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#sorry im insanely mentally ill#also I just can't stick with singular f/o themed urls#because my fixations have been all over the place recently#and I get the urge to change it#interest/kinnie urls are the best bet that I will like them and kep them LOL#goodbye iconic url#ky shut up#my post
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Happy (late) one year anniversary to me finishing s4 and not touching s5 with a ten foot pole
#the magnus archives#tma#jonathan sims#jarchivist#im sorry i dont think ill ever be mentally and emotionally prepared for s5#but i Know what happens#and im gonna try and listen to the dr david ep#bc insane doctors are my forte HAHA#my art
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im going insane btw jon was literally right. tim's so angry at him for how he acted paranoid out of his mind and like. i get it. but jon was right. sasha was a doppleganger!! his boss is a manipulative cunt that is trying to end the world! people are quite literally out to fucking get him!! like tim i get it i get it but are you aware of the genre you're in im alskdjflk
#im sorry but they were supposedly friends#jon shows all the signs of suffering from extreme mental illness with symptoms of heavy paranoia#and acts like he's being fucking gaslit - because he is#and then he's RIGHT#about the people close to them being out to get them!#and at the end of the day tim can't get over it?#this would ABOLUTELY be a forgivable offense if this was my friend like on what fucking planet#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#tim stoker#tma lb#sorry its just like jon is LITERALLY going insane and tim is just like 'everyone is experiencing this get over it'#GIRL?!?#NO THEY'RE NOT?!!?#was it YOUR predecesser found shot dead??#which btw YOUR BOSS DID#SO JON WAS RIGHT#you just discovered you have been tricked into an eldritch horror's twisted 5d chess game w other eldritch horrors#and you're upset about some totally justifiable paranoia#i can't deal with this
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Paru ,my beloved oomf ,i have not been able to stop crying for the past 45 minuyes this has chanhed myclLIFE i have forgoten english for five minutes because i was SO overjoyed
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Geez! Is there someone cutting their oni;on,s or something. Wo.w what Strong Onions,
#Fav#For the kat#Art for me has never made me sob this hard before i am. So. Im cured. Iam no longer mentally ill i Am So Serious.#DUED IJUST#I DOTN EVEN.#IM WORLDESS I AM SO QORDLESS I AM. SO IRREGULAR AND INSANE I AM THSI CLOSE TO CLAWIGN AT MY WALLS#LAHAGSJSDHDHWJEHSKWHDSIEKDJFHSE#Paru when i FUKC;IGN GET YOU PARU. PARUPARUPARUPARU. WHEN. GET UOU PARU. PARU. PARU WHEN. HET YOU. PARU. PARU. PARU. PARU. PARU. PARU. PARU#AGGRRVSHDHDEHREGRHSJEMDHEJ#sorry ik this seems exagedted But it Rlly isnt my mom keot askig if i was okay nd i shown her my phone abd she was like “Awww that iso cuye#💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#Can i please add this to my toyhouse and possibly my header here or even in my pinned I LITERALLY CANNOT STOP LOOKING AT IT#ITS ME AND MY SPOUSES AND THERENBOTH PLUSIES😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️🩹❤️🩹😭❤️🩹❤️🩹😭❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹#Ok sorr;y#sydneys asks
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"We should have taken more pictures together."
"We should have taken better ones."
Some of my favorite details are, of course, the bedrockbros at the bottom left. And the L'manberg sticker purposefully slashed. Then on the top right is most likely an image of a young Wilbur with Phil's crows, (always a sprinkle of sbi) so it looks older than the rest. The state of the photos depend on the time they were taken. (yes)
I think I drew this around december of 2022. It still remains to be one of my favorites.
"We should have taken more pictures together." Tommy said. I wish we had more time.
"We should have taken better ones." Wilbur replied. I wish we could've been better to each other.
#crimeboys#ctommy#cwilbur#i love being able to ramble about my mentally ill drawings#I'm sorry for the emotional damage i may have caused#dsmp fanart#tommyinnit fanart#ccrimeboys#crimeboys fanart#wilbur soot fanart#fanart#dsmp art#im still a little insane over them#why are they like this#dirty crime boys#they are brothers your honor
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I'm like a rabid dog
a stray dog that has been beaten up so much
will always gravitate toward humans that hit it and neglect it
what is known might feel safer at times.
because he doesn't know kindness,
he will fear humans who care for him
more than humans who hurt him.
a stray dog wants nothing more than to be cared for
to be pet, to be fed, to be held
he wants his wounds to be recognized and his trauma to be seen
and he wants for others to love him and treat him tenderly
not in spite of his pain but because of it.
but he doesn't realize this
and he will continue to bite at the hand that feeds him
even when he needs nothing more
than to be fed.
#girlblogging#alternative#girlhood#actually mentally ill#writers on tumblr#female hysteria#im just a girl#hell is a teenage girl#female manipulator#this is what makes us girls#live laugh girlblog#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#this is a girlblog#sad poem#poets on tumblr#original poem#poetry#my writing#writeblr#creative writing#writing#writers and poets#female rage#lana del ray aesthetic#mitski#i'm so tired#im going insane#i'm sorry#i'm just a girl#i'm sad
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The interesting experience of being pro Sasuke, anti konoha, pro tobirama, anti Naruto ending, pro Sasusaku, anti Itachi, pro Sakura, anti SasuNaru, pro Tobirama×Izuna, anti Madara, pro karin, anti Orochimaru, pro Uchiha and anti Hashirama. And also as much as I hate the guy danzo was kind of hot when he was younger...
#I FEEL ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO SAY THAT I COMPLETELY RESPECT SNS TO THE ULTIMATE DEGREE AND I AGREE WITH THEIR SHIPPERS ON MOST THINGS#BUT THE SHIP STILL KINDA PISSES ME OFF IDK WHY IM SORRY IT JUST RUBS ME THE WRONG WAY I HAVE TRIED TO LOVE IT I REALLY HAVE BUT I CANT#AND MADARA HAD SOME GOOD POINTS BUT I THINK ITS SHITTY THAT HE ABANDONED HIS CLAN AND THEN PLOTTED THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD#ALSO ITACHI HAD LIKE OTHER OPTIONS!???? WHY THE FUCK DID HE TORTURE SASUKE TWICE LIKE 😭😭😭#WHAT WAS THE POINT MY G WHY ARE YOU TORTURING HIM I THINK THE MENTAL IMAGE OF THEM DYING WAS ENOUGH DIDNT NEED TO GIVE HIM 500000 EXAMPLES#WE AS A SOCIETY DO NOT TALK ENOUGH ABOUT THE FACT THAT WHEN MADARA ASKED HASHIRAMA TO EITHER KHS OR KILL TOBIRAMA#TOBIRAMA GENUINELY THOUGHT FOR A MOMENT THAT HASHIRAMA WOULD GO AFTER HIS THROAT FOR LIKE- THIS GUY WHO HE USED TO THROW STONES WITH!???#ITS SO DIFFICULT TO FIND PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND SASUKES TRAUMA AND WHO LIKES SASUSAKU 😭😭#COS LIKE ILL 100% ADMIT THAT THE RELATIONSHIP WAS WRITTEN SHITILY AND SUCKED AND DESPITE THE FACT THAT THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE BROTHERS#SNS HAS BETTER WRITING THAN SSK OR NRHN SOMEHOW???? ITS WRITTEN SO WELL PEOPLE GENUINELY BELIEVE THE ORIGINAL PLOT HAD SNS PLANNED#BUT ALSO SAKURA IS SO SILLY AND STRONG AND DID ANY OF YOU READ SASUKE RETSUDEN “Trapped by a body he knew perfectly”#OKAY SASUKE YOURE ON A MISSION??? CALM THE FUCK DOWN 😭😭#NO AND IN LIKE SSK FICS SASUKE IS SOME BAD BOY WHO JUST SMIRKS AND IS EMOTIONLESS AND SAKURA IS SOOOOO EMOTIONAL FUCK OFF YOU TWATS!!!!#SASUKE IS THE KITTEN!! SAKURA SO OBVIOUSLY RADIATES DADDY ENERGY YALL ARE FUCKING INSANE!!!#WHY DO WE GET KITTEN SASUKE IN EVERY OTHER SHIP BUT THE FUCKING CANON ONE!! AT MY FUCKING!!!! LIMIT!!!#FIND SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THE COMPLEXITYS OF SASUKES CHARACTER AND UNDERSTANDS WHAT TRAUMA DOES TO A PERSON YET DOESNT HATE SSK CHALLENG#Uh oh I went a bit mad there hahaha#I REGRET NOTHING SASUKE DID NOTHING WRONG SAKURA IS GIRL BOSS AND THE NARUTO WORLD IS EITHER UNEXPLAINABLY VIOLENT OR FAR TOO FORGIVING#naruto#naruto shippuden#itachi uchiha#pro sasuke#haruno sakura#Pro Sakura#Sasuke Uchiha#sasuke did nothing wrong#It looks awkward to just go from all those long tags to the iddy bitty ones#Moldy-flowers#Kitten and daddy? Tf am i on about I've been watching too much game grumps shi 😭😭
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i think its really obvious with my chosen & dark obsession at this point but i NEED to see them being friendly & domestic and more gentle with each other in canon at least as a flashback
#animator vs animation#all we got were hold on ill count#fighting together obviously#cho offering alliance. them both having a moment of expressing anger on noogai after it#cho sharing power with dark. high five number one when they were destroying the pc#cho taking dark by hand when escaping the pc#highfive number two in the portal tunnel#dark being happy seeing chosen in his computer lab and when he was showing his virus' properties#continuing to hold chosens hand when the latter tried to stop him and placing it closer between them both to question him#(mental about this a bit)#dark not immediately attacking chosen in the showdowns shack just observing his actions#and dark being ONLY defensive when chosen attacked him and not attacking him until he falls of the cliff and sees chosens lack of care#sorry im being insane#this is my blog as you can see i knocked over many chairs because i get so tilted at chosen & dark duo#alan becker#ava tdl#ava tco
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Mc: do you think in a different universe we escaped together
Bela: i'll try as many times as it takes to make it this universe
#resident lover#bela dimitrescu#im allergic to happiness sorry#but like#bela remembering the past resets and trying to find new ways to escape miranda with you#but she never can no matter how hard she tries#every time you choose her is a new way to find freedom for you and the people she loves#but it all goes away in 2 years#and the cycle goes on and on and on#im gonna throw up#thinking about this too long will make me clinically insane#she makes me mentally ill
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im gonna explode. there are two small children and flatmate's mother doing a mess in the kitchen. why are they here
#this is making me so uncomfortable im gonna cry#and i can't focus on the project#i ask roommate how long they're gonna be here because i don't feel comfortable doing my things in the kitchen with them around and she#called me insane and that i should change my behavior because it's not normal#well sorry that the way my brain works isn't normal but im still uncomfortable with strangers in the place where i live#especially when they're being loud are touching my stuff and are drinking my tea#makes me think that people want to be friends with mentally ill people until those people start showing signs of mental illness#like im working on myself ive been working on changing by brain for almost a year but it takes time i can't just be suddenly normal#i need a hug so fucking bad
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Unfortunately never forgiving the dungeon meshi fandom for making laois/kabru the main ship and not kabru/mithrun 😭 (<- wanted to see the mentally ill pretty boy get even more mentally ill)
#'laois and kabru is also insane couple dynamic 🤤' NOT AS INSANE AS YALL MAKE IT OUT TO BEEEEE#im sorry but the stalker prince kabru vision is just not as enticing to me. personally. because i love mithrun too much#i miss my icon of absolute mental illness
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sketchbook dyump of a few lil comics.
anyone elses father make them insane even though you've never even had much contact with the bastard
#illustration#doodles#comics#personal work#mental health#anxiey#depression#dissociation#traditional art#digital art#clip studio paint#diary comics#artists on tumblr#i like to play and draw#ive had enough of not posting stuff like a pussy im just gonna go back to posting all the art that makes me look like im going insane#even though im so normal#lest?#i miss letting people who feel like theyre off the shits feel seen by me having a mad one#its time#john wick voice im thinking im back#and this time im going hard on monetising my mental illness ok#i deserve it#9 million tags sorry not sorry i love ranting in tags#its like a little side diary full of secrets#>3< omggggg#adhd moment
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I’m just filled with rage n sadness, I want to fucking end it. I can’t wait for it to all fucKING STOP. I haTE EVERYONE
#depressing life#depressing shit#i want to diiieeee#i want to disappear#tw depressing thoughts#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing stuff#end it already#tw sui ideation#suic1de#im losing it#i’m outraged#im done#i’m mentally ill#i’m messed up#i’m so tired#i’m going insane
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why not me?
#mitski#washing machine heart#female hysteria#femcel#jealousy#jelous#girl rotting#bpd#hell is a teenage girl#loser girl#mentally fucked#bpd thoughts#borderline blog#depressing shit#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#sorry for being depressing#tw sui implied#im not good enough#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#actually mentally ill#femcelcore#i need a lobotomy#i hate my self#irl yandere#yanblr#love me#manic pixie dream girl#im going insane
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#girlblogging#alternative#girlhood#actually mentally ill#writers on tumblr#female hysteria#im just a girl#hell is a teenage girl#female manipulator#this is what makes us girls#mitski#i bet on losing dogs#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#sadgirl#sad thoughts#live laugh girlblog#this is a girlblog#female rage#im going insane#female insanity#my god#make it stop#i'm so tired#i'm sorry#i'm just a girl#i'm sad#:(#sorry for being depressing#sorry
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we may have lost another one to the bisexual hotgirl and straight loserboy agenda but trust i am fighting it comrades 🫡
#IM TRYINGGGGG. the fuck of it all is that we've been going on dates on and off for WEEKS now#and i said to him at the start im not looking for anything serious and there's a chance he might be mugging himself off#bc i am just NOT emotionally available and low and behold we were at the pub the other night and wound up having a pretty#serious talk about how ive really liked getting closer to him and i genuinely enjoy our time together but i just cant see anything#serious coming of it NOT BC OF HIM BC GENUINELY I FEEL LIKE IVE MET MY MATCH WITH THIS BOY#NO ONE IRL CAN BANTER WITH ME LIKE HE CAN AND THAT IS SUCHHH A CRUCIAL BOX TO TICK WITH ME#but i just dont think im mentally or emotionally in the place for a relationship and i dont like him ENOUGH to fight for it#like it's been v illuminating v much that 'you never realise just how mentally ill you are until you try persuing a romantic relationship'#bc DAMN. i feel insane like why cant i just be normal about things and enjoy nice things and people in my life#BUT despite me saying all this to him and TRYING NOT TO BE THE ASSHOLE he has fully admitted that he likes me SO MUCH#that he'd like to keep going on dates and stuff regardless of the end result. like he genuinely just likes my company#and will take it in any capacity he can get he literally SAID that he's whipped for me 😭#and im like HOW DO I WIN HERE. IF I TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THAT IM AN ASSHOLE BUT CUTTING HIM OFF ISNT FAIR EITHER#AND I LIKE OUR LITTLE DATES AND BEING SPOILED AND HAVING SOMEONE BE A LITTLE OBSESSED WITH ME#SORRY IF THAT MAKES ME A BAD GUY. GOD FORBID WOMEN DO ANYTHING#ughhhhhhh. so yeah we're going on another date tonight. shoot me i dont care!!!!#hella goes to uni
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