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[thisaritree]

akitoya have some slushies

[strwbrrychnnie]

< about time >

pairing:: bang chan x older male reader genre:: smut // fluff - - minors dni!! word count:: 2.9k summary:: you’re an overworked college student and your best friend, bang chan, is a famous kpop idol. he’s constantly busy and you haven’t seen him in months. he surprises you with a visit late one night, and scenes in the movie you watch sparks a flame you didn’t know existed between you two. warnings:: smut !!! unprotected sex, oral (m receiving), slight d / s dynamic, dirty talk, praise, slight pet play if you squint, swearing, petnames, age dynamic & honorifics, crying notes:: my first work on here :fingers-crossed: not entirely proofread either srry ;; i’ve actually never seen ‘about time,’ but i know vaguely what happens in it- bare with me if i get anything wrong ,,</3 i don’t know how to end stories i’m so sorry

it’s been a long day. you’ve been working on your homework all day- reading textbooks and taking notes, replying to insufferable classmates on discussion posts, studying for an upcoming test. all you want is someone to hold you, and nobody comes to mind.

that is, except for your best friend, chan.

he’s always there when you need him, but he's beyond busy. he’ll pick up every call within a ring or two, but never has time to talk more than five minutes. but he never forgets to text you good night, sleep well, to dream happy thoughts.

you groan, leaning back in your chair. would he come over if you asked? does he even have the time? is he even still in korea? you spiral and spiral until you eventually pick up your phone, deciding to find out for yourself.

he picks up before the first ring, a coarse voice filling your ear. “y/n? you okay? it’s 2am, sweetheart.” your heart aches at the petname.

“i- sorry. i’ve been up working on homework, i didn't mean to wake you up.” you whisper into the phone. chan laughs gently.

���i’ve been up. don't worry about me, it's just good to hear your voice.” a silence falls over you, registering his compliment. “you there?”

“yeah- yeah, sorry. just…” you bite your tongue. “i miss you, chan.” he sighs on the other end of the phone.

“i miss you too. look, how about… i wrap things up here, and come over?” your eyes widen.

“wait, really? can you even do that?” chan laughs again.

“of course i can, y/n. i don't have a schedule tomorrow, so i can do whatever i want tonight. would you like that?” chan teases.

“yes, please. i need you.” you bite your lip at your neediness. chan chuckles, and you hear a rustling on his end of the phone.

“you need me, baby boy? did i hear that right?” you groan, squeezing your eyes shut.

“that’s hyung to you, sir.” you correct.

“you're barely older than me! don't make me call you that.” chan whines.

“yeah, yeah. hurry up over there and come over, okay?” chan huffs playfully.

“okay. give me like thirty minutes, i'll head out right as i finish.” you smile, pursing your lips together at the thought of seeing him again.

“see you soon, channie.”

“see you soon, y/n-ie.”

---

it's almost exactly thirty minutes before you hear a knock at your door. you jump up, running to unlock it, greeted with your best friend dressed in all black.

“hi, channie.” you say softly, playing with the hem of your shirt. chan smiles, stepping forward and wrapping his arms around your waist.

“hi, hyung. i missed you.” chan whispers as you sigh, wrapping your arms around him, nuzzling your face into the crook of his neck. chan chuckles, squeezing you tighter. “you okay?” you shake your head.

“just… long day. needed to be around someone.” chan nods, caressing your back, holding you tight.

“i know, sweetheart. i’m here now, okay?” you bury your face deeper into his neck.

“okay.”

it feels like eternity, standing there in the atrium, hugging chan. but you wouldn't have it any other way. chan breaks the silence, clearing his throat.

“hyung, let's go to your room. you need to get some rest.” you groan, holding chan tighter.

“i'm not tired. i still have work i need to do, i’m so behind and-”

“hey, hey.” chan pulls away, holding your shoulders at an arm’s distance. “don't worry about all that. just get some rest, with me, yeah?” chan cups your face in his hand, caressing your cheek. you lean into his touch, your eyes fluttering shut.

“okay.. fine.” you give up, melting into chan’s touch. chan giggles, moving a hand from your shoulder down to your hand.

“that’s my hyungie.” chan praises, leading you up to your bedroom. 

once you get there, you sit against the headboard of the bed, pulling a blanket over your lower half. “let me help you.” chan offers, sitting beside you and gently pulling the blanket over both of you. “we can watch a movie or something if you want?” chan suggests, snuggling closer to you, wrapping an arm around your waist and laying his head on your shoulder.

“we can watch something, i'm okay with that.” you lay your head against chan's head, closing your eyes and sighing softly. chan moves a hand to your thigh, caressing it softly.

“alright, anything in particular you want to watch?” chan asks, rubbing small circles on your thigh, feeling your breathing slow down. “or should we pick something together?” chan hums, enjoying the warmth of your body against his.

“what was that movie you watched with stay the other day?” you ask. “i was busy when you watched it, so i never got to see it.”

“oh- about time?” chan blushes. “that’s like my favorite movie. i’d so be okay with watching that again.” you smile, reaching for the remote and turning on the tv. you pull up the movie and press play, chan’s thigh against yours, his hand caressing your skin.

the two of you enjoy the movie, cuddling and leaning against each other. about halfway through, a sex scene pops up on the screen, shocking you. you purse your lips, trying to focus on the screen, instead of the hand on your bare thigh. chan continues caressing your skin, seemingly unbothered by the scene on the tv.

“hyung.” chan whispers, moving his hand closer to your inner thigh. “i’ll stop if you tell me to.” you shake your head, eyes falling down to the blankets, covering chan’s hand.

“it’s.. it’s okay.” chan hums, continuing to stroke your thigh, matching the rhythm of the movie's steamy scene. he keeps his gaze on the screen, as you bite your lip and refuse to look up. chan slowly snakes his hand up your inner thigh, dangerously close to your crotch. chan nuzzles his face against your shoulder, as you bite back a whimper.

“hyung...” chan murmurs, turning to you, stopping his hand right above your growing bulge. “do you want me to stop?” his voice trembles, his breath warm against your neck.

you shake your head. “no, i… please keep going.” the movie forgotten, you purse your lips together, turning away from chan from embarrassment.

“good boy.” chan praises, his heart pounding out of his chest. he slides his hand up to your clothed erection, palming it gently through your shorts. chan presses a soft kiss to the side of your neck, slipping a hand under your shorts and cupping your length over your underwear. you whimper, squeezing your eyes closed.

“channie…”

“shh, it’s okay, hyung. i’ve got you.” chan reassures, stroking your erection through your underwear. he presses soft kisses down your neck, nibbling gentle marks into your skin. “so fucking hot for me, yeah?” chan teases, increasing the pressure slightly.

“shit…” you bite back a moan, looking down at where chan is touching you.

“i know, baby.” chan coos, feeling you twitch beneath his touch. “i want to make you feel good, okay?” chan whispers, sliding his hand inside your underwear and gripping you gently. “is this okay?” he asks, his own erection straining against his pants.

“yes, yes, please, channie.” you beg, your dick twitching in chan’s hold. you shift the blanket, moving it off your crotch so you can watch him touch you. the cold air is a welcome feeling, as chan’s hand is so warm against you.

“fuck, hyung.” chan gasps, his eyes widening at the sight of your hardened length. he takes a deep breath, leaning down and taking you into his mouth.

“chris! oh, fuck.” you buck up into his mouth at the sudden feeling, his mouth warm and tight around your cock. chan chuckles around you at the use of his real name, as he moves a hand down to play with your balls gently.

chan hums around you, sucking harder, his tongue dancing along your shaft. chan caresses your balls gently, eliciting another whimper from you. “you taste so good.” he lifts off your cock to breathe, then dives back in, swallowing your length fully and bobbing his head rhythmically.

“channie, oh my god.” you bury a hand in his hair, just petting it, not trying to force him to stay down on your cock. you throw your head back, whimpering as chan swallows around you.

“i’m not stopping, hyung.” chan promises, leaning back down, his cheeks hollowing as he sucks you deep. chan releases your balls, gripping your thighs tightly, hard enough to leave marks. “cum in my mouth, hyung.” he begs. chan increases his pace, sucking harder and bobbing quicker, his saliva dripping down your shaft. he takes you fully in his mouth, his nose brushing against your pubic bone. you hold back a loud moan and bite your bottom lip. 

“close, channie. so close.” chan nods, swallowing around you, humming gently. a hot flash runs through your body, your hips bucking involuntarily into chan’s mouth. you come with a loud groan, filling chan’s mouth with your warm seed. you shake through your orgasm, your body going weak and your head falling back against the headboard. you pant, petting chan’s hair as he gently sucks you clean.

“there you go, baby.” chan praises, swallowing your cum and wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. he presses a kiss to the side of your cock, humming happily. “are you alright?” chan asks, looking up, concern in his voice. you nod, visibly exhausted, opening your eyes slowly to see a red-faced chan with a crooked smile, his mouth slightly open.

“i- thank you, chan. that was…” chan giggles, leaning in to kiss your cheek.

“anytime, hyungie.” chan smiles, his heart racing. he sits closer to you, pulling you into a hug. “how do you feel?” he asks, his erection hard against your hip. you blush, leaning into his hug, shifting so your hip brushes against his bulge. chan whimpers, burying his face into your neck.

“i’m okay… what about you, channie? can i help you?” you whisper, caressing his inner thigh. chan whines, breathing heavily against your neck.

“hyung...” chan stammers, his erection pulsating against your hip. “i want to fuck you.” he confesses, his voice barely audible. “but only if you're okay with that.” he adds, his heart pounding wildly in his chest.

“oh, god.” you throw your head back in shock. “i want nothing more than that. please?” you plead and chan lets go of you, throwing the blankets off you both, sitting in front of you. he carefully guides you to lay on your back, your head against the pillow. chan giggles, slipping your shorts and underwear off your legs, leaving you alone in your shirt. chan slips off his shirt, revealing his perfectly toned body. you purse your lips together, admiring his body. “you’re so beautiful, chris.” chan blushes, looking away, covering his face with his hands.

“stoppp… i’m not.. i’m not beautiful.” you pull chan down, his legs kneeling on either side of your torso. you cup chan’s face with one of your hands, the other placed on his chest.

“you’re perfect, in every way. you’re so, so, pretty, christopher.” chan whines, burying his face in the crook of your neck, his face flushed red. “i mean it, baby. you’re so beautiful.” chan groans, pulling himself up.

“okay, okay, i get it, you’re in love with me.” chan teases, kneeling on his shins, slipping out of his shorts and underwear. you tilt your head to the side, admiring chan’s body.

“you’re not wrong. i’ve kinda always been in love with you, chris.” chan stops in his tracks, making eye contact with you.

“i… i love you too, hyung.” chan mumbles, his heart overflowing with emotion. he looks down, pumping his cock twice, his tip wet with precum.

you melt, reaching your hand out to hold chan’s. “so pretty, channie.” chan shakes his head, shy, taking your hand into his.

“hyung…” chan whimpers, his eyes locked on yours. he positions himself between your legs, his tip pressing against your entrance. “are you sure?” he asks, his voice shaking. you nod.

“i’m sure, channie. i’m good, go ahead.” you squeeze chan’s hand. chan takes a deep breath, pushing in slowly, hissing as he feels the tightness of your entrance. he stops, waiting for you to adjust. 

“you okay?” he asks, his face flushed. you squeeze your eyes shut, gripping chan’s hand tightly.

“so- so big, channie.”

“sorry, hyungie.” chan apologizes, pulling out slightly and slowly pushes in again, a little further this time. “i’ll be gentle, i promise.” he whispers, his eyes locked on your face. you purse your lips together, gripping chan’s hand as tight as you can.

“it’s okay- ah,” you whimper. “you can go deeper. i can take it.” chan nods, thrusting slightly deeper, eyes blown wide at the sensation.

“fuck, you’re so tight, hyung.” he groans, starting a gentle pace, rocking back and forth out of you. you throw your head back at the burn, squeezing chan’s hand at every thrust. he squeezes back gently.

“puppy, feels so good.”

you can feel chan twitch inside of you, and he collapses onto your chest. he breathes heavily, holding your hand tight, stalling the movement of his hips.

“call me that again.” you chuckle, slipping your free hand into his hair.

“what..? puppy?” chan whines, burying his face into your shirt. he ruts up into you involuntarily, groaning as he pushes deeper into you.

“you’re driving me crazy, hyung.” his thrusts pick up again, going deeper every time. you softly pull his hair, groaning at the wonderful mix of pleasure and pain.

“just like that, puppy, you’re doing so well.” chan gasps into your shirt, his pace growing frantic. he fucks you harder, his free hand gripping your hip tightly. you moan loudly, eyes blown wide, watching chan fall apart on top of you.

“i’m- fuck, i’ll cum if you keep calling me that.” he bites the fabric of your shirt, his dick twitching inside of you as he ruts deeper into you. you squeeze his hand, pulling his hair so he lifts his head. chan looks up at you with teary eyes, a pout on his lips. you pull him closer, kissing him gently, your tongue running over his bottom lip. chan whimpers into the kiss, his dick throbbing inside of you. he slips his tongue inside your mouth, matching the frantic movement of his hips. he bites gently at your bottom lip, licking into you hungrily.

“good boy,” you whisper between kisses. “just like that, puppy.” you suck on chan’s tongue, squeezing his hand. chan moans into your mouth, his thrusts becoming sloppy. he fucks you harder, feeling his orgasm building up.

“hyung!” chan cries out, holding your waist tightly. he gasps between kisses.

“come on, puppy, you’ve got it.” you praise, kissing his nose. “come for me, pretty boy.”

chan chokes out a sob, arching his back, releasing into you. he kisses you hungrily, riding out his high. “i love you, hyung.” he whimpers, spilling his seed into you, pumping it deeper. you pet his hair gently, letting go of his hand. you cup his face, caressing his cheek, wiping a stray tear off his face.

“you did so well for me, puppy. i love you so much.” chan nuzzles his face into your hand, quietly letting the tears fall. “hey, hey, are you okay..?” you panic, frantically wiping his tears with both hands. chan nods in your hands, taking a deep breath.

“yeah, i’m sorry, just…” chan wipes his own tears away, embarrassed. he buries his face into your chest, murmuring. “just overwhelmed.” his voice cracks. your heart aches.

“i know, baby. i’ve got you.” you hold him closer, petting his hair and kissing his scalp. chan whimpers, holding onto you tightly. he lays on top of you, panting heavily, trying to catch his breath.

“you made me feel so good, hyung. thank you.” he mumbles into your shirt. you chuckle, tilting his head up by his chin to meet your eyes.

“anytime, channie. that was perfect.” you kiss chan’s nose. he giggles, kissing your lips tenderly. he smiles into the kiss, burying his face into your neck.

“thank you, hyung.” he whispers, nuzzling his face against your skin. you squeeze chan in your arms, sighing contentedly.

“i’ll hold you as long as you need, but we need to clean up soon, baby.” you caress his back, skating your fingertips along his muscles. chan shivers, snuggling into your embrace. he nods slightly, then slowly sits up, slipping out of you with a groan.

“we- we should clean up now, i think.” you nod, sitting up, wincing as globs of chan’s cum spill out of you onto the bedsheets. you chuckle, looking down at the blankets. 

“we’re gonna have to do laundry, too.” chan giggles, helping you up to your feet, kissing your shoulder.

“let’s do that tomorrow, yeah? for now…” chan pulls you in for a passionate kiss. “let’s take a shower, okay?” he whispers against your lips. you nod, rubbing your nose against his.

“good idea, pup.” chan blushes, covering his face with his hand.

“stoppp it, hyung.” he whines, turning away and heading towards the bathroom as you follow closely behind, knowing that tonight is nowhere near over.

[grassyhorizon45]

Could you do a fic where y/n has did, but it doubting themselves and convincing themselves they don't have it? Or just more fics with did. I love reading them but I can't find very many

ok.. so this rotted my brain a little and ended up becoming maybe quite long :D srry in advanced for all the DID terms and such :3 pt 2 will come soon I promise.

Help.

part 1 || part 2 || part 3

Marauders x Y/n but she realises something a little different about herself and the insecurity starts to build.

Warnings: A small bit of yelling, mostly fluff...and a few big words :D

Words: 718

It was subtle at first…

“H-Huh? What do you mean potion class was yesterday?”

“How did I end up here again?”

Then the voices, occasional laughs no one else could hear—

“Siri, I'm h-hearing things again…”

Remus heard from across the room. “Again bunny?”  “That's not good, maybe we should talk to a professor about it?” Sirius suggested.

Y/n refused…… refused to alert the professors of her anomaly, refused to admit it was hindering her ability to function—

Refused to admit it bothered her a lot.

“I told you about the party three times already… What do you mean ‘I never mentioned anything about a party’??!”  James put a hand on Sirius's shoulder at the sight of Y/n tensing up. “Calm down Pads, there's no need to yell. 

Sirius took a deep breath, “I just… d-don't understand, love.” 

……I don't understand either. 

* * *

“I think I found an answer,” Remus said when they were hanging out in the boys’ room one day. 

“An answer?” asked James.  “To Y/n’s sudden… forgetfulness.”

“And the voices?” Y/n couldn't stop herself from blurting.  Remus smiled to himself proudly, “And the voices, bunny.” 

“You found the cause, Moons?” Sirius walked over to the boy whose nose was deep into his book, ruffling Remus’ light brown hair. 

“It's called Dissociative Identity Disorder…” 

“Disso- Wh-What?” Y/n couldn't catch the word. 

“A character in this book has it… He's very detached sometimes and he tends to forget events he and his friends witnessed; so kind of like you, bunny.” 

“D-Detached? D-Do I-?” James nodded at Y/n’s question. “Sometimes, baby.” 

“He talks to himself occasionally too,” Remus added about the character’s description. “The protagonist thinks it's schizophrenia, but the narrator says it's cause of the voices in his head–” 

“Imma stop you there, Moony,” Sirius butt-in as he saw the slight panic growing in Y/n's eyes.  “For one, how do we know if this ‘identity disorder’ thing isn’t something the author made up, and two, if our bunny actually has it. Additionally if so, what do we do about it?”

Sirius made a valid point, yet all Y/n's mind could cling on to was how accurate Remy’s fictional character resembled the things she was experiencing. 

“Baby, you okay?” James put a steady hand around her waist. 

Y/n blinked a few times, bringing herself back to the present. 

“Y-Yeah, I'm good,” she assured her three worried looking boyfriends. “C-Can you write the d-disorder down for me Remy? I think I'll hit the library.” 

“Why don't we pay the library a visit together? I'm down to crack this case,” said Sirius, eager to get started. 

“Sirius Orion Black wanting to visit the library?” James gasped sarcastically. “Never heard of it,” beamed Remus. 

Y/n giggled, “Okay, okay. You guys can come too.” 

* * *

Digging deeper into this so-called ‘Dissociative Identity Disorder’, there were subdiagnoses like OSDD: Other Specified Dissociative Disorder or just amnesia itself could be a possibility. 

Y/n's boyfriends all had their heads wrapped around learning things like multiple personalities, dissociative amnesia, headspace theory, and even causes of DID. 

“I d-don't even have ‘alters’......"

"Guys, it's not so important, we can just let it slide you know…” Y/n mumbled, hating the silence of endless research. 

“Plus Jamie, you have a match against Hufflepuff tomorrow… Shouldn't you practice?” 

“You're right,” James remembered. “I do have a match…” 

Remus shrugged, “Go ahead Prongs, we don't mind.” 

James said a quick thanks before hurrying off. Y/n turned to look at Sirius. The black haired was sprawled on the library table, snoring softly. 

Was never a bookworm that man, unlike Remus. 

“Rem, I think we should leave it,” Y/n said to him as he asked yet another ‘are you experiencing this’ question. 

“We just wanna help you figure this out bunny…” 

“I know… But it's not really a big deal and it's probably just me being forgetful and a touch of sleep deprivation anyways. Look, even Siri’s fast asleep… At least take a break, love?” 

“Alright.” 

It wasn't that Y/n didn't trust her significant others, nor was it really because she was tired. All she wanted was to shut off all possibilities that she could actually be mentally unstable, to make sure she wasn't being a walking ‘waste of time’.

Yet...

She couldn't shake the bugging thought that this whole thing was somehow a facade......

A trick her mind had orchestrated for attention...

...what?

[meaningofaeons]

Hi, how are you?? I hope that you're doing good. May I request how the HSR boys (Mainly Jing Yuan, Dan Heng, Gepard, Sampo and Caelus, if you want to add more it's ok) would react to their s/o doing something embarrassing?? I remember one time where I was out with my friends and out of nowhere I tripped and fell to the floor, my bubble tea just exploded under my chest and everyone was looking 💀 my friends split into two groups, the ones actually worried and the other ones who were just laughing, one even fell into some bushes because they couldn't stand properly 🧍‍♂️I hope it makes sense, rather than seeing it as something bad, maybe make it funny(?

sorry for my bad english🗿🥑💖

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈ klutz

⊹ character(s) - gepard landau, jing yuan, sampo koski ⊹ word count - 938 ⊹ notes - gn!reader, fluff, reader is kind of a klutz, all just cute stuff lmfao

hi anon! don't apologize, your english is very good! I actually only do 3 characters per req so I just went with these 3, hope that's okay! feel free to send in another req for dan heng if you'd like!! (I don't write for caelus im srry </3) thank you for the req and I hope you're doing well too! (=^･ｪ･^=))ﾉ彡☆

⊹ Gepard Landau

You can't tell me that Gepard isn't the kind to completely freak out if something like that happened to you

He's quite protective, so even if you're unharmed, something embarrassing happening for you like tripping is cause for concern for the boy!!!

"Oh my god! Y/N, are you okay?! Here, let me help you..."

It's a little awkward sometimes only because if you try to laugh it off, Gepard is totally adamant that you have nothing to feel awkward or embarrassed about

"This kind of thing happens to everyone. Please don't apologize!"

On the other hand, if it's something not involving potential bodily harm, I still don't think he'd laugh at you

At least, not too much

Gepard is the kind to be 100% sure you're okay before he even thinks of laughing at the situation

But in scenarios where you trip or possibly get hurt, he forgets the whole "laugh" part.

Still, if you were to do something like wave at someone who you thought was waving at you on accident (and they were actually waving at someone behind you) he'd... probably let a small chuckle slip.

It's even more embarrassing than bombastic laughter, arguably, because he's trying to hide it but it's so evident that he's amused

Would treat you to your favorite snack afterwards though as an apology!

He definitely gets worried that you're actually mad when he lets a small giggle slip, but you never are

"Y/N? Come on, I didn't mean to... I'm sorry!"

Let him trail after you a bit longer, it's cute to see him acting like an obedient puppy

⊹ Jing Yuan

Jing Yuan is the dignified General of the Cloud Knights. As such, he knows how to keep his composure.

Most of the time.

Truth be told, as much as the man is dedicated to his job and public appearance, he doesn't really feel like a cold, distant General. Even in public, but especially not in close quarters.

He's amicable, he smiles, he greets his people

But the first time anyone outside of the Seat of Divine Foresight had ever seen Jing Yuan laugh out loud was because of you.

When you stumbled into a pond in the gardens of the Central Starskiff Haven, your lovely boyfriend had barked one single, obvious cackle.

He was quick to politely put a hand over his mouth, but as your head popped up from the water, you had scowled.

There was an obvious smirk on his lips as he helped you out.

It had caught the attention of the (few, but still present) people nearby, so the two of you were quick to make your exit, your face burning red

Now, no matter how much he says it, Jing Yuan doesn't really feel sorry after...

Unless you really lay it on with the dramatics on how much it "upset" you.

Get this man to dote on you, because he totally will

Spoiling you rotten afterwards in exchange for genuine, pure laughter? Sign the General up!

He'll start off with gifts and treats, but if you keep up the façade, he'll eventually just start putting his hands all over you and hanging off your shoulder with overexaggerated theatrics.

"I do wish my dear Y/N would forgive this old man already... I didn't mean a thing by it..."

Don't leave him hanging too long, though—he will get too clingy trying to "earn your forgiveness" and no work will get done that day.

⊹ Sampo Koski

Let's not kid ourselves, Sampo's bursting out laughing the second you topple over

I dare say this guy is even whipping out his phone to take pictures of your blunder like the little shit he is.

Don't worry, though—those photos will never reach the eyes of others. They're for him to giggle at when he's taking a break from his work, or sit in bed and coo over how cute you were pouting at him for his tearful chuckles.

Sampo is sort of the opposite of Gepard in this scenario

If you trip or do something that could've led to unlikely harm, he's still laughing his ass off at you first

Only if you're actually hurt will he calm down and help you out, but it's always superficial wounds so he's still wiping the tears from his own eyes when he bandages your wounds

Oh, he's so smarmy when you get upset though.

"Aww, is my sweetheart mad? I'm sowwy!"

Baby voice to the max, clasping his hands together like a repentant maiden, it's hard to discern which is more embarrassing—your accident or his behavior after.

He's teasing you about it for weeks after.

Again, the pictures he takes of the incidents (if he deems them funny enough) are for his eyes only, but the story is not for his ears only

Everyone in Boulder Town hears about the incident before the week ends. I feel bad for you, poor reader...

Especially right after, if you get "upset" with him, he'll be pinching your cheeks and cooing over you

He turns up the "act like a little old lady crooning over a cute youngster" act to the maximum too, which can be annoying, but it can also turn your embarrassment into amusement and laughter

Honestly, most of the time when he's treating you like that after a blunder, it's because he wants you to see the humor in it too

Doesn't want you to be hard on yourself for doing something kinda embarrassing—happens to the best of us!

Still, make him treat you afterwards. He'll do it eventually, you just have to get through the annoying antics first.

[mimez-meme]

All might and hizashi friendship headcanons‼️ mention of erasermic and Davemight.

They gossip in English

Whenever all might swears in English mic laughs and always says “didn’t take you to be such a swearer all mighttt~”

They love to go to a cafe after work whenever they canto talk about random shit:3

Known as the”power loud duo” (idk💀)

Defo went to a rage room together once but all might didn’t want to break anything cuz it’s “disrespectful” mic just had to tell him “dude, it’s a rage room all this stuff is here for us to break, it’s fine, I know you got anger in you so now’s the time to let it out! Come on! And he broke everything 💀

Both marvel fans and once the pair showed up to a costume party as Batman and robin (all might was Batman obv)

All might can laugh without moving his mouth and it scares the shit out of mic

They talk about different ways to kill villains

Once all might told mic that he likes his smile and mic started to frown and look a bit upset and all might was like “HUH IM SRRY DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG?!” Mic just laughed and was like “no.. don’t worry but thanks bud, I’m not use to compliments especially ones about my appearance..” all might felt bad and hugged him “it’s alright zashi..”

Mic is one of the few who knows what all might has gone through and how he actually feels(not all of it but most) but all might doesn’t know a lot about how mic actually feels and what he’s been through (it’s hard to get the both to open up but it’s harder to get mic to open up) so all might always tries to get hizashi to open up but he mostly fails. He knows about a friend that died, and his anger and guilt but that’s about it.

All might has shit music taste and mic always tries to get him to listen to better music and whenever he does and he like idk puts on a song that’s better all might just like “what is this..” and mic just reply’s with “come on dude it’s better then whatever shit you listen to, just.. vibe”

All might was the 2nd person mic came out to and was the 2nd to know about his crush on aizawa or about their relationship. All might was obv very supportive and tries to show his support the best he can, he once tried to bake him a cake (a rainbow one ofc) but.. uh it failed. and with that mic was the first to know about all might being gay/ace and aromatic mic was shocked but then hyped him up, they’re both just support buddy’s for eachother.

All might is the biggest erasermic fan, (along with nem) mic is the biggest Davemight fan

Mic has to correct all might on his English sometimes but other then that both their English is very good🤗

All might forgets his birthday, mic always remembers so whenever mic goes “happy birthday toshi!! What do you wanna do today?” All might just stands there confused “huh?..is it my birthday?” Mic is just use to it. “Yes now come on!” Mic always forces all might to wear a birthday hat or whatever so he remembers throughout the day and so others can wish him a happy birthday

Mic was also convinced that deku was all mights secret love child and so he asked all might “are you dekus father or something..?” All might obv just laughed and denied it, mic still brings up the possibility every now and then tho

All might use to play football when younger and got a bit of a leg injury cuz of it, mic use to play volleyball and some basketball aswell, they always start talking about it one way or another

They Always make sure eachother eat

Mic knowing how much toshi suffers and how he struggles to know who he is when not “all might” he always make sure all might knows he’s not useless and he has a purpose no matter who he is, and knowing that mic goes through something similar with his “two personalities” (yk, present mic and Hizashi Yamada??) all might does the same.

Dance together sometimes (all might isn’t the best dancer..)

[annisassintchaska]

heyyy love, hope u are okay! i love your writing. if possible, u could write (for lewis) something like him and the reader being friends since they were teenagers (the reader being a driver too) and they keeps have a friendship for years, dating other people but secretly they are in love with each other but they don't say anything because they're afraid of losing each other. but one day lewis gets upset about something (like jealousy) and ends up confessing to her.. thank u love 💕 (and srry about the english, it’s not my first language)

Love: Lewis Hamilton x Bestfriend!Black!Reader

Y/N and Lewis had always been best friends, some would even say they were conjoined at the hip. The two met when they were in high school, Lewis being 2 years older than Y/n, yet due to her smartness was able to be in the same class as him seeming that she skipped two grades. She supported Lewis through his early stages of racing, attending races and helping him with strategies whenever she could, as he supported her on her journey to becoming a Lawyer by helping her with studies and research; going as far as to staying up late at night risking his strict schedule for her.

They had been through it all, witnessing each other's passes and fails, their up and their downs, their light and darkness and let's not forget the most important at the moment which was their relationships. they witnessed and jealously supported each other's relationships as Y/n dated the most 3 guys while Lewis had his reputation of changing girls every two weeks-luckily if it even lasted that long. All this being to the fact that they are in love with each other but out of fear say nothing as to not ruin the friendship. Then came graduation where they both had to separate for weeks to months because of studies and work, only seeing each other once or twice every six months. Overtime they had found themselves back together solidly as Y/n started to work as a Nurse in Formula 1. Her job was to check over a pilot who was involved in a crash and to write down all the data for the doctor to be aware of what they're working on.

This particular day, Lewis had been sent off the track by Fernando who drove into his rare wing which resulted in them both spinning into the tires. they were both led into the office and Y/n immediately ran to hug her best friend. "Lew-bear, are you okay?! Take a seat I'll come to you after I've examined Nando since I was instructed to. she went off to check over Fernando and analyze for any sign of injuries, it didn't go unnoticed by Lewis that Fernando was shamelessly flirting each time he said something. This made him angry as he knew that not a lot of women were able to resist the charm that he had. he watched on as Fernando laid gentle touches to her hand and held it longer than normal each time, she asked him to pass some things, the way he looked at her as if she held all the answers to all the problems of the world and it angered him as in his mind, he should be the only one to look at her that way. in a way to distract himself from starting a fight, he decided to listen to some music and scroll through Instagram.

The torture finally ended as Fernando was cleared to go, he left after giving her a hug and patting Lewis on the shoulder. Y/n packed everything away and made her way over to where Lewis was seated as she realized he wasn't in the mood to talk so she started her inspection and ended it quickly to let him go. "I know that you aren't in the mood to talk so when you're ready, you give me a call ok?" She asked as she Lewis into a hug that he didn't reciprocate but instead looked at her as if she was dead to him and pushed her. "No thanks, maybe you should go listen to what Fernando has to say. It might be more interesting!" he spat before walking out the after giving her one last dirty look. Y/n stood there in tears, shocked and confused as to what the man she calls her best friend meant. she lazily packed up her thing and went straight back to the hotel, not bothering to wait for him to be done with his work.

Meanwhile, Lewis was beating himself up for how ill-mannered he had been with how he naughtily spoke you Y/n. on the way back to the hotel he shed a few tears, feeling as if he had disappointed everyone and everything he stood for as he replayed the incident in his head. The car came to a stop in the garage, and he slowly got out making his way to their shared suite, entering to hear the showers on in her room he entered and sat on her bed to wait for her. The showers had stopped, and rumbling could be heard as she got dressed before the door opened and she appeared in sight.

"I'm sorry" Lewis said lowly when she turned around and saw him. "I just couldn't handle the anger that I felt while watching him carry on with you like that" he said shamefully with his head hung low. "Lew, I'm not understanding what you're saying to me" Y/n replied as she thought he wasn't saying what she was thinking. 'Let me make it clear then. Y/n I'm in love with you and I've been this way since high school, I just didn't do anything about it because I was scared you'd reject me because of my behaviour back then. I kept quiet and let you live on but i panic when i saw you doing nothing about Fernando's flirting because I thought you were interested and that was why I pushed you away. I understand if yiu never want to speak to me again after this but atleast consider forgiving me, please?" Lewis pleaded as Y/n just smiled at his gentlemanly nature.

Y/n walked up to him pulling him down into a soul shaking kiss that left his head spinning when they broke apart but managed to understand what she was saying. "i forgive you Lew-bear. I did the moment you walked away because i knew that no matter what, that you'd always come find me when you were ready to talk" she said that had him smilling widely to the point that his eyes disappeared. He engulfed her into a hug as they stared at each other with nothing but raw love in their eyes. They finished whatever needed to be don and went to bed, feeling happy and content in their new status and Boyfriend and Girlfriend.

[fyodoro]

Haiiii may i request rui, tsukasa, mizuki and akito with a reader who is easily flustered Thank you :3

Is Your Heart Already Painting Portraits of Me?

Featuring Rui Kamishiro, Tsukasa Tenma, Mizuki Akiyama and Akito Shinonome

Hi anon! Sorry this took a bit… i swore I already wrote something like this but apparently not?? Istg i did and I have no idea why

CW ) they tease you, I think there’s some cursing in here I forget, clear tired writing in Mizuki’s part (im so srry..), fluster flustered flustering

Rui Kamishiro

Rui finds your flustered expression and actions amusing. He had no idea how simple it would be to make you lose your cool.

The first time it happened, he was barley doing anything. All he did was take your hand in the Kamiyama halls, and didn’t realize how red you were until the two of you arrived at the destination. Rui noticed how fixed your eyes were on his hand on yours and pieced it together form there.

“I didn’t even know that shade of red existed, isn’t that interesting. And are you breathing ok?”

You did everything you could to keep your eyes off of Rui’s face, knowing that would only make you more flustered. His voice alone was doing that! It felt embarrassing standing there trying your best to muster up words, all while Rui stood there holding back chuckles.

After this incident, Rui would always make an attempt at flustering you whenever he saw you, and it always worked. Sometimes he even felt bad! How can someone get so red and shaky from a kiss on the cheek? Or a hand on the shoulder? So while on one hand he might have felt slightly bad, but on the other he found it interesting and amusing.

Rui won’t publicly humiliate you with your weakness however. If you two are in a group setting with close friends such as Tsukasa & Mizuki, he might slightly make you flustered. But in a larger group or with people less known he will refrain from it.

You can’t stand the grip Rui has on you, but you don’t mind as long as it’s him.

Tsukasa Tenma

Tsukasa is oblivious at first. He thought that you were always just so warm and always had a red face in situations, it took a ridiculous amount of time for him to realize why you were exactly like that.

You always had a struggle for words around Tsukasa when he was being ever so slightly affectionate. You’d feel your face heat up and lose your train of thought over almost anything this guy does. And what does he say?

“Oh (Name)! Are you feeling alright, you’re so red?!”

Tsukasa would make a big deal out of it… not to embarrass you or because he knows you’re flustered, but because he’s just so oblivious. But do you wanna tell him the real reason? No! Cause he’d somehow find a way to make your flustered state worse.

Just the way he calls you over in a public setting or how soft-spoken he is with you in private makes you so red. It feels like you’re about to burst in those situations. And it was when Tsukasa was being gentle and quiet with you that he realized why you’re always so red.

“Wait, (Name), don’t tell me you’ve been flustered this whole time! And you never told me?”

When you finally confess that yes, that is the case, Tsukasa’s first question is if you’re ok with him flustering you intentionally. Even if you can’t control it- he worries about making you feel embarrassed and doesn’t want you to get that idea.

Tsukasa is sweet about it, you’re grateful for such a good boyfriend. Even if you can’t keep your cool around him.

Mizuki Akiyama

You and Mizuki have a weekly date where you share something about yourselves to the other, and learn more about it and how it can positively affect your relationship. It was a cute idea brought up by Mizuki when you two first started going out- and was a great way to get to know each other better.

On one of these dates, you confessed how easy it is for you to get flustered. To which Mizuki just says ;

“I’ve known… it’s pretty obvious (Name), I just didn’t wanna say anything incase you were ashamed.”

Was it really that obvious? You were glad Mizuki didn’t point it out actually, otherwise you would have probably been worse. However now that you have admitted? They will tease you a lot about it.

On a regular day, Mizuki will just give you a few compliments to see you blush. But on one of Mizuki’s good days, they’re all over you. Always giving you compliments, taking your hand- hell. One time Mizuki even fed you during lunch. It was embarrassing, but a somewhat sweet moment.

It’s a good thing Mizuki also gets flustered, otherwise you’d have no way to get back at them.

Akito Shinonome

Akito hates how easily flustered you are. Not because he’s embarrassed of you- oh no definitely not. But because he is just as easily flustered. Will he admit this? Absolutely not. Never in a million years will you catch him admitting to this.

The thing with Akito is that he’ll get flustered when he sees how much of an effect he has on you. He could be doing something so minor like leaning on you and he’ll catch you going red. All he can think is this is because of him, how you feel about him.

You might get easily flustered in general, but with him it’s so much more. Although he gets just as flustered- Akito will still be cocky about this. He’ll tease and tease when you two are alone, you can’t catch a break.

If by some chance you catch Akito red faced, you will never let him live it down. You can finally get back at him. He’ll bury himself into the crook of your neck and say ;

“Just please don’t tell the others- I swear I’ll stop teasing you if you don’t tell them.”

It’s funny to you. After his secret is finally revealed, Akito is much nicer. But it feels better to know both of you are deep down a flustered mess for each other.

Somehow the situation makes Akito softer as well. Now he wouldn’t be afraid to cling onto you or be the little spoon. In fact- he’s not even embarrassed to ask like he was before. You’ll gladly let Akito cling onto you or be the big spoon, he feels like a gigantic teddy bear like this.

It’s nice to be yourselves with each other, and having no embarrassment of your flusteredness.

[ducktoo]

:0 wow u reply so fast lmao it's like 6:50am over here where i am (haven't slept yet aha)

should not have had caffeine XD

i was wondering what your writing process is like. :3 how you go from ideas in your head into written word? (I always come up w a bunch of ideas but end up forgetting them bc of my adhd and simple notes don't rlly help cause im dumb and can't understand what i've noted down like half the time) teach me ur ways o great one! (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ

srry for bothering u

-🦈anon :3

One. Pls go sleep. U need at least 8hrs of sleep jeebus

Two. Uhhh i do have the general theme about each chapter, visualise about the potential interaction between the characters and write down what I would respond to them. This is why i like using Y/n because to write a character you have to be the character.

That is how i do the first run of each chapter, and then polish it or change it on second (or third) reads.

I’m not a writing major, so I’m usually just winging it, but as long as I have fun then whatever. Ultimately this series is for me (since i want to read it when i want some aespa funny moments), so I would say make something that YOU would like to read again and again.

Anyway, have fun lol

[mysteriawrites]

hello this is unit 4402 let's do a matchup trade :D

i'm one of those people that enjoys their alone time but when i'm with someone i'm comfortable with, i'm super noisy and goofy. i like to make people laugh! and i like walking to the beat of my own drum too. it's easy for me to fixate on the things that interest me to the point that i forget to take care of myself even though i want to take care of others. i prefer to take the lead and make moves first, but i'm tsun as much as i hate to admit it lol

ty for the request! feel free to send one in and i'll do one for you 👍

-unit 4402

We Interupt your regularly scheduled program for.......A MATCHUP TRADE WITH

@brisquad-unit-4402 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thx for the trade I hope you’re not disappointed. Took me a good minute to decide who to match you with i had a handful of options but I like the potential of this pairing so DRUMROLL PLEASE!!!

🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁

FULGUR OVID!!!

(Srry if you wanted Sonny or Ike I know they’re your oshies but i just think this a nice balanced pairing)

I think you guys would work really well when it actually came down to it. Just a unique vibe of chaos and comfort. You and Fulgur both have a tendency to take care of others while both still being absolute chaos gremlins who know how to have fun.

You guys are like the fun aunt and uncle of the family, but you both make sure to take care of each other and not let the other get burnt out. You’re definitely the more chaotic or the two of you however Fulgur does like to indulge your goofy nature. He’s just happy that you’re happy being yourself

You guys met after he joined niji. you were part of a (non existent) earlier wave and were assigned with Ike to host the new wave debut program. You had gotten a little bit of a chance to talk to the new wave before, but only exchanged a few words. However you were pleasantly surprised to find out how completely unhinged the new guys were. You had to admit you were intrigued.

You had arranged for you to collab with one of the Noctyx members named Fulgur Ovid. Up until them he seemed kinda quiet to you, but when you guys were collabing it was like hanging out with old friends. You were making jokes and bantering like there was no tomorrow. Your fans even started shipping you guys which jump started your will they won’t they campaign.

Since then all of your interactions would be slightly flirty, suggestive, and/or teasing. You two did still get very close though, even met up irl after he moved to the states and did and off collab.

When Fulgur’s health declined a bit and he had to go take a break for a little bit you took care of him, and that’s what led him to falling for you. After that his flirting had a lot more feeling behind it, He would be genuinely flustered whenever you flirt back, and sad if you dodged his advances.

One day you were over at his house playing valorant. He thought you were so hot when you were focused he could barley focus on the game. When you guys won your last match you turned to him with a proud smile on your face and that destroyed him. You two stared at each other for awhile as the sexual tension grew until he asked if he could kiss you and you said yes (let’s just say you found out how about Fulgur’s detachable part worked) (this is how sexual tension works right?)

Since then you guys became a real thing. Going for walks with dog, playing games together, drinking together, and just chillin and hanging out.

He takes care of you when you get caught up in your fixations, but still encourages you and tries to learn more about it so you guys can share it together.

You guys aren’t super cuddly but you have your moments especially at night or watching a movie. He has a lot of movies to show you (with some help from Vox)

Speaking of which you 3 (+ Aia) play dnd together every weekend. Your party is a group of absolute murder hobos, but at least you all are having fun and try out other ttrpgs when you can.

You guys all in all are a pretty chill and playful couple, and the new parents of Nijisanji EN.

This one is less lore connected and kinda short because I’m still not 100% sure on Fulgur’s lore so idk how to integrate it into the story so I just wrote about after he started streaming. Anyway hope you like it.

Runners Up: Luca Kaneshiro, Ren Zotto, Sonny Brisko, Kyo Kaneko

Disclaimer for anyone else reading this: all of my nijien writing and fics are fictional and don’t pertain at all to the streamers behind the model. Please respect them and others in the community thank you.

[rutilefearless]

Incoming headcannons after I finish "caught on cam"

Mha x FEM!Reader

Headcannons

Warning‼️: reader has D.I.D (dissociative identity disorder),reader is female srry T°T, swear words, trauma. Abusive past, quirk marriage, mentions of vuglar and dirty words.

If u guys don't know what D.I.D or Dissociative identity disorder is - it's a mental illness where a person has 2 or more identity, it's like having different people in one body. (I did my research don't worry it's also to make my readers feel what a person with a disorder feels especially now that our society is clearly messy)

    ꧁ꕥ꧂

Get to know yourself!!

Name: [Name] [Last/n]

Age: 15

Birthday: [month]/ [date]

Height: same height as yaomomo or u decide

Weight: it's up to you

Parents;

Mother: Kazuya Hirai [Last/n]

Occupation: house wife, mother of 1

Quirk: split personality

Current status: alive

Relationship status: divorced

Father: Yuzuru [Last/n]

Occupation: prisoner

(arrested for quirk marriage)

Quirk: liquid Mercury

Current status: alive

Relationship status: divorced

Quirk: Split Identity & poison mercury

Appearance: (you can decide what u look like) she has a white streak on her hair and her eyes are lifeless and can only change when she uses her first quirk.

About quirk: Through quirk marriage, [Name] earned two quirks. Split identity from her mother who's quirk allows her to twist her head and replace her face into someone else, [Name] can clone herself into six people with the same appearance yet different color theme and personality; Monotone (the real you), Joy, disgust, sadness, fear, and anger. The quirk doesn't do much. Second quirk Poison mercury, the quirk came from her father that could shoot liquid metal or make it appear out of nowhere. The liquid metal isn't that harmful unless it goes through the skin, but [Name] poison mercury has sulfur in it causing anything that could touch it will melt (like minas acid except it's not that harmful) it can also be formed into something solid but it's still a liqud. The quirk is very much useful, since [Name] has six people inside her they all use the same quirk but handles it differently making her split personality quirk useful.

Drawbacks: Because of [Name] having six people in one body, there are time she can't control them from leaving her mind causing her to have a disorder called Dissociative identity disorder (D.I.D). If one clone of [Name] gets out of control everything in her changes; her personality, her facial expression, her tone of voice, and her movements. Since she can't do anything with it she just left it like that, tho her mother helped her cope with it. There are also times where her 6 clones sometimes took over causing her to not remember some events, she often looses connection to reality and sometimes forgets her real identity. [Name] second quirk is dangerous since it actually goes with her emotions, if she feels joy the liquid metal will twirl around her body and if it touches something it'll be damaged, if she feels sad the liquid Mercury will replace as tear in her eyes which has a huge possibility of damaging her skin, if she feels disgust a few small balls of liquid Mercury will float around her while making spikes indicating that she does not like something, if she feels anger the liquid Mercury will do the same as the disgust expect it's moving slowly and if something gets close then it'll melt, if fear/stress then same as anger but it'll move fast and there will be LOTS of particles of liquid Mercury in different sizes. Overall it's a good quirk, it has no limits, it's only sacry cuzz it's poisonous that's why [Name] had to maintain monotone or feel absolutely nothing.

Physical health: 4/5

Mental health: 2/5

Emotional health: 3/5

Speed: 4/5

Flexibility: 4/5

Strength: 3/5

Senses: 3/5

Quirk control: 3/5

Weapon welding: 4/5

Social life: 3/5

Backstory:

Her father was born from a noble family, he noticed that his siblings and a few of his family had childrens with multiple quirk. He knew why but he didn't understand the point, yes having multiple quirks is amazing and powerful but isn't one enough?. He seemed considerate and forgiving back then, that was until he found out why. He knows how powerful his family is, so powerful that their family is almost like a clan with women being underestimated and men considered as predators. The thought of being stronger, richer, and popular made him thought what it was like to be that person. Then he met her mother... And well...doggy style??...um-

He was an ass through out their "marriage" and can't get enough and made 7 girls, one of them was [Name]. He cherished and appreciatd their existence until he found about their personalities and difference. The first sibling seemed naive and free, her quirk was amazing, but the way she handled it didn't satisfied her father. The second child was mean, she loves princess treatment since her father love the way that she always keeps her chin up high but her flaws is that she was not easily satisfied nor impressed, her father didn't like someone younger yet higher than him. The third child was easily stressed, and the he didn't like how she easily gets scared so he threw her along with he two. The fourth child however was not even trying, she couldn't move unless she was told to and she doesn't look like her siblings at all, she seemed unmotivated and is always seen worming her way on the floor to the training area and would always cry at the small mistakes her father makes, her father didn't like the way she was lazy and a crybaby. The fifth child, was the opposite amongst their sibling. They all acted the same, motivated to impress their father but not themselves. The fifth child had her chin up high along with pride of lifting her father's too. He liked it and it satisfied him for once so he left the other two children on their mothers care since they were twins their quirks and strength were more likely to ripen at the same time. Even if he abonded the others dreams of following his footsteps he still trained them all, until...the first child had enough of seeing the fifth smiling and being careless so a fight happened and caused the families trust to each other to falter. Soft gazes and empathy was replace with jealous gaze and betrayal, it angered their father causing him to snap so he became the monster his side wanted him to be. Because behind their popularity were lies and hurtful reality, money and power cost too much and they took it as a challenge. The 5 children didn't liked their fathers treatments, so they swore to the gods that when the twins receive their quirks they will take them away from him, away from the world. They swore to protect them, but the day came and it never happened. The opposite happened, instead of protecting they were protected. The twins gave their youth and freedom to their father to give the 5 their own freedom, the two could work well seeing as their quirk literally acts like the same. The sixth has different personalities each of them acts like how the 5 acts, as her skin is immune to her father's quirk since her sweat is made out of liquid Mercury, but her senses and speed were better. The seventh can multiply itself into 6 the 5 clones representing as the 5 of the older sisters and her quirk is similar yet dangerous like her father's. Because of their proposal their family tore apart, the 5 left to ask for help while the two stayed to receive different punishments. Their mother couldn't bare seeing her children beaten up day by day just be the person that caused them to be lien this, so she waited for the 5 only for them to be taken away by her husbands family and held hostage. If she calls for help then five of her children won't be with her anymore...

The twins didn't stuck together nor did the other five, leaving the youngest and her mother on their own. But she'll never forget what their last words,

"Forget the past but never forget where you're from."

"Learn to act selfish and be what you wish yourself to be."

"Never look down, and never look up, look straight ahead."

"Accept change, accept life, and accept you."

"Don't be blind, don't be stupid and don't be afraid to be someone you're not, be angry."

"Even if things never stay, I know you fought hard, please let me rest, let us rest. If strings were to be made by us they'll never break, but they'll burn and become ashes that will be blown away by faith."

Fun facts I made those...;>

[boycrazybimbo]

OMG, hiiii, Lia! I've been looking for a blog dedicated to WHB made for and by female writers, as in YOU being the first to actually write female reader inserts for a literal OTOME game. sis, fr, like the rest of the blogs are unisex and stuff, so like, i literally can't imagine MYSELF as just a neutral insert like, wtf? ppl forget that the game is for women and stuff. i just don't see all the hype for making things for everyone at all- Anyways, srry for rambling, i just can't help but express these emotions to you. I would like to request a shortfic of reader/Y/N/MC getting knocked up with the uhh- Shit, i 4got that region thingy, but that kingdom where Mammon rules with Bimet and stuff. Like, I don't want it to be typical and stuff, like, i want them to find out she is with child by another man. Pls take your time, and thx if you take my request! I feel as tho u might be the first for-female blog to only write female MCs in the WHB fandom- So, like, this means a lot to me, but no rush! Ofc you don't have to write it, but i'd appreciate you even considering it regardless. <3

Gurllll, i thought no one would ask- Not me grinning like an idiot rn just for recieving a request XD. Well, sureeee. I would love to. :> Who am I if I didn't take the request of my first request- Now that i think bout it, Idk if that makes sense, but idc- The thing issss, idrk(I don't really know) when i'll publish it, but it'll sure be done in two days for sure. I'm already working on a three character thing for the Satan kingdom/empire, wherever you call it- Stolas is definitely on that list bc why not? Tysm btw~! <3 <3

[cmterygrl]

ghost nsfw hcs

a/n: rqed by anon <3 srry it took actual months to answer who knows if u will even see this now 😭

general thoughts:

- loves lightly pressing down on your lower stomach to feel how deep he is. he'll make some comment about how well you take him – whether he says this as praise or degradation.. who knows.

- eye contact is Huge with him – in and outside the bedroom. likes it even more if it makes you flustered, and will use it against you. doesnt like it when you turn away from him, will hold your face and make you look at him when you cum. if hes in a really dominant mood, he Will punish you for breaking eye contact.

- i feel like he likes to use sex as a stress reliever But that doesnt mean he cant be passionate !! theres times where all he wants is to be close to you and please you, in which case he'll be trailing gentle kisses down your body and his hands will gently hold you, movements nice and slow and loving - he'll mumble soft praises and likes to kiss you deeply while you come.

- also really into dirty talk. of course if it's all okay with you, which he will make sure of first, his mouth is filthy. he'll mix in some praise but in such a condescending voice it's basically degrading. dirty talk and some low grunts and breaths is basically all the noise he makes in bed, he's definitely not dead silent but isn't very vocal otherwise.

kinks + positions:

- i've seen a lot of hcs for ghost where hes like super kinky and into hardcore shit but honestly … i feel like hes rather vanilla 🥸 . like the kinks that he does have aren't super intense and he isn't super into bdsm, not on him at least.

- i don't think he'll mind physically restricting his partner but because of his trauma and everything i dont think he'll like it being done on himself. at most he'll hold ur wrists above ur head with one of his hands or maybe use his belt or something. he just doesn't like it being too restrictive and wants to let you go as fast as possible if/when you say the safe word.

- any position where he can make eye contact with you and see ur pretty face is his favorite tbh. i would say he's into classic missionary and likes to have ur leg thrown over his shoulder so he can reach a little deeper. (also mating press is a close second in his top favorites)

- cowgirl is usually reserved for when he's tired and just wants to admire you on top of him. he loves the sight and its one of the few times he would 'give up' control. his hands would still be on your hips, guiding your movements while praise spills from his lips, encouraging you to keep going even when your thighs start to burn and is quick to say how proud of you he is when you ultimately tap out and get too tired.

xtra:

- ik i've said everyone was big for my past two nsfw hcs but … ghost has bde idk what u want me to do abt it 🤷‍♂️ i'd say a little over 6in and definitely thick, some prominent veins and a flushed tip 🫢.

- happy trail !! i feel like unless u mention it, he doesn't trim his hair that often. he doesn't have much to begin with but for the most part just lets it do its thing as usually he doesnt have time or just forgets to shave. not that he doesn't trim at all but it takes a while to grow back so he doesn't worry about it until he notices.

[berrymoos]

彡﹒﹒🦇🖤💀⛓️🎲🎸

🎸 — regressor eddie munson headcanons!

"just give me a sec!" * struggles with html to code the color i want, gives up, & conks out * ,, srry there aren't a lot 💔

no set age range, he's just a little guy! he doesn't rlly care for putting an age to his regression anyway; it's his time to just mess around & be silly! however, out of him, robin, & jonathan, i would say he has middle tot energy..?

little guy loooves horror media! nightmare on elm street, halloween, gremlins ... relatively anything horror related he's making grabby hands at, buuut he needs to watch something a lot less extreme if he wants to sleep well at night o(╥﹏╥)

he only has three pacifiers in his possession (two of which steve purchased, one of which eddie impulsively stole bought himself), & all of them have been chewed on ... every single one of them, some more abused than the other. he has some little teethers lying around too to stop that, but he prefers his pacis (& his hair ಠ_ರೃ gross)

one time he chewed on his figures for his dnd set and broke one. he cried the entire time steve fixed it & never did it again. he plays with his dice now, rolling them over and over and over again for almost no reason; he uses them to make decisions sometimes

"if i get a six, i caaaan ... get some more ice cream!" - "eddie, youve already had–" - "I GOT A SIX!!! i get more ice creeeam!!" - "eds–"

his favorite game is hide-n-seek, bc he thinks jumping out of his hiding spot to scare the seeker when they get close is the funniest thing in the history of ever. he cannot handle what he dishes out tho – robin copied him once when he was the seeker & his scream startled jonny into tears. nooot a good way to wake up from a nap

bc he chews on his hair so much – and also bc it's simply curly hair & it's so easy to mess it up – he needs to have it washed somewhat frequently. nancy usually helps him with that bc she has curlier hair herself & knows how to care for it, & man. he loves it. she knows how to comb his hair without yanking and massages his scalp during the entire washing process & it feels so gooood!!

he shakes out his hair like a dog when it's wet, no matter the reason. nancy's gotten drenched after every hairwash; at first it was minor annoyance – she even got slapped directly in the face by his hair once – but now, when she gets done, she goes "are you gonna shake out? go ahead and shake out!" & she covers herself with the towel while he shakes aaaaall out (*´︶`*)ฅ♡

for the most part, he takes off his rings when he's beginning to get small – he's not as uncoordinated as robin, but he's definitely not as steady on his feet as big him and one wrong fall could leave him with a ring imprint on his face – but he keeps one on each hand, just bc he can >:3 robin gave him these fake rings to wear as replacements & sometimes he forgets to take them off after he's unregressed 💀

potty mouth. lots of "fuck!"s when he's scared & "shit..."s when something goes wrong. it's not the biggest problem in the world bc eh, it's just a few words & his friends also aren't saints when it comes to said words (but robin & jonny likes to tease him by going ">:0 eddiiie, don't SAY that! ... what the hell, eds..." & ":0 eddie, das a no-no word!", but they also rlly don't care hshejwjd) but the day he got jonny – the least talkative regressor out of them all, mind you – to say the word fuck on accident in front of nancy? (((;゜Д゜))) "ed–" - "IT WAS ROBBIE!" - "NUH-UH!" - "YUH-HUH!" - "NUH-UH!!" genuinely nance wasn't even upset 😭

eddie & robin get into the "nuh-uh, yuh-huh!" arguments & steve and nancy have had to help them come to a conclusion all the time – it wouldn't be a playdate if they didn't

playing with his hair gets him to sleep so so easily. he's being stubborn about sleep? is he saying he's not sleepy even tho everyone can tell he toootally is bc he's yawning & his blinks are getting longer? tie his hair up repeatedly for a good little while & you'll start hearin snores

he sleeps like a log too, so if he conks out in a tangled position on the top of the couch, someone is going to have to carry him to bed bc jostling him isn't gonna work. he falls asleep on steve all the time & he just lets him even tho he drools pools on his shirt

[toaverse]

The last ask gave me an idea like what instead of just mirabell as his daughter what about all of the kids being his children and his sisters just going child free b/c they had to many responsibilities

Omg yes!!

Bruno would meet a nice lady in town, hitting it off almost immediately.

They get together, got married a few years later (with Pepa giving her brother some revenge😈), yada yada.

Julieta and Pepa would still meet Agustin and Félix, but they would never have any children, since they have enough stress with taking care of the town.

a year after the wedding, Bruno and his wife would expect their first child.

Well, turns out that she was carrying twins!

Everyone was obviously overjoyed, especially Alma!

A few months later, the Madrigal welcomed their third generation in the world; two girls named Isabela and Dolores.

Things where going great for the Madrigals with the new twins, until a year later when Bruno and his wife where expecting again.

Thank goodness it was a single kid this time. 3 was the Madrigals’ lucky number after all.

Months later, Luisa was born.

It was suppose to be that, Bruno with his loving wife and three daughters, along with his two sisters, brothers-in-law, and mother. A perfect constellation, the townspeople would say.

Until 3 years later, when they where expecting again…

And it where twins…again…

As you could imagine, Bruno freaked out. How in the world could they possibly have two sets of twins?!

But he decided to just let it wash over him, and months later, the twins where born. A boy named Camilo, and a girl named Mirabel, also nicknamed Milo and Mira.

They really thought that was it. Two sets of twins with Luisa in the dead center? More then enough!

(If kid Hans would arrive in the Encanto too, Bruno would adopt him too. Srry, I just love the Hans Madrigal AU)

a little less then a decade passed, and everything was great! Sure, five kids could be more then a handful, but the Madrigals managed!

Until, you guessed it, Bruno and his wife where expecting again. Another single kid.

However, the poor lady died in labor after the baby, Antonio, was born…

Everyone, especially Bruno and his kids, where devastated…

Surprisingly, none of the Madrigal children blamed Antonio for their mother’s death. How was it his fault, exactly?? All he did was arriving into this world like he was suppose to! He literally couldn’t do anything!

But life went on, though with grief…

Oh, and let’s not forget Mirabel’s botched ceremony…

[golden-wingseos]

until we meet again

how the genshin characters say goodbye.

featuring —

✧ various!genshin characters (separate) x gn!reader

warnings ―

✧ not proofread, zhongli story spoilers

notes ―

✧ hiatus? maybe? umm,,, ill be taking a break thats 4 sure. from nemeseos-noctua and this blog and my main blog as well! srry <3 see u!!

THEY SEND YOU OFF WITH A SMILE, DETERMINED TO REUNITE WITH YOU AGAIN.

KAZUHA ✧˖*°࿐

Kazuha was used to goodbyes.

Especially with people he cared about, people like you who earned a throne in his barricaded heart.

It was no wonder that he saw you off with the brightest of smiles, the kindest of gazes and the gentlest of touches. Seasons change and blossoms wilt, but he knows that he will never truly let you go from his heart.

Yes—because he promises he will meet you again. This is not goodbye, this is see you later.

BEIDOU ✧˖*°࿐

As a woman of the sea, it is no surprise that Beidou moves with it.

And that means leaving you, the land. The anchor of her ship, the land that she dwells in to heal before exploring the seas once more.

Maybe this was fate's doing, to split the two of you up when your relationship had just begun to grow. Maybe this was some climax of a romance novel, the falling resolution including your reuniting scene that'd be a story for the generations of new.

Thank you, world. For letting me meet you. Is what Beidou would think. Thank you for this opportunity, for this chance and this affection.

She will carry it. Off into distant lands, but though the grass in Inazuma may be greener, she will never forget you.

You and your generosity in times of dark.

Thank you, she thinks one last time.

And off she goes, taking a piece of your heart with her.

All you can do is hope the sea will be generous, hope that it will return her to you.

BENNETT ✧˖*°࿐

You were living his dream.

Becoming the greatest adventurer of all time? Wow, Bennett knew you had it in you! Now he can go home and tell his dads that he was best friends with the adventurer who'd conquer the Mare Jivari!

The wind does not blow in a land of ash and dust, therefore, he will not be beside you when you dominate the world.

But please—this is a selfish wish but— please don't forget him. Don't forget the memories, the laughs, the cries and the late night talks.

Please don't forget this time spent together.

He sees you off to the border of Mondstadt, watching you step towards a place that he cannot go to.

His dads will be proud.

Goodbye. I'll see you again once you're the most popular adventurer to ever live!

Benny's Adventure Team, you were one of the greatest members there ever was.

CHONGYUN ✧˖*°࿐

Go, become great.

Chongyun has always been your number one supporter. And now that you were actually going to go out there, going to go do what you've always dreamt of, who was he to go against you?

He watches you drift farther away from the harbor like a maiden watching a sailor set off to sea. He trusts you will return to his arms once more, so now, all he can do is wait.

The exorcist wants to chase after you so bad, to grab a random raft and paddle after your ship like there's no tomorrow—but he knows he cannot.

One day, your name will be headlining the greatest Liyue news articles. And one day, he can tell all of his friends that he knew you, that he was there for you before you became so great.

Go, Chongyun says, go do what you've always dreamed of.

You obliged.

He will become great too. Then the two of you can be legendary together.

VENTI ✧˖*°࿐

This is not the first time Venti has had to say goodbye.

It certainly will not be the last, either. But now, he will send you off with the brightest smile he can muster. That's you, his light, his dove, flying. Flying like the first birds that had courage.

You fly towards the sun, yet he knows it will not burn your wings. If he dared to do such a thing, Venti knew fate would not be so forgiving.

It's funny, how you wormed your way into his heart then left him with an aching hole afterwards. Maybe one day he will see your silhouette in the sky, thinking to himself about how far you have come.

Fly, my bird.

Fly for me, for Mondstadt, and for your future.

He plays your favorite melody at dawn in hopes of lulling you awake wherever you are.

The wind. It will always be here for you.

AMBER ✧˖*°࿐

As a child of freedom, Amber has never been one to say "no" to leaving.

Unlike the others, she says goodbye with a laugh. Goodbye! So brightly that you wondered if she were upset at all.

She's not. She's not upset because now, you are truly free. Free because that is what you deserve.

She wonders if you will be happier wherever you go. Will you become the next Vennessa? The next Alice?

Go, be free. Is all the Outrider's mind can muster. Be free like the wind, be free because the sky is beautiful today.

Though, Amber often finds herself patrolling more frequently... embarrassingly in hopes of catching you again.

This time, your name is a local one.

XINGQIU ✧˖*°࿐

He's doting. Sending you off with a bag of materials and a first-aid kit, you'd be conflicted over whether Xingqiu is your mother or your friend.

"I heard Sumeru is very hot! Make sure to wear sunscreen!" He waves excitedly, watching your carriage part ways from his as his heart hurts for some reason.

Weird.

He thinks to himself: Will you miss him? Will you forget him? How strange, he's never been one to dwell on such things before.

Maybe he should go to Sumeru too. Though, thanks to his shackles as an heir, traveling the world by your side is something that can remain in his fiction novels.

He will watch from afar. Watch as you rise up in glory and become a household name for many—and then, he will think:

I never forgot you.

How could he?

He hopes to run into your arms again, one day.

CHILDE ✧˖*°࿐

"Don't die, comrade!" He yells enthusiastically, too enthusiastically.

His forced smile is obvious, masking the sullen interior he has buried within his heart. This is the first time someone other than his family has earned his affection, and now, they were leaving.

Teyvat is huge, grand, even. The will of gods were the reason for humanity's battle and the hatred within forces were the cause of casualties.

As a pawn on this great chess board of Celestia and mortality, Childe knew all too well that goodbye was goodbye. This was the last time he will see you before running off. Into this thick forest that only he can navigate, he knows that losing you is better than losing himself.

He engraves your face into his mind. Your eyes that glimmered like jewels, your smile and your voice.

The world is brighter, lighter than it was when he was by your side.

Childe has always set himself up for destruction when it comes to the people he loves, and you, you are no exception.

HU TAO ✧˖*°࿐

The funeral parlor director has always been a jubilant soul.

Sending you off with an entire marching band and fireworks, Hu Tao has always treated you with respect (and pranks). And now, now that you'd probably end up getting services from another funeral parlor in Fontaine, it was fair for her to be a bit somber.

As a woman who has seen people off numerous times (both metaphorically and literally), seeing you off was nothing out of the ordinary. Of course, she was sad, but it was expected.

You. You had meant a lot to her in the short period of time she had known you. Nobody has kept up with her pranks as much as she!

So goodbye. Goodbye for a greater future and goodbye because Hu Tao knew Liyue had nothing for you anymore.

Do write her some letters, yeah?

THEY WALK YOU TO THE FARTHEST THEY CAN REACH, LETTING YOU GO WITH A SOLEMN GAZE. THIS IS NOT THEIR FIRST GOODBYE, AND IT IS CERTAINLY NOT THEIR LAST.

XIAO ✧˖*°࿐

As an adeptus, it was no wonder the male was 'protective' in a sense. It was his job to protect the land, and subconsciously, the people in it.

So he escorts you. To the border between the Chasm and Liyue, the invisible line that he cannot step across, this is where the Yaksha says goodbye once more.

He says goodbye like it's his signature, his motto. He has said these very words so many times before, and now, it is no different.

"Speak my name. No matter what nation you dwell in, I will hear it."

Placing an adepti amulet in your hands, Xiao glares up at you with his piercing yet softened gaze. You are leaving, he knows. But finally, he does not have to worry about who you may become once you near his demons too much.

"Go, mortal. I may no longer watch over you, but this amulet will keep you safe."

Go for a brighter future, Xiao thinks.

Even if that future does not involve him.

EULA ✧˖*°࿐

She is a sinner.

You are not.

There are worlds between you two, and seeing you fade to the horizon is a prime example of such. She walks with you before realizing how truly beautiful the world is, how colorful your eyes are compared to the ground she's so used to looking at.

"So what will you do once you arrive at Fontaine?" Eula asks kindly, glancing at your form that was adjusting the numerous bags you were somehow carrying.

"I don't know. Maybe I'll start up a shop to sell stuff, then I can come back to visit you."

The Lawrence giggles quietly, yet melancholic eyes contrasted the melody leaving her lips.

You can set up a shop in Mondstadt, she wishes she could say, but that's selfish. And Eula has done nothing but be selfish as she stands by your side, tainting your reputation with her mere presence.

"Good luck. I will be waiting for you."

And by then, she will have had her vengeance. The Lawrence name will not be a curse, and you can finally stand by her without any repercussions. Just as you deserve.

"Thank you."

She will remember the sound of your voice. The glimmer of your eyes and the structure of your face. She will remember everything and anything you've ever done together because she knows those were probably the last.

Eula Lawrence is a sinner.

That is why she is letting you go.

ZHONGLI ✧˖*°࿐

Zhongli is wise, and though the idea of you returning to him one day fancies his heart, he knows it is unlikely.

Even to an immortal like him, nothing in this world laughs forever. He knows that his time with you will not last forever, watching you hold his hand one last time sets that in stone.

You are off for better, brighter things. And all Zhongli can do is be thankful that he was there for a part of your journey, a part of your life.

"Do you have enough food for the trip?" He asks, holding some of your bags before placing them into the carriage you would be riding in. He wonders, maybe if he were truly mortal, he would be able to go with you. To follow you to these lands he wishes he could explore.

"Yep!"

He smiles fondly, too fondly. It's as if he's ignoring the impending future because he doesn't want to acknowledge it, the fact that you were leaving was still sinking in and he was drowning in this sea.

This sea that would be the future. The future that he, Zhongli, has no clue about.

"Travel safely and make sure not to stay up too late."

Maybe in another life, he could be by your side through your entire life instead of only a part of it. In another galaxy or universe, it was him who would ride beside you in your carriage.

And as you wave goodbye, your hand becoming smaller and smaller, Zhongli thinks to himself:

You are even brighter than gold.

DILUC ✧˖*°࿐

"This is farewell, isn't it?" Diluc doesn't want to admit it, but he has grown quite fond of you. No more will you come strolling into Angel's Share or 'coincidentally' stumbling upon him during nightly patrols. You were going out to explore the world with Varka, and maybe, you'd settle somewhere across the nation.

"Yeah! Don't cry too much, yeah?" You laugh, yet Diluc can't even force himself to smile. He's not one to cry, not after he experienced the worst of life, but his eyes sure do feel warm right now.

"Sure."

You pat his back, smacking him a little bit too hard, but he doesn't have it in him to reprimand you.

"Here, take this," you hand him a pyro gem—and this is when Diluc wonders if you think of this as goodbye too.

Will you be back? The answer is uncertain, but based on the way you're acting right now, maybe you will be?

"Thank you," He croaks out, embarrassed at the state he has succumbed to while you can only shrug nonchalantly.

You will be back.

Diluc can't tell whether that's false hope or not.

KAEYA ✧˖*°࿐

It feels like the sky is falling.

In fact, Kaeya would rather the sky fell. He rather watch every single star fall from space and slam into the pathetic dirt of Teyvat instead of watching you board a boat that's heading to the newly-opened Inazuma.

Why? Why must it end this way? Why must everything and everyone betray or leave him in the end?

"Kaeya."

Your voice interrupts his train of thoughts, his eyes flickering back to reality as he glances at you quietly.

"Take care of Mondstadt, okay?"

A lump forms in his throat.

What a big promise, a big curse. This is a plus, he supposes. Because you will not be there to see him become the traitor.

It hurts. His heart hurts. His fur coat did nothing to keep the warmth from his body as you walked onto the steps of that ship. Will the sea carry his prayers? Will the wind speak his name into your ear while you're out meeting new people and dancing amongst cherry blossoms?

No. They won't. Kaeya was never one to believe in such things, knowing that faith in such forces would only backfire because he was an outsider.

He was an outsider, now. He was always one, but two lonely people together were not lonely.

"I will," he says, far too late. Now, you are out on that ship that was heading towards Inazuma. If he had been faster in forming words, maybe he could've boarded that boat with you.

To Kaeya, the sky fell that day. But you were long gone.

TEARS STREAM DOWN THEIR FACE, BECAUSE NOT EVEN THEY ARE SURE WHETHER THEY'LL SEE YOU AGAIN.

SUCROSE ✧˖*°࿐

"These are happy tears!" She states, yet you know that isn't the case. Sucrose wasn't the most social girl, so befriending you came as quite a hard task.

"I'm sure they are," Grinning, the horses you'd take to Liyue were already lined up. Liyue was close, closer than most nations—but even so, your home in Mondstadt was being sold and your belongings sent off in packages.

"Please visit," Wiping her eyes that were now puffy and red, the young alchemist certainly wasn't in her best condition right now—that much was obvious.

"I will."

"And bring some specimens from Liyue?"

"That too."

One day, she will be an alchemist so grand that she can travel in and out of nations as she pleases, then that way—

She will never have to cry such 'happy tears' again.

THEY SEND YOU OFF QUITE NORMALLY, SO NORMALLY THAT YOU MAY MISTAKE THEM FOR BEING HAPPY DURING YOUR ABSENCE... BUT THE WAY THEY ACT WHEN YOU'RE GONE IS ENOUGH OF AN ANSWER.

ALBEDO ✧˖*°࿐

Albedo does not know what has gotten into him.

Since when did his notes become so sloppy? Yes, his handwriting wasn't the best, but now it was just unreadable!

It's strange, cooped up in Dragonspine for weeks at a time. He's done this before, but why does it feel so empty now?

The alchemist finds himself glancing over at the chair you once sat at subconsciously, subtly hoping that you would somehow appear out of nowhere.

That's not possible, Albedo knows, but it can't hurt to dream, right? Dreaming is how the most famous eras and ideas were invented.

Unlike what many may assume of him, Albedo is a dreamer. He dreams about things that are grand because he has hopes to turn those into a reality.

But some stars were untouchable, and some dreams would forever stay as such.

You are a star.

RAZOR ✧˖*°࿐

The wolves take notice of the young boy's strange behaviors.

Lately, Razor has been nearing Liyue. Leaving Wolvendom at dawn and returning at sunset was not ideal for the pack, yet they couldn't say anything when faced with the male's vermilion eyes.

"You're gone," They know that, but Razor won't admit it. He won't see it because he doesn't want to. Following your scent all the way to Liyue, it was like he wasn't there to say goodbye to you.

Goodbye was not enough. No words in the flimsy Mondstadt dictionary were enough to describe how he felt about you.

And your memory—it was fading in his mind. He has no idea how to bite the memory and grab it back to his brain, forcing it there forever. Maybe Lisa knows...?

Like the wolves, the Librarian doesn't have it in her to tell Razor that you were in fact: gone.

Gone like the wind he smells every morning while walking to the border between Liyue, hoping to spot your... eyes? What color were they?

He forgot.

—But at the same time, he didn't.

[nemeseos-noctua]

Hello! It's nice to see a new genshin impact writer! I saw requests are open, and there's two I have in mind (if it's ok with you): One is for Razor, Albedo, Xiao, and ganyu (possibly Aether if you can) wherein Reader is scared of love. Like, they're scared of opening up and love someone in fear of rejection or being tossed away. But yet they still daydream having someone who'd love them making it more obvious how much they want to love despite their fears anyway--

With this information, how will they confess to Reader about their feelings? Or comfort/console them?

𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆: albedo, xiao, ganyu, (separate) x gn!reader

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: reader has a pyro vision, albedo and xiao story spoilers in their parts

𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒: srry for cutting some characters off!! the character limit is 3! (but personally i would write for aether hehe hes so cute i love him)

you just so happened to have a quest in dragonspine

you did not expect to see fatui—especially not fight them

and... you did not expect to get ganged up on! what is this? a bully session? what the heck?

Among the brawn and burly figures of the Fatui members, you didn’t fail to notice a streak of blonde and dazzling blue from a distance—your eyes widening as you prayed to whatever archon would dare to listen...

Please, please don’t be another stupid enemy. You thought with a grimace, your heart pounding in your chest as you could hear a voice—it was calm yet strong, like a endless waterfall or a river creek.

“Burst forth!” 

In a matter of seconds, a geo flower emerged from the earth, your form being lifted up on the tiny platform as shards of crystallized rock formed under you, nearly stabbing you in the gut.

Who? What? How? Who was this stranger? This vision-wielder?

Wasting no time, you plummeted down on a nearby Fatui—deeming this geo-user as ‘safe’, you summoned your own flames, charring the crystal snow black as you wrapped your arm around the blonde, barely taking any time to observe his features.

from then on, you never expected to grow close to this mystery man

turns out he was the chief alchemist of the knights! you weren’t personally associated with the knights... but being chief alchemist certainly was a grand title, right?

with the use of your pyro vision, you helped accompany—albedo—you learned his name was

at first, the two of you were just exploration buddies. but as time went on, butterflies began to form in your stomach, nervousness seemed to peak when he was around

love was like a poison—you knew it’d hurt, you knew it’d kill you to have a drop—

but you wanted it. you wanted love, you wanted to be held by albedo and to twirl his silky hair around your fingers...

but—would he want you?

You wanted to love Albedo so badly.

Yet you knew, you couldn’t. The alchemist just wasn’t the type for love, he was not the type to give kisses or reassurances, nor was he the type to confess with a rose in his hands.

It wouldn’t hurt to dream, though. 

The thoughts you had before you slept were of him, of how pretty his eyes were—you couldn’t even pinpoint a color for it. Sometimes, they were blue, sometimes, they were teal. 

With every shooting star that’d zip past the sky, every eyelash that’d fall and every fire that’d be lit with the palm of your hands... you hoped for a love. A love so grand it’d outshine the sun, a love so grand it could make you forget the past and undo the pain of before.

But, in the depths of your mind, in the wings of the butterflies that’d flutter in your stomach... you knew—

Albedo did not love you. 

albedo initially thought of you as a torch lighter.

LOOK, HE IS A LOGICAL AND RESOURCEFUL MAN. he does not see the world with a rosie-colored-lens like how many others do—he sees it as the facts

and with your pyro vision? combined with dragonspine, ooh, please... ain’t that a match lighter?

but as time went on, he started to see you in a new light

you were knowledgeable, you respected his views and even contributed sometimes! you were no prodigy of alchemy, of course, but you were well-versed in combat and oftentimes knew how to navigate dragonspine

(he asked you how you knew dragonspine so well. all you told him was “Pain”)

but... albedo is observant. he’s definitely aware of your feelings and nervousness, how you get overly sweaty near him and fumble on your words

it’s then he realizes—he likes you too

love is a foreign concept to him, uncharted territory and an unexplored region. of course, as an alchemist, it is up to him to discover the unknown

and love—love is unknown

how could one possibly dedicate their entire life to another? albedo always questioned this notion, for humans were free beings that wanted nothing more than to break free of their shackles

and yet—the moment the alchemist met you? all of those questions flew out of the window

he wished... he wished to love you. but to him, it looks as if you do not want to love him

It’s frustrating, really.

How Albedo would brush over your hand mindlessly, how he’d hand you an object and let your fingertips meet for two seconds too many, how his cold yet soft lips would curve into a smile upon seeing you return from your endeavors.

Why? Why? Why? Why did he do this? Was he aware of the way he made you go crazy? 

You wanted to love him, so so bad—but—

“[Y/N],” Albedo’s voice seemed to pierce through your thoughts as if he had heard them.

“Y-Yes?” You turned immediately, the rush of your heart not calming a bit, the nervousness of your leg that bounced up and down as a remedy that you wish didn’t have to be so obvious.

Averting his eyes from yours, you missed the pixie blush that dusted the tip of his ears. He was not aware of your insecurities—but he was aware of one thing.

That—that he liked you... a lot, in fact.

“Recently...” Albedo started, clearing his throat anxiously before continuing, “I have started to develop some... feelings, for you. It is okay if you do not reciprocate, but it feels wrong to think about you in such a light when you are not awa—“

“Yes!”

You winced.

And then, everything seemed to crumble. Was he talking about someone else? Was there someone behind you? Was this a mindless prank? As it had been all those years ag—

A hand rested on your cheek, bringing you back to reality with the mere touch of his fingers.

albedo... in all of his intelligent prowess... was not expecting for you to say yes

in the public, he is a genius— a prince, a prodigy, even. but to him, he is but a failed student who is trying his best in completing his master’s final orders:

find the meaning of life

what is life? life is broad, life is different, life is... well, life.

at first, albedo had assumed that his master was talking about living life, as in plants or animals.

but now—with you, with klee, with mondstadt, with everyone. 

the chief alchemist seemed to realize:

life, life was in you.

life brought joy, laughter, pain, excitement, happiness—

and sometimes, even love

“But Albedo I—“

“It’s okay, [Y/N]. Though I am not personally aware of what seems to be troubling you, I will do everything in my power to assure that you feel comfortable with me.”

Life was short, Albedo noted. 

So—he wants to enjoy it.

—With you.

xiao does not fear rejection, but he does fear love

how pitiful... for a guardian yaksha such as him to fear such a trivial matter

love—love was scary. love could take control of him like how he was manipulated in the archon war, love could tug his arms and move him around like a puppet

he, adeptus xiao, did not want to love

but then, you came in. and it frustrated him tremendously. you were but a mere mortal, a fleeting life that came into his eternal one. you were someone who he did not deserve

and yet, he loved you

so much, so so so much, he can’t bear it. he can take on all those karmic binds, all those whispers and hatred—yet he cannot bear the love he feels for you. he cannot bear the way his heart races or leaps whenever he sees you, he cannot bear you

but—his heart does not like the fact that you feel the same

you had told him before, one night, a few months ago... you told him how you were afraid of love

you were afraid of getting tossed away, of being forgotten like the fallen archons in war, like a side character in a play of fontaine

and all xiao could do was scoff. whoever dared to throw you away would meet his spear, his rage. he could not fathom a world where you were hated, where anyone would dare to reject you—because, because—

you were his world, regrettably

Pacing up the stairs of Wangshu Inn, you ignored the gross feeling of your clothes sticking to your skin.

“[Y/N].”

Jolting up, your eyes met with that of the Guardian Yaksha—his piercing gaze and unwavering strength eyeing you down as if you were a pest.

“You’re going to get sick. Your mortal body cannot withstand such weather,” Xiao scolded, and on cue, a flash of light zipped through the air, the deep rumble of thunder following soon after.

Observing the way you flinched at the noise, Xiao merely wrapped an arm around your waist, teleporting you to the top of the inn and into your room.

“Dry up. I will return with soup,” The adeptus waved off your nervous gaze. He was not stupid, he has seen mortals succumb to sickness, and he hopes that you will not be one of them.

but as he heads to the kitchen, he cannot help but notice—notice the fact that you seemed to be... uneasy around him

was it something he said? was he perhaps too harsh with you? you of all people should know his words mean well, though...

and ugh, here it is again. the feeling of love that made even him overthink the smallest of things

yet after he brought you some soup and got you into bed, the question still ran around his mind like a halo. did you hate him? was this sickness bringing out your true thoughts?

well, yes and no

“Xiao...” You quietly murmured, wincing as the winds picked up inside your room, materializing a certain Yaksha out of thin air.

“What?”

“I’m sorry...”

“...?”

Rushing up to you, Xiao immediately placed a hand on your forehead, worried that you were on the brink of death.

“I’m sorry for liking you.”

“... What?” His eyes widened in disbelief, in shock. Sorry? Why were you sorry? Did you regret liking him? Was that why—

“I know...” You trailed off, in a drunken state of sickness, “That you don’t love me. But that’s okay. I just... wanted to let you know... because I’m afraid you’ll say no... but if you say no, I can at least move on...”

Staring at you fiercely, his breath hitched in his throat. No? No? He would never say no to you, ever, ever.

“Don’t move on,” Was all he could muster. 

Don’t. He wasn’t ready for love, no, he never was—but—

He did not want you to leave. 

This action of sickness was finally a catalyst, a catalyst for Xiao to confess to you properly when you were in the right state of mind.

And hopefully—when he does, you will say yes. 

xiao only confesses because he does not want to lose you

his karmic binds, the whispers, the screams. he does not want you to get tainted by them—so he is selfish, he is selfish for loving you and confessing to you... but he, he cannot bear to see you go

a double-edged sword, love is. it stabs his heart, skewering it as if it were nothing. it plunges his mind, clouding his thoughts as they fill with you and only you

can’t he just indulge in this fluffy feeling, once?

no—he doesn’t deserve it, he doesn’t deserve you.

Under the rising stars and floating lanterns, the two of you sit. It is an unspoken love, you both share, it is an unwritten rule that paints the back of your minds like a canvas of colors. 

But love—is love. Love is the rainbow that forms in the sky when the rain is over, love is the sun that shines, washing away all of the coldness of the world.

Love is you.

ganyu feels... alone

so when you come into her life like a prospering glaze lily, she wants nothing more than to love you!

but you, confuse her. she is 100% sure you return her feelings, so why do you not seem to be... excited, about it?

To an immortal like Ganyu—love changes. At first, love was for the world, but then it shifted for mankind, and then it moved to... you.

She was no strange to love, in fact, she welcomed it! Ganyu wants to feel as mortal as possible, so when you stumble in and make her fumble for words—she knows she has fallen.

Like a meteor or a person—she falls for you. Everything reminds her of you, every flower and every bird makes her want to talk to you and spend her time with you.

But lately—you have been quite... reserved.

at first, ganyu thinks she is the problem. that she has done something wrong and she is a terrible crush

but then, she hears rumors. rumors about your past loves and how they rejected you mercilessly, how they played you like a marinette doll and caused you pain

to ganyu—that is the lowest any mortal could ever go. but for now, that is not her problem. she wants to help you, to make you realize that you are deserving of love and that you—you make her feel love

she—of course, does not confront you about this directly. ganyu is far too experienced to bring up past conflicts

but, she will subtly make you realize her feelings. with morning and night walks around liyue harbor, with hangouts and ‘dates’ at liuli pavilion...

love... it’s quite beautiful, isn’t it?

“Ah, the food here is certainly marvelous,” Ganyu gushed, enjoying a nice plate of jade parcels as you spared a smile.

“Yes, thank you for this, Ganyu. I know you work a lot and—“

“Of course, [Y/N]. Everyone needs breaks,” The woman returned your kind gesture, eyes crinkling in amusement as your heart pounded so loudly in your chest.

“In all honesty, [Y/N]. I feel quite a connection to you, and though I am aware you are hesitant— I just wanted to let you know that you are loved... by many people, not only me,” Ganyu rested her chopsticks down, making complete eye contact with you as her blue hair framed her face. The black and red horns that adorned her head glimmered—the kindness and delicate features of her nose and lips, her eyes and smile—

Your breath hitched.

ganyu—of course— does not expect an answer right away!

in fact, she thinks it’s quite unorthodox to confess to someone who is afraid of love—but her instincts told her it was right

it was abrupt, she knows. you don’t have to say yes, she knows.

but still, love was a game of chance—just as gambling, betting, anything. love was a game for two

so she took it. she took the chance, hoping that maybe you, you’d say yes.

“I...” You trailed off. You didn’t know Ganyu returned your feelings, neither did you ever imagine she could... Ganyu was half-adeptus, a caliber above you and your mortal-ness! Why would she ever think of you as anything more tha—

“Do not be afraid, [Y/N],” Ganyu’s voice was gentle as she soothed you. She had been here before, she had seen you cry out of a yearning for something you couldn’t have, she had seen your heart shatter and your mindset retract.

“I... like you too,” You responded, you felt light-headed, like you were soaring in the clouds that not even Celestia could bring you down.

Love, love was a gamble. And sometimes, you’d get your heart broken, your soul broken...

But love—it wasn’t so bad after all.

― constellations!