#srb: vent

[thesecretravenblu]

I know in the hashtags of my last post I said part of my mental breakdown/self-hatred was currently being restarted because of art block, BUT-

I may start uploading stuff about my OCs: like art and my canon, Sims 4 cc generations, Picrew generations, aesthetics

And yes, I am aware that I am writing to an echoless void. I just want to write some thoughts out so I no longer have them filling my head.

Yes, I am very much alone. LOL

[thesecretravenblu]

Not you almost exactly explaining an ex bf that I know - not only in behavior but even a similar description of his person. ⊙﹏⊙

10/10 Recommend as a writer for realistic descriptions of toxic/(abusive?) people.

Run away from this person if you ever meet this person in real life.

No, you cannot change them.

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TIED UP

Pairing: Clingy, obsessive yandere x reader—♡

You were rather depleted, exhausted many would say, and that fact was clear in your expression. Well, I would be too after nights flooded with persistent calls, one's that left you restless. Long nights on thee phone, his lively voice booming through the speaker. Not to mention the friendships ruined at his expense, but you stayed.

How could you not? When met with those big brown eyes, round cheeks with deep dimples pooling in each one. Noting his messy head of loose curls, one's that you often found yourself combing through for hours. He was no shy from adorable, a bundle of joy!

However, his insecurities put such thoughts to rest. With the round-the-clock need for calls, videos, or texts by the hour snatching away all your peace. He'd beg you to stay over, insisting he couldn't sleep when you were gone. God forbid you said no, hell, the man threw tantrums when you left every day. Not to mention, he detested you hanging out with friends, you always forgot about him and all he could do is sob.

Yet he never truly slept from what you noticed, however, he was always full of unmatched energy. He never wanted to be away from you and it was painfully obvious. The desire to hear your voice had swelled too much, he was tormented with unending devotion and he wasn't shy to admit it. All he could think about is you, his senses were flooded with you, it made you wonder what his hobbies were.

Was this genuinely what you wanted? A selfish man who wanted all your time, a man who isolated you from your loved ones? A big baby instead of a childish boyfriend? The difference was evident, there's no hiding from it. You could hardly tell what you wanted, even so, you wish you knew. It stung your heart to see him cry but you were too drained to care. Was this even healthy?

♡—"Why do you do this to me?! I want you...I...I need you! Why won't you just look at me and only me...?

♡—"Please {Name}, kiss me more... I want to feel like the only one who matters to you..."

[applesandbannas747]

listen. i love Fence. I love Fence TOO MUCH and that has always been my problem. the biggest mistake the comic made was leaving me alone for 18 months to play with my little blorbos between Issue 12 and Volume 4 (issue/chapter 13) because I got TOO attached to my original idea and understanding of the comic, the tropes, and the characters.

Will I get over it? No. Will I shut up about it? Also probably no. Am I done bitching about it for a minute? yeah probably

[beatleswings]

Linda haters,

Please stay off my posts. In fact, do not interact with me or reblog my content at all. I didn’t make those posts for you. If you want to trash her, go make your own posts instead of coming onto mine. Besides, I’ll just delete it and block you. 

[bbuggs]

I am so sorry

spread your wings

ko-fi | links | commissions

[linonyang]

i'll post something any time this week for my birthday special (bc i literally started it a few hours before 12mn hit LMAO)

i'd say it's quite personal in some way... i hope the tags would work soon dammit 💔

[larkkspuur]

ok i know my art doesnt get much notes or traction but OUCH

[voidzphere]

☆ MASTERPOST // INTRO !!!

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hii !! im killer, but my friendz + mootz call me killz !! welcome to my blog ^_^ i love u too brutiee @mewobrute <33 (more stuff under the cut!!)

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✩ ABOUT ME !!! >_<

FIRST OFF, HERE ARE SOME OF MY FLAGZ !!! :3 ↓↓↓

my main prnz are he/it/bite, but i alzo use vamp/fang/bone/skull/blood/gore/knife ! (plz dont refer 2 me w they/them)

my special interest is undertale + utmv ! (if that waznt obv enough..)

i love love LOVE horror gamez .. some of my favz rn are kinitopet, imscared, house, ddlc, rental, and bonnie's bakery :]

I HAVE A PERSONA ! u can find itz ref sheet here :] i uzually draw myself as either him or juzt killer sans !!

I LOOOVE MY MOOTZ, FRIENDZ, AND PARTNER <333

some of my current hyperfixationz are fionna & cake, smg4, regretevator, atsv, invader zim, adventure time & dialtown !

i have a guestbook !! leave a little note for me to read if u want :3

some of my fav bandz/artistz are talking heads, misfits, bad brains, rio romeo, lemon demon, will wood, pixies, melanie martinez, alex g, 6arelyhuman, goreshit, sex pistols, potsu, the living tombstone, etc. !

some of my fav songz are alien blues, vampire culture, laplace's angel, dr sunshine is dead, seriously?, genius of love, at the movies, charlie's inferno, etc. !

✩ my tagz !

#killz art - my art !! :3

#killz rb - reblogz

#killz yapz - my yap sessionz

#killz answerz - answerz to my askz

#vent kinda - my (kinda) ventz

#tag/ask game - self-explanatory

#killersanz - stuff related to my killer sans ask blog !

#killz fingie doodlez - stuff i drew w my finger :3

#killz srb - self reblogz

#killz sans - my sonaaa ^_^

✩ dni

basic dni criteria

istz + phobez

epiciller, /r + /sx errorink, etc.

pro/dark/comship (or whatever you call your weirdo selvez..)

irl doublez (unless i knew u beforehand!!) (im irlz of killer, reaper, & epic.)

minorz who post nsfw cuz ion wanna see that shit man go do ur homework

slander of my interestz/special interestz + hyperfixationz like stfu

mockery of me and/or my traitz (i.e my typing quirkz)

unwanted criticism, especially if i didnt ask for it. stfu part 2

anyone i've had drama with + my exez (fuck you)

HOMESTUCK. and hazbin hotel + helluva boss (tbh i dont rlly care if you like these mediaz and interact with me, just dont talk abt it in front of me yknow)

✩ byi + boundariez

i have autism + adhd, BPD, & typing quirkz !! tone indicatorz are optional when talking to me, but i appreciate them.

i'm an irl + fictkin ! i have a few c-linkz as well.

im not a roleplay account btw /srs

my art requestz are alwayz open ! can't promise i'll alwayz do them, but they help me out with inspiration though :3

DO NOT REPOST MY ART. i will find you

if you use my art, credit me. you dont alwayz gotta ask me before usin my art, but i appreciate it if you do !!

my askbox + dmz are alwayz open !! i love meetin new people n gettin to know em :] im fine w tagz, commentz, & spam-likez/reblogz too !

i might accidentally spam-like (i get too excited).

just because i make suggestive jokez and im hypersexual doez not mean i'm not sex-replused from time to time.

im a DID system and use i/me pronounz. i don't talk about my DID often becauze i see it as unimportant to other ppl.

i'm nonhuman !! plz do not refer to me as human. i prefer skeleton termz over everything else. im ur favorite homozexual cryptid-skeleton :3

i tend to ramble, say thingz that are out-of-pocket, have trouble with volume control/typing in all capz, make inappropriate jokez, flirt with & tease my close friendz, etc. if u ever find any of this bothering, plz inform me and i will stop.

i love drama + gossip, i will argue with strangerz on the internet just to spite them bc i find it funny ^_^ (only if theyre in the wrong and deserve it.)

i have strong opinionz and will shit-talk you if you're a weirdo who deservez it.

my blog, my rulez <3

★ last updated: 10/5/24

[transrevolutions]

they/thems when here's the thing they can't do anything right try as they absolutely totally might

they/thems when they've waited so long and now they taste jasmine on their tongue and they feel so proud to be alive

[thesecretravenblu]

Tired and unedited: I don't know how much of this is well developed thought right now, lol.

Bro, you guys know that calling out a mischaracterization is not hate right?

Like, if you are choosing to use a non-OC, why are you upset when you get called out for not fully representing or miswriting the character and their traits?

Sure, you are using a form of expression and there is nothing wrong with that, but you are able to use a character that fits the situation better (probably within that original media or, again, an OC) or who already has the traits you are either adding or removing.

It feels like the idea isn't fully developed and allows for misinterpretation. You can 100% manipulate a character to fit a new/different scenario without changing their core self - especially if the scenario is completely removed to the events of the media. (Like adapting a character into an AU: yandere, supernatural, or animal, etc.)

As writers, we will only get better when learning to write within different types of limitations. It provides the challenge we desire while still providing the space for our expression.

If someone mischaracterizes, misrepresents, or just has an underdeveloped view of a non-OC and gets corrected (by immediate lore, creator references, etc.), we shouldn't take it as an insult or hate. Sure, it may be upsetting (especially if you aren't expecting it), but we should use it as a tool of introspection; look where our writing skills are lacking and work on that; criticism, even if it feels like an insult, may have a reasonable source and automatically dismissing it as mindless hate will harm your own writing over time.

[byooregard]

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bluebabadee

THIS BLOG IS A SAFE SPACE FOR NON-HUMAN PASSING MUTANTS. HUMAN PASSING MUTANTS DNI

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sparklejays Follow

based on your likes!

every time I see a human talking about "how cool it would be to have superpowers" or some shit like that I loose it a little bit more. do these people realize that being a mutant isn't just fun powers. like even beyond the shit I deal with trying to get jobs or all the relationships that have been ruined once people realized I'm a mutant. abilities aren't just fun and games, I have a friend who can't touch people without nearly killing them, I burned down three buildings before someone finally taught me to control my abilities, and these people are all like "wouldn't it be great to fly to work every day??" just admit that you see us as comic book characters and not real people with real struggles

#actually mutant #jay .txt

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scamperpamperblog reblogged spocktism

🏙️tilleys-brain Follow

self diagnosing is great and all but most of you people aren't telepaths, you're just hyperempathic

#actually mutant #actually telepathic #hyperempathy #crosstagging i know but some of yall need to see this #tilley speaks #it can be dangerous to go around acting like you know peopels actual thoughts when its just your brain

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oh-you-pretty-things

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#vent post #sometimes I get really mad at magneto #like I think he's done a lot for mutant rights and stuff #but I'm so fucking tired of everyone assuming that I'm evil just because of my powers #like jesus not all of us are trying to start atomic wars #some metallokinetics just use their abilities to make cool sculptures #but I can't get a spoon from across the room in front of strangers without someone mentioning jfk

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mutantbuffy reblogged muntantpollscentral

🩻mutantpollscentral

*physical mutation meaning something that is ALWAYS physical, not just something you can turn off and on whenever

#ig my mutation IS technically physical its just not visible to people most of the time so i feel weird claiming that #but like i was born with the tattoo marks #the powers didnt come till later tho #so idk which to pick

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sploimsh reblogged jesterjuleses

🎹pussy-truck-faggot

HEY! shout-out to people with *weird* mutations. Mutations that don't look cool, mutations that are gross, mutations that are dirty, mutations that you can't tell people about because they always cringe. You're just as valid as every other mutant out there. Your powers don't need to be palettable to humans for you to be treated with respect.

#THIS!!! #rb

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rosetvler

god i am so tired of the hypocrisy in this community. the double standards are insane. its okay to have 'scary' powers but the moment someone's abilities are scarier than like, pyrokinesis you're evil and dangerous to be around. 'acceptance' for you people only means nice mutants who've never hurt or scared anyone ever.

rosetvler reblogged rosetvler

non-mutants can reblog this btw

#srb #actually mutant #getting real tired of this

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katiedidnt reblogged morelikesexmen

🩻magicsteele27 Follow

okay like. i get that were all about acceptance and pride or w/e but no one in this tag has ever had friends irl i swear. if someone asks you not to read their mind you shouldnt. honestly you shouldnt be using telepathy on people at all without their permission. mutant abilities dont disclude you from respecting peoples boundaries

🌌rosetvler Mutuals

i swear to god you people are such hypocrites. its all 'mutant and proud' until someone has a power you dont like. its always about keeping the humans feeling comfortable instead of thinking about how it feels to never use your powers because theyre breaking 'boundaries' that were made up by humans in the first place

🩻magicsteele27 Follow

dude do you hear yourself right now

🎆jade-the-pyromancer Follow

Hey, I like your point op, but maybe you should stop trying to speak over actual telepaths and let them decide how to use their powers themselves???

🩻magicsteele27 Follow

i. i am a telepath.

#duddeeee telepaths are insane #used to be friends with one SO glad i broke that off before it went too bad

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[thesecretravenblu]

Leaving a community..

I fear I have to leave an online commentary community I have been apart of for a while and it sucks.

At first, I thought the community was pretty open-minded and open, even after there was one incident where a mole brought up a lot of panic with anti-queer comments. Unfortunately, we were reviewing a rather controversial person who has identified as trans and people misgendered them.

I am of the belief that misgendering someone just because you don’t like them/they’re a bad person/they’re a criminal doesn’t mean you can be transphobic (ignoring someone’s identity) or practicing trans infantilization (as you may be implying that a trans person cannot be a bad person/criminal).

Add on top of that, there were a mix of comments that surrounded the “lack of masculinity” in Asian men implying that they were unmanly, beautiful people - a person straight out said that they prefer “a man’s man.”

I felt like I belonged there for a bit, but I don’t want to keep seeing bigotry. :(

[snaxle]

like full stop no offense i shaved my head bald once for cancer awareness and was then bullied for it because i "looked too much like a boy". like i had close friends chase me on the playground and rip my hood off my head to make fun of me after i tried covering it up, and then a few months later when i was starting school again and with short curly hair, i had my new neighbor constantly making comments about how im unrecognizable as a girl. and i didnt even consider myself trans at the time! i was literally just some girl who just so happened to dress like a "tomboy" sometimes, despite the fact that the only reason i dressed that way was because i was poor.

and that's before i hit puberty and started growing darker and thicker hair all over my body. even when my hair was grown out again i had people randomly pull on it, i had people make racist comments regarding my body that i in no way could possibly control. hell ive been recorded and had my reactions regarding people laughing and saying racist shit to me uploaded online to snapchat, and i couldnt fucking do anything about it. i spent most of my teenaged years hating the color of my skin and wishing i could be white like the rest of my family, or at the least being able to pass as white. all this while also dealing with dysphoria as well.

im not white, i was raised in a white community. if i were to even think about growing my natural mustache out instead of shaving it every other day, or if i were to start taking testosterone, bind my tits and cut my hair short again, do you honest to god think im gonna get a pat on the back and a handshake? no all the white conservatives that live in my community and see me nearly everyday because of my job are gonna think im a mentally ill puerto rican girl that needs help and people are gonna talk shit behind my back and spread rumors. be fucking serious

when people make posts about trans experiences can you stop making them solely be about white people

[thesecretravenblu]

What does feeling like a person feel like to you?

I do not think I understand what it is like to feel like a person. I know I am a person, but I feel like a void more than anything. I do not even feel like I can make a concept of what it feels like to be a person.

Is it a feeling or is it a state of being that does not really have a feeling along with it?

I am so confused and lost.

[krokaxe]

Okay based on the results of the poll, please interact (like, comment etc etc) with this post if you'd like to be on the list for my (maybe) upcoming server.

Server will include:

Adults only

Act up get kicked. There will be no missing stairs or polite tolerance of nonsense. If you don't read the rules, that's on you

Optional pings for OC work; writing prompts, art prompts etc. Opportunities for art shares and all that jazz

My art feeds

Requests

Gated; this will not be an open server that anybody can simply walk into

Sharing spaces for art/writing etc

More things! If you've been in my creative servers before then yk what I'm all about

Dead Dove Do Not Eat: if you don't like it, don't engage with it

Note: there are no vent channels in my servers for a reason. Please refrain from using the chat for therapy

@krokaxe so I can srb

[thesecretravenblu]

Why do I cry so easily when I see other people cry?