starting to feel like they just fill out a generic “what moral failing can i accuse the potential idea of dislikers of” template #and post it as soon as the thing's out whether or not anyone actually complains much less the way they accuse people of #these people are getting to the point that even when it's about something i unambiguously *like* i still have to resist the urge #to comment “fr staff aren't gonna fuck you bro”#there's like 11 different posts all insisting that the only reason anyone could dislike the new breed is fatphobia #meanwhile i scrolled down the entire tag and found like 2. maybe 3 people that even mentioned it in the same post as disliking the breed #before anyone gets ideas i'm generally-neutral-to-appreciative of the attempt at moldbreaking on the breed #and am completely indifferent the weight of dragons. the only thing i care about is if the design is original and interesting #a vast majority of the dislike posts i've seen so far have been in the vein of “nah man this one's just not for me” or “too maggot”#or “i hoped for an eldritch horror”. and there's not that many of these dislike posts in general. especially compared to normal.#meanwhile the counter-bitching has all been like “YOU'RE ALL JUST GREEDY UNPLEASABLE ENTITLED WHINY BABY FATPHOBES DIE MAD”#it's like this every time and i feel like it takes less and less to get people going like this every time #it almost feels like they get angrier faster the *less* anyone actually complains in the first place #a behavior pattern i'm well versed in from experience with my mother #and they always seem to get angriest at the most mild polite complaint posters rather than any of the actually questionable ones #like they'll ignore someone spouting clear fatphobia to go fling bigotry accusations at someone who just said “eh i kinda hoped for scary”#they also consistently have a bad case of “fr players are a monolith who all ask for the same things”-brain #i don't know what it is that makes it so fr players are so insecure about liking anything that the possible existence of anyone who doesnt #makes them feel like they're being directly attacked #flight rising #i suspect it's downstream of a similar kind of “we know if we don't get what we want we lose our chance because the devs are fickle” thing #to the fundamental flaw that doomed the minecraft mob votes

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electricpurrs · 3 months ago

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this really feels so silly to say but it really starts getting to me how #Real shadow the hedgehog gets. like idk i know his edgy backstory has been pretty much milked dry for years by now. but it does hit different in the animated episodes when i guess it stops being so cartoonish, and it goes out of the way to animate shadow having a ptsd panic attack again and again. its always been his thing but it feels more real now someway. (probably bc it isnt in a low poly video game)

i just dont really know how to feel, being a person who has ptsd and seeing it. i dont know if i should identify with it, if his ptsd, even if framed better, is still just part of a cartoonish edgy backstory, if it means anything. i don't know what i should think when it hurts to watch. it gets me uncomfortable i guess

#🧃.txt #its alwys kinda like this #when i often like or attach to a character because i relate somewhat to their experience with trauma/abuse/mental health stuff #and then i start feeling weird or dumb about it because its a very sensitive and personal subject to me #and it feels strange to pour those feelings into some random fictional character #then i start taking it too personal and then it gets upsetting more than enjoyable. abd i feel embarrassed and stupid for it #so really i dont know what to feel about seeing a cartoon animal having a trauma panic attack

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purgemarchlockdown · 10 months ago

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Hm...

#not to be really clearly be someone with Issues on the murder prison sideblog but I've never been this deep in a community before #I always sort of rest on the sides #I still do to some extent really #so I'm just kinda waiting to be attacked #if that makes sense?#like #I feel like a fraud who's tricking people into believing that im not a fraud #and once people find out im actually a stupid horrible person I'll be chased out into the woods #...god is this why I keep on getting Kazui in those quizzes?#but like- you guys have stuck around for this much of my ramblings but how much more? When do I Start being annoying and pretentious?#has it already started and I just havent realized?#in three months will I wake up to a callout post for something I never realized was a problem?#I dont know...#vent

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skaruresonic · 25 days ago

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actually, yesterday I started playing Inuyasha: The Secret of the Cursed Mask for the PS2.

it's a pretty good game! plays a bit like a pared-down FF7 without all the bells and whistles, but it's a fairly solid experience otherwise. Sango is best girl <3

#some segments are vn-esque in that you get to choose which of the cast to hang out with after each rest stop in a new town #the game definitely has that old rpg-style feel #where you walk five steps and have an enemy encounter #the battle system isn't quiiiiite as complex as ff7's but it's still fairly involved. your team is well-rounded #you play as a self-insert character whose gender you get to choose at the start of the game #I like them! kinda wish they'd been in the anime or the manga ;A;#one really sick thing I liked though was the fact that they made short animated sequences for each of the combined moves #that is to say you can deal a lot of damage at once if you pair two characters together in one turn and perform a combo attack #it's really cool to see especially since in the source material not all the characters got to spend much time together #seeing shippou and sango pull off a duo foxfire/chain attack was HYPE

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marblebees · 2 months ago

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Raaaaa i rlly like jiujitsu…its cool that its like a sport that requires your whole body, bc doing it rlly is like a test of ur whole entire athleticism; and theres a lot of thinking but a big part of it is feeling out positions and balance and trying to really read your partners intentions. Its like scary a lot of the time bc you never want to get hurt really but at the same time youve kinda gotta push yourself to improve.

#im rlly glad i competed i can tell why bjj players make such a big deal out of it #bc it can be hard to really read ppls intentions at a gym like socially #its kinda nice to get a baseline of what ‘lets really go for this 100% for real’ feels like #bc it makes just like hanging out and putting as much force as you feel comfortable with in the gym is nice #its like a lot more fun now and im not scared of rolling bc even if someone has bad intentions they still just want you to tap #its been funny starting to recognise when a higher belt has me in a position where theyre testing my response #and not just attacking so i can slow down and think a bit

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pawsometoons · 2 months ago

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What a great day for starting to feel bad about liking specific pieces of media again

Can I have one fucking day without seeing certain people ruining shit for others I swear to god

This is getting so tiring and distressing I don't know how much more of this I can take

Why can't people just be fucking normal and not ruin the enjoyment of a piece of media for others I CANT FUCKING STAND IT

It's starting to make me feel scared and unsafe here but I literally have nowhere else to go so I'm just stuck in an environment where I feel like I can barely be myself anymore. And all around, I'm seeing more people being hurt in worse ways by those who hurt me too

It's getting so stressful and I'm trying so hard to just push through it but now it's just starting to eat away at me and idk what the fuck to do

#pawsome talks #vent #sorry this came out of nowhere but i saw a post and got upset #im sorry i havent posted art in forever #ive been meaning to but i dont know where to start and now im kinda just scared to #just why cant i like something in peace without feeling like im constsntly indirectly being attacked

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xoalsox · 1 year ago

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i love you forever my shinee

#no matter how much time has passed it is still very difficult for me to talk about it...every time i think i will be ok it just hits me all #over again and i suddenly cant breathe and i cant think i cant do anything at all #had a bit of an anxiety attack on the 17th....on the next day i kinda made the mistake of watching a live performance of jjong where he #got emotional while singing and started crying...so i started crying too. still it was very comforting to hear the audience screaming on #top of their lungs telling him they love love LOVE him after that...you are so so loved jonghyun hope you can still feel that just like you #felt it back then. you are loved and will forever be loved #and the members' ig posts.....even though i try not to cry a lot i always kinda do..they just always manage to make me feel emotions #ive never felt before....mh telling jh about his mom...kb updating him about tm's successful concert....thats a FAMILY right there.........#love you my shinee family...hope you are all doing well and taking care of yourselves....my 5 boys forever #xlsx

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lyknest · 1 year ago

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home school is frustrating to watch not because the show is bad (i love the show i have so many thoughts) but because despite the wildly different reasons (and stakes and intensity), seeing the education institution systems making students do things without any explanation or logic or reason just because they can and being absolutely unreasonable is very real of them.

#home school #vi.txt #i did not plan to watch this show to think about the horrors of school 💀#idk man was it just me who has never enjoyed school/college #despite it apparently being the 'best time of life'#i have always hated school/college have always hated exams (in a they give me panic attacks kinda way)#have always hated the rules and have always hated the administration #and have always hated most of the teachers who have so much influence but they are so careless about it 🤷‍♀️#have always been annoying and frustrating and deeply triggering and depressing for me #have never once wanted to live the dorm/hostel life and being made feel left out about it #i was recently talking about how im glad ill never have to go to college or give an exam again because i've finally started working #and he shared the common sentiment of no working is extremely hard and college was better etc etc #and i agree working isn't easy at all in this capatalist world BUT i did not have one moment of peace when i was in school/college #and here atleast i do what i enjoy im not overburdened to memorise i have flexibility i get money and i get weekends!!!!#better among the worst types #anyways watch homeschool

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pepprs · 1 year ago

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