#sorry i’m losing my mind over this
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hi not to be insane again but isn’t it crazy that wolfman ann’s entire deal is either “be effectively immortal but you have to live the same life over and over with no way to change it once it resets” or “live an actual life with the knowledge you are going to die in about a year if not less”
#like i know she lost her macguffin but like. if they hypothetically found it yknow#sorry i’m losing my mind over this#dimension 20#never stop blowing up#nsbu#nsbu spoilers
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“Wish I had somethin’ to live for tomorrow”
having a tomorrow and nothing to live for vs having something to live for and no tomorrow :,)
#I’m so sorry but I’m losing my mind over these two#hazbin hotel#angel dust#huskerdust#hazbin husk#vivienne medrano
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for me it’s not really about the sex. it’s about the smiles and the laughter the unshed tears in their eyes the white knuckle gripping of each other bc they’re all that they have left and they’re the only ones who can possibly understand each other. it’s about their lives being more intertwined than any two people’s have any right to be, it’s about how they want and they want and they want, but they don’t know exactly what they want from each other, not really, they just know they want to be close (need to be close), side by side, they don’t even need to be touching necessarily, though they do, just have the reassurance that they could if they needed to, it’s their inescapable codependency with each other, it’s the long searching gazes, it’s the silent don’t leave me don’t leave me in the clench of a jaw, stuffed down and unsaid because it’s something that can’t be said, not with them, it’s the looking away when the feelings of love-ache-want become too overwhelming and threaten to bubble up out of their chest and spill out all over the inside of their stupid car, it’s about losing their minds whenever the other is threatened and throwing all their principles and morality to the wayside until they’re safe and together again, it’s about knowing each other in the small things it’s about doing anything for each other in the big things, it’s about there ain’t no me if there ain’t no you, it’s about dying for each other over and over, it’s about their lives being empty without the other even when everything else about their life is better, it’s about dean and sam and sam and dean and all that they mean to each other. and yeah. sometimes it’s also about the sex
#sorry i’m just losing my mind over here#incoherent ramblings from me#i KNEW i shouldn’t have started a rewatch i KNEW i would get too into it#fml#wincest#samdean#i don’t fucking know#my post
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prick
#I wish I could ship prick because you guys look like you’re having a lot of fun over there#but everytime I try to take it seriously this picture fades into my mind and makes me absolutely lose it I’m so sorry#I fw it though#rick and morty#rick and morty fanart#rick sanchez#rick prime#rick c137#diane sanchez#should I tag the ship…I feel like you guys would find this funny….#rickcest#prickcest#there you go#f slur
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dad... daddy… father… my old man…
#🐇 speaks#sorry i’m losing my fucking mind over here#i know he’s not that old 🙄🙄🙄 but the girls that get it get it
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Today I got to do my first pregnancy check on a cow, so I have my entire fucking arm inside this cow and all of a sudden I feel a little wretched fetus and I dead ass said, “Oh my god, there’s a creature in here”
#I called the baby cow a creature I’m so sorry unborn cow#rantings of a future dogtor#Im just losing my mind over my immediate reaction 😭😭#February 2024
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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genuine question, am I really not supposed to read into the fact that Kaneki ate part of Hide’s face, of all things? his mouth??
#tokyo ghoul#tokyo ghoul re#kaneki ken#hideyoshi nagachika#hidekane#I never actually finished re but when I found out what happened to hide… I mean#Tokyo ghoul is chock full of symbolism and I’m supposed to see some deeper meaning in kaneki’s decision here?#or hide’s for that matter???#it’s one thing for your platonic best bro to say hey eat part of me so you can fight and survive#like. you’d go for something he can live with and possibly hide. like the shoulder. or side#or his leg#I know Kaneki isn’t totally in his right mind but that makes the decision so much stranger actually???#his mouth. he ate his mouth#sorry I’m still losing my mind over this revelation
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realizing i live in a ramshackle dorm / campus apartment because
toilet with constant plumbing issues
something (sharp) in the shower was responsible for wounding me
a small electric kettle short-circuited the power to my room just now
the elevator going up to my floor always SCREECHES
false fire alarms every other day (but idk i think that’s more people’s faults)
and special shout out to: “al the friendly ghost” that sometimes chill in the living room according to my roommates (no other context)
#[—✦ rambling#sorry for this random series of unfortunate events LMAO#trying to see the funny silly side to all of this so i dont lose my mind#fun fact donkeys also roam my campus#havent seen them in a while#but once i do it’s over for me#i’m in an isekai#ernesto foulworth where are u
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no thoughts just the way Dorothy turns into a complete loser nerd the second she’s confronted romantically
Reciting the fact that - “she read somewhere ~the other day~” - the human body regenerates its cells every seven years blah blah blah as this man is obviously leaning into her PUHLEASE. Your honour I’ve found the most precious fictional character to ever exist and it’s Dorothy Zbornak ARE YOU KIDDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ME !!!!!!!
Thinking SO many thoughts about the way Blanche/Rose would handle her absolute loser sopping wet cat energy in those situations because as far as I know they’ve never seen that side of it before 😭 oh god she’s so. She nervous infodumps guys. Guys. She nervous infodumps.
Blanche especially????? Are you kidding?? She’d get such a kick out of teasing her for that silly shit oh I’m sick … so many golden wives thoughts & so little time. Head full, so many ideas
#I’m losing my mind that episode caught me so off guard#on one hand I was 😟 because. you know. a man & all that. but ALSO? Dorothy honey 😭 oh my#Dorothy ….. oh my god I can’t deal#I’ll never be over her no one will ever understand she’s literally rose levels of precious when she wants to be#I have no excuses for this post - for those of you that enjoy my insanity you’re welcome#and for those of you that think I’m insane (rightfully) im sorry for your loss#the golden girls#dorothy zbornak
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ohhh there’s a light. ohhhhhhh there’s a light. YOUR! ALBATROSS! LET IT GO LET IT GOOOO. YOUR! ALBATROSS! SHOOT IT DOWN SHOOT IT DOOOOOWN. when you just can’t shake the weight of living. when you just can’t seem to shake the weight of living IT’S THE SUUUUUUUUUUUN IN YOUR EYES IN YOUR EYES. IT’S THE SUUUUUUUUUN IN YOUR EYES IN YOUR EYES. IT’S THE SUUUUUUUUUUUN IN YOUR EYES IN YOUR EYES. IT’S THE SUUUUUUUNNNNNNN IN YOUR EYES IN YOUR EYES! btw!
#sorry I’m just losing my mind over this song once again#it’s transporting me back to college days like specifically this lake i would walk to just to be alone with the world#and the sun would be in my eyes until everything was blue#and for a moment nothing but that mattered.#god I’m sad i never got to say goodbye to that place (my senior year was 2019-2020)
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MICHAEL MELL 2019 HOODIE REFERENCE !!!
hello i’m sorry i’ll be back to my usual object show art shit soon i promise 🙏🙏 BUT i used a 3d model [ this one ] and countless references to make a complete reference of michael mell’s bway hoodie !!! probably messed some of the patches up , wrong placement or whatever but eeehhh . . mb if i did
ALSO !!! THIS tumblr blog was a big help w/ finding some of the pngs ^_^ !! i used promotional pictures and videos from the official youtube to try and find out every single one of the patches !! except i could never make out one . . [ if anyone knows what it is PLEASE TELL ME 🙏🙏 ] you can see said patch plus my struggling under the cut :3 !!
ok thank you that is all
#be more chill#bmc#bmc michael#bmc michael mell#bmc musical#be more chill michael#be more chill michael mell#hopefully this is of use to at least one person#i won’t lie i just did this cause i was so bored#and wanted to look at all the patches at once#i still dont know what that one patch is and if i’m losing my mind or not#it’s ok one day i’ll find out#also i might do his end of show jacket but the chances of that are LOW cause there r like NO PICTURES OF IT 😭#ok anyways sorry rant in the tags over#bmc reference#be more chill reference#michael mell#🌀
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thinking deeply about vivian ratcliff. grew up in fort collins, colorado with a good family, a good childhood, filled with many homemade dinners and pastries after meals and flowers in pretty, passed-through-generations vases. her family had a big farm that’s been there for hundreds of years through the ratcliff family and she spent many summers riding horses, tending to the cows, chickens, pigs and her ma’s honeybee farm. they make quite the profit. she’s kind and conscientious, aspiring teacher, and a happy-go-lucky, calm-cool-and-collected type of girl. she’s content with where she is in life. and she wants to do things, see new places, read and learn all there is. and then she meets boyfriend-turned-future-husband when her dad needs a handy-man and james pennington shows up. she attends the university of washington and completes a program for teaching but goes into the military after graduation because of an opportunity to shoot and fly - and, with a war on, she could kill two birds with one stone and see the world and do something for it at the same time. with her parents a little less than happy and her boyfriend shipping out to the navy, viv takes this in stride. heading to utah, she gets a gig on a plane as a turret gunner before being accepted into Silver Bullets under captain birdie faulkner, the first female pilot of the war for america. the crew builds up, the friendships form and Silver Bullets is the finest B-17 there is. she writes to james, she keeps up with her family and friends back home, she goes to the flying club, and takes early morning runs around base. she’s content. things are good.
then, captain faulkner is KIA. flying a regular bombing run - freak accident with the shrapnel flying through the air. killing her right in the midst of the sky. viv remembers how numbed and equally freaked out francis was - how’d she manage to land a plane and maintain composure? lieutenant annie bradshaw is the newest replacement and finds herself next as the newest pilot of Silver Bullets. viv thinks things are okay, things are looking up.
then, a letter comes in. james pennington is KIA. her world seems to shatter. everything seems to crack open and equally fall apart. she’s half in a spiral and half trying to keep it together in front of everyone else. no one should see her like this. she hardly wants to see herself like this. annie bradshaw and the rest of the crew seems to pull her through; most surprisingly, so does everett blakely. he was always more in the background, a handshake, a comforting pat on the shoulder, willing to check in and move on his way. an all-around gentleman. then, she starts to notice him. at breakfast, at dinners, before missions, after missions, glances through the interrogation tables, before bed when cigarette butts were stubbed out and last minute conversations were held. everett blakely was always there.
then, the Silver Bullets crew is split across half of europe. and yet again, with 40% of the crew MIA, viv is sent to operations and is suddenly stepping into a world where her hands are filled more with pencils and papers and maps then a gun. yet again - without annie bradshaw and francis montez, who became a pilot for a new B-17 crew with quite an annoying co-pilot, viv feels more alone than ever. until ev blakely is there. always there. again. they grow closer than they ever had - breakfast together, sometimes even lunch and dinner, cigarette breaks, sharing coffee breaks, finding moments to take a glance throughout the operations room. moments viv didn’t think much of. until she was heading out for the night and ev invited her to the flying club for a drink and a dance.
and then the war ended. and everyone went their separate ways. and reality hit. and it hit hard. james pennington’s funeral, the reality that the man she was going to marry is now dead, and her family, torn at the edges, crumbling. she’s hurt, filled with a grief she can’t untangle and is lost between what to do and what else there is left for her. until everett blakely starts writing. and doesn’t stop writing. writing the Silver Bullets girls were on thing, but writing ev blakely was different - in his words, his phrases, what he talked about.
they decide to meet, and everything comes flooding back. like the crash of high waves, just as fast, just as harshly. and she doesn’t feel herself turn away like she would. and suddenly, she doesn’t want him to leave. and for the first time in her life, he doesn’t. he stays.
#sorry y’all i’m in fact EMOTIONAL AF OVER VIVIAN RATCLIFF THIS EVENING#WHAT SHE GOES THROUGH#i’ve finally developed and thought on her more bc i really haven’t written much for her#and i-#i’m destroyed#she loses people again and again and again#and ev blakely steps up to the plate and STAYS?!?#HELLS HER THROUGH GRIEF#MAKES HER FEEL LESS LONELY?!?!?#plz i want to yell about my love for ‘friends to lovers’ and ‘chase u after the war bc i cant stop thinking of you’ vibes!!!!!#viv ratcliff u deserve only the best sweet sunshine girl!!!!!!#also so excited to write more of the ‘almost meet at university of washington but didn’t’#LIKE i’m lowkey obsessed with them i need to write them#i’m losing my mind#AHHHHHHH#viv and ev like their names just it’s adorable????#vivian x blakely#vivian ratcliff#everett blakely#silver bullets#mota writings#SB meta#<- y’all want more of my thoughts like this on characters? i have judy and francis already haha#IM CRYINGGGGGG#SHE JUST WANTS TO TEACH AND SEE THE WORLD AND FALL IN LOVE!!!! is that too much to ask for?!?
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Do you think this second mouse was the one Etho used with his foot?
#ethoslab#i’m so sorry for this#and excuse my terrible arrow#i almost started crying laughing when I thought of this#like realistically its just an old mouse#but it could be#i’m losing my mind over this whole thing#my brain was not meant to learn so much about him
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tfw you want to draw two characters kissing but one of them is an alligator. send tweet
#i’m sorry if this is too personal but i’m literally only on ep 7 and i’m LOSING MY FUCKING MIND over these two and i NEED an outlet#but how am i supposed to draw them smooching. how.#i’m fighting tooth and fucking nail i’m lifting my head up from my sketchbook and wiping away sweat and blood alike#okay yes i’m being dramatic but i also want to claw at my walls#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#kremy lecroux#gideon coal#coalecroux#kam talks#my post
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PLEASE HELP I LOOKED UP CURTAIN’S DANCE ON YOUTUBE TO MAKE SOME EDITS AND THE OFFICIAL DISNEY CHANNEL ACCOUNT NOT ONLY POSTED IT BUT MADE THIS CUTESY LITTLE THUMBNAIL SO IT MATCHES ALL THEIR OTHER VIDEOS? CRYING
#the mysterious benedict society#mysterious benedict society#ld curtain#mbs spoilers#i am. having a mental breakdown over the cutesy Disney channel thumbnail#I’m so sorry but it’s making me lose my mind
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