#my attention span is so low rn

[ghostboyhood]

for the color ask game!! deep yellow (even if it takes me a while youve gotten me interested in every media youve blogged about that i have no prior knowledge of), bright blue, dark pink :o)

holy shit sorry im going through my drafts rn hi anyways!!!

AAAA THATS SO COOL!!! oughhh im so glad my fixations have gotten u interested in things i forget that i actually.. like, have an affect on the world around me 😭 so thats crazy awesome to hear

I LOVE HEARING UR THOUGHTS TOO!!! even though our current interests are pretty different?? (id say we're a little less fixated on sunny atm but i could be completely wrong i js know i am 😭) its so fun seeing the little reptiles nd sea life that ur interested in!! i love snakes n shit but its js kind of a Thing i like so seeing someone so passionate about them is so fucking cool

AAA IM GLAD!! thats how i aim to be, i love being overly enthusiastic and optimistic !!!

[lustlovehart]

Cw: Blood Version undercut

I hate him he’s too hard to draw. He’s also too pretty. (Based off I’ll Suffer Your Sin) this was a wip from so long ago i’ll probably never finish, but oh well. Also, don’t mind the textbubble, I hated the hands and NEEDED to cover that up.

[la-galaxie-langblr]

what is going on w my brain

[devilsskettle]

i think i'm finally gonna read house of leaves wish me luck

[emily-mooon]

Feel like this image rn internally

[blessingmaxxer]

some things I love about my perfect CR (aka the reality I'm going to live soon):

• revised my entire life to my desires; revised my age to 16, and went back to September 2020 from March 2024 (well I guess it's 2020 right now so... I made it so that this year was 2020)

• my skin is never bumpy or pimply, or itchy (this was Hell for me in my past reality)

• my room is big, Baroque-style-fancy + whimsigoth, light blue, and looks a lot like the room in time princess; with lots of pretty furniture, a balcony, a reading nook, two altars for the deities I worship; and a huge gorgeous, gaudy four-poster bed (think princess-like), etc. (I used to have a small, white room that I had to share with other too many other people 🙄 I had to keep my altar in a miniscule cabinet, and only had space for one... my room is now the size of my OR apartment, so I no longer have that problem lol) + decorated with my fave fandom stuff/interests + full of amazingly beautiful furniture

• life like a fun teen movie or slice-of-life anime (in a good way, not the racist, fucked up way... Anyway, I used to barely go outside for fun, and didn't have much money to do stuff, and sure as hell didn't get invited anywhere... still salty about that)

• I never get headaches, stomach aches, cavities, most pains, etc. (I left period cramps cuz I wanna feel human... But yeah in my past CR I was sick and in pain a often, it was almost a personality trait at a certain point 😭 But not anymore!)

• I'm always hygienic and clean no matter what + I have the most perfect skincare and hair care products for me + I always smell like cotton candy and/or caramel (I used to be stinky and had weird shit going on w/ my body... Embarrassing)

• I have lots of Hot, Rich and Intelligent friends who absolutely adore me and listen to me and low-key worship me (let's just say this was very much not the case in my OR; most of my friends were NOT ride-or-dies for me... and most we're hot HRI...)

• homework is extremely easy for me because I just revise/wish it done + extremely high IQ, even though IQ is technically bs (I was only book smart in my OR, and even that started the die w/ age cuz of short attention span) + kid genius to adult genius pipeline

• family is super kind to me and are emotionally intelligent and perfect + spoil me and dote on me endlessly w/ money and affection (my OR family were nice 60% of the time, but were 40% toxic and stingy, which is still too much... 60% is barely a passing grade!)

• gigantic mansion.

• no but like, GIANT MANSION. It's literally something out of a fairytale, it's interesting and magical and full of secrets, lore and history (and, as I've stated before... My room. Is now. The size. Of my. OR apartment.)

• well-behaved younger siblings (they barely exist rn, but they will, and I'm excited to have younger siblings that don't make me want to kms when watching them)

• I was never parentified or had to raise anybody's kids

• immediate family won the lottery so we never run out of money + I have a magical, interdimensional job (it's fun but I won't share any details cuz it's top secret... Just know I make bank)

• really great and talented artist + great at the all the arts, whether sketching, painting, musical, performing, martial, etc. (in my OR I was barely so-so at drawing, and DEFINITELY behind my peers + I didn't know how to fight or play instruments)

• I have a HRI, kind, responsible and brooding bodyguard/personal assistant around my age (he's not in my life yet, but he will be... I shouldn't simp for him, but... 😩)

• now a triplet (I remember seeing a success story where anon manifested being a triplet, so I was like, yeah! I want that, too! I used to be a twin in my OR) + I have good relationship with all of my family

• me and my family are super intelligent + my parental guardians now have their dream jobs and are super educated (one's a lawyer with their own firm and the other is has their own restaurant and is now studying to be an engineer, plus we make a lot from stocks w/ 0 losses)

• me and my siblings have amazing singing voices (amazing range)

• I go to an extremely beautiful, fancy high school (my OR high school was super mid)

• manifested a fancy, wealthy and fun town into existence (used to live in a good but unwalkable town in my OR that is now next to my CR town)

• fancy walk-in closet and my own fancy bathroom (trust me when I say this; your jaw would drop at the beauty, just as pretty as my room)

• full health, whether mental or physical, for my immediate family

• perfect and ideal hair + skin

• I have everything from my desired scripts + everything I want that I haven't written down

[cuephrase]

20 questions for writers

tysm for the tag @crows-murder!!

1. how many works do you have on AO3?

seven, but two of those are site skins

2. what's your total AO3 word count?

51,455, which is. so little. omg

3. what fandoms do you write for?

rn, exclusively batfam. i've also posted fic for bnha, and while i do think there's a solid chance i'll post more my hero fic in the future, idk when. i've also written for tmnt, voltron, and spn, but most of those never left my notebooks lmao

4. what are your top 5 fics by kudos?

penance - ghost!robins au where tim dies + meets ghost!jason, and metric tons of emotional devastation ensue. MCD tagged bc yk. tim wakes up dead.

adds up to less - my sole bnha fic, platonic bakudeku that spans from childhood to after their fight post-all might vs. afo, centered around the fact that izuku knows katsuki's mom is abusive

despite all his efforts - whumptober fill for solitary confinement, dami and dick!bats and pain

bile is sweeter - whumptober fill for safety net, dick & tim where tim gets seriously injured on patrol. ambiguous ending as a standalone, but also ended up becoming the prelude to penance.

i know (do you know?) - whumptober fill for delirium, jason & dick, jason & bruce, bruce & dick sick!fic where jason is sick and bruce and dick are at odds but trying not to be.

5. do you respond to comments?

yes!! i love responding to comments. i am really behind atm, bc 1) penance got way more attention than i expected and 2) the comments are so frickin kind and like i short-circuit.

planning on responding to some more tonight, i want to try and wrestle my inbox away from hitting a like critical mass point

6. what is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

hmmm. i think it depends, especially on how you interpret the end of 'bile is sweeter', but my gut instinct is 'despite all of his efforts'.

7. what's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

mmmm. none of them? jk jk, kind of. i think they're all bittersweet is the thing. maybe 'penance'? or ik(dyk)? actually no, it's def 'penance'. neither of them end super fluffy, (or fluffy at all? fuzzy at best), but like i personally think, as hard won as it is, 'penance' has a happy ending.

8. do you get hate on fics?

i have not yet!! shockingly.

9. do you write smut? If so, what kind?

cuephrase on ao3 does not have any smut posted

10. do you write crossovers?

no, at least not yet. i don't think i will?

11. have you ever had a fic stolen?

not that i know of 🤞

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

nope!! i don't think i've written anything popular enough to warrant a translation haha

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

not yet!! i think it would be super fun tho

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

uh. hmm. i don't know if i have one?? ships rank pretty low on my overall interest, relationships that stick with me forever and a day are siblings lmao. but okay.

overall, like regardless of fandom it's probs a tie between kyo/tohru from fruits basket and kabakura/koyanagi from wotakoi.

rn my top ship is timkon, no contest. love those two very much. platonic or romantic i am sat.

15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will?

any of them? all of them? i have one fic with like actual words written, everything else is percolating in my mind. i have a decent track record of finishing stuff i start...but starting is difficult. i'm trying to work on that tho!! i really love writing and every time i sweet talk myself into it i'm like omg why don't we do this more often. baby cue would be horrified at how little i write.

16. What are your writing strengths?

making people cry. at the ripe-old age of 7 i decided the best writing was the kind that elicited a physical reaction, which to me was either tears or laughter and i don't think i'm funny. so bringing the pain it was.

and dialogue. i'm super picky about my dialogue and i act out convos + read exchanges out loud. i worry sometimes that i like have too many "blah blah bla-" type lines, but like when people are arguing, nobody is getting out full sentences lmao. there's a balance to it, for sure tho

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

setting/description. i have the worst White Room Syndrome ever i fear. like, okay, so writing for me typically feels like i'm watching something play out and just recording what i see, and uh what i see is usually characters interacting. sometimes they're interacting with their environment but ehhhhh. so i have to make a conscious effort to have my writing not be talking heads interspersed with chekhov's guns

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

i don't do it. too paranoid about it being wrong. i don't mind it when someone else does it, but if i was going to do it foreign language dialogue would probably be written like "<This is not English>." with a note at the beginning that dialogue in <> is X language.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

i was going to say tmnt, but then i remembered i wrote warrior cats fic way before i knew what fic was omg. stopppppp. i was like eight, i think? but like. consciously knew that i was writing fanfic? tmnt.

20. Favourite fic you've written?

hmmmm. this is probs a tie between 'penance' and 'ik(dyk)' rn, the former was just so much fun to write and the latter features robin!jason and dick bonding which i'm particularly fond of rn hehe this was sm fun!! no pressure tagging @androxys @librarylexicon @tevyaa, @coyote-nebula, @motleyfam and anyone else who sees this and wants to play!!

[jihyoruri]

Running to my script rn to script the discography for stardom 🤩🤩🤩

I’m hoping to finish my script before next week or the latest is before September(I have a very low attention span and make a lot of new drs constantly 😞)

ALSO IN EXCITED TO PREFORM KISSING YOU LIKE HELLO????

- Shifter anon

OMG THATS SO FUN I hope you enjoy their discography!!!

[laurfilijames]

Spite In A Sundress

Pairing: Ford Lampton x female reader

Words: 1,699

Warnings: Rated E, 18+. Unprotected intercourse.

Summary: You meet Ford at his brother's house for a casual drink, but have more in mind when you show up wearing nothing under your skimpy sundress.

A/N: 🙈 here I go again with my p*rn without plot. This is so raunchy and straight up cruel, spiteful behaviour on Ford's part but 🤷🏻‍♀️ it was a lot of fun to write!

Prompts used for @deanobingo were Ford Lampton, clothed sex, quickie, and "keep it down".

Yes I will be writing more of this 🙈

Photo credits to @blairsanne 💗💗

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A gentle breeze tickled your bare legs, making you grip at the hem of your sundress to keep it from blowing up to expose your unclothed ass, not having worn panties or a bra turning out to be a terrible misjudgement. Your nipples were at full attention too thanks to the slight bite in the air, and trusting another gust wouldn't come through, you let go of your dress and smoothed your hand over your hair, thinking how there was no way Ford would be able to keep his hands off of you as soon as he saw you.

The house was larger than you expected as you walked up to the front door, and seeing no other vehicles in the driveway other than Ford's beat up yute, you smirked with excitement at the possibility of having the whole place to yourselves.

You rang the doorbell, lifting yourself up onto your toes and back down again as you waited impatiently.

Seconds later, Ford opened the door, his dimpled smile greeting you and instantly making a warmth flood through your body, his bright, blue eyes trailing down from your face to the rest of you almost as if he could tell you were naked beneath the dangerously thin piece of fabric.

His broad arm pushed the door open wide carelessly, allowing you the entire spans of the entryway to walk through.

"Welcome," he purred, his eyes following you as you stepped past him and continued to take in the surroundings of his brother's lavishly modern home.

"Nice place," you complimented, looking over your shoulder at him to watch him bite his lower lip playfully.

He nodded in response, placing his hand on your lower back.

"Kitchen's this way…" he suggested, prompting you to walk forward despite your legs already feeling shaky from such a simple touch.

"Drink?"

"Sure! Ta."

Ford opened the fridge, revealing its well-stocked contents including multiple choices in beer, and plucked two bottles of a high-end brand from the door.

Your mouth watered as he twisted the caps off effortlessly with his large hand, the anticipation of the taste of beer on your tongue not the cause.

He slid yours across the granite island before putting his to his lips, his eyes fixed on you over the amber bottle the whole time.

"You look nice," he said, his voice low, giving a nod in your direction as he licked his lips slowly.

You smirked and looked away almost bashfully, biting the inside of your cheek as your hand stroked the cold bottle up and down slowly.

"I have to admit something," you started, leaning forward slightly to give him more of a glimpse of your cleavage, your hand still toying with the beer in an implying way. "I didn't come over here for a drink."

Ford stood up straight, cocking his head to the side as a playful smile grew on his lips.

"Then what did you come here for?"

"Are we alone?" you asked, avoiding his direct question but answering it all the same.

He took another swig of his beer, nodding slowly.

You walked slowly around the island toward him, carefully as if you were stalking your prey, your hand slipping up beneath his t-shirt to card through the hair that started at his waistband and grew fuller on his chest.

"Good."

You took his hand in yours, turning to lead him somewhere else in the house, and to give him a little preview, you used your free hand to lift up your dress to reveal your bare backside.

He chuckled darkly, stopping in his tracks to force you to as well, pulling on your hand that was leading him to spin you around. You crashed into him, your hands planting themselves for support on his chest that emitted so much heat and was heaving with deep breaths, his eyes alight with a sort of lust that made your stomach leap and slick pool between your legs.

He kissed you, meeting your lips gently at first, then abandoning that idea to kiss you with a fervor that displayed his wanton need for you.

You whined into his mouth as his fingers teased at your upper thigh where your dress lay, slowly guiding it upward to expose your searing, naked flesh to the cooler temperature of his brother's air conditioned home.

"Making it easy for me?" he growled, smoothing the pads of his index and middle finger through your slit before letting your dress fall to cover you again.

"What if I am?"

He laughed against your mouth, his chest and belly rumbling on you as he kissed you again, your hands exploring his torso while he worked to unfasten his pants.

You heard the sound of his belt buckle clank on the hardwood floor heavily, and wrapping his arms around your back, Ford lifted you so you locked your legs around his middle, holding onto him by his shoulders with your arms.

Rucking up your short dress once more, Ford laid eyes on your dripping sex, the growl escaping his lips making you feel even more desperate for him to take you.

He pushed through your folds, slowly filling you inch by inch with his wide girth until the stretch became too much and you cried out, clawing at his neck for reprieve.

"Fuck, you're so tight," he hissed, pulling out of you before slamming back in again, bumping you against the drywall hard enough a nearby family photo jumped on the wall.

A few more pumps and your body had relaxed to his size, your wetness allowing him to fill you as deeply as possible and thrust into you again and again easily.

His face rubbed against your neck roughly as he kissed you hard while he fucked you, the scruff of his beard making your nipples peak while his tempo had your breasts bouncing deliciously.

"You in this fucking dress," he hissed, moving one of his hands to tear at the neckline of it, "just begging to get railed."

You were so close to the edge, about to add to your downfall by rocking your hips on him wildly, only to have him stop and pull out of you. He guided your feet to the floor before he kicked out of his trousers, his wet cock wagging crudely in the air as he led you further down the hall toward a large bedroom with only his t-shirt remaining on.

"Is this-" you began to ask, realizing the room he took you to was his brother's, but was cut off by Ford placing his finger to his lips to quiet you.

"Keep it down."

"I thought no one was home?" you whispered, the alarm in your voice making him chuckle.

"Yeah but just in case anyone does come home," he shrugged. "Now turn around and bend over. I want to see that pretty ass of yours."

His words and nonchalance of being caught fucking on his brother's bed had you gasp, the forceful hand he used to spin you to your front adding to your shock.

You placed one knee on the bed, sticking your bum out for him despite your best moral judgment, shuddering as the silky material of your dress slipped up to your hips.

"You're fucking unreal," he praised, driving his leaking cock deep inside you again, making you fall forward slightly and grab a fistful of the expensive bedding.

Ford reached one hand around you and found your clit, rubbing it with perfectly pressured circles as he picked up his pace, his hips slapping against your cheeks loudly, the power in his thrusts making the bed shift slightly on the polished floor.

You met his rhythm by pushing your hips back into him, allowing his head to blow against your g-spot each time, the thrill of being fucked like this and possibly getting caught helping to build your climax along with his expertly honed skills.

He moaned behind you, his breathing and the slowing motions of his hips signaling his oncoming end, his voice strangled when he spoke.

"Are you ready, baby?"

You looked over your shoulder at him, giving him an innocent gaze as your lips hung open and you lifted your ass higher in the air, nodding a few times to show you had never been more ready for anything in your life. His face was red and dewy from his efforts, and he looked like he was about to detonate right then with how you silently begged him.

Ford cursed as he fucked you harder than ever, slamming into you erratically and quickly, the pattern he played on your clit making you cry out.

He pushed your head down into the covers, making you turn your face so you could still breathe, his pace unrelenting as you clenched around him and quaked through your high, your open mouth leaving smears of spit on the duvet.

You felt him pulse inside you, filling you with his hot spend while he proceeded to rail you so hard you knew his load was leaking out of you and would make a mess on the bed.

He didn't stop then, still pressing on your tingling bud, the sensation of his cum on your sensitive walls throwing you into a second orgasm.

About to scream, you covered your mouth with your hand, your whole body shaking as you relaxed again, still rolling yourself on him languidly.

Ford chuckled hoarsely as he removed himself from you carelessly, letting your combined spend spill out of your folds and onto the bed with no intention of cleaning it up.

He gave your ass a playful smack as you stood upright, letting your dress float down over your bum again, watching Ford retreat back to the hallway to get his pants.

You followed him, leaning against the doorway as you admired him tucking his cock that was coated in you back in his pants, his sated smile one you could never get enough of.

"How about a refreshment and then another quick root on the kitchen table?" he grinned, the mischief in his eyes letting you know there wasn't any part of him that was kidding.

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Taglist:

Everything: @guardianofrivendell @midearthwritings @cassiabaggins @lilith15000 @trishthedishofreis @linasofia @unbeatablecurlgirl @the-poldarkian @lathalea @enchantzz @blairsanne @legolaslovely @middleearthpixie @i-did-not-mean-to @sketch-and-write-lover @jotink78 @medusas-hairband @feeweeeee-deactivated20230423 @missihart23 @fortheloveofdurin @i-am-still-bb @roobear68 @ichoosechoasandbeingqueer @legolasbadass @spngingerbread21

[leiflitter]

for the emoji ask prompt if you're still doing it!! 🎶/🦅/🧠

and for the character headcannon could you do Ru? xx

ABSOLUTELY MY FRIEND

🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?

Yes yes yes and I have... A few YAH adjacent playlists, but this is my main one for writing! The songs vary, but rn Banquet by Bloc Party is The Vibe.

🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?

Vague outline, but a lot of pants flying. Mostly I know what plot points I want to hit, but I awkwardly shepherd the lads towards them and hope they don't get too sticky in the process.

🧠 Pick a character, and I'll tell you my favorite headcanon for them.

Ru! RUFUS

My boy my son my lil pal- instead of a Solid Headcanon let's do just a bunch of lil factoids because our lad is a classic middle child.

Under the cut for spoilers 💕

Rufus has always been a little in Harry's shadow. She's very outgoing, and he's always preferred animals to people for the most part, so he's always been vaguely content to just let her be in the spotlight.

He's very loyal and dependable, and values those traits in others. He had seen his parents as kind of whole person in that aspect... Well, Dad's loyal and Mum's dependable, so he can overlook Dad being a bit scatty and Mum being a bit detached. The whole Lucia situation absolutely shook him very hard, and it takes a long while for his relationship with Lucia to recover.

He will be going to Oxford. He wants to be a Large Animal Vet, especially for animal rescues who may have trouble with affording care for their animals. He is mostly vegetarian, but he isn't strict about it.

Absolutely a beast at video games. He could probably make it as a streamer, but he doesn't like the idea of being a public figure and he also prefers to keep gaming as a hobby. He has a horse to look after, he cannot spend hours speedrunning Minecraft.

Major, major fan of monster movies. Godzilla? He has a collection. Jurassic Park? His comfort film. Pacific Rim? He wants to be Newt. If a film has a giant creature in it, Ru will be watching it.

He is also into Anime, but he keeps it low key. He and Felix watch it together, and it is tradition for Felix to be very confused and for Ru to explain what's going on. Felix does not have the attention span for subtitles. Jojo's Bizarre Adventure was a tricky watch but they made it through. Absolutely wants to cosplay, but probably as masked characters.

Ru is my little metalhead representative, okay, someone had to be. He wears a lot of band merch when he isn't at home because Felix is kind of embarrassing when he tries to read the logos and can't. Felix takes him to gigs but tends to be a little confused by it- Ru makes sure he has earplugs and wears black so he doesn't stand out too much.

[ms-moonlight-inn]

(Last) Wednesday’s Tag Game

Tagged by @juliakayyy @mybrainismelted @energievie &@jrooc for last Wednesday's tag game.

Name: Cyn is fine

How do you pronounce your own Tumblr handle in your head? 

”moonlight�� or “Mizz (insert birth name)

When you look out the window right now what do you see? 

Treetops and the 2nd story roo of my building. (I’m on the third floor rn.)

What is the most unusual profession someone in your family was in?

Inmate.

What hobby were you really into as a kid? 

Reading; I read a lot, especially anything that had to do with the occult.

First autofill google result when you type ‘How can I…?’

“how can i watch the good doctor” WHAT THE FUCK? I’ve never googled this before. Nor had any desire to watch this show. Sneaky, google, very sneaky.

If you were the main character in a sitcom, what song would be playing during the opening credits? 

No song, probably just a series of noises that convert my overall awkwardness.

What’s the last movie you watched? Did you enjoy it? What genre is it? 

Jeez, i don’t even remember. I’ve had such a low attention span for movies lately. I kinda half-watched Oppenheimer.

What is your favourite movie genre?  

I go through phases in so far as genre, but i tend to gravitate to movies with an ensemble cast. I love watching a little microcosm of society interact —how they get themselves into & out of trouble, how they affect each other’s lives. That’s all good stuff to me.

What movie would you recommend? 

When I started thinking of ensemble casts, I immediately thought of Wes Anderson’s “The Royal Tenenbaums: & “The Fantastic Mr. Fox.”

I’ve also grown to love anything by Sophia Coppola.

Do your IRL humans know about your fandom life? If you’re a creator, do they know you create? 

A few do: two coworkers, my wife, my sister. I think my son suspects. Lol.

If you could do one activity with your pocket/fandom friends what would it be? 

Ooh, we would bake together, mounds and mounds of baked goods! And then we’d all sit around on thick blankets in my backyard of a perfectly sunny day, eating our delicious goodies & talking fandom for hours. Somehow, a magical ice cream truck will Parra & it will have all of our favorite frozen treats in stock, also coffee or tea.

***

I’m late, not tagging anyone. 🥰

[ang3lik]

hii can i get a ship w someone from the scream fandom? :)

im a girl, straight, i have brown, wavy hair and two blonde strands behind my ears, i have hazel eyes, idk how to describe my vibe but here r some pics:

LMFAO VERY SPECIFIC. anyway im a super spiritual person, i am also a really happy person in general i find beauty in everything, i love spending time in nature, i love animals, im really passionate abt any form of art rn im really interested in sculptures i love them,, i am a theatre kid (unapologetically) . i love music , i listen to almost any genre. i love florence+the machine. i love watching movies but not tv shows cause theyre too long for my attention span. im an isfj, libra sun capricorn rising pisces moon. idk how to describe my style but i LOVE low rise jeans especially if theyre flared. ty!!!

i ship you with… wes hicks!

wes honestly thinks you’re the most beautiful girl he’s ever seen in his life, not just your looks but your aura and personality, he loves everything about you! you guys are always on nature walks and interacting with nature.

he canon likes florence + the machine too, and she’s actually the first concert you saw together! he’s kinda jealous of your jeans because he’s an avid jean wearer and he just loves your style so much!

[s0lar-ch3ri]

hi so like i cannot function normally rn did not ever expect to make people feel this way with my big long posts

honestly, like i changed up my old bio post and shit all because i was worried (before i got told i had autism with my adhd) "oh the autistic/adhd/low attention span people probs no likey"

hearing that i can make people have good days when i talk on silly things, it feels great (especially with the amount of shit days can have, school and all that)

sorry for the tag but like this comment is from like one guy (gender neutral term here) @red-might-be-dead you definately made my dday

in honor of it, im gonna finally start fucking working on my in-drafts-for-months-now theory post on jrwi!!!

[orqheuss]

12, 24, 69 for the ask game lovely!!!

ace!!! hello friend 🧡 ily my dear

12. Do you outline your fics?  If yes, how detailed are your outlines?  How far do you stray from them?

I VERY rarely outline fics to be honest, i don't have the patience. When i do outline them it's for the longer ones, like my chapter fic that i'm planning is in the process of being outlined (i have five chapters outlined so far). I mainly just go off of ideas that i have written down in my notes app and quotes that i came up with for each idea, and then i build a story around that :)

definitely a low attention span, type b style of writing, but it works for me lol

24. How do you choose whose POV to write in?

it really just depends on who's voice would sound the best at a particular moment. if i'm writing a fic with multiple characters i always do third person omnipotent, so everyone has a chance to express how they feel at a given moment. i once read that the best way to pick who is speaking at a given moment is to think about who knows the LEAST about what is happening in the scene, either that or whomever has the most to say emotion wise.

69. What are your favorite fics at the moment?

for ones that i have written and published, my favorite is "the sun does not weep for icarus." i put my whole writerussy into that, lmao. for wips, it's one called "free and young and we can feel none of it" and it's a character study on the aftermath of ominis leaving his family in third year (the game hints that he already left, so i wanted to play around with that).

my favorite fics that other ppl have written rn are:

Mentor Privileges by Hippogriff_Feathers on Ao3 (platonic shadow trio) one-shot

Nocturne Op. 9 No. 1 by Unohoot on Ao3 (ominis x reader) one-shot

Songbird by Aza_Shade_877 on Ao3 (ominis x reader) chapter fic

Sightless by NovaSaurusWrex on Ao3 (ominis x reader) one-shot

Loyal and Steadfast by Degenerates_and_only_Degenerates on Ao3 (sebastian x ominis x F!reader) chapter fic

and for some not Hogwarts Legacy fic that I just read:

Stardew Valley: Hive by Rattlebox on Ao3 (Sam x Sebastian x F!Farmer) chapter fic

The Raven Cycle: We'll Never Sleep (God Knows We'll Try) by Water_Nix on Ao3 (Ronan x Adam, Blue x Gansey) one-shot

Undertale: Strike a Chord by LilyHellsing on Ao3 (Grillby x F!reader) chapter fic

thank you for asking, lovely!! 🧡

[polaris-likethestar]

pink ofc pookies

pepsi

yess

umm everyday

yes lmao

too lazy to tag haha but i have a fewww

yes but not too well

yes but not a lot tehe

cotton candy ofc

no i havent xx

bass

girl idk

yes duh

no my low attention span/sesnory issues could never

too much shit haha

watching derry girls rn so either that bridgerton or heartstopper

marvel my first hyperfixation xx

no lmao

vampires theyre pretty

yes xx

either elizabeth olsen or (back when i was bi) tom holland i cant remember who was first

no my house is a mess as it is lmaoo

slightly bitchy, chaotic, dirty minded

im most definitely the problem xx (also i need to work on my trust/attachment issues)

no haha

idk but seems cool im down

bothhhh

umm depends what you mean but unusual haha

pasta

yes tehe

no

my hand hurts way too easy to be writing on paper (shits all on my computer, yes i know fuck ai, no one come after me)

as of recent labyrinth by taylor but really anything

cherik (iykyk)

english probably im the best at

girl none lmaoo

i would love to but theres not much near me sadly

one of my fav xmen characters

said by queen lana, they said to be cool but im already the coolest

no tehe

helpp no i dont haha

earphones xx

unfortunately i remember a lot of shit smh

funko pops

i dont like tea haha

idk

oooh both

noo theyre fun dw

floral stuff fs

yes there is xx

weird asks because i’m bored

if you have a lighter, what color is it?

pepsi box blue or cheetos bag orange?

do you like pasta?

how often are you on tumblr?

are you only doing this because you’re bored?

what blogs do you mostly interact with?

can you swim?

have you had water today?

which do you prefer, cotton candy or funnel cake?

have you ever [insert question]?

bass or drums?

favorite tv commercial?

can we be friends?

do you admire the clouds and color of the sky?

what’s the weirdest thing that’s happened to you?

a netflix series that’s your favorite?

an earliest obsession you remember?

do you play video games?

zombies or vampires?

have you listened to [insert musician/band]?

your first celebrity crush?

do you have a collection of cool rocks?

five words that describe you?

what have you learned about yourself?

can you tie a cherry stem with your tongue?

do you believe in aliens?

books or films?

an unusual song that’s your favorite?

the last thing you ate?

do you have a favorite [insert question]?

have you gotten bit by a dog?

do you write better with a pen or a pencil?

a song that gets stuck in your head?

when you hear “ peace ” what do you think of?

a school subject your good with?

how many alarms do you have set?

do you shop at thrift stores?

what’s the meaning behind your url?

is there wise words you live by?

what’s your favorite [insert question]?

you gotta have a favorite beatles song, what is it?

earphones or a speaker?

what do you remember from your childhood?

do you collect anything?

favorite tea?

a christmas song you secretly like?

book stores or record stores?

how weird were these questions?

what scents do you like?

is there [insert question]?

send me some!

[a-vibing-potato]

Okay, but why can I never decide what media I want to consume or what I want to do when I'm sick?

Like please, I have a low-grade fever and feel like shit but not bad enough or tired enough to sleep. I've got so much free time to consume ANY media I want. I always have no free time but know exactly what I want to do in my free time and that want is eating me whole but now that I'm sick?? And I actually have time for once?? Nah, I've never wanted free time a day in my life.

Normal me is upset that I have school because I want to listen to this podcast or watch this show SO bad and whenever I have a little bit of free time after school or on the weekends, I consume as much of my current media obsession as I can.

But I literally stayed home from school yesterday, and yesterday and today I have spent my free time doing the most chaotic, uncalled for, out of the norm things ever for me, including but not limited to:

Listening to random songs, ESPECIALLY "How You Remind Me" by Nickelback. Like seriously, I discovered that song for the first time yesterday and I've probably listened to it like 30 times. (also, featuring me wanting to sing SO FUCKING BAD but I actually can't breathe and my lung capacity is non-existent because mucus and I can't go one minute without coughing up a lung. But I want to singggggg)

Watched two and like 1/4 episodes of House MD (actually like the only normal for me thing I've done these entire 2 days)

Watched SO. MANY. YOUTUBE SHORTS. THAT I COULD FUCKING DIE (pleaseeee it's such a waste of time why did they add this feature my attention span is cryingggg I've probably spent 12 hours watching shorts in 2 days PLEASE)

Watched random ASMR in the middle of the day bc I don't know what else to do and I think I'm gonna take a nap and then don't

Watched Buzzfeed Unsolved for honestly about the same reason (it's my sick show but god I never watch it anymore)

Watched a video about the French guy that destroyed his life with Orbeez and messed up the sewer system all around his neighborhood

Listened to Chrissy, Wake Up for the first time in months, maybe years

Remembered and got mildly obsessed with the "2 Days Into College" song and anything I could find with it for like an hour

Watched random animated storytime videos?????? (PLEASE like WHY lmaooo)

Played stupid Roblox games (Clicker Madness, Bee Swarm Simulator, Death Row, and Restaurant Tycoon)

Watched one (1) Jessii Vee video and one (1) Loey Lane video bc why tf not

Watched food tiktoks to motivate myself to get hungry and eat

Got obsessed with the "Baritones shouldn't sing Will Wood" videos and that guy in general

Listened to "Don't Stay in School" by Boyinaband (stopppp this is like a recurring thing I never watch him or think about him but then I get sick and I listen to his music lol)

Scrolled WAY too much on Tumblr

Listened to the pilot episode of Welcome to Night Vale

Read The Magnus Archives fanfic (I actually NEVER read fanfic so that's wild)

Heck, I contemplated getting into Supernatural like I need another thing to get into rn

Basically, wasted time doing stupid short-form media consumption that fucks up my short attention span even more than it already is, and spending way too much time thinking if I should listen to/watch TMA/WTNV/House MD, indulge in one of my sick hyperfixations like Buzzfeed Unsolved or if I should pick or or re-pick up a different hyperfixation like Supernatural??? Or literally any other audio drama podcast I've ever listened to (Hello from the Hallowoods??? Why????)

So literally I'm please begging for this to stop. If I could pick ONE (1!!) media to consume right now, that would be great, but they're all consuming me right now and I'm consuming none of them. God help me. Anyone. Please help me.