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Convinced someone to watch blackrock. They just got to the nuke.
EHEHEHEHE. YES. YESSSS
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âImmortality isnât living. Immortality is everybody else dying.â
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#spoilers#Veilguard spoilers#Emmrich volkarin#my art#wanted to draw this for a while#tonight I had a bit of energy to get to it#doctor who quotes are always rotating in my mind yes#and it fits lich Emmy#oughhh#angst angst letâs go#>:D hehe hoho#spreading the pain to the rest of you
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a new star
#i been thinkin about the asteroid again#i think about the asteroid a lot more than i think is normal#like just the complete randomness of it and how everything changed in literally the blink of an eye#like the dinoss rules the fucking earth and probably still would if space had just been a little bit different#how long did it take the asteroid to reach us#at what point was the impact inevitable#like these sound like scientific answers but i need you to know these are questions that my soul wants answered in poetry#yes the math is cool but can i talk about what tragedy looks like melted into the earth#how power and pain and mourning but also change and new life and a future were embedded in a layer of iridum that spread around the planet#can we talk about how looking at the layers of the earth is the most physical type of time travel there is#can i please talk about that layer of pain#can i mourn when i see it#or am i just a weird kid crying when i look at rocks#ALSO. was parasaurolophus alive when the asteroid hit? i dont think so#but it's too late#yall get to suffer with me#dinosaurs
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WOE SIBLINGS BE UPON YE
#i was so emo drawing this last night#takes a long sigh#now i have to spread my pain and agony to the rest of you#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackson#pjo#heroes of olympus#hoo#riordanverse#rrverse#pjo annabeth#annabeth chase#annabeth chase fanart#pjo luke#luke castellan#my art
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THANK YOU FOR THE VISION @condorclaw !!
Without text version + the inspiration lol:
#slsmp spoilers#slsmp#geminitay#scott smajor#dangthatsalongname#impulsesv#skizzleman#taking this opportunity to spread the Cupid Skizzleman agenda#The original picture is from Scott Pilgrim btw!!#Also- Sorry for the instrument nerds out there- I do NOT know how these work and drawing them was PAINFUL#Edit:#the cherry blossoms#Cherry blossoms#theyre the cherry blossoms guys!!#Lohser art!
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youtube shorts is just tiktok without being on the app the amount of "i'm a [qualification] and [misinformation]" could make one turn their skin inside-out in protest. "i'm a board-certified OB-GYN & it's only been about the last hundred years that women have actually experienced menopause. We didn't live long enough to experience it" how can you be so incredibly wrong about something so integral to your practice. King of the Hittites Hattusilis III was told in 1250 BCE that his sister was too old to reproduce at age 50+. Aristotle wrote in the 4th century BCE that women stopped menstruating between ages 40 to 50, common menopause ages today still. i cannot begin to tell you how 4th century & 1250 BCE don't really count as "the last hundred years" unless that -s is doing a lot of heavy lifting. waiter waiter more misinformation laws.
#do they just be making anybody an ob-gyn these days.#what ''board'' is certifying this. your car's dashboard?#life expectancy for the past millennia was heavily skewed down because surviving infancy was Not Easy#but if you made it past that you could live to your 50s if not later.#we have multiple hypotheses about PREHISTORIC WOMEN'S menopause and how post-reproductive life in humans could have been an#integral part of the life of the tribe with help with child-rearing; gathering; hunting; medicine. like hello.#prehistoric menopausal women GET BEHIND ME [wolf growling]#neigh (blabbers)#sorry. i'm insane. gyno health and everything about periods & menopause is already so little understood & the wider medical body kinda#dgaf about if you keel out in pain from preventable menstrual diseases so if i catch anyone spreading misinformation. i'm going beastmode.
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Why Iâm scared to travel with medical equipment
#chronic illness#chronic pain#disability#pots syndrome#spoonie#chronic fatigue#wheelchair users#wheelchair#invisible disability#tiktok video#to spread awareness#chronic disability#physical disability
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BLACK BULLS CASINO!!
#black clover#black clover manga#somebody please crops mi/mosa out for a black bull#she has no business to be here when we could have zora or gauche or henry or luck or gordon or nacht or nero in front#yuno tho is honorable bull bless him I hope he's having fun#bell and charmy back at it with their classic rivalry#not a quote#yami sukehiro#asta black clover#noelle silva#charmy pappitson#liebe black clover#grey black clover#finral roulacase#vanessa enoteca#magna swing#yuno black clover#bell black clover#not tagging mi/mosa because I'm a proud hater#edit: ok not hate-hate but I've been looking for a black bulls spread art for /YEARS/ can you understand my pain?!
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Sometimes terms mean certain things and belong to certain groups of people and are not meant to apply to people outside that group. And that is on purpose and valid. You can make your own terms to describe your own experiences, you don't get to take terms from other people, especially people more vulnerable/less privileged than you. If multiple people tell you that the term is not for you, respect that.
When terms get used for many different situations they get diluted and trivialized. Remember "trigger"? It was a specific medical term and is now used to mean "something that pissed or upset someone". Brain fog is now turning into abled people just being a little sleepy or out of it, not literally a clinical term for brains not functioning correctly due to various illnesses. I tell someone I have brain fog and they say lol me too XD no you fucking don't. "Spirit animal" was taken from indigenous peoples so white people could make funny haha relatable t-shirts. Two spirit almost got taken by queer white people as well (although I think most people have backed off on that hopefully).
Not everything needs to apply to as many people as possible. You don't need to and can't relate to everyone. We can still support each other while respecting differences.
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#wrenfea.exe#this is about people using nonverbal for selective mutism btw#and about mentally ill abled people using cripple#like if ambulatory wheelchair users can come up with our own term then you can too#idk if its not as concise or it takes effort to get it to catch on#you dont get to steal the work other people have done to spread awareness of their term and its meaning#disability#nonverbal#selective mutism#spoonie#chronic disability#chronic pain#chronic illness#cripple#cripple punk#autism#adhd#readying my inbox for a wave of the stupidest people who've never seen any of my posts to flood the gates#i saw someone throwing ambulatory wheelchair users under the bus to justify why they should be able#to use the term nonverbal#pls correct me if you are from the relevant communities#i updated this to make it more accurate bc funnily enough brain fog made me forget about chronic illness triggers
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we are blessed with two hands: one that gives, and one that takes
#my art#honkai impact#bianka ataegina#rita rossweisse#durarita#basically rita (known as the white rose) can consume other ppls sins and purify them within her#little did she know that shes not immune to it#and she becomes poisoned by it#and she spreads her madness across the kingdom where the king (bianka) hears about it and never sought to fight her directly#bianka just fights the creatures brought by rita's madness....#in the end bianka only confronts her upon learning that her beloved was in excruciating pain bc of her predicament
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something inspired by the fact one of my cats has recently discovered Cuddling and has prohibited me from sleeping without him ever since
#i have more serious works on the way i swear#but my cat has been very loud about wanting to sleep beneath the duvets with me#so i need to externalize this somehow#catwin#comic#doodle#the cat king#edwin payne#edwin paine#dead boy detectives#digital art#fanart#not many tags bc this is very silly i don't need it to spread very far lmao
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Chronic Tonic
Wolverine x Reader x Deadpool
Authors note: Iâm taking advantage of all this hype to bring awareness to chronic pain, because we know this bitches have it. ((Written by someone who suffers from it
Warnings: Canon typical violence (so itâs gonna get gorey), disabilities, domestic fluff, pain, blood, gore, Logan and Wade loving each other in their own way, Blind Al being iconic and a worried mom, DogPool being a angel, and heavy talk about disabilities and disability awareness
âHoney, mind coming to help me with the dishes?â You would hear Al call for you. You swore you were the only person she treated you with that Black Mama Magic with. As if you could complain. Suppose having company helps soften you up.
You had recently properly moved into the apartment. A bit cramped now, but given how often Wade and Logan went off to do super hero work it didnât really matter. You knew deep down Al was happy to have you move in. Even if she doesnât show it. Same for Mary Puppins, who loved to show she loved your attention.
âSure thing Miss Althea!â You called back, as you would return Mary to her little dog bed. She gave a whine of protest, only to hush up when you tucked her in with one of Wadeâs hoodies. Smelled like her daddyâs, so she was contented to nap time.
âYou donât have to keep calling me Althea-â She would laugh, as you would enter the kitchen. Quick to already start drying them off, or working on the plates Althea didnât quick get clean enough. She had a dish washer, but being able to do normal things can be soothing. You knew she was a little worried about her boys. She had her ways of showing it.
âWell I wanna, so-â That had her laugh at your smart off tone. Was like Wade was in the apartment still. Had her sigh, as you two held your routine perfectly. You often helped her, but in the ways that soothed her. Such as not immediately dropping everything whenever she called for you, or babied her when she was struggling with something. Actually treated her as what she was. A person, who needed different types of help. Simple as that.
âI donât know if itâs the damn arthritisâs, or just that mama sense I got, but I feel it in my bones. That nerve ache that something bass gonna happen. Maybe we should get the towels out of the laundry-â Althea would tell you, as you frowned. Wade and Logan were practically immortal. They had to be fine, right?
Thatâs when the stench of blood smacked you in the face.
It hit you long before they reached the door. Nearly dropped the bowl in your hand, as it just filled your lungs. That intense iron. Althea gave a âI knew it-!â Huff, as she was already walking to grab the needed towels. While you yourself were wondering how she didnât even so much twitch a nose at it. Maybe the cocaine finally wore it down.
âGet the door for them! And a mop!â Althea called to you, as you brought your shirt to cover your mouth. It was just a suffocating stench. Was like walking into a morgue, where all the war time soldiers came to rot. Wonder how bad it must be for Logan with his heighten sense. Then again, heâs probs used to it by now.
When you opened the door you nearly threw up. The smell was so bad, had you gagging. Now you understood why Althea always left febreez and a face mask next to the door. You strapped that shit on like it was a gun to your belt. You were gonna need it, especially with how banged up they were.
Wade wasnât even in one piece. His upper torso was tossed over Loganâs shoulder, as he would drag the lower half by the ankle with him. The sight of dangling organs made you feel faint. The internal parts being on the outside was rather distracting from the fact Logan was literally missing half his face. Was like some terminator shit.
âWeâre back~!â Wade would sing, as Logan would toss the broken bundle of body parts onto the couch. He himself just sat in an arm chair. That was sweet, you had to admit. Letting Wade have the couch. Least thatâs what would cross your mind when you werenât trying to keep from vomiting.
âDonât go puking on me. I donât need eyes to know they be fucked up. Come on, let Mama show you how itâs done. Come on-â Al would grab your arm, as she would use the side of the couch to help find her way around. Logan tried to be sneaky, and used his foot to push the coffee table away for her. So she didnât trip. You noticed that. That didnât sneak by you.
âYeah, this is why I hate Magicians. Like come on man. Not even a cool spell like Sectumsempra. Just a damn ax. Lame to the L TO THE A TO THE M E-!â Wade you whine, as Al would try and figure out what needed to be done today. As if she wanted to deal with baby legs again.
âNot your PotterHead bullshit again, you fucking nerd-â Logan would complain, before DogPool would jump into his lap. With a rag in her mouth. Wanting to help him out. The gesture was appreciated, as he rewarded her a ruffle to her fluffy head.
âAlright, hereâs how you put a body together. If I can do it you can do it. Not like you can fuck up. Just gotta get it good enough, and that damn healing factor does the rest. Donât faint on me, baby.â Al would comfort you, before she would guide your hands to the torso.
Was quite the adventure, but it was going to be a needed skill after all. Itâs important to make sure they heal up as fast as possible. You never know when youâll be ambushed, or some other wild plot point that makes you stressed. Not to mention that being a throuple meant getting used to this.
With taking a breather at the butchered surgery, you would stand up to look at Logan. Most of his face had actually healed over already. Well, the muscle anyway. He may not have been as bad off as Wade but you wanted to make sure he was doing ok all the same.
âDonât give me those doe eyes. Iâll be fine, kid. Nothing we canât handle. Weâre gonna be fine. You did your job. Go wash up. Donât want to know what the hell youâll catch.â He tried to act like this wasnât something painful, but you knew. You knew heâs hurting badly. Itâs just easier to pretend than to just make everyone uncomfortable.
You would give a little huff, but toon the advice. A shower was certainly needed. Was a well earned reward. Helped take a lot of pressure off of Alâs shoulders. She could focus on cleaning around the home now, since you did the hardest part. Now was just time to clean, and hopefully help the boys clean up to.
Looks like it wasnât needed, as you returned. There to see that Logan had come to help clean Wade up on his own. Despite the aches, he was doing his best to help clean up Wade. Taking away all the ruined clothes, and using the cloth that DogPool gave him. Just making sure the stitch work was taken care of.
âCareful with the claws, peanut. Daddyâs sore.â Wade would laugh, but you could hear the dryness. A dryness of exhaustion. You may not understand what itâs like to be in pain twenty four seven but itâs not that hard to understand itâs taxing.
âThereâs still a needle and thread here, bub. Iâll finish off your lips next.â He would warn him, but that tired tone was also shared. There wasnât really that normal bite to it. It was like the two of them were on autopilot. That it was easier to let a routine speak over an isolating silence. Itâs easier to pretend everythingâs normal than to let the pain sink in. To be deep in your bones, make you spasm, and remind you that sometimes being alive isnât the best gift humanity can have.
âCome on, you to buddy.â You would soon grab a damp cloth from the kitchen. You took your turn on the couch. Just gentle dabs at Loganâs cheek, in some kind of means to help Logan. You canât take away the pain, but maybe showing you cared could help? That youâll never be exhausted of them complaining. Being in pain twenty four seven would wear anyone down. Itâs not fair to let them pretend it isnât.
âDaw, kitties getting pampered.â Wade would lazily say. As if he was in so much pain it was triggering a high. Was that something possible? To reach a pain level you get a buzz and canât really comprehend your surroundings? Yeah. Yeah you can.
âIgnore him. Wades being Wade.â Logan grumbled, but didnât fight your attempts to help. Even if the cold cloth did nothing, the fact you were willing to try can be enough sometimes. Not everything can be cured. Doesnât mean people canât try and help dull it.
That seemed to be the last anyone said, for a while. Never thought the Merc With The Mouth would ever be quiet. Guess sometimes your body just canât process things. That so much goes on all at once that your brain just canât keep up. Sometimes you just gotta autopilot. To feel your body throb, beg, cry, spasm, ache, bones crack, muscles tear, brain buzz, nerves burn, just feel every fiber of your being set a blaze. Sometimes you just have to ride it out, until you can come back from autopilot.
You didnât pressure them at all. You let them do their autopilot. Didnât interrupt them at all. Just let them do what helped them best. You just made sure to help in your own way. Such as reducing their need to move more than they should. Grabbing them new clothes, washing their bodies by hand, getting them something to drink, just whatever they needed to got it. You were able bodied, and knew they already felt shit enough not being able to get up to do it themselves. You didnât hold it over their heads. They had enough of a rough day.
âThanks peanut.â Wade would smile at you, as you would plant a kiss to the top of his head. A gruff was given from Logan, his own means of thank you, so you kissed his head as well. He deserved to get affection all the same. Just because Wade was more open to his emotions didnât mean Logan gets left out from the smooches.
âThey ainât gonna leave the couch for a while. I know that feeling-â Al would say, as she had blankets for them. So you took them from her, and helped them get as comfortable as their aches allowed them to. So much ache that even Logan couldnât complain at Wadeâs overly touchy affection. He was just to damn tired.
âBetter get used to this. Happens once a month I swear.â Al huffed, as you gave a sound of agreement. Given she wouldnât be able to see you nod your head. Just hurt your heart to see it all, but thatâs just how the cookie crumbles. Sometimes people are born with it, like Logan, some just get it from Mother Nature saying you had to be special like Wade. Couldnât imagine the mental barrier they had. Then again, not like they had a choice.
Least DogPool was there to help. Having jumped up on the couch, and snuggling between them. Doing her little pat to the blanket, and curling up between her daddies. Doing her best to help them. Warmed your heart. You made sure she had a plushie while she was there. She wouldnât leave their side easy after all.
âNot bad for your first run around. Didnât say that bullshit of âwow you are so strong-â and that useless crap everyone says-â Al would ramble to you, as she returned to the dishes. Back to her routine. Like nothing had even happened.
âI mean, why would I? Itâs a given, and itâs not like itâs doing much.â You muttered, as you tried to do the routine as well. To try and wash, and clean, like nothing weird had happened. That wasnât your normal, though. But youâll learn to have that normal.
They deserved to feel normal.
#deadpool#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#Wolverine#wade wilson#dogpool#marry puppins#logan howlett#chronic pain#disabled#chronic illness#chronically ill#projection#deadpool x wolverine#deadpool x reader#wolverine x reader#deadpool x reader x wolverine#x men#marvel#disabled person#disability advocacy#disability life#disabled life#health problems#health issues#spreading awareness#pain#mental fatigue#chronic fatigue#chronic life
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#my art#doodles#sketchbook#mgsv#metal gear solid#metal gear solid the phantom pain#metal gear solid fanart#traditional art#illustration#sketchbook spread#commissions open!#kazuhira miller#venom snake#big boss#revolver ocelot#quiet mgsv#diamond dog#psycho mantis#scout985#vkaz#artists on tumblr
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Do you think when Tommy was busy breaking both their hearts he thought about their conversation at the hospital and felt a little relief because at least Evan has a crew behind him for when things go wrong⌠he wonât be alone... they will get him through it.
You think he thought about it AT the hospitalâŚ
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Asking my tarot cards, "Will I be able to pull off drawing the [very difficult/complex scene involving a fucked up horse] in Wolves of Danu?"
my cards:
#[[head in hands]]#pain#this is the most fucked up 3 card spread I have ever seen wtf lmao#i HATE DRAWING HORSES THIS MUCH.
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Chronic chest and head aches sure do suck, don't they?
#purplearts#chonnys charming chaos compendium#chonny jash#cccc#cj heart#cj mind#spreading my Mind headbutts/rests her head on Heart or Soul#when it's upset/in pain/having a migraine agenda#ALSO!!! HITS THEM WITH THE CHRONIC ILLNESS'#just like me fr fr
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