#sorry if none of this makes sense

[littlesapphicraccoonguy]

I drew a frame of Shellington just in my style because I think he looked cute. And like I said on a previous post, artblock has me in a chokehold but listening to Will Wood helped motivate me to draw some more Octonauts content for you guys

[luna-the-cretar]

Love that Briggsy canonically ships Lethicus. Also love that Marius wasn’t wholly denying that Lethica herself was tempting him, he was mostly just focusing on the fact that her blood was (which I understand).

I still believe in my heart of hearts tho that Briggsy might have a bit of a crush on Marius. Maybe he doesn’t realize it, or maybe he does and is just stomping his feelings down bc he knows that Marius is into Lethica, who knows.

I also feel in my heart of hearts that Lethica and Jericho have formed a sibling-like bond. I mean, I got that vibe by episode 8, but especially now that I’m almost caught up (fuck. I’m almost caught up. Who allowed that.) Like, I wholeheartedly believe that Lethica loves Jericho in a big sister sorta way, and that Jericho loves Lethica bc he considers her the only real family he’s ever had

[curtisberzattos]

no dally and darry friendship/frenemyship is soooo important to me. every interaction they have im obsessed. wut r u hc about them? i feel like the distance comes from darry wanting tb w the socs imo.

oh anon they're so special to me. i have so many thoughts about them across all sources but i’ll focus mostly on them in the musical for now bc i assume that's what ur asking about.

i definitely feel like their divide comes from a mix of darrys attachment to the socs (like u said), their age difference, and him taking up so much responsibility so suddenly. of course i can't forget se hinton constantly tweeting that darry did not want to be and was not considered a part of the gang 😭. dally would probably think darry was wasting how strong and intimidating he was!!

more than anything tho i think their distance comes from jealousy on darry's part. he wants to be pony's brother but he can't be because he has to be his parent. so he starts resenting dally, who still has that kind of relationship with pony. darry wishes he could let pony have more fun and get in trouble and be a reckless kid but he can't afford to, and dally is encouraging the very kind of behavior that puts darrys guardianship in jeopardy. and darry cannot support that bc his brothers will always come first!! dally doesn't understand (at least not to the full extent) why darry has to be so strict and no nonsense.

that is, until little brother. where dally finally realizes what it means to be a big brother and sees firsthand why darry was being so protective and strict about ponyboy; because pony and johnny– and by association darry and dallas– could have easily switched places. darry criticizes dally and says that he's only “playing the part” of a brother and he's right. that song is the first time dally realizes the pain that comes alongside feeling responsible for someone and failing them.

WHICH LEADS ME TO MY FINAL POINT. one of my Favorite details in the movie is that dally asks for DARRY SPECIFICALLY before his death. that is such an important scene to me and carries a lot of implications about their friendship that you don't really see before then and i think it's such an interesting detail to add. it tears me upppppp that there's no such implication in the show and the only time darry mentions dally's death he does it with a bit of malice. no matter how much he disliked dally in the musical, i can't imagine him not being so deeply impacted by the fact that he's lost another person in his life in a very similar manner to how he lost his parents. all in all, i think their dynamic is much more interesting as "ex friends who fell out due to uncontrollable circumstances" as opposed to "rivals who have always inexplicably hated each other".

tldr: please please please please why can't they have one little hug. A Handshake even. exchange a Singular smile. i just want them to be buddies 😞

[cowchickenbeefpork]

How does the craving/yearning correlate to the NPD and BPD for Oswald and Edward? Mostly curious for your thoughts about it

tbh that tag was me going insane I don't fully agree with it now per se. I don't like the original post I made where I compared them to yearning and craving because I compared their relationship to that instead of who they are as people, which was my thought process. I'm not sure if I was right about yearning and borderline idealization, but i do think i was right about craving and narcissism (btw I only made that post because i was watching Contrapoints video about the fucking TWILIGHT books, and since i have the intelligence of a mere banana I connected her opinions on yearning and craving back to nygmobblepot and mental disorders because that is how I show my appreciation to anything I find cool. keep in mind the definition I am using here is stolen from her and she took notes from Shakespeare, Taylor Swift, twilight as previously mentioned, and SEINFELD FOR HER THOUGHTS. Still, she is a great YouTuber go watch her she is one of my favorites.)

what I'm considering craving as definition wise is a desire that can be satisfied but only for a moment, constantly needing to be refilled. its like craving drinking or eating, it will satisfy you but you will constantly need to do it over and over and over in your life, it can be fulfilled unlike yearning but never for long, you will always need to refill it since it will never stick. craving is also less personal than yearning since it doesn't acknowledge something is deeply missing, it provides a temporary solution for something that will which makes craving end up resembling more so something like lust instead of limerence

i view narcissistic supply similarly to this. narcissism as a disorder is just trying to keep your false self up, it can be satisfied for a while but it will always still need to be refilled because of the fact its not a genuine love for yourself. narcissism is like having an addiction to feeling special in a way, that's why the craving for admiration never stops, because since they don't naturally feel content about themselves, narcissism as a coping mechanism works as tricking both the self and others that false, idealized self is real. the craving itself is a cope to hide the yearning in a way, the craving here only exists because of a deeper deficit. edward is not aware that he yearns for love and admiration, he thinks that he can just get a bit of it and be content forever, but he wont. ( fun fact the false grandiose self is actually the main difference in bpd and npd, they do have alot of simliarties like projection and splitting and a want for admiration and love but borderlines dont have that false idealized grandiose self unless they also have npd on top of their bpd. this is probablyyyy why borderlines are more easier to maniuplate since narcissistic defendses are stronger and more durable than borderline ones, there is a reason borderlines often split on themselves while narcissists don't that much)

yearning is wanting your other half, it's wanting to inherently fill out that incomplete part of yourself. You could make a connection between BPD and yearning since things like idealization and chronic feelings of emptiness but I feel less confident in this one. the yearning will also never be fulfilled just like the craving is, Oswald thinks that he will feel fine when he finally gets it but his idea of love is idealized. That version of love he craves does not exist since love requires effort and work, and even if it did he would still fail at it because of his cannibalistic nature when it comes to love, nothing is enough for him, he will hold unto someone until their bones break. that cannibalistic desire ends up becoming similar to the craving in my head a little, because nothing will be enough. he also uses people to bring himself up ego but doesn't want to reflect on how his actions are selfish, pretty much downplaying or playing victim about it and acting like he is not as bad as the other criminals are ( both of them do this, to be honest, I would say it is different but not really besides which one plays up the other as a irrational fool more than a malicious monster out to get them and vise versa, they devalue and demonize each other in the same ways; both feel like the other just lied about ever caring for them)

basically what I am getting at here is ed thinks that he can just get his needs met if he does things that will only satisfy him temporally ( since he's a "cold logician MY ASS) and will not stop the constant, unaware yearning for genuine love while Oswald thinks he will be satisfied if he gets that, when he won't, he will want more and more until there is nothing left but bones. Oswald thinks his desire could be fulfilled perfectly if he just met the right person but no one will satisfy that hunger, he pretends he does not crave like Edward does but he still does. both of them have the same problems but both of them try to hide them differently and express them differently, edward is more ashamed looking like he is irrational and Oswald is more ashamed of being SEEN as a monster. ( neither of them like being viewed like that but both of them clearly have a preference for a different insult, edward just convinces himself that they are basically just ants who don't know better and oswald goes by a more the ends justify the means approach, edward does want to be loved and admired but he thinks that is not possible in the more traditional oswald way, so he does a bunch of crime shit instead to prove how smart he is and to get that love and admiration)

edward has the same yearning as Oswald but he pretends he doesn't, Oswald has the same craves as edward does but pretends he doesn't

[ghostboyhood]

for the color ask game!! deep yellow (even if it takes me a while youve gotten me interested in every media youve blogged about that i have no prior knowledge of), bright blue, dark pink :o)

holy shit sorry im going through my drafts rn hi anyways!!!

AAAA THATS SO COOL!!! oughhh im so glad my fixations have gotten u interested in things i forget that i actually.. like, have an affect on the world around me 😭 so thats crazy awesome to hear

I LOVE HEARING UR THOUGHTS TOO!!! even though our current interests are pretty different?? (id say we're a little less fixated on sunny atm but i could be completely wrong i js know i am 😭) its so fun seeing the little reptiles nd sea life that ur interested in!! i love snakes n shit but its js kind of a Thing i like so seeing someone so passionate about them is so fucking cool

AAA IM GLAD!! thats how i aim to be, i love being overly enthusiastic and optimistic !!!

[mediocremelatonin235]

It would be sorta cool or somewhat meta that for Sam’s characteristics his can also mirror that of some of Tiana’s character traits in terms of passion, drive, and pride. Not to mention the resolve to get what he wants and more.

It can also work with a conflict: The dissonance of being torn between hard work getting you there vs hard work can only get you so far. Although he may involve shady dealings, he may have a strong moral compass.

So far TLDR he can have some of Tiana’s trait while also having the conflict of “ does hard work truly get you to where you want to be?”

[captain-k8kat]

I hate to say it cus it makes me feel like an extremely bitter and unlikable person but I do not like how diluc was extroverted as a kid and how that's canon now because it feels like extrovert = happy and introvert = unhappy and that's the kind of character change they went with to show diluc's growth? And idk why but I hate it. Why couldn't he have been introverted and happy? And also a troublemaker because he was (is) that too lol

[hermitcatting]

Will the multiple lives aspect of the Life series be a part of this AU? Would them gaining multiple lives be similar to how a leader has multiple in the books?

the multiple lives aspect does sort of plays into the au?? but not in the way you think the events of the life series happens in a group that pre exists the clans, before any sort of 9 lives stuff, or even typical clan roles exist. they had ancestors they followed, but they did things very different compared to those that the clans follow in current day. think more reincarnation at a later point, then die->wake up right after, if that makes sense? also the game only happens once. I'll explain the timeline of events and how everything works at some point, I'm just busy with irl stuff

[ethereal-maia]

im like if a girl saw the Barbie movie yesterday and started hyperventilating and sobbing and laughing all at once (silently) as soon as the credits started playing and didn’t stop crying for 6 minutes afterwards

[zelda7999]

Pfft, Neon and Horizon just "Spiderman Pointing Meme" at Neon Eclipse. Poor dude would be so confused like "Did I say something wrong? Why are you pointing at me like that?"

Dude is so serious in front of other people because no one takes him serious except his partner so Neon and Horizon doing this would throw him for a loop.

Thank you for that laugh

: )

- Agent Viper

it's all I could think of the entire time reading that ask XDDD

But if your Eclipse is super serious then OH BOY IS HE IN FOR WHIPLASH! LMAO

Currently imagining he comes in super serious, in need of some gear or something fixed. N then seeing how not serious the lab is. There's a fire in the background that's currently being put out, two clipboards on a counter somewhere, and meanwhile both Neon and Horizon are giving your Eclipse full attention as if nothing is happening behind them.

not to mention the puns these two make puns so much, n will joke around and have fun with their work. They will do a great job, but they will also have the most fun the entire time. Hehehe so much whiplash

[threecheersslxt]

is scene a music based subculture

Mostly yeah. The whole scene/scenemo/emo lines tend to blur (at least for me) music taste wise if that makes sense, but yeah it’s mostly the emo and emo electronic stuff

Take what I say with a grain of salt my view and interpretation of the subculture might be different from yours :)

[enderlordisadumbusername]

when people claim that identities like therianthropy "mock trans people" it's always so funny cus like... is that what they made of like the shit bigots made up? like therians are like actually serious about their identity, it's not like a joke to make fun of trans people. so, to label that as "mocking trans people" you can only assume that's what they thought about attack helicopter jokes. like that they were a problem not because it was a joke bigots made up to mock trans people, but because actually the idea of identifying as an attack helicopter itself is mocking to trans people... somehow

i’m getting so tired of the sudden switch up on transspecies. “it’s problematic” “it’s mocking trans people” have we not had this discussion several times? have we forgotten who we are??

i’m eventually going to make a longer post but i’m so tired rn

[andsewingishalfthebattle]

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[letsplaythermalnuclearwar]

tbh I think Calypso views herself as Odysseus's rest and reward. like, she's the comfort in a hurt/comfort fic. she's the therapy saga. and honestly, a lot of her actions make sense when you look at it like that.

Odysseus is traumatised and scared and hurting. and she understands that. she's so understanding that she doesn't take it personally when he yells or screams or begs -- trauma makes it hard to regulate emotions, after all. he'll calm down in a little bit.

she's so understanding that she's not even hurt when he rejects her advances. he's been alone for so long that he's scared of intimacy now. but she doesn't let that discourage her. he'll get used to the idea eventually.

she's so understanding that she doesn't give up on him, even when he talks and talks and talks about his wife and son. obviously he wants to go back to them, but what he wants isn't what's good for him. that's fine, he doesn't need to know what's good for him yet. that's what she's for.

she's so understanding that she doesn't even let it upset her too much when Ody stands too close to the edge and stares out at sea below like its calling to him. it's okay. she can catch him if he falls.

sure, they're relationship isn't what she's dreamed about for centuries -- real relationships never are that perfect. her Ody has a lot of healing to do. and she'll make sure she's with him through it all.

[picture-me-in-the-trees]

first of all THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! this really inspired me to plan this fic out a bit more bc i love these shows both so much!!!! anyway here are my ideas and if anyone has suggestions please let me know <3

beard and ted: mike and allison, ted will probably be allison just bc he’ll probably be the one who can see the ghosts

jamie—julian. NOW HEAR ME OUT. bc the personalities aren’t really the same. like at all. i mainly chose this bc he doesn’t wear pants and i love when jamie does that. also i feel like i could do something with the character development there yk

roy—the captain. this made sense to me, idk. like he is the captain of the team and also he has the same kind of rough exterior but he’s actually just a silly guy. also he’s repressed (obviously id have to include royjamie into this fic)

keeley—mary. they aren’t similar at all. like completely different characters. but it’s an au so it doesn’t have to be completely accurate. its a lawless land out here. i feel like i could make it work though. also i feel like i could slip in a barbara reference or something this way

dani: kitty. this very much made sense to me. they have similar happy and bubbly personalities yk

rebecca: fanny. fanny is the lady of the house and rebecca is the owner of the club. it makes sense to me personally idk

higgins: i had to take @jamietartt09’s input here bc he’s obviously pat, they’re so similar in my head idk just the vibes

those are all the ones i’m certain of i think. or at least more confident in. i thought maybe colin could be robin (something about the “my doctor told me not to drink” *drinks his beer* really gives me robin vibes for some reason). or maybe jan maas??? sam could be thomas or maybe humphrey??? idk where isaac would go??? also jamie could totally be thomas but idk i kind of like him as a sillier non-politician julian. idk pls help me

and i think i’d make the plague ghosts just the rest of the players on the team so i don’t leave anyone out <3

WHAT IF I. WHAT IF I MADE A BBCS GHOSTS TED LASSO AU. WHAT IF. BEARD AND TED ARE MIKE AND ALLISON AND THE TEAM ARE THE GHOSTS AND. IM GETTING IDEAS