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#spencer carlin#ashley davies#south of nowhere#south of nowhere stills#south of nowhere icons#spashley#spencer and ashley#gabrielle christian#mandy musgrave#spashley icons#2010s memories#2010s nostalgia#early 2010s#2010s tv#omg 2010s#omg icons
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Our power is back on!!!!!😭💖💖🌟🌟
#it was out for 10 days 😭😭😭😭😭#it was caused by hurricane helene that hit the carolinas really bad last week#i live in south carolina not north#but South Carolina especially the upstate (where i live) got hit pretty bad#lots of fallen trees on houses and everybody lost power#nowhere as bad as north carolina but still 😭😭#very intense#i also had a very fun adventure of getting food poisoning a couple days ago😭😭😭😭#so ive been eating nothing but dry cereal and tea since lol#the power came on last night#i immediately cleaned everything haha#the scariest part is how out of the blue all of this was#had no idea it was going to happen#anyway hopefully this week i can get back to it!!!#making more art and stuff#my drawing tablet plugs into the wall and it killed me last week not being able to draw on the computer 😭😭😭#minor problems ik 😭😭#very happy and grateful rn#also gonna take a lot of naps bc im very tired lol
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The worst fear of oppressors is experiencing their own inhumanity at the hands of the people they oppress.
#sincerely i hope every single zionist's house gets blown up and they get run out of their country with nowhere to go#if you have sympathy for genociders and child murderers you're also as broken as they are#people who encourage and defend the slaughter of thousands of families and expelling people from their homes#deserve nothing but the same treatment#the willingness of this site to witch hunt harry potter fans while still platforming zionists is an illustration#of the fact that their concept of ''never again'' always had a colour line#i hope your life is one day given the same value you've assigned to arabs and muslims#and the global south#from river to sea palestine will be free#free palestine#colonization#genocide
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starting to think y'all's doctors don't like you. why are they starting you, a grown man, on a pubescent boy's testosterone dose.
#i say this because i had to sit through two hours of a doc talking about bioessentialism#and how because im a young albeit grown man they would get me to where males my age are t level wise#finding out that the average trans man is doing less than 50mg every week was eye opening#no wonder it takes years to see results#why periods are still a thing for some#im barely two months and ive got facial hair growing in#you need to talk to your doctors about your doses otherwise you will get nowhere fast#trans man#trans masc#trans ftm#cw medical#jin.txt#and before anyone comes at me about privilege#i am in the deep south in the middle of buttfuck nowhere paying out of pocket
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the good: i found 2 really good internship opportunities for the summer
the bad: application deadlines for both are friday
#actual accounting positions tho!!!!!#but im feelin rather Stressed this week#after dealing w a sinus infection and parentals leaving for a month south#im still catching up on homework#and theres a career fair on campus thursday#ughhhh i hate cover letters#my resume is nowhere near long yet pls just look at that#i hate repeating stuff
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cishet men have convinced me that im wrong about movies but like do they understand that the reservoir dogs are. big idiot losers
#like isnt that the entire point of the movie that theyre all stupid and ruined everything#they immediately got infiltrated by the cops fucked up their heist and then killed each other#but then every time dudes talk about them its to use them as shorthand for like. a cool badass crew.#avpost#i think a solid number of bros just see someone shoot a gun and say a one liner and stop all thinking right then and there#bc this is beyond liking tyler durden or smth. this is at the point of you did not watch this movie. if you think these guys are cool.#theyre literally such losers they do everything wrong and they all die for it.#except for uhhhhh. god was it steve buscemi. who gets arrested. he doesn't die. but he still gets caught.#also some of them were a little bit gay ill say it. ill say what others are too afraid to say.#<- they watched this movie in february and just suddenly remembered it existed#i do remember it was frustrating because t*r*ntino is like if a genius filmmaker frequently got possessed by a south park brainrot tween.#so ur like wow cool movie *GETS HIT BY AN OUT OF NOWHERE HATE SPEECH BECAUSE QUENTIN THINKS ITS FUNNY*
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did you know long island is shaped like a fish. now you do :)
#brot posts#lawng island babey#the ‘fins’ are actually called The Forks#theres the north fork and the south fork#the only true rural areas on LI and even then theyre more suburban rural. but still.#north fork has a lot of farms and is fairly ritzy thats where all the rich folks with their huge properties and vineyards are#south fork is mostly just protected forests rather than farms#though thats where the hamptons are so theyre actually richer than the north fork#like rich people and even Celebrities have multimillion dollar summer homes there#and by the hamptons i mean westhampton southampton etc#a few towns with the word hampton in their names so they become The Hamptons collectively#and then you go past the hamptons and it becomes more and more just like forests and marshes with a few spots of actual towns#montauk is the furthest eastward point on the south fork and on all of long island#probably one of our only tourist spots because of it#george washington built a lighthouse there or what the fuck ever#montauk the town is really cute though its fun to take a daytrip there#then the furthest eastward point on the north fork is orient point#nowhere near as renowned as montauk point#ive only ever been to orient point bc its a major ferry launching point to go across the LI sound and reach connecticut lmfao#theres another ferry point in uhm. port jefferson i believe but ive never used that one personally
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Fun fact I will be visiting Yorkshire for the first time ever this year (aside from going through York on the train) and yes I will be thinking about doctor who the whole time
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I honestly don't believe I'll ever recover from Gamora’s story in Infinity War. Anything I see or read concerning it fucking hurts my soul till today.
#she was so happy#then things went south too quickly#next scene starmora’s promise crushed me#and nowhere. like wtf I still cry seeing her pain#let's not forget Gamora watching her sister be TORTURED and going to that fucking cliff#I HATE that cliff#fuck the russos#she deserved WAY BETTER#fuck marvel studios#sorry I'm angry and sad#gamora
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to do list rn is like
1. try to get prescribed adderall
2. try and get a job that doesnt make me feel suicidal (cannot be usps there are never any openings here bc its super rural)
3. work that job for like 3 months so i can use it as reference to apply for an apartment
3.5 apply for a credit card….
4. move and get a job at usps because theres always openings in lexington
5. that one bit in that one south park episode where theyre like “what do we do now?” “what do you mean? now we can finally play the game.”
and its like. this is all so hard man. why is it so difficult
#not really a south park guy btw i just remember that line and it feels relevant#i think the whole to do list is so hard partially bc of circumstance like i live in the middle of nowhere#and my parents passed down their terrible terrible executive dysfunction to me.#yesterday i went to sleep ‘early’ at 1am and my mom knocked on my door right before i was asleep to ask if i was awake#she is literally still asleep rn at 1:30pm#idk -_- i dont wanna complain abt circumstance bc its out of my control but its hard not to 😞😞#also related to the credit card thing i asked my mom if she would cosign for me and she was like#‘im not doing that youll rack up tons of debt if you had a credit card’ and its like. please. let me be responsible. im begging u.
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Foxing - 2.7.19 // Lynchburg, VA
#foxing#concert#my photos#my life#emo revival#Midwest emo#This show is a core memory bc it was only an hour from where I lived at the time#a fun fact about me is I grew up going to shows in the south jersey Philly suburbs and promptly moved to the middle of nowhere for college#I still live 3 hours from any decent sized city so I rly appreciate when ppl play shows anywhere closer#nobody I personally already liked has played this close to me since
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it’s such shitty like made for tv movie credits type song but good
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Do I "not know who I am" or am I just really insecure and am trying to find a mask to put over myself because despite my best efforts to avoid it, my human nature drives me to put an active effort into having a superficial reputation, rather than letting myself just be natural, and be content with myself without feeling the need to let strangers know who or what I could possibly be?
#Sorry im just contemplating everything lately.#i truly thought i had no idea who i wished to be.#and im still not exactly sure but i think im getting closer to the truth.#i always tried to mimmick my favorite fictional characters. and i still do it. and i dont think ill stop#but due to my obsession with mimicking characters i would find myself troubled as at times i didnt know WHICH character i wanted to mimic -#for a lot of characters i like are the complete opposite from each other.#(example: craig tucker from south park and Albert aretz (real person). i wish i were both sooo bad even though theyre completely different.)#at one poijt i had decided i will simply choose to mimic a character depending on my current mood.#but it doesnt fix mych and still puts me back to the same mentality of actively trying to put a mask for myself instead of simply being nat-#-ural me.#i realized i wished to be a caricature rather than a fully fleshed out three dimensional being.#i mean - who wouldnt? caricatures are so easily defined. im not. i sometimes feel as if i fit nowhere.#sorry went on a bit of a tangent there.#what i am trying to say is that i think i am going to stop and try actively trying to be like someone else.#i mean i CAN relate to both Craig tucker and Albert aretz. and i DO act like both depending on how i personally feel at the moment.#but i shouldn't put restrictions on myself or who i should be. and i shouldn't focus so much on trying ro he like them because it only incre#ases my deep envy of them.#anyway sorry.#tw vent#< maybe??
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Sorry op but I’ve been watching the show since I was 12 (I’m 24 now) and I am none of what you listed.
Been watching every new episode when they come out, and still a left-leaning sapphic autistic jewish woman that blocks freaks on sight and calls my parents out on their conservative bs.
It’s almost as if people can be entertained by entertainment and not actually revolve their entire lives around it
idk what teenager needs to hear this but please stop watching south park
#but no one wants to hear that conversation#they just wanna say 'show bad' and be safe in their numbers#sometimes bc a lot of ppl agree with you doesnt automatically make you right#i wish more ppl understood that#also if you take south park seriously you seriously need to check yourself#because the events that occur in the show are so absurd that its not even qualifiable as satire#it's more like cartoonish hijinx that while based on some current event are still nowhere close to being a mirror to reality
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Urgent 🆘️ call: 🚨🍉 Please help..🥺😓🙏
My name is Falastin, and I am a mother of three small children, ages 5 years, 2 years, and 3 months. I am not very good with social media, but I am writing to seek your help to give my family in Gaza the chance to live their lives again.
Due to the ongoing genocide we in Gaza are experiencing, my family need your help to survive, leave Gaza, and find safety.
In november 2023 last year, i lost three of my cousins from my mother's family with their wifes and children's, some of them still under the rubble untill now.
In mars 2024 this year i lost another 2 cousins in Alshifa hostpital, this shock after three months of the first lose was a big slap into our face, it was a harsh reminder that death didn’t stop, and that none of us is an exception in this genocide, not a woman nor a child, everyone of us is a target to the death machines above our heads.
My family has lost everything. Some of them have tragically passed away, and those who remain are without shelter, moving from one temporary place to another in a desperate attempt to stay alive. Currently "After more than 20 times of being displaced and having to leave our house escaping from rockets and death " they have fled south and are living in a makeshift tent made from plastic bags and torn clothes.
Each day is a battle for survival. Each day, my family wakes up not knowing if they will have food to eat, clean water to drink, or a safe place to rest. Their homes have been wiped, and their children sit sleepless waiting their death. In Gaza, there is no where to seek shelter, no bunkers, nowhere to hide. Gaza is no more than 40 kilometers long and 10 kilometers wide with a population of just over two million. Gaza's border is completely surrounded by fences and barbed wire. The only way out of Gaza is to Egypt.
I used to introduce myself as the youngest in the family but in this GENOCIDE I’m a big sister who see her siblings’ future getting lost in front of her eyes, as i see my brothers kids who are still young and supposed to be in school, my mom who is 73 years old unable to find her medicine, as I see them, I made it a mission to myself to save my family or who’s left alive from it, to save their future from all of this and to escape Gaza.
Despite everything, I still have hope to save those who remain of my family. But I need all the help I can get from every person on earth. This challenge is not easy for me, especially since I am not good with social media and i dont have so many follower to reach and ask them for help. However, I am trying, and maybe with your support, the impossible can become possible.
Asking for your help is the only way I have to save my family’s life and future. Your help can be our hope when hope seems far away. Because of that, I appeal to your generosity and compassion, asking for help so that we can gather the necessary funds to help my family.
Photos of "Lina," who was born at the start of the war, and she is now 9 months old. Your donation could give her the chance to survive, leave Gaza, and find safety with her family.
I would like to thank everyone who has donated, shared and supported my campaign so far. Your generosity has given us hope in the darkest of times, and I am deeply grateful.
So far, we have raised 3,950 SEK of our 2,000,000 SEK goal - August 15th. While this is a small step, it is a crucial one, and it shows that together, we can make a difference. We still have a long way to go, and I urge you to continue sharing our story and contributing if you can.
Every donation, no matter the size, brings us closer to saving my family and giving them a chance at life. Please read and act as if it were your family, your mother, your siblings in these conditions. 🙏🙏🙏💔💔💔💔
Important note: Donation value:
** 1$ = 10.5 Swedish kr
** 10$ = 105 Swedish kr
** 100$ = 1050 Swedish kr
** 1000$ = 10500 Swedish kr
VETTED and shared by 90-ghost, also as no. 282 in The Vetted Gaza Evacuation Fundraiser Spreadsheet compiled by el-shab-hussein and nabulsi and shared in the masterpost.
We have also been verified by Al Jazeera News. Here is the video. I added this video today, august 15th. Its showing my cousin and aunt in the hospital, where she shares how the Israeli army airstruck them with their kids. Listen to my aunt Suad "Em Mhammed".
Best regards,
Falastin and her family.
#humanity#charity#donate#gaza#palestine#humanitarian aid#gaza genocide#free gaza#help gaza#pray for gaza#signal boost#boost#please boost#donations#fundraiser#fundraising#boosting#gofundme#go fund them#free palestine#freedom#free gazze#end israeli occupation#end israeli apartheid#israel#genocide#gaza mutual aid#mutual aid#mutual funds#human rights
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Summary: You run into your snobby ex boyfriend after a drunken party. Things go south from there. tw: female reader, hinted murder, possessive behavior, condescension, financial(?) abuse, classism
You know this is a stupid, stupid idea. Going home at God knows what time in the pitch black is never a good idea, you think drowsily, head still spinning from the last beer, but even more so when you're tired, pissed off and tipsy. You're freezing, naked shoulders wet from the chilly midnight rain - but instead of soft damp linden, you smell molden concrete and metal. You fucking hate this city. You hate the stupid, flashy, obnoxious parties for rich people, and this shitty university in the middle of nowhere, and even the scholarship that forced you into close proximity with the freakish upper class of east New Hemptison.
"Baby!" A familiar voice sinks into the muddy darkness and you have to physically restrain yourself from emptying your stomach right there on the street - and knowing your neighbours, you'd have to clean it after too. His steps fasten and soon you feel his hand gripping your shoulder to turn you around. Standing before you, glistening just like some prince from a fairy tale, is everything you despise about this town. The fact that he's perfectly prim and proper despite the pounding rain, that his teeth seem almost pearly white in the dark, that his hair is crisp and slicked away tastefully, that even now he's wearing a fucking Armani shirt with the cheesiest pair of jeans (ones you could never afford) - it makes you want to crawl back to the cave you came from, two continents away, and never look back.
"Baby, where have you been?" He sounds terribly concerned as he pulls your shivering body in for a tight bear hug, running his hands through your absolutely soaked hair - murmuring something incomprehensible to your drunken mind. "I was worried sick, missy." His voice drops slightly, but it's all for show. He's playing the part of the good boyfriend, like always - and you fell for it once, you did, but you know better now. "I called you, like, sixty eight times. And nothing." He swallows, big hands trembling around you. "Just radio silence. I thought something bad happened to y-"
"Oh, f-uucking beat it." Your patience finally snaps and you push him off swiftly, barely contained anger starting to resurface again. Today was supposed to be about you, about healing, about feeling better, but just your luck - the very problem had found you, just like always. No matter where you go, your troubles follow. "You know what you did, asshole. Don't you d-aare play innocent with m-me." You hiss drunkenly, stumbling all over your words before hitting the wall all on your own. Mathew, of course, doesn't waste the oppurtunity to get closer to you - just so he can help you regain your balance, of course. The golden boy of Saint Hemptison would never take advantage of an intoxicated girl - much less his ex girlfriend who he's still hopelessly in love with, supposedly. Right.
"Baby, please, you're drunk - you're not making any sense." The man whispers softly, placing his hand at your hip. "Let's go to the penthouse. We can talk about this in the morning when you are more aware of your thoughts."
When you're more aware of your thoughts? You almost laugh. It's quite bittersweet when it hits you that he doesn't respect you even now - maybe he never has in the duration of your miserable relationshop, that in his eyes you'll always be the poor girl in need of a white knight. Just a little trophy to show off, if a bit broken in certain spots.
"I am not going anywhere with you." You mumble, trying to calm down - to appear cold and collected, the complete opposite of what he wants you to be. "Look, I know that you're mad at me, babygirl, but I'm sure your little temper tantrum can wait until tomorrow. You know I don't like this neighbourhood. Let me take you to a safe place for the night, okay?" He reaches for your hand again, but this time you swat it away in fury.
"Who are you to act so worried about me, huh?" You can hear your voice breaking as the tears prick at your eyes - hot and shameful. Crying in front of him is the last thing you want to do, but god, it's so hard not to when this whole night has been a disaster after a disaster. You're truly at your wits' end. "After what you did? You are truly shameless." You squeal, and admittedly, it feels fucking great to finally say it.
Your former lover's face twists into an unrecognizable grimace as he watches you tear into his heart with ease - and as you turn to leave, he grabs your wrist painfully. This time something is different about his eyes - they're not longer smiling. Now they're two bottomless gray pits devoid of kindness, the same eyes you saw the night of the accident as he caressed your cold cheek with bloody knuckles.
"And what did I do, love? Hm?" He tilts your chin up by squeezing your throat, forcing you to meet his eerie gaze. Suddenly all your tipsy bravado evaporates into thin air. "Please, refresh my memory. I really can't recall the events of the past two weeks - since you've been avoiding me and all..." His fingers dig into your skin and you wince just like a kicked puppy - but he doesn't bulge an inch. Suddenly everything comes flooding back - the touches you convinced yourself were sensual, not possesive, the glances you once thought of as romantic, the constant interrogations, the strange emails, the cryptic calls, the dead roses at your door. "I couldn't sleep - or eat for that matter. I am half a man without you. I lose myself completely."
It all makes sense now. You feel like crying, because it's so crystal clear... and you've been a willing fool. You had closed your eyes, because it was easier to lie than to accept the truth bubbling just under his surface - under the dimples and the smiles, and the hundred jewelry boxes still lying unopened under your bed.
"You - you killed him! You monster!" You gasp, unable to stop your lips from uttering the lethal. You thrash around to no avail, you're stuck. "How could you? Jack was your friend!" You hide your face in the crook of his neck to stop the sobs, too scared to look at the crazed man holding you. He simply rolls his eyes, letting you soak his shirt with your pretty tears. "Don't be so dramatic - it's just some broken bones. He'll be fine... as long as he stays away from my things."
You raise your head shakily - you're drowning between hatred, fear and misery. The adrenaline is making you even more disoriented than the liquor percentage in your bloodstream.
"I am not a fucking thing for you to-" You hiccup, growing woozy as you hit weakly against his chest. The corners of his lips curl up slightly as he chuckles at the pitiful display. "For you to just own!" You keep going, cheeks purple from pent up fury - there's something tearing at your insides like you want to scream, you need it to come out, but you find yourself unable to push it off your flesh like it's been ingrained with glue and a shovel.
"You're wrong, baby. I do own you." Mathew says with the sweetest, softest voice you've heard in your life, sugary and bitter like poisonous honey. "Let's say you want to break up-"
"We already broke u-"
His eyes pierce you mid-sentence. You quickly close your mouth.
"Let's say," He repeats through gritted teeth, holding you so tightly you might just merge into one being. "That you want to break up with me." He inhales deeply, nostrils flaring. "Hypothetically. Then what? You have no place to live. I know you're staying at that shithole of a hotel down the street right now - it's filthier than a brothel, no?"
You want to say something - to argue, to scream. To tell him that he's being a rich, condescending asshole again, that you like the hotel - despite the mold and the cockroaches and the way there never seems to be hot water. Despite having to lock your door four times so you don't get assaulted in your sleep.
You say nothing.
"You don't have to confirm it. My agent tracked you down a week ago. Whatever - you'll run out of money in, approximately, 9 days." He smirks maliciously, with unhidden spite - just like a little devil. "Then what? You don't even have an address. And you know the city hall will take their sweet fucking time to help you register - if they don't make you pay a fine first." He strokes your chin cruelly. "We both know just how much they care about clueless little foreigners with less than a penny to their name." He whispers, twisting the dagger in. "Hell, they may even cut your scholarship. And. then. what." Your ex pronounces each word slowly - making sure you can understand it, feel it - fear it.
You imagine your family back at home. You can hear their voices over the phone, your mom smiling as you tell her about your day, your father asking you what you plan to do after college - whether you will still remember them, whether you'd take care of them once they have nothing left, since you took everything with you. The money, the hopes, the happiness...
"F-fuck you..." You whimper faintly, falling against him. You feel defeated, and the sharp words are all you have left. "Why are you doing this to me?" You mumble to yourself, suddenly feeling drained to the very bone. The man begins stroking your hair as he rocks you gently to the side. "Because I love you." He slowly kisses down your neck. "Because I'm the only one in this city who gives a fuck about you, and-" You can feel his smile against your burning cheek. "Because you're mine."
#yandere#yancore#male yandere#male yandere x reader#yandere oneshot#yandere x you#yandere male x reader#yandere oc#yandere oc x reader
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