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h-f-k · 1 year

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From time to time i remember how i felt when i saw the birth of venus by botticelli for the first time and that bit of electricity that ran through my blood when I discovered and realized the tiny details of gold in Venus’ hair and how that small detail was never brought up by my professors in college or from the art books i own. It was definitely one of my favorite moments ever.

#(technically it wasn’t the first time but I count it as such since the last time i saw that painting i was 13)#i wanna go back to florence so bad #listening to florence + the machine sing ‘and it’s good to feel alive…’ while walking fown the hallways of Palazzo Vecchio #or when i heard her sing ‘There can be nothing better than this’ while visiting the Palazzo Pitti #someone please take me back 😭😭😭

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okaratauri · 1 month

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Mira shenanigans

#She’s named after Princess Miracle Pemberton from the Five Kingdoms series #I was obsessed with it during Covid but it doesn’t have much of a fandom 😭#Srsly we’d get her own toys but the dogs keep eating them 💀#No I do not leave pencils around unless I’m watching her and she’s never eaten them #only chews on them a little and I always take it away when she starts to I promise I take care of my baby girl #I should get her catnip tho… she’d love that #I kinda have to make my own toys for her with string and sticks 😭💀#Sorry my voice sounds weird too #I’ve got the plague (Covid)#Thanks fam for bringing that back with you from Yellowstone XDXD at least it hasn’t hit me as hard as it did them #My lungs r struggling tho..im out of breath #and have a cough that just sits low in my lungs and throat #its really annoying #Just realized me telling her have a copic could sound like a rich girl pick me #I am in no way rich or a pick me please trust I’m so paranoid after someone called me a pick me as a “joke” at school once #it was just the closest thing next to me I could distract her with I practically sleep with them I cherish them so much #Mom bought those for Christmas for me #I hadn’t even asked for anything related to them considering she has my three brothers who are asking fo stuff like Xbox’s and nintendos lo #😭 I love my mom

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turtlespancake · 2 months

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me when i write a character who is prone to dooming themself and then they run off and doom themself. core traits are stubbornness and a willingness to disregard their own humanity gET BACK HERE IM NOT DONE WITH YOU

#rambling #surprisingly this is not about jakob.. im just really consistent about my favorite character archetypes 😭😭#WARNING THE NOTES ON THIS ARE REALLY LONG I STARTED RAMBLING #“ouhh i have a headache i'll just lie down and rotate my blorbos in no general direction for a while until it goes away” and then boom.#serious plot considerations. 2 questions answered 24million new questions raised. this is specifically Not what i asked for.#so now im sitting here STILL dizzy running mental calculations on how i can get this bitch out of peril without reworking everything #but they literally keep dying in every timeline 😭😭 every single plausible road leads to them running off and screwing themself over #“character who doesn't realize they want to live until it's way too late to look back” VS #“character who is forced to live and handle the things they never though they'd survive long enough to deal with” FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT.#fucking hell i have never had this much trouble writing a character as i have with them #they genuinely do just run off and do shit without my permission and then i have to pace for an hour or two wondering #“ok they wOULD do that. but should they. do i feel like i can confidently write that.”#im like constantly in this tug of war trying to get them to CHILL #but also they are absolutely my favorite character from the entire project. but like. FUCK GET BACK HERE #is death the most satisfying end to this arc? is someone who was Set on dying then NOT dying the most satisfying end to the arc?#how many bridges can you burn until you irreparably set yourself aflame too?#would ghost or revival plotline work?? would it make sense with the worldbuilding??#do i just Like Them enough to want them to not die?? where do i draw the line between personal bias and a good arc?#is death not feeling as impactful as survival solely because i've been writing for so long that it's lost the initial impact?#and other such plot considerations...#im gonna have such an easy time writing another character though 😭😭 because THAT character's dynamic in the second act #is to stare at character 1 and be like “why are you like this. i mean i know Why but can you chill. please.” and like damn bro me too #actually wait no i think kaey.a is the hardest character i've ever written i take it back #had to worry about his 20million facades AND his Actual feelings AND canon compliance. shit is hard #i still havent finished the k/aeya fic i started back when the chasm first released which is uhh. two years ago. oops.#i think i struggle writing emotionally repressed liars i think thats what this is 😭😭 anyways.#(voice of guy who has been obsessed with nonlinear narratives and tragedies for several years):#“is it too much to kill this character in a nonlinear exploration game with tragic elements”#like bitch what are you talking about 😭😭 YOU'RE the target audience here figure it out #sorry the notes on this are just my writing journal now apparently

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akaanmo · 2 months

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so bnha is really over huh...? after me nearly reading it for 10 years, starting it shortly before the announcement of the first season, it really is finished now. thank you horikoshi for all that you've done, but i also want to kms

#what am i going to do now...? now with both hq and mha gone #i only have one piece left. what is this😭 someone take me back to the start please.......#nvi.txt

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born-to-lose · 3 days

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Why the uglier the boyfriends the bigger the ego of the girlfriends like honey I would not be proud of having pulled That 💀

#one of the besties got a really ugly bf twice her age and internally i'm like noooooo #apparently he treats her well but i'm waiting for the tea to be spilled bit by bit and tell her i told her so lmao #but other than that i mean when i see random girls outside with the ugliest rat creatures i've ever seen and they feel the need to #publicly 'claim' them and make out with them and stare down other women i just think i am not jealous at all babes please keep him 😭😭😭#I KNOW looks aren't everything and i hate people who think that way and I KNOW i'm not conventionally attractive either #but a lot of people who made me feel like less of a person because i'm fat were men so i'll take any chance to roast men back #especially since so many of them insist on having a hot partner when they're the polar opposite and look like someone i'd only divorce #call me picky or some shit idc i really just wanna be left alone and pretty much enjoy being single most of the time #mel talks

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depresseddepot · 4 days

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literally just pried a baby frog the size of a dime out of the clamped jaws of my huge fucking cat

#i love that frogs congregate near my door but i wish i could explain to my cats please do not eat them 😭#he's not mad at me thankfully bc he knows i take frogs away #but it was literally the size of my THUMBNAILLLL I LOVE FROGGS #i think it was a baby tree frog ♡♡♡ i love frogs so much man #i got to hold a toad a few days ago too #i love the feeling of their little hands on my palm when i run to show someone and then take them back outside haha #my love language is showing you my frogs (and also being shown frogs. please do not catch and release a frog without showing me first pls)#i need it

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aggravatedanarchy · 3 months

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I need this bloodwork thing to be done already I CANNOT keep stressing about this

#lost the fucking papers for my orders I may be Checking Out my friends #(im joking)#seriously though WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEY??? i never fucking move shit. i put them literally within grabbing range of where i wake up #WHERE DID THEY FUCKING GO????#i found one of the papers that I received with the orders. but not the fucking orders. what the fuck!!!???#this is. too much for me. so early in the morning. Too Much #ik i can get them faxed or something but this is too much medical adult shit for me today. i Cannot. why do I have to do all this?#can someone else handle this shit please? i just want it to be over with 😭#I DIDNT EVEN NEED TO SCHEDULE THE BLOODWORK! THEY TOLD ME I COULD'VE JUST WALKED IN!! AHHHHSCHSCJDHDC #im so tired #jay.txt #(queued july 11th)#queued #i hope this comes out of the queue and i can be like ''oh well that wasn’t so bad!'' but i am not optimistic #i hate needles so much. so so much. and i like my blood in my body where it belongs thank you #im also like genuinely concerned I might be anemic. it would be a very unpleasant time to find out #.... I FORGOT TO ASK IF I SHOULDNT TAKE MY MEDS BEFORE THE BLOODWORK <o> AAAAAAAHHHHHHH #im not calling them back I'll just take them with me and then take them after. I fucking guess. im so not looking forward to this hhh

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gio-cosmo · 5 months

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I’m taking some community college courses soon and istg if someone doesn’t see the fandom related stickers on my laptop and immediately become my lifelong bff I’m dropping all classes idgaf

#LMFAOOO IM JOKING OBV #likeeee persona fans flock to me please #persona fans out in the wild pls be my friend 😕#“out in the wild’’ I say in reference to the college campus 💀 I’m cooked #my honest reaction as I register for college after years of claiming I’ll never go to college 🤯#LMAOOO #I woke up last month with the random realization that writing is my lifelong passion that I’ve been avoiding fully delving into—#out of fear of failure #so this is what we’re doing now ig!#“Gio what about coding and game development?’’#well unfortunately coding makes me enter a state of misery every time I attempt it #so I’m putting that on the back burner for now #I’m not giving up on it by any means!! but I enjoy writing so much that it seems more sensible for me to pursue that at the moment #ANYWAYS #sorry for always rambling on here 😭 lol #my laptop is actually coveredddd in persona / chainsaw man / genshin impact stickers I’m lowkey embarrassed #I also have an Ib sticker but I’ve never seen like anyone talk about Ib unfortunately 💔#Ib fans where are youuuu #is it unprofessional to have ur laptop covered in stickers am I cooked 😕 idk how college works like at all #I’m so fucked oh my god. LMFAOOO #mfw I lack basic knowledge #I’m trying my best over here fr 😞😞#I ALSO HAVE MIKU STICKERS #can’t forget the miku stickers ofcccc #I’m sure you’re all really invested and interested in what stickers I have on my laptop #I mean this is world altering info. really crazy stuff #💀#someone take the tag feature away from me at this point

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themyscirah · 6 months

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Just saw a bunch of atrocious wonder woman takes and I hate everything

Someone google nearest bridge to jump off of im so done w this

#people dont fucking understand the warrior culture thing and it pisses me off so much #wonder woman does no glorify violence. she does not aspire to combat or violence. peace and respect are the bedrock of amazon philosophy #the amazons are warriors for DEFENSE. specifically in that they are the reincarnated souls of victims of gender violence. who were brought #back as warriors to defend other women in the ancient world from gender violence. violence they were AGAIN subjected to when they were #captured and assaulted by heracles and his men. then the themyscirans split from the rest of the amazons bc they dont want to answer this #violence with more violence. and then they listen to the call of the gods who bring them to themyscira #and ok this part is pretty victim blamey and awful in terms of their whole assault generally but anyways on themyscira they are specifically #tasked with protecting dooms doorway and keeping the monsters there locked up. they stayed warriors to defend people #like it is ALWAYS about finding peace and doing the least harm possible. do not maim if you can subdue dont subdue if you can pacify dont #raise your hand at all until youve first extended it ET CETERA (probly mangled the quote there but you get it)#like she will always take the most peaceful option and the one that does harm. BUT if she is left with a choice between her doing harm to a #villain and the villain harming someone shell fuck whoever up. and if theres really NO other way she will kill a bitch. no regrets either #wonder woman didnt even intent to be a superhero!!! at her core shes literally an AMBASSADOR it just so happens that her culture sees #defending others from harm as a duty. so in doing that she is doing her job as an ambassador and themysciran and ofc a person #but SHE IS NOT VIOLENT. she only uses violence in the last resort to prevent violence. for defense. this is something she does bc she thinks #its right but its also an aspect of her job. which is living by themysciran culture and increasing understanding of it in mans world #shes a diplomat for christssake 😭#anyways ppl stop misinterpreting wondy and saying stupid shit abt her challenge #istg its like most people think shes like the 90s bana mighdall or artemis or something aka HER NARRATIVE FOILS like guys. please be serious #rant over i guess. why do i always do these in the tags ugh #blah #gonna make these tags a new post gimme a sec

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pallases · 6 months

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ourgejjg

#i am feeling so ill rn for no reason and i need to shower and wash my hair so bad but i can tell if i do it rn it’ll make the #lightheadedness ten times worse and there is a nonzero chance i will just pass out in there 😭#best guess is bc my period started today and yeah the first two days suck but they’re not usually This bad #personal #also this is the last thing i need rn it’s tech week and all rehearsals lately have been going/are going to go till 10 pm and i have no tim #to do all my assignments and my probability prof assigned a lab today that’s due TMRW AT MIDNIGHT? <- we usually get a class period btwn #it being assigned and the deadline and he’s not even giving us until the next class period to do it now like why is it due at midnight #instead of noon the next day… also i have not one but two exams immediately following this weekend and i really want to see my family for #easter but that sounds like such a bad idea im so unproductive at home and i’ll be busier than usual when i go home on top of that bc easte #and one of the exams is circuits for which exams are worth 90% of our grade and im averaging a 74% at the moment which is NOT #promising and. AAAAA #also have an exam this thursday which imnot nearly as worried abt but still. and i have to meet w someone abt a scholarship tmrw during my #free period so i Still can’t work on that stupid lab due tmrw night like. this sucks okay ‼️#the engineering chronicles #the music chronicles #i know it was only a matter of time before musical started stressing me out but 😭 please give me back the joys of saturday’s rehearsal…#oh also there’s ANOTHER probability lab due day after easter and same day as circuits exam and the prof is the same so he knows full well #what he’s doing like. why are you not giving us the usual period in btwn for these anymore fuck you <3 #OH ALSO soldering qualification i need to do for like 3 hours wednesday the night before my thursday exam. nearly forgot abt that one i hat #it hereeee #soldering i could reschedule tho which i might do. but ive already pushed it back once so im like :/ do i really wanna do that #idk. still feel sick as fuck and still need to do physics prelab tonight 😭 it shouldn’t take long but i really don’t want to get up and #stare at my computer even more ifeel so awful rn #ANYWAY. sorry that was oversharing even for me i am just 😐 you know.

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piosplayhouse · 2 years

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#enstars #ensemble stars #sorry my friend told me about rhe new ryuseitai event yesterday ? what ? espionage to take down an evil anti idol company #that was doing crimes by traumatizing like a 16 yr old 😭😭 WHAT #have they let nazuna go back to college yet please someone just let that man get an education

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formulapisces · 10 months

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shamelessly vagueing here and this sounds harsh but jesus some people really need to start realising not everything is about them.

not in a stuck up, the world revolves around me, arrogant way. but in a they’re not laughing about you, they’re not gossiping about you, you’re just insecure, reading into every little thing, hurt and need help type of way.

#it annoys me so much and i feel so bad saying it because i used to be one of those people but people really just need to take my word here #and no amount of reassurance will help these people it will only make it worse because they feed off of it and if you don’t reassure them #they’ll think you’ve betrayed them and have been talking about them next #i’ve been one of these people and I KNOW it feels really shitty and it’s really hard to get through but there comes a point where it’s just #straight up self sabotage #its not about other people anymore you’re just doing it to yourself #and it honestly pisses me off because from an outside perspective you’re just bringing everyone else down instead of doing anything about i #i KNOW mental health is more nuanced than that and that sounds so mean but ugjansiwnsjwo it’s just been annoying me #i’ll support you 100% but you cannot be coming to me every single day saying you know blah blah blah hates you when actually they think the #are your friend #so now YOURE the one talking behind peoples backs and hurting people and i CANNOT STAND ITTTTT!!!!!#just ugh #vague posting for the fun of it and it’s 6:00am and need something to distract me from crocheting #and i’m really trying not to be mean by saying all of this #just a post made out of frustration #i want nothing but healing for these people all they’re doing is pushing more people away and i don’t think they realise it and they put th #blame on others instead #because that’s exactly what i did #and looking back i was a really shitty person to these people and am so sorry 😭#long notes rant but please someone tell me they know what i mean by this 😭#irls got me worked up 😭#alèssi says things #pleeeeease someone understand and know i’m not just jumping on depressed people 😭🥲🥲#(editing to add by being really shitty to these people i don’t mean the insecure ones i mean my friends when i was like this)

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todayisafridaynight · 11 months

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Every guy in Yakuza seems like they have enough social awkwardness for Tien to role his eyes at…

there's no feasible chance on earth any man can be more awkward than mountain man tien I'm Going To Hide From My Friends Every Other Year And Then For A Decade After Telling Them I'd Never See Them Again For No Apparent Reason And Only Coming Back Cause the World Was Literally Ending shinhan

#snap chats #i already hear someone go 'what about kiryu' girl he didnt last five years before getting involved again #jo's prob a contender tho. tbh.#anyway i just got back from the fnaf movie #first off please remind me to stop going out to places with kayla i might as well be going by myself #does not help that she walks slow as shit like bro dont make me walk this turtle-ass pace #good things came of the trip tho :) first of all im broke 🧍‍♂️ since when did movies get so expensive I DIDNT EVEN GET FOOD #i did get a kirby gacha tho :) inflation's starting to hit the gacha machines now too tho what the fuck 😭#last time it was less expensive than the time before and now this is the most exp its been......#wow its not just luck on what you pull its luck on how much money youre dropping BYE #whatever i dont need groceries anyways. really i dont i swear i did all my budgeting this month already #on the bright side i picked up 25 cents collectively today :) might as well call me a millionaire already #ANYWAY someone give me an excuse to post the new kirby he's cute and his feet are a weird color #o my god i didnt even talk about the movie wait. fuck.#watching jp movies and media has been terrible for my us viewing experience cause it just makes it so abundant how.#AUDIBLE us movies are. and the camera cuts jesus fucking christ i could turn it into a drinking game #what's my verdict tho ????? tbh i thought it was cute. im still in awe of the suits tho if anything i give the movie full props for that #heh. props. get it. fr tho i love practical effects and yk what ill take it. cupcake was goofy as hell ngl but ill take it #highkey forgot coreykenshin was in the movie so it was cute being reminded he was there :) love him..#honestly it really was a movie for fans of fnaf already and i aint gonna act like i wasnt a fan of the series in its early years #def not a movie to watch on its own- not that the plot's incomprehensible otherwise but it prob just wont hit #like matpat and corey being there was neat and the credits song took me WAAAY back to when that song first dropped on youtube LOL #sorry ive turned these tags into a fnaf movie review. kayla didnt talk about it with me so i wanted to get my thoughts out somewhere LOL #im running out of tags Anyway i solemnly swear to only talk bout movies that ft mates that star in rgg henceforth <3 #im lying of course. i dont know how to shut up <3 but ill shut up rn im making dinner. movie made me hungry for bacon....

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castielmacleod · 2 years

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You know that trope where a character books a fake therapy session for some ulterior motive (like to investigate something, maybe to subtly interrogate the therapist, or for an opportunity to access to secure documents, etc) but then the therapist ends up getting the character to talk to them in earnest? And the character ends up just completely unzipped by accident? That literally should have happened to Crowley Supernatural

#This might read like a joke but I am so dead serious lol #Crowley spn #My posts #He is someone who needs serious help but he’s also someone who would never even *think* to intentionally enter himself #into the world of psychiatry.#So if he was ever going to end up with a therapist it would have to be by complete accident #This literally could have happened in season 12 like maybe him and Cas need to investigate a therapist in connection with a #Lucifer possession or something and Crowley is like oh *I’ll* do the fake session trust me sweetheart I know these psychologist types #They won’t get to me I’ll just be in and out #And Cas is like.. ok. And Crowley goes in extremely overconfident thinking this therapist is just bacterium to him #All he needs to do is distract them until he gets an opportunity to go through their cabinets or something #All he tells the therapist is that he’s a CEO but they end up sussing out his social difficulties and mother issues freakishly quick #And Crowley ends up taking the whole 50 minutes and coming like dangerously close to a break down #He comes back out with the documents and gets back in the truck looking absolutely hollow and Cas is like. Are you ok #And Crowley is like never better! Please drive #It messes him up for the rest of the day 😭

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yoohyeon · 1 year

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Round of applause for Alex, I’m going to bed before 1am 👏👏👏👏

#well after I put on my pyjama it will probably be 1am but that’s still great for me jcndjdnd #will I fell asleep before 4 am though ? still have to found out 🤪#please wish me luck im’ exhausted my body is in ruin #also please send someone to beat up my neighbours if they start playing their music before 11am #cause they are capable of doing so and you are all probably aware of how loud they fucking are I said it enough time 😭#i hate them so much #they probably gonna make me up at 11 like all day this week cause idk what they are doing but it’s like they are dropping a bowling ball #every 5 minute in the room above me I’m tired #you probably think i exaggerate but I’m not i never met anyone as loud as they are I can’t even believe it myself #my dad had enough and left a note on their door translated cause they woke up my mom at like 6-7am the same way to the point she yelled and #hit the ceiling which we never done cause we don’t want problems we want peace 😭#but if they still continue to be as loud it’s gonna be a call to the landlord cause the neighbour above them is also tired of the music #and if we call the landlord they will be force to move out cause it’s their 3rd warning since they moved here 😅#and they only moved her in like April ??? pretty sure the previous one moved in April idk but I miss him so much I want him back 💔#anyway Goodnight it’s gonna turn 1 am in 5 minutes love y’all 💓#well fast edit they are doing right what they are doing on the morning so I don’t think I’ll be sleeping for a while unless the fact #that I’m exhausted take control of my body 🤪#I jumped 3 times in 5 minutes 🤪#alex.txt

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basementg · 1 year

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(not making fun)

#someone followed me and liked all of my posts back to may 9 which is very flattering #but i am in their dni like three times 😭#and they liked multiple posts that r... harshly condemned by their dni 😭#and they went out of their way to follow my art account too and i think the first post was an excerpt from the incest diary #and their dni is like absolutely NO INCEST KYS DIE which is very valid dni criteria but i dont #think that you are gonna like my gothic vent art blog LMFAO welcome #please take care pf yourself and dont fucking read my terribke trauma posts if you silly bug!!

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