#spoiler alert: I care him.
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*despite everything itāsā¦ oh.
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Jamie would 100% make Roy a dating app profile sometime after the Keeley rejecting both of them thing to try to help him move on and meet people when clearly heās refusing to get back out there organically and heād think heās being so helpful and generous and the best wingman ever. Heād handpick what he considers the sexiest pictures he can find and put a bunch of shit Roy would never say thinking heās being accurate and helpful and not even taking the clear opportunity to make a joke account to embarrass him or anything when he easily could have just made fun of him and chosen the worst pictures possible instead
And then he would be SO offended when it doesnāt go well when Roy finds out about it and is not properly appreciative at all
Roy thinks itās Jamieās account when he starts showing Roy girls like what do you think of her and asking him way too many questions when Roy has no interest in participating and has no idea why the fuck Jamie seems incapable of swiping without trying to get Royās opinions first. Meanwhile, Royās giving one word answers at first and then increasingly trying to brush him off when he doesnāt stop and then heās just flat out like āChoose your own dates and leave me the fuck out of itā and Jamieās like āNah, this is your account. You should have a sayā and instead of being grateful and appreciative and thanking Jamie for being oh so generous with his time and energy, Roy just scowls at him and growls out āYou did not make a fucking Tinder profile for meā and Jamie just smirks and decides now is not the right moment yet to mention that he actually made him accounts on like three different apps because he wasnāt sure which Roy would like best
Roy barks at him to delete it and Jamieās all whiny like āCome on, I spent a lot of time on these and you havenāt even considered it. Plus, even if youāre not ready to date someone yet, youād still be less miserable to be around if you at least found someone to shag in the meantimeā
And Royās like āDelete it. I donāt want a fucking Tinder profile.ā And Jamie looks at him confused for a moment and then seems to have an epiphany as he goes āOh, do you want a Grindr one instead? Hold on a secondā and he flips to a different app and Royās too busy being baffled by the fact that Grindr is already on Jamieās phone and that heās having to sign out of his own account to try to make one for Roy to even stop him before heās already trying to sign up for a new account and Roy goes āThatās not what I meant. I donāt want any dating appā
And Jamie pauses his typing and turns and looks at him so skeptically and so judgily and suddenly somehow Roy is trying to fight for his life trying to defend why heās not looking for some random stranger to date or fuck around with
#Also a possibility: Jamie not signing out of his and asking Roy what he thinks of#guys and when Roy is like stop that why did you make me a Grindr profile why are you swiping on guys and even if you were WHY that one#And Royās trying to get the phone out of Jamieās hand and when he does Jamieās like stop thatās my account let me swipe#on him I was just trying to find out what kind of guys youād be into before making yours š#+ Roy being so critical of Jamieās taste in men like him??? seriously??? because the idea of Jamie messaging any of them bothers him#I may turn this into a RoyJamie fic at some point or possibly RoyJamie that has Keeley later too#Obviously Royās brain obsesses over Jamieās Grindr profile and what he may or may not be doing with it just as much as he obsesses over#Jamie in general after this and heās stuck trying to figure out how to casually bring it back up to him#(Spoiler alert: itās Roy so it absolutely wonāt be casual and yet Jamie wonāt care that it isnāt at all#)#Jamie would GLADLY be the one fucking around with Roy but heās also out here advocating for Roy to fuck in general#RoyJamie#Roy Kent#Jamie Tartt#Ted Lasso#Mine#Grindr fic#Putting that there for when I come back to this because I have a lot of thoughts#Once again I refuse to reread words and edit rn so Iāll just be bummed about the errors later
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doodled up another sketch comic for the future, one of their first missions together how sweet~
#oc - charles bonnet#oc - claire corielle#spoiler alert : she liked that#he doesn't know how to say āi careā give him time#sketch art#sketch comic
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i dont think i ever shared this here but i actually familial f/o mono from li.ttle. nightmares and LN resurfaced on my feed again and im just,,,, sniiff.... my booyyy.... monoooo š„¹ there's just something so charming about this little boy that makes me wanna protect him wiwiwi (and if you know what happens throughout the story, its heartbreaking)
he's just a good kid, really sweet, which i unfortunately cannot say the same with six... maybe he's just a refresher from the things i witnessed from six in her game šš
so anyways, hoping little nig.htmares 3 goes well u.u
#i had conceptualized an oc thats going to be mono's mom but i just couldn't go along with the macabre style but it's right in my head#she's just a mom who's constantly searching for him. she's got the lady dimetrescu aura especially with her hat hiding her face#which is a nice parallel to mono hiding his face in general#she's basically this weeping dame that would ask if you've seen her little boy#spoiler alert. if she ever met mono. she wouldn't know. he's hiding his face. but she's looking for thin man however#and if you know who thin man is.... then... well. :]#but without getting in too deep in the lore. lets just throw mono and the weeping dame next to each other so we know they're family#ignores the angst :]]]#hehehehe#in my head she's a skinny lady with a slight hour glass figure but it's not that much - yzma kinda figure. her big hat is iconic to me#~ rambling#aaough but really really. i care for mono a lot#did you know? little nightmares and idv had a crossover?#axe boy was assigned to mono!#little girl/kid alice was assigned to six :3
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I like the plotline in stampede where vash finds the other seeds ship right after the big fall I like playing around with that idea a bit š (no ship)
#vash hating knives for what he did but knowing why he did it and just wanting his brother back GRRRR#they make me absolutely fucking insane (if you could not tell)#ugh and vash having to leave home (the other seeds ship) because as long as knives knew he was there no one in that ship was safe#bc knives would literally burn through cities if he thought it would keep him and vash safe#(SPOILER ALERT HES FUCKING WRRONGGG !!!!!!!! HOME COULD'VE BEEN GOOD BUT HE CONSTANTLY SELF SABOTAGES !)#i dont care btw.#also yes I like a stampede plotline very rare from me. š I cant only be a hater okay I can admit when they do good. āš#I like this a lot more than them saving him as an adult in the manga#because it shows that vash can have stability and safety if he trusts others while knives is like starving alone in the desert because#he cant trust anyone but vash (who left him because hes insane so now hes totally ALONNE)#trigun#millions knives#my art#vash the stampede#trigun fanart
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#man. if anything at all is worth not having him in my life#it's the life that i have now#and i kinda reject what would be an easy narrative to tell which is that i needed to lose him to gain what i have now#because i do think i was limited by that relationship but it's more complicated than that#and i genuinely believe a lot of it was just coincidence#but! my life has so much good in it i am literally flanked on all sides by family#of origin and of choice#and creative pursuits that I actually have cognitive space to care about#because all my creative energy is no longer being funneled into frantically trying to make that relationship work#people matter to me in ways that felt impossible when i was with him because he felt like the only person that mattered#and if i loosened that grip i was scared he'd disappear#spoiler alert he disappeared anyway#and lucky little me that void got filled with just. so much love and laughter and fulfillment and truth#thanks for listening diary
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Me, six-ish hours ago: Yeah, I had the idea for an Avatar Suiren AU pretty much as long as Suiren herself existed, but idk if I'm ever gonna develop it, it's really hard to upkeep interest for it on my own...
Me, as soon as the concept of Suiren and Vaatu bullying Raava together popped into my head while I was typing out that long ass post: Fuck it, new strain of brain fungus acquiredā
(Also yeah traditional art being posted for the first time since... 2020, probably. Don't have the spoons to transfer this to digital rn, maybe I will at some point and I'll do a fuckass Spirit World background or smth. We'll see)
First time drawing Vaatu so don't make fun of me, but honestly he's such a funky little guy and rather fun to draw. You just get that main shape down and then go nuts with the frills :) But also, credit where credit is due, scrolling through the Vaatu tag on @shadelordeās blog really helped, so thank you for that š And I really had no idea what to do with Suirenās design here, I think Iāve used up all my character design juices on the nine previous iterations of her that exist, so for now sheās in a random dress with her hair down. Iāll probably alter it if I ever do a proper design for her in this verse
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#sotrl suiren#vaatu#avatar suiren au#I spent so long typing out tags for this post and tumblr fucking deleted themā¦#Iām going to go bite into a wall istg#I donāt have the energy to rewrite all of them soā¦ quick summary#this takes place immediately after Suiren frees Vaatu during harmonic convergence#he briefly went all big and then shrunk so he could get a better look at her#while all this is going on Raava is screaming very loudly inside Suiren#Suiren is beyond caring. either Raava shuts up or she gets out. no other option#the avatar becomes balanced by fusing with Vaatu too or the avatar ceases to exist and suiren gets to live a normal life#spoiler alert: Raava does shut up but not for long#Suiren begins regretting her life decisions as soon as the two start arguing inside her#Iām pretty much stealing all the lore Kat came up with in bonded and adumbration lmao. hi Kat#oh also like 10 minutes before this Suiren killed Unalaq#his spiritfucker ass wouldnāt let her get to Vaatu that easily. but letās be real he stood no chance against her#itās fine though no one liked him anyway#honestly she did everyone a huge favour#anyway. yes Vaatu does have a tendril wrapped around her shoulders. bc itās cute okay#damn Suiren how come Nia lets you be the weird lesbian daughter to TWO evil dads??#(yes Iām aware neither Vaatu nor Ghazan are evil. Iām trying to joke here but itās almost 10 a.m and I canāt think anymore#simply everything is hilarious now)#what else did this used to sayā¦#oh right. nia stop making LoK antagonists obsessed with your OC challenge#the Red Lotus are her parents. Kuvira is in love with her. now sheās being all buddy buddy with Vaatu#only one thatās missing is Amon bc I genuinely do not care for him lmao
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"sui bating is wrong no matter what" i do not care. please kys
#moon.txt#i am not sorry for this at all actually. i think its incredibly damaging and naĆÆve to let others get away with doing actually harmful shit#without a care for who they are hurting. there are people who genuinely should die to make the world a better place#and to be honest! i know i am not innocent and may even be a part of the aforementioned group#but unlike so many others i DONT spread lies and rumors and start shit for no fucking reason#literally NAMEDROPPED a friend of mine to spread lies about him as if u actually cared about 'protecting' anyone from him#spoiler alert: he did nothing wrong (besides be an outspoken CSA survivor u dont like)#so yeah! please die actually truly and genuinely
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kanghan dangerous romance (trips and falls down the stairs)
#gaiaxyposting#dangerous romance#mini (Hopefully) ramble incoming#ive been thinking about kanghan 'walking emotional neglect symptom checklist' for a while now#ever since that interview where perth described kanghan as someone who has everything except love#so much of his behaviour like how he always hesitates to believe he can achieve anything#and how he chases after sailom's praise. even the way hes so prone to crying#it all makes so much sense when you see it that way#and even the way kanghan's reactions to his dad seem disproportionate to how his dad talks to him (earlier in the series)#which can indicate many things! but it also makes me think about how often the effects of emotional neglect are viewed#because its perceived to not be as bad as other forms of abuse (spoiler alert! it is)#theres a bit more going on with kanghan but this ^ is likely a problem thats been going on for a While#kanghan is relatively well adjusted id say. the fact that hes able to express to his grandma that he felt neglected by his dad is Good#RANT OVER i think its getting too personal#i care him :(
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They call it better call Saul because you āSAULā the show
#Iāve been watching bettercall Saul w my friends Iām really enjoying it#I havenāt watch breaky bad & I donāt intend to but my friends have so they just fill me in whenever context is needed š#but I like it jimmy is so funny & awesome & loser sad#I also canāt get over Howard for some reason heās like devastatingly funny to me heās hysterical for no reason heās a fucking cartoon#character like he talks like a muppet movie villain he is literally always wearing the same outfit during jimmys trial when he said they#didnāt hire jimmy bc of nepotism concerns n Kim was like mhm & whoās the other Hamlin?& he had to sit there n be like My Daddy. hysterical.#for some reason also the way he looks & speaks after SPOILER ALERT Chuck dies is soooo funny to me itās so bad but it Got me#heās also so scary tho like every time he looks at someone he looks like heās about to pounce on them heās like a predator.#anyway the other night while trying to fall asleep I decided that his whole cartoon villain henchman vibe is actually high camp in a way#comparable to that post about Ben shapiro holding a piece of wood. which makes like 0 sense but it actually makes perfect sense#I literally donāt care about Howard or have like any strong feelings about him I just think heās the funniest character ever ok sorry bye
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oh wait actually before i go to bed btw. ive had the most beautiful headcanon of aroace berdly appear in my head as of late and im never headcanoning him as anything else.
#before i joked about him trying to '''''reciprocate'''' noelle's crush and having a crush on susie as comphet and that hes rlly gay#but honestly. and this might just be projection. but i just rlly want him to be aro#same thing of these are not actual crushes just different end goal in mind LMAO#srry but just. 1) i cannot see him with ANYONE. and not in a ''hes just too Bad'' way i just. cant#and 2) him being rlly good friends with noelle and caring about her so so deeply but NOT in a romantic way#and being shit at romantic social cues and thinking that she has a crush on HIM#and then being like oh shit. well i rlly love her so i guess... i could have a crush on her? and thus the whole thing he talks about of#trying to reciprocate to make her happy but failing#and then right after the only other girl his age around at the time is like slightly nice to him#and he goes ''Aha! Now THIS is a prime seed for the beautiful blossom of love to grow! Surely I must have a crush on SUSIE!''#but spoiler alert. he is once again just lying to himself ToT#this is all real and true in my heart. god bles#serena.txt
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ā„ let me psychoanalyze you but also be nice_
you're unbelievably lonely.
maybe the teacher always sat next to you on the bus because it was the only open seat on field trips. maybe you were the fourth kid in the group project who was only there because they needed one more person. maybe you spent all of 7th grade lunch in the library. i think it's important to remember that it won't always be like that. it might take longer than expected but nobody is alone forever. sometimes it's hard to remember that just because you've felt unloved before, it doesn't mean you're unloved now. I love you :-)
#notes. ( āCERBERUSā );#// HM#// OK I GUESS#// spoiler alert ig is literally like a puppy he gets attached to 'his person' and follows them everywhere and honestly just how could you#// then kick that puppy away?#// i always say he loves to love and like he do. but when u think about it in a more fucked up way to put it more bluntly#// he's seeking ppl to love so he isn't alone. his love is genuine. very. but he wants to be wanted. needed. he's very caring and#// protective and he just wants ppl to want that from him!!!!#// also another spoiler the description of this result is very much in the feels for his hs au lmao
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kenjaku is probably like. Genuinely super racist. 1 old as shit 2 doesn't really give a shit about other people at all and you might say "oh then they don't care about people Equally! So not racist" And no, not how that works when they're a fucked up opportunist, eg they're a misogynist for the cursed womb shit even if they didn't care abt the victim being a woman, they still took advantage of oppressive structures that target women (esp women who are victims and/or perceived as promiscuous bc. Like. How do you think they were able to abuse that woman? It was bc her family didn't care about her) so what I'm saying is they're racist
#SA ment#Rape Ment#For the cursed wombs' mom bc like. That's just What It Was#Anyway I'm not gonna cite specific real life atrocities/crimes against humanity bc that feels inappropriate#But like. When it comes to unethical experiments it's important to recognize Who is likely gonna get experimented on#Spoiler alert it's marginalized ppl bc the societies that marginalize them generally either don't care or think they deserve mistreatment#And that doesn't really have limits sooo#Y'know I think I'm just tired of ppl brushing past the fact Kenjaku is pretty much a confirmed rapist and treating them like#A silly funny nonbinary icon like. Welcome to my house where I talk about the fact Suguru is an abuser because he's a cult leader#And Satoru Shoko and Nanami may have personal connection to him but ultimately fail to truly accept that his ideology is dangerous#(like they get he's dangerous bc he killed ppl but it doesn't feel like they understand. He's dangerous because hes abusive#And has fucked up Eugenicist beliefs) and that's. A good character flaw but ppl refuse to acknowledge it's a FLAW.#And kenjaku is a rapist not just bc of the cursed wombs But they also impersonated a guy's dead wife and#Maybe Jin knew something was up but either way kenjaku was willing to have sex with him while#Pretending to be a different person when is in fact still rape. And also kaori is dead and can't consent to her body being used like that#So anyway *bashes my own head in with a rock* this post was inspired by a random diff HC I have. Anyway
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(based on a fic i'm writing atm)
Jazz Fenton who, after a bad reveal to the parents, starts to search for family that can take care of Danny because it is unsafe for him in Amity Park now. Jazz Fenton who finds the name Kane in her ancestry that then connects her to the name Wayne.
Jazz Fenton who shows up on Bruce Wayne's doorstep with a folder of proof of their relation with pictures; blood tests; family trees; etc. Jazz Fenton who says that Danny is "different" from the other boys and that it is too dangerous at home after their parents found out.
Bruce Wayne who shares this with his kids and they all come to the (logical in this situation) assumption that Danny Fenton is a trans man, proven more when their government files are encrypted and neither Tim nor Barbara can crack them (the Guys In White encrypted them and Tucker, upon finding out about this, further encrypted them just to see if he could (spoiler alert: he could))
Their theory is further proven even MORE when Danny is asked why he's still wearing a shirt while they're swimming in the pool of Wayne Manor (post identity reveal on the Bats' part because otherwise he'd question the scars) and Danny says he has scars on his chest he doesn't like showing (they are vivisection scars from the GIW)
I love the "accidentally assuming someone is trans" trope so much, it's so funny
*Everyone staring at Danny because he took off his shirt after spilling hot cocoa on himself*
Danny: What are you guys... oh. Oh, right, those.
Bruce: Those are... Daniel, are those dissection scars?
Danny, assuming the gig is up: Vivisection scars, actually. Or maybe it could be considered dissection, though I was definitely awake during it. I uh... guess I owe you all an explanation, don't I?
The rest of the batfam doesn't even care about the why or the how. They just want to know who did this to the Danny.
I love them a normal amount, I swear
#dc x dp#dpxdc#dcu#danny phantom#danny fenton#batfamily#dc x dp crossover#dp x dc#crossover#side note: Jazz Fenton is the best sister in the world
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came 2 a realisation last night during one hell of a depressive episode abt the source of the severity of my illnesses and whatās been making me worse. i feel a lot clearer now, one hell of a weight has been lifted and i think i can actually start towards moving forward now .. for the first time in probably my whole life, i feel like i know where i am at least somewhat
#spoiler alert: itās my mother#i was jst stood in my dadās kitchen sobbing and babbling that i didnāt know what was wrong or why i felt so dreadful n it jst hit him#itās her. sheās the only constant in all of it. she made us BOTH worse#like im not saying she caused ky depression & anxiety. it was always there. but she amplified it and made it so much fucking worse#she made me ill. she did that to me. she messes with my head and she doesnāt care if it hurts me as long as she gets what she wants#now i jst hav to play a delicate game. i cant let her know that ive caught on to her ways#it might be a long game. but thatās okay. i can handle it now. she wonāt win this time#ive already started collecting screenshots of her unreasonable behaviour so i hav evidence if itās ever needed#i think. i think i can finally start getting better now#i finally feel like im on step closer to getting better#to taking her claws out of me#plum.txt
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Whenever I talk about the medical neglect and ableism I've encountered as a victim of the healthcare system, there's always some cockwaffle who feels entitled to come into my inbox and make the argument of "not all doctors" while talking about how "people like them" (because it's always someone in a field of medicine who does this) are doing their best and it's really hard because so many people fake being ill to get on welfare (Yikes), but like, yeah, obviously #not all doctors, because if all doctors were negligent, bullying scum bags, I'd be dead.
But here's the thing: while I truly believe that the majority of doctors are doing their best in a system stacked against them and their patients, their presence does not negate the mass harm caused by the bad ones. And there are far more bad ones than you realize.
Fuck, John Oliver literally did a segment on this last week:
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Yes, the truly bad, malicious doctors are in the minority. Most are just horrifically burned out and fighting a losing battle against a system, killing both them and their patients through a lack of funding and resources and profound overwork.
But the malicious ones do exist, and they will go out of their way to harm patients who don't kowtow to them.
I almost lost my life because when I was in my early twenties, I told a doctor I didn't think she was listening to me, and I disagreed with her assessment of my mental health (she was not a mental health doctor, and I was there for heart palpitations and chronic pain). She retaliated by putting "non-compliant" in my file.
There was also a fun little "doesn't show respect" note too that lives rent-free in my head because I know I wasn't rude. I was polite. I just didn't agree with her, and my refusal to accept her off-handed comment that "you probably have bipolar or BPD" (again, I was there for heart palpitations and chronic pain) meant I was "refusing care."
I wasn't. I just refused to be slapped with a mood/personality disorder when I was there because I kept fucking fainting when I stood up.
(Spoiler alert: it was dysautonomia)
That "non-compliant" marker followed me around for years. It followed me across an ocean and effectively ensured that any doctor I saw was going to treat me like absolute dogshit because no one wants to help Difficult Patients. It wasn't until I was so undeniably ill, literally on the brink of death, that anyone helped me.
I'm alive because of a good doctor. And all the good ones that came after him because of him.
So, I know they exist. You don't have to tell me that.
But I really fucking need you to acknowledge the bad ones and that you're part of a system with a long, long history of abusing minorities and vulnerable people. I need you to acknowledge that because it's the only way we're going to survive this godforsaken nightmare and make things better.
So yeah, #notalldoctors, but if you feel the need to say that because someone talking about being literally left to die by the medical system hurts your feelings, I'm going to have to ask you to take a step back and ask yourself if you're going into medicine for the right reasons.
Namely: do you want to help people, even the "difficult" ones?
Even the ones who might disagree with you?
Even if they're on welfare?
Even if they'll never get "better" in a way that means "cured"?
Just a thought. But hey, what do I know. I'm just someone who experienced hemolytic anemia because doctors kept telling me I was anxious and needed to exercise more š¤·āāļø.
#chronic health tag#medical abuse#medical neglect#medical#ableism#to all the good health care workers who follow me and leave supportive comments: I appreciate you so much#but you need to come get your fellow drs#and idk#give 'em a shake or something#Youtube
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