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Rambling but
Trey is a very subtle character. Unlike most twst memebers a lot about him isn't explicitly said. He spends a lot of his time crafting a perfect image, so an outside perspective of him is difficult to present without there being certain biases in the way characters view him (Leona expecting there to be something more to his dream before realizing no it's just him wanting to bake to his hearts content or Rook believing that he's making tarts filled with love for Riddle but he himself is doing it out of necessity.) He keeps a lot of his emotions close to his chest too so it's not like he's going to talk about it himself. He doesn't soliloquize often. If you noticed in the maze section of Riddle's dream, he barely verbalized his own thoughts about the change in leadership, it was all "cater" driving the conversation. He's introverted and worries a lot about his perception to the point that he stifles what he wants to say in favor of smiling and tentatively manipulating the situation to remain comfortable. (Which Cater points out in Book 1 but THAT got mistranslated from Cater scolding Trey to Cater scolding himself about being more honest with his opinions which doesn't help the lack of understanding that people seem to have) Because he puts so much emphasis on his normalcy, fans seem to have a high expectation for his weirdness when it's kinda been in front of us the whole time. We're not the characters. He's not trying to fool us-- we have an omniscient view into everything he does. So it's obvious looking at it that he has a habit of being smothering/overdoing things. Vil points it out in maschef that he never really gives others space to grow because he's always there to cover every mistake. He hates mustard but believes he can get over it by forcing mustard into every food he can think of until someone had to stop him from putting it in cake and eating it. He's super fixated on dental hygiene and he gets tempted to bake so many different things, purchasing recipe books for fun, before reminding himself to reel it in because making too many would make it so that there was nowhere for those sweets to go. I feel like a lot of people missed a key point of his dream and that is I think Trey feels helpless a lot. A lot of the situations he ends up in are not in his control. So that's why he dotes and placates so that he can try to keep some semblance of it. An illusion of it. So his dream is a place where he doesn't have to do all these things to keep control. He just has it. He has his freedom to do as he likes without it costing him anything. A friend, his parent's dignity, the dorm. He doesn't need to be afraid of any of it. So he allows himself a faulty degree of overindulgence because peace and normalcy doesn't hinge on him. In the real world, every cake he prepared was for peace. But this time the cakes were just cakes. They weren't secretly disguised peace treaties or white flags. In the real world each baked good is within a rule or serves a purpose. In his dream, they can just exist. Just like him. Well anyway sorry brain went all over the place.
#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst#disney twst#trey clover#twst trey#i have a lot of thoughts#a whole different set of them when it comes to his relationship with riddle#sorry im going crazy i just#wow i need people to get him#I feel like a lot of people could relate to suppressing parts of yourself because the world around you expects you to#at the bare minimum#he's not a freak he's just got interests#when i say he's not weird i mean it in relation to what this fandom thinks he is#he is weird but not that weird yk what i mean?#average STEM major#like go on ask a STEM major about their favorite scientific concept i guarantee it's a hell of a ramble about the most asinine things
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That's how it went
#tma#the magnus archives#tma podcast#magpod#mag 160#tma spoilers#tma s4#tma season four#jonathan sims#elias bouchard#my stuff#thats all i could think of after hearing elias talk abt jon being an archive#all jokes aside it makes me so sad and crazy to think abt it#like theres a lot in tma about losing ones humanity#and jons choices surely contribute to him losing it as well#but for the most part its him being dehumanised by others#well mostly elias and his plans of creating an archive of fear#jon going from 'a person having a position (the head archivist)' -> 'a person being a position (the archivist)' and finally to 'a position#(an archive)#its just so sad#and the fact that it ties with him losing bodily autonomy and being viewed like an object instead of a person#im dead on the floor crying#okay im done sorry#tma shitpost
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found more discworld books its so over for me
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#going insane in the head but like in a normal way#this is simultaneously getting me out of artblock and the fact that i havent been able to finish a book since highschool#havent been able to find making money so im going back to the city watch novels fortunately i found the one i was missing to continue#im reading these like an evil puzzle but ykwhat that might be the intended way#still the whiplash of going from color of magic to going postal is crazy like wym they have the internet now#also like#the way its written and the way the world is described#idk i love the way u can tell its not a oarody of generic fantasy tropes anymore we’re in. the shit.#wonderful tell me more#my art#art#artists on tumblr#discworld#discworld fanart#discworld city watch#guards guards#men at arms#feet of clay#started jingo dont spoilmeee#o yea also reacher gilt is here#pirateguy easy to draw#i still gotta figure out a moist design im sorry he is supposed to look like any other bitch what am i supposed to do with that#i think its gotta be sth with the costume but i think ill die if its just a golden tumblr sexyman#oh no#angua von uberwald#carrot ironfoundersson#sam vimes#havelock vetinari#reacher gilt#gnu terry pratchett
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OK JUST A LITTLE THING BECAUSE IM INSANE @cubbihue
Song: Plastic by Cheekface
#IDENTITY HORROR MY BELOVED#I want to watch him fall apart#I need him to explode#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#animation#animatic#art#digital art#fanart#body horror#I sent in an anon ask a bit ago about Chimmy being able to accidentally destroy himself if he realized what he was#and that idea makes me so so so crazy#The slow dawning horror that you arent yourself#followed by the horrific deterioration of your body as a direct result of your knowlege#like a punishment you cant undo#a horrible cycle of falling to pieces reinforcing this horrific reality and that horrific reality tearing you to pieces#you know now. you cant go back even if you want to#and the visual symbolism body horror of literally falling into pieces. AGHGhgh he's hollow in there just so you know#He could stick his whole arm in and not reach the back of his skull its just a dark pit completely hollow and unnatural#I like to think if you looked deep enough you could see stars#AUGHGH STRIPPING CHARACTERS OF THEIR HUMANITY MY BELOVED#removing even their basest comforts. Even their body isnt familiar to them anymore#Its this strange horrifying thing. What will it do next? Was it ever theirs? Should they be afraid?#and in my hands the answer will always be yes#Sorry Im going insane I love your au#I like characters who cling on to humanity that can never be theirs ♥
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The fact that i still have more ideas of scenes to transform i to this meme...hopefully no one has beated me to these yes
#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool spoilers#deadpool 3#wolverine#logan howlett#dogpool#nicepool#sketch#ilustracion#digital ilustration#shitpost#i might make more of these ny brain is still going crazy over the movie#im also planning on getting a poster of the movie on my wall#genuinely in LOVE with this movie!!#deadpool#also sorry for keeping the last redraw with the spanish word i dont know how wolverine calls others in english#where i live the movie we watched the movie in spanish and thus he was just calling others papi#lots of fanart are drawing him saying bub? if thats the actual thing he calls him im not gonna fix it then cause papi is funner to me
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sin eater
#sorry its been a minute!!! the horrors. you understand.#anyways yall ready for another gloom tag essay because here we go!!!#im constantly thinking about the ramifications of uzi literally eating cyn and her now being apart of her.#specifically how it impacts uzi mentally. like dgmw i LOVE the silly cyntail shenanigans in fanart (ive also contributed to this) however#when i really think about it in relation to uzi's arc i go crazy insane#uzi is a character who is grasping for control after a lifetime of not having it.#she has no control over how her peers treat her. she has no control over khan neglecting her for reasons that arent her fault.#she quite literally has no control over the solver taking her over and making her do monstrous things against her will#which solidifies her feelings of being a freak monster who everyone was right to outcast and mistreat.#because im Unwell i interpret her calling herself god as a way to convince herself of having control- and to lock away feelings of impurity#if anyone is in control- if anyone is loved and cherished despite any and all wrong doings- its a god.#and that all comes to a head when she eats the heart of cyn thereby destroying the AS- a literal manifestation of a corrupted god- for good#finally taking back control from the entity that had been terrorizing and traumatizing both her and her loved ones. but did she really?#cyn is apart of her now. powerless sure- but that doesnt take away the horrors she wrought previously#and even so- has uzi ever stopped being just a host? do you think shes terrified of cyn regaining power out of the blue?#do you think uzi ever stops feeling like a monster?#“sin eating” was a thing that happened where someone would consume ritual foods to take on the sins of a recently deceased person#thus absolving said deceased person of any sins and putting them onto the sin eater. being a sin eater ensured eternal damnation.#and i just think about that a lot. when applying that (symbolically ofc(somewhat literally. she very much is a cyn eater)) to what uzi did.#“gloom you're reading way too much into this” THE LITTLE GOTH ROBOT. MAKES ME INSANE IN THE HEAD. OK!!!!!#gloom.art#murder drones#murder drones fanart#murder drones uzi#uzi murder drones#uzi doorman#uzi md#md uzi#uzi fanart
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"You know, I've been catching myself smiling more lately."
🥺🥺 shadowheart is everything to me tbh,,, 💖💖
#Baldur's Gate 3#Shadowheart#Fanart#more late night doodles lmfao sorry yall the worms are going crazy#i need a kiss from her so bad tho im so serious#i think marrying shadowheart is exactly what i need to fix everything that gone wrong with me#beautiful gorgeous unstoppable incomprehensible#She's cooking up something so mysterious and intriguing i just KNOW it#honestly playing atp just to unlock more lore from her#Roach's Choice
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i am still really abnormal and irregular about this game btw. if you even care
decided to draw more headcanony things too :-D first drawing is based on reincarnation apple by pinocchiop because i had it on repeat for over a week LOLOL
#volo is such a character i need to put them in every situation possible#he/she/they volo is probably crazy but it just makes sense to me#and the clan leaders are very transgender. in my heart#i havent played it in a bit since ive been busy but….. im going to try to 100% the game…… wish me luck guys#sorry i havent posted my art in a while LOL i um. i forgot#expect an originshipping post at some point………. smile#pokemon#pokemon legends arceus#pla#volo pokemon#pokemon wielder volo#warden melli#warden mai#clan leader adaman#clan leader irida#cogita#felix art
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they literally got rid of her eye bags and under-eye dark circles and made her cheeks fuller and more flushed along with her letting her hair down... to show how happy she was on the farm...
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#blue eye samurai#mizu blue eye samurai#mizu bes#i love her soooo much she's soooo beautiful and cute and gorgeous and amazing and handsome and and and#mizu in my postcanon taimizu fic looking like this. is why taigen is losing his goddamn mind.#i mean he's always losing his mind over mizu but seeing her like this would be another level like his heart just stops yk#also sorry if this post has been made before im just going crazy in my own little corner#fandom.rtf#shut up haydar
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emu and nene precure 🎀✨
#pjsk#project sekai#emu otori#nene kusanagi#my art#idk what inspired me to draw this#magical girl swag. i guess#i think i shouldve gone more crazy with the hairstyles especially for emu but eh#i ALSO think i couldve made the silhouettes more unique... but i do kinda like the girls matching ...#btw ik cure wonderful already exists which is rly close to cure wonder BUT!!!#emu is cure wonder to me i cant see her being named anything else#like. WONDERHOY?!?!! do you understand what im saying#sorry im going insane.#anyways emu and cure wonderful can just be matching besties#im done rambling in the tags now byeee
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drawing fanart before the song even drops im losing it man
#RUST ALBUM!!!!!! THIS IS NOT A DRILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#like im genuinely sorry for the person im going to become on feb 7#i need to draw the others from the mv as well but. lets just leave that for a later date..........#like im actually crazy. no one gaf but im crazy#the living tombstone#tombsona#rust tlt#tlt#my art#watever im tagging everythinfg
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fionna's world being represented by a dandelion makes so much sense ... they're weeds. yet people make wishes through them, changing their whole meaning from something meant to be destroyed to something hopeful.
dandelions are also resilient and it makes sense that something associated with them would. you know. perservere despite the destruction caused by the scarab.
but ultimately i think what REALLY made me tear up over this is that dandelions are really boring plants. when you're a kid you blow on them and make your wish but they're not eyecatching or anything but still, fionna's final wish was for her old world to still exist as it was when she left it (> plain and simple. boring even).
like the moment she realized she would lose her friends, and that her friends might forget each other if the world got its magic back, she immediately decided she didn't want it and I think that ties back to the dandelion metaphor so well... like, do you really need magic to be real to find it everywhere? or can you turn something boring into something magical?
#remi rambles#fionna and cake#f&c spoilers#sorry i have many Not Silly thoughts about the finale#i looove fionna she was such a wonderful character .. so well written and real TO ME#shes my best friend shes my everything shes silly she makes me so emotional#like even when simon told her he was gonna wear the crown to get the magic back to her world#< the moment she realized he would go crazy she started to think about it#like she wont sacrifice a friend just to get what she really wants#i really loved her journey through the show idk#going from being so over her routine > finding out magic can be dark too > making her own magical world just by loving her friends#like its so much more than 'the power of friendship will save us!!'#yes she saved the world thanks to the love she had for her friends but it was backed up by a full journey beforehand#i think. the line about having functional toilets (while still being a p good joke) makes the point so much clearer#we have been to the end of the universe and back but we have functioning toilets !!!#like do u get it. do i sound crazy#< crazy person voice#anyway yes im done sorry#live laugh love fionna and cake
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EVERYONE STOP WHAT YOURE DOING RIGHT FUCKING NOW
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EVERYBODY SHUT UP IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#the teru & reigen virus can attack at any time.#over the most miniscule things at that.#IVE CONSIDERED THE POSSIBILITY OF THEM BOTH LIKING IT BEFORE. BECAUSE OF REIGEN’S. TASTE IN MOVIES#BUT. AHHHHH!!!!! HAHGHHHGHG!!!!!!!!!!!#its REAL#teru finding reigen’s fdp poster. barely restraining his overjoyed wonder that someone else enjoys something niche he enjoys#teru in his most normalest voice ever: oh wow you like this movie too? what a coincidence! [jittering so bad he might burst]#the teru&reigen movie lineup must he INSANE#be*#i need to make a fic right now (is about to go to sleep)#the possibilities. (<-is insane and crazy and insatiable)#flashback to the flying dead pig comic. tear streaks down cheek#I COULD SENSE THE ENERGY FROM A MILE AWAY. CANNOT HIDE FROM ME#i think reigen would enjoy having someone to talk crappy movies with. but teru would genuinely love them i think so reigen would have to#tread lightly while speaking about them#reigen: yeah the direction in this movie was totally messy#teru concealing biggest saddest frown ever: it is just creative. you dont know a goddamn thing#reigen would not hide his truths [emoji] but he would pity the boy#teru&reigen seventeen hour discussion about old obscure movies (NO SURVIVORS RITSU CAUGHT IN THE BLAST AND KILLED)#im sick#i also love how this trivia is worded. its very deliberate if you get what i mean#��[muttering out of side of mouth] also..if you didnt know…..’#its a fun piece of factoid to share. and i. i really. im im teally. i jsut . i am telaly gals thhat they worded it aaid ltit like thaey did.#THIS IS SUXH NOTHINGBURGER. IM SORRY#dude this is why i have the teru reigen family album. im desperate for the smallest of morsels. just a CRUMBBB PLEAAASE#GHHAHAHEHEHAJA !!!!! HHHRHEGEGAHAHS S AAWWHHHH AHHHHBABHAHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHH!!! RRRRAGHSHHAAAGAGEGGEHHRHRH#mob psycho 100#mp100#teruki hanazawa#reigen arataka
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"sounds nice... having a partner"
#the walking dead game#twdg#violentine#clementine twdg#violet twdg#MAANN when clem says this in s3 JUST WAIT BBY#people who say clemvi has no basis like ep2 isnt just them working as a team for 2 and a half hours regardless of player choice#like be fr#clem telling louis that violet patching up the back wall is ok because she needed something to keep herself busy. married behavior#vi asking clem to help check in on everyone while she deals with the wall. their shared smile when she comes back outside :)#and then they sit in the leadership spot together overlooking the yard and everything theyve planned together coming to fruition :)#sorry i just think their romance set up in eps 1 and 2 is obvious as FUCK and im tired of (Some) people pretending it isnt#'i havent seen her warm up to someone in a long time' brody literally tells clem that vi seems to like her after its been 24 hours#after shes been a block of ice for a whole year. and clem just melted those walls down immediately while they fought walkers together#violet is so devoted to clem post ep1 its embarrassing for her#'i saw she had you pinned and i- shit i got So crazy...' sorry if you dont think shes in love with clem idk what to tell you#'i'll tear that boat apart before we leave without you' i know you would girlie!!!#the animators went CRAAZAYAYAYAY the way they look at each other... their little smiles at each other....even before the belltower#the way clem looks at her while they dance.... the way she puts her head down on her shoulder so contentedly....#and then she keeps her head on violets shoulder as she pulls away so clems chin gets dragged with it like she doesnt want to let go#'so you never forget that night' 'i never will' they are DISGUSTINGLY in love with each other it makes me physically ill#its 2024 and im still hearing 'i just didnt see it :/'. lazerbeams you#spaced art 2024
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he's homeless
#sorry to everyone im about to draw the fuck outta this dude#lyonel goldenheart#my art#if you're cold he's cold too bring him inside#he is just a lil hedge knight man help him out#i am so back in my asoiaf era my brain is going crazy#i have been playing so much CK3 AGOT its all i do#hedge knight#a song of ice and fire oc#asoiaf oc#art#digital art#drawing#procreate#original character#oc#game of thrones#got#house of the dragon#hotd#house of the dragon oc#asoiaf fanart#asoiaf art#fire & blood
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how getting into debut or die has felt like as someone who's not into 3D idols or kpop
#aggressively waving HELLO i need someone to scream about this with im in too deep... i care them all so much ueueueueue#im sorry im just a weeb through and through i've rarely listened to kpop before this jksdhfsdkjfs#staying on brand by falling into another 2D idol hell but its about da kpop boys this time im crying#(srsly pls feel free to scream about dmj w me the hyperfixafion is going crazy)#debut or die#데못죽#dod#dmj#demotjuk#데뷔 못 하면 죽는 병 걸림#miri.txt
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