#spiraling once again
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Okeeey now wait, is it happy new year or happy new years ?? Im questioning myslef rn
Plssss let me think correctly
This might drive me nuts
#spiraling once again#grammar#i hate mf languages#struggle of learning english#i wish I’d have people to talk to#why am i so awkward#this is the ONLY platform I’ve ever posted something on#I’ve never elft a comment on tiktok actually#kind of proud of myslef for just saying fuck it and ranting#ranting in the hashtags is totally not because i feel like no one reads them and therefore it feels safer ha..ha..ha.. ha
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having to beg and hustle to make enough money to bare minimum live every month is bad enough but trying to do it around severe pmdd and all the chronic pain and fatigue I have for God knows why is just... I really have a hard time talking myself out of calling it a loss & just making a one time purchase for ctrl alt del supplies. I basically don't have a body anymore except that I do and it's hideous and it hurts constantly. There is not a single second of the day where i am not negotiating with my body to try to lessen my pain. Sometimes I dream about the pain I'm in. I want to be euthanized at the vet.
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CAN WE TALK ?
#chat. i fear ive cooked again#pose practice has once again spiraled out of control#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#stanford pines#ford pines#young ford pines#paranoid ford#billford#edit: sorry the glasses were bothering me sdgjjg
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statement of a detective prince
#p5 tma au#this is once again spiral akechi and eye joker#persona 5#persona 5 royal#goro akechi#p5#persona 5 fanart#p5r#shuake#akeshu#the magnus archives#tma#tma crossover#sorry again tma tag browsers#tma au#my art
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Finally got around to drawing the distortions, love a character where if the hands look like shit I can say it’s intentional✨
#also more traditional bc digital be kicking my ass this week#I don’t know what I did to piss off the art gods but they really said fuck you in particular#in my hubris#the magnus archives#tma#tma fanart#michael the distortion#helen the distortion#the spiral#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#love these freaks#also not me misspelling Chappell Roan#forgive me chat#my hubris wins once again
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Boop day challenge
@depressedhatakekakashi once again the person to thank for this 🙏 ✨️
#context and caption will age like milk but whatever#bUT what a fun warm up that once again spiraled into insanity 😌#kakagai#gaikaka#hatake kakashi#kakashi hatake#maito gai#might guy#naruto fanart#nart#jvart#nartuo#boop
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#long tags ahead#death note#L the prologue to death note spiraling trap#spiraling trap#l lawliet#gif#my edit#my gif#spoilers#spiraling trap spoilers#L the prologue to death note spiraling trap spoilers#not game accurate btw; cycle is way faster in game#prolly to show the wind whipping thru his hair#but i think its nicer this way#mii plays LTPTDNST#nds#nintendo DS#scheduled#this game was super fun#i really miss the DS era a lot#puzzle solving escape rooms#fun disarming minigames using the touchscreen#while this guy stares into your soul#an experience that was right up my alley#once again huge thanks to the AGT team for making the fan english patch#gonna get the other endings that i missed soon#and grind until max level trust#but yea!! v fun experience#please remind me to watch the live action movies LOL#ive read CtW but i havent watched the movie yet
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Pariah, the outcast prince
dragon design commission that I had a lot of fun with -- I definitely think spirals are my favourite breed to draw, I just love their absurd proportion and number of wings since they make for such fun posing.
#flight rising#flightrising#fr art#hex scribbols once again#fr art share#creature art#dragon art#artists on tumblr#creature design#fr spiral#flight rising art#digital art
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thinking about this photo
#can’t think too much about how phil almost died without spiraling#and that’s just referring to the video filmed on their holiday like… how was that this year#phil in the wad hat…#with all his little drinks and the remaining milky bar buttons#they’re actually in a hospital room and they are lucky to have access to good healthcare and all but#there’s just a certain feel to hospitals that I can smell and feel through this singular pic#dan being sillay and taking a little pic while he’s like >:[ cause yeah wouldn’t you be too#but like god… something so intimate and human about this whole ordeal and the fact that they shared it with us#companions through life… this is some real partner shit#like i know they’re gonna be there. they’re always going to be there and right beside each other through everything#but…………. man#shoutout to pinterest once again for sending me down my nightly dnp spiral when im just trying to scroll and it’s either cute pics#or this#dnp#dan and phil#phan
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Being constantly surrounded by the presence of a loving God sounds great until you realize you never know when his freaky fuckin eyes are gonna show up to check on you.
And man. They do it a LOT.
#primus please let the mech breathe#what i want to emphasize most with this iteration of optimus is the inherent fucking terror of being made a prime#really pick at those little threads of how fucked the matrix as a concept is. same with the staple tropes of op himself#the idea in tfp that it can entirely change your personality. and that if you lose it you cannot remember your time with it#those implications send me spiraling. to what degree is optimus the same being as orion pax? do you forfeit your soul to be a demigod?#do you fucking die to become a conduit for the higher being that made you? letting it puppet your mind and body like a parasitoid?#if death in transformers is simply rejoining the allspark; if the soul is something splintered off from the whole;#and if to die as a cybertronian is for that fragment to merge with the whole once again. is a prime not fundamentally a dead mech walking?#a prime stands with one pede in the afterlife and one in the land of the living and has to keep up with both at once#constantly seeing visions from a plane his processor was never meant to comprehend with optics that were never built to see it#forced to adapt into an elevated being as much as a frame that still has silly things like wants and needs and emotions and base coding can#how does a mortal live when his body is no longer just his body; but a vessel fir something holy and a tool fashioned to heal the world?#when he can never truly be alone again and he has to simply live with the ever present knowledge that he is being watched#both by his god and by the world#how does one live knowing not even their thoughts are private? when your god may be living but man he does not get the idea of boundaries#guess it must be hard to grasp personal space and all that when youre an ocean of souls that left it behind#maccadam#transformers#wayward sparks#optimus prime#art tag#sometimes i feel kinda bad for putting this bastard through The Horrors. if ws gets made all the way he will be thrown so many bones#only sometimes tho >:3
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Quick Distortion doodle. Went wild with one of those multi-colour-lead pencils (you know the ones)
#colour make brain go brr#I’m finally free to do art again :’)#the magnus archives#tma#tma fanart#the magnus archives fanart#michael distortion#tma michael#helen distortion#tma helen#tma distortion#tma spiral#this was meant to be a doodle so I ran out of room for helen#but shhh#traditional art#traditional fanart#my art#for once
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You know what I need? You know what would crush me into a million pieces? And then put me back together again?
A scene between Carmen and Syd where he’s like “I want to be your friend again!” Basically begging on his knees, pleading, rambling about all the things he wants to do together with her. But then it gradually moves from platonic to nonrefutable romantic territory
And Syd gets real quiet and goes, “that’s not what friends do.”
#the bear#the bear fx#sydney adamu#sydcarmy#carmy berzatto#knowing them this would send them into a spiral of panic and realization#once again forced to write my own fics
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At one point after the storm marcus visits laplace, makes her way to the receptionist's table and sees lucy (looks uncannily like hofmann) and hofmann's manloser brother (also looks like hofmann for obv reasons) talking to each other there and every thread of emotional regulation she's been trying to keep together snaps and then she proceeds to detonate into tears at the sight of them both.
she just misses her mentor man.
#marcus#lucy#enigma#reverse 1999#not tagging hofmann here but she is here in spirit. fly high once again.....#this kinda hits a little more knowing lucy compliments marcus' efforts for figuring out the storm ritual when the rest of laplace is finick#on trusting the info because she's only a rookie investigator. like yeah it kinda goes to shit but.#wait oh my god. if marcus finds out what happens with the storm ritual that poor girl is going straight into another self-loathing spiral o#my fucking god. no god no#i was just gonna make a funny joke but now i just hurt myself. okay
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Eyk Larsen not knowing how body physiology works and staring RESPECTFULLY at Maura Franklin's EYES will always be famous
And then there's her being even worse and I just can't with them anymore!
#1899#1899 netflix#eyk larsen#maura franklin#eyk x maura#he is not being obvious#not at all#he's got phd in subtlety#i swear if someone looked at me like that i would die#maura is stronger than me#i need them back#someone sedate me#this isn't normal#bring them back to me!!#yes i am spiraling again thanks for asking#they were insane for this#captain obvious of the ship hearteyes#doctor obvious#maura *my middle name isn't henriette it's touch the captain* franklin#them not even kissing once is going to haunt me forever#i need someone to release me
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Homoerotic sapphics or the "Friends-to-Lovers but something went terribly wrong along the way" cinematic universe.
#happy pride#L'amica geniale#my brilliant friend#LenuxLila#Rhaenicent#hotd#Jackie x Shauna#yellowjackets#Dare me#Addy x Beth#Baby 2018#Chiara x Ludo#wlw#reading When We Lost Our Heads is sending me down a spiral once again so sorry
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Reading physical copies of The Queen's Thief series for the first time and realizing that the maps in them are inconsistent???
#the only map i'd really seen before was K's map to P in Thick as Thieves#but now looking at the map from the last story of Moira's Pen I'm like. wait. the empire is opposite in this one.#like according to K's map C and K generally move west in TaT but the other map has them moving east#it's not that big a deal to me bc i had to read the entire series twice to conceptualize where anything was#(bc i spent the whole of The Thief not realizing just how important every nation mentioned was. good move mwt you genuinely fooled me.)#but now that i thought i had it down i am once again thrown off#also the map that's referenced in Moira's Pen shows up in the physical copy of TaT?#the beauty of this series is that I NEVER would have guessed what was up in that story even had i seen the map beforehand#anyway all i wanted was to conceptualize where Roa was & now i'm like spiraling. like is K's map incorrect bc its from an imperial lens#which honestly? yeah absolutely (it makes the peninsula look so small) but also how would the mede empire have#conquered so much land with inaccurate resources even if it is for propaganda's sake#nothing in this series is accidental so i'm like *pepe silvia meme*#anyway this is just me trying to put my thoughts somewhere ignore me my tags are a mess#The Queen's Thief#The Queen's Thief spoilers#like not exactly but since everything is spoilers i'm tagging that just in case#Thick as Thieves#Moira's Pen
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