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sillyful-jua · 22 days ago

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I love lynnick

#I should re-watch the donghua....#“jua nobody asked” SHHHHH #started missing them randomly #the divorced couple(they were never married in the first place)#all saints street

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lucyllawless · 9 months ago

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#lost girl #lostgirledit #doccubus #bo dennis #lauren lewis #wlw #wlwedit #wlwsource #my gifs #*lggif #i randomly started missing them and the show #this show understood the assignment

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lesbianbanana · 11 months ago

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genuinely how was Dakota born? Does Bacchus sometimes come to life while Dionysus is at chb and randomly go reproduce because he's not confined to Zeus' rules? Did Bacchus just think the kid into existence Athena style? Was he just really fucking drunk one time?

#can just imagine dionysus/bacchus missing from camp for a few days and chirons like ah yes bacchus must be roaming #zeus watching bacchus roam around knowing he cant trap a roman god in a greek camp: oof #OR MAYBE HE DOES TRAP BOTH BACCHUS AND DIONYSUS THERE AND THATS WHY SOMETIMES HES EXTRA SALTY AND SOMETIMES HES RANDOMLY ACTUALLY NICE #chiron: kids stay away from mr. d for a while #bacchus: MR. D??????? BITCH CALL ME MR. B??? *CHUGS DIET PEPSI*#the campers: ????????????#honestly when they learn abt the romans i bet half of them were like ohhhh now everything makes sense #don't even get me started abt liber #pjo dionysus #dionysus #bacchus #bacchus pjo #pjo #hoo #dakota pjo #camp halfblood #camp jupiter

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titsthedamnseason · 5 months ago

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i actually feel like crying. it should be illegal to drift apart from your friends

#there are these 2 girls i went to school with #one was my best friend in elementary school #and the other was my best friend for all of middle school #and in high school i started drifting apart from the middle school one #but THEY randomly got really close in like 11th grade #and they’re still best friends now and post together all the time #(i actually rarely EVER go on personal social medias but whenever i see a post from one of them i always check up on what theyve been doing)#(in like a lovingly curious way not a creepy way)#and them being friends has NOTHING to do with me like i stopped being close w both of them before they ever even became aware of each other #well it��s actually kind of ironic bc while i always loved my friend from elementary school my middle school bff kind of hated her #and in middle school i would’ve given ANYTHING for the three of us to hang out #so it’s kind of i guess bittersweet? that they’re friends now #again i haven’t been close to either of them for years and years but it’s still just strange to me that they are so close #i don’t really think i’m jealous (?) because we are very different people and i don’t know if i’d even like being friends with them anymore #but i do kind of miss them and the friendships we used to have if that makes sense #it’s more like a longing for what USED to be rather than a desire to be part of what they have now #also like i said it’s still just weird and hard to conceptualize them being such good friends now

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darabeatha · 6 months ago

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/ I've noticed that at this point I'm not even writing on any blog anymore, I just come and yell about some blorbo and leave. Rinse and repeat my lieges

#;ooc #ooc #me: -sleeps-#also me: -SUDDENLY JOLTS BACK AWAKE- I haven't expressed my love for x in some time #/usually i would feel pretty guilty about this! but lately i've been zoning out in the sense of just vibing #/im not dropping writting; im just doing something else ! when i feel the inspiration i'll drop by #would like that to come soon; i do miss writting hehe #the power a blorbo can have on a person can be a very profound and moving energy truly-#recently one of my 8376733 m.octezuma fanarts got reblobbed from some artists from aaaall across to japan and #it made me feel so giddy like!!!! no way you also like this one character that isnt even on the game!?#i haven't seen other artists being obsessed over him! he's kind of forgotten in the lb cast; it was so fun reblobbing each other's posts!#we may have a language barrier but we all love m.octe and i find that to be a lil heartwarming moment #it made me thonk;; there are so many ways to bond with people; of connecting in general #even without speaking to someone directly; there is a bond there #like i knew this existed; but experiencing it again makes u go like waow! im not alone ! not in at least one (1) way!#that there are other people out there in this big big world that would enthusiastically talk to you about the same fictional character you-#like; with a lot of love and interest #i've seen people making their own t.ezca and d.aybit plushies and putting them in cute lil clothes #or people posting about museums they got interested on visiting bc they've done a collab with f.go #its all very cute to me #its like the same energy i saw from this tktk where two girls randomly met on the street #and saw that they both had the same ita bag and they got all happy and started laughing together #or that time i was selling my stickers and someone came in and said how glad they were to find h.ypmic stuff!#if hy.pmic is quite niche nowadays; its even more from where i live!#or how excited i get if i meet someone who also plays id.v #its all a cycle of fangirling; pure joy; connections are so important!#important to know that whatever you are facing; that no matter how 'weird' you think you might be; there are a lot of people out there that #are like you and me; and its also why i like roleplaying #its like we all pull our blorbos and talk about them and get excited about it all like dolls #the sweet thing about rping is precisely the part where u connect with others

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lonely--seeker · 7 months ago

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I think I'm going insane. Lately my dreams have been so mundane, it wouldn't be weird if I wasn't just a person that has nightmares 80% of the time, so I now my dreams are so hard to distinguish from reality.

I wouldn't be able tell what was real from what not if it wasn't because last night I went to my doctor's appointment and I was handed new glasses by Harvey just to go back home and find out Laois was cooking something in my backyard.

#to be fair. in my dream i was back at my old house. so the horrors where there still #also i've been dreaming about my dog. but sometimes it's not him. it's other dog trying to replace him. but it's not him. i miss him dearly #but it's... weird. i never actually dream with characters either. something strange is going on #I've been telling my brother i wake up and i have to remember who i am #for the totally normal dreams. it's like my soul is divided and it's living somewhere else for the night #who is the person i am when i dream. because it's not me. it's a whole different live. whole different people around me. I'm going insane #there's such a strange feeling about it. it's familiar? it's comfortable?#which only makes it even more weird. why is a life so different to mine feel so comfortable...#to the point i wake up and i don't remember who i am for at least ten minutes #but then i forget what i had dreamt about. and then i go around my day randomly reminding things. then that's when i realize those memories #were actual dreams #i should write a fanfic about this lmao #it was a nice dream though. i remember vividly i was sitting in one of those chairs thingies that hang in the air?#and i was swinging happily. i think Laios was talking about where he got whatever the fuck he was cooking. i couldn't understand him really.#he wasn't speaking in spanish but it wasn't english either. i think it was a made up gibberish... I'm still baffled by how comfortable i was #i think there were friends around too. maybe a hangout was going on? everything was nice. it reminds me of the times #i would go eat at a friend's house. but things felt a lot nicer. it was like if time had stopped and nothing wrong could ever happen.#and even then. i was still there. which i think that's why i started to feel dizzy in my little swing. i ended up waking up from that.#i still get dizzy remembering it.#welp. I hope i don't lose myself tonight...#I don't actually know what's worse. the nightmares are common. they are familiar. there's comfort in knowing what to expect.#but “good” dreams like that... i end up thinking about them too much. the residual feeling is weirder #and i have to deal with the whole different layer that is.. there's was a fucking anime guy there. kill me. kill me. get him OUT of my brain #I'm not lying when I say I can physically feel Laios rearranging my brain in ways i will not share publicly #kill me.

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nomairuins · 1 day ago

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i think itis funny in the past when i would list my interests as if i post abt them i donot post abt the shit im into rly Mainly bc im not rly Into Into anything anymore i occasionally watch or read or play something but i dont do fandom stuff rly much.... just sometimes i get brainworms

#do i still list my interests somewhere i dont knowwww #i just stopped rly being into fandom a few years ago combination depression antipathy + bad experiences in fandom spaces #but idk. me listing my interests didnt rly accomplish anything for anyone bc it was just like anddd just so you know i was crazy abt this #video game for a rly long time it probably wont ever come up again but it might maybe one day. yk. ig its just sharing info Which is one #supposes the point of all of this but idk #its not that im cagey abt my interests except that one which i cant talk abt publically bc its a triple a game and im embarassed abt it. no #anything bad im just embarrassed . its not anything any of my oomfies have ever posted abt either so its just for me. and lamp . and when #the third game comes out i might post very very very vaguely abt it ......... possibly.#but ya its like. idk i think you guys have to find out abt my plague tale obsession on your own through lived experience. aka just me seein #like the word king and randomly collapsing to the floor and going KING HUGO 😭😭😭😭😭 oh god hugo guys oh god . please play plague tale #i wish i had finished that tw thing i started making but then i got too focused on the color palette and making it look nice and i stopped.#umm tw child death animal death The plague some gorey stuff theres some cult things in the second game ummm. yeah ..... its rly special to #me tho i love those games PLAY PLAGUE TALE!!! and if u need more indepth tws ill give them to you even if i have to replay both games to #refresh my memory... lamp wont play plaguetale with me (not their speed) so im all alone </3 but i miss it i might replay soon... i wish i #was in like discord servers so i could play it on call w ppl or something <- is in discord servers but is shy and Also i feel like playing #game on call is like a level like 2 friendship thing and i cant even do level 1 friendship things like i feel i need to at least be talking #regularly in a server b4 i like try to do Calls in the server esp for plague tale bc its like a 1p game so wed need a rapport to like have #shit to talk abt and etc ..... i could just infodump abt the game but again i feel doing that to like strangers/oomfies would b weird. ik i #come on here and talk abt whatever i want but its like you guys dont Have to read this and its not like a server where Yeah im not talking #to one person but im still like Oh well ive sent a message and its in the channel and everybody just has to look at it and whatever.#but on here i post i nobody cares and it just gets pushed down and its Fine bc its not like anybody has to feel obliged to respond #which is fine. you know.. i just hate being like a nuisance i hate . idk how to phrase. imposing myself on others ig.. which is dumb bc the #i turn around and whine abt how i have no friends and its like Maybe that is bc you donot talk to anyone bc yr scared they will be annoyed #with you and you dont leave the house and have no interests to bond with ppl and etc. but basically the difference is ive written all this #and you guys can just not read it or you can just read it and ignore it and its different. even tho i am like addressing you and i do have #like. weird parasocial thing with My followers or whatever where i talk directly to you YES YOU! reading this. IDKK im rambling so much i #dont know what im talking abt anymore. i proooooobably need to go to sleep im hungry tho but im not but i am. but i think my sleep is getti #off schedule again i had trouble sleeping yesterday too... ugh

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koicrimes · 26 days ago

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this is literally so weird and random but like I had this dream that this big Twitter account for some fandom news publication (likely only real in my dreams) wrote an article about and linked to my judgment fic called voyuer (actual fic i did write) and they were praising it and recommending it to their audience.

so the fic blew up outta nowhere and since I didn't use Twitter I didn't know that had happened and was just scratching my head over where all those people came from, right? then after a friend sent me the link to the post and I damn near lost my mind. I was sooo happy bc like ??? WHAT?? and I read the comments on the post and there were sooooo many people speaking well of it and just generally hyping it up and I was honestly on cloud 9.

then AGAIN OUTTA NO FUCKING WHERE, some person who clearly never read the story commented something like "why are we praising a disgusting freak who wrote rape fic?" and like...

this, never-- it was just so very clear that this person didn't even read a SENTENCE of that fic and just wrongly made assumptions based off the comments they saw on the post that ???? somehow??? gave them that impression??? or maybe they were just trying to stir the pot? idk.

anyway, it blew up ever further and suddenly everyone was trying to cancel me and were just full on making up things that were never in the fic as reasons why I 'shouldn't have a platform' ?!??! and omg i woke up in a cold sweat

LMAOOOOOO WTF WAS THAT FOR?!?!?

#im prettyyyyy sure the dream happened because i yesterday thought about my one kiryu fic again #indulge #and how after like a year or so it blew up randomly and it's at around 500 notes here #which is soooo uncommon on tumblr for my ykz stuff #and at the start of the summer that sorta thing came up in the writer's corner i lurked in #and they were discussing how if one of your fics suddenly blow up outta nowhere #like well out of your typical metrics- it's probably due to a reader recommending it on tiktok or a discord server they're in #and like.. i douuubt thats happened to me bc i feel like people #tend to announce if tiktok brought them to something and i never got one of those comments #and i just... cannot imagine any group of people discussing me in their discord servers in a way that's NOT negative lmaooo #so idk the mystery remains #but miss brain girl- I DO NOT CARE ENOUGH FOR YOU TO HARASS MY DREAMS LIKE THIS OVER IT 😂😂😂#koidreaming

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fingertipsmp3 · 1 month ago

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I’m always so fascinated by people’s bad roommate stories. I’m not sure I’ll ever live with someone I haven’t vetted extensively beforehand ever again

#every living situation where i’ve been assigned roommates randomly; i always seem to get one person who is an absolute angel #and 1-2 people who are honestly fucked up #i lived in halls 1 year of undergrad and everyone was kind of equally insane. honestly no one stood out as particularly bad #because everyone was just constantly screaming. i dealt with it by going home most weekends and getting noise cancelling headphones #3rd year of undergrad i lived in a suite which.. honestly was basically an apartment. had a living room/kitchenette; a toilet; a shower room #and 4 bedrooms #one of my roommates i’m still friends with to this day but honestly they were and are kind of a ridiculous person #like they were actively dealing drugs most of the year and their boyfriend was around most of the time and they would bone LOUDLY #and that’s the good roommate. so you can imagine the other two #one of the others.. honestly wasn’t a bad roommate; she was helpful and clean and civil #she was loud as hell though. she used to have attacks of insomnia and decide to rearrange her furniture at 3 in the morning #and we shared a wall. she also had an illegal pet rabbit.#our personalities just didn’t mesh well; like it became clear pretty fast that we were going to spend as little time together as possible #third roommate was loud; rude; annoying and gross. she’d be calling people at 7am just to yell down the phone to them about her problems #i was like who is picking up the phone to this bitch. she also picked up on my homosexual vibes in that way that homophobic straight girls #always seem to have; and was convinced i had a crush on her. and she bought a betta fish (allowed according to dorm rules) and then it died #because she didn’t want to take care of it properly. and she refused to do anything for herself #like she was always breaking shit and leaving it because she didn’t want to email or call maintenance. so then i’d have to do it #because it was always something we specifically shared. like a set of shelves she put a fucking 5lb shampoo bottle on. twice.#in grad school it was almost the same thing. one angel roommate who was kind of messy but otherwise fantastic #she rolled the best joints i have ever seen. and i still miss her cat cali #it was the men that were the problem. one was an international student who left after a month and bothered nobody #like to the point i didn’t notice when he moved out because he was so innocuous #the other two though….. so one of them started hooking up with my favourite roommate and immediately became SUPER annoying #the other one stole shit; left lights on all the time; left fridge and cupboard and freezer doors open; tried to guilt trip me #into giving him my weed; played mariah carey at 2am; never bought a single cleaning product or household item for the collective #unless you told him to…… he was even using my toothpaste at one point. like. sir.#oh and he was always dirtying other people’s dishes and cookware and leaving them in the sink for days. and leaving big chunks of food #in the sink. it was fucking gross #personal

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mustlovewillgrahamsdogs · 1 year ago

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can we talk about the music in hannibal???

we have the mizumono/dolce theme again during the breakup scene in digestivo but it’s so… soft and dissonant. it’s barely there, a small motif, but it’s there. and it stays there until hannibal comes walking out to meet jack, then the music changes completely.

it’s just so so so fucking good. every detail of this show has me on my hands and knees. that theme is powerful enough to take down whole armies.

#the teacup is broken :/#when it comes to you are me there can be no decisive victory #we are a zero sum game? :(#i miss my dogs #i’m not gonna miss you #god damn them #GOD DAMN THEM!#the music is so devastating #i think if i heard it randomly in a store i would start sobbing #hannigram theme #hannibal #will graham #nbc hannibal #hannigram #hannibal lecter #digestivo

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arcaneprism · 2 years ago

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Love being attached to two musical shows centred around a girl coping with grief and confidently looking forward to one day watching the next season only to wonder why the second season isnt here yet and find out in 2022 that the second season of both shows isnt coming because Netflix cancelled both of them

#julie and the phantoms #jatp #country comfort #fuck netflix #it takes me until I start randomly hyperfixating ages after my first watch to get into fandoms and look up about next season stuff #jatp motivates me so much #and country comfort brings so much joy while also reminding me how much I love country songs #i miss both of them so much

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okayeojin · 7 months ago

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#i was randomly scrolling through this blog #which ive been avoiding because i felt guilty for disappearing from the face of the earth #i updated my pinned post #like my personal info and my guidelines #some of my oldest posts like when i first started this blog were so cringy #get me out of here #anyway #idk if anyone still cares buuuuut im kinda tempted to open requests ??#but if i do i might just accept a couple of them #not that i expect to receive that many anyway lmao if any #ive been busy with other things in the past... year? how long have i been gone #been focusing on art a lot! even receive my first PAID commission #so im focusing on that these days #i graduated university :3 #which is cute to think about considering i started this blog when i was still in high school #sigh #but yeah if anyone is awake...#hello?#love u guys missed u #🫶#🥛; mishi talks

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skitskatdacat63 · 2 years ago

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I've been freed from the shackles of school 🥹 I'm free, guys 🥹 Alright, now to watch as many 2009 races as possible before the triple header-

#i mean id like to? hopefully 🙏#god...when i started 2005 it was right before the semester #and i watched 9 races in a week #so this will just be that(part 2) except now were getting into the thick of it with 2023 so ughhhhhh #not that i mind 2023 races i just think the triple header will be *so much*#i wish i could completely distach myself from school stuff but i have things i still need to finalize which is annoying #please just let me rot into my bed and desk chair and completely involve myself in my interests #anyways im glad i made it through :) i think having f1 as a backbone both helped and hindered LMAO #id like to draw as well but i think those seb fanarts i drew were a fluke 😭#ill be able to draw for like 5 hours straight randomly and then not be able to draw again for months #I WANNA DRAW MY OCS I MISS THEM 😭😭😭😭😭#catie.rambling.txt

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sunfyredarchive · 2 years ago

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i'll be adding some more muses to my low activity multimuse ( @helbroth ) soon, most of which being characters i used to write in fantasy / mythology / anime / fandomless verses and some of them will have asoiaf verses too because i'm a s.lut for this place :'D feel free to leave your suggestions if you can see me writing certain charas you'd like to interact with and i'll consider adding those too. <3 ( preferably male minor characters lol )

#i just randomly remembered some of them while clearing my following list on renly's blog #and .. started weeping #nskfksfk not really #but i miss some of them ngl #esp tolkien & witcher & greek mythology fandoms #and that's the only spoiler you're getting for now #【✧crown off】: ooc

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obstinatecondolement · 2 years ago

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Genuinely fucking loathe my bluetooth headphones.

#my semi-broken wired ones seem to be entirely broken now #boo tomato tomato #I sent my sister into a shop to buy me wired headphones when they started breaking #and she came back with bluetooth ones and I was too exhausted to go and bring them back #and you can't even plug a wire into them #literally hate them #they run out of battery in less than a day and half the time the audio randomly muting on and off when I'm using them #so I miss every other syllable #ALSO I can't use them with my audio interface when I'm recording

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pigeonplaysgod · 2 years ago

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Merlot has started his medical career, and I guess delivering babies has gotten him thinking...

#pigeon plays #not so berry #not so berry challenge #sims 4 legacy #legacy challenge #nsb plum #merlot berry #tbf he's been thinking about diapers randomly since he moved out of his moms' place #he misses his family!!!#yeah it was hectic and there were So Many Of Them but they were his FAMILY #also bc he graduated hs early and also got a degree he started his career at level 6 #so like he's already gonna be making So Much Money #his first day of work he brought home 4k #also can i just say #merlot is cute af #i love him so much

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