#someone save me from this hell. please
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Incorrect quotes generator shenanigans featuring the OCs @katkastrofa and I fucking SPEDRAN creating over the past two days, part 3, because I realised I had enough screenshotted to make another full post :)
#happy ‘tagging Kat in posts day’ to all who celebrate :)#I swear this is the last bunch I have for now I just have to keep my mind occupied at all times or The Horrors will get me#I tried to draw but I can’t get too far on only facial descriptions#I need hair and clothing refs too and my own imagination is broken#hey. no complaining. it’s almost 9 a.m go the fuck to sleep#anyway#part 3#in which Roheen is both the voice of reason and an awful tease at times#Daneli is painfully oblivious to a lot of things#Shezan needs an intervention#and Phailin is. apparently. a little menace to society#idk where that just came from but it kept popping up so I went with it#girl got piercings where she really shouldn’t have gotten them you think she has any instinct of self preservation?#oh also. if you’re wondering why Qader features so little here it’s because I have no idea what to do with her#we kinda glossed over her actual personality so now she’s just kinds standing there. ominously#eh. I’m sure we’ll figure it out#gotta do something to distract myself from the fact I have to go back There tomorrow#someone save me from this hell. please
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cis men just don’t get me like another trans man can. i’m not fragile, i can take being shoved around. i’ll put up a fight. i’m not feminine. i’m a man. i’m gross, i’m sweaty, i’m a pervert. i just want a man who will treat me like it. who will understand my masculinity and cherish it the way i do. who will hold me down and make me take it like the man i am.
#t4t#ftm#queer#transmasc#forcemasc#trans man#trans#transgender#t4t nsft#masculine#force masc#a man on grindr told me i was just a lil guy that he could pick up#then said sorry im just a goofy guy#please someone save me from this hell#mine
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once again in my "thinking about twelve and clara" hours (aka all the hours)
#twelve: i have a duty of care :)#TWELVE. BABYGIRL.#you shot someone. with a GUN#you spent 4.5 billion years trapped in a prison of your own worst nightmares haunted by the specter of the woman you could not save#you spent eons punching through a wall harder than diamonds if only to reach her. if only to touch her for a fleeting moment#kingdoms have fallen. galaxies have turned to dust. suns have turned into black holes which faltered and died in the time it took#and then you didn't even get to keep her. she was pulled from your memory and you were left with a hole in your chest the size of your fist#that's not a duty of care. that's devotion. that's world-rending reality-shredding love (in whatever form that love takes. it's LOVE)#anyway :) i'm going to be sick can someone hold me please#doctor who#dw#the doctor#clara oswald#hell bent#the twelfth doctor#peter capaldi#jenna oswald#the confession dial#gallifrey#whoniverse#video
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being sucked into durgetash is like coming home and seeing your ex greet you like they did nothing wrong. like sure, i should be disgusted. i should be raging at the sky, wailing about how unfair my life is, vowing revenge or retribution or whatever else, but also can you kiss me and remind me of all the good times together?
see it’s funny because gortash comes back into durge’s life like an ex lover and gortash wants to just kiss and make up but durge-
#vonderful rambling#please someone save me from this hell#durgetash#enver gortash x dark urge#the dark urge#durge#enver gortash#bg3
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can someone PLEASE send me a bakudeku playlist that isn’t 1. outdated 2. horny 3. just… bad vibes 4. don’t fit them at all 5. my playlist from 2018 that should never see the light of day
like even if it’s just songs, i need this, IM BEGGING
#no but fr#IM BEGGIN#P U H L E A S E#I have been making a new one that actually fits current bakudeku#but when I look through playlists for songs it’s always like#the most rancid shit I’ve ever seen#search bakudeku on Spotify (or any streaming platform) and you get the most foul repugnant abominable shit you’ve ever seen#someone’s gotta save me from this hell#I know y’all holding out#PLEASE GIVE ME RECS#even just songs#just PLEASE I need current songs that are them and NOT like fuck you from the back type beats (´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`)#I can’t live like this#I don’t want to tag this as bnha#but please reach people#bakudeku#bkdk#dekubaku#katsudeku#I need this#the rare og text post
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extraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuughhhhh
#hey look it’s sloppy beta designs woah#posting rough doodles like this is hard for my self esteem but it’s fun and a good way to stop constant perfectionism so. here ya go!!#art#pdbc#love this guy SO much. he doesn’t do a whole lot in the plot tbh but he’s just so wonderful#his hair is hell to draw but it’s so fun at the same time. go my static electricity freak#never forget what they took from us (his cheekbones) (he was gonna have more prominent cheekbones but it looked wrong)#when your mom and dad are 6’2 and 6’5 respectively but you’re a mere 5’11 😔#he lost the genetic lottery honestly. like I think he’s aesthetically pleasing but the whole pumpkin head….yeah#I know I’m the one who technically named him but his name is still so weird to me. extra. extraordinary. bizarre#ALSO gestures wildly towards him. he has top surgery scars as you can see#he’s not trans tho he’s intersex!! got top surgery bc he had more chest tissue than he wanted#look at him GO my beloved weatherman <3 someone save him he’s gonna get hit by debris#I usually hate drawing clothes but it’s fun with extra cause he wears a ton of thick sweaters and those are always awesome#his little sun sweater is SO cute I’m gonna die (IM THE ONE WHO DREW IT I NEED TO CALM DOWN)#enough yapping. goodnight sleep tight don’t let pumpkin daddy break into your house to give you banana bread
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BRO THEY'RE LITERALLY SO MITSKI CODED. i can associate every mitski song with these two little guys 🙏 the frost, a pearl, me and my husband (teehee), i bet on losing dogs, LITERALLY TONS OF MITSKI SONGS ARE JUST THEM 😭 i made a satosugu edit with a pearl so let me know if you guys would want to see that
#someone please save me from this hell i cannot stop thinking about these two#mitski coded#satosugu#PLEASE I LOVE THEM#im shaking
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I’m so normal about fathers and daughters 🤣🤣
#(im lying)#please someone save me from this hell#this hell being me only ever capable of loving father-daughter relationships and nothing more#and guess what?#I LOSE EVERY TIME#NONE HAVE ENDED IN HAPPINESS#the ONE I have a chance to win with is hopper and eleven#honestly there is no greater pain than being a father-daughter enthusiast#I have suffered so much#joel and ellie#daisy and coulson#geralt and ciri#hopper and el#ezra and cee#many. many others#vander and vi
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one day I'll get to working on my massive, still growing pile of dream projects <- fool who likely will not
#THERE'S SO MANY THING I WANNA DOOOOOO I WANNA MAKE COMICS I WANNA MAKE ART BOOKS I WANNA MAKE GAMES I WANNA MAKE VIDEOS#SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM THIS HELL (please never ever take me away they all form together into a nest that keeps my hope alive)#telly static
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this is how it feels going through the weekly roll tag for the fifth time today
#WAILS AND CRIES#ik CME_T is working on Sellswords and sorcery but. . . sniffles.. . my guys ever. . . sobs. . .#the weekly roll#and it's SO SAD that I can't find anyone to chat about them with. what the hell. someone save me#becket. . . becket I miss you. . . I added new additions to the wall please come back#CRIES#I need to make ideas for them. so I can. write fanfiction or whatever#maybe I should make a trans becket fic maybe. sighs. keels over and dies. sniffles and sobs#I miss them. . . becket ily#I have to draw you soon becket. ily. cries.#from the pouch#lou is an artist
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God, every time I see posts arguing about "Stop comparing Miquella to Griffith!" I feel this burning sting because, come the DLC and-- yeah, they kinda did go and turn Miquella into a Griffith.
#{{outofbloodboon}}#Like you've got Guts leaving the Band of the Hawk and Griffith's downward spiral afterward. Radahn not honoring his vow to Miquella.#And dammit I will continue to read Ansbach's attempts of saving Mohg from his enchantment as mirroring Guts trying to save Casca from Femto#BUT THEY TWISTED THE DAGGER AND ADDED SHOU TUCKER INTO THE MIX FOR THE WHOLE NINA/ALEXANDER THING EXCEPT IT'S WITH RADAHN AND MOHG.#And PLEASE do not read this post as me saying 'See? I TOLD you Miquella would be a Griffith!' because by golly that got tiring even for me!#Like I can SEE the comparison but I was also REALLY hoping for a subversion of it.#Like PRESENTING the possibility of Miquella having that option that Griffith had but deciding AGAINST it.#But instead they sort of... Went with the whole 'Miquella is Griffith' approach.#Except I REALLY feel like it was more a dollar store Griffith. Like Griffith had that buildup in Berserk.#Where's Miquella just felt really... Half Assed and kinda forced.#I don't like it and as someone who's been arguing against the Miquella is Griffith approach... Or at least Miquella is FEMPTO...#Boy golly LORD does the storyline for Shadow of the Erdtree really STING because it feels such a humongous disservice toward Miquella.#Hell it kinda feels like a disservice toward Griffith in a sense too.#Anyway rant over!#Sorry!
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Can y'all believe it hasn't even been a full month since we got the results of the 2024 election despite the fact that it feels like it's been four years already?!?!?
#us politics#someone please make this nightmare go away#why can't donald just choke on a chicken bone or something i swear to god my life was stressful enough#before he became a permanent embarrassing fixture in this country#at this point i'm so full of rage that the fear is taking a backseat because i will kick you in the nuts if you “your body my choice” me#at least biden has gone full dark brandom because maga doesn't fucking know what's hitting them right now#and it's hilarious as hell because democrats are never supposed to stop playing by the rules!! i love the pearl clutching#i hate maga with every fiber of my being#i hate donald trump and jd vance and mike johnson and mtg#at this point we're all begging the undersea aliens to rise up and save us from orange hitler
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Rot For Clout by JamieP.... Luka ALNST.... It. I dunno
Title gives me that vibe, and a few lyrics (in tags). But who knows
#time diary(?)#audrey/kellie's time diary#alnst luka#luka alnst#luka alien stage#alien stage luka#“please someone get me out of here!” / “meat of the bone - meat with garnish on the side - pretty pink slime”#“watch the blood get spilled. you can kill or you can be killed. it doesn't really matter what i feel. i would rather fake#than make the pain real. / if life is nothing but an endless race; you bet your ass im getting first place. / yep thats right let#your dreams take flight. watch the line go up- up up up up up. until it breaks right through blows a hole through you. you can fill it up#fill it up fill fill fill it up. / die upon your hill. i live apart from love and goodwill. and when the pain comes calling for my head#yeah I would rather hurt then be happy and dead. oh fuck your frown baby spare your grace. now im wearing my crown perfect framing of#my face. all the details surgically replaced. its a crying shame a pathetic disgrace. / until your full of life on the edge of the knife#/ Oh god a waking nightmare. I live a life so hollow that im not even there. oh god the light wont save me oh im a perfect tempered#instrument and life is gonna play me. / my bloods already out of season. so unwanted even by myself. tell me what the hell? what the hell? /#Pray to God to fix my soul. but i dont need Gods forgiveness. i need yours / I live a life so miserable it isnt fair. oh god the light wont#save me. so let the anthropocene watch me going fucking crazy.“
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im being such a good studious ven today like u wouldn't believe
#(<- answered a singular question on one of twelve assignments he has to work on)#chats!#about: personal#someone please save me from online course hell#i had enough of this at uni thats why i burned out shgksdhgksdg
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Me, naive, yesterday: you know what? I wanna know about Connor my little cringe fail clone boy kon-el, for him I will break and read comics
Me, now, frustrated beyond all known human limits: it’s all about selling as much as possible that’s why I’m forced to have two tabs open just so I can get one guys story
#the pacing is lightning fast which I assume it because it assumes I’m reading weekly and thus real life time would be counted into the#romantic relationships I can’t even in good conscience call subplots#i fully dont think that anyone told the titans that kon was a clone they just got that plot info beamed into them#brother manga would be the most likely to do this to me out of the three East Asian countries comics I regularly read#and I don’t think manga would do me like this either#also and this is important here#i have heard not a single good thing about the new 52 but I will dig my way though it’s corpse for kon#if someone is a superboy expert PLEASE save me from this hell
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New circle of hell unlocked: doomscrolling job listings on linkedin
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