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I may look okay but deep down I want cinnamoroll plushies 👉🏻👈🏻
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#yaaar ye kitna cute hai !!!#sooo me core :3#i love it mujhe cinnamoroll wala cap chahiye with my pasandida mard and we'll match!!!#he can be kuromi :3#I'll be cinnamoroll :3#cute cute lagenge dono :3#pasandida mard ke sath matchy matchy 🎀💕#desi#being desi#desi shit posting#just desi things#desiblr#desi light academia#desi culture#desi love#desi tumblr#desi academia#desi aesthetic#desi blr#desi blog#desi tag#desi core#artists on tumblr#desi dark academia#desi romance#pyaari naari ki pyaari baatein
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hot take maaaybe but imo the core tragedy of satoru is that he’s not a god, he’s literally just a normal guy who got godhood pushed onto him by other people . a god would be able to handle eternal solitude no problem but satoru isn’t one so he suffers for it
#which is an interesting contrast to geto who /wants/ non-sorcerers to view him as a god-like figure#i could talk for hours abt their parallels they really are sooo similar and so different all at once#but yeah … satoru is Just Some Guy to me <3#i don’t even think he’s really that freaky or feral#he just enjoys the thrill of battle but that’s the standard of living in the society he was born into#you know ?#like . yeah#sorry i woke up thinking abt him today#it’s such a delicate balance bc i doo think he’s uncanny in many ways but all of that is related to his powers#that are basically just family heirlooms he was born wearing#at his core satoru is just a normal man and i think that’s absolutely soulcrushing#anyway that’s all </3 i miss my husband#ari noises ✩#meta ✩
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You may have already mentioned this in some of your other metas, and I just missed it, so please ignore this if it's redundant.
Do you think Bruce is projecting onto Jason by pushing him as a Robin? Obviously, Jason wanted to be Robin and was excited about it, and Bruce let Jason do other things, but (if I'm not mistaken) before Tim came into play, solidifying the whole Batman needs a Robin/support to keep him upright, Bruce and Dick becoming Batman and Robin, in the beginning, was also sort of a coping mechanism.
I think there are a few examples of Bruce enabling this kind of mindset. Like in Gotham Knights #43–44 (sorry), every time Barbara brings up Jason's inner turmoil, Bruce refocuses on his ability as a Robin; similarly, when Jason finds out about Two-Face and his dad, he is hurt, and Bruce acknowledges that but then does the same thing, zeroing in on reassuring Jason that he made a mistake but is still a good Robin.
Like, Jason got it from Bruce, but he unintentionally encouraged that kind of thinking.
oh, i definitely think that bruce is projecting on jason and that it profoundly affected jay. and, while every single one of your observations is apt, i would add that what truly made it so tragic is that he projected his own worst traits on jason while being blind to the fact that jay already shared his best qualities.
tldr: bruce projects himself on jason in terms of grief (saying that jason needs vigilantism to work his grief through) and sees his own worst traits in jason (anger) but doesn't see his own best traits in jay (compassion, love, and sensitivity). ironically, jason does end up developing all of the (projected) worst characteristics of bruce (obsessiveness, and relentlessness in pursuit of the respective perceived idea of justice). this happens even though they were barely present in his early storylines, and only ever manifested when jason was scared or lost. later, they truly came to be because of his trauma relating to vigilantism.
and the long, long version, coming with panels and quotes: under the cut.
first i want to say that the following analysis focuses very specifically on bruce's mistakes, but i don't view the overall of jay's upbringing by bruce solely in these terms. from text it is also clear that bruce deeply loves and cares about jay, and that jay enjoys being robin. now that this is clear, let's get to particularities, and start with jay's origin story.
i truly never stop thinking about the significance of bruce meeting jay in the crime alley, the place of his parents' death. there's a lot to be said about it, but here the focus is, of course, on the fact that he sees a little boy, very much similar to himself, angry and hurt, in the same scenery that brought him so much grief. and jay in some ways does appear to be a mirror of bruce's own agonies, as well as a mirror of his own inclination for seeking justice; and somehow, bruce fixates on the first one, while almost completely dismissing the latter.
bruce looks at him and assumes that the remedy to jason's pain and anger is being robin; and he doesn't stop to think about it. (it has to be noted that there's also classism at play, classism that is mostly a result of writers' own beliefs – collins did state in a couple of interviews that that the motivation behind jason's background was to make his introduction into vigilantism seem less offensive, as jason has already been exposed to crime...)
i think, in this context, it's interesting to look at the two-face storyline even closer, and from the start too. in the beginning, bruce talks of jason's 'street' roots and assumes jay would go "down the same criminal road that took his father [willis] to an early death." he also talks of jason making a lot of progress. later, in batman #411, after jason learns that willis has been killed by two-face, bruce comments that jay "has never been like this...listless...almost pouting--"
this all, along with jay's cheerful and diligent behaviour from the previous issue builds an interesting picture for us: because we essentially learn that jay has been overall an unproblematic child. bruce, of course, attributes this "progress" to the training. however, for anyone else, the logical conclusion would be that jay's quick adjustment was simply a matter of finding himself in a safe and stable environment and receiving continuous support and attention from a parental figure. i find it rather questionable that jason's personality softened down because he had something to punch in the cave–– the more intuitive explanation is of course that he was angry and quick to fight when they first met because he couldn't afford anything else and because he was scared. but months later, in a loving home, he can allow himself to drop his guard; and his cocky attitude disappears until much later.
so the rather unsettling picture that we derive is that bruce is training jay to become a vigilante in order to "channel" his (nonvisible at this point) anger into something useful and just. and he clearly links this to his own trauma in batman #416 (that’s already starlin btw), in his conversation with dick, explaining why he took jay in: “he’s so full of anger and frustration… he reminds me of myself, just after my parents were killed.” bruce also mentions that soon after their first meeting, jason helped him and "handled himself well" in the fight, but he doesn't mention that jay has ran away from a crime "school" and intended to stop injustice on his own only because he was ignored.
the theme of bruce comparing jay to himself appears again in detective comics #574 (barr), where it is approached with a much more... critical look, thanks to leslie's presence and her skepticism of bruce's actions. after jason has suffered nearly fatal injuries at the hand of the mad hatter, bruce reminisces on his own trauma and motives. he tells leslie: "i didn't choose jason for my work. he was chosen by it...as i was chosen." leslie replies: "stop that! (...) you do this for yourself... you're still that little boy (...)" then, the conversation steers to the familiar ground and the topic of anger. in bruce's words, again: “i wanted to give jason an outlet for his rage…wanted him to expunge his anger and get on with his life…” and finishes "and instead, i may have killed him."
the recognition that bruce's projection on jason and involving him with his work might have fatal consequences is, as always, fast forgotten once jay wakes up and proclaims that he wants to continue his work as robin.
but to circle back, i think there's something else worth our attention, something deeply ironic, that is showcased in that issue: that bruce has no evidence for jay's "rage." when leslie talks of bruce's past, she recalls his tendencies to get into brutal fights at perceived injustice as early as in school; when bruce talks of jason, two pictures that are juxtaposed, are that of jason fighting as robin and jason... smiling, playing baseball.
so, in the early days of jason's training and work in the field, we see bruce talking of jason's anger a lot; but we barely see it.
that being said, jay is angry sometimes– and i think your observation about how bruce deals with it is incredibly interesting and accurate.
we first see jay truly and devastatingly angry in the two-face storyline. bruce focuses on jay's reaction as robin, which is, in fact, aggressive. but something that he barely addresses is that jason's first reaction is sleeping all day, and not beating anyone to a pulp; in fact, this vengeful instinct seems to arise only when he is put right in front of two-face. and his third instinct, once the rage (very quickly) dies down after the altercation with two-face, is crying, because bruce hid the truth about willis' death from him. jay, while crying, asks bruce: "you have taken me out into combat-- but you spare me this?" in response, bruce lectures jason about how grief inspires revenge, which is, again, deeply ironic, given that jay seeking out revenge seemed to be prompted and enabled solely by the role of robin. moreover, his question suggests that at this point he saw grief ("you spare me this") and fighting as two different things.
the final is, as you said, bruce focusing on making it into a lesson on vigilantism, or, in his own words, "tempering revenge into justice." personally, i think in this way bruce directs jason to bring his grief into the field as a powering force, something that he didn't necessarily have an own incentive to do. the flash of compartmentalisation between his ordinary life and being a sidekick that jay has shown by questioning bruce's decision is lost. emotions are now a robin thing, and they have an (informal) protocol, a moral code. and when jay is confronted with an emotionally exhausting case next – the garzonas case, i believe that the focus on "tempering revenge into justice" is exactly the problem– we don't see jay crying, we see him frantic about finding the solution. this, right there, is bruce's obsessiveness, that in my opinion, was developed in jay specifically as a result of how his engagement with vigilantism combines with his deep sensitivity.
and, needless to say, his sensitivity is all the same as that of bruce – they both can't stand looking at other people hurting, they both wear their hearts on their sleeve, caring way too much – the thing is, bruce never quite acknowledges how they are similar in this matter. instead, he focuses on his sparse bursts of anger, wanting to bring jason closure in his grief the only way he knows it – in a fight for a better world. so, as you said, he focuses on jason's ability as robin.
which just doesn't work for jason. at all. we know it from how his robin run comes to an end: in the first issue of a death in the family (batman #426) alfred informs: “i’ve come upon him, several times, looking at that battered old photograph of his mother and father, crying.” to that, bruce contends: “in other words, i may have started jason as robin before he had a chance to come to grips with his parents deaths.” he also tells jay that the field is not a place for someone who is hurting; a message that is the opposite of what he's been saying for years now, and something that i imagine was difficult for bruce to conceptualise, because then he would have to question his own unhealthy tendencies. it's a bit late to come to this realisation; bruce's self-projection that caused him to worry so much about jay's anger has already turned into a self-fulfilling prophecy that will fully manifest itself in utrh, when jason does the only thing he was taught to do with grief: try to channel it into justice.
#AHHH this took me so long for no reason at all. so sorry anon <3#anyway. i'm obsessed with your observation regarding bruce's focus on robin in the two-face storyline#i've already briefly considered it but you made me go back and reread it#and i just stared at these panels of jason in bed all day for like good 5 minutes thinking. jesus christ. jesus christ#“you spare me *this*?” <- this line is making me feel SICK TO MY STOMACH.#so maybe bruce is right when he says that he made jason like this in tfz.#and jay is of course even more right when he says that he didn't make him. he raised him#also don't apologise for bringing in gotham knights#i actually talked about it some before because it is a very good illustration of bruce projecting on jay#<- i didn't include it here bc my post was getting insanely long.#anyway back on the topic. i think it's so deeply sad that jay genuinely has no idea#that this is what bruce thinks#i think he would be DEVASTATED if he knew the way bruce fixated on the idea of his anger#hm. normal now.#thank you so much for this ask. you can tell i was delighted to answer it <3#i actually already had a draft about it when you sent it... but i'm sooo slow with editing my word vomit#outbox#jay.zip#jay.txt#dc#jason todd#core texts
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Can you draw scenemo haruka doing cottagecore fuutas makeup.... :3
I tried my best to give them fitting outfits~ Thank you for requesting!!
#SCENEMO HARUKA SO REAL#milgram#haruka sakurai#sakurai haruka#fuuta kajiyama#kajiyama fuuta#my art#i dont know much about aesthetics except like REALLY specific ones so i did my best!!!#haruka would sooo love scenemo stuff dude i think his aesthetic would be scenemo y2k stuff#cottage core fuuta is new to me but is an adorable idea nonetheless#really reflects how he is just a gentle good person on the inside :3#what do we think of haru with piercings🔥🔥
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i love doodling swapinverse like hello drawing characters aside from the normal mtt is lowkey therapeutic 🧡🧡🧡 anyways i FINALLY FINALLY finished crash's lore!!!! and vice.SER is connected to him,,,, theyre interconnected!!! i forgot how much i liked crash's design (not the design but all the little gimmicks in the design. figuring out all the hanging ribbon bits is annoying but hey it looks good)
#outertale does not exist in swapinverse anymore. how quaint#dude thalia and melpomene are th only ones that r like. 100% good#I NEED TO MAKE MORE GOOD AND NICE CHARACTERS😭😭😭😭#mst..... recreators (qip name 4 siphon n crash?) and vice.SER........ theyre all EVIL (or have evil goals)#i WAS thinking doing something with reaper because i adore his design and aesthetic and i wanna combine it with SOMETHING idk what#anyways if core frisk error which is supposed to be vice.SER exists then should normal core frisk exist too?????#i mean i dont think that just because a core frisk role esque person exists doesnt mean the role is instantly filled up#the mst and mtt co exist in swapinverse but those 3 are like.... NORMAL aus. not outcodss n stuff#i love the giant lance thing i gave crash. i mean the ribbons can form any weapon and take any shape (kinda like puella magi mami's guns)#but like..... it just is so cool i love characters that use multiple weapons#i LOVE (haha) every single little gimmick thing i give swapinverse characters. the tiny details is what i adore giving them#if you catch me not posting 4 a bit its probably just bc im working on swapinverse or jk fashion au. or maybe ive seriously just lost motiva#anyways i have a few banger rants in my drafts ive yet to elaborate om but just like....... i dont feel like it#someon needs to wrangle those posts out of my tired lazy arms#lowkey why do siphon and crash remind me of kanade and mafuyu. idk i cant explain#if you cut vice.ser in half it would be like jelly with binary in it. i wanna eat him#he would tingle on my tongue but thats just the static. eating yhe glasses would be difficult bit they dont have lenses so its ok#i drew them both looking at us but i think that vice.ser is the only true one always looking at US.looking out from inside#god i love swapinverse sooo much i wish i could get it done faster and be goatedly good with motivation. a shame#but i do think that i may be finishing up the character descriptions 500% ish sure#SO THEN THAT MEANS I CAN WORK ON THE ACTUAL STORY!!!! WOOOOO#ive already decided that theres gonna be mentions of me myself and i in it. i love meta storytelling#im cursed with perpetually sweaty hands i hate having to draw on slighty damp paper. nobody understands me#UGH im getting too happy in life im starting to act weird in public and offering to help people. i need to stop#anyways just school doodles!!! because in the period where they take our phones i have naught to do but draw#i need to get back (start) my english reading. and then help my friend with a few questions on her homework. how joyous#and then i can get back to my BETTER homework (working on swapinverse :3)#crash managed to destroy outertale in his lore i wonder how many worlds vice.SER will destroy#actually if hes supposed to be core frisk error then i should make him NOT destroy worlds right???? right#tricule rant
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the ever revolving door of self sacrifice and trading your life for their’s perhaps it’s because you don’t fully realize how much your loss would devastate them yes. but more importantly. because you can’t handle how much their loss devastates you
#the ultimate act of selflessness but at its core it is sooo very selfish it’s delicious to me.#(of course in the finale it wasn’t isolated to any singular loss or specific grief it was about the end of the world and main character#syndrome where this is the only way you save the world for god. but it is always there throughout the rest of the series what’s dead should#stay dead but it won’t <3)
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speaking of using a good Fuck instead of some lame fantasy curse. look at the funniest line ive written.
king's blood is a comedy actually <- king's blood is Not a comedy
#s.txt#king's blood is sooo far from. a comedy.#ALSO this is the guy. this is the jesus core guy. alan tudyk chicken guy. im unwell about. the writing choices i made. for this man.#ASK ME ABOUT THIS GUY HE'S SOOOO <3 his development was so funny. ask me about his development.
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god I love making people question their faith. not fun when it happens to me though
#not actually abt me i was thinking from the perspective of one of my characters#but now i realize this is very shadowheart core#anyway characters who are like this are sooo funny. im holding them squinting into a comically large magnifying glass#not religious but religion is interesting to me#shadowheart#shadowheart bg3#bg3#baldur's gate 3
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Are you going to/have tried the new st ice cream?? 👀👀
i haven't had it yet but i want to!!! the closest walmart is a little ways away so i gotta plan ahead if i wanna make sure it doesn't melt in the car ride home... but that void flavor is calling my name!!! so i gotta!!!!
#small town probs </3#but isn't that sooo hawkins core of me#i gotta pack a cooler and ice#but i WILL#bc i HAVE to try this shit i literally HAVE TO#the cinnamon bun bytes looks rlly good too#but i wanna try them all LMAO#ask liv#anon
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keep gravity falls posting babe ive been rewatching the show lately and I can already tell all of yr thoughts and opinions on it are correct . sorry this sounds like a yelp review it's supposed to be encouraging
LMAOO DHCLEJHD
listen i dont know i feel like my opinions are a bit too 2016 KSCMDH
#i was never hugely into the gravity falls fandom ngl i just really enjoyed that ship💀#i have watched the whole show tho#but its been sooo long#i could rewatch it again tho👀#gravity falls#rowan tag<3#i think billdipp was like. one of my og ships from when i was first rlly getting into online fandom#i was only on pinterest at the time bc of parental restrictions but hoo BOY did i enjoy them LMAO#god this ask unlocked core memories for me
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ok well i had fun with my little movie <3 i fucking love a 90 minute movie! i love fucked up monsters as a metaphor for like all sorts of things… i love how norah characterized herself as a pessimist but crucially crucially she never once let go of any of her friends, and in the end she saved the two of them that were in love… and she BLEW. THAT. SHIT. UP. i love a movie that ends with an explosion of a corrupt institution seriously… the monster was both a metaphor for her grief and a metaphor for the consequences of big companies’ greed with the environment… it’s not about cynicism and it’s not about hope but it IS about love and human compassion and the drive to keep pulling your friend’s barely breathing body to safety because no chance is too small when it comes to saving his life, and then it’s about succeeding because you did everything you could and gave them a chance all while knowing you wouldn’t get the same…
#norah was sooo tris-core <3 miss her i have GOT to see her this weekend fr#omg did you guys know brian wrote the insurgent screenplay? or he was one of the writers#anyway. insurgent’s my favorite of the three so i guess that makes sense that it’s got that brian duffield flair 🫶#sorry i always heap so much praise on a man. he’s the only one tho and i really believe he deserves it for writing fun little movies for me#if he ever flops tho i’m shutting it all down. no sense defending a flop right. and for a man? i’d never#anyway gonna go look for gifs of my little movie :)#beth.txt
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boys will loooove to redo their carrd every month
#lem text#YOU DONT HAVE TO REREAD IT it’s essentially the same <3 just snowy now c:#isn’t it sooo cool that episode prom.pto takes place in the tundra and is therefore snowy and therefore me-core. i LOOVE it <33 gender <33
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mom pick me up theyre posting bastille songs in the hannibal server. soo so scarey
#to clarify. i am obsessed with bastille. and i am obsessed with hannibal. love them both to bits#but they can Not mix . my brain WILL short circuit#like okay i can allow two evils in my hannibal playlist. the vibes work sure#but the rest of the album? even fake it or blame?#iam going to cry#like im so happy that ppl who like my current hyperfix are discovering one of my oldest interests#but i cannot be in this conversation or i will Die#sorry ignore me guys i just have 0 clue what is happening#why my brain is so averse to this#they are like . two separate universes. no cross pollination pleae#this doesnt apply to . Any other music artist btw#i am going to put sooo much mcr phoebe bridgers matt maeson alt-j noah kahan florence + the machine etc in my hannibal playlists#as a treat <3#i dont know why bastille is different. theyre just not even music to me anymore they r like blorbo from my core formative memories#what is skulls doing in ur murder husbands playlist!!!#put it back!!! (back to late night road trips sharing earbuds with my sister 10 years old discovering what music was)
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Fall Fest literally haunts me every day of my life tho what the fuck is that. i need to know
#ik deep down if its like A Real Thing itd probably dissapoint me esp w the route the games r going but like...... AESTHETICALLY its sooo its#soooo.... so....... hello 😳 AND ALSO 1970 MENTION??????????????? LIKE HAIII.IM ALL EARS GRINS SIVK AF#😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁#But againnnnnn if its like...... sb Core....... scares me majorly 😨......... but still haiii im a sucker for knowing literally anything#about freddy past haiiii haiiiiiii <3#im like that kitten drinking milk whilst shivering and shaking and shit i NEED IT GRAHHHHH !!!!!!!!!
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B.A.P is BACK
#well BJYM but you get the gist#wow Gone mv was so touching#the store was closed and the sign said thank you for an amazing 12 years I CRY#and I feel like the ‘zero’ part was a reference to zelo#Youngjae’s vocals!! I feel like the muscles from military helped like maybe he trained his core or something lol#a lil sad over the decrease in Daehyun’s lines but overall sooo happy with the distribution btwn the 3 vocals#like youngjae & jongup doing both choruses is unexpected but lovely#bap#bjym#curtain call#me#jt#just thoughts
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CAT EARS ON MY PHONE SCREEN!
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