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a rare good wink
#sometimes he gets it almost right#winking at estie#charles leclerc#esteban ocon#chinese gp 2025#f1#mypost
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sometimes when Darry gets frustrated when he's arguin' with other adults about Pony or Soda (i.e. he feels like a teachers bein' unreasonable or an adult lookin down on them) he'll snap leave my fuckin' kids alone, yeah?
#Darry who calls soda n pony his kids absently u are alive n well in my heart#never his son or anythin like that#more in the tone of my kid brother without the brother#if that makes any sense#first time pony heard that he almost sobbed#idk he convices himself darry doesnt car about him for so long or that hes just a burden#but hes not just darrys dead weight brother he has to take care of#hes darrys KID#thats his older brother right there who loves him#soda too actually#i talk about pony n darry so much but i think soda would genuinely bawl#cause darry doesnt parent soda like he does pony n that sometimes leads to soda feelin like he doesnt think hes as smart or worth it as pony#n like before he drops outta school darry gets called in to the office n someone suggests that soda just isnt smart enough#n darry sees RED#he stands up IMMEDIATELY n is like if i EVER here u talkin about my kid like that im gonna personally see ur ass fuckin fired#ohhh itd be sodas final straw im certian#actually u know what#fic comin soon#theres somethin here#im gonna find it#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#darry curtis
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You know I'm realizing one reason you keep seeing mdzs modern AUs where the Jiang parents are alive mainly so they can dramatically fail and betray Wei Wuxian by cutting him off financially--defaulting on his college tuition or formally disowning him etc--isn't just that people want to translate the Burial Mounds II arc into modern terms while keeping Jiang Cheng clean of it.
(Despite the fact that the internal logic of Jiang Cheng's character is largely built around him being a person who would abandon someone he intensely cared about under these specific circumstances.)
It's because it's hard to set up a modern analogue for the way that Jiang Cheng is responsible for Wei Wuxian, as his Sect Leader.
We live in a highly individualistic society. People are trying to write Wei Wuxian Tragically Wronged, and because there's a normative expectation that people in the position of parents will provide you with resources, and certainly won't withdraw them without warning, but no such assumption that people in the position of siblings necessarily owe each other support, making this work in modern setting with Jiang Cheng in his canon role would require a lot of extra work, just to get a less readily resonant result.
But I keep thinking about it. Because something that's getting lost here is, not just the nuances of character and relationship, but like...it's sort of key to the story that cutting Wei Wuxian off was, in fact, Completely Socially Appropriate.
The level on which it was a betrayal is subtle, and deeply cutting. And intensely tied up in the very different opinions each of Jiang Cheng's parents had about what obligations existed in their family wrt Wei Wuxian, and what these meant.
The level on which it was the obvious, normal course of action is blatant. That is to a huge extent why it happens: because Jiang Cheng's instinct to conform is a survival instinct, reinforced by trauma, and Wei Wuxian's choices meant he had no coherently compelling reason not to obey it, and enormous peer pressure to do so.
The fact is that Jiang Cheng was making a reasonable choice, the actual thing 'anyone would do in that situation,' unlike Wei Wuxian and Jin Guangyao's respective wildly warped ideas about what that is.
Wei Wuxian wasn't betrayed by Jiang Sect like your foster parents cutting you off because you're disobedient. Wei Wuxian was betrayed by Jiang Sect like your brother refusing to drop fifty grand to bail you out of jail.
Of course Wei Wuxian tells him not to. And of course the fact that Jiang Cheng already chose in the moment not to pay a cent because Fuck You Wei Ying still stands there glaring, a precedent that can never be taken back.
And then later he's betrayed by Jiang Cheng like your brother cooperating with a police investigation into a manslaughter you really did commit, that's being handled like domestic terrorism. And then like your brother calling the cops on you. And then like your brother helping the cops find where you're hiding.
I'm personally fascinated by the way Jiang Cheng's lifelong resentment for the way Jiang Fengmian reliably bailed Wei Wuxian out of everything informed those decisions to do the normal thing, the way he's reacting against his dead father as well as against Wei Wuxian and the actual situation.
But even without that daddy issues angle, the fact that the person who made that choice was Jiang Cheng, and that it was simultaneously the reasonable appropriate normal upstanding citizen rational thing to do and so shitty Wei Wuxian would be entitled never to forgive it is sort of. The Point.
Of the scenario, and also to a considerable degree of the entire finely tuned narrative construct that is Jiang Cheng.
#hoc est meum#mdzs#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#meta#like sometimes people commit transgressions#and you have to actually decide what that means to you#what you're willing to let them cost you#whether you agree that that transgression deserves punishment#and even if it does what role you're willing to take in that process#jiang cheng is someone whose sense of right and wrong operates along emotional and pragmatic axes before consulting the moral#which means that without being a *bad* person he's someone who's highly susceptible to pressure#as long as it comes from either a superior or Society At Large#especially if his insecurities get tripped#but like sometimes just for example it's illegal to be gay#or people have less rights because of who their parents were#and those instincts can lead you into bad choices#it's good to be able to set boundaries but jiang cheng is not good at setting them where he personally actually wants them#and when he does they're the boundaries Angry Jiang Cheng wants#and calmed-down jiang cheng just has to live with them#which ofc is something that applies to wwx too in very different ways#the fact that BOTH jiang cheng and lan xichen when the chips are down choose society over their respective halves of wangxian#at one crucial point#and that lan xichen does so in a way that he can live with and not withdraw from the relationship because of#while jiang cheng is almost insane with the need for wei wuxian to deserve everything that happened to him#and how much of that is who they are as people?#and how much is that lan wangji is not dead#and how much is it that lan xichen understands exactly what happened and why#while jiang cheng doesn't and can't so he has to make up his own story to make sense of it#so much going on here
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another drawover because they help my brain not be evil
#this reference picture is absurdly cute#also so them. because javier literally will curl around anything in the vicinity so when he's big spoon he will latch onto kieran like he's#going to float away LOL#kieran loves being the little spoon because the full pressure of javier nearly crushing him is very comforting. but only when it's javi. wh#en it's other things he feels trapped and starts tweaking. hostage trauma and whatnot.#they absolutely love sleeping together. modern javieran (or my original kieran lives timeskip au even) take naps together almost every day#when they can.#wow i need to name all my au's. they're getting a little jumbled now LOL cat sanctuary au is THE OG even tho i never write it anymore. then#just my general kieran lives au. then blackwater!kieran (which is what i'm calling it for now and it'll prob stay that way too actually).#then ANOTHER modern au in my drafts im thinking through where they're long distance ... i'm trying to let myself have the freedom to just#make stuff up as i want and not psyche myself out about how bad i am as a writer right now because of my memory loss </3#anyways that was a tangent. i love them :] drawovers are so freeing#me when i don't have to think to draw because i am literally just tracing an image for my own entertainment and we should all just live#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#image#art#hero draws sometimes#hero's kieran#hero's javier#hero's javieran
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a few experimental ducks in dresses originally made to mess with some brushes, then some palettes, then some textures...
do yourself a favor and listen to some caro emerald while you look at these ones lol!
#dhmis duck#dhmis#my dhmis postings#me art#GENUINELY REALLY LOVE THESE LOL#givin duck a wig im getting further and further from canon as we speak /j#HE WEARS ONE IN JOBS IM ALMOST RIGHT OKAY#as usual all the fits are based off real 20s fits so if u wanna see the OGs lmk i have them all lol#INCLUDING THE SWIMSUIT THAT SHOWS ONLY THE SIDE OF UR ASS FOR SOME REASON?? PAIRED WITH A FUCKIN FUR COAT. I SWEAR THATS REAL#its real and also he WOULD#this is going in my collection of drawings i make and scream at the screen RG YOU DONT DESERVE HIMMM DUCK WIFE ME UP PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#I WOULD TREAT YOU RIGHT BABY!!!!!!#then suddenly i blink and im like hu.h. what. and the drawings are completed#i forget im not genuinely into him sometimes
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some of u will not understand this and that’s okay but in my mind’s eye suguru is a selfish lover in a sweet way and satoru is a selfless lover in a sad way
#trusting this post to cross the dashes of the right people#i know some of you will get me……#IT’S LIKE#suguru loves . very selfishly.#he chooses who to love and how to love them very selectively#he cares for you deeply and tends to you always but sometimes it’s almost more about him than you#because he NEEDS to see you happy. he needs to take care of you#it’s less of a want and more of a craving#it’s important that his selfishness is sweet but it’s still . selfishness#if that makes sense#i think gojo is more detached and sad in the sense that he wants to see you happy#he wants you to be the happiest you can be#and if he doesn’t think he can give you that he’ll keep his distance.#suguru would probably still cling to you even knowing he’s not enough…#idk :’) i’m thinking about them today#i love my boys#ari noises ✩
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I don't use it very much but sometimes when my friends send a Reddit post to me, I can't help but think "I wonder how the MHA communities are doing today?" As if they've magically fixed themselves overnight (─.─||)
Seriously, what an alien place! Blatant BakuDeku hate, they're practically foaming at the mouths constantly over there ( ̄ヘ ̄;) Modern day witch hunt
I thought moderators were supposed to maintain order...

I'm not really a conflict person but sometimes... I get urges
Like. Sometimes I want to make a throwaway account and just slam down a wall of text onto them. How rude they're being. I'm not that type of person. But they're so very mean (·︿· `) Nasty rude people
It makes me too mad, I should stop looking over there. Sometimes you can't help it but in all honesty there's no helping them in their bubble ( ・ั﹏・ั)
#writing this because I'm mad#'ooooh share your most hated most unpopular take!' Someone posts#1 person says to not tell others to kill themselves for liking BakuDeku. everyone tears them apart#i feel those posts should be rebranded to 'give your opinion so we can weed out who we hate and kick them out'#'What's your favorite ship? no judging here guys haha :-)' someone mentions a queer ship. they're promptly torn apart#'BakuDeku is baaaaaad! he told Deku to kill himself! and he's a bully!'#then in the same breath they'll go tell BakuDeku shippers to kill themselves and then harass them until they delete their account#guys... :-\#the moderators seem to encourage it#a lot of these people have mentioned Tumblr#a lot of them say 'i tried Tumblr it's too scary' quite literally almost word for word#i don't use anything really besides Tumblr but i get curious sometimes#a friend will share a Reddit post with me and i tend to think 'whileee I'm here...'#i shouldn't.#it's like going to a foreign country. but they're all jerks is all#i should've expected that I mean it's Reddit#just makes me mad okay (T_T)#love you guys thank you for being human ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ#everyday I'm reminded of why i love it here on Tumblr dot com#💬#💢#← I think I'm going to use that when I gripe about something now#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#bnha#mha#bakudeku#izuocha#i seriously need to update my pinned post actually I'll get on to that right now
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Nooooo that sad little smunkler has broken my heart! Wtf Talon stop being so mean to him for no reason!!! >:[
its okay, he just has bad days sometimes
#skunk mail#Anonymous#a doodley#because i gave talon so many of my traits its easy for him to get into ''i couldve been Like You if things had gone better'' mindset#even if it isnt rational#so sometimes things will be going good but he'll just get so mad with smunker for no reason#like smunker will just get too excited about something and he gets frustrated for reasons he cant understand#the thing is al is really good at shutting him down if he gets mean because al is a bit more secure#smunker is the much easier target for his bursts of Upset#but he's neutral positive most days...talon CAN be gentle and he can slip into gentle so easily too#he tries to apologize in his own way often and says he is trying#he's just not well adjusted... he has mood swings and self sabotages when he's finally shown so much care#and smunker is patient with him to their own detriment#(talon has even insulted him about this and caused massive upset - and then he regrets it)#dis is just recent development... we will see how things change ^_^#he's being nice to me right now but i never know how long it'll stick#its almost like he just doesnt want to be happy but i cant tell if he does it on purpose or not yet#pushing others away maybe?? but it also seems like he's just at the whim of his emotions half the time#gotta look further
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said goodbye to him feeling weird!
#hes abt to go skiing w his friend im abt to go back to the uk to an ordinary life#he is perfect and I've felt appreciated none of the time and i think it's not his fault idk#not how racemic compounds work not how amphetamines work not how people work#french suits his mouth but german does a bit more i think . climbed to a very beautiful place#asked him to be my boyfriend then almost took it back yesterday. chemistry is not his strong suit#he carries things for me he catwalks he gives me his jumper when im cold he's good at kissing#he got me a beautiful necklace on a riverside in amsterdam he lights my cigarette with his#he holds my hand and his only complaint about me putting lipstick on his lips is that it wasn't evenly spread#his eyelashes are long and he's sharp and scarily productive and very good at navigation#always on time always the right place . i make a comment about being a beautiful collective and he says yes but it's odd that we havent#received the social benefits of it. what you mean? well when im alone or with friends people just...give me things. flowers baked goods#compliments a pack of cigarettes he says. he asks me if I've ever had to pay for a pack. i felt genuinely SO UGLY like am i. downgrading u?#ppl see me next to you and..what you get negative attractive points? gosh.#unfortunately shutting the fuck up is not my strong suit so i never let that go. he says nooo it's just you are So Gorgeous that you scare#people away. OK!!! he knows he's pretty and he uses this to his full advantage#you're cool and you're friends with all the club bouncers and you take such good care of me and you know#the state secrets and we can scheme murders together and i love that you love your friends#but when i joked we wont get to see each other in months and you said 'so?' that rly did smth very upsetting!!!!#twisting and backtracking is his strong suit but unfortunately seeing it happen is mine#and sometimes it's endearing and sometimes i want to kill him about it. he would be a very good diplomat#who the fuck stumbles gracefully on cliffs? anyway his voice is gentle and he says i don't want you upset#he holds my hands he says lets talk about it please i want you to know i appreciate you#he says all the correct things i believe 0 things out of his mouth and he can tell#i am snappy and terrible and calm. i tell him he's sweet and i want more i want to be missed#SHUTTING THE FUCK UP IS NOT MY STRONG SUIT! would you be ok being just friends? eventually.#and the next day ive decided what to do with you. what is that? you can still be my boyfriend. he says thank you.#walking is our strong suit so we go everywhere. i tell him about my best friend his head looks great thrown backwards#im afraid this is too good for me and I'm also afraid it's not enough. not asking questions is not my strong suit.
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FINALLY!! At long last, I've gotten my hands on a Pumpkin Kitty, after a whole year of wanting and waiting.
Her name is Latte! (Short for Miss Pumpkin Spice Latte) You can also call her Miss Spice!
#I spent 10 minutes picking her out omfg#not even exaggerating. I was deciding between this one and one of the last 3 unstuffed PKs#altogether there was only 5 of them left in the store including the 2 stuffed displays#the other one I was looking at had a nearly perfect pumpkin eye patch but less pumpkins overall#and their face wasn't as nice plus the ears were a bit wonky for my taste.#tho it was really hard to tell which would be better while they were unstuffed and flat#in the end I chose Latte because right away she looked to have a sweet face. her ears were nice and she had better patch placement#including a couple full patches on her tail#tbh if I'd had the money I might have bought both because the decision was hard#the bear builder actually asked if I was alright while I concentrated on studying each of those damn cats#I apologized and explained wtf was up with me. she was very understanding#I've always had this quirk where sometimes it'll take forever for me to pick between plushies I really want#especially if they're both the same exact plush. because then I gitta focus harder on finding out which has the better personality#you get what I mean?#anyways this has been a thing for me even as a real little kid#I remember spending and hour-hour and a half almost every time when my dad took me to choose my monthly webkinz#“my monthly webkinz” god that makes me sound so privileged. it was the nicest/best thing my dad could afford to get me because we were poor#he wanted to spoil me as all good fathers do but that was the most he could afford and I was always so grateful and still am! but I digress#anyways I took way too long to pick which kitty would become my Latte#but I'm glad I had the opportunity to choose yet alone to actually see pumpkin kitty irl available for purchase#what do you guys think of her?#stuffed animals#plushies#plushblr#build a bear#BAB#pumpkin kitty
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klavier is a project sekai addict capcom told me (truth) and I just KNOWWWW apollo picks at his lips when he's working hard on som shit... aka... afflicting klapollo with mo'isms
#apollo justice#klavier gavin#ace attorney#klapollo#mo art#my art#tw skin picking#?#idk if i need to tag this he's just Locked In...#project sekai#hatsune miku#shes THERE#i think hes playing brain fluid explosion girl#bc#i was playing that when talking to my friends earlier...#and my brother walked in and fed me ice cream#AND I KEPT MY COMBO....#if u know pjsk/rythem games u KNOWWW sometimes its so hard to focus when talking but#i love that song....#YAY !#sorry for rambling ni the tags i love you tumblr#well...#yeah okay its 4 am but#gah#ummmm#i was watching jerma clips while drawing this so apollo becomes a jerma fan...#I WISH I GOT A DOLLHOUSE SHIRT WHEN THEY WERE UP FOR SALE.... forever regret not getting one b4 it went away..#3 YEARS AGO??????#WHAT#it cant be that long right? dollhouse was like... last month.... wym.... almost 3 years........
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ah, i love duvall!!
Still can’t believe art made a character just for me
#i remember when they were teasing sangfielle and art apologized#and said he’d made a character too hard to draw#and what he did was incorrectly assume that people wouldn’t be able to handle the bugs#oh buddy - i can handle the bugs#i hope we get to see him again one day etc etc#sorry i just finished a page with the dreamiest duvall i think i’ve ever drawn so i’m thinking of him fondly#like literally backlit glowing low angle dream vision smiling duvall#and i almost settled for the first attempt of it which was not nearly as good#sometimes you redo something in half an hour right before bed and it’s the Right Decision#tomorrow is my saturday and i’m So Ready to Dug In#unfortunately i’ve reached the stage of momentum in a Big Projectcwgere it’s harder than usual to sleep
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please can we have more jimmy and impulse.
collabs, streams, heck even a life series team
i just really really want to call them jimpulse
#fdgnjmg#please#i need the punnage in my life#i also think.. jimmys quite similar to skizz?#(so they'd probably get along sorry forgot to finish that thought)#but at the same time#his humour is different#so when hes with people who hes newer to it seems almost like he's..#i dont want to say trying too hard but his humour sometimes doesn't have a place with them? or doesn't hit as well? or something?#and impulse can be like that too sometimes?#cause hes always trying to get better at improv-ing interactions#and hes always changing stuff to improve be it tech or editing#so i think...#idk they both put a lot of effort in and sometimes depending on what group they're in it isn't fully appreciated?#that got a little bit analyzy#tldr: i like them and think they need to work together more often#jimmy solidarity#impulsesv#jimpulse#<leaving it right there#its a good pun#guess the build#build and seek#life series#pixls things
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Kim Dokja sketchdump
#kim dokja#orv fanart#orv kdj#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omniscient reader fanart#berry art#i like drawing him#my comfort guy#my comfort guy who dies every 5 minutes#i will sit at my desk and he just appears#unlike yjh whom i despise#yjh is IMPOSSIBLE TO DRAW YOU DONT GET IT#i have 3 canvases called yjh fail gallery which are just me trying to get his face right and failing its so pathetic its almost funny#i may release yjh fail gallery sometime if you ask nicely lmao#or if i feel like it
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i was rereading the story dialog for the sephirah while ago (upper layer so far considering i have a doc to contain all of my ramblings and thoughts once looking it over and getting actual lines to be able to know exactly what was said to base my feelings off of rather than the pure unfiltered pain or i suppose somewhat shock at first and those garbled memories of what happened) and after reading tiphereth's and then going to netzach's again it's just.
imagine you have to see what is deemed your other half, the person keeping you sane, your only companion you actually love and like, your literal ‘twin’ have to get crushed but some bum that never does his job and can easily be seen as 'not meeting standards' does get the same treatment at all when your own brother had been destroyed for less like spiraling into some dangerous stains of thoughts (thought be fair he did end up not as respondent and at that point already had what i'll inadequately describe as 'memory leakage' . But from the general idea of the side of tiphereth). he'll be more better than that drug addict ever will be in her eyes, someone who can't even do a report on time and even then is half assed to where at that point they'd just do it themself in the first place. he'll be way better, someone who is quite literally her family. yet why is her brother the only one that needs to suffer through that constant degradation of the soul? the constant wiping of the self? the memories made and lost? why the hell is someone that should deserve it in her eyes, someone so unmotivated and lazy, someone who she deems as a person not able to do a single thing right, not having that happen to them? why is it the person she loves so dearly, so close to her that she wishes would've stayed instead of some now hollow husk and imitation of imprinted memories when that hasn't happened to Any One Else? why does she have to go through all of that, having to see someone that she used to know and adore turn into a hollow husk and imitation of what once was - having to feel as if shes already looking at a walking corpse with memories shoved inside - just for someone like Netzach to not end up crushed to pieces.
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#tiphereth#lobotomy corp ramblings#netzach#i suppose so? im not quite sure but it does reference him#JUST SO YOU KNOW i adore him and dont hate him for feeling as if he has to depend on substances to even get through the day or exist#or to 'survive' in a situation when he was unwillingly even put into the position of hopelessly having to be in charge of people's lives#it's a bit odd because i tend to switch to 'you' when writing from a purely emotional standpoint when trying to get into a mindset#so it might seem like i agree. NO . NO?? just trying to maybe understand what she couldve felt at that moment#im not that clear with my words sometimes and i dont want them to be taken in a wrong way....... i hope it communicates what i wish it to#its not pure animosity. but for someone who is already grieving another who is standing right next to her she likely--#-- holds some amount of hate and distaste towards him. in lobcorp already considering his work ethic and having to do a job#OH THEY REMIND ME OF ADAM AND EVE FROM NIER AUTOMATA#one wanting to try and ascertain a 'reason' or 'truth' of existence while the other one just wants them to stay By Their Side.#not caring for that 'deeper meaning' or if there is any 'meaning' at all. their 'meaning' was their love. their life was the two of them#together. side by side. wanting the other and that was good enough for them.#not EXACTLY the same but the idea of loss and two siblings . with generally the same idea yk.#lobotomy corp spoilers#ALMOST FORGOT THAT yeah spoilers.#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE if you feel a different way or see it in another way tell me i want to understand more#lobotomy corporation spoilers
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i completely understand the bisexual headcanons but there is something so 👌👏👍🤌 about gay and lesbian steve and nancy. like...the comphet is brain deadening.
#nancy in particular#like she dates steve because thats what she is supposed to want and she gets so much positive reinforcement#but she thinks she actually wants jonathan#because he's sensitive and maybe a bit feminine and not what is expected of her at all#and maybe thats better#maybe she just needs a different type of man#but#it still isn't right#it still isnt enough#she wants....she wants...fuck she WANTS#and steve just flirts with every conventually attractive girl#if he can just have the perfect girlfriend and be the perfect boyfriend it will all be ok#he seems baffled by the idea that he is supposed to date someone he really truly likes#of course its all about image what else is there?#i just think its neat#i almost never see bi eddie and gay steve i think that would be fun#stranger things#steve harrington#nancy wheeler#steddie#also like i love steve and i dont think nancy handed it well (understandable) but#their relationship WAS bullshit#i think steve really thought they were in love but i also don't think he really understood what that is#or what it could be (like this is canon to me)#i think nancy knew on some level they were both pretending maybe she didnt realize steve didnt know this#and so like sure maybe men are hot sometimes like whatever it doesn't mean anything tho#he wants a wife and kids so it doesn't matter#and then he gets with (eddie) and is just like ???? what are these feelings?? how is he so hot??? sex is so good now????#is this how its supposed to feel??
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