#stabbing myself with the knife
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11/20
#big day for doomed yaoi enjoyers#(me)#i’m never ever doing this again i was screaming every minute coloring this i literally cannot do hard light#biggest case of “trust the process” i’ve ever experienced in my life#also i was gonna originally do a gun instead of knife to keep it canon but i quickly learned i can’t in fact draw guns#a knife is more symbolic anyway. stabbed in the back. yk#(trying to comfort myself that i can’t draw firearms even after eight years of art)#i remember playing this scene for the first time and actually breaking down at 2am bc that betrayal STUNG#i actually had no remorse for akechi after that 😭😭 i actually felt like a sadist for enjoying beating his ass in shidos palace#akechi as a character was specifically designed to make me go through all five stages of grief within a matter of minutes#absolute rollercoaster of emotions#ANYWAY IM FINALLY FREE TIME TO NOT DO ART FOR THE NEXT FOUR MONTHS 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼#persona 5 royal#persona 5#p5#p5r#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#goro akechi#akechi goro#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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One of the perks of living in Gotham is that occasionally you’ll walk past a Wayne having the most batshit insane conversation anybody has ever had.
Walk past Dick Grayson on the street and hear him say into his phone, “I don’t think he’s anti-vax, but Superman is definitely not vaccinated.”
Stand outside of the downtown WE building and see Tim Drake walk out with his tall friend only to pause and say, “Hold on, I just got the mental image of Lex Luthor pregnant. Thanks for that.”
A lucky few who ride the same subway line as the newest Wayne edition, overheard Duke tell Stephanie that living in Wayne Manor is, “Alright, but when I moved in Jason and Damian gave me a knife and said I had to kill Tim. Said it was tradition.”
“It kinda is. Did you do it?”
“No!” Duke says, to the relief of the overhearers. “Get this…he stabbed himself.”
“…yeah, I should’ve guessed that.”
The downside to living in Gotham is literally everything else.
#the second best thing about living in Gotham is overheating the robins have the most batshit insane convo you’ve ever heard#overhearing*#Duke showed up at Wayne Manor was given a knife and when he told Tim about it#Tim took the knife and stabbed him self (a little) and then shouted to Bruce that Duke stabbed him#because and I quote ‘they won’t leave you alone until you do it’#Duke was just like: WTF am I getting myself into here#batfam#Gotham#dick Grayson#Tim drake#Duke Thomas
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WHO AM I SUPPOSED TO TALK TO
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO
when
there's
no
you
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montage of eddie and buck in hospitals after their nde(s) and christopher visiting them with "soon you'll get better" by taylor swift
#stabbing myself with the knife#envisioning chris being there when buck is in a coma#sorry i woke up and chose violence#my sleep so bad these days i feel like shit#how am i going to watch 8b when it's 6am my time.... no idea
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I don’t know why, but Grian having mimic powers makes so much sense to me. It just feels so mischievous, “oh hello. hmm… you can fly?? WELL NOW SO CAN I” and then he falls to his death, ambitious as Icarus (I can’t escape mythology parallels). It’s very Loki of him. Like, “HAHA now I have your power. Except I die to it. Everytime.”.
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so the crew know who Shanks is because Luffy likes talking about his hat and his promise.
but the crew *didn't* know who Ace or Sabo were because Luffy doesn't talk about the past.
So. Extrapolating.
Do Ace and Sabo know that Luffy's facial scar is self-inflicted?
#one piece#Very Funny to imagine them giving him a knife to skin a crocodile and him going#“wow! the last time i had a knife this big was when i stabbed myself in the face shihihihi hey where'd my knife go”#asl brothers
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Holds out my hands. Your idea?
Azran Legacy spoilers just in case for those who don’t know
I’m imagining an animatic based on that lyric (I think?) I reblogged from you where it’s Aurora watching Luke as the light turns off and the life leaves his eyes. Because I hate joy and want to suffer, apparently :,)
#professor layton#luke triton#azran legacy spoilers#jesteranswers#me stabbing myself in the chest: ‘wow this hurts’#me: *twists the knife*#good lord lmao#aurora azran
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the only thing about school keeping me from ending it all is my daddy issues professor calling me smart today that’s it i think
Oh that would absolutely ruin me
#one time i stabbed myself on accident with an exacto knife and immediately put pressure on it before going to the prof#and he told me i had good instincts and i thought about that for months skfjdkdjcjsjdjc
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i know we're all busy being boiled rn but i really did miss this energy. there's nothing like being plugged into the connected hivemind
#so many of you are just as fucking funny as ever. if not more so.#it's fun! even if i want to stab myself in the eye with a dull butter knife when dno say 'theyre toUching'#dnp#dan and phil#c.text
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guess who slipped in the driveway and skinned the FUCK out of his knee

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going to stab myself with the really big knife in the kitchen
#I've said it before I don't like talking about it because even if I wasn't a touch dysphoric about the whole business it's not something#I feel the urge to discuss. but I am having cramps so bad I am seeing stars on occasion and I have literally NOTHING#no hot water bottle no painkillers nothing at all#hence why I say I want to stab myself with the big knife. and it's a BIG knife. that would be preferable#is this comeuppance for gloating about decent weather here.
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I would like to take a moment to share how cool my mother is in the examples below.
(except it's my fucking Christmas presents)
Number 1.

Those shiny things you attach balloons to. (I asked for this one and mother was not amused)
Number 2.

Scented candles. While I did ask for these I think she got the wrong smells(I asked for lavender so I could sleep better but still appreciated❤️)
Number 3.

Googly eyes so I can stick them everywhere and fuck with people(asked for this aswell)
Number 4.

I asked for art supplies.. mother did not disappoint.
Number 5. And this one may shock you but...

IT'S A MOTHER FUCKING KNIFE! I DID NOT ASK FOR THIS BUT OH LORD AM I HAPPY. (I get to shank a cunt yay)
So yay currently Christmas has gone well.😁
#the fucker rambles#the fucker rants#Christmas#i like my presents☺️#there were a few more but i liked these the most#and before you ask#yes the clusmy tired me almost stabbed myself with the knife#and i dropped it(smh they trust my clusmyness too much)
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I just drew the most tragic thing I’ve ever drawn in my life
#Ugh Winstonnnnnnnnnnnnnn! I’ll break you and Julia out of there and spoon-feed both of you whatever foods you want#His poor knees#oh my god what have I done I’m a sick sick woman#I have such a high threshold for disturbing imagery that even if what I did rationally is sad; it doesn’t feel like it to me#so I keep making it worse and worse until I practically have myself in tears over how pitiful the character is#Therefore every sad or scary thing I ever do is not only sad or scary; but absolutely horrific gut-wrenching and almost traumatizing#You see I want to rip people’s hearts out and CRUSH them and STOMP on them and STAB them with a KNIFE and— and— and—#I end up doing precisely that to myself in the process sjshsjddjjddndjdjdjdk#Anyway the camera will start at his face and slowly pan down as O’Brien proceeds to be a complete asshole to him#(have I mentioned that I want to beat the shit out of O’Brien?)#“You have almost no teeth and the ones you have are falling out.” [plucks one out] You’re filthy and smell like a goat.” Fuck OFF
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NO ONE GAVE ME ADVICE. I AM INCAPABLE OF BEING MY OWN PERSON. IM JUST GONNA DO IT
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I saw a cool looking medieval knife in a shop. I don't have the money for it but I really want it now
(The one on the bottom)

#Partner said I couldn’t get a sword but a knife would be okay#I like switchblades because of the security of being able to hide the blade (I'm dumb enough to manage to stab myself probably)#(and I'm always worried about accident happening with a sharp blade)#but they are not as cool as this one
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anyway, john silver is a liar but there's an easy to see truth about himself in every lie he tells (which is part of why he's so effective at lying and why people trust him more easily) he also changes shape easily around his lies and truths which protects him to an extent
james flint is a liar who has thoroughly distanced the core truths of himself from the heart of his lies in order to protect himself, but it's still there if someone were patient enough to dig for it
#so if you were to stab into silver's lies he could easily wiggle away from harm#if you were to stab into flint's you would likely be killed before you would reach what you were looking for or fatally wound him#if you patiently push the knife in with care though...#i am just musing to myself but feel free to join in.#black sails for ts
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