#sources: I Am Into It And I'm Transmasc

[trentcrimminallybeautiful]

Sorry. I meant cis ted.  I would never baby girls transman that would be offensive.

???? yeah i mean. i kind of figured you probably meant cis ted, i was saying I got distracted on the topic of feminization kink. also i mean. yeah it CAN be offensive but i was talking about how me, as a trans man, enjoys feminization kink on a trans male/transmasc character (in this case trent, sorry) bc i project a lot😩 and it's fun specifically because of the inherent contradictory na--i mean i did explain this? didn't i? i. sorry??

[jupiter--dream]

While I agree that we can do whatever we want with Dreamtale's canon and shift it however we want in fics and stuff, as with any other Au; y'all can pry canon demiro+ace Dream¹ and canon genderless enby "boy" twins² from my cold, dead hands

1- "Pues se supone Dream es demiromantico asexual [= Dream's supposed to be demiromantic and asexual]" 2- "[...] energy balls have no gender, [...] they can feel like boys and call themselves with masculine pronouns, but they have no gender.", "[D]ream has no gender, [...] [he] is a ball of energy light. [He i]dentifies as a boy, but has no gender."

(I feel similarly about canon ADHD he/they aroace Ink btw, I just. Canon queer characters omg <3 like yes feel free to shift his character but omg)

[so-i-did-this-thing]

Do you have any suggestions for good sources of transmasc positivity and support? Been feeling very isolated lately and there aren’t a lot of other transmasc folks in my community at the moment.

I'm afraid I don't -- I tend to just gravitate towards fellow trans mascs in whatever fandom I am in.

The top surgery group on Facebook is very affirming, but obviously very focused on just this one aspect of transition. It's also open to all genders, fwiw.

Other folks welcome to chime in!

[3liza]

Really curious about your experience taking and deciding to take finasteride. I’m transmasc and I’ve got diffuse thinning from autoimmune/ autoimmune meds/ low dose testosterone, and would actually really love to have less body hair. I wonder how you balanced the possible side effects given that there’s a huge contingent saying anything from “I took it for 2 weeks and now have debilitating brain fog” to “I took it for a year and my dick shriveled up but I kept taking it and now my dick is stuck like this” etc.

long post

i'm not on T at the moment, the only hormone im taking is 5mg progestin/day for menstrual suppression, so idk how helpful my information will be. but here it is anyway

im taking 1mg a day finasteride, sometimes forgetting to take it, and i got mine from AllDayChemist. tthe effects i've noticed are first, that my nails are now growing annoyingly fast, but unfortunately they dont seem very strong so i have to cut or file them every couple days. this seems promising because as recently as a couple years ago i was still growing genetically long, strong nails just like my mom and my nail decline over the past couple years seems to suggest some sort of problem with them.

as for hair, i already have very long hair, and it's properly spiral curly, so determining exactly how much longer it has gotten in a period of time can be tricky, but i THINK it is also growing faster. when it's wet in the shower is when i can see where it is reaching relative to my back/hips, and it seems like it has grown back down to my tailbone very quickly since the last trim. I also see a lot of baby hairs around the observable areas on my hairline, and my widow's peak (which has always been very defined even when i was a kid, it's not a pattern baldness widow's peak) has a handful of what look like new hairs that are the appropriate length to have started growing since i started finasteride. also, and this is the biggest relief, when i brush my hair i am shedding a LOT less. like maybe 20-30% of the hair that i used to lose in my hairbrush is there now. i initially started this finasteride experiment because my shedding was getting so bad and i was noticing significant volume loss, so only seeing a fraction of the hairball size in my hairbrush as i used to is really great

naturally i neglected to take any "before" photos because im just not that organized, so my data sucks.

as for other effects.....i really havent noticed any at all. my brain fog is bad all day everyday at my baseline, so it's possible that anything finasteride is contributing is just being lost in the background noise. however, on the other hand, the obsessive self-monitoring of the sick person may also mean im in a good position to notice that kind of thing. i dont know.

i think my eyelashes are being affected positively. i forgot to take finasteride for about three days last week and noticed that i lost about six eyelashes that day, so i think they were finasteride lashes but who knows.

as for feminizing effects, like i said, i usually pluck my beard hairs (im fem-presenting rn) on about a monthly basis, and i have about four or five of them on my chin, and a peach fuzz mustache with five or six darker hairs that i shave or pluck sometimes too. since starting finasteride most of the beard hairs just havent grown in. i haven't noticed any breast tenderness or body feminization, i think i look about the same naked as i always do, so i dont think im getting any body fat redistribution either. i havent noticed any sexual effects either but i'm in a semi-asexual period at the moment anyway so im not sure how much i would notice finasteride changing that stuff anyway.

i think the online drug effects anecdotes are a valuable source of data, but that the data is generally low quality. the people reporting on what they think are side effects are extremely impressionable and also suck at noticing confounding factors, and stuff that's very personal and very psychological like erectile dysfunction are basically impossible to get good data for outside of a lab. it's one of the most vulnerable factors to placebo/nocebo effects, and erectile function declines with age anyway at about the same time people start taking finasteride, so i just dont think reddit posts are trustworthy on this topic. someone could easily have turned 35, started taking finasteride because they were losing enough hair for it to bother them (normal at that age), and then also started experiencing age-related erection decline at the same time for reasons unrelated to finasteride, and just done the human thing of associating the two unrelated events. on the other hand hormones are weird and theres every reason to expect an exogenous drug thats doing stuff to your "masculine" endogenous hormones could affect your penits. its not unrealistic at all.

drug companies bend over backwards to hide side effects that only come to light many years after a large general population is exposed to a drug. so i dont think you can discount this stuff either. i just tend to assume most of the reddit side effects are partially bad data and partially exaggerated, even as i take them seriously.

in conclusion hormones are truly weird and have unpredictable effects. i think it's probably not the case that trialing a low dose of finasteride for a few months would permanently damage you, but i cant state that with certainty because idk,. shit happens and there are edge cases for everything.

edit: i just remembered i used an epilator on my legs around the same time i started taking it. i dont have a lot of body hair normally so idk how good this data is, but i THINK my leg hair has been growing back less, and thinner, than it was before i yanked em all out. kind of hard to tell since epilators usually cause really bad ingrowns on me, i dont really have the right hair texture to be using one in the frist place. but this epilation growback SEEMS less hairy than it usually is.

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

FtM/Transmasc NPD Culture is your NPD severely affecting your dysphoria, needing to prove yourself as masculine enough to those around you because you're dysphoric and hyper aware of how others percieve you. Even if you don't necessarily view being feminine as a morally bad thing, there's an inherent social pressure to prove you're not "weak" on top of being brushed off and disregarded for being treated as female. Projecting yourself as extremely tough and strong both as a response to social pressure and as a need to prove you're enough and just as good or better than other men.

It's painful to be hyper aware of how toxic masculinity affects people while being trans and having NPD because I feel like I need to balance proving that I'm the most kind, understanding individual to other trans people, and that I know toxic masculinity is bad, while also proving to cis men and society at large that I am just as good as others are. On top of the inherent demonization of masculinity period in some queer spaces, being seen as a "gender traitor" or just as bad and oppressive as cis men for my gender identity.

It is a massive source of insecurity and internal conflict feeling like I need to prove to everyone around me that I am The Best when everyone around me has entirely different expectations of what's good enough.

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[eva-does-its-best]

can you shut the fuck up youre making all trans guys look bad so fucking annoying. insane that u cant handle any fucking criticism whatsoever lol holy shit. whole ass fucking paragraph. gotta put that evil mean trans woman in her place right. god forbid someone gets frustrated at being consistently shit on by people in her community. im gonna be so real rn and say that as trans guys / tme people we have it so much easier its actually insane (coming from someone whos been thru corrective rape when i was 12 after i came out as a trans guy btw! theres my fucking pound of flesh. jesus.) not even rly trying to convince u but u just piss me the fuck off annoying as fuck

First off: So sorry about what happened to you, my most sincere condolences. It's the only thing I can really give, hope your life gives you enough peace and happyness to allow you to live with such an event.

Second:

You're making all trans guys look bad

I'm not a trans guy, I'm a transmasc, very different, a difference you should if not care about at least keep in mind if you want to respect less binary forms of masculinity. I don't speak as nor speak for trans guys, because I am not one, maybe if you actually read what I write you would know.

Insane that you can't handle any fucking criticism

Criticism where? Let me be absolutely blunt and sincere: All I see in the posts I replied to is tired, scared and hurt people who cope with said feelings by turning their vents into everyone else's problems.

I vent a fucking lot, everyone can see that, but when I vent I am sincere and point the source of my pain, how I feel, why I feel that way, and which people I believe reinforce it. What I don't do is go out of my way to involve people who have nothing to do with it or with how I feel.

Trust me I know how they feel, and the way they are dealing with it is incredibly self-destructive and I want nothing more than for them to get out of that shitty mental state that hurts them so they can feel better and have a slightly better life and emotional responses to the world.

Whole ass fucking paragraph

Yeah, that is how one transmits ideas. Shocking.

Gotta put that evil mean trans woman in her place right

I've replied to a couple posts so I don't know which one you're talking about, but I've no clue about the gender of the people who I replied to, I simply replied to shitty ideas, don't care who's behind them.

Pretty lame that you try to make this a gender war, don't you think?

God forbid someone gets frustrated at being consistently shit on by people in her community

"her" ok so this is you personally defending someone you know, I can tell.

Statement goes both ways don't you think? You think this is just for fun?? Yeah let's start a conflict that is affecting the lives of real people for fun!

We are fucking tired of the mockery, the disrespect, and the extreme policing of transmasc and trans men's language and experiences by people who have no say in them.

Do you care about that too or are you a hypocrite? Because when I reply to people's shit-ass posts I do in fact care about them otherwise I'd ignore em and let em keep hurting themselves.

"Oh but these ones attacked this person" I. Don't. Give. A. Fuck. There are shitheads everywhere, in every opinion and side of any conflict. There are gonna be shitheads who use this as an excuse to attack people of a certain particular gender they already had something against, it is irrelevant to the ideas exposed. Let's not act like there isn't a whole plethora of posts about killing transmasc please, you SHOULD care avout that too.

As transmascs/tme people we have it so much easier

You're free to have an opinion about your own experiences and I have no horse in that race. HOWEVER:

•You're not the only transmasc in the world and your opinion is very clearly not a universal truth, so don't you dare spit on everyone else's experiences by deciding what's true and what's not without counting with them.

• In your dumbass dychotomy of "tma/tme" transmasc are not the only ones put on the "tme" label and the same way I cannot talk about YOUR experiences you have no fucking right to talk about everyone else's experiences specially the ones from other identities and lives that you did not get to be or experience.

•Without dipping my toes in your opinion or your experiences I profoundly disagree with you.

• Lastly, WHO THE FUCK CARES WHO HAS IT WORSE?! WE'RE ALL FUCKING HURT AND BROKEN WE'RE LITERALLY KILLED IN THIS WORLD FOR JUST EXISTING, YOU WANT A COMPETITION??? GO FIGHT FOR TRANS PEOPLE'S RIGHTS TO COMPETE IN SPORTS INSTEAD OF CREATING OPRESSION OLYMPICS. GET YOUR COMFY ASS OUT OF YOUR INTERNET ARMCHAIR AND GO SEE WHAT'S GOING ON IN THE WORLD FFS.

There's my fucking pound of flesh. jesus.

Again so sorry you had to go through that, but you realize the whole point of this is to be able to have words for those specific forms of opression and awful events right?? To have experiences like that respected and treated with the seriousness they deserve right??? That is what we want.

You experienced transandrophobia, and the people you're defending right now don't want you to have a word for it, or allow only words picked by them as if they had any right to speak for you. Respect yourself more, man.

Not even rly trying to convince u but u just piss me the fuck off annoying as fuck

Hey at least you're honest, good. I don't give a fuck though, if you wanna keep hating me I have good news for you: I don't plan to ever shut the fuck up, enjoy.

The one person you hate is not me anyway, that is plain obvious... but that's a you thing to try and work on.

Sayonara dude👋🏻

[transfemme-shelterdog]

i know it’s frustrating and heartbreaking to see bigotry within our own community, but i feel like it’s really important to remember that despite the discourse and infighting, we are not each other’s worst enemies. trans women are not more likely to be transandrophobic than anyone else. trans women are not the biggest source of transandrophobia by a *long* shot. anyone who advocates for trans men by saying that trans women are our enemies is not an ally of mine.

Our? I'm a trans woman. Just because I defend transmacs and call out trans radfems doesn't make me a man.

Also, given what I've seen on here, and the fact that I was literally cancelled by several sizable friend groups of transfems for defending trans men, that's not a good sign.

Does every transfem hate transmascs? Of course not.

Has the vast majority of people who defend transandrophobic rhetoric been transfem given what I've seen on here, and other platforms as well as in real life? Yep.

I know of very few people who aren't transmasc who aren't transandrophobic, and I am in a shit load of trans spaces (well, I was, until I had the audacity to say that maybe we shouldn't shit transmascs)

Never said transfems are "our enemies" (I mean, they do say that you're your own worst enemy), just that the vast majority of bigotry is coming from my own side, and I gave my speculation as to why.

[anshelsgendercrisis]

I appreciate learning from your blogs (both transmasc stuff and Jewish stuff), so if it's not overstepping, I am interested in your thoughts on something. Knowing that the terms Zionism and Zionist are being misused so frequently, I did some introductory reading from a few sources, one of which was the ADL. I've found their Hate Symbols Database helpful in the past, and I was looking into their anti-bias training resources since the school I work for has been failing (spectacularly) at such training. Reading their page on Zionism answered some basic questions, and their Myths and Facts about the ADL page also mentioned that "anti-Zionism equates to antisemitism".

Knowing that you (if I am remembering the specifics correctly, sorry if I'm misremembering) are an anarchist and against the existence of all states (including a Jewish one, thus you have explained you are neither Zionist nor anti-Zionist), I was wondering what your general thoughts are of the ADL's perspective on Zionism, and on the ADL as an organization. I hope this question doesn't come off negatively; I know I'm lacking a lot of knowledge, so I'm very grateful to be corrected on anything I said that's wrong/hurtful/ignorant/naive.

Once I get my recent medical stuff figured out, I look forward to signing up to your Patreon and giving more consistently than here-and-there Kofi donations :)

a little background on the adl: it was founded after the conviction and lynching of leo frank. its original purpose was to pressure media and businesses who engaged in antisemitic discrimination or defamation (hence the name). some of the things they engaged in early on were boycotts, demanding prior review of theater productions to screen for antisemitic content, and pressuring advertisers who relied on antisemitic stereotypes. this was in the time leading up to the holocaust, when violence and discrimination against jews was surging all over the world, so it makes a lot of sense why an organization like this was founded.

in terms of the modern organization, i have mixed feelings. i think their hate symbols database can be helpful, and i think some of the data collection is good as well, but there are a lot of stances they have and statements they've made that i really do not agree with, and some of which i think are harmful. that, for me, is why i don't generally use the adl as a primary or sole source for any news or info. i always double check multiple sources and try to use pages like myjewishlearning for educational things.

the adl is also very explicitly pro israel, as in supportive of the current state and government of israel, which is something i'm very much not. as you mentioned, i am an anarchist so i oppose the concept of states in general, including israel, and i'm also highly critical of the current israeli government.

their page on zionism is...accurate from their point of view, and from a lot of progressive zionists' points of view. but i think it paints a rosy picture of zionism that avoids any of the problematics or history of political zionism, which is just not helpful at this point. they're correct that for most people, zionism means advocating for jewish statehood in eretz yisrael, and that there has absolutely been a sort of "yearning for zion" in the diaspora for hundreds of years. and they are correct that there are many zionists who do not support the current israeli government or who advocate for a two state solution.

i also staunchly disagree that antizionism is in and of itself antisemitism. i think it is an ideology and movement that does very easily and too often fall into antisemitism, just because of the nature of how intertwined the conversation is with jewish identity and the jewish people, and we have seen many examples of this over the past month. however, because of the nebulous nature of the definition of zionism, the definition of antizionism is also going to be nebulous. if someone says "i'm a zionist", unless they elaborate i'm not going to know if i'm talking to someone who thinks that jewish people should be able to live peacefully in eretz yisrael alongside other indigenous people or to someone who wants a sovereign jewish state where jews are the ones in power. if someone says "i'm an antizionist", unless they elaborate i'm not going to know if i'm talking to someone who opposes the current state and government of israel and the occupation or someone who thinks (((zionists))) control the media and the banks and that jewish people as a collective are killing palestinian babies for fun. so for me, the terms "zionism" and "antizionism" are kind of useless unless the person i'm talking to further explains their stance, which means trying to label either zionism or antizionism as entirely inherently Bad is counterintuitive to any goal.

so to wrap this up, for me, an unwillingness to tackle the problematics is why i tend to clash with a lot of zionists and zionist institutions and organizations, and it's why i don't generally trust the adl on anything related to israel without other sources to verify.

[crazy-k9]

welcome to my blog!

hi! i'm ozzy, a canine therian and otherheart. my canine types are a german shepard, vancouver coastal sea wolf, and a coyote, and that's what this blog is all about! main alter human blog is @coyote-swims

about me:

i am a transmasc alterhuman based in the southern united states. i'm a minor, so don't be weird, and i've been in the alter human community since around the middle of 2022.

i go by masculine terms and he/him, but i'm also cool with it/its and they/them.

this is a (semi) secret side blog so i follow from a diff account that is not nonhuman related whatsoever, but i won't be saying what my main is unless we're close for privacy reasons

i am a polytherian but this blog is all about my canine types because those tend to be pretty strong.

i am simultaneously a service/SAR dog, a working dog/military dog, and a farm dog. i am not a police dog, my url just says k9 because it looks cool

all of my canine 'types are suntheriotypes!

i identify and refer to myself as a puppyboy/dogboy, because more often than not i feel i am part dog, sometimes its more prominent than others but normally i am at least part dog (this relates to my suntherian identity). i basically see myself as a kemonomimi. if i refer to myself as a puppyboy, dogboy, or anything of the like it is SFW. i am a minor and do not engage in kink.

i go by other names on my other blog but on here i prefer to be called Ozzy just because that's my dog name! or my name as a dog. that's me. my name. but only when i'm a dog. you get it? /silly

blinkies ^^ (most of the sources have been lost, sorry! the puppy dawg and bottom three were all made by me, though)

user box by @/druxic1canine!

NSFW blogs, terfs, bigots, and basic DNI criteria applies to my blog. have a wonderful rest of your day!

[sigmxnd]

Palestine info posts (with help links):

https://www.tumblr.com/sulfurcosmos/732456971539775488?source=share

i try to reblog posts with other donation sites, in case any links don't work or you want to give to a targeted fundraiser, but it's not guaranteed i will do so all the time. ZIONISTS/"NEUTRAL OPINIONS" DNI, YOU AREN'T AND WILL NEVER BE WELCOME HERE. 🇵🇸🇵🇸

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INTRO POST‼️ (i'll add stuff if things change/i think of more stuff to put)

hi, i'm sigmund, you can call me sig (or another nickname if i've given you the okay)!! my pronouns are he/angel, i'm biflux, transmasc/xenoboy 🏳️‍⚧️, autistic, and i'm a MINOR🤬🤬🧨💥 so DON'T BE A /NEG FREAK OR ELSE

also fair warning, i am not an nsfw account by any means, but i do make immature/raunchy jokes sometimes/may reblog things that have mild or vague nsfw stuff in them (never heavily though). i try to limit myself, but if that still makes you uncomfortable then just be careful following or go someplace else, i won't be mad :3

my account is multifandom cause i love a lot of things and i can't pick one thing/put a concise list, but the things i post/reblog/like most often depends on what i'm currently into (right now it's unknown), so if you're following me then prepare for a mixed bag that's filled with mostly kitkats (also expect a lot of rarepairs, whether they're joking or not. i loooove rarepairs :3)

don't be scared to send in random asks, especially if we're mutuals!! i forget who i'm mooties with if i don't interact with them a lot, so i'm sorry if i seem like i'm ignoring you or anything 😭😭 i'm also kinda generally nervous to start conversations with people sometimes, but i would love to be friends with all my mutuals :3

i have an ao3 too, my user is also sigmxnd there!!!! i haven't posted in a while, but i'm typically always working on stuff, so just always keep an eye out :3

therian/otherkin & agere account (sfw interaction only): @notmeant-tobeseen

main au ask blog: @thesillyguyscorner-askblog

DO NOT INTERACT: basic dni criteria (homo/transphobes, zoos, yada yada), vivziepop supporters (i suppose its fine if you don't support her but like the shows, just please don't talk to me about them, it makes me very uncomfortable), ed/thinspo blogs, anti-therian/otherkin/alterhuman, endo "systems"/supporters, dsmp fans/supporters, wilbur soot fans/supporters, demonizing disorders/believes in cluster a/b/c abuse

[toren1fan]

INTRODUCTION 🔮

◇Mink/Kitty/Petty

◇Gay | Transmasc | Aroacespec

◇Pkm | Bllk | Crk | Wuwa | Dmmd | Vocaloid | Kny | Beyblade | Nanbaka | +more

I'm quite new to Tumblr so I am still getting used to its interface, nevertheless I'd love to make mutuals so just simply ask!

This page is dedicated to Toren from Pokemon Power of Us. Toren is my all-time favorite character, and it's hard to find fellow fans or even content of him so this is just a source of my rambles to be documented and shared.

I am an artist, writer, athlete, and nerd. I'm apart of FFA and Beta Club aa well. I enjoy collecting merch of my favorite media, I'm bad at this so you can just learn more about me by talk to me :]

KALOPSIASHIPPING💀🧪

What is KalopsiaShipping?

KalopsiaShipping is the rare pairing of Toren and Guzma. I had been a fan of it since I've seen someone post them here on Tumblr! A friend ( @kr1ssalis ) and me are avid fans of the pair as well. This ship will be seen and referenced quite often on here, so that's why I feel the need to include it.

REQUEST RULES🎨

• No fetish! I am a minor and WILL find out

• Please pertain to just pokemon based requests as the main theme of here is Toren I will draw some general pokemon things

• Don't be upset if I don't draw it, I may have forgotten or not have time

• Request through my asks not my dms!

• I will either do traditional or digital and it will either be a sketch or full drawing. It's up to me so don't be mad

[tmasc-confessions]

I want to write/draw stuff with trans men in it. I know I’m a good writer and a half decent artist, but between depression and the perfectionism I got from being raised by toxic perfectionists (which is just fantastic when you have adhd and they think you can cure any mental health problems by just trying hard enough to be neurotypical!!!! /s) and the lack of energy and motivation, I usually find myself not doing either of those things even tho I love doing it and then I get mad at myself for doing nothing. The latest way I’ve been beating myself up? Apparently by constantly planning to do this and not doing it, I’m kinda failing the transmasc community and I’m shooting my chances to flee the country if necessary in the foot. (I gotta have some way to make money if/when things go to shit and if I can monetize this then it means I have a source of income I can maintain from anywhere).

I dunno. I’m vaguely hoping that by sending this in I’ll have a flood of people telling me either that I’m wrong (I think I am but it’s hard to convince myself) and/or how to get my shit together. I don’t know why it’s easier for me to write long ass tumblr posts on transmasc issues but anything I can publish? Nooo, I just end up writing one paragraph at most and mentally beating the shit out of myself and I hate it. I hate knowing I’m not helping myself and I’m functionally punishing myself for creating but I also hate how I can’t get myself to do shit.

As someone who writes a lot (and decently, I'd like to think?) and also has ADHD, I get it. I really do. My honest advice is to try not to beat yourself up too badly about it. It's wonderful that you have that passion but it's really not that much of a pressing matter! Don't write something unless you feel like writing it, because otherwise that hesitation will be shown in the way you write. I look back to stuff I wrote while upset or unmotivated and the quality is so much worse than when I'm actually in a good mood. I'd say just wait it out, writer's block comes to all of us.

Something that personally helps me get in the mood to write and/or draw is to listen to playlists I've made specifically for/about the story or characters while I scroll pinterest to make moodboards. Usually gets me motivated enough to punch out like 500 words on days when I'm less motivated, which is not a lot, but still more than nothing!!

I'm sure you'll find something that works. I wish you luck!! :D

[buddy-the-bud]

☆ NOTE ☆ This is my alter ego/fictionkin account. I do NOT go by the name 'Gabby' while using this blog. Also, no, this is not a roleplay account nor is it satire.

⋆☆ Gabby's blog (main): @gabbydagoof ☆⋆

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☮ Heyo, everyone!! The name's Bud Budiovitch!! THE stupid fuckin creature from outer space!! . MY SOURCE: Space Goofs (S01 + S02) and Stupid Invaders ★ Literally a 90s hippie alien. What else can I say? ★ I am also a Brown-banded Cockroach therian! So consider a weird space roach or something... ★ I AM OPEN TO MEET OTHER BUDS!! Let's go to Bud City together! ★ I go by he/em + it/its I'm Transmasc Genderfluid/Nonbinary ★ I'm 20 years old (in human years..) 🎂 - 16th December ★ We're dealing with a neurodivergent alien here!! Autistic, ADHD and OCD ★ I jokingly like to beef with Etno To all the Etnos out there, know that I don't actually mean any of it. I love you Etno! /platonic ★ I LOVE BUGS!! ★ Bit of a stoner ★ I don't like when ppl compare me to Anxiety from Inside out 2 ★ I am very into old school webcore and general weird junk ★ Cowboys are so cool oh my god- ★ Nostalgia hunting is fun! Especially through older cartoons ★ I'm a queer demisexual and greyromantic

★ I like to age regress often for comfort There won't be many posts about this, but know that all of the age regressing posts will have a tag

✨💕Stereo is my #1 queerplatonic bbg💕✨

My actual boyfriend is not a Stereo kin, but I like to express my love trough the Stereo Buds ship as this ship specifically represents the closeness and general (not just romantic) love we have for one another.

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x NSFW / general weirdos x Anti-kins x Mfs who believe in "cringe culture" x Roach haters x Hateful bigots n terfs x ETNO POLINO (this one's a joke!!)

Sillyposting - non-serious, silly posts tag Teen antics - age regress tag Bummerposting - vent tag Vocal stim - all the Bud stuff I tend to say frequently Buds rambles - ramble tag Doodle - art tag (includes art reposts from my main)

[interstellarsystem]

Nonhumanity Induced Gender Euphoria

Having nonhuman features as a trans person can be so gender affirming, even if complicated in my case. I might be in an AFAB human body, but I'm clearly a male cardinal because my feathers are bright red in headspace. This might not apply to all trans nonhumans of course, but I'm talking about personal experience here.

See, I'm a multifictive of two characters. One is an (arguably non)human-esque guy (Hunter), another is a little red cardinal (Flapjack). I'm in a way, a fusion of both, while having memories of being both separately as well. Not canon to my source, but we became one in our memories.

From my memories of me being Hunter, I was transmasc. I wasn't born as a guy, so I did my best to transition. Complications of circumstances aside, I presented as masculine and overall it was okay. Dysphoria was a bitch but I was managing as best I could with all the other stressors going on in my life.

As Flapjack, I was male and cis. While I was just a bird, I was a magic bird, and one with a different level of thinking and capabilities. I didn't question my gender at all, I was comfortable. I don't think I paid much mind to Hunter's either, if I even knew back then that he/I was not cis.

After we became one person in source... Well, I kept my humanoid form but grew red feathers all over my body, as well as claws, a tail and wings too. My humanoid gender features that I had already didn't change, but I gained the distinctive red feathers of a male cardinal. While that might have made my biological gender more complex, it made me as a whole feel euphoria anyway.

I still feel it here too. Even if I have the same body in headspace and even if my physical body is AFAB again, I still have my red feathers inside. I don't identify wholly as a man and am more xenogender than anything, but I enjoy feeling more masculine and being able to present that way.

I'm not the only one who feels gender euphoria from their kintypes/other nonhuman identities though. It's not the most common thing within our system but it's something we experience enough that it does impact us and how we feel.

A lot of people who have antlers feel validated in their masculine identity, for one big example. Obviously antlers meaning a thing is male depends on the species but for the purpose of feeling euphoria, it doesn't matter too much if you're not sure if you even fit any earthen species.

Some of us feel more validated by being spikier or fluffier or having certain colours or patterns. Things that aren't really applicable to human concepts of gender. Being nonhuman for some people means that they have many more ways to express their gender, and I think that's wonderful.

[chaosmagetwin]

Agender Mai is rattling around in my brain.

Idk if you read OKAD. I think you did. And I explore stuff with Toph in it.

But Mai's gender doesn't get explored fully.

I do have transfem Mai fics.

Transfem Agender Mai could be a thing.

I feel that language is limited, and lends itself to being mischaracterized by transphobes.

Agender Mai who pursues hrt with estrogen and the specifics of Mai's body goals are complex.

Am I way off base here or do transmasc and transfem as terms usually conflate physical transition and identity. Like that overlap is large but not a circle in a venn diagram.

Hmm. These are questions for people with more knowledge in the subject than me, but IMO yes, these terms do imply medically transitioning, and that is a big argument among folk about whether people who identify as transfemme or transmasc but aren't seeking to medically transition are considered trans or not. This is known to be something called transmedicalist, and is something I personally don't believe in; people are what they say they are, full stop.

My basic thought is that being trans as an identity is something you can self identify as; it's definition is simply "Identifies as a gender that is not one's birth gender". This includes nonbinary folk of all stripes, including agender, genderfluid, etc. but if someone were to say "I'm cis and nonbinary", that is also fine. Their reasons for it are their own. I don't need to know anything about them in order to accept this.

So, in a lot of ways, for me at least, Trans is a label that exists separate from everything before and after; it stands alone. I am a [Trans] [Woman] who is [Nonbinary], not [Trans Nonbinary Woman]. I would also like to note that I stand in opposition to the terms Transwoman and Transman, as these do make that conflation, and are also terf rhetoric. This is part of why we separate the terms into Trans Woman and Trans Man. I'm not sure what the consensus is on transfeminine and transmasculine terms. I'm not an expert. I'm a shitposter who writes things sometimes x.x.

People argue definitions pretty often, and things can change, but I think as a community, we are constantly pushing for more understanding, and better terms. Over time, we'll recognize new ways in which our terminology has been hurtful, and change it or update it.

In Mai's case for this example, if I am understanding this correctly, Mai is a [Trans] [Agender] [Woman]. Alternatively [Trans] [Agender] [Person] depending on how Mai feels about pronouns and where their gender sits. In Azula's case (within my headcanon), he is a binary [Trans] [Man]. I do think he'd seek medical aid for transitioning. Unironically, I also think testosterone would make him far more chill, both because he's maturing and also because he becomes more comfortable with his body and begins losing a source of stress.

[mishmash-webster]

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