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can't believe fnaf brought me out of art hibernation man what a turn of events
#my art#clou's art summary#dca fandom#fnaf security breach#art summary 2024#ayo rant in the tags#like everyone else on this planet my 2024 was tough haha#but it was really good artwise#ngl going back to drawing and being unapologetic about it irl was liberating#fr i met some real irl grinches since going to uni#the kind that make you feel bad about liking stuff other than work#i sorta felt ashamed at first and toned it down to focus solely on work#the fnaf dca worms were too strong though lmao#ngl this fandom is awesome#like#last time i checked what was going on in the arcane fandom and this place is a straight up warzone#also it turns out people work a lot better when they're happy how bizarre#no but really this fandom gave me a good deal of confidence in general :D#like YEA i love robots they're so cool how could anyone not like them#YEA i watch arcane every weekend even though i have mixed feelings about s2 it's a literal work of art#though some irl peps used to make me feel bad about enjoying stuff now whenever i meet one i feel sorry for them instead#especially when you ask them about THEIR hobbies instead and they answer 'idk tiktok?' like bruh#hey you#yeah you#if you're reading this don't feel ashamed of your interests#it's not worth it fr#go crazy have fun#draw that character you like#make a playlist for them#draft that fic you were thinking about
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morgana and arthur have a sleepover when theyāre teenagers and morgana brings out this summoning spell and arthur is all āmagic?!?!?! :o thats wrong we cant do thatā and morgana just says āpussy.ā and then arthur is helping her set everything up. they light the candles and chant in the old tongue and then BOOM a figure appears but itās not the mighty god emrys the text talked of, itās just a boy a couple of years younger than arthur, scared and confused, who answers to the name merlin rather than emrys. while theyāre arguing, merlin goes stiff and is like ādo you hear that?ā and then trails out of morganaās chambers in a trance and obviously morgana and arthur follow him and they end up way beneath the castle where theres a fucking dragon???? now emrys, the once and future king, and the witch are chillin w a dragon and talking about destiny. none of them are happy about this btw
#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#morgana le fay#morgana pendragon#god emrys#sorta god!merlin#(hes in denial about this)#fanfiction#fanfic#fic idea#promts#merlin is unhappy bc he was just a simple farm boy in ealdor and now hes supposedly some sort of deity#AND HES IN CAMELOT!!! CHILLING WITH THE PRINCE!!!#arthur is unhappy bc he is supposed to undo everything his father stands for?? and the weight of the crown was already heavy enough#but now he has to deal w destiny on top of that all???#morgana is slighty scared about her magic but shes also annoyed bc wow arthur gets a cool destiny and she getsā¦.*checks notes*#magic and the potential to destroy camelot#shes meant to be the villain in this story???#kilgharras glowering down at morgana the whole time. hes upset shes there in the first place#no ones happy
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tommy must live in a perpetual state of confusion over buck
do you think the longer buck allies the more tommy realises that "oh, he really is like this but he's definitely some flavor of queer"? because i see tommy maybe gently testing buck's jealousy to see what it'll take to make him break
oooookay once again this is not a snippet (sorryyyyy) but is more me attempting to understand wtf is going on in tommy's head throughout all this that he keeps "sure, okay"-ing himself into ridiculous situations with buck, so apologies for just unloading the contents of my brain on you
there are a few things i've been chewing on in terms of figuring out how tommy reacts to the buck of it all, which i hope will make it make sense that i actually don't think tommy pushing or testing for jealousy is on the cards in this fic (although i do love the idea!)
so first of all, this is a younger tommy than we've seen interact with buck in canon (of course), so whatever happened to make him Like That in the breakup hasn't happened yet (and won't, because i am a slut for a HEA). he's newly out and in my experience, a lot of newly out people, particularly people who are a bit older have something of a second adolescence. so yeah while this means he's incredibly horny (horny enough to let a self-proclaimed straight guy give him the absolute best sex of his life) it also means he just wants to have fun!! and buck is SO. MUCH. FUN. he's spent so long so tightly controlled that he's trying really hard to just go with the flow.
second, when i say newly out tommy, i mean newly out. like, it's one thing to "stop lying about who i am" - to me, there's a non-zero chance that just means "stop making up girlfriends" rather than "actually grapple with the life-long process of coming out (again and again and again)". so in my head (and it might come up in the fic, idk yet) the scene early on where he tells buck he doesn't want the cute girl's number because he's gay is probably one of the first times he actually said the words out loud. which ties into...
third, we know tommy was work friends with sal (at least and again, don't know that it'll come up in the fic but for the record, he 100% had a monstrous crush on him, like it made him ILL how much he wanted sal, i will hear no arguments), and that he developed good - again, work-based - friendships with hen and chim, but i feel like for a deeply closeted guy under dadt with a shitty childhood buck might be his first actual friend who knows all of him and likes him. spends time with him. doesn't care that he's gay. actively supports his gayness. doesn't recoil and in fact actively encourages tommy to talk about it. so i think tommy is just...deeply, deeply grateful for this confusing train wreck of a man
fourth, while i think there are definitely times that tommy thinks "he...he's flirting with me, right? is something gonna happen here?" this is a guy who has spent his entire adult life not looking at that kinda thing. not letting himself wonder if a guy (particularly a friend) is into him. or really, even if he's into them. he's really, really good at compartmentalising, and buck's pretty insistent that he's straight, so tommy's taking that at face value. hey, buck makes compelling arguments ("tommy, straight men have prostates too!")
aaaaand there we have the contents of my brain as it relates to one tommy kinard. even in my own incredibly stupid AUs, i am frankly obsessed. i want to gnaw on him. i'll settle for having buck do it instead.
#bucktommy#my writing#sorta#allying too close to the sun#the tommy edition#welcome to my ted talk#obviously this is dialled up to eleven for the benefit of a ridiculous fic but story time:#around ten years ago i had this friend - gorgeous and cool and SO AWESOME - tiny part of me was down bad from the second i laid eyes on her#funny and flirty and interested in my dating life. told me she'd slept with a couple of women. and straight.#that word from her own mouth to my own ears. every now and then i'd think#āhey this seems...kinda charged. i wonder... nah she's straight she said that with her own literal mouthā#so i was genuinely entirely happy to be her friend#like no qualifiers no āwhat ifsā just āgod i'm so glad i know youā#anyway we're married now#c'est la vie say the old folks it goes to show you never can tell
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so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders spoilers#jrwi pd spoilers#jrwi pd#william wisp#vyncent sol#THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it.#BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece#i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW)#that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that#if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles.#open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho#BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses...#lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH#FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE#i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony#recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day#ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw-#-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM-#-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS#its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not#well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i-#-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!!#i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i
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[PUT INTO PLACE, TIED DOWN AND ARRANGED, AND IS NEVER THE SAME, AGAIN.]<-listen to my favorite songs. VAMPIRES ARE WONDERFUL ARENT THEY. THE FLESH IS SO MUCH MORE DURABLE. SO MUCH STRETCHIER THAN HUMANS. THE STRESS DOESNT KILL A VAMPIRE THE SAME WAY IT DOES A HUMAN. YOU CAN TAKE THEM APART THREAD BY THREAD AND LEAVE THEM WIDE AWAKE WITHOUT WORRY OF THE BRAINMATTER SPOILING UNDER VINEGARY AGONY.
#cw gore#WEEEE WHIPPING OUT ALL MY BELOVED PIXEL HORROR GAME SOUNDTRACKS FOR THIS ONE#STILL A WIP#SORTA. FORKSFORKSFORKS INSPIRED ME TO START WORKIN AT IT AGAIN. AND NOW IT LIVES. IT LIIIVEESS!!!#MOSLT.Y ATLEAST. I MIGHT MESS W IT MORE LATER. WE SHALL SEE. ANYWAY GABRIEL MONTEZ HUH. WOW POOR GUY#THERES A FASCINATING FEELING THAT COMES WITH BEING ON A OPERATING TABLE.AND BEING IN IMMENSE PAIN#ONE OF MY FONDEST MEMORIES IS LAYING ON A DENTIST CHAIR. SHAKING AND INVOLUNTARILY CRYING AFTER MANY MANY#NEEDLES TO MY THE MOUTH. I METABOLIZE THE NUMBING STUFF QUICKLY APPARENTLY. THEY NEEDED ALOT OF NUMBING SHOTS#BUT I WASNT AFRAID OR DISTRESSED. THE DENTIST WAS VERYVERY NICE AND ALSO UH. PRETTY. BUT THATS BESIDE THE POINT#THE POINT IS. THAT IT WAS FASCINATING TO REALIZE MY PHYSICAL RESPONSE TO PAIN UNDER A CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT#I DIDNT KNOW HOW EASY IT WAS TO SHAKE AND TO CRY PRYVIOUS TO THAT EXPERIENCE.MY DENTAL ADVENTURES CONTINUE#THEY CONTINUE TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND WHAT ITS LIKE FOR PAIN TO BOIL AWAY THE TIME. TO DISTORT THE PASSING HOURS AND CONSUME EVERY THOUGHT#DO YOU REMEMBER PAIN? THE MOST SEVERE PAIN IN YOUR LIFE? NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE RED LIGHTS? RED LIGHTS AND SHIFTING FIGURES#NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE PAIN UNRELENTING.PAIN WORLD SHATTERING.PAIN IMMORTAL.CAN YOU IMAGINE BEING PULLED APART#THE HUMAN MIND CAN ONLY WITHSTAND SO MUCH PAIN BEFORE IT SHUTS DOWN AND HIDES.IT NEEDS TO PROTECT ITSELF AFTERALL. PAIN CAN ALTER#PAIN SHIFTS THE CHEMISTY OF THE MIND OF THE FLESH OF THE SOUL. FOR HUMANS ATLEAST. BUT YOU ARE NO LONGER HUMAN#YOU CHOSE OTHERWISE DIDNT YOU BOY.BECAUSE YOU WANTED MORE.STATUS.POWER.APPROVAL.SECURITY.SAFET.Y.#OHHH YOU CAN WITHSTAND THE PAIN FOR THAT. FOR ALL THAT. YOU WERENT TOLD THERE WOULD BE PAIN BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WERE PROMISED.#ITS ALL WORTH IT IN THE END. NOW LETS JUST HOPE SOME BLONDE TWERP DOESNT PROVE TO BE STRONGER THAN THE STRONGEST PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE#LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. I LOST MY TRAIN O THOUGHT#anyway dawww poorr gabeee that shit probably huuurrrrtttss but so much time has passed that your body got tired of screaming and squirming#why havnt you passed out yet? maybe you might as well have at this point. like sleeping with your eyes open and your nerves awake#OH HEY FUNFACT ABT THE ART. I FOUGHT W IT ALOT. TOOK A LONG WHILE FOR ME TO BE REMOTELY HAPPY W THIS.#i was thinking abt pixel horror video games when i made it.just as i do with all great things ofc ofc#i love you pixel horror game i love yooouuuuu.i struggled so much w the colors for so LONNGG UHGHGHGH but im finally happy...im finally fre
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Tonightās fit šš
#mine#me#felt cute#also had so much fun dancing#and also maybe sorta kinda flirted with the bouncer#itās a longstanding thing for like a year and a half now#every time I go to this particular bar thereās some sort of flirtatious convo that happens#every. time.#I used to go to this bar a lot more#but now itās every once in a while#and still the flirting happens šļæ½ļæ½#anywho I look cute#happy Friday almost Saturday#ootd#style
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learning to draw sonic characters for. reasons
they're so hard for me to draw their proportions are so different from how i draw anthros so i have to fight my own muscle memory ;-; this is my first somewhat successful attempt out of... a few (read: too many)
#the reasons may or may not be an au sonics mass attack i'm planning??? we'll see how things work out#new special interest alert. this has gotten to yugioh levels that's how you know i have The Brainrot#the way i draw sonic characters will definitely change as i find a happy medium between my style and the sonic style#but for Practice Reasons (i.e. i bad at drawing mobians) i tried to emulate the official style here#which is why it looks a little stiff lol#most of my drawing attempts were of scourge actually#what can i say. i'm a big fan of his transmasc swag and deviantart recolour energy#(scourge might sorta kinda maybe be my favourite sonic character and also one of my favourites of all time now)#(he rivals kaiba with how much i psychoanalyze him it's nuts)#toonagi art#digital art#artists on tumblr#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#heehee funny blue hedgehog :]#unfortunately the new brush i've started using is very sensitive so yall get to see my shaky ass lineart#i'm just too awesome and swagful for straight lines i guess (<- has constant hand tremors)
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JUST READ EVERYTHING THERE IS ABOUT THE ZOMBIE AU !!!!! LOVE THIS SO MUCH WAAAA
you mentioned that ritsu, by the end of the story, is broken and practically insane. once shigeo is cured and "back to normal," i'm guessing that ritsu doesn't exactly go back to "being normal" either :( he'd gone through too much to be the same after everything... do you think he ever goes back to old habits and treats mob like he's still a zombie, only to be shellshocked at the fact that it's all over?
also this au is very reminiscent of this post (grieving the undead) https://www.tumblr.com/applejuicewerewolf/735120232698593280/no-need-to-keep-this-in-the-tags-youre
WEEEE IMSO GLAD U LIKE IT it's the direct result of my brainworms
yes ritsu is definitely Not Normal by the end and he should be put into therapy immediately. poor kid's seen way too much at way too young of an age, and he's been put through unreal amounts of stress that is definitely not good for a growing brain. he most certainly does not go back to "normal" when mob is cured, and much like his brother, he's never quite the same as he was before
he Absolutely has trouble squashing old habits, yes. he tends to just Do Shit for mob that he's fully capable of doing now, no matter how simple, bc as a zombie mob couldn't rly do all that. he opens food packages for him automatically, he unlatches doors even though mob is perfectly capable of Figuring Out a Lock. sometimes when it's raining ritsu will even pull mob's hood over his headāhe used to do that for him when he was a zombie, to keep the rain off him, even if zombie mob didn't rly give a damn if it was raining or not
if mob were anybody else, he'd prolly find it a bit insulting, but instead he finds it kind of amusing most of the time
sometimes he grabs mob's hand and leads him around and it's only when they're like halfway there that he realizes what he's doing. mob doesn't particularly mind, but when his goal is elsewhere and they're aiming for different places he has to go "ritsu ..." and it's this awkward blinking session like . oh .right. yes.ofc
i think mob would ? maybe get a little annoyed at the hovering that ritsu totally unintentionally does. he hovers so closely bc zombie mob never rly minded, or ,, noticed. so now that he's back to "human" levels of awareness it is . extremely obvious. and it's not even that ritsu is Worried, it's just like he's spent so long Hovering and Fretting that it's just kinda second nature to him now
it's a strange role-reversalāit's very weird for mob to wake up and have scattered memories of the last two years, and suddenly feel like he's the younger brother instead. ritsu is now the caretaker, and it's... strange. and honestly, the first real goal mob has in mind after waking up and recovering for a while is settling back into the role of older brother. it's important to him
but much like how reigen now has trouble corralling that kid, mob has some difficulty getting ritsu to settle back into it too. he's too high-strung and stressed and permanently scarred to rest and let people take care of him, too used to being the caretaker himself. for the longest time he was forced into the mindset of, "you stop, you die," so ritsu keeps going bc his instincts r shot and he feels like he's in danger all the time
after a while of gentle nudging, mob gets the hang of convincing ritsu to lean on people, to lean on him, but mob is quietly distraught at the overall state of ritsu's mental well-being. it takes him a while to rly get a grasp of how bad it truly is, but once he realizes the damage, he's .. so fuckin upset w himself for letting this happen to his brother
as if it's rly his fault at all, but he regrets being slow and getting overrun by that zombie horde to begin with. maybe if he hadn't turned, ritsu would be a lot better off nowāthey woulda been able to join a settlement, and live in a place where there is supplies and food and clothing and other people to talk to other than your mumbling brother who no longer fully understands you. it likely would've spared him a lot of trauma
and alsoYES that post is EXACTLY it the concept of mourning a person u still see every day is ougougouhoguhg ,., .,witsu ..................
#qktalks#kriber#zombie au#ritsu is so fuckin elated when mob wakes up and shows all the good signs of progress#and it sorta all catches up to him those first couple of days of mob being awake#the entire time he's out and letting the cure undo most of the damage#ritsuā mentallyā is like.on pause#he's just Waiting.and waiting. and not letting himself get his hopes up and not letting himself lose all hope either#he's cultivated a careful middle ground that he stands on with trembling legs but he stands on it nonetheless#and the first time mob actually speaks to him with real words that make sense in the order they are spoken ritsu loses that middle ground#and he's.a bit emotional for a while. and who can blame him yaknow. kid's been through hell.kid's Going through hell#he tears up and cries at a lot of little things. like mob giggling#or finally seeing those eye bags fade a bit and noticing color in his skin again#or lying his head on his chest and noticing his heartbeat is faster now. it was slower as a zombie#a change like thisā one he's waited and worked for for 2 long yearsā is smth he has trouble adjusting to again#sometimes he rly still can't believe mob is back and then he gets happy and emotional all over again when it hits him that it's over
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ghost thoughts
i am. eepy ahahaha, but happy 8th 7th comic anniversary to @entityneo!! sometimes (many times.) i think about this fancomic and go a little insane
less sleep-deprived edit: i cannot count. nice
#entity neo#napstablook#mettaton#mettaton neo#alphys#sans#undertale#alrighty! tag rambling time baybeeeee#this. looked a sorta way in my head and looks different here#but tbh the version of it in my braincell was very vague lmao so i like this a helluva lot more#anyways. happy 8th anniversary to the fancomic that has ruined my life! (/pos)#if you havenāt read it i will say it again: *shakes u* READ ITTTT IT S L A P S#ok so i meant *slaps metaphorical roof of comic* this comic can fit so much angst#so basically to summarize my point:#(so that i can sleep early. the olā sleep schedule has been ruined lately)#you like character death? you like mettaton and blookyās family relationship? you like seeing stuff about the queen alphys ending?#you want to cry this timezone/are emotionally dead inside? well firstly. hello there fellow pain enjoyer#and second: yeah read this now. have fun!#alrighty tag ramble over. gānight fellas
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Question : why did Nico tell Percy about the album because Oct*vian met him? I donāt understand his reasoning? Was it to secure his spot as one of Percyās friends?
ima be honest i had to go ctrl f my talk ur talk doc to remember what was happening thereDSJFJ but!! sort of, even though he was already one of percy's friends, it was more that he knew percy would brag about knowing abt the album early, and that octavian would see thatJDF it's very petty and prob wasn't even necessary bc percy would hype up nico's album no matter what! but this:
nico ā @nicodiangeloĀ
doomsday is out!!
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Percy ā @PercyJackson
HELL YEAH I GOT A WARNING THIS TIME
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nico ā @nicodiangeloĀ
i told you yesterday. in a groupchat.
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Percy ā @PercyJackson
what Iām hearing is that weāre bset friends now
is pretty much what nico expected would happenSJDF
#or at least that's what i think was going through my head#damn that was a rlly long time ago#the way i phrased it sounded sorta manipulative but srsly percy's just happy to be included and does truly think of nico as his friend#nico's just the one who thinks he needs to leverage friendship with something else (aka an album sneak peak) bc of his self-consciousness#anyway now i rlly wanna include percy in the fic again ughhh gotta figure out where#wrongcaitlyn#talk ur talk asks
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sorry if I become extra annoying im kinda tweaking over being on my own for the first time sooooo I might let myself become extra indulgent ššš
#āarenāt u already super indulgentā youād be surprised#everything will be tagged either fanfic bullshit or gayalanwoke if you wanna block š#sorry i kinda maybe sorta will be having a moment. for a while.#idk if I can call myself disabled. but like yall know I have diagnosed cptsd and suspected-autism#sooooooo#taking care of myself is. not easy. At all#I can hardly manage with my parents#and now . idk. basically my routine for the past 20 years is being disrupted and im not handling it well#not only that. just.#again like I said taking care of myself in general is really hard#AND I have . college now.#lord š#Iāve always been a straight a student in high school and community college right#four months after my cptsd developed? I dropped out of community college š« #bc I literally couldnāt handle it#that was last February#now im at a . four year school#so#im tweaking#like actually this time#and since hyperfixations are All Consuming . they are as helpful as they are debilitating yk#so like yes this show/the fic might contribute to education problems. buttttt itāll also stop me from crashing out!!!!!#so . yeah. yall might be hearing a bit more from me šµāš«#or#Iāll become extremely self conscious and never follow through#sorry#this is so funny Iām freaking out that yall might be angry im posting abt stuff that makes me happy LMFAOAOO#THIS IS LITERALLY ALL IN MY HEAD LMAOOOO#yall: hey gayalanwake! whatās up? cool binder. hey gayalanwake! wanna come over to my house today? :D#me: they alllll hated me šŗ
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i forget if we ever interacted much but its me cloudy from like a million billion yrs ago!!!!!!!!! ive since changed my url a trillion times BUT i remember u from waaaayy back then and actually still have some submissions from u from a whole 2 yrs ago when i hit post limit š ANYWAYS what im trying to say is i hope you're doing amazing and that i still visit your blog every so often ;; soso much time has passed but i still remember you and all youve done :]] hope you're doing well friend <3 have a blue jacaranda bonsai tree
Oh that tree is beautiful!!! And I'm so glad to still be supporting the jailed community and living in ur submissions like a closed ecosystem terrarium. And you still visit!?! YES!!!! I live on in perpetuity long after I'm gone >:D This community will never truly be free of my influence >:3 I definitely remember a cloudy lil fella that drew in that artstyle on ur blog!! Hi!!! thank you for remembering me! ^-^*Also, I'm going good! I hope you're doing amazing as well and thank you so much for the tree ^^
I don't remember what flowers you like so I ordered the whole rainbow!
#I'm so glad I'm still inside ur inbox#post limit cannot hinder you!!! I am always on your side#HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND HAPPY NEW YEARS BTW#It's crazy how time flies#I HOPE LIFE IS AMAZING FOR YOU#I'm sorta jumping into this blog every now and then. sorry it took so long to see it!!!
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sorry for posting fnaf on main
#feel like it was to be expected at somepoint tho#considering my pfp and some of my latest posts having something to do with itā¦. was only a matter of time i think#i think 10 yr old me would be happy i can sorta draw these guys now though#.sorta..#anwyays sorry im goin through a phase rn i dont know how long itll last but send help#how would you even tag this#fnaf#fredbear#golden freddy#the puppet#i guess ?#anyways can you guess my favorite fnafs.
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I need to properly develop Ghost girl I need to properly develop Ghost girl I need to properly develop Ghost girl I need-
#for context. Ghost girl is an oc that's been sitting around my unfinished stuff for months now because i can't settle on a design i'm 100%#happy with#and i also can't think of the world she's from#i do have an idea for a possibly original universe with her but like :( ghost stories n that sorta shit were never a thing i REALLY like#like with Luminous fragments where i really fantasy and fantasy creatures#so i don't really feel like making a whole new oc Universe of which the main thing is not even something i'm that into#i'd much rather just shove her in some preexisting universe/midia but i have no idea what said place would be#oh the duality of dream ocs.. sometimes you get something awesome first try and other times#you're stuck with an idea you want to idealize but have no idea of how to go about#today i organized my phone gallery and saw some old stuff of her and man :(#oc#original character#hyena ramblings
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sometimes i am just filled with so much love for people and the world around me and everything and it is inexpressible
#weāre all going to be ok#ive been on the phone for 1 hour 20 minutes and everything is going to be ok#ezraās real life rambles#and just to slightly derail when i say i love everything this includes myself which makes me very happy#canāt think of the good words but like iām literally makoto nijima persona 5 royal when she goes something along the lines of#i want to be able to look at the most horrible parts of myself and still be able to say so what#hhbhhhhhbbhhhhhh#i need there to be time travel and give myself like two years ago a hug. itās all going to be ok look at me now. bad things happen#but it isnāt the end and everything keeps going and there are more good days than there are bad days and the bad days are manageable#i dunno i think iām also just sentimental cause i get like this at this time of year#anyway yeah all of the peace and love on planet earth#<3#(this is sorta mainly directed at you (unless the person reading this isnāt my girlfriend) but also at everyone and myself
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love it when my cousin cancels plans AGAIN
#all i wanna do is hang out with her for like two or three hours. that's not unreasonable considering i've not seen her all summer. yes i'm#happy she's got a girlfriend and friends to hang out with but i've been here the whole time yk? and it feels shitty that after all these#years of me being there for her i've just been sorta left to the side. i don't wanna sound like a bitch but it's really pissing me off#she woke up late after staying up all night even tho she knew we were planning on hanging out today. some of that can't be helped but it#feels shitty. i'm really angry and upset and i don't want to have to be the person who reaches out every time#or the person who's always so understanding and considerate and lets herself be pushed to the side#fucking spend time with me sometimes. reach out. put effort in#anyway. rant over. i'm gonna be mad all day now but whatever#albatross rambles#vents
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