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ALL BETTER yt22
summary: you help yuki feel better after the race. 2.2k words
warnings: mommy kink (reader calls herself mommy, yuki calls reader mommy), sub!yuki, dom!reader switch!yuki (mentioned) nipple play (m and f) handjob, fingering, p in v, praising, name calling (just once, whore), unprotected sex and creampie. sweetest little fluff as the plot
a/n: damn, Mexico really played all of us. Here'a a little something so we can all feel better. feedback is appreciated
“Oh my God! Fuck!” your heart had already been racing since the formation lap. Your hands trembling as you held on to the barrier.
When he got hit the noise in the garage was generalized, everyone having the same reaction of disappointment and fear. Soon the news that he was alright circled around.
“He’s going to medical for a check up and right to media. You should wait in his room, he’s probably going to be very frustrated, he’d like to see you there.”
“Yeah, thanks John.” you gave him a soft smile and made your way out of the garage and back to the facility.
As soon as you walked into his room you started cleaning up the space, putting away the equipment, the clothes and everything else that laid around the room. He’s probably want somewhere to throw himself on so you cleared up the massage table too.
It was almost an hour till Yuki finally walked in to the room, John coming right after him with his things. You sat up on the edge of the table immediately, opening your arms for him to walk right into. He rested his head on your shoulder, burring his face on your neck as his arms wrapped loosely around your waist.
“Oh, baby, how are you feeling?” you rubbed his back up and down and he just shook his head against your shoulder. You looked over at his trainer as if to tell him he needed space and he understood, quickly leaving the room. “Baby, ‘t’s just us now, you can talk to me, no one’s gonna see you cry if you want to”
“Was it my fault? I swear there was space and then he just closed, I had nowhere to go” he mumbled.
“It wasn’t your fault, darling.”
“The weekend started so well, I don’t even know what happened. I-“ his voice started to shake.
“It’s okay, darling. It was just an accident, it happens, yeah? D’you wanna lay down, love? Something to eat? Just hug?”
“Hold me”
His ask was raw and almost desperate so you complied in silence, helping him up on the bed. He curled up into what seemed like the most awkward position he could be but said he was comfortable so you just wrapped your arms around him, hugging his face to your chest and brushing his hair out of his face.
“When can we leave?”
“After”
“After the race?” he nodded “Don’t you wanna change?” he nodded again.
You unlaced his boots for him to kick off and helped him pull off his fireproof top when he sat up.
“Cold huh?” you took a shirt from his bag and handed it to him. “Here. And here” you also passed him a jacket.
He changed into the lighter clothes and laid back on the table, this time laying his head on your lap so you’d run your hands through his hair.
“You know, if I wasn’t so sad I’d fuck the shit out of you right now”
“Right”
“Or I’d let you fuck the anger out of me, I wouldn’t mind that either”
“That sounds more believable” you chuckled. He turned to face your stomach and kissed it through the fabric of your shirt. “Yuki!”
“‘M not doing anything, ‘m just gonna take a nap.”
“‘Kay, ‘m sorry. We can deal with this later, then, yeah? I’ll make you feel good, make you forget about the weekend.”
“Please”
“When we get back to the hotel. You can sleep, i’ll wake you up if needed.”
“Thank you. I love you”
“I love you too, my darling.” You bent over to kiss his cheek but he turned to kiss you on the lips, his eyes shot open immediately, feeling the burn of your lipgloss on his mouth. “Dumb ass. I would’ve kissed you if i didn’t have this on”
“I hate this”
“But it’s so pretty! It doesn’t match you though.” you wiped it off his lips with your thumb, smiling at him. “You’re so dramatic.”
“It burns like hell”
“Sure, baby. Just go to sleep”
Yuki opened the door to your room and threw his things on the floor right by the entrance, arms immediately wrapping around your waist as your lips met.
“Slow down, darling, didn’t know you were that desperate. Let’s shower first, yeah”
“Please”
“No, shower first, we can make it quick but you haven’t showered since this morning”
“But you’re gonna make me shower again after”
“Well, yeah, we’re gonna wash quickly right now” you told him, already stripping him out of his jacket, “and we can have a bath when we’re done, wouldn’t you like that?”
“Sure” he complied as you took off his shirt.
You let him undo his pants as you stripped out of your own clothes, already making your way into the bathroom.
The shower was quick as you promised, only to wash away the sweat from the day.
You soon made your way to the bed. Completely naked you laid right in the middle, legs spread as you called him to sit right between them. His back rested against your front, head thrown back on your shoulder so he could kiss you.
“Gonna let me touch you?” you whispered to his cheek.
“Please”
Your hands ran down his chest, nails softly scratching his skin till you met his nipples. You played with them for a second, making him sigh into your mouth, teeth grazing you lips. Your hands descended onto his abs and to his thighs, rubbing circles on them as you kissed. You watched as his cock started to rise, getting redder and harder. His hands met yours by his thighs, gently guiding them up, to touch his hardening cock.
“Patience, darling”
You grabbed the oil you had pulled out for this and poured it directly on his cock, the droplets making him twitch. You smiled at his reaction and took both your hands to him, wrapping one around his base while your palm ran on his tip. You spread it all over, till your hands ran smoothly on him.
“Please, Mommy”
You couldn’t say no to him when he called you that, it meant he was at your complete mercy and would just beg for you to give him something. You did.
Your hand started to move up and down his shaft as the other held on to his base. Your lips didn’t leave his neck as you started to pleasure him, kissing and bitting softly on his tan skin.
After a couple of pumps he was rock hard in your hands. Your thumb ran down his slit, harshly, making him whine. You picked up your movements, pumping him and changing your grip around him, tightening and then loosening it, the alternation making him desperate in anticipation.
His moans were broken and went right into your ear, making goosebumps raise all over your body. His hand wrapped around yours, making you slow down your movements and tighten your grip permanently.
“Didn’t know you were making the calls now, darling” you teased.
“Please, I’m sorry”
“Just teasing, love.” you kissed his neck, gently “Tell me what you need, huh?”
“Need this, wanna cum, please”
“Want mommy to make you cum?” you whispered to his ear and he nodded “hands off, let me take care of you, baby”
You kissed all over the side of his neck as your hands moved on him, slow and tight, the way he showed he needed it. But soon that wasn’t enough and he started bucking his hips. You took that as a sign to go faster and in seconds you had him twitching in your lap.
“I’ve got you, darling, come for me”
Yuki grabbed your thighs, blunt nails digging into your skin, his muscles all tensed up, his knees closing and hips bucking into your hand. He came with a loud moan, sounding completely defeated as he spilled all over your hands and his stomach.
You shushed him, whispering sweet praises to his ear as he came down from his high. “That was a lot of cum you had been holding back, huh?” you chuckled, leaving a peck on his cheek before he turned to bring you into a deeper kiss.
Yuki flopped onto his stomach, arms wrapping around your hips as he kept on kissing you. Your hands were resting on his ass as you lazily made out, the sound of sliding tongues and saliva filling the room.
“Wanna make you feel good” he whispered.
“Have at it, love. Make mommy feel good, yeah?”
He nodded and slid his hand away from your back, taking it to your thigh. His fingers danced closer and closer to your middle, building up to the moment when he brushed them right up to your clit, collecting all the wetness that had built up. The pads of his fingers easily circled against your clit, gently teasing as they barely brushed the skin. He knew you loved the anticipation.
His lips had already explored your neck and were now making their way to your chest, kissing and nibbling all over till he took a nipple past them. You brushed his hair lovingly as he sucked on your tit, his fingers making their way inside you. He thrust them a couple times before curling them up, hitting spots that made you moan and shiver for him.
“Doing so good, baby, fuck”
He muttered something you couldn’t make up against your skin but the vibrations made you arch your chest into his mouth. He let his body rest completely against yours so he could take his other hand to your clit, massaging it slowly in contrast to his fingers that curled rapidly inside you. You quickly tensed up, feeling your orgasm creep up on you.
“C’mon, so close. Kiss me, baby”
You tilted his head up from your tit, your hand softly on his chin till your lips met. You came with a moan to his lips, separating the kiss as he worked you through it, fingers pushing all the buttons inside you.
“You’re so good, baby. So perfect”
You took his face in both hands, pecking his lips multiple times before actually kissing and pushing your tongue into his mouth. His hands left your middle and rested on your hips, slightly lifting himself up. You felt him hardening against your cunt, the weight of his blood filled cock resting between your legs surprising you.
"Are you up for more, love? Didn't think you could take a second" you said softly against his face, he nodded. "Words?"
"Yeah, mommy, ' want more, please."
"Lay on your back, love, 'll take care of it." you whispered to his ear and quickly felt him peel away from you.
He laid by your side, arms aready reaching to bring you on top of him and you complied, straddling his thighs. Your hands ran down his chest and abs, collecting the small droplets of cum that hadn't dried on your thumb. You took it to his mouth, making him suck it clean. It was obscene, he swirled his tongue around it and let out a moan when you pulled it away.
"Whore" you whispered to yourself as you watched.
Lifting your hips you sat righ on his cock, letting it sit right between your lips for a second before you started moving back and forth. His head met your clit everytime you bucked your hips forwards, making both of you desperate for more. It didn't take long before you gave up on teasing him and aligned him to your opening.
You slid down on him slowly, watching the way his face scrunched from the pleasure. He whined when you finally took him entirely, soon restarting your back and forth moves.
Yuki was way too sensitive to last what he normaly would, he was whining nonstop as you rode him, fisting the sheets beneath him. He knew he could come anytime he wanted, you were never one to stop him from feeling good but he'd actually feel embarassed if he came that quickly and without giving you anything. So he took his hand between you, palm facing up so he could reach your clit and circle it with his fingers.
He could tell by your moans that it helped, and you could tell by that move that he wanted you to cum with him. You wouldn't take long to reach your high either, all the stimulation from minutes before still lingering on your body. You took your hands up to your chest, palming your tits and pinching your nipples while you moved on top of him.
"Close, baby?"
"So close, can't hold it anymore" he confessed, almost out of breath.
You just nodded, telling him he could let it go with no shame and he did. Moans - almost too loud for a hotel - filled the room as he spilled inside you. You never stopped moving, milking his orgasm till you reached your own, making another string of moans and whines leave his lips. You flopped down on his chest as you slowed your movements till they came to a stop. His cum was flowing slowly out of your cunt as you peppered his neck ans face with kisses.
"Did so good, love. So perfect for mommy, look at you"
You pulled away from him, setling against the pillows and pulling him to cuddle onto your chest, "How does that bath sound righ now, love?"
"Give me a second"
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That Night | Josh Washington x reader
| Do not repost any of my writes without credit to me
Pairing: Post prank Josh x f!reader
Prompt: The real events of that night start to reveal themselves as Josh is tied up.
Warnings: implied smut, make out sesh, cussing, crying, slut shaming, emetophobia warning, mentions of death
A/N: So this is kinda angsty? i never really write sad stuff but i wanted to try something new. This one is a bit short, let me know if i should add a part 2! remember requests are open through my inbox, comments or dm me! i hope you enjoy!
Also i’m sorry if it’s not the most game accurate depiction! I tried my best :,)
His hands traced every curve and line on your body, his tongue worshiping your skin. His lips grazing your own. You felt like a goddess as he let your name fall from his lips as a prayer.
His voice, his scent, his body, everything about him was overwhelming your senses. Even with the lights off he had your figure memorized, touching every sensitive spot you had.
His drunken mumbles began to form into a cohesive sentence, “I love you.”
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You held onto your coat trying to keep any warmth in, shivering to regulate your temperate. Your gaze rested on his erratic form, his breathing irregular as he screamed out,
“You pussy!”
His exaggerated scream making you roll your eyes, your fingers found there way to the bridge of your nose with you pinched tight.
You pretty much ignored the entire argument, it was getting you all nowhere. You only started paying attention when he mentioned you again,
“Excuse me! Am I boring Miss righteous over here?”
You dead panned at your best friend, no evidence of a smile at all. You stood up and came closer to him,
“Josh, I think i’m speaking for everyone here, shut the fuck up.”
Your sudden outburst shocked the boys but Chris and Mike nodded in agreement. You began pacing the shed, your mind spinning rapidly,
“Why are we even here? This was so stupid,”
You let out a shaky laugh and continued your rant with it slowly turning from an angry cry out to sobs leaving your lips.
“We shouldn’t even be here.”
You repeated, over and over, your hands raking through your disheveled hair. The boys all watched your every move intensely, finally there was silence in the room.
You believed what you said, you were still in denial. Your two closest friends were gone, and it was time for you to realize this.
“Fuck! What the fuck.”
You kicked over a box of old tools, the noise clambering against the wall. You held your body tight, trying to find any form of comfort. Everything was wrong, this wasn’t how it was suppose to be.
“Hey, Come here.”
Chris pulled your body close to his, the heat from his build enveloping yours. He stood there silent, knowing no words would bring any comfort to you.
Everyone knew you were right, but no one had the energy or need to agree.
As he held your body you could hear snickers coming from tied up Josh, a heavy sigh leaving your lips as you prepared for his next verbal assault.
“I’m just saying, one heck of a performance. You don’t think I know what really happened that night?”
Your eyes squinted in confusion, for once you wanted him to continue. You stepped away from Chris and felt desperate to hear what he was going to say, you internally slapped yourself as you gestured him to go on with his rant.
“Josh? What are you talking about?”
He scoffed, the look in his eyes full of hatred. He thrashed his body attempting to get out of the tight constraints.
“Whoring yourself for a prank? Pretty low if you ask me, just as bad as good ol’ Mike here.”
Your stomach sank as you begin to realize what he was implying.
“I remember every. single. second. of that night. Too bad I wasn’t there for Beth and Hannah, instead with you.”
You shook your head, your tears continued and you yelled out a ‘No!’
“You took me back there just to distract me, fucked me real good huh? Should’ve known it wasn’t real, out of everyone that night,”
He paused before finally meeting your eyes, the look sending shivers down your spine.
“You, you disgust me. You hurt me the most.”
Mike and Chris exchanged confused looks. No one knew what that night had looked like for you and Josh, that being the one secret you had the power to hold. The one thing not distorted by that evil memory that night holds for you.
It went silent, your mind recalling the events of that night
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“Shhhh Josh, they’ll hear.”
You held his hand as he led you away from the group, both stumbling and trying to find your way through the maze of his lodge.
Finally he jiggled with the door knob of his room, letting you in first just to whistle as you entered.
“Been hiding that all this time?”
You hit his chest and immediately went in for a kiss, your hands holding into the chest of his shirt clinging to be as close as possible.
Your kiss deepened, somewhere along the way both your clothes had been quickly discarded as an afterthought.
Josh let out an airy moan as you suckled on his neck, his hands wandering over your naked body.
You giggled and kissed him all over his face, wanting nothing more than to live in this moment forever.
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“Josh…”
You sighed and despite the guys disapproving looks you moved closer to him, sitting down on the cold floor near him.
Josh ignored you, his eyes avoiding your ever knowing stare.
“What we did that night, what we said, I haven’t forgotten it.”
You bit your lip trying to find the words to say to this broken man, your eyes watering as you continued barely above a whisper ,
“That night, I wish it could’ve gone differently. I regret almost everything about it,”
You pause as he stares up with you, his eyes flooding with hurt as he took in your words. All the hatred he had for you was gone, and instead heartbreak.
“I don’t regret what we did, I would never regret you. Don’t think I have. I regret not being there for Hannah and Beth, for keeping you away from them. But I don’t regret what we shared.”
Josh kept quiet, but his expression had changed. It seemed like he didn’t know what to think, his mind continued to play tricks on him, he didn’t dare to speak after that.
You wiped the stray tears as you stood up and looked at the boys,
“Now what?”
You three argued over a plan, trying to figure out who would stay to watch Josh and who would go. Finally the decision falling onto you. You look back at Josh who seems defeated, his eyes devoid of emotion.
“I’ll stay here with him. Go with the others.”
Despite their push back the eventually leave, reassuring you they’d be back for you.
Once they leave it’s just you and Josh left in a pitiful silence, almost missing his screaming from earlier,
“Josh, I’m sorry,”
It had been the first time you had said those words to him, saying sorry would just confirm the worst.
“For everything, you didn’t deserve all of this pain. I don’t know why this happened, why they disappeared. I don’t know why you are hurt so badly, and i’m sorry that I don’t know.”
“It’s not your fault, I know that.”
His words were barely audible, but you understood him clearly. Finally, he looks back up to meet your eyes. His eyes were filled with tears, he was breaking down in front of you.
You desperately wanted to untie him, to hold him, but you knew better than that. He was off his medication, unpredictable, and you didn’t want another thing to go wrong tonight.
As the night continued your mind wandered back, replaying the events of that night.
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The fire cast a warm light on your bodies, his skin looking like a bronzed gold, his chest rising and falling with every breath. He looked beautiful, just perfect.
“Like what you see?”
You smiled and hummed a yes, planting a kiss on his jaw. His arms wrapped around you, pulling you impossibly close to him, not wanting to let go.
“Y’know, I meant what I said. Wasn’t just being crazy romantic for no reason.”
He confessed with his eyes still closed. You blushed recalling his words earlier, thankful it wasn’t just a drunken mistake.
“I know.”
It was his turn to hum in response, pinching your side making you laugh.
“Not gonna say it back?”
You both knew it, you had been smitten for years. His teasing was just because he yearned to hear those words come from you,
“I love you too, Joshua.”
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“Every day without a doubt, I remember that night with you,”
Josh’s sudden announcement made your ears perk up, letting your attention turn to him.
“I remember everything about it, your laugh, your voice, your body. I even remember the smell of the tequila that came from you as we ran off together.”
You smile and nodded in agreement, recalling exactly all he was saying.
“It was disgusting, had to keep myself from vomiting during the party.”
For the first time in a long while you heard his hearty laugh, it was different then the one he had been putting up all night. This laugh was all him.
“When we get out of here, we’re gonna help you Josh. I will be there for you.”
Josh nodded as he let the idea creep into his mind, maybe he wasn’t a lost cause? Maybe a future with you would be his saving grace,
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“No! Where is he!”
You shoved Mike as he dragged you out of the mines, wincing at every contact you made.
“We have to go back, please. Please Mike!”
You screamed as he ignored you, your eyes being coated in a familiar substance.
“I love him! You have to do something!”
Your pleas go unheard, completely ignored as you’re forced out towards the lodge where you are the rest of the group are rescued.
Everyone in a complete shell shocked state, no words spoken.
The paramedics and police eventually seperate you all, taking you into different rooms for questioning.
“Have you found Josh? You have to be looking for him, in the mines.”
“No miss, we have no other confirmed bodies as of now.”
Bodies. They don’t expect to find anymore survivors, do they? Your face drains of any color as you feel the need to vomit out of disbelief.
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He held you all night long, your bodies molded together in perfect unison. You felt safe in his arms, his body warmth lulled you to see as you listened to the best of his heart.
You had waited for this moment for years, pining over Josh. Little did you know, Josh had fallen in love with you long before you, his affection growing day by day.
It was perfect, the entire night was everything you could ever ask for .
As the morning light crept through the windows a knock at your door with a frantic Chris yelling woke you both out of your slumber, changing the rest of your lives forever.
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fuck you now I have to stay alive to see go/od omens s3
#sorry I know this is pretty out of nowhere#I haven't been doing very well if I'm honest#I'm only living for hrt atm. I'm not staying here for two decades without it#iis what I Was saying for the past few months. but I'm starting to miss things prematurely#if that makes sense. I'm angry that go/od o.mens made me realise it of all things#also yk. the guilt of potentially hurting all my friends forever and always#suicide.#sui ideation#suicidal ideation.#tw tags cus. tough subject#sry for putting this on tumblr I needed to vent in a nonpersonal way#I haven't really told anyone I was feeling like this#I think I'm feeling#relieved. excited. I get to spend more time with the things I love#oh god I'm having a moment excuse me (positive)#(complicated)
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I'd probably have to read the printed version and web version back to back at some point to note all the differences but... ough
#sorry i'm going to be excited about this comic for the next month#nofna#okay having finished this now--#and sorry if this doesn't make sense to anyone who's completely unfamiliar with this comic in advance-#the 'popcorn ending' (printed version) is nice to see but i think the web version hits harder. if that makes sense#so i'm kinda tied on which ending i 'prefer'- i think both are good though#also considering i've read the web version a good 4-5 times and the printed version only once- i probably can't make that judgement yet#easy answer- i do like Nutsedge :] so it's nice to see the ending where nothing bad happens to her#but also- NT suddenly becoming a greenie-esque villain out of nowhere felt a little jarring#as well as SV suddenly turning a corner and becoming a 'good guy' (arguable)- considering the first three books are about#/him being too stubborn to change or accept any outside worldviews . Him suddenly coming to his senses felt out of place#<- probably biased because i like characters being bitter to the end and ultimately destroyed by their own hubris#the web version is probably‚ objectively‚ a bit better#but -#(spoilers- if you're planning to drop ~70 bucks on getting these books)#the conceit of SV actually perfecting his style‚ using it once‚ and then immediately getting tooth-brained- was pretty cool#assuming it's meant to parallel him spending months tormented by trying to perfect it while something's still missing-#and then dying before he can narrate it to the audience‚ so that we never know what he figured out.#hard to articulate these thoughts but tl;dr- popcorn ending also had a lot to think about
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Hi, how did you learn to draw Steve's physique?
Ohh what a complicated thing to answer...
When it comes to how I learned to draw anything, it's hard to say anything too specific since it's always a culmination of many years of assorted study and practice... but I can try to do my best to explain some of the biggest things that helped me learn, some tips I keep in mind, and maybe at least some places to start/delve further.
(just a little disclaimer it's not like my drawings here are going to be 100% medically accurate.. they're just to illustrate concepts!)
The main thing about learning various physiques is understanding anatomy. Which feels obvious, but I don't mean proportions; these are important, but perhaps more important is understanding the skeleton and how it moves and learning where muscles connect to bones and where fat grows on the body. When you understand how these function on a more mechanical level, depicting form and movement in a way that feels natural comes in tow.
For instance, understanding things like the pronation and supination of the radius and ulna, as well as the fact that muscles can ONLY contract or relax, will help you understand a bit better which muscles will be flexed and which will not while someone moves. It's inherent to the positioning based on the structural makeup of the body... It's not like you NEED to memorize all the muscles and bones, of course, but understanding and gaining at least a passive familiarity with the concepts really helps.
In tandem with this concept is the way parts of the body flow into eachother. Muscles ALWAYS come in groups because they can only contract. Whatever muscle is there to lift something, there is a muscle on the other side to pull that bone back down. What this results in is a series of straight edges next to curves, which gives us a lot of really lovely "s curves" and dents and folds and so on and so forth just naturally occurring.
I would suggest at least learning the "bony landmarks", which are bones (usually) visible on the surface of the body. things like the iliac crest, the great trochanter, the 7th vertabrae, the acromion process... These can be used to help you understand the parts of the body as angles and relationships, rather than trying to remember lengths and sizes, which vary immensely... (since you asked about steve, he can be our model... also study these on your own don't just take my word for it haha, these are the ones I personally keep in mind)
I've done the same thing with body hair... learning where it grows and in which directions... It helps me make up variations without needing reference, because I have a set of rules I can follow.
The biggest thing that helped me understand all this on a much deeper level was my ecorche course. I sculpted this guy. We started by sculpting the entire skeleton to understand the bones, and then we added muscles on top. Not every single muscle, of course, but the "artistic muscles" AKA the ones which directly affect the surface of the body. Doing this let us see where muscles connect, because we would make a shape, put it on the bone where it actually goes, and then you get to see how other muscles overlap that.
This helped me, perhaps, more than anything else. But I also didn't just start with this course, I had been drawing for years before I even took it. I had been in school for years before I took it. Not that I think it wouldn't be helpful to someone just starting out, but I do think that the more you know going in, the better an in-depth course like this will help you and stick with you. Classes are also expensive, though so I'm not really like... recommending you pay potentially thousands of dollars to take one... But it did help me a lot, personally.
I also, of course, have done many figure, gesture, and master studies...
These just help you quickly gain a stronger understanding of generalized anatomy, and gives you real life examples of and practice with of how people move and balance.
What all this does when combined, is gives me a very solid ability to depict movement and form in a way that feels relatively natural from my subconscious without the need for reference.
The rest of how I've learned to draw his physique is honestly mostly just stylization. I understand the body, and this is how I am depicting it for his level of musculature.
And as I move into depicting him in other ways, either moving in comics or in animation, realistically rendered, or extra stylized, these concepts inform every step of that process for me! When he keeps the same/similar relationships between parts, he gets to still look like himself.
It ALSO really helps when putting clothes on, because the way cloth falls and bunches and lifts is all directly related to the form it is on... So the more you understand that form, the more you can depict clothing and movement in a way that feels natural.
This is all, of course, true when I draw anyone, you asked about Steve so I'm trying to mostly show with him! But because I'm just drawing from raw information of general anatomy rather than trying to study one body type at a time, it allows a lot more "give," I think!
Like, here's most of the cast from TTA so far... actually, they're not as varied as I thought they were nevermind LMAO ignore this part
But, it also makes monster and alien design much easier! It's a lot easier to come up with non-human anatomy when I understand human anatomy, because I can manipulate the knowledge I have...
There is infinite more to study in the world of anatomy... The complexity of the human body goes extremely deep. For our purposes as artists, we need only depict a fraction of it, but more information rarely hurts the process.
I'm sure there's something in here that's wrong on a technical level, I'm mostly going off of memory. But that's kind of my point - I understand enough generally and conceptually that when I am missing something and need to find reference for it, I understand what I'm looking at. It's much easier than trying to learn AND draw at the same time.
I hope even one thing in here helped you! Sorry it's so long.
#asks#somewhereinasgard#anatomy#art tips#anatomy tips#don't like... take my word as gospel OF COURSE#I am sure there's like one thing or more in here that's like. genuinely wrong#but whatever#anyways. I love steve LMFAO#I was thinking about zagan a lot too in this one tbh LMAOOOO cause he's got a similar body type#and when I just did that action animation of him#and people were like how the fuck did you do this so fast#I sort of have been realizing all this knowledge I have about anatomy#and how much easier it makes my life pretty much every single step of the way.#those action poses did not need reference.#I almost never need reference for drawing people#unless its like... realism. but I mean in my comics or animations#when the arm is coming towards the camera I know what's going on in the arm and what the form of it ACTUALLY is so I can properly draw it#there's no guesswork. I know what I'm doing.#which makes it so that when I'm depicting someone like flipping all around or whatever#I just know what the body looks like. how it moves. how it balances. etc.#I would say it comes naturally to me but it doesnt.#it is subconscious at this point#but it is very extremely studied#not a damn bit of this came out of nowhere LOL#ok anyways this was a really fun ask#I got extremely carried away I am so sorry#this is like my biggest artistic passion I LOVE anatomy SO much#I love drawing muscles#I love the technical feelings that happens in my brain when I draw an arm moving and figure out how the muscles are engaged
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2024 reads / storygraph
Outdrawn
f/f contemporary romance
two cartoonist who’ve been rivals since uni, and now have competing webcomics online, have to work together on the relaunch of a cult classic at the comic press they both work at
they both struggle with art-related physical and mental health issues, and complicated families
#outdrawn#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#sapphic books#I thought this was decent! I liked the concept (even if I got distracted by some art related things…)#and the dynamic between the characters was good. I enjoyed their relationship development broadly speaking#and the emphasis on communication; though it was a quick flip into being together all of a sudden.#The sketchbook doodle flirting was cute. Some interesting exploration of their complicated family situations too.#There’s a lot of exploration of burnout and carpal tunnel and the dangers of artists overworking which I think are important conversations#and are done with some nuance. But it’s pretty much all discussed in the context of the personal pressure they put on themselves#rather than the industry corporate greed and artificial competition created by the comic platform - which are significant in this story!#It felt odd that that connection wasn’t really ever made?#I know that this is a romance and nitpicking the background plot is beside the point and also that I am not a big romance reader#but the premise that the comic hosting site archives everything; wipes the leaderboard; and out of nowhere has a comic competition for#new weekly chapters…I’m sorry but the art world would riot. Even if people enter because they’re desperate for the cash they’d be pissed#People live off the income from their webcomics! if they were erased (temporarily) with no notice…..there would be crimes committed istg#I simply don’t believe that it would be doable to create a new weekly webcomic with no notice while you also have a full-time comic job#(especially as the only stylistic choices mentioned are full-colour) - not to mention what happened to their 8-years-running webcomics#that were archived? they don’t think about them at all after the beginning? surely they’d care about that?#And then with their new comics they make for this competition (after work I guess) we get vague snippets about them but barely anything#- if they’re consuming that much of your time I would expect to feel like they’re thinking about them all the time#rather than the vaguest discussion about genre and cast numbers only.#I guess I just think the whole comic site stunt felt unnecessary for the plot anyway -#it would have worked exactly the same if they were just competing on the normal leaderboard with their normal comics???#anyway - I’m not judging TOO hard about all that because again I know it’s not the point and maybe the industry is like that in some place#Unfortunately it was distracting enough to affect my feelings on the book tho lol.#Lastly: the audiobook………oof. The narrators talk at different speeds; for one.#And Sage’s VA does this deeply weird raspy-anime-teen-boy voice for Noah which is such an odd choice#and doesn’t match her character at all.#unforch my library only had the audiobook (what I usually prefer) so I just had to sort of….translate the narration into a normal voice lol#anyway the romance is good tho
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ooh... do you think you could do the Bird Cogs hanging out? (Redd, Buck, Tawney... maybe a silly HR and low ballers...)
sure! i added a couple more cogs, hope you don't mind! version without shading under the cut
i think high roller is like an urban legend to a bunch of lower level street cogs n whatnot. nobodys quite sure if she exists, but they occasionally pop up in random locations (such as the weekly bird dinner) to cause general chaos for no reason
#bird club gets pizza every week#its organized by clancy and normally high roller isnt there...#magnate is the other newcomer though (its her first time seeing high roller invade the dinner out of nowhere (happens infrequently))#also i know nothing about clancy but that IS supposed to be him (i'm pretty sure he's just a regular legal eagle?)#ttcc#toontown#corporate clash#toontown magnate#toontown legal eagle#clancy wing#redd heir wing#featherbedder#tawney c. esta#duck shuffler#buck ruffler#high roller#cdg render#sorry for the load of tags lol
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the progression of events in this arc is so so good and great and i love how you can just clearly see where and how each characters thoughts begin and progress throughout each chapter as it goes on. while steven was probably set in stone about his view on how to handle the situation i earnestly believe zed and zapp set out to disobey steven's request. and then they make it very easy to understand leo's point of view and why hes doing what he is - its why they show us that flashback and don't tell anyone else, and why he speaks very little after zapp threatens him - and then immediately cuts to klaus, who knows absolutely nothing about the situation currently but he can figure it out just by looking at whats in front of him. and because klaus is so unflinching when it comes to upholding what he believes is morally right he does so without anyone needing to tell him whats going on. he sees this percieved 'monster' protecting someone else and immediately goes to protect it, too. and even though a lot of them disagreed with each other at the beginning there is still the scene afterwards where they all come together to try and catch each other when they begin falling. i think nightow should pay me for what its done to my mental health
#.text#kekkai sensen#sorry this arc made me normal.#i love that panel with zed even if i cant stop laughing. hes a skater boy. SOOO funny#ddo you get it#not about skater boy zed about the other more dire thing happening in this post. FORGET about skater boy zed#im being miserable again. oh my god. kekkai sensen#i know nightow just loves to leave things as is like after it ends it ends but i wished i couldve seen the aftermath#like. what steven was thinking. what zapp and zed were thinking. klaus also he was like in prison for most of that#SOOO funny that he like. gets arrested at random unfairly. everything is pretty much fine. and then when he gets out#the city is on fire two of his coworkers are in the hospital chain is nowhere to be seen the prison has exploded#there are vampires on the loose femt is there for some reason and there is a 10 million dollar bounty on leo's head#klaus leaves for FIVE MINUTES and THIS happens#dude doesnt even like stop to think about it he immediately turns around and go. hummer. throw me as far as you can.#and then they did.#amazing. this is the best manga ever.#wow ive gotten off topic sorry. anyway#i added that giant paragraph of text after all of these tags sorry guys i know im annoying and saying things that were probably#said 5 years ago but um. im late to the party. and i dont know how to shut up. so you have to deal with it#also i included the panel with neji and riel because i think it says so much. that theyre the ones saying this.#neji doesnt even remember leo almost getting his head bashed in just in the off chance that it could save his life and still he Knows#like they know more than anyone probably how leo sacrifices everything he has for the people around him#and i like that nightow included them in something so important and so defining of his character.#they appear once. twice. so little. but theyre integral to how hes percieved by others and by us.#anyway. kkss is good.#this post happened because i'm trying to draw and needed references but my kkss folder is 900+ images#and i got distracted by these pages in there#because i couldnt resist rereading them#if i could add more than 10 images id also add the like 3 pages of them falling and trying to catch each other at the end#but. alas. woah i ran out of tags bye everyone. thanks or sorry if you read all of this
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pokeani moments that exist purely to make Me miserable:
the line where they call ash's oshawott a throwaway pokemon in the unova league so they're just flat out saying they think it's a worthless pokemon
to thine own pokemon be true (extra angst points for me bc ambipom was my second favorite on the team at the time)
the granddaughter of the guy who trains gliscor calling gliscor pathetic and weak to her face despite gliscor being an extremely sensitive pokemon
pretty much everything about that gible
blue episode (favorite color but they made it a fetish somehow and also dewott and brionne and meowstic are all there and its so bad)
boxing heracross immediately. also that battle frontier episode where it's literally the only returning ash mon (barring torkoal i think but i dont count it bc its native to AG) to get humiliated onscreen
pidgeot returning but gliscor didn't even show up in the miniseries despite being an Actual Character
#sorry ik i keep bringing up the throwaway line but like. its SOOOOOOOOOO bad holy shit#the heracross one isnt aaaaaas bad tbf bc they really make up for it in the sinnoh league#but aside from one ep in the miniseries we never quite get an episode where oshawott proves itself in a battle#i still love that episode bc it still kinda feels like an apology for all the oshawott bashing in bw but i am a little :/#that battling didnt even come up once#ive kiiinda eased up on gliscors benching episode bc at the end of the day it isssss pretty good to her. also its the best animated one#but its treatment like what i mentioned that still really drags it down to me#and also like. i know ppl praise gliscor being so powerful after the episode but i really dont get why we couldnt have just#had a gliscor training arc onscreen. but ig we wouldnt have that stupid ass gible plot that went nowhere now would we#but like.... we had such a huge stretch between that episode and the league. i really dont get why we couldnt have had a mini arc#where gliscor realizes shes not pulling her weight that well and really starts hauling ass#she doesnt really even sweep in the paul fight. she gets beaten immediately by ninjask#the drapion part was awesome tho yayyyy#but my point is that it wouldnt really change much if gliscor just stayed and got stronger on its own#have the bench episode be a wake up call for gliscor rather than a goodbye one and she becomes super competent#like im not just saying this bc gliscor is my favorite character in the entire show. i feel like its straight up kinda lazy and less reward#rewarding#imagine how the drapion fight could be EVEN MORE cathartic if we saw gliscor struggle and fight to get better throughout the show#as much as i like that specific battle and ash vs paul as a whole... it just kinda proves my point that sending gliscor away at all#was kind of a shitty move#like ohhhhh ash's team is all getting revenge for lake acuity yay!!!!! oh one of them was kicked off for the sake of a shitty gible plot th#which really only served to make shitty piplup bashing jokes and only actually had a conclusion in the league itself#by which time it was too late to actually do anything else with it. yeah we kicked someone off for that. but shes back now!!!#like it doesnt weaken the battle THAT much. in fact theres some value in how ash went out of his way to make sure gliscor could be there#so her defeat could also be avenged. and its still my fave battle in the whole anime. but it just proves to me how pointless that was reall#echoed voice
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Beloved junior, Hat Guy (surely at this point he has a name now right?)
#art#sketch#fanart#genshin impact#digital art#watercolour#scaramouche#the wanderer#kunikuzushi#i just feel like he'd be so annoying sitting at the back of class and joining people's conversations#out of nowhere to just bitch about what they said#like 'oh you ONLY use the akasha huh? don't have a single original thought? dishonour on your entire bloodline'#but not EVERYONE can have 500x2 years of experience and have literally watched (and been the cause of) political change across teyvat#like smh dude#oh also the adjacent thought is (because we KNOW his classmates are big fans) the other students don't even care that he's Like This#they're like 'he blessed me he's so pretty hhh he scolded me for relying on the akasha too much' 'omg I'm so jealous'#ALSO PLEASE DON'T BULLY MY BAD HANDWRITING#SORRY THAT IT'S HARD TO READ#genshin incorrect quotes
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a junkyard dog ain't always pretty but you always love that toothless smile
#i miss tyler bertuzzi#liv in the replies#the absolute way i just got bodied by shake it out coming on as i uploaded the pictures to this post#um. sorry not sorry. the google doc/pdf of the quote that i used for this was literally titled#god fuckin curse the notesapp i wrote two years ago#directly referencing the note i have (pretty sure from when the maple leafs seemed really serious about wanting bert) & i remember#being slammed out of NOWHERE by the sudden thought (because i've been preparing for years for bert to leave) (andreas in feb moe in april)#verbatim: if tyler bertuzzi ever gets traded or retires it's catalog of unabashed gratitude the heart part and i will sob#S T O P#tyler bertuzzi#detroit ride or die#this does actually rival we don't have a future we have a dog for some of these for me which. fuck u past me for being so right about this#things that i need you to know for the narrative: oh dumbstruck is tyler's first nhl game (vs the flyers)#thank you every day is from tyler's hat trick & yes the bruins on knucklehead is intentional because it hurt my feelings#also should note. i'm sorry is from when tyler broke his hand this season & no i'm not okay about the narrative of who is he w/o his hands#yeah yeah yeah. the last five make me want to throw up screaming crying shaking wailing#i made it so much worse by looking at dyl's post#dylan larkin#anthony mantha#andreas athanasiou#catalogue of unabashed gratitude [abridged] - ross gay#my sincerest apologies to fabs i simply could not put him in here he was in we don't have a future we have a dog that was all i could take#should i have abridged the last one to say 'for every day'? yeah probably. did i think of that too late? also probably. wait hang on#ooooookay so i did it so now that tag doesn't make sense but it's fine i also have an alt for dumbstruckand pelican heart :)))))))#what i wish i could've made for u but the pictures don't exist is tyler running down the drive barefoot on the phone the day he got drafted#do you really believe in him? is he a good kid? no problems? you're gonna love him. you're gonna love him.#i'm also fully not even gonna talk to y'all about vrana. i can't do that red string tonight. we're also ignoring sunny#STEVE WHAT FUCKING TEAM ARE WE GONNA HAVE TO PLAY WITH#yes i made this exclusively for me no i don’t care yes i am a lil sorry i love him u’ve heard it all before. dilly i’m kissing ur forehead
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Did you and Teddy break up..?
Yes we did. It was mutual and very amicable but understandably it’s been rough on both of us. We both hold a huge amount of love for each other which made the decision all the more difficult. Neither person did anything wrong to cause the breakup so please don’t try going to him (or me) trying to talk shit because you feel the need to pick a side in the breakup. It’s gonna take some time to navigate what things look like going forward on and offline since he was my person my entire adult life. Biggest changes coming on here in the short term are a possible (likely?) url change since koala was a nickname from Teddy and obviously a lack of posts relating to him.
My mutuals have been so great in their varied levels of support during this time and really helped me realize how much of a rock this community is for me and I hope it gets to continue being that way even as I transition out of my connection to Teddy.
#sorry if the talking shit bit sounded mean#but I’m a bit jaded from some friends on here navigating break ups#and deciding whose heartbreak they want to support more#in order to make some pretty nasty assumptions about the other person#and I know I wouldn’t want anything like that for teddy#and I know he feels the same for me#but yeah#it was the best choice for us#but nowhere near the easiest#n I appreciate any/all support#as I try to figure out one of the hardest things I’ve ever gone through#and any negativity#no matter who the target of that is#is not needed and doesn’t have a place here#ask#anon
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i tried so hard to be kind and sweet and all of these things that are supposed to be good? and valued? but im alone again and i dont think ill ever not be
#if you recently asked me how i am doing. sorry#i do remember and value that. its just very hard to trust that as something i could ever actually lean on#like even to say that feels like maybe i am overstepping. so. yeah thats where im at haha#ive just gotten burned way way too many times at this point#forged in fire??? burnt to ashes#i used to think phoenixes were relatable but not really anymore#the vibe has changed completely#and really im on my way out. not in like a super depressing way im not about to kill my body but when i say#im transitioning to a p zombie its . not a fucking joke im done here#my support group of all things went to shit yesterday too so i really have nowhere to stand im just breaking breaking. breaking. breaking .#dissolving. dying. and im like kind of hurt that nobody even cares enough to know these things about me#but how can i blame people for not knowing that asking me how im doing is not enough#or like how can i blame people for not caring#ppl got their own lives or whatever idk how this shit works.#man im just so so so done.#my friend told me about some future worries today and i was just sitting there like man. how do you even.#talk like you will have a future#like anything matters like any of this is real#because to me it's pretty clearly not#i didn't say that shit to him obviously#id like to keep a friend or two around just in case idk#someone to go on a walk with#sometimes he asks me what i think about stuff#i like listening to myself talk. so i benefit from that#anyway the point of this post was that while im done being a self im also very fucking done being selfless#acting like i think i can help people or something. i cant. i dont want to. i dont care.#i just dont fucking care anymore.
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They’re calling my baby Gojo, Joseph Joestar now
#rambling#the diff is that Gojo did apologize after being called out and face to face with his racism whilst Joseph literally befriended nazi’s 😵💫#and there was never any explanation from araki as to why he’d even wrote German soldiers in the shit in the first place like that was#absolutely jarring as hell to read for the very first time back when I’d gotten into jjba#well I watched it first but you know#like Joseph really thought fondly of Stroheim as this stand up guy even though he’s first of all#a Nazi#and second#the first scene that we were introduced to was of him sexually harassing a Woman#it’s……. 🗿#still to this day I wonder if araki had ever addressed this because lord#Joseph was just happy to get the help I guess but that felt so ooc for him from what he’d seen 🗣️#happily receiving the help of a Nazi and calling them a nice guy ahhh Joseph-#Gojo would never sjjsaj#my boo boo is a little prejudice but he’s working on it 🗣️#I still think that gege was trying to have a ‘racism is bad’ moment but again#the execution was pretty awkward and it felt out of place considering what had been currently going down in the manga#like the Racism was pretty random but it was swiftly put to a stop which I can appreciate even if it shouldn’t have been a point of#conversation to begin with since why couldn’t Miguel just exist as a character instead of him being the now token negro#who everyone sees as instantly more frighteningly powerful than everyone else like this didn’t even need to be brought up wllssldk#idk gege was trying to be ‘woke’ 😭. sorry nbs and wp ruined the term for me but like basically lol#gojo’s pretty intelligent and extremely gifted but he’s never been perfect lol#it’s just that idk why gege chose to talk about antiblackness in Japan out of nowhere about the only black character on screen hehhhhhh#like gege tried but lmfao#this is so funny to me#at least it didn’t drag on putting Miguel in an even more awkward situation than he already was and it was nipped in the bud quickly#Gojo isn’t one to dwell on things but when he’s face with new information and is taught something he does try to reflect and do better and#I’m sure he probably started to become even more aware of what he’s saying especially when talking to Miguel in an honest way since that’s#always been the kind of character who he was despite the horrors#the only ppl who’ve been kinda annoying about this are nbs and white people as always 🗿
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happy eurovison!! do your stretches!!!
babe it's been days since i did my stretches at this point im too scared
#in my defence idk WHAT was going on with my sunday shift bc i only waitressed 7 hours and that's a pretty normal shift for me#like im aware compared to a normal person it would be very difficult to just out of nowhere expect them to be on their feet#walking back and forth the entire length of a restaurant regularly carrying heavy things all the while keeping up ABOVE AND BEYOND socially#for SEVEN ENTIRE HOURS with ZERO BREAK like masking that entire time on top of the 7 hour physical workout#like it's insane if u think about it for more than 2 seconds and im really trying to bc every time i falter i beat the shit out of myself#and like? NO? my job is actually very physically demanding and emotionally draining compared to most people's day-to-day activity#it's gonna have impacts sometimes!#so yeah long story short i finished my shift sunday and when i tell you my legs LOCKED UP in bed that night#like mainly my thighs but it was all in my hips and knees and it was so bad that i lay there until 2am before getting painkillers#bc i couldnt hack it#which is SAYING SOMETHING for me bc im normally both quite good with pain and also a hardass for taking painkillers#ive had that happen once before (again after waitressing lol) & never worried about it but my mum recently got diagnosed with arthritis#and ever since ive been like. Looking at my own joints any time they even HINT at playing up#like i am RENOWNED for inhereting all of my mum's medical shit from mental to physical like i KNOW i'll get it it's just a matter of when#and yeah that was sunday it's now tuesday and my thighs STILL feel bruised#and im like. embarassed about it bc it's not like i did anything spectacular? and idk why it's happening?#yeah idk hiiii rori did u like me ranting about my physical health in ur stretch reminder ask sorry do u still think im hot <3#ask
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In all seriousness Im *this* close to kining Megamind
#Leo#system sayings#It really does make sense tho#Everyone thinks Im some scary monster. At least in headspace#But really Im just a faggot who loves wearing slutty outfits and accessories#I know my reputation is pretty piss poor#But everyone in headspace told me that it was water under the bridge#And now out of (seemingly) nowhere; everyone is avoiding me#Genuinely dont know what I did this time but oh well#I need to watch a movie or somethin. Maybe ride our stationary bike a little#Everyone else in the house is high (except me of course) 🙄#So Im bored and left alone with my thoughta#Im doing great tho! 😀#Sorry for the ramble. Im having a moment
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