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do you guys think rhinedottir ever dropped one of those homunculi tubes on the ground. and it just splattered everywhere.
#(on purpose)#LMFHSOO#sorry I’ve just been thinking abt this#there was so man… at least ONE had to have been dropped#splattered#everywhere#‘oops.’#rhine
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i think people really do lack the understanding of just how much representation matters.
like, chappell roan. not only is she an out and proud LESBIAN, but i just saw a interview where she opens up about how she is also demisexual. that truly struck a chord with me personally, because i’ve been struggling with figuring myself out in those terms and just hearing someone talk about it, knowing i’m not alone in my feelings and that it’s okay, really does help.
representation MATTERS. DIVERSE representation matters.
#honestly this isn’t even the biggest example#like i could talk abt this topic for hours#the live action little mermaid for example#the whole streamer sketch thing that happened recently#just like so much.#i just wanted to talk abt this because it’s somethn i’ve (like i said) have been struggling with#also why i believe in being true to yourself and expressing that truth#cus you never know who needs to hear that#like by living your truth you may unexpectedly help someone else find theirs#and i think that’s beautiful#that’s a lot i’m sorry 😭😭#i’m feeling things™️ rn#chappell roan#representation matters#lgbtq community#lgbt#demisexual#lesbian#demiromantic#<< me (maybe. probably)#(still figuring it out)
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“And Hades and Persephone
They took each other’s hands
And brother, you know what they did?
They danced”
I am once again positively ill about Spytown /pos
Lovely au by @dxppercxdxver
Curt’s suit inspired by the talented @szollibisz
#yall it’s been a minute#I’ve been so fucking busy I’m not gonna lie to you#but I’ll try to post a little bit more#in two weeks I’ll be able to post more#I’m taking classes right now tho so I’ve got other priorities#but I’m making a short comic so maybe yall will see that eventually!#anyways I’m not going to put a fun fact in this one because i don’t feel like it#also I made the carnation green because I do what I want and I like queer symbolism#sorry I just saw hadestown again and it’s all I can think abt#spies are forever#spies are forever au#tcb spies are forever#agent curt mega#curt mega#owen carvour#Joey Richter#spytown#hadestown#hadestown au#tin can brothers#tin can bros#my art
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is it controversial for me to say that i think i’d be disappointed if gwynriel was announced as the next book as someone who very much ships them? because like, don’t get me wrong. i’m sure i’ll eat their book up when it’s time. but i just…. feel like it’s not time yet. i feel like az still needs to grow a lot and gwyn was JUST introduced last book. i mean, quite frankly, the ship itself wasn’t even hinted at until the bonus chapter. i think we need some more building for both of them. also full transparency elucien is one of my favorite ships of all time so i might be biased in that sense. but we’ve been waiting on them for EIGHT YEARS. now i’m grateful to not have been in the fandom that long bc i’m decently new and i’m already clawing at the walls so i cant even imagine y’all who have. but the buildup for elucien has just been SOOO many years in the making now. esp when books are coming out so slow?? i just don’t think i can stomach waiting another 4 years for them when they’ve already been mated since acomaf. like i genuinely think having to sit through ANOTHER painfully awkward solstice would make me end up on national news
#i’ve just been stressing abt this bc i feel like it’s kinda been hinted gwynriel is next and i just#i think it’s a little early i’m sorry#but NO SHADE to my babies i love them to bits i just think we need more building#acotar#elucien#pro elucien#a court of thorns and roses#gwynriel#lucien vanserra#elain archeron
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rare art post!!!
#i felt in a bloodline mood again#i rlly miss drawing jey#wwe#jey uso#wrestling#josh’s art#i may have more art of jey later#so many headcanons#i have a few drawings of a more fem jey too#idk if there’s even an audience for that LMFAOOO#i need to draw solo more now that i think abt it..#ok i’m rambling#(sorry for inactivity#it’s my birthday today yaayyy!! i’ve been crazy busy)#also this is just a doodle hence the rlly lame background LMAO finished this in 30 minutes
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Is the reunion approaching?
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#art#my art#fanart#deltarune#reconnecting#sorry abt the hiatus YALL :(#boooo#work begins right when I get back#DID I JUST WHIP OUT AN UPDATE IN 17 DAYS?!? YEA#AM I DEAD?!?#YEA#WOO#I’ve been waiting to introduce ViVi forever#very happy she/they arrive#‘she’ because she prefers feminine ‘they’ because their multiple people#I actually have the sketches for the whole rest of the chapter finished :)#hang in there yall!#VIVI I DONT THINK YOURE SUPPOSED TO BREAK THOSE#DID YOU-#DID YOU BREAK ALL OF THOSE?!?#KRIS NEEDS THOSE! YOU CANT JUST BREAK ALL THE SAVES!#reconnecting update
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will singling out the heart on mike’s shield (which to him i’m sure felt v glaring and obvious and incriminating) during the van scene and explaining its importance in a very long rambling way while still using el as a cover is literally peak gay behavior to me
#likee. sorry if this makes no sense but the whole thing of like#having ur big gay feelings feel super obvious and being so insecure abt it that instead of just keeping quiet abt it#and hoping no one notices you specifically call it to attention before anyone else can#and proceed to overexplain yourself in an attempt to cover it up ykwim#hiding in plain sight and whatnot#anyway it just resonates w me deeply and i’ve been thinking abt it sm lately
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Random CQ doodles x3
#colorquest#cq#chickenstab#I’ve never drawn maja before I’m so sorry😭#I was like this 🤏 close to making Vilmr say ‘mama’#I’ve been quoting that video a lot lmao#I’ve been thinking abt chickenstab a lot recently lmao#just a little fella *squishhh*
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tried not to talk about this but anyway I was ford for Halloween and part of me was really worried someone would make a stupid b/frd related comment and lo and behold. Someone made a dumbass saving the town joke. The way my heart dropped is unreal. Whole new kind of instant stress response related to this. I can’t block people irl what is this shit. I hate 90% of this fandom sm . there was a lot of people who loved my cosplay though and made perfectly normal comments so I just need to focus on that :) just had one bad moment but it’s nagging on me
#rambling#vent#ok I know I’m overreacting#but it did make me upset as dumb as it is#having to talk to people who ship that/think it’s funny is not fun#just let me do this in peace w/o stress please#and I’ve been trying to forget the whole town thing existed so YEA. this totally helps.#I haven’t seen the town thing itself obviously but I just know what it’s referring to#probably gonna delete this later but it’ll make me feel better to talk abt this so sorry . if you read this thanks#I dont know how widespread this stupid town thing actually is but if you don’t know what I’m talking about. don’t try and find out.
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can we . stop making commenting on people’s weights. like just in general please
#because why is the first thing you say to me is ‘you lost weight!!!!’#like oh lol woaw I totally didn’t notice thanks#like idk its backhanded but not at the same time you know?#because why are you assuming my weight loss is good? why do you assume it’s something to celebrate?#what if I wasn’t intendending on losing weight? comments like this can so easily spark repressed disordered mindsets in people#like it makes me sound like a whiny sensitive bitch but this shit fucked me Up lol#fuck you I was just as pretty and funny and cool thirty pounds ago#and fuck you for acting like it’s sooooo much better I got rid of it#delete later#lol#sorry Im actually tweaking so bad#I’ve been tweaking silently all of today and that one comment just . god it fucked me upp lolllll#couldn’t stop thinking abt it um!#anyways whatever if you read this far into my nonsensical mumblings I love you and hope you’re kind to yourself#tw disordered thoughts#tw ed
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Sorryyyy for dropping off the face of the earth; got kinda shy after that last post but mostly I’ve just been writing though I cannot guarantee that any of that will ever be finished (also I’m very insecure about my writing AAAH). Figure I might as well post the valentines I had done (like two months late lol); interestingly this turned into more of a hand lettering exercise than I was expecting lol
#len’en#yabusame houlen#suzumi kuzu#tsubakura enraku#haiji senri#art#digital#there was one more but I’m not confident it’s like. funny? and I have stuff I’d eant to change abt it#and these four have pretty good comedic timing as a set so I’ll just leave well enough alone#also had plans for a Kuroji and uhhh Xeno a but those haven’t panned out#you’ll have to excuse me I’ve been going off the rails and also have not fixed the meds situation (I’m completely out atm)#started like four fics; yes they are all suzutsuba and there is. so much sex (not described/on screen but STILL)#didn’t manage to stay away from Hamal Cine Bad End either jfhshsjfb#too nervous abt talking yo pol rn to leave comments but zaranthropy if you’re reading this I owe you my life#also I think I said I was inspired on something by dissociation constant and then when chapter 2 came out I relized it was something I had#completely misinterpreted but I’m too embarrassed to actually go and check lol……#*talking to ppl sorry I had to turn off my autocorrect cause it was being compeltely unreasonable#OH YEAH also this Haiji design was a little bit inspired by a redesign of them from uhhhhhhh who was it. idk most of their blog is gone but#I’ll go check my likes#anyway I like how they tuned out also that joke came to me several days after valentine’s and gave me the idea for this whole thing#edit: can’t find the post anymore for some reason but I think yhe name was like chiosu or something?#did somebody go delete their blog while I wasn’t looking
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me when yet another post hating on a popular genre of fanfiction is circulating the dash:
#enough is enough guys…#you all know what i always say#if you want to read it you have to write it#like look at how many notes posts like that receive#now imagine if every single one of those people took the time to write even the TINIEST bit of work that caters to their preference#boom all of a sudden there’s over a thousand fics without smut or whatever it is that people are complaining abt nowadays#ugh sorry i’ve been a hater as of late but i truly think that whining abt stuff like that and then doing nothing abt it is ridiculous#why should you expect others to cater to what you want???#JUST WRITE IT YOURSELF 😭 THAT IS THE ONLYYYY WAY YOU CAN GUARANTEE YOU’LL BE HAPPY WITH THE RESULT#m’s thoughts
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Ergghh back in my wanting to deactivate my blog phase, at this point idc about the blades vip divide anymore bc the fandom actually sucked during book 2 (not saying none of the criticism was valid but the constant nit-picking at every minor detail was actually exhausting) and people can’t be bothered to read fanfics anymore anyway. It’s just frustrating to get 5 notes on a fic you spent months on while artwork posted at the same time gets 100+ notes…like why does one get treated significantly differently just because it’s in a different medium 🫠
#please keep in mind I’ve been posting here for 2 years and never once publicly complained about notes lol#like I joined tumblr when the fandom was dead and even then a fic could still get 10-15 notes and I was honestly just#surprised anyone even read them at all but 5 notes DURING the height of blades 2 i think that was my limit actually lol#sorry abt the rant
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i feel like greg davies is one of those older queers who are like “im not gay im not straight i just like who i like” which technically would be queer or unlabelled but even then thats too much of a label for them
okay i wrote up a whole thing that was partially based on misreading what you said (i thought older said old school) but i’ll share anyway. okay so. bear with me in that this is massive and wild speculation based off of seven some years of patched together memory and observation. and therefore is more based off of intuition than fact. but i get that sense that greg has only become aware of any attraction towards men more recently (within the last ~5 years, maybe a little more). i don’t think it’s anything new, but i don’t think he recognized it for what it was — he just seems to articulate and present it in a different way than he used to. which idk i can only really speak about public persona bc obviously i know nothing about him as a man and so maybe this is just him being comfortable enough to let the public in to how he’s always been. and it is worth saying that for a long time britcom has not been friendly to bi people — joe lycett was the only openly bi comedian who was Active on the circuit for many many years. all of which to say that upon reread what you actually said i agree lol. but i think it’s mostly bc this was a very closed world for a long time and specifying it isn’t something that seems to hold value at this point. but yeah i mean the time that i think most people assume is him talking about his sexuality he says something very similar w the ‘i like women i like men it’s all good’
#this is so rambling sorry it’s sort of a nothing sandwich of me agreeing#also like. he doesn’t need to give a label i don’t give a shit about that it’s his life.#i’m just wracked by trying to figure out if that last sentence Was his coming out or what. like was it a weird misha collins moment#much to consider#greg davies is my gaylor or whatever. except this one is real#noel isn’t bc it’s both too real for me and also he’s said with words that he experiences bisexual attraction he just couldn’t follow thru#- on it. so i’ve been able to hear his version of his whole deal. also again i can’t think abt it for too long bc it’s too real#ted talks#dungeonsynthh#greg davies
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I can say that this is officially the end of my dailyposting. It’s been fun but I don’t think I can keep it up, especially not with a rigid schedule cause it’s been starting to stress me out (particularly keeping the polls running). I do hope to keep doing the fandom days at least in part, but I’m not going to force myself to get anything out. Pros of this are that my content will be of higher quality. Edits will most likely stop unless I have a large burst of inspiration, and my fic posting will be less regular. I’m going to try keeping it up every week still, but no guarantees.
#I’ve been posting twice daily since July 20th#daily posting polls since April 2nd#im just a little burnt out if you guys can imagine. sorry#I’ll still be here and my normal batshit insane self#but I’m also. starting school again so I have a lot on my plate#mkay that’s all. bye bye and I love you guys#thambles#thposts#thpersonal#says this post in a normal way that doesn’t insinuate anything this time#good lord I’m sorry abt Thursday I gotta think before I speak
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i lost the post but i saw someone talking about how some of y’all act like being weird is a choice and like. YEAHHHHHHH.
that’s fine, it might be for you. but i just live like this and don’t know any other way. like yeah i’ve worked customer service, i can do innocuous small talk, but anything beyond that, i don’t understand what i’m missing. and it’s frustrating to see the tonal disconnect especially from people who are like “uwu embrace weirdness!!” where they’re like. dressing quirky and talking about bugs and listening to obscure music and eschewing small talk to ask Deep Questions on the first date and unlearning their tendency to not infodump. and generally have an idea of what Weirdness is supposed to look like. idk man some of us wake up and get out of bed and can’t figure out why the rest of their coworkers chitchat with each other but when they join the conversation it dies.
weirdness is value neutral. let’s stop trying to turn it into a badge because quite frankly, it’s not a choice for everyone. it’s fucking exhausting to never be on the same wavelength as other people and they’re going to react the way they do and label you the way they will without any conscious actions on your end. it’s difficult to talk about this without feeling like you’ll be dismissed as immature, a teenager whining “no one understands me” but the thing is. sometimes you don’t grow out of feeling alone and different, and there’s no good way to talk about it without feeling like people will think you’re just fishing for pity.
#most of it is stuff i can’t help like!!!#coworkers and i don’t share a lot of interests so i’m always like. yes i’ve heard of that show but haven’t seen it. no idk that band sorry#and they’ll like. talk shit abt other people who share my interests without realizing that i also like those things#so i just have to sit there and take it#i feel like i don’t have a lot in common with my friends even. a few shared interests but very different lives#in my experience the conscious choice has been to try to keep up with what’s popular but it’s just. not interesting to me#i got bored and forgot to finish s2 of stranger things and never picked it back up#even alt subcultures have gone kinda mainstream and i never quite slot in#let’s not even touch the gay culture ‘flags’ that are extremely online and unrelatablr#and the most frustrating thing. every time i try to talk about myself and my interests i feel people shutting down#one person i know. open mouth sighs in exasperation when i open my mouth#i don’t know why you’re making it my problem that we’re different#i know there is supposed to be a niche out there for everyone but some of that feels like#those niches are falling prey to marketability. if you’re too far out of the mainstream. too out of touch. it can’t be helped#a lot of messaging online is like. embrace weirdness but only if it’s subversive in a very specific way#too normal to hang out with self-proclaimed proud weirdos. too weird to hang out with normies#like i thought the thing was to disavow performativity. i’m sorry i don’t find the same things interesting#i don’t care about the office and you don’t care about the hundred years’ war. that’s fine. why is that seen as a personal fault of mine#i feel like some of the reaction i get might be bc it comes across as hipster shit. idk#i’m literally just oblivious and looking for any kind of indicator for social interaction#but so often it feels like the onus of finding common ground is on me. i have to listen abt things idk but no one cares what i have to say#i think what makes it more frustrating is this reaction from people who claim to not care. do their own thing#and then get annoyed when i do mine and it’s. different#instead of being like ‘fuck the mainstream! conformity is bullshit! be yourself!’ it’s like#‘fuck the mainstream because it doesn’t appeal to me personally and i’ve made my own club!’#and this is not going to come out right because i’m just at my limit and venting and don’t know how to say things the right way#so people don’t misunderstand me#i just happen to never like the Right Things and know the Right Things and act the Right Way and idk how else to say it other than#can we be more normal about weird people#idk it’s hard to talk abt this without sounding like i’m just complaining but i’m more bewildered and trying to state things as i see them
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