#sorry for the rant XD
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Hello, Melody <3
How are you, my friend?
Hello, Sophie <3
I am good in general, but so annoyed and worrying and my head hurts.
Let me elaborate - aka, a Pole will complain (you have signed yourself for it XD)
First, I'm annoyed because there's this girl joining my year after she had a health break or something like that. And I talked with her like two times or so and she thinks that we're besties or fucking something? She saw on the list of the class for English classes that we are in the same group and she was literally begging me to stay in the group to not leave her alone. And like, she's that person who is as annoying as a fly, which doesn't want to fly away. I have an option to rewrite my old mark from English from the last bachelor degree so I'm going with it, I will not repeat the same things on the same language level over again, it makes no sense. But that girl keeps writing to me on facebook. Like, pls, fuck off ;A;
Second, about the worry. It's about my pc. The oldie has 14 years now and the processor is on its last breaths and I have to make sure that I will sign myself for lessons today. Let me explain! On my university you get a ready schedule and you can choose some lessons to have at certain hours. You have up to two or three options, depending on the subject. We're getting it before the registration so we can plan our own schedules and when the registration is open, we have to be quick to sign ourselves - it's a rule described as "the first takes it all". And I don't have problems with such system, you know, you open the tabs you need and just sign yourself like mad for everything you want. The problem is, my pc is old and I am afraid that the browser will crash when I'll be doing it. I will have other tabs opened on my phone, but you know, it's much easier on pc - pls, my oldie, don't disappoint me today <3
And my head hurts and everything hurts, because period is coming. Additionally I might have damaged my throat a little bit today by screaming - it's only a lil pain, nothing too major, I can still speak without problems. I am just smart sometimes XD
And how are you? :3
#I'm also listening to Minutes to Midnight by Linkin Park if that interests you#it's very good to listen to after all these years#sorry for the rant XD#ask corner
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Iâve picked up Latin this year, and I think Iâm finding the fact that thereâs a word âreditâ too funny to consider normal.
Itâs not even spelt with a double d, and yet I am incapable of stopping my amusement.
#my teacher's been sick the whole year so far so we've had this sub who DOESNT EVEN SPEAK LATIN#I quote ''well i know french so i can figure it out *proceeds to pronounce things horribly*''#she goes against the lesson plans so we have to catch up as homework#and her favourite student is literally the most annoying kid ever. she acts like she hasn't hit puberty.#kat can vouch that kid is annoying <3#sorry for the rant XD
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hopefully after this the tag wranglers decide to remove the names of the ccs from the hermitcraft character tags bc geez...
More Updates to âNo Fandomâ Additional Tags
AO3 tag wranglers plan to update a handful of "No Fandom" additional tags. Check out the latest news post for details: https://otw-news.org/3kh3reux
#like barely anyone writes rpf of these guys and if they do#most people write about the characters and prefer to differentiate them#ESPECIALLY when shipping#soooo#its preferential to distinguish between the two types of hc fanfiction just for the purpose of what people like reading#sorry for the rant XD#tag wrangling#ao3#archive of our own
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*grumble grumble* my photos are being annoying
LOOK AT THE COOL DUDES, I feel like Jax would try and make Wally commit as many crimes as possible with his eye eating powers
#welcome home art#wally darling#wally#welcome home wally#jax fanart#the amazing digital circus jax#tadc jax#lol#Guys this is just a quick drawing#Iâll make more stuff I promise#Iâm just so busy lately with school#Itâs unforgivable lol#And I keep forgetting I need to take care of myself aswell#So now I have anxiety about stupid things like taking a shower#Uhg#sorry#im ranting#Just ignore this and enjoy the crazy children xD
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I love your necromancy Hyrule au so much!! It brings me joy and makes my brain think about how and why and all this stuff about it. Do you know how Hyrule ended up going to necromancy? Or if he has any thoughts or doubts, he's doing what he has been running from for a long time in order to keep legend somewhat alive, why? Loneliness? Was it that unbearable knowing that what he had was gone? Sorry I'm ranting...it just makes me think.
It was unbearable. Of experiencing something so sweet and comforting only to lose itâ It's cruel even, to form these connections and bonds only for the force (the goddess) that brought them together separated them in the same way.
Perhaps grief is a better word than loneliness, four of the people he considers his family are dead, gone for a long time already, two of them dont exist yet and the other two dont exist at all (in his timeline) The realization hits him after a week of avoiding thinking about the topic.
at first, Hyrule didnt consider necromancy at allâ he spent almost a year desparately looking for items with time travelling abilities but none of them worked anymore. He was on the brink of giving up when he stumbled on the book with the revival ritual.
"Maybe I can use this to bring them back instead" He thought as a joke. But that thought got fuled by his desparation and griefâ he couldnt stop thinking about it. Why not? Its not a garuntee that he can actually raise the dead right?
Then it did work. Legend is there, looking at himâ and who cares about anything else he got his brother back, its one step closer to returning how it was.
Hyrule did have doubts if what's he's doing is right but when Legend woke up and talked to him, that doubt was clouded over by relief, by the first taste of happiness he's felt in a whileâ he's far too broken to see past his actions now.
#no worries! rant all you want anon XD#man rulie didnt have companions in his adventures y'know?#and he cant stay for long in human towns because the monsters and cultists want his blood#its hard to form meaningful bonds with other people given the circumstances Hyrule had#if there are typos sorry I'm sleepy ndbdsjshbd#necromancer hyrule
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I wish people would stop using the linkedmaze tag when it has nothing to do with the AU and they are just using the tag for attention? in all honesty, I wouldnât be so bitter about it, but it's the fact that it gets my hopes up that somepony made a long speech about my comic but it turns out it's not :(
#linked maze#linkedmaze#rant#i always think its some kind of post trying to figure out clues in the comic or something else XD but nope#sorry about the rant- dont wanna put anypony down for doing it but like... plz XD
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You really did say all the points I didn't like myslef in this chapter!
At this point I am like, I feel very disappoined in the direction this chapter took and I think the on thing I am the most salty about is that Gojo was killed off screen. And it sucks that we only got so few chapters of Gojo out of the box before he got killed and before he did ANYTHING at all to help the situation. I feel if that was th plan from the beginning, it would be just better if Gege didn't bring Gojo back at all and just had the prison realm destroyed in some way with Gojo inside it. The end result would be very similiar.
But as much I dislike this ending for Gojo, I feel like if he survives this, it would be even bigger disappointment for me than him dying. Bc we had so many fake outs this past chapters, with practically every chapter ending with Gojo seemingly losing against Sukuna and then getting better at the beginning of the next chapter.
So both Gojo dying and Gojo surviving would be kinda meh choices at this point. I think Gege played it wrong in this chapter. I mean, if he wanted to kill Gojo from the start there, I feel like he had a perfect occasion for it in chapter 232, where the ten shadow monster slashed Gojo.
Okay, but I'm still confused how it went from this
To this
#Sorry for the rant XD#i just have so many opinions of this chapter and how gege resolved this#And its like#I don't really mind gojo dying and think it could becool if he did#But the execution of this is... Very much lacking#Especially with how it feels now like gege only did this bc he wanted to have the flasback thing at the beginning of this chapter#At the same week as anime did the âyo satoruâ kenjaku thing#And i. DISLIKE THAT. as a writing decision#jjk#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers
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"Do it scared this, do it stupid that" do it out of SPITE. Do it out of vengeance. Do it out of love. Want to prove others wrong? Do it to prove a point and be victorious. You're your own biggest enemy? Do it to prove YOURSELF wrong. In the end, you're the one to do it, so choose one motivator (or none!), and get out there and DO IT
#this is a pep talk to myself#i just spent the last hour journaling and reflecting on what's happened this year and what i want#getting older and thinking about where you are and what you want is ... interesting#my birthday was last month but I've only given myself the time to think about life today#and what I've decided is to gently hit myself on the head and be grateful for what I have#and also to go out there and get the things i want#I'm going to do it as a big screw you to myself#I'm my biggest enemy and I'm going to prove myself wrong :D#macy speaks#sorry this is a wild rant post but I'm very inspired right now#let's hope i keep up with this XD#what i want is another hualian tattoo!! for now#that's doable and I'll get it done as soon as i can!!#oh my god this is embarrassing I might delete it later#and most importantly#do it for hualian!!!!
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sometimes in the fandom you see some art that is SO beautifully made but goes SO against the grain of how you perceive the drawn character(s) like I want to reblog it so much because it's so visually gorgeous and the artist is amazing and deserves to know this but I'll fucking die before letting that particular interpretation of the character(s) anywhere near my blog
#personal#don't take it as vagueposting#it's about A LOT of art I've seen over the years and I just got reminded of some of it#fandoms in general tend to take the characterization of nuanced characters in certain very specific direction#that irritates me to an absolutely unreasonable degree#and I don't want to rain on anyone's parades#it's fandom and it's for fun there is no way to enjoy your fictional guys wrong#so I mostly keep silent about it#but given sufficient time pretty much every fandom drifts into the state where I can't engage with it#without seeing red like three posts into the tag#even the art tag#and I feel so weird sitting there with my different perception#pretty isolated#which is self-imposed and not exactly bad but still weird#luckily I have some close friends that I can still have in-depth discussions abt the media and characters with#but online fandoming eventually gets blood-boiling rather than fulfilling#which is especially idk weird?#given that I'm mostly drawing fandom stuff#and I kinda SHOULD be interacting with the fandom#and I'd love to have talks of those fictional guys#they are great guys and I love to talk about them#but then I poke my nose into the fandom and my blood gets boiling#it's weird being a fandom artist outside of the fandom is what I'm saying xD#especially once you get used to the boost of motivation and productivity that comes from being in the fandom#and I kinda miss that but also well nothing to be done about that#don't mind me and sorry for the rant
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If I had a nickel for every time some randomly pressed anti-Luke went off in my notes about how I'm wrong and defending a "horrible war-criminal character" I'd have two nickels.
Which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice.
#like hot damn i get not liking Luke#but the guy fr went on a mulitmessage rant to me about how my take is bullcrap#and how luke is a war criminal#and how I'#m somehow a bad person for defending him#like sorry not sorry but get a life XD
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There are rude people in my country too, but i guess in my case it's the culture as well. But not always, because some people are very sweet, but not everyone. The people here are definitely more reserved and even sarcastic, my international classmates also support this claim xd
Anyway, this one time i went into a random bakery and they were pretty passive aggressive. But it's not just the culture because i went into this asian store (in another city tho) and the clerks were watching some videos at the counter and when i went to pay they didn't even look at me???? Only the video??? Like wut? Rude. Maybe my country corrupted them or idk
But yeah, it's still the 'natives' that are the rudest but in a passive aggressive way. Like they don't say bad things, just talk in a way that you feel offended and confused like 'what did i to you?' they sometimes talk to you as if you had killed their dog, but as i said, not always. It's a luck-based thing or something
people in this city are so rude for no fucking reason lol. like im coming into your store to buy something i could easily buy cheaper online because i want to support local businesses but you're talking down to me like im an idiot who knows nothing when im asking to see a product đđ even if i didn't know anything why would u want to make someone feel stupid for wanting to try to learn something new. đ bro i DONT GET IT! ive never experienced such an overall hostile vibe from any other city ive lived in.
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Sometimes I feel like when youâre a more quiet/serious person who tries to treat people kindly and with respect in your daily life some people immeditaly try to take away your agency or act like youâre gullible/easy to manipulate/underestimate you because they canât imagine there being anything more to you than what they see. I HATE being mothered by other people, I hate being patronized or reduced to the surface level. Itâs my biggest red flag in people when they think theyâre so superior and smart because they think kindness is beneath them.
#especially as a woman/female presenting person#this happens a lot at uni and in my academic life#but also sometimes with random people or even friends#I see through bullshit so fast and then people are surprised they canât be fake with me or lie to em xD#itâs almost funny#sorry for rant
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haikyu's dumpster batte is only going to be around 1 hour and 24 minutes, oh it's genuinely bokuakaover
#knowing that we're likely not going to get an ova too is painful <//3#m sorry to go off on a bit of a tangent#but I can't help but feel bitter that an actually good series with coherence and amazing characters just gets treated like this#and series like jjk and demon slayer get to have such good adaptations?#I don't hate both series btw as I watch them myself but even I have more criticisms in their story and charas compared to hq#jjk at this rate is being carried by satosugu shippers and popularity the story honestly is slowly losing substance :'DD#and it's disappointing such a series manages to get to have a consistent adaptation vs a good and inspiring story#which is why I can't help but feel <//3 whenever ppl rant about the jjk animation cause it's better than the hq treatment TvT#don't get me started on demon slayer I have mixed feelings about that series as well but I love it for what it's worth xD#and if people say the hq fandom is being bitter or biased isn't it justifiable?#a consistent and amazing narrative gets butchered me thinks people have a right to feel the way they do#naturally the fandom is not downplaying the efforts of the animators and voice actors but we also have a right to feel the way we do#we feel the way we do out of genuine love for a series that inspired and helped us so much#it's just so unfair TvT#m terribly sorry again for ranting and dropping negativity but I feel really disheartened about this news#and not simply cause ofc we won't get the bokuaka match#but also because my favorite series doesn't deserve this#eli rambles#bokuaka#haikyu#haikyuu#haikyu!!#hq
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suddenly I have realized my bad habit of procrastinating has become a nearly debilitating fear
#Like#for ex I had an exam due today#I meant to study for it over the week#But every time I sat down to do so I just got really scared and stressed and felt like I wasnât going to be able to study enough???#And so I couldnât concentrate and did literally anything else instead and it ruined my entire week bc I was so worried#And anyways I ended up actually studying for the exam for only around 3 hours. TODAY. And took it and sent it in just before midnight.#Which is a very bad habit that I have#Iâm pretty sure I did well tho#bc despite the fact I was so worried I wasnât ready for it that I didnât GET ready for it#I do actually know the material pretty well#And now Iâm sitting here with the knowledge that if Iâd sat and just studied even ONE other time this week#I could easily have gotten a 100#And now Iâm realizing that I may have anxiety#Which I knew before but like. Now I KNOW#And also a really bad case of I Need To Be Perfect Or The World Will End And Everyone Will Hate Me#also the adhd isnât helping#So yeah#Thatâs something that happened#I tend to put things off bc âim not readyâ for them in general now that I think abt it. Huh.#evie rambles#Evie rants#It has become a habit of mine to vent in the tumblr tags#Sorry folks#XD
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man I know you've got a million what ifs and I don't expect you to spin this anywhere but I was just looking at some Yusuf fanart and wondering how Desmond would feel if he was reborn as Yusuf
It would be such a weird intersection of Ezio and AltaĂŻr memories for him
and the twin pulls to go to Ezio and help him however he can, and the rancid bile that is Templars making their home in Masyaf
and of course the Petruccio problem, that Desmond feels like he took someone else's life, someone he knew enough to know he's not him, that he's an identity thief.
(And also the continued tragedy of Desmond being born in Ezio's era, but too late to help him in his youth.)
We can keep Desmond from going âfuck itâ and either joining Ezio or doing something about the Templarsâ occupation in Masyaf thanks to Yusufâs backstory of having no father and only having his mother raised him. His mother would be the only reason why Desmond continued to stay in Constantinople. Honestly, what we know of Yusufâs life is from the novelization of the movie where his descendant relived his early years. From that though, we can get Desmond into accidentally creating a Brotherhood made up of street urchins. Theyâre more on the side of thieves than actual Assassins because Desmond focused on keeping everyone alive and healthy.
So when the Brotherhood heard of an organized Thieves Guild, Ishak Pasha is the one to look into it.
There, he meets up with Desmond (who goes by Desmond with only his mother being the one to call him âYusufâ) and Ishak mistakes Desmond as one of the leadersâ main messengers.
Desmond didnât bother to correct his misconception and lets Ishak watch them in action with Desmond talking to himself in 3rd Person much to the amusement of his fellow âthievesâ. Ishak learns they call their leader âmentorâ and realized that a lot of them move like Assassins.
When he sees Desmondâs Hidden Blade which he had received from his mother a few years back, Ishak finally realizes that Desmond is the mentor.
After this, we can go either:
Desmond and his Brotherhood of âstreet ratsâ are taken in by the Brotherhood for formal training or
Desmond and his Brotherhood remain to be a separate organization that are closely allied with the Brotherhood but do not bow to any mentor.
I feel like Desmond would pick to remain independent for various reasons but mostly, he decides to be independent because he doesnât see himself as an Ottoman Assassin, clinging to his Levantine roots. Ishak might even think that Desmond was truly a descendant of a Levantine Assassin of old, maybe of even the great Al-
No.
Probably not.
With Desmondâs Brotherhood being an independent organization, he gets to train people he trust to keep his mother safe. Once heâs sure theyâd be fine by their own, years have passed and DesmondâŠ
Desmond knows Ezio would be making his way to Masyaf this year.
SoâŠ
He goes to Masyaf as well.
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Okay, so we know that Desmond would searched for the Masyaf Keys as soon as he could and we can give him maybe most of them⊠except one. The key that seemed to have disappeared, most probably in Templar hands that Desmond is still searching for.
This way, we have an excuse for Ezio to go to Constantinople with Desmond after they cleaned up Masyaf.
Ezio tries to reason that even if they kill every single Templar in Masyaf, theyâd just bring in more and finds Desmondâs insistence to clean up Masyaf as a foolâs errand. At the same time, heâs jealousy of the passion Desmond has for the Creed but worries of how Desmond seems to be stuck in the past as well.
Desmond would be a bit cagey of who he is but heâd tell Ezio that his name is Desmond. Ezio would be surprised but he wouldnât believe Desmond is the same Desmond that Minerva talked about because, as far as he knew, Desmond was meant to be alive centuries from now. Desmond didnât bother to tell him the truth. Not yet, anyway.
Maybe after they have said their goodbyes to AltaĂŻrâŠ
Maybe.
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The Petruccio problem will definitely rear its ugly head every time his mother would call him âYusufâ, the first time Ezio would learn his real name is âYusufâ and whenever he sees the Brotherhood have a different mentor instead of⊠the real Yusuf Tazim.Â
That was also a reason why he decided that his Brotherhood (maybe weâll name it the Brotherhood of Shadows? It would be funny if Desmond goes âweâre the Hidden Onesâ without having any ideas that that was the original name of the Brotherhood) would work independently. Heâs trying to step away from Yusuf Tazimâs footsteps, like an exact opposite of the initial plans of the Desmond Miles who became Petruccio Auditore.Â
He wants to carve his own path because he believes heâd only be sullying Yusufâs memories if he pretended to be him.
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âŠâŠâŠ Wanna fuck with Desmond some more?
Of course you do XD
SoâŠ
How about Suleiman and Desmond actually meet and they sorta-kinda grow close in a âI think of you as a friendâ way for Suleiman and in a âI know youâre gonna be sultan later so Iâm being nice to youâ way for Desmond.
But the more Desmond talk to Suleiman, the more he noticesâŠ
Suleiman sounds a lot like Malik.
And his memories of Malik make Desmond feel⊠a kinship with Suleiman that may or may not even be there. And Desmond is now worried.
That Suleiman would become the Lorenzo to his Giovanni and compromise them all.
(And yes, I did think of this because Suleiman and Malik have the same voice actor!)
#itâs still annoying that they got malikâs voice actor#but didnât bother to add malik in any of altaĂŻrâs memories#i feel like they planned to#but the yearly releases fucked with that plan#anyway#sorry for ranting in the tags#if you want to go rare pairing route#suleiman x desmond is definitely a left field pairing XD#ask and answer#assassin's creed#desmond miles#ezio auditore#yusuf tazim#suleiman the great#teecup writes/has a plot#fic idea: assassin's creed#you might not expect much#but i will still do my best#because that's how i roll XD
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How are you this week? Sending love đ«¶đ»
Hnnnggggg.... I survived đ
I got tomorrow off work, so I'm hoping I can recharge a little, but... We'll see đ
but it's really sweet you wanted to ask! ^^
How was your week? ^^
#im trying to file my taxes for the first time and its giving me so much trouble#my job hasnt changed buch but this week its just felt so exhuasting for some reason#it definitely feels like my creative juices are draining and im trying to keep a hold of them because i WANT TO WRITE#just in general im trying to survive independent adult hood#can i have the benefits of being a child while also being an adult? XD#anyways mini rant over im sorry#anon asks
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