#sorry for typos :(

[kouzih]

Freak.

Nam-gyu ( Player 124 ) x gn!reader .ᐟ

warnings: insulting words , spitting/saliva , smut(?)

tags,, @gongyoosgf @bbyjjunie @seonghwasslytherin @wp2222-y

(hahaha ..this took longer than i thought.. hope you guys will enjoy it tho)

ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ You were intrigued by the slow crowd of people that started to gather around, and you noticed that they were all coming holding something for you guys to eat in hands. You weren't hungry and it didn't really interest you. But you were getting thirsty, and you could use them for later. You got off your bed and slowly started to walk towards them, looking around as you fumbled with your hands. You voted for "O" at voting time, so people with the same sign on them got more of your attention.

Most people were already seated and starting to eat, some were still waiting in line, and when you turned your head a little more to the side, your eyes fell on the two people already watching you. Realizing this, your movement slowed down and you started to stand next to the line. Your eyes went to their numbers without realizing it, you read them under your breath. "230 and..124?" You couldn't see the other person's number properly, his position didn't allow it. Still, they both looked familiar. The one with dyed hair was chattering about wanting everyone to be on his team before, the person who pressed the button after looking at the other team was the same person sitting next to him. You were thankful you weren't with them during the vote, because they were seriously a pain in the neck.

The other player you mentioned was looking at you with his face raised, you waved back out of habit, they must not have bad intentions.. you thought. You turn your head and are about to get in line when you notice one of them waving back at you lazily. A small giggle leaves you as you step into line.

Coming back with your hands full, you change your mind and walk down the metal stairs before climbing into your bed. When you reach their bed you notice them talking to each other, it takes a few seconds for them to realize you've arrived. "I saw you waving back at me," you mumble, turning your head to the long-haired man. "Oh- yeah I did." He answers briefly. As you open your mouth to speak again, his friend standing next to him interrupts. "But you were the first one to wave at my bro, so what?" Your expression changes momentarily and you answer quietly, letting out a shaky breath. "Well, I know-" "Then what is it?" He was really impatient. He didn't even let you finish your sentence.

"I know." A sound of surprise escaped your lips as you focused on where the sound was coming from. "You want to be with us, right?" "Why didn't you say so!" The purple haired boy nearly shouted, standing up to grab one of your hands and smiling. You hadn't even noticed the other man walk up behind you, your body flinched when you felt his hair fall over your shoulder.

As he took the items in your hands, he realized that you hadn't even opened them yet. "What's this? You're giving us your food?" "Seriously?" "Yeah bro, they didn't even touch them." The purple-haired man looks at his friend's hands, turning his attention away from you. "Sweeeet!" Shaking your hand he talked again. "That's what we're talking about bro!" With a nervous chuckle, you tried to pull your hands away from him, completely forgetting about the man standing behind you as you took a step back. You squeaked as you bumped into his chest. "Wow, wow- calm down." Your eyes involuntarily drifted towards his hands and you started reaching for your drink.

"Can I have it back?" He doesn't give you an answer as he opens the box with one hand. His other hand is on its way to the bed behind him, putting the other box down. He takes a few sips from your drink, ignoring you. "Not fair broo, share." That was.. awkward. After their yapping you went back to bed, crawling in it. As you were muttering something under your breath, a voice suddenly made you jump.

"What'd you say?" You sit up to see where the sound was coming from, your vision wasn't very clear 'cause of the lights being off as you blinked. You make an eye contact with a figure at the end of the bed, his face resting on his arms, his eyes narrowed. You spoke slowly, keeping your voice low. "Why are you here?" As the smile on his face slowly fades, he stands up. "You're not fun, can't I fucking come and have a chat with my teammate?"

"You're creepy." You said it so fast you didn’t even realize it came out of your mouth. After a short silence, he gets into bed and starts climbing towards you. "Fucking whore." He hissed under his breath, causing you to change your position so he can't reach you that easily. He stops right in front of you, one hand moving up to your chin, forcing you to look at him. "You have a mouth and you dare to use it on me, huh?" His grip tightened. His knees were touching your feet under the sheets, almost crushing them. He had a smile on his face that made you feel disgusted. His legs pressing into your thighs, holding you in place. It was obvious from the way he spoke that he was pissed, He hissed at you once more, closer to your face. "Answer me, you fucking-" He was talking in such a way that his saliva was coming to your face.

You narrowed one of your eyes and reflexively wiped the wetness off your face. "What am I supposed to say? Don't you think it's normal for me to be startled by someone talking out of nowhere?" Your voice was low, muffled by his grip. The expression on his face didn't change for a while, your eyes following him, realizing he was going to make a sudden move. When he takes his hand off your chin and you're about to bow your head, he suddenly grabs your chin again, even harder now. "Oh, did my saliva disgust you?" He says, in a way no different than the way he spoke before. "When I ask you a question, you can't speak..but you dare to wipe your face? .. Pathetic."

The pressure on his legs was increasing more, he didn’t let go of his grip, pulling your head down a little more. "You better get used to it, soon your whole face will be covered in nothing but my fucking saliva." His grip loosened, his fingers trailing down to your neck, the cold ring almost scratching your throat as you breathed heavily with your mouth open. His fingers move towards the back of your head, towards your hair, and wrap the strands of hair between his fingers.

"You didn't get a chance to drink anything, did you? Aww, poor baby, you must be thirsty." It was so obvious that he was mocking you and that he was enjoying it. Your mumbles were inaudible due to his tightness, he could only hear a few whispers you made for him to let go. "Now, now, don't you fucking dare to kick." He relieved the pressure on her leg, almost making it seem like he was sitting on your lap.

The smile on his face does not fall as his free hand grasps his lips, licking his teeth with his tongue. "Open up." You refused, you couldn't even breathe properly because of the things he did to you. His nail begins to press against your lip, the cold metal of his ring brushing against the tip of your jaw. You were thankful that his nails weren't long enough to make your lip bleed. "I know you're nothing but a fucking slut," pressing his nail against your teeth "now open your useless mouth before I make you coughing on your own blood." Even the thought made you shiver, opening your mouth wide, admitting your defeat.

Pressing his finger against the tip of your tooth he opens your mouth wider. "At least you're learning.." He adjusted his position and pulled himself back a little more. Since your eyes are half closed, you can't see him fully, your vision is limited. You hear a sucking sound and the next second you feel a wet feeling in your mouth. Before you could realize what the liquid in your mouth is, his fingers force you to cover your mouth, using one of his fingers to insert the part of it that is leaking from the corner of your lip. This movement causes you to swallow involuntarily. "Hah." After wiping his wet finger on the corner of your cardigan, he takes it back to its previous place. "What a slut we have here.." You couldn’t speak as you let out quiet breaths, the realization that your words wouldn’t convey anything to him only made you feel worse. His voice was coming from throat, there was a feeling inside the way he talked that you couldn't figure out.

"You fucking enjoyed it, didn't you? The feeling of my juices in that dirty mouth of yours excites you? Yeah? Freak. " He said the last part more slowly. Your breathing had somewhat got better, but all you could do was grip the sheets beneath you and try to keep your eyes open. Underneath his giggling he slowly started to move away from you, sitting on the sheets. "Guess you're not thirsty anymore." One of his hands brushes against the sheet while your hands moving to cover your mouth. After sighing, he moves to the corner of the bed, and a small grunt is heard when he hears your voice. "Wait-" "What?" He looks at his own hands, raising an eyebrow. You didn't even know why you stopped him, after a few seconds of silence you took your hand off your mouth and as you opened your mouth to speak you heard a 'pfft' sound.

He did it again. "Hell, keep your mouth shut." Reaching out from the corner of the bed, he gives your legs a little squish. "Okay, done, happy?" He says quickly as he fixes his own clothes and hair, his hands clasped together and his eyes turn to you. You swallowed it again with momentary tension, You let out an annoyed sigh and put your hand to your head. Even though you couldn't see his look, you knew he was smiling like crazy, with one last word before he left, leaving you there devastated and overwhelmed.

"Nam-gyu."

Well, at least you know his name now.

[yanderemommabean]

Choso who insists on doing everything with you. Showering with you, having his muscular arms wrapped around you, head against your shoulder as he breathes you in. It’s one of the few times he gets eerily quiet, just basking in the warmth with you, feeling you against him and grounding him back to earth.

Cooking for you, getting antsy when he sees you grabbing for anything sharp, demanding you either let him do it or at the very least allow him to handle all heat and sharps. You explain that you aren’t a child and know what you’re doing but he doesn’t listen, doesn’t /care/. Besides when he makes it, you always say it tastes special! Not that you need to know what he adds everytime…

Slides in bed beside you, pulling you into his chest, wishing you didn’t put on pajamas at all so he can feel all of you, wanting to let his fingers map out your skin so he never forgets the feeling. You just try to lay on your side but that just gives the man access to your thighs, that he’s more than happy to show appreciation for, especially since you insist your underwear stays on if he’s staying a night.

(Said underwear is sniffed desperately when you’re alseep. He jerks his cock in long, languid strokes to savor it as he inhales your musk, mouth watering and begging to feel you on his tongue).

Choso being a clingy, perverted and protective yandere 💕💕

-Mommabean

[itschaoticharmonystuff]

we could have him as king

instead we got this nutcase ...

Asmodeus' design and personality are still a huge disappointment to me :(

[olinblogin]

Hi! I'm July(the person who had currently asked you abt this), I just wanted to ask if you could make a Yandere!Rodger x Reader fanfic? Make it any type you want!

Sorrryyyy if this one is all over the place- I’ve been in and out of being kind of sick so I this feels like a fever dream it probably was lmao

🔎 TWISTING OF FATE 🔎

YANDERE!RODGER x GN!FORENSIC!READER

CW/TW: mentions of death, crime scene stuff, gore, etc.

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The chill air of the night brushed over you, the wind thick with tension as you stepped closer to the crime scene behind Rodger. You weren’t new to gorey nature of the job as a journalist and forensic detective. But sometimes there were times it was just too much… not right now, though. This killing was tame.

Yellow police tape flitted in the breeze, and the sounds of voices of people being interviews mingled with the sounds of distant sirens.

You were stood by the police tape, notebook clutched in hand as you scribbled down details and doodled down a quick sketch of the crime scene. This was going to be thr headline of the week.

Just as you were putting the finishing touches on your little doodle, you noticed someone step behind you; it was Detective Rodger. He looked exhausted and tired of being here. And you couldn’t blame him, he’d probably been to three different crime scenes today.

“Good evening, Detective..” you greeted kindly, earning a gruff hum from the detective as he sipped some coffee… through his eye.

You still don’t know how his eye-mouth thing worked. But you’re sure you’ll find out. Someday.

You stood next to him, looking down at the crime scene, the blood stain left behind in an alleyway. “So, what do you think, sir?” You asked, trying to make some small talk…

“I think we’re looking at a bigger story than we thought… something dangerous.” he grumbled before looking at you with a softened gaze. “But you’re nto afraid of a bit of danger, now are you?” Rven though he didn’t have a visible mouth, you could tell he was smiling.

“No sir, I’m not. Besides, danger is part of the job… I’m sure I can handle myself.” You smiled back at him while turning your gaze back to your notebook and adding some info.

Rodger peered over your shoulder, watching you write down. “May I?” He gestured with an outstretched hand. You processed whag he meant and handed him your notebook.

He flipped through a bit to the recent crime scenes and let out a ‘hum of’ of approval. “These are quite nice. I’m quite glad they send you out here.” He praised and handed back the notebook.

“Thank you, sir.” You smiled back at him.

“Just call me Rodger.” He replied and turned his attention back to the crime scene, as did you.

After that day, an unspoken affection brewed between you two. You found yourself stationed by Rodger’s side more often nowadays—he’d been pulling strings behind the scenes just to get you by his side.

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On a rainy evening, you and the rest of the forensic crew were grabbing the last of the evidence, scraping every stone for some kind of DNA.

You sighed and put away the last of the evidence when Rodger came into view out of your peripheral vision. “Fucking— don’t do that!” You snacked his bicep playfully, earning a soft huff of amusement from him.

“Don’t do what? I’m just standing here.” Rodger mysef with faux innocence.

You simply replied by rolling your eyes and stepping under the yellow police tape and dusting yourself off. “Don’t play dumb…” you said with a snicker.

There was a moment of tense silence between you two, until Rodger suddenly asked, “Would you be interested in coming back to my office to continue this investigation?” It seemed like he didn’t process fully what he’d said either, as the glass where his ‘cheeks’ would be grew a slight rosy color.

You processed it before holding back laughter from his awkwardness. “Pff… Yeah, sure I will. I just gotta get some of this evidence on ice first, see you later.” You smiled and purposely bumped your arm with his.

And with that, you got into the back of the truck either the other forensic investigators, shutting the doors behind you before it drove off.

Rodger sighed wistfully and reached inside his trench coat, pulling out a small Polaroid of you with red hearts scribbled on the bottom.

The photo was of you working, it was long before you started coming to cases he worked on, long before he needed to pull strings with his rank.

“Soon, my dearest.. soon I’ll have the courage to love you properly.

[carson404]

Can you imagine Telemachus as a parent?I got to thinking about his future and it'd be so cute ,him playing with a toddler who's bossing him around(you can't lie ,toddlers always you boss you around when you agree to play with them)he also seems like the type of father to cry of happiness when his child is born ,I could imagine him holding the baby and promising he'll be there for them and be the father he never got

[ninaslittlewickedplace]

I’ve been seeing some people talk (saw a comment somewhere by @feldspursfiyero ) about Fiyero’s behavior and choices, in particular how his depression and love for animals tie into one another and what his potential backstory is. I have a few things in mind that I’ll jot down here since I haven’t seen too many posts out there about Fiyero’s life before Wicked.

To start, it is obvious that Fiyero is a prince and the heir to the throne. From what we know in real life, being the Crown Prince was never an easy role. Though, I do find it interesting that Fiyero’s choice to act out is more along the lines of the behavior of a modern spare (Margaret, Harry etc) whose life feels directionless in the shadow of their older sibling’s glory. Historically and realistically, the heirs have been relatively good at containing their feelings and attitudes towards their position, but for Fiyero I think there are more layers to why he, the eldest child and the heir, has the personality traits that he has.

More under the cut because I don’t wanna clog the feed. This became longer than I thought 🙃

I do believe there was a time where Fiyero was able to be himself and allow himself to be loved and seen. Being a Prince, his life was dictated by strict protocol and rules by default, but there was once a time where he could breathe and let loose. That’s why he still has the innate ability to know and feel himself deep down, but events in his life have taught him to hide them.

From the Shiz Gazette online (and the books), we know his parents are Baxiana of Upper Fanarra and Marilott, Chieftan of the Arjikis. In my headcanon, his mother is the queen regent, the royal one and his father is the Ozian equivalent of a nobleman. He has a younger sister four years his junior named Arrietta with whom he is very close (she’s my OC).

Having not been raised in the rigid royal structure, Marilott taught his children that there was more to life than rules and appearances. Even if he couldn’t shelter them from their position, he made sure that they got to experience a taste of more “normal” things. Even if Baxiana saw them as her successors, Marilott saw them as his children. Most, if not all, of Fiyero’s happiest memories involved his father.

His death hit Fiyero very hard and is the main catalyst to his evolution into the man we see in Wicked. With him died the carefree boy Fiyero once was. Being fourteen, it came right around the time where he was expected to formally begin to prepare for royal duties and his mother was very strict with him. She had no patience with his slower progression in his studies (which I headcanon to be a combo of dyslexia and adhd) and implemented a stricter study regime, which inadvertently made it worse. He began to develop feelings of inadequacy and low self esteem about his abilities to be a ruler and began to yearn for his mother’s approval. Even if there were times where she was satisfied, she didn’t outwardly show it. Why would she, when royals weren’t expected to show emotion? Every social interaction was a transaction, one where nobody cared about anything but a satisfying end result.

Feeling trapped by his mother, his destiny, and his internal turmoil, Fiyero began to act out. Having partaken in an increasing amount of public events, he became aware that his people were enamored by him. Everytime he ventured beyond the castle walls, he would find crowds of people his age following his every step, listening to his every word. If he could garner attention simply by existing, maybe he could gain their respect by giving something to admire. After all, who could resist being royalty AND being cool?

The Winkie Prince was seen at almost every night club in Winkie Country and Oz, dancing the night away in the middle of the dance floor, winning the heart of every lucky Ozian to be graced by his presence. Every time he was expelled from university, angry students would petition the board to revoke their decision. When they didn’t, his classmates would gather and bide him tearful farewells. The expulsions didn’t both him one bit because wherever he went and wherever he would end up next, he would have an admiring crowd that he could entertain with abandon. That is, until he meets a special girl at Shiz…

Now here is where the real Fiyero fits in as well as the Animals. Yes, things may have been bleak for him, but there were only two places he felt the most safe: Arrietta and the Animal staff at the castle.

Despite his facade being so convincing that even Fiyero himself forgot it wasn’t real, there were times where his old emotions would bubble to the surface. When he was younger, he would burst into tears and as he grew, he would sulk in his hiding spots throughout the castle. Of course, his sister would find him and the two would often sit together, some times in silence and other times, listening to eachother’s woes. She was the only human after their father’s death who loved him for who he was and she was the only person he could be himself with. She had similar worries, but instead of acting out, she turned inward and grew to be an intelligent but shy young woman. She never told him this to make Fiyero more worried than he already was, but she secretly wanted her “old” brother back. The carefree boy who would tease her until she cried, joked until she laughed, and tell stories until she fell asleep.

His other source of comfort, the Animals, are the reason many years later, Fiyero stands up to the injustice against them. The Winkies were known for their deeper connection with nature and Animals, which is why they are so prominent in culture, politics, and trade in their country. The royal family was no different and many of the staff at the castle were Animals, including Fiyero’s governess, tutors, and personal guard. He was most fond of his governess, a kind panda named Palina who stayed with the royal children until Fiyero left for his first university. Even in retirement, she would write letters to her former charges, who never failed to write back. While he was away, she was his safe space, her warm and fuzzy hugs replaced with warm and encouraging words of ink. His tutors, despite instructions from Baxiana to be more strict with his curriculum, had empathy for the prince’s learning struggles and would try various methods to help him learn. They also understood the importance and value of encouragement and would give him small praises and rewards for completing tasks on time or correctly. Fiyero never understood why humans couldn’t be as good teachers as animals and attributed the former’s lack of empathy for their spartan methods.

Finally, Fiyero met Feldspur completely by accident! He had been hiding in one of his hiding spots in the royal stables (which were more like suites for the Horses) when one of the mares found him in the corner of her suite. She knew him and he knew her, so it hadn’t been awkward but she thought she would cheer the teen up by introducing her colt Feldspur to him. At first, the two didn’t see eye to eye, as Feldspur didn’t know why a prince would be unhappy and Fiyero didn’t know why the young horse asked so many questions, but the two eventually warmed to eachother when Fiyero realized that Feldspur actually listened to him. Even if he wasn’t human and wasn’t Fiyero’s age (in animal years haha), he listened intently and the questions that bothered him were asked with curiosity and care, not mocking or ignorance. Fiyero had eventually forgotten why he had been in the stables in the first place, having made a new friend that was on the same level as him. The two quite literally grew up together (and ate grass together in the process) and share a deep friendship that goes beyond a prince and his noble steed.

Phew, that was a lot IM SO SORRY HAHAHA. At that I’m gonna log out and explore this more in fics and drabbles in the future. If you made it this far, THANK YOU and I promise future posts will be shorter 🤗

[leahrintarou]

☠︎︎ DAY THREE: THIGH-RIDING FT. KAGEYAMA

☠︎︎ WARNINGS: fem reader, female anatomy, thigh-riding, soft!dom kageyama, y/n is needy, not much dialog.

☠︎︎ WORD COUNT: 730+

"tobio"

y/n tugged at the hem of her boyfriend's shirt, due to the fact that vocally calling for his attention wasn't really getting her anywhere. he let out an uninterested hum, eyes still focused on his phone.

the screen was displaying one of his recent games and like usual, he was overlooking it to check for any kinds of mistakes that he might've made during it.

of course, y/n was okay with that but since it was now his third time rewatching the video, she was kind of getting bored due to the lack of entertainment and attention that she desperately wanted.

"I'm gonna go home if you decide to ignore me for the rest of the night"

with those words, kageyama's eyes left the bright screen of his phone and was instead, focused on the bored and annoyed expression on y/n's features. "let me just finish this last part of the video. it's only two more minutes"

y/n quietly groaned at his response before dramatically raising her head just to rest it on his slightly exposed hip. his shorts were loose around his waist and y/n took that as a way to entertain herself.

hooking a finger into the loose hem of the fabric, she slowly ran it back and forth on the underside of it, making kageyama's breathing slightly hitch.

y/n absentmindedly tugged down the fabric more and more as seconds passed by, making a shiver run through kageyama's slightly exposed body.

his hand traveled to y/n's own, stopping her movements before he mumbled something along the lines of "not right now, n/n". he removed her hand from it's previous placing, making y/n let out a small whine.

although the hem of his shorts were no longer being touched, it failed to return to it's previous placement so it resided even lower on his waistline, this time, exposing the indentation of his v-line.

"you really want my attention today, don't you?" kageyama's words were followed with the action of him shutting his phone off and placing it on the nightstand next to him. "come here"

y/n almost immediately straddled his lap and focused her eye's into the ones of kageyama. he slightly tilted his head to place small kisses to her skin, not missing the chance to bring purple bruisings to the surface.

due to being without the reliving touch of pleasure for so long, just the slightest warm contact to the most sensitive parts of her neck felt like paradise itself. y/n couldn't help but grind against kageyama's thigh as she let out small moans from double the satisfaction.

"you're gonna cum if you keep doing that, you know?"

kageyama's hand snuck to y/n's hips stopping her movements before instructing her to remove the lower half of her clothing. in desperate need to return to her previous actions, y/ n immediately followed his words while he removed his own shorts, leaving him in only his briefs.

letting small babbles of his name leave her lips through unsteady breaths, y/n finally continued her movements, this time, a sheen coating of her arousal slowly began to spread against his skin.

kageyama couldn't help but let a small moan escape from his throat once her felt y/n lean forward just a bit more to apply more friction against her bud. "tobio-"

his name came out as a whine when she couldn't help but slow her actions due to her muscles getting sore from the movement. kageyama noticed and placed his hand back onto her hips before aiding her to continue.

y/n was thankful for his gesture when she felt her height of pleasure finally beginning to reach it peak at a faster pace. leaning closer against kageyama to rest her forehead onto his shoulder, y/n allowed a sigh to meet the fabric of kageyama's hoodie.

"go ahead and cum for me, n/n"

and with one last drawn out moan, y/n felt that relieving pleasure surface as kageyama let out a small sigh at the sight of her hips uncontrollably jerking against him. "is that enough attention?" he question after her breathing finally steadied.

"nope" she mumble, lifting her head from his shoulder to look down at his tired features. "well, let's not stop until you feel satisfied enough" kageyama placed a kiss to y/ n's parted lips, catching her by surprise when she felt his hand sneak around to her sensitive sex.

"wait-!"

[tarotnoob]

Poll result: JK reading April 12, 2025, 2:51 p.m.

kind of surprised that people voted for JK because I've done several JK readings lately but always happy to read for him. Please see below.

Also before I begin, can we just talk about how I did that reading for RM and then 5 hours later he posted. I had the weirdest inclination to read for him and then I felt like he was going to post so soon. But besides that, I felt like his energy stayed with me until I went to sleep. And it was the most amazingly confident male privilege kind of energy. I was like do men feel like this all the time? I didn't want it to go away.

Moving on. Let's talk about the spread that I got for JK. I asked about 2025, particularly from now on until after enlistment. I don't want to be too intrusive so we'll talk about love as a topic but I won't try to see anything in particular or if I do, I won't share. But we can talk about things because I've expressed in a previous reading about his love language.

Things I want to remember before I begin is when I looked at the seven of pentacles at the back of the deck, I started saying I've been waiting for a girl like you. I want to remind myself of that in case something comes up.

That could also be his penchant for singing about things as they are happening. I don't know if you do this where you might be cooking or something and you start singing about spaghetti because you're making spaghetti. I've noticed that he does this already as a habit. And yet when he does it it's always related to something happening in that moment. And so I feel like there's this really intense feeling of anticipation and eagerness to get to work. And to start doing things from a new beginning.

I almost feel like he's basically chomping at the bit to get out of military to get back to work. I think that they will express this after they get out, but I think for him it's been pretty difficult. Because it's monotonous and it's taken time away from work. I don't think he is bitter or anything. I think it was difficult but I don't think you'll hear him complaining about how hard it was. At least not publicly.

I feel like the ten of wands is what is kind of representing that feeling of the past 18 months but we do have a couple of tens here and then we have an ace of cups, so there's definitely this feeling of okay we're finally at the finish line and it's going to be a fresh start, I can start working, I can start getting organized, we can start getting back into some type of system. And by system I mean like a feeling of normalcy. Like that kind of different schedule of whatever BTS will have to do to to adjust from that military regimen to that similar kind of disciplined work regimen.

I think that he's going to be a little tight-lipped for a bit. Or a little bit out of communication because the cards sometimes did not want to come out almost like it was being held in. There were a couple of decks that came out quick but for the most part, I don't know if he still needs to get his thoughts together on something or there will be this moment of protecting his energy and protecting his thoughts and not really letting anything out. That doesn't mean he might not do lives, I just mean he will be holding back. Or is currently holding back.

Because I do see the five of wands, that could be related to not wanting to stir up any drama or not wanting to start any unnecessary conflict at the moment because he's focusing on other things. Not that he really stirs up drama on his own but I mean I think he's going to withdraw purposely so that anything he says or does won't be specifically linked to any kind of Internet drama or whatever.

In terms of timeline it's interesting that the emperor and the hierophant came out since that's the current timing. So that's why I think that some things are just a little bit difficult for him right now mostly because he's right at the edge of being able to do what he wants. Maybe these months have been a little bit slower than the other months. I do wonder if there will be a bit of an adjustment period for him in the next several months. Like up until the Virgo time period.

Something else that I noticed because the first card I pulled was the cactus card. And I feel like from that what I got is this is somebody who is able to sustain themselves in even the driest environment. Like even if it's difficult, he can adapt in some way. The back of the deck was also lotus so this makes me think of two flowers that are able to survive in an environment that might seem unpleasant. One lives kind of in a bog while the other lives in a dry desert. And yet they still are able to persevere. This might be something that he's imagined during his time in the military.

Like even how do I want to put it because I think in his mind it's almost artistic in the way that he's envisioning it but not being conscious of the fact that how he's thinking about it is rather poetic. Or maybe he really is visualizing himself in terms of a flower because it's actually like the simplest way to explain a complex concept right. How can we say something as complicated as okay I went through this difficult thing and yet I was able to persevere and not just that but something beautiful came out of it. That was a lot of words whereas he seems like the type of artist that instead of using words like RM, he might understand visual concepts better. Which is probably why he gravitates toward video

I don't think he realizes that that in itself is a pretty cool talent that maybe only visual artists have or even writers. Where you have this feeling or an idea and instead of it coming out through words, it comes out through an image in your mind. So what I'm saying is you know he might feel this way right and he can't articulate it necessarily, but in his mind suddenly he's imagining a lotus or a cactus because that's the symbol of what this feels like.

I think that probably also is something that I hadn't really thought of in terms of his artistic take on things. I mean I know he said that video is the simple way of showing something without any room for guessing. Like that's how he explained it but I think there's more to that. And maybe he hasn't been able to tap into this in terms of songwriting. I know he has said things like in are you sure where he doesn't have a lot of thoughts. But I think it's because he's comparing himself to other members who write. But the truth is you can learn to write around a concept.

Back in the days when I wrote a lot of fiction online, I would use music. Granted, I could be inspired by moments in a movie. Kind of like how jimin wrote a song based around a movie that he watched. And I'm sure JK can kind of do this, where he could listen to music and have an image in his mind and then that inspires something that plays out in his head like a movie and then he could write lyrics based around that. Maybe that's why he's been able to do a couple of soundtrack songs because okay now he has a vision and something that he can write to. Between you and me one of my favorite songs that he's done is that one for that comic thing that I didn't even read. And yoongi wrote it.

Anyway, point being is besides that take on the cactus card, with the ace of cups, I am kind of getting that similar feeling of finding some type of Hope or refreshing moment in even the most difficult times. Almost like inspiration. Not just having the time to think about things and get inspired but the moment in self being what is inspiring.

So I do think that at this moment or shortly very shortly, he is going to be inspired about getting to work. But not just getting to work, I do get the sense that there is a specific project that if he already hasn't started as a solo project that he's already started working with maybe with jimin to contribute to the next BTS album. Or maybe even both. Because I definitely have the sense that there are solid things already in the works.

I feel like it's non-stop thinking and talking about songs or albums or whatever. When they said that all they do is talk about the future, I am feeling almost exhausted by the amount of talking they do about this. Like the people around them even if they're like yay BTS members are in our bunk or whatever, they're also like damn do they ever shut up about this stuff. Because when I look at the ten of pentacles here, I feel like this is two people who are constantly yapping about work. Every little pentacle is like a dialogue bubble about work. And it's almost like the dogs and that guy sitting on the bench are just exhausted listening to them.

I think maybe that's a good thing for both of them but particular for JK to be able to articulate what he wants from work and his expectations and working on specific projects. I think constantly talking about it and then getting to the finish line is what's really kind of ramping up his excitement about getting back to work on music.

Let's kind of move on to some of the oracle cards cuz I could probably keep going. We have goodbye to the old and hello to the new which I think also fits this kind of crazy anticipatory energy. It says you've finished one part of your life and now a new and even better part is beginning. And that definitely ties in with this ace of cups and the lotus and the cactus. We also have holiday the answer you're looking for can be found during a vacation, retreat, or holiday getaway.

I think in general this doesn't have to specifically be a holiday but just the idea of finally having freedom. But since the cards often mean multiple things at once, I would venture to guess that when he gets out, he might go on a brief vacation or holiday or even BTS as a whole once they go out we'll kind of go on a holiday to have a bit of a reunion and kind of bond and talk about projects. It's also interesting that in the holiday card, purple is a very strong color there so definitely I'm more definitely getting the impression that it's all of the members.

So I wouldn't be surprised if over the summer, we hear about them going to a private place and just working on stuff. I would actually suggest that not to be specific on where they're going but because of this goodbye to the old hello to the new and there's so many flowers and it feels like summer, they might go somewhere that's by water or you know it doesn't have to be out of Korea but it's a place that would be experiencing summer right now with flowers and Bloom, maybe there's a lake nearby, if they go out of Korea it would be somewhere more tropical and warm looking but like I don't know why they would need to do that unless they're doing bon voyage somewhere. But yeah it's interesting that in both of those cards the figures are kind of darker in skin color and wearing white and purple. So this is definitely something that will take place during the summer.

We also have more timing in terms of new moon and Leo, which says shine and then followed by a Virgo card that says assess the situation. So clearly things will be happening I think from this time until Virgo that will be interesting or the cards that I have right now are basically dealing with things that will happen in that time frame for JK.

It's interesting that there's a lot of emphasis on flowers here for me. I think in July, that's when he might come out more of being hidden away like I was talking about. Where it felt like he was holding back so expect around the Leo time, for him to be more active either on social media or even releasing something or doing some type of performance. But definitely during Leo time, he has to be coming out with something.

Assess the situation is interesting because there's also a do some research card at the back of the deck and then this one card that talks about finances and career that says financial issues are a factor in your love life right now.

So maybe around the time where the Virgo season is happening, there could be something that comes up. I'm not sure what it is because it's not very clear to me. I almost feel like the seven of pentacles is also involved in this. But it's I guess because it's so personal I don't really know what it is. But there is the sense of figuring something out. I can tell you that it has to do with mature adult issues beyond what JK normally thinks about. I don't know what that could be. Maybe that's because I can't relate to it. This could be something that only really rich successful people deal with like finances, investments, contracts, stuff that is serious in that kind of nature that only he would know about or people on his level would know about. And there will be a moment where he kind of needs to figure that stuff out.

It's weird how it feels so serious but I mean of course he's also still a business person, so he deals with this whole other realm of things that most of us won't really know unless we are that famous. It doesn't really feel attached to BTS. In terms of contracts you know. It feels like higher than that. But it's not quite investments or property. It does feel long-term. I just don't know what that would be? I'm too poor to understand. It almost feels like someone thinking of taking on a bigger role in a company. You know like if somebody knows that they are going to shift into a CEO position.

So maybe within the company or even related to the industry, he's going to step into some kind of important role. I can tell you that it's not because somebody gives it to him, I feel like it's something he's been considering and wants to do and I don't feel like there's a lot of worry about it. Almost as if somebody wanted to step up to manage something. Anyway. You get the idea. So even if it's not within his own company, but what else would it be, I feel like you'll hear by fall that he will take a bigger step up in terms of work and responsibility. Or okay maybe this is an agenda. Like you know when somebody has a cause and then they start a charity or start a platform. What comes to mind might be an agency or setting up policies that protect younger artists or protect artists in general more in terms of protecting them from businesses who would take advantage of them.

I get a good feeling about that. But I also feel like that could stir up some interesting conflict so we'll see.

I just like how I feel when I think about it because he feels so determined and so sure and so in the right place as in like it's coming from a self-righteous but not pompous kind of thing. It's just so I'm going to do this. I believe in this.

Let's talk about the love cards. It does say romantic feelings. Your feelings are real and worth exploring. The back of the deck says soulmate yes this is your soulmate. And then we have the finances and career, financial issues are a factor in your love life right now. I won't speak about any particular people but let me give you a scenario of what that says even though I think it's obvious.

I would guess that he has feelings for somebody. I would say that not to say it will be difficult but obviously his career will have an influence on that relationship whether he talks about it or it's open. I would guess that he would consider that person to be very compatible and maybe like a soulmate to me it doesn't feel like a new connection. Because it feels very deep and mature. The finances in career I'm definitely pinning to the seven of pentacles though. So I just all of the times that he has said that he focuses on work, I do think that's true. I think him having a relationship is definitely particularly influenced by his career.

I don't think that would be a surprise to anybody. Some other things that I can talk about that I get just from these few cards would be he's very romantic. I think he's very physically affectionate when he's with somebody. Like touching constantly, likes kissing, likes romance, probably very much likes foreplay, likes to please his lover. I think his ideal date would be being somewhere intimate and not a lot of people, particularly just having somebody come to his house. They watch TV, they listen to music, they make dinner there.

I think he loves the idea of just having intimate time with just himself and the other person. I feel like he hasn't been able to obviously experience those types of intimate moments as much as he could outside of military. So there is also anticipation in being able to have those moments with someone again. We can also talk about his taste based on these cards that I'm seeing and I'm looking at the romantic feelings and soulmate cards just looking at the images right.

So you can look at them and you can see that's where I got this concept of intimacy. These couples are pretty much alone, they look very much in love, his partner seems to be very classy, sexy, beautiful. The kind of person that a Renaissance painter would paint and find beautiful and lovely and charming. What's interesting too is that in each of the images, the couple's hair matches. So he would definitely want to do the usual Korean thing of kind of matching clothes and even hair to his person.

I think for Western people this is a strange concept, but when I went to Korea this past summer, and I actually saw it I was like okay. It's weird to me. I don't really understand it fully. If couples did that in the US, it would be kind of corny. But that's just like a couple coded thing that people do there. And it works for them, so that's fine. His partner would be elegant. want to say like demir and have these really lovely feminine qualities.

But I want to tell you that even if that's true and the person he's with is very elegant and classy and beautiful, this feels like a projection and a fantasy that he's putting forward. This is how he envisions his partner and his love life... It's very romanticized. Just like how I was talking about how his creative process is to envision something or he has to envision something in a certain way. Like into symbolic visual representations of whatever he's feeling

That's the same here so there's like this fantasy or projection about romance and love that feels very pride and prejudice. Whether or not this is how his real life romantic life lives out, this is what his ideal is. Flowers and romantic ambiance and physical affection and intimacy and being somehow connected to that person in an obvious way whether it's matching clothes or hair.

In terms of taking the lead, yeah for the most part well I guess if you look at the cards which my finance card flew under my coffee table so that's interesting oh wait no that was the romantic feelings one. That's interesting that it flew under and I was thinking of the closet but anyway. Regardless of his interests, I mean you just know that there's a feeling of needing to keep romantic feelings under the wraps. Or maybe he struggles actually with keeping those feelings hidden. Maybe he thinks it's unfair that idols can't express those things about relationships so openly.

But yeah let's talk about some stuff right. I think he likes kissing an awful lot. I think his favorite parts are going to be the waist and I know that's weird but that's where this guy is holding this one woman and then maybe like the shoulder clavicle region or I should say like the neck. I'm sure there are other places he likes as well but we don't need to talk about that. I'm getting more of the romantic version of things, not the sexual things. And that's more his business.

I would be really curious to know the things that in an intimate moment and I don't mean during sex, I mean during kissing or making out and in this ideal intimate setting, the two couples seem to be talking like whispering to each other and sharing something intimate. And he seems really engaged and even turned on by that. So I guess you could infer that some type of I don't want to say dirty talk because that might be a thing but that's not what I'm getting here. I'm getting more like praise. He might have a praise kink or he gives that to somebody. I know that's a joke sometimes in the BTS fandom, but I mean literally I'm seeing this woman maybe complimenting him or saying something sweet and complimentary and this is really doing it for him.

So sure he may like to give out compliments or have a dirty mouth himself. But what is really effective on him is praise. Sweet things. Feeling reassured. And it doesn't come from a place of what some might think in terms of how do I want to put it. Like a fantasy of BDSM or anything. And that could be a whole other topic. We're just talking about general intimate times.

What really makes him feel good is that praise and knowing that he is loved and also the times where he is being taken care of as in his feelings are being considered and he can be open and himself and talk and say whatever he wants and that person is really present and listening to him. Like this really does something for him. I don't know if it turns him on per se, and I don't know if he's even aware of how much this is important to him. But like inside me, I feel like I have these crazy fireworks going off at the thought of just being with the person that I love, we're sitting on the couch in like the basement, maybe there's a romantic movie on and in the background or some music. And we're just together. And that person is telling me like just the sweetest things about how much they enjoy being with me or I don't know. It's very warm and it's very sweet and I'm kind of jelly.

And that's what he wants to project now. He's not projecting anything raunchy. And we don't really need to know the details of his sex life other than I'm sure he is very giving. But end game, no matter what, he is envisioning that he wants to end up with his soulmate. That's his fantasy.

What else would you want to know about? I think the mindful and hope cards are pretty much what I've already talked about. I think he is currently being a little bit more mindful of the things that he puts out especially on social media. I also do think the Hope card is similar in that there's hope for the future and more than that I'm getting like that feeling of inspiration. There's a pumpkin in the picture which makes me think of the fall. It could literally be that he's working on a project with j-hope that maybe would be released around October. Or if not that then like I told you about that project. Or charity or platform maybe we'll hear more about that in the fall. It could even be like some type of platform or donation to raise food for something or some type of bigger cause like that.

And maybe that ties into mindful as well he's going to be even more generous with charities and get involved in more platforms and be thinking more about these complex things going on in the world than he has before.

I just think going back to that Virgo card about assess the situation on top of thinking about work and songs and stuff there have been a lot of conversations and times to think about bigger issues and more complex things happening in the world and what JK thinks about those things.

We haven't really talked about the tarot even though I kind of brought them in. Again I think there have been some struggles along the 18-month journey here of being in the military. I think it was especially difficult for him because he probably doesn't really like routines like this and being told what to do and but I mean he managed fine. I also see in these cards definitely a lot of working out and maybe even like learning some hand-to-hand combat or competitive things that would have happened with the other military people.

Besides seeing the ten of wands as being just about a difficulty that has kind of lasted for a bit of time, I'm also seeing this as somebody who's literally gotten bigger and has been lifting all this weight. Same with the five of wands, besides there being kind of you know some conflict going on, I see that as competitive things that are happening. Friendly competitions or other conflicts that we may never even learn about unless he shares them.

Eight of pentacles, besides working hard while in the military, I'm seeing this as part of the ear to get back to work on songs or having already been working on that kind of stuff. The emperor and the hierophant to me are mostly about the timing of Aries and Taurus which are now. So this could be just the thoughts and feelings that I've described in this reading so far are kind of blanketing that time... So like it's still difficult, he's still working hard in the military, he's doing competitive things there, he is probably working on music. I feel like he has become more organized and disciplined in the way that he performs work.

But I think this is just describing his situation in the military if we're going by timing. I do think that there is Hope on the horizon for him, when you see this ace of cups. It's also getting him excited about being creative, I feel like he's also seeing getting out of the military as an opportunity to start over. It also might be a next step in terms of any romantic relationships that are happening. Like a new step in that area as well.

Ten of pentacles, I also see he might have a new outlook on health as well as you know obviously this being related to work or family. I just feel like he's going to get out of here and have this whole new perspective at least at first about how much he appreciates his freedom. I think he'll be working on this new health plan. He might have like a new health kick regarding how he eats. I almost felt like maybe he'll give up smoking too. I f****** hate that he smokes it makes me so mad. I don't care what anybody says. Lung cancer is one of the top reasons why people die in South Korea because smoking is so pervasive among their youth. I saw it with my own eyes and it made me so sad.

So he might be considering a more healthy lifestyle. Food changes, working out changes, the smoking things. I feel like he's going to become more conscientious about health. We have a Virgo card and the ten of pentacles often relates to health. So again I feel like he's assessing things related to being healthy or what it means to be healthy. At least I hope or he might even get a doctor who says in the near future you know you really need to do this or that

There might suddenly be something that he can't do diet wise anymore if it's like gluten or dairy. I feel like that's going to become more serious and he'll have to be more strict with how he does certain things. I know this is minor but something about water. The ace of cups being offered next to a health card and somebody who is giving advice like the hierophant definitely makes me feel that it could be about drinking more water or some medical thing related to hydration or needing to take a type of medicine. But anyway just more thoughts about being healthier in terms of his body.

And if this hasn't happened already it could be that it happens more around the Virgo time where something does come up with his health and he has to really think about his future. And I am getting that if he doesn't know about it yet which he probably has encountered some dietary restrictions in the past few years, it could be that and Virgo time something more serious comes in about that and he has to manage that or it could even be he's diagnosed with something and takes on that platform of making people more aware of whatever this thing is.

Like when people get sickle cell and then they want to talk about that. I don't know if it's health or if it will be that business related thing that I talked about but I do feel like he's going to be stepping up more to take on a platform individually. I'm not talking about just BTS doing United Nations that kind of thing I'm talking about JK supporting some type of platform that is meaningful to him specifically. Either related to health stuff or related to taking care of young artists or even both. He's thinking about it now I think but he's not ready to open up about things quite yet but from the end of July to late September or even into early fall, expect something like that.

Let's see in terms of numbers, I guess I see two fives and two tens... So in terms of numbers, there's emphasis on cycles and completing things as well as changes and challenges and difficulty. That could speak mostly about this military journey though because clearly that cycle is coming to an end and I imagine it wasn't super easy. But I do think that cycle is coming to an end and like that one card says goodbye to the old hello to the new.

In terms of colors, there's a lot of purple which is tied to both the crown and if you call it indigo then we could also say it's like your third eye type stuff so spirituality is big here as well as the color red which usually is about stability and structure which is pretty typical of an earth sign. There's also a lot of yellow so solar plexus and being confident there's a little bit of blue running through as well that would have to do with communication. Because the blue is so little I do wonder if this is tied to holding back about communicating certain things.

My guess is it's more coming from a place of needing to be responsible about something...

And even where there is blue, it's cards like ten of wands and the five of wands so I do think there is some type of difficulty in being able to communicate as openly as he wants to or even finding the time to communicate. Maybe particularly because he doesn't feel comfortable talking about what he's really feeling and that could be a military thing or it could be a part of the not wanting to start extra drama or conflict saying anything like really emotionally vulnerable or serious right now.

I think the focus has just been on being authentic in other ways and thinking about complex topics even if he's not aware of it and grounding himself in other ways. I think a lot of this is a natural process that he hasn't consciously been thinking about or realizing though he's aware of it. I think it's been a bigger transformation for him than he is even aware of now. It might be that once he steps out of the military headspace, he might see how much he got out of that situation or how much he learned about himself or the world or other people.

But I think that you will see that he's changed a lot once we are able to view him in public situations or more lives, I think you will see a noticeable maturity in him. I think he won't be as like I don't know I think he'll be a little bit more reserved to start. And I think that he's going to be more careful about his word choices from now on and be even more subtle than he probably already is and trying to get things through to his fans. Except for around Leo season, he might get a little wild for some reason or do something or at least be out there maybe it's just performing. And you might see something to do with sunflowers. That's really random but I often associate sunflowers with him anyway. He always carries around a lot of Leo energy with him even though I don't really think it's much in his chart

Except maybe his moon but

So I don't really see anything else but I feel stands out and that is a fair amount. I'm really anxious to see what happens for him in the fall and what he decides to become a champion of. And I also just think he'll be really busy focusing back on career and other things that he needs to take care of revolving around his own finances or whatever. And you can always make your own deductions from the cards. In terms of the elements and stuff too there was a lot of what to fire, actually three fire when you count the emperor and then three Earth when you count the hierophant and the water. There's not a lot of swords. Not a lot of you know like I said communication or thoughts and stuff. But I personally think it's just being hidden. And his energy is hiding that. Clearly homeboy probably is having lots of thoughts. And having conversations on the side with whomever.

But my impression is that there is a conscious effort to have withdrawn communication during this time and might continue to be that way for just a little bit longer. And even then I think he's going to filter his thoughts about things a bit. I could be wrong and maybe he'll blurt out all kinds of crazy stories but I am just feeling like because like how I told you that in the way that the cards shuffled out that there was sometimes a desire to push out two cards at once and sometimes it took me several shuffles before anything came out. So there's something definitely that he's holding back on doing and part of me thinks it is conscious and then part of me is like well he probably does want to talk but feels like he can't so you know it is what it is ...

I think you know if I ever talked with him I would want to talk about writing songs that are meaningful to him. I have thoughts on Golden as an album and then I have thoughts on the things that JK used to work on that were written by him. And I'm concerned that he thinks that he has an inability to come up with songs because he doesn't have anything that he thinks about. Of course he has things that he thinks about but I think he keeps comparing himself to other members.

And I don't doubt that he believes that he is a singer and that's what he wants to do but you can be a singer and a songwriter. I know he looks up to people like Billie eilish who are amazing songwriters and now that she's come out as well she obviously has more that she can probably work with and sing about. And I think when you admire people like that you probably want to do things like they are. So I hope that he is able to see himself differently that he figures out his process for how he can take whatever he feels or sees internally as symbols and can turn them into words or even if he can't do that on his own, if he can work with songwriters that are actually willing to listen to those things and help them write those kinds of songs

Because I would love to see him fulfill that part of himself where he could be really proud of a song that he writes that conveys something he felt. I think it comes from a place of insecurity personally. And hopefully with golden he was able to experience what it's like to sing for different genres and maybe now we'll consider doing a project where he is more involved in the songwriting. Or at least writing a couple songs for the next BTS album. Even if it's a collaboration of some sort. I'd like to see him game more confidence in that and realizing that he does have something to say.

And maybe that's another reason why the swords aren't here is he's still working out how to communicate those things. The visual of the feelings is coming through very clearly. I just don't know why he can't transform that vision into writing. It's something I can't do either. I have always been able to visualize my stories like a movie but if you ask me to write poetry I would want to throw myself through a window because I don't really get poetry even though I love songs which are essentially poetry. But poetry itself I don't really get and I bet JK struggles with that too even though he's clearly a romantic guy who can create videos that have this wonderful sort of aesthetically romantic appeal like all the gcfs are so visually pretty and tell this certain narrative but how can you transfer that skill into writing words and songs.. can you learn? I don't know. If you asked me to suddenly write songs and poetry myself it would be very difficult.

Some people just have a certain skill for those things like RM and suga... And jimin with face to me was able to find a way to write about those things but I really think the people around him helped him figure out that process and I hope JK is able to figure out that process because I think he will be more satisfied as an artist once he understands the satisfaction that could come with writing a song that is exactly how he feels and then other people can relate to it. Or even if he becomes an artist who expresses that feeling through a story like still with you. That's a beautiful song that isn't about a specific moment or feeling but conveys a very strong image of a place or story. Like every time I hear it I'm immediately thinking of a jazz bar and it's raining outside and there's kind of this romantic moment happening. Now he's created a concept just like somebody could with a video but he's done it through a song. So he can do it. I just wish she would believe in himself more. He's more than just a great singer. And there's nothing wrong with being a great singer. I just think that he's afraid to be ambitious because he doesn't think he can do it.

[mikedfaist]

how long does it take mike and reader to get back together? and how does it happen?

It’s definitely not a quick thing. She stays in London after Glasto, spending time in the studio and hanging out with her friends. I imagine he reaches out to her regarding her performance — really just wondering if she’s okay — but he does praise her to no end. She doesn’t reply; she just needs her space right now.

It’s probably a couple weeks before she goes back to New York, and she doesn’t tell him she’s back. He finds out through a friend who saw her mentioned on Deux Moi.

“Saw [reader] leaving Carbone last night and getting into a car with some friends.”

He still has a key to their apartment, and he probably shows up one night when she’s out. She’s not exactly thrilled to see him; it takes several minutes to get her heart rate back to a natural rhythm, but he’s desperate to talk to her. Work something out.

“You didn’t say you were back.”

“Figured you didn’t care.”

“Stop—“

“Didn’t care that I left.” The silence that fills the space between them stings. “You still have your key?”

“Yeah.”

“Leave it on the counter.”

He says her name dripping with pain. This isn’t how he wanted it to go. He watches her walk into the kitchen and fill up a glass of water.

“I’m trying to be civil, I really am, Mike, but pardon me if I’m a little fucking bitter right now. I’m not in the mood to talk. I just wanted to come home, take a bubble bath and go to bed.”

He nods, and tightens his grip on the key. “I don’t want it to end like this.”

“Do you know how fucking hard it is to go up there, in front of 100,000 people, and just pretend you didn’t get your fucking heart ripped from your chest—“

“Hey—“

“I couldn’t keep myself together. It’s what the whole world’s talking about right now. Every fucking outlet. Not how good I did, but that.” He doesn’t say anything. “So excuse me, if I don’t want to see you right now.”

He ends up leaving, key tucked away in his pocket. You don’t speak for another week, and this time you invite him over.

It begins with a two-hour conversation on the couch, that leads to the kitchen, which leads to you sat atop the counters with him nestled between your legs, his lips sucking away at the skin of your neck. It ends with him in your bed.

[fuckitpossumorb]

I’ve been thinking about sdr and about how much I enjoy the magic and the abilities all of the crew portrays and I’ve noticed that the reason I fuck with them so hard it’s because all of their abilities feel as biological as they feel spiritual.

Like, bear with me, the most obvious examples of this are in Leboosh, Chuckles and Dandy.

Leboosh is simply born like this, not carbon based, non humanoid, his simply ooey gooey, oozoid self and it does so much for him as a barbarian. His body expands and bounces around rooms like a battering ram, but Leboosh isn’t stupid, he knows the abilities of his body like no other and so knows exactly how many risks he can take, how much ground he can cover, how he can use it to his advantage to cover his friends, to slow down enemies, etc.

Plus other details like how he can get sustenance from most things, or his fighting style in space which is just hit shit really, really, really hard. He is the most alien esque member of the crew and I love him for it.

Next, Chuckles, just like Leboosh his whole magic abilities simply come from his race, motliens, but what being a motlien entails is so interesting because these are humans who give themselves to the extreme revelry and hedonism and end up totally changed by an external force.

Discord (this being what changes the humans) is in this case kinda like a higher being or an infection, something that changes and mutates things to the point they are unrecognizable. Chuckles isn’t sure how he came to be a motlien, or how Discord really works, but he has the inherent ability to do all this crazy shit and is aware it could come with a cost (wild magic trigger).

He is alien in a totally different way than Leboosh who is alien-like because he is very diferent from the norm, while Chuckles is alien because he was changed so drastically from what he used to be.

Dandy! My beloved! She is so fun. She is a droid (something we generally associate with machine, the beyond human, leaving the natural world behind) but she’s a Druid! She brings back nature and is so devoted to the care of animals, plants and people. She is a droid made of stone, powered with weird crystal magic we don’t know much about and neither does she, but just like Chuckles, she has a natural instinct to pull from, to use her abilities to restore nature.

She is not necessarily alien looking, but is very much NOT like any other droid the gang could meet, she is unique in her making, and her design with all the feathers, golden accents and gems, maker her feel like an ancient relic, resurfacing after being left behind a millennia ago.

Now the two members whose powers are more obviously tied to spiritual means, Kavir and Pyke.

Featuring some spoilers for their backstories so beware!!

Kavir is obvious, he is a warlock, he made a pact with some ancient god but, in episode 9 when we learn a bit about his backstory, it seems like he was actually chosen by Father Time instead of striking up a deal with him.

It also seems like everyone in Kavir’s home planet is aware of this and familiar with this god, maybe it’s a common religion or legend in his home. Which gives it the feeling like it’s an especial thing, something that only the people of the dunes know about, an old story only spread from mouth to mouth.

So as much as it is very obviously spiritual it is also a very cultural thing that is exclusive for the people of Zahra Dune.

I also, personally, subscribe to the idea that Kavir was changed slightly by his pact with Father Time. I like to think his tattoos (whether they were done ritually or not) have changed from the normal black ink to this soft yellow bordering on gold by the magic that now flows through him, and also that they have taken a mind of themselves.

Like the lines in his arms swirl and drip like sand on the wind or falling from an hourglass, sometimes when using his powers they take the vague shapes of clocks or sun dials, ticking seconds, minutes, hours all spread across his body.

And his eyes, shining a bright golden light, maybe once they were a deeper amber color, more akin to brown, but after the pact they are piercing, bright like the burning desert sun, alluring to no end.

Now Pyke, he is very fun because his abilities seem to be very much biological but also maybe a recessive gene or uncommon trait.

In episode 12, when Pyke catches the crew up with his past in racing, he mentions that one day, at random his soul unlocked (whatever that means), that Khan noticed it and helped him nurture it, and after that he was unable to lose another race.

He also says that Rex didn’t take kindly to this, especially since Khan started being a little rougher on Rex, pushing him harder to try and do the same thing Pyke did unknowingly.

This is very odd, neither Pyke or Rett were aware that this was a thing that could happen, (earlier in the show Pyke mentions that he’s unsure whether Rex can use the same abilities he uses as they are discussing how he could’ve escaped the Rhapsody) but Khan seems very much aware of this, in fact, he knew more than he let on as Pyke also mentions finding out Khan was holding information from him.

I love all the things about Solar Elves having weird little things about them, like higher than normal body temperatures, their hair moving by themselves and shining depending on their mood, feeling connected to the stars, needing more sunlight than regular, etc.

I think all of that should apply to Pyke but like times ten.

Wherever the hell this soul is, this new weird thing that lives within Pyke thrums with enough energy to rival a dwarf star, it rests in between his rib cage and pulses like a second accelerated heartbeat, his hair moves violently nearly lashing out at the people around him like the energy bursts of the sun.

He doesn’t just need more sun that most he actively seeks it out, like moth to a flame looks for places to rest where he is near a star and can look at them, stare at them and this is the spiritualism point. He is a monk after all.

Pyke stares out at the stars thinking about them and their immensity and how many of them are in the universe, their energy, the cores that feel oh so familiar, and when he closes his eyes he can nearly hear them sing in his ears, words he cannot understand but knows deep down are familiar lullabies.

And now, finally, Rett.

He is very similar to Leboosh in that he doesn’t use magic, but disimular in how Leboosh’s abilities are all just himself while Rett uses machines.

But Rett even being able to make this machines is inherently special to just him, only aether dwarves can use this technology, they can’t express the knowledge of it or they die, it’s both a blessing and a curse bestowed upon them from birth.

It is also worth noting that Aether dwarves don’t live on planets, they live in stations they made by themselves and focus mostly on selling their tech to the highest bidder. Rett rejected this lifestyle in favor of being a bounty hunter and traveling but still has a generally high interest on machines and in upgrading things.

He constantly searches to make things better, to perfect things, even in something as simple as a snowball fight he was looking to make the perfect snowball.

Anyways,,,

I know some of this could just be chalked up to the general DnD rules biz, but I love over analyzing the funny shows I like, sooo. Gimme your thoughts?

[yanderemommabean]

Silly Royal Yandere Idea-

Imagine being a worker for a royal family, you're a farmer who brings the goods to the kitchen every day and make sure all vegetables and fruits are fresh, not bruised, cleaned and ready to be prepared for their meals.

You usually make the trek alone, no big deal right? Just some heavy baskets and such but the job itself isn't really that bad. It's made even better actually when the young prince finds he fancies the way you work and how you farm, loves to walk with you on your way out of the kingdom and listen to you and your stories.

He's cute, you'll give him that. Curious and finally able to explore without much of an issue now that he's finished his training, his father boasting proudly today even that they shall share a feast in celebration.

The walks are nice, you aren't alone and are even safer as the highwaymen shrink away and know to stay back when they see such fierce eyes. Those calloused hands from fighting and training lay on your hips, pulling you closer to his side as you share yet another walk to your farm and get the baskets ready for another delivery.

These sweet meetings grow in size as time goes on. He's been given permission by the king and queen to bring you to the main rooms of the castle, though they aren't too happy that he disregards their rules about what you can and can't touch.

He's so puppy-like, grabbing your hand and pulling you everywhere he can, showing his favorite art, his instruments he's been playing while he waits for you to return, the things he requested be made to remind him of you, and some other odd but - at the time- well meaning items.

The prince however gets more and more demanding of your presence. So much so, that one morning you wake up to begin to water the crops and fetch some in your buckets but you opened the door to the man standing there, royal suit and all, a wide smile on his face as he greets you.

You insist you'll be at the castle soon, that you have work to be done, but he just pushes you forward as he walks with you, -not harsh, but definitely firm, making sure you couldn't turn away from him as he leads you.

"Just one day can't hurt right?" he says, "I just wish to spend the day with you, only you. It's why I took my own horse! He loves your carrots, you know? Only yours...He's very much like me in that regard". 

You decide that, on one hand, denying the prince anything could be dire, the royal family having all say in what is done and you're lucky they have been so benevolent. Risking your business because you didn't want to indulge the odd prince...It isn't worth the reward of just keeping up with the crops and farm work. 

But this one day out by the river and having the man buy you whatever you laid your eyes on, while sweet and very enjoyable, wasn’t enough. He shows up every morning now, you hear how exhausted his parents are when you reach the castle every time, they demand he act right, that he stop leaving without notifying any of the guards, but he just laughs it off and says “Why should they embark with me on my and my lovers adventures? Private matters are private father, remember?” 

They know what's going on but it's so much darker and more twisted than anyone could have imagined. Boundaries get pushed more and more, you keep trying to keep your farm alive for not just the royal family, but yourself and the others who need you too, but the prince insists that your time is to be spent with him, only him. 

It reaches its boiling point when you deny him a walk. No runs to the river, no waltz in the woods, not even a chat over tea. Your farm is sick, it needs tending, and you yourself are weary and exhausted from trying to balance it all out. 

He goes silent, hands clenching at his side for a moment before he just smiles, wide and friendly as usual, and he kisses your hand before apologizing. You assure him you aren’t exactly mad, you just have things to finish, and he at least seems to understand that. 

Or, so you thought. You crack open your eyes after waking up in a bed that wasn’t yours, hearing the horses outside neigh and chuff in terror as if something was very very wrong. You recognize the royal emblem on the wall, and you shoot straight up, knowing this was a carriage. You shove and knock on the doors, the smell of smoke filling your senses as you can only imagine the worst, but the heavy wood doesn’t budge and you can only make out garbled words as a man screams demands. 

You manage to break open the boarded window of the carriage and watch as your farm is engulfed in flames, horses neighing in terror, ashes falling all around, your cabin falling in on itself from the blaze. And you gaze upon what you can only assume is the incarnation of death and war itself, a sign of the end times, as the Prince rides up on his own horse and tosses a lantern, the blaze only erupting hotter as he cackles in triumph. 

You feel horrified tears well up in your eyes, so many emotions coming together at once. Everything you worked for, everything you had built from the ground up, all your memories and all of your belongings- gone. 

Ash and embers fill the sky as the knights who came begin marching back to the carriage, staffs in hand as they finally open the doors. You lunge, wanting to tear your teeth into the heart of that evil, sick, twisted man, but he just laughs. It’s a soft amused laugh like when you told him your stories in the market or on your many many walks. 

“Ah, I hadn’t expected that mixture to wear off so soon!” he boasts, stepping down from his own horse. His stride is slow, like he’s taking in the view of a beautiful field or admiring someones art. You want to spit at him, claw at him, break him in any way you could fathom. 

His feet stop, the crumbling building behind him still a blazing orange and red, opposite of the cold features the prince wore on his face. His hand comes to gently cup your cheek, his thumb stroking across where tears are falling down your heated cheek. “Why so upset? I took care of what was keeping you away from me! I know, I know, you’re sad, but I made sure nothing of importance was hurt! Which wasn’t much. A picture or two should still be safe-” he says with an expression of after thought. “ Anyway, dearest, I fixed the issue! And you can now come where you’re meant to be! “ “I’ll kill you-” “Ah, even when murderous and livid you strike my heart with your beauty. Do tell me every wicked way you wish to end me! It thrills me, makes my skin crawl so pleasantly imagining you touching me in any manner” he taunts, squeezing your face a bit tighter. “Be it anger and resentment or true love, I’ll relish any touch you bring to me” “My lord, the sun will rise soon” a deep voice says from the side, your own eyes too stunned to look, uncaring as everything else sets in. Your home is gone, your fields are ruined, your possessions all roasted and incinerated. Nothing left but the haunting image of burned rubble and some charred remains of any item you owned. 

You’re trapped. Imprisoned in a golden cage as this wild man declares that he and you are meant to be, whether you want it or not. 

“Get some rest darling. I’ll lead us back to the castle” He says with a kiss to your forehead, allowing the knights to force you back inside. “Don’t be so angered! I promise to treat you like royalty! Since you will be, once the marriage is announced and all”

(Hope you liked this! Feel free to comment and tell me your thoughts! Especially spicy ones :3c -Mommabean)

[sluggsoupp]

Post regarding @harvestedfaith

Hello slenderverse fandom, this is something I never thought I would have to do but here we are.

This is a callout post for the slenderverse blog harvested faith, which at this point seems to have more out of character posts than an actual story so calling it that is almost a stretch at this point.

After knowing and talking with the creator for about a month now, I have evidence that at least some of the hate they have been receiving they have been sending to themselves off of sideblogs.

I met the creator, who I will call jesse, through the found&lost discord. Found&lost is another series that takes place on youtube and tumblr. I have fallen in love with the series and grown close with it’s creator and was excited to start chatting with anyone else who was interested in it, that’s how me and jesse started talking.

Jesse got in contact with found&lost’s creator jb, and they began to collaborate and slowly intertwine their lore together.

Soon after meeting jesse, their blog started receiving hate and an account was made to “callout” things they had done(which I believe was @electric-kitty). Now, I do not know who made that account and I do believe the claims they made were completely false. Not to mention the account made many transphobic and antisemitic comments in reference to jesse.

Since then jesse has been consistently receiving hate, they even had one of their blogs banned. I sympathize with them and started chatting with him in dms on discord, trying to make sure he was ok as his mental health was clearly in a poor state. However after I started talking to him one on one I started noticing odd behavior.

They told me that they had sent an ask to the creator of hollowhemlocks about their own blog, from a sideblog. They sent me a screenshot of this. Shortly after they began to start almost bragging about the fact that hollowhemlocks creator had blocked them on the harvestedfaith blog. I bring this up because in the screenshot they included their side blog. That sideblog was @x-aranoia. This sideblog shortly after can be seen sending hate to the harvestfaith account.

EVIDENCE:

Today the harvestfaith account was also sent an anonymous ask that, alongside calling jesse slurs and telling him to take his life, the ask pointed out how they had been blocked by a slenderverse creator. That is not public knowledge, I checked. They told me personally about it when it happened and after checking with jb, he told him as well. I do not have proof that he sent that ask to himself, but what I do know is that the behavior is incredibly suspicious.

One final point to make, in a recent post they made explaining why they were going on hiatus, they admitted that the characters in their blog are not characters but actually ALTERS. They have never at any point clarified this on or outside of the blog. I AM NOT HERE TO FAKE CLAIM THEM. I do think that their behavior of treating their alters like fictional characters and involving them in other actual fictional series is an incredibly unhealthy behavior, I tried to speak with them about this in dms on discord, they proceeded to ignore me and then make a new discord.

I do not believe that jesse has any malicious intentions, however their behaviors are incredibly toxic and unhealthy and SHOULD NOT BE ENCOURAGED. Giving them attention and allowing them to continue on the platforms they have is dangerous FOR THEM.

So please I ask that you do not interact with these accounts. I think for now the best course of action is to block them and hope that he takes personal action to take better care of himself.

Jesse, I assume you are reading this. PLEASE TAKE A BREAK FROM DISCORD AND TUMBLR. THEY ARE CLEARLY TAKING A NEGATIVE TOLL ON YOUR MENTAL HEALTH AND I WORRY FOR YOU.

That’s all I have to say. Stay safe out there everyone<33

[winchesterride]

Why suddenly so many people need to point that CANONICALLY Dean wouldn’t bottom Sam because he is CANONICALLY homophonic, and CANONICALLY needs control.

Like, wtf?

Canonically he never touched Sam or any man

Canonically he's not afraid of soft sex or let girls guide even he being the top. Canonically he has said he thinks about girls in masks hitting him. Plus people who are controlling in life can even be SUBS and yes, bottom. And being homophonic lowers the chances of being the bottom but it doesn't excludes it (cause there are a lot of homophonic gay guys fucking out there and when we talk about people nothing is 100%)

But honestly who cares?

Why are we arguing over who's top and whos bottom? That's such an stupid argue. We wincesties need to stay together and strong, not fight over the kind of sex the boys have in the fics

Just read the one with the position you like, follow the people that share this kind of content and let's all be happy.

[trekkiehood]

Okay but thinking about Darry being different and not really a greaser anymore... But the hang out is still the Curtis home. Like yes he's different but at the end of the day the are welcome. They'll always be welcomed. He'll let them come eat his food. They're welcome to come watch TV and whatever else they want. They are welcome.

And the gang feels safe there. Sure it's Pony and Soda's house, but Darry's differentness doesn't bother them. Not in that sense. He's still sort of the gang just les indirectly then he once was.

Also he doesn't actually stop the boys from partaking in Greaser things. Even the rumble, he begs Pony to think about it, but he doesn't tell him no.

Pony gets jumped and asks to go out the very next day with Dally of all people and Darrel doesn't love it, but he lets him go.

Like Darrel almost feels removed by necessity. Sure he "went Soc" and had college scholarships and everything and I'm sure that affected him, made him less Grease more "civilized" but even if he hadn't. When would he have time to do basic Greaser things? He worked full time and we see him folding laundry while the gang is watching TV. He doesn't have the luxury of truly being a member of the gang anymore.

Darry is different because he has to be. Because if he thinks back to his highschool self and all that promise and all that hope and all that free time and all that connection he'll crumble. He has too much to do to even think about it.

He's still a Greaser at heart. He could never be full Soc. Not really. A Soc wouldn't let his house be the hang out place for Greasers. He wouldn't facilitate hang outs and let his brothers hang out with people like Dally. Not if he was even half Soc. And when time comes he fights with the Greasers because there was never a choice.

For Darrel Curtis there was never really a choice. He does what he has to and pretends he doesn't care. Keeps the roof up over all the Greasers even while the walls crumble around him.

[leahrintarou]

🎃 KINKTOBER 2023 🎃

🎃 HELLO, GUYS! welcome to my 2023 kinktober, where i write smut chapters with various (haikyuu) characters paired with various kinks. i will be writing for fem x fem and/or fem x male. (only 10 days this year bc i fell behind lol)

🎃 rolls of dominance will also vary between chapters. so yeah. i hope u enjoy! (If i didn't get to write ur kink and request, don't worry. I'll be writing it as its own smut chapter aside from kinktober. (You will find it in my masterlist.)

click here for 2022 kinktober

MDNI !!

DAY 1: 🎃 Oikawa Toru - Sounding

DAY 2: 🎃 Atsumu Miya - Snowballing

DAY 3: 🎃 Alisa Haiba - Virginity loss

DAY 4: 🎃 Kuroo Tetsuro - Vibrator

DAY 5: 🎃 Suna Rintarou - Somnophilia

DAY 6: 🎃 Akaashi Keiji - Breeding

DAY 7: 🎃 Kenma Kozume - Exhibitionism

DAY 8: 🎃 Tendou Satori - Intercrural Sex

DAY 9: 🎃 Iwaizumi Hajime - Nipple Play

DAY 10: 🎃 Semi Eita - Humiliation

BONUS: 🎃 Kita Shinsuke - Hard Dom

[plumdonutsv]

how was mark’s innie activated in the cabin? devon suggested that some episodes ago but reghabi said that wouldn’t work. i really want expecting it to work bc i assumed that mark’s innie was made for mdr so he’s only activated mdr. like innies exist in a certain area for particular reasons (i was thinking about the episode about gemma).