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i hate how much of my life revolves around asking myself “am i being overly sensitive/dramatic or are my feelings valid here?”. being so easily hurt and upset sucks. i feel like im too soft for this world
#just thinking about general stuff nothing specific#you’d think at some point i’d get thicker skin after getting hurt over and over but no. i can’t seem to toughen up#autism#idk if it’s related but tagging to see?#actuallyautistic#autistic#autistic things#highly sensitive person#highly sensitive people#autistic adult#autistic community#rejection sensitive dysphoria#rejection sensitivity#actuallyadhd#personal#neurodivergent#hypersensitivity#sensory overload#i cry so easily too it’s embarrassing#someone just gets a lil angry at me and im already crying#which is probably a result of verbal/emotional abuse idk#emotion regulation
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self portrait except it's 2013 and they're making me take antipsychotics for being trans
unpleasantries under the cut
something I don't talk about a lot is that I used to enjoy singing when I was younger. I didn't really talk about it then because I already got enough shit. I don't really talk about it now because I don't really like singing anymore. Anytime I try to sing along with something now, i just get sad. even if I plug my ears, I can still feel it in my throat.
Sometimes I wonder if things would have been different if my parents had actually given a shit. The difference between photos of me at 15 and 18 is so stark. They could have done something.
I haven't told them (and I probably won't), but I kind of hate them. It feels stupid sometimes, because I didn't get disowned. They didn't leave me out in the cold when it came to finances or housing. They actually want to see me sometimes, and they say they're proud of my accomplishments.
I guess the problem is that they have never been able to support me emotionally. I tell them something is wrong, and they tell me it isn't. I tell them something horrible is happening to me, and they tell me it's not that bad. I tell them somebody did something horrible to me and now I have weird recurring nightmares, and they tell me to get over it already. I almost died of something that wasn't my fault, and they were mad at me for it.
Being around them usually just feels like being around strangers nowadays. I feel bad saying that, but it's true. I wish they would just apologize so I could have some closure about what happened and get on with trying to maintain what remains of our relationship.
I posted something else about conversion therapy before, but I freaked out and deleted it.
It was about how negligent and malicious misdiagnosis are used to medicate the trans out of kids in places where outright conversion therapy is banned. They basically zombify you on tranquilizers ("mood stabilizers," "antipsychotics") that legit break your brain. It really sucks.
You end up a twitching mess with long-term sleep problems, sexual dysfunction, and trouble organizing your thoughts. Then, once the damage is done, everybody pretends that you actually were insane the whole time. If you complain or struggle in life, they just write you off as a diagnosed headcase.
It's so frustrating. I feel like I drift between being sad and angry all the time now. I watch shows I like, and they make me sad. I just think about various bad things that have happened all the time. Everything reminds me of them. I can't go a day without thinking about at least one of them. When it happens, my heart starts pounding and sometimes I hyperventilate.
I don't really like being around other people usually. I don't feel like we are the same species most of the time.
I keep feeling like im watching my day go by from inside my eyes. When I look at my hands, it's like looking at someone else's hands. Sometimes I look in the mirror and it feels like I'm looking at someone else. I've watched my reflection for hours before, trying to make it feel like me the way I rationally know it's me.
I cry in my car after work a lot. It's hard to hold it in when I'm there. Idk. It's like I can't usually cry at appropriate times anymore, or when I feel like I want to cry. It only happens occasionally, and never at an appropriate time. It just comes out of nowhere, because of a song or something dumb like that.
crybaby bullshit. Sorry. I was a crybaby before lil peep got it inked on his face
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Some of the anons seemed to be fans of yours, wanting you to write Jace super soft and loving
You said they questioned all your choices but it seemed like they were just curious about your stories and why you write Jace the way you do. I admit Im confused on where people get his anger issues from. Hes rightfully angry because everyone around him is nuts and his brother and unborn sister died
i always throw myself onto the floor and start crying whenever i see someone say they’re a fan of my work LIKE HOW!:!:!:!: i’m so average?;:!): WHERE DID THIS COME FROM. it is never going to shake me and make me go into hiding bc i get so anxious lol
im so thankful for the love and questions and i never want it to stop i just get a lil overwhelmed when i get asked something that i already answered the same thing 10 times in many ways you get me?
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Haiiii babes!!!! Hope u been well 😙
(Literally just came from rereading plug choso once again to keep it fresh in my brain hehe) istg i love him so bad but….nicki was right, trauma is the way. Him sharing that blunt with gouda bitch has me steaming every time smh. I would fuck cho infront of her but she dont deserve to see the dickk!
Venus in gemini and mars in aries HELP HSJKSKSK NO OKAY U and toji would be so good for each other 😭 yall can play games and he drag u back in so u dont get too bored hehe. My mars is in leo and my good friend studies astrology and she deadass do be saying thats the corruption kink placement hehe, plus i got some virgo in there too so my shit is obsesseddddd with corrupting purity whoops (and obsessive + possessive AF like i wanna be someone's first and their everything) which is so true cause i be fucking with ppl to make em obsessed with me and ion even want them jdksks. I js cant do virgin reader bc i have a SA trauma which sucks bc there are so many virgin reader fics and i gotta sit em out which is why i flock to shit like otaku!gojo where the man is a virgin like that heals me so much u have no idea lmao (even tho this pussy can squirt by itself, i would show virgin gojo all the tricks hehe) Yes ma'am i do fuck w astrology, and recently tarot a lil bit 👀 got me a lil reading and erthing hehe
Tbf i dont feel like u have a truly irredeemable character because they all have some sort of bg story (okay lets ignore reader from gf!choso literally killing a man bc DAMN when i say the dialogue you gave him had me stressing tf out, like i almost had an angry cry when he was airing out shit at the party. The bat scene from there was so iconic tho) like even plug choso, reader is a brat but i rlly feel like its bc shes an overachiever which i vibe w soooo hard. She's the definition of "honey u need to get some dick and RELAX" bc she trying to do it all and none of it is for herself. Im similar so i see her bratiness as a defense mechanism iykwim. Ngl the ending of pt 2 had me scared bc like i can dish it out, but i cant take it LMAOOOOOO like choso shared a blunt w some other bitch and i was already in tears istg he gon have to make that up to me smh. YESSSSSSS i love with the characters are still downbad for the reader even when she's a bitch like, thats the kinda ride or die i wantttt.
I feel u bc i cant do angst that effects the reader lol.
Guestprofessor yooooo i love that dynamic!!! I rarely read gojo (or geto too) bc i rarely find a version of him that doesnt turn his charisma into fuckboyness like it just aint for me, but w.e the girlies enjoy :p
Ohhh i do need to check out those websites even tho i have nowhere to go rip. I love me a gown but they almost never reach past my shins 💀 got that damn amazoness genetic smh
LMFAOOO ur so real for that. Tbh cho could be a virgin and id still talk to him like a two dollar hoe 😭
Sending u all the good vibes frrrrr its always fun chatting w u too kali babes 😚
🍒 anon
Awe you are so sweet reading it again. I hope I can get the next part out tonight for u, I’m getting 2 people to read so once they are done I will make changes and post.
LMFAO im crying cause you are like the 3rd person who told me that part had them heated. But hehe funny you should mention fucking him in front of her…. *shhhh*
Yeah no I would need the games to keep me interested lmfao. Oooh corruption kink! you know until Choso I never had one of those but I just want to ruin him dskhfkjhdkHSa. But relatable, sometimes you just flirt because you can LOL
Oh no, im so sorry to hear about your SA trauma. I completely understand. While I don’t necessarily have drama, I think another reason I lean towards bimbo!reader is I don’t like how society places a woman’s value on virginity. It’s a totally different thing that wanting to be someone’s first or even corrupting, cause im into those kinks too. I don’t like when it seems like the whole value of them is their virginity if it makes sense.
I actually own a tarot deck too! But I haven’t studied it enough to do it on my own. I’ve had mine done by friends before though!
Lmfao yeah gf!choso reader is also a bit crazy, when I eventually do the p3 to that, it will go into more of how she doesn’t have bloodlust like choso, and actually wants him to slow down a bit so he doesn’t get caught (gf!choso finds himself not needing to kill as much bc he has reader as a stress release). But she doesn’t have qualms with blood or the fact he’s a serial killer lolol. She kinda slow lowkey lolol. Her mind: “killing is bad. But I love Choso and he loves me so Choso is good too.” I mean she joined his major cause she watched Dexter so she aint the brightest bulb. jhdfkhdskjfhsd. <3 Unlike plug!choso sorority bimbo tho, she is never ashamed of Choso and wants him to come to frat parties as her date (which he reluctantly goes to because he’s whipped and jealous as all hell). Ahhh I rambled about this too much lol
Oooh how tall are you if you don’t mind me asking? Im 5’7 and some of the gowns I got from there drag a bit so maybe you’d have more luck with them!
Mwahhmwahhh babes <3333
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I'm doing well! I hope you are too, dear/p
Forgive me for asking if you won't do it, but may i get a a few of Kokichi and Fuyuhiko relationship headcannons? They're my soft spot haha <3
Also, no need to rush. I can wait if you need me to.
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KOKICHI AND FUYUHIKO RELATIONSHIP HEADCANONS.
featuring. kokichi ouma, fuyuhiko kuzuryu / gn reader.
content. fluff, kissing, cuddling, weapons mention, comfort.
notes. 🍡 ur taste is spectacular. these are my favourite boys too :')
FUYUHIKO.
f. first of all. he's so romantic on the side.
like oh my god he's rlly just very soft, especially around you.
he actually confesses pretty quickly, just because he hates making a fool of himself pining for you.
cause like. you know he's not slick. he brushes pretty easily, he trips over his words, he zealously avoids you so he doesn't make an idiot of himself in front of you.
he takes you for a nice lowkey expensive dinner then gets the family car to drive you home. right as you pull up to your house he starts fidgeting like. um. so. hey, funny thing.
it's pretty hard to confess when peko is staring at the both of you from the backseat like ( : ౦ _ ౦ : )
but he does it because he's NOT afraid smh.
he's so protective. he will absolutely kill and die for you.
if someone so much as looks at you funny he's getting in their face like "huh? huh??? did you say something?? wanna speak up??" and peko is already drawing her sword.
he's not a fan of pda - it makes him shy - but he always has an arm or hand on you when you're out in public together in the nature of your safety. he's never fully at ease until you're fully in his sight and under his protection.
gifts you weapons and thinks it's hot when you carry them around NSHSHW.
the king of flustered if you steal his clothes. his jacket, hat, tie, name it. will grumble and complain but then if you try and give it back he'll just be like "tch... keep it if you want it so bad. cheapskate."
flicks you on the forehead or raps you about the head when you annoy him lol.
he likes going out but privately he likes quiet evenings in just as much. having the two of you just lying in bed or on the couch with your back to his chest </3 yeah
it makes the two of you feel so safe.
buys you stuff all the time. clothes specifically tailored to make you look gorgeous, flattering jewellery (nothing tacky, he is a man of taste), expensive shoes. if you get your hair or nails done, he pays for that too.
please..... please give him massages.... he's so stressed don't you wanna help him out a lil :((
gets his bouts of insecurity, but rarely confides in you about them. instead he'll retreat into himself and get bitter, maybe even lashing out before he's confronted with the very real fear that you could leave him all alone again.
look me in the eye and tell me he can apologise without crying. he's can't. he gets all teary and then he's angry about crying and then he's crying cause he's frustrated and aaahhhehe give him hugs.
he only says the really soft shit in the dark. the lights off with you two curling into each other, his hands tracing soft shapes into your skin, and he presses his face into your shoulder.
"don't ever leave me." and if it was anyone else that would sound threatening but it's fuyuhiko and you know it's born from a place of fear and insecurity. "please."
you bring his hand to your mouth and press your lips to it gently, not commenting on the bodily shudder that wracks through him at the motion. you can feel the raised scars on his hands beneath the skin of your mouth.
"i won't. never."
"... love you."
"i love you too."
KOKICHI.
.....
okay. alright. okay.
im gonna assume you're a very patient person because you're gonna need it.
you gotta read between the lines with everything this mf says.
honestly though,, once you figure it out, it's not too hard.
he doesn't exactly confess? you just have to figure it out.
and if you're too dense to do that, he'll just kind of announce that you're dating and let you take it from there.
he's like, surprisingly possessive. not in an overly controlling way - like, he'll never try and stop you talking to someone or cut them off unless they're genuinely overstepping their boundaries, but
he's gonna make it very obvious you're with him.
and unlike fuyuhiko, he has no shame. he is overly affectionate in public, an arm around your waist, squeezing your hips to make you jump, wrapping around your middle from behind and pressing his face into your back.
the type to sigh obnoxiously loudly when he's bored and droop all over you, head in your lap, arm around your shoulder, leg twined around your ankle. he's like a housecat.
please just. hold him. he loves casual affection, it makes him feel very wanted.
teaches you to play a ton of games! card games, chess, board games, all of them pretty complicated. he likes when you lose and he can lord it over you but honestly, he loves it even more when you get good enough to make it a real challenge for him.
he puts on the sore loser act, but he's secretly fucking thrilled. he literally finds you so attractive when you beat him at stuff.
stealing his clothes? non non. kokichi steals your clothes.
your hoodies, jeans, socks, shirts, you name it, he's taking it. he's very lightfingered and it takes you a while to realise he's taken something of yours.
but if you try and ask for it back he'll be all "huh? what are you accusing me of?! i bought this with my own hard-earned money and you're trying to make me out to be some kind of common criminal!"
basically guilts you into letting him keep them. little sewer rat.
fun dates!! the arcade, amusement parks, aquariums so he can look at the weird fish and say some out of pocket shit to make you concerned.
"sighhhh, i wish i was a jellyfish."
"??? do you need to talk to someone??"
jokes aside. you're one of the few people he completely trusts and it shows.
sincerity happens at the end of the day when the house is dark, when you're both made soft by exhaustion and he's just. tired and small and happy to have you here to take care of him sometimes.
you're both just lying down ready to sleep when he pokes you in the back. "y'know, if you ever leave me i'm gonna have to have you killed. you know too much."
"hm? good thing i'm never going anywhere then."
"... right. just as well."
"night, kichi."
"neheehee, you're so dependant on me. night!"
<3
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SAGAU but the reader is just random sassy 10 y/o that knows when to stfu and is a Geo traveller main because they made the traveller way too strong.
Extra details that i like to put in (feel free to ignore this part, or exclude some parts of this deatail)
Reader can draw at least better than artist their age
When they first got to the genshin world they were like "Oh. Wow. This couldn't get any worst" and when it did..yeah
When the archons do dumb shit, the reader stares at them with disgust and shock. Like a mix of them. Reader is like "This is the characters I pulled for!?"
But then they just accept it and just cry
Theyre horrifying when they're pissed. Like they're not the type to throw tantrums. Even if they're 10y/o, they are a 10 y/o with class.
They just stare at you. With a smiling face with veins popping on their fists and face.
And the just sigh and gives up on being angry
Quietly cries because of shitty parents guys omg 😃
It took them a while, but when seeing mondstadt characters with the exact voice,clothes, and name, they just went "Am I in genshin impact???"
Denies it at first. After a few hours, they just accept it
Fortunately does not get accused as impostor because like thats a wholeass kid
Their guardian is the Traveller, but sometimes its Zhongli because kid reader finds comfort in both of their presence.
Or maybe consider ANOTHER VERSION SAGAU ;
Reader has a charm magic, but doesn't know it because lack of self worth #cool
Is the creator, but they just somehow got the charm magic
Details!
Reader did not get accused as the impostor (because of charm magic)
The charm magic works on both gender (DOES NOT WORK WITH CHILDREN)
As a former sassy child I hope I did your first idea justice <3
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Im just seeing this slightly grumpy, 110% done with everyone lil kid hanging around Traveler. Like all the other acolytes were maybe trying to sneak up adoption papers, but you just had other plans as you cling onto the Traveler for dear life as yall run around Teyvat.
Honestly you're just emotionally and physically attached to the Traveler at the hip once you find them. Wherever they go you're right with them.
Due to being with Traveler all the time, you may or may not clash with Paimon. Though if y'all can agree that someone is being stupid then they'll have to deal with two people coming up with ugly nicknames (with yours possibly making them break down crying bc "oh no the creator hates me--")
The characters tripping over their feet and calling you "your grace" and other variations was cool for like 10 minutes before you started laying into them for it
"Your grace this, your grace that, do you want me to call you Barbatos in the church and see how you like it?!"
"Call me your eminence one more time and I'm taking away your artifacts."
"You were already on thin ice for stealing my 50/50 three times Diluc, I have a name. Use it."
Okokok so, Imagine seeing Ei, the Electro archon, the woman with the most badsss introduction that you've ever seen in your life.
And she's just kneeling, nearly sobbing at your feet. And it just ruins it for you.
"You were such a pain to fight and for what?!"
Definitely gives off the vibe of being a kid that will throw hands if bothered but you use your words instead of your fists.
Would use your fists to fight anyone who hurts Traveler tho. Scaramouche is lucky he disappeared bcuz you had the time.
When the Traveler ends up going on adventures that they didn't think were safe for you to accompany them on (which were most of them but you were really good at using the creator title to your advantage) they dropped you off with Zhongli given that he was probably the only responsible person they knew that wasn't also swamped with like 50 other things at the same time.
At first you'd probably be a menace n call him Peepaw for a laugh but it would quickly become a term of endearment as he becomes the only positive parental figure in your life and oh no you slipped and called him dad he's malfunctioning--
He'd probably remove you from the pedestal he had you on before you landed in Teyvat. You're just a kid. He's not crazy. Even if the elements do react to you while you're upset, you're still a kid.
And now you're his kid. So the closest thing he has to a fridge is just gonna be littered with your drawings (much to your embarrassment when someone comes over and gushes even harder than he does bc they're still not over the whole creator thing)
Venti and Ei are hella jealous. And Zhongli is a lil smug but doesn't simmer on it for too long.
And on a similar note of haphazardly adopting characters, if you saw Traveler moping about their sibling, you'd immediately stand up, give them a hug, and declare yourself their new sibling no take backs.
...And if you saw the Abyss twin? Ohhh you let then have it.
"They've been sad this entire time looking for you but you've been watching this entire time?! Do you even care?!?"
You look calm but that glare… lightning nearly strikes them. You leave the Abyss twin sobbing while going to comfort Traveler with a hug.
I forgot to mention but also I think that Traveler, from being both your main and your first vessel before the whole Isekai thing, would probably treat you like a child first Instead of a literal God.
They're more in tune with you from you keeping them around and building them for so long, so they kinda unknowingly treat you how you want to be treated from the get-go.
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Aaaaa I hope you like it! Sorry I didn't get to the charm stuff this time ;v;
#genshin sagau#sagau#genshin cult au#self aware genshin au#self aware genshin#self aware zhongli#genshin impact x reader#dragon.asks
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I Didn't Mean to
Camilo Madrigal x Fem!Reader | Part 2 Here
Requested by: @tinyratmanisbae
Contains: angst, angst aaaand did i forget angst? Camilo being a lil ooc but it's for the sake of the plot
Sypnosis: Your already anxious self just got yelled at. In public. And your boyfriend isn't really helping either.
Kat: I didn't know if this was supposed to end with angst but i'm going to make a part 2 for the ppl (cough cough me) who like happy endings. ♡ (ps. Not proofread yet cause im very lazy atm)
People usually wouldn't expect that Camilo, the town's mischievous prankster, would be dating you.
While you were quiet, not very talkative or even sociable at all, Camilo still loved you very much and he knew that wouldn't change.
But right now, the both of you are having... let's say complications.
It all started when you were buying some fruit from the market, which was one of your chores for the day. You happened to bump into a tall man beside you, causing the vase he was carrying to fall and hit the floor hard. He didn't take it that well.
He began yelling, shouting at you. And you started to realize everyone's eyes were at you. Who was currently being scolded just because of a small accident.
Your poor self couldn't even apologise, let alone get a word out. After what seemed like an eternity of him shouting curses at you, he calms down. You eventually pay for what you've broken and you leave, still feeling everyone's eyes on you as you feel shame all over.
The moment you've gotten out of everyone's sight, tears well up in your eyes, sitting on a small step by a street which seemed to not have much people around, you cried. Shakily, tears fall and fall, never seeming to end.
Camilo rushes, trying desparately to find you after Dolores told him what had happened. And finally, he spots your brightly coloured skirt with it's unique design. It'a definitely you.
"Mi amor?"
Your head jolts up to face his worried expression, it's was your boyfriend.
"I knew it was you, Dolores told me everything, are you hurt??" He could feel the anger rise in him at the mere thought of some idiot making you cry.
"Leave me alone Cami, I just got shaken up is all..." you knew you were lying, he knew as well but didn't question it, not wanting to pry. You'll tell him when you're ready.
He helps you up and takes you back to the Madrigal's casita. Letting you sit in his room to get comfortable.
The sobbing just doesn't stop does it? And who could blame you? Someone with a sensitive nature like you couldn't handle getting both yelled AND stared at.
He sets a cup of tea by your side and hands you his handkerchief. "Mi amor, I'm so sorry, i'll always be here by your side if you need m—" you feel him put an arm around you, your eyes widen and push him away. "Don't touch me!" It was on pure instinct, you didn't mean to snap at him. It's just someone touching you when you're in this much distress just doesn't help.
"What the hell??" He was in shock, how could you push him away like that when he's just trying to help?
He's not angry at you, but he does tend to take his frustrations out on things, leading him to say and think things he would never mean.
But it wasn't like you knew that right now. You've already dealt with that jerk at the market, you really don't want to be in another fight right now.
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Hi💖! Can I have a scenario with JJK boys ( gojo, sukuna, itadori, megumi, inumaki ) with gn! Reader who is very soft, cute and innocent. At first glance they look like they couldn't even hurt a fly or know a single swear word but in battlefield they change completely by absolutely have no mercy on their enemies and a motherfcking badass?? I enjoyed your squishy cheeks scenario and I hope you can do mind! I hope you take your time and do whatever most important to you first ༼ つ ◕‿◕ ༽つ (*^3^)/~♡
Having a s/o who's soft but a badass in the battlefield
▪︎Featuring: Itadori Yuuji, Fushiguro Megumi, Inumaki Toge, Gojo Satoru and Ryomen Sukuna from Jujutsu Kaisen
▪︎Pronoun: They/Them [Gn! Reader]
▪︎Genre: Comedy, Humor, Flyff and a lil bit crack
▪︎Warnings: uhhh violence? language and Slight nsfw in sukuna if u squint
note: Hello! Thanks for reading my work I appreciate it! and tbh the squishy cheeks are also one of my faves I'm sorry if this took so long I wanna write the scenario I think that will suit them sooo- Enjoy! Hope this was what u had in mind
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How dare you decieve this literal sunshine :<
When you charged at the special grade curse he felt like he was about to die again.
"NO! Y/N!" He shouted, voice raw and full of desperation as he tried to catch up with you but Megumi pulled him back.
"What are you doing!? Let me go! They might die! I-i can't lose them!" He yelled, trying to get put of Megumi's clutches as he could only watch in horror as you charged to the curse.
Yuuji turned limp into Megumi's arms as he saw you battle the curse with fierceness and a dangerous edge on you. He turned into the paper thingy HHAHAHAH
"W-what just happened..?" He stammered, eyes still transfixed on your form as you ran to him smiling and cheering.
"Did you saw me fight the curse Yu?! I took it down!" You cheered and spun around with him, sparkles somehow floating around you. Kugisaki tried to hide her laugh as she watched you spin around while Itadori just kinda... floats? He probably traumatized poor boi got a heart attack-
He still haven't recovered from the shock but he managed to stammer out a 'Yes'. He's still Paper! Itadori
He still couldn't wrap his head around the fact that you become an entirely different person when you fight.
He would probably shit himself if you ever get angry at him.
Ahhh my baby-
His reaction would be: 👁👄👁
Ope, sorry but he would clearly under estimate you. Not that it's intentional, he just thinks that you need his protection 24/7 because you just look so innocent and like you couldn't hurt a fly.
Oh how wrong he was.
Turns out he's the one that needs saving-
When he thought that he was done for, you suddenly kicked the curse in the face, seething. He almost thought you had an evil twin since he can't believe that's you.
"You thought you could get Megumi? Hah, fucker, DIEEEE!"
ExCuse mE wHaT wHy iS bAkugOu's SiBLiNg hErE-
Fushiguro just blinks at you while you fight the curse without even breaking a sweat, and did you curse?! He always thought his baby couldn't hurt someone but you're out there killing in cold blood-
It somehow warms his heart since you really care but he's kinda shaken to his core.
"Are you okay?!" You rushed to him and rubbed your cheek against his. "I was so worried! Don't worry! I'll watch your back so you won't get hurt!" You kissed his cheek, and just like that, any trace of you being an absolute op vanished.
He stammered, trying to ask a ton of questions but failing to.
Welp, It looks like he's the one that needs saving.
"Go honey! Screw them up! Kill them all!" Gojo let out a grin and cheered for you in the sidelines as he waved his arms around. This bitch i-
You giggled and grabbed your weapon, ready to show off to your clueless and worried students. "Of course! Wish me luck babe!"
"U-uhmm, Gojo sensei.." Yuuji gulped, worried for you. Even though he knows you're a special grade sorcerer he can't help but worry for you.
In the background you can already see them worry and being nervous
Gojo hummed, "They'll be alright! I know my baby can handle it!"
And just as he finished the sentence, you exorcised the curse succesfully. As you neared them, you have a shit eating grin plastered on your face as you took in the fsces of your students.
"We should invite L/n sensei next time when we spar!" Kugisaki suggested to her blindfolded teacher who just chuckled nervously in response.
"I would love to but-"
"He knows I'll beat his ass." You cackled, like kuroo as you looked over your lover who looked like he would pass out in embarassment.
"I did not brag you to our students just for you to bring me down."
Toge groaned in pain as blood spills out from his wound, rendering him immobile. When he found you rushing towards him he widened his eyes and shook his head rapidly, telling you to get far away as the curse is much stronger than they thought to be.
When he saw the curse approaching you and preparing to strike he felt himself grow cold as he desperately tries to use his voice, even though he already reached his limit. He felt tears prick his vision as he watched in pain in what he thought will be the end of you.
AAAACK DON'T CRY
Sliced.
Into thousand pieces. The curse didn't stand a chance against your speed and precision as you succesfully exorcised it.
He blinked; once, twice, a couple times, he couldn't really process what he was seeing.
You panted, hands on ur legs as you bent down to cath your breath. "That was a close one.." He stared in disbelief as your dangerous aura vanished and you approached him with a smile. "Are you okay? Can you stand baby?"
He shook his head "B-bonito Flakes." Then giving you a look that you better explain what just happened. You chuckled sheepishly, a cute but nervous smile appearing as you scratched the back of your head.
"Yes yes... I know I have to explain but let's get you patched up first okay?"
Never did he thought he would fall for a soft person. Not even once. Since he always find those types not worthy to gain his precious attention.
He figured out that there was something wrong with him since he's usually like more edgy type of person. Turns out he was wrong.
When he saw you in action he can't help but smirk and wolf whistle at you. He's also turned on but he wouldn't admit it outloud (save Yuuji cuz he's so ashamed by Sukuna's actions)
"Damn babe, you didn't tell me you weren't a damsel in distress-"
Sukuna didn't know if it was intentional that he got hit by your weapon, but when you apologized to him he automatically thinks that it was an accident.
"Oh no! Suku, are you okay?!" You fussed over him, trying not to burst out laughing so you won't blow your cover. He groaned in pain, you didn't exacly injure him since you'd feel bad when Yuuji takes over so that will do.
"Does it look like it?" He mumbled, not yelling since he doesn't want you to be upset with him. He becomes a putty in your hands, that's how much he's willing to do anything for you.
"I-im sorry but HHAHAHAH YOU SHOULD'VE SEEN YOUR FACE SUKU!" You booped his nose as he scowled, "You... I'll wreck you!"
You giggled, flashing him a cute smile and wink as you ran away, Sukuna hot on your heels.
You snickered, "Sure you will, honey."
#jjk x you#jjk x reader#jjk x y/n#jjk gojo#jjk sukuna#jjk fushiguro#jjk itadori#jjk inumaki#jujutsu kaisen imagines#jujutsu kaisen scenarios#jjk scenarios#x reader#jjk crack#fushiguro x reader#sukuna x reader#itadori x reader#gojo x reader#inumaki x reader#jjk imagines#jujutsu kaisen x you#jujutsu kaisen x gender neutral reader
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I just saw this request about Justin having dinner with mommys friends (jake, ransom, Robert, Lee, lance, Ari) and Im gonna tell you how I would rank them😋tell me please what you think about my ranking
Softest “adult”
1. Mommy. I mean come on. She can “torture” someone but she would only do something like spanking, humiliation, extreme face sitting and using a strap on.
2. Ransom. Our handsome man is the king of toys. Cuffs Jake to the bed, puts a cockring on him, shoves a dildo in him and sets his most expensive vibrator on his cock and then just leaves.
3. Ari. He has to put up with a lot of bratty behavior so he is indeed a bit rough. Shoves his cock deepppp down the throat. Lance has often jaw training hours. He mocks him so much repeating what he said earlier to that dump chick which he was clearly flirting with. Definitely not a soft “adult”. Keeps calm in front of people….mostly….except his ✨Highschool gang✨.
4. Robert. It’s not a surprise. There’s not anything soft about him. Humiliation, spanking, slapping and sooooo much more. Getting locked up in a basement😮💨 NEVER EVER BREAK HIS RULES. NEVER. NEVER. Till this day it’s a surprise that Lee is still alive.
Brattiest puppy
1. Lance. Flirts with anyone who’s good looking. Does it a lot just to piss his daddy off. Sends so many pictures of his tattoo to Ari when he’s at work.
2. Jake. Let me talk. He is cute and sweet BUT just as spoiled as Ransom. Throws a tantrum when he doesn’t get the new video game he saw on tv, even though his daddy already ordered it.
3. Justin. Ok so….he’s needy. He’s doing good in school and all of that but he’s seeking for SO much attention. Which mommy likes but she doesn’t like when she comes home to see her puppy humping a pillow which is “dressed” in one of her night shirts. Whines, crys……
4. Lee……he knows the punishment he would get when he misbehaves….so yeah. He’s not a brat anymore..in most cases.
I’m not American so sorry for grammar mistakes 👀
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Fuck yes to all of this. Okay. I'm gonna try and make this big ole poly love orgy a real thing. Do we think I can manage that many people in one fic? Probably not.
But for now I just wanna talk about there like lil relationship dynamics as pairs because I am flooded with thoughts, but don't have time for all the details atm.
Mommy x Justin - Pet Play with a little MD/lb. Justin is indeed very clingy and possessive. Is shy and 'innocent', or as innocent as you can be after committing multiple murders for your previous obsession. Mommy has her darkness, will use Justin's obsession with her to show people her strength essential. Puppy will do anything Mommy asks, even if there isn't a reward because he only wants her to be pleased with him.
Ransom x Jake - A sort of "classic" D/s dynamic. Ransom is King and Jake his prince. They have a bit of brat tamer/brat dynamic, but it's really only because Ransom loves to punishment (causing pain), and Jake is now so spoiled with whatever he wants, he pouts. Ransom has a knack for getting into trouble himself because he's pretty ruthless, and Jake loves getting to rescue his King.
Ari x Lance - Absolutely a Brat Tamer/Brat relationship. There relationship isn't open, but Lance pushes his Daddy's limits hard. Ari is possessive of his Kitten, but look on others faces when Lance flirts with them gets him hard (not exactly a cheating kink... but like adjacent to that I guess?). Lots of Funishment and angry fucking, more than actual pain. While Kitten likes to push Daddy's buttons to start the 'scene', Daddy edges him until he breaks his kitten.
Robert x Lee - This is a hard kink, master/slave sort of dynamic. Lee absolutely calls Robert Master, and Robert calls Lee Boy, doesn't even give him a name. Robert is all about breaking his boy. Definitely has a dungeon. It's not a good scene for him if Lee doesn't pass out or bleed all over. As mentioned above, it is amazing Lee is alive. But Lee is a sucker for pain. Lee loves the humilation, the bruises, being owned. His Boyspace is toxic and unhealthy, but he drops the moment his Master gives him the look.
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have you ever ‹ masterlist › denouement
tw! manipulation, mentioned underage sex, dubious consent, cheating. i also want to point out that reader is around 2-3 years younger than Iwaizumi, while Jae and Iwa are the same age. ps. this is a long chp :)
𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞
Iwaizumi has no idea of what has possessed him tonight. He doesn't know why he's walking around the city in the middle of the night a day before he should be on his way home.
He doesn't know why after the celebration he didn't follow his teammates. He doesn't know why he has barely answered your texts since after the game.
He also doesn't know why he agreed to go and see Jae, to hear her out.
He's been doing fine so far, seven months Jae clean and while the first three were bumpy; your company had made it easier to deal with. Your cheerfulness, your happiness, the adventures you've both have been planning have taken his mind off the broken heart he was nursing.
She continued to contact him, even when he begged her not to and blocking her phone was no use, she just got a new one and tried again and again. His resolve was diluted and he knew it would be a matter of time before he fell into his old habits.
lil jae: congrats on the win haji! let me invite you to a drink, im in town.
-
Iwaizumi recalls an old memory from back in high school, a few weeks before moving to California, you were sitting on his bed helping him organize his suitcase with 'essentials'. His clothes all over the place but as always, you showed enthusiasm at helping him out.
He remembers you giggling and calling him a dork while folding his Godzilla themed underwear and placing it inside his suitcase. He remembers the way you hummed some songs that you had just placed on your shared playlist because 'it's kinda your style' and it kinda is. He even remembers what you were wearing, a pair of black running shorts and a blue tank top. When you reached over the edge of his bed for his fallen socks, your cleavage was visible to his eyes, 'If a man ever peers down his shirt', he thought, 'I'll kill him without hesitating.'
But what he remembers the most is you pulling out an old shoe box from under said bed, a shoe box that held his most treasured things. Pictures from his childhood that matched the ones on your bedroom wall, doddles from your hand, your favorite flowers pressed inside a copy of your favorite book, short stories and poems, snippets of stories never finished from you. He'll never forget your teary eyes and happy smile when he took the box from you, emptying the contents carefully inside his backpack. The hug you gave him afterward still sets his heart on fire, nothing has ever been more lovely than you and your happy smile.
He also remembers Jae coming into his room right during your hug, wearing an empty smile on her face, her eyes red and raging. He's only ever seen her this mad whenever he's with you and he still doesn't get it.
She stay's to "help" when in reality all she does is glare at yn the whole time. It helps that you don't even mind the glares or the bad mood, joking that 'Jae's grumpy because we couldn't go to the movies today'.
It was late afternoon when you left, Iwaizumi had given you a bag filled with some of his stuff - things he knew you loved and adored, things he couldn't take. He watched you get inside your parents car and wave him goodbye, even though you both knew he'd be coming through your window in a few hours for movie night.
He remembers when he came back inside to find Jae naked on his bed. How angry she was and how she took it out on sex, the tension so palpable he could taste it. Once it was over, she walked towards his backpack and pulled out all of YN's things and that's when it clicked. She was mad because he was taking stuff about YN and not her, she made it clear when Jae told him, 'What the fuck is this.'
-
He remembers that hours later, he finds himself in your room squeaky clean and wearing nothing but his sweatpants and socks, his back against your front with his head against your breasts. He hadn't told you that Jae broke up with him, but he knew you had figured out he was sad because your arms cradled him since he got situated there and had not moved since.
How Jae said she wouldn't move with him in the end. How she had decided to stay in Japan and have him go to California all alone in the end, just because she wanted him to. How he begged her to come, to stay with him, to not leave him and how he watched her get dressed to go home. How she winked at him as she left with a, "Call me once you're in Cali."
How she only wants to go out when she knows he has plans with you. How she only cares about him when you're around or how messed up and used he feels ever since she took his virginity during your 14th birthday party.
He feels disgusting sometimes after sex with Jae, disgusted with himself on how wrong it is but how much he loves her still.
He didn't have to say any of that to you, the kiss on the forehead you just gave him eased it all away anyway.
-
He remembers all of this while he's kissing Jae in her hotel room, her dress and underwear discarded somewhere in the room, his cock buried deep inside of her like a starved man, Her nails racking down his chest from his unbuttoned shirt as she moaned at the feeling.
When Jae separates herself from him with half lidded eyes, she smirks, "I bet my little cousin can't even kiss right, the little virgin." She kisses the column of his neck, grazing her teeth against the skin, getting ready to mark him as hers and even though he doesn't agree with her, he stays quiet.
A memory burst through his mind as he pounds into Jae. The way your sighed his name when he settled himself inside of you, the way your nails scratched his back when he hit your G-spot, the way you moaned when his thumb circled your clit; your gummy, tight walls griped him as you came, with his name on your lips. Your soft, pillow lips that have only been his, only kissed him.
"Be safe out there, Hajime! I'll be waiting for you!" She smiled as she kissed him goodbye by the front door.
He turned to deepen the kiss, pulling her closer to him like a starved man, "Don't worry, I'm not gonna runaway, mochi."
As he walked down the steps of his house, he heard her say "I miss you already."
It's then that Iwaizumi snaps out of it.
He pushes her off of him and steps back until his back is against the wall, feeling disgusted with himself in a way he hasn't since they broke up.
"I can't do this, I won't do this, I-" he pushes himself off the wall, tucking himself in and picking up his stuff, "Never again, Jae."
Jae watches him leave, a sinister smile spreading across her face. Her gaze steady as his figure disappears into the night, "If you think you can just up and go, Haji, you are very mistaken."
She walks to where she hid her phone and chuckles as she presses send, "Lets see what my little cousin has to say, hmm?"
-
Iwaizumi was worried, it wasn't normal for you to not answer his calls or texts. He was on the road back home with the team, their ruckus would usually give him a headache, but right now? Right now he can't focus on anything except the little 'unread' mark at the bottom of his last text to you.
my one: mochi? r u ok? im on my way back home
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He didn't expect to come back home and find you in the living room in silence. Your eyes rimmed red and puffy from crying, you didn't have to say anything for him to know what had happened.
Jae told you.
He wish he could be surprised, but Jae had been nothing but a devil all this time and he can't believe he never saw it until now. Until he married you, an angel.
"Mochi, I'm sorry. I'm very very sorry, please talk to me." He knelt at your feet, his hands on your knees trying to get you to look at him. His guilt crashing down brick by brick, he should have never gone out to see her.
"I know this means nothing to you, mochi. But I'll never see her again, only when its a family reunion or you're with me."
Silence.
"There is no excuse, but yn, please, look at me, let me explain."
She pushes him off a bit, without much force as if her sadness took away all her strength and his heart clenched. How could he do this to his best friend? Lie and lie, again and again and again.
YN-”
“No, STOP! You- you got your say, now it’s my turn.” She's shaking and her breaths are short. She's starting to have a panic attack.
I get up and advance towards her slowly, “YN you need to calm down. Here,” I place my hand on her back, “let me-”
She pushes me off, her back towards me, “Please, don’t touch me. Please, please, please.” She's sobbing and its hurts so so much.
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts.
“Remember your breathing exercises, mochi. In and out. In…”
Eventually her breathing normalizes but she still won't look at me and it takes all of my strength to not touch her.
“All I ever wanted was for you to love me, Hajime.”
Whoever said words can never hurt someone, has never been in my place. She just stabbed me without a knife and its more painful than I ever imagined.
“I wanted you to love me, to see me as your wife, as a woman but you didn’t. You don’t and I- it hurts so much.”
“But, mochi, you said you would marry me so we didn’t end up with strangers.”
“I know.”
“Then why-”
“I lied. I’ve loved you since the moment you came into my life. I’ve loved you for years, even before Jae came into the picture. I’ve loved you so so so much, I love you so much.”
“… you know about Jae? Since when?!” I made the mistake of reaching out for her, she pushed me back and said nothing. The dread of her knowing, of her finding out before today makes me sick.
“If you knew then why did you marry me!? Did you think I would change? That my feelings would change? You know I’m not like that.”
“I do know. I- thought that maybe-, but then it was clear that nothing would change but, I made a promise to you and I said it in our vows.”
“YN-”
“I know the mistake is mine. I know what all the blame is mine to take, I know it and I accept it. I’m sorry, Hajime, that’s me that you have to stay with.”
She finally turns to look at me, but I wish she hadn't. The tears are flowing steadily down her cheeks to her neck. I did this to her, I hurt her again and again, without thinking. No, without watching. Because if I had paid attention to her like Jae did, I might have seen it sooner.
“We could get a divorce, you know. That way you can stop getting hurt. Stop your heart from breaking. You don’t deserve this.”
“It’s okay. I- I give you permission to do it, to break my heart forever.”
“…What?”
She takes my hand, and in-between the tears she smiles at me as if her heart wasn't breaking in two. As if I didn't shatter her dreams for a few sloppy seconds, “It’s okay, I know what I signed up for, I knew it from the beginning. I guess I just didn’t want to accept it. So go ahead, break my heart, break it into a million pieces! I give you permission, Iwaizumi Hajime, please just - don’t leave me.”
I can't say anything, what am I supposed to say? My sweet, sweet girl is hurt and damaged and all she wants is for me to stay. I feel disgusted in a way I never did with Jae, because instead of being used, I am using her.
I bring her into my arms, and say the only words that have actual meaning between us, "I love you, mochi."
"I- I'll do better, I promise. Please YN," He gripped her shoulders tightly, "Please forgive me, I'll do whatever just, I'm so sorry, baby."
He can feel the tears spilling onto his shirt, a scorching pain expanding through his chest at the consequences of his actions. He hurt the one person who didn't deserve it, who he promised to keep safe and happy.
"Hajime, please take a bath, I wanna sleep without the smell of Jae."
His heart dropped at her words, he forgot that he had just upped and left from Jae's, only changing his clothes for comfort. His skin still smelled like her. As he separated from her, he kissed her forehead, "Join me?"
-
He laid on the bed with her hours later, her head on his chest where he could see her puffy eyes. She had washed him thoroughly to the point were he thought she had scrubbed him raw, and he couldn't blame her - he wanted to do the same since the beginning.
He pulled her closer, practically on top of him and felt her heartbeat against his own. He had done something terrible and he needed to fix it, fix this. So he needed to take the first step.
to lil jae: for someone who says they love me, u sure like to make me miserable. i don't know why u hate yn so much and tbh i don't care anymore. i don't want to see u or talk to u ever again. if u contact me, i'm gonna get a restraining order, jae. i can't do this anymore.
to lil jae: goodbye jae.
do you wish to block this number?
yes.
Remorse is memory awake, Her companies astir,— A presence of departed acts At window and at door.
Its past set down before the soul, And lighted with a match, Perusal to facilitate Of its condensed despatch.
Remorse is cureless,—the disease Not even God can heal; For ’t is His institution,— The complement of hell.
Remorse is memory awake - Emily Dickinson
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a/n! *hands you all this and runs* i'll see you soon for chp11~
but in all seriousness, i wrote this chapter with my heart on my sleeve. love is truly the strongest curse and for it to be unrequired? imagine it.
now, i'm off to write the next part! and i am sorry :) ♥
#owwaw💔#owwaw#iwaizumi fic#iwaizumi hajime#iwaizumi hajime x reader#iwaizumi hajime fic#iwaizumi smut#because of the short sex scenes
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tBkCq3pg_7Y&t=12834s&ab_channel=GeorgeNotFoundVODS first red hoodie stream!!!
Aight here goes, I’m watching it for the first time now and taking notes as I go ! 🗣
I sort of skimmed to the point where Dream joins, and listen- it’s just rly funny to me how George was mining and stuff, then as soon as someone mentions Quackity and George says Q is a catboy, Dream joins a minute later 😭 I think this is that era when jealous Dream was v loud so this is a funny instance imo lmaoo
Anyways it’s cute how much George says Dream’s name when he adds him to the call, and how his energy immediately goes up :’) also I just love it when Dream suddenly joins on stuff cause his voice is just so comforting, idk.
I love the way they talk to each other there’s always this flirty undertone
They’re playing music on the Christmas tree I think I’ve seen a clip of this before it’s so sweet 😭 I never knew this was from The red hoodie stream 🗣
I just keep thinking abt how happy and giggly George is now when Dream is around :’) they both just sound so happy<3
George showed Dream his backside ⁉️😳😳 not clickbait🗣
It’s also cute how Dream is always watching his stream whilst also talking to him, he probably was watching before even joining :’)
Wait I- I just started Cry laughing at this omg- hold on- HHHHHHHHHHHH
OKAY LISTEN- ANYONE KNOW THAT SCREAM/CRY LAUGH JENNA MARBLES DOES? THAT’S WHAT IM DOING AT THIS MOMENT I-
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Okay, okay, I’m gonna gather thoughts-
LOOK AT HIM
This is FLERTING
This is such flirting behavior and he’s fishing for compliments from Dream so hard 😭 here’s the thing like right before this he already turned around to show his back and now he did it Again like- he’s doing it on purpose 😭 and when he buried his face in the hoodie like that he’s tryna be so cute and flirty this is taking me OOUUUTTTTT
Like the moment he did that pulling his hoodie up thing i laughed So hard like what is he DOINGGG
Anyways I had to pause for a moment and gather myself- the absolute blatant flirting here-
This moment is just taking me out fr 💀
Anyways we’re about six minutes into Dream joining I Fear for how much more there’s left 😀
GEORGE JUST READ OUT SOMEONE SAYING HE’S THROWING IT BACK AND HES DEFENDING HIMSELF SAYING HES JUST ‘SHOWING HIS BACK’ IM ON THE FLOOR
He knows what he’s doing 🗣
They’re so sweet tho like they keep having this light flirty behavior and George does that thing he does w Dream where he asks what he should do and what stuff means and what he thinks and that.
This makes me rly miss solo dnf streams I love the vibes rn it’s filling me with serotonin I haven’t felt in a While✨
George punching Dream with a trident and Dream just standing there and saying it does no damage to him is Hot Dream behavior
I just keep wanna quote them they keep saying things that I’d put in a fanfic 😭
I wish I could post more clips than one here 😔
George just said they can “chess and chill” so I will be Leaving now 🧍♀️
Anyways we’ve entered pulling pigtails behavior full force now with Dream laughing in that warm/fond way whilst punching George’s character whilst George is beaming whilst saying “stop killing me 😍 get away from me👀🥰 you’re chasing me🥰 omg Dream Dream stop🥰😍”
Dream Really doesn’t wanna play che-
WAIT
NO
NO WAIT I JUST-
OH NO I JUST REALIZED
Okay so Lately we’ve all Realized how George is all 😍😍😍 sick in the head type behavior when Dream shouts and stuff,,
And there’s this moment here where Dream shouts at him that he doesn’t wanna play chess as George brings it up Again, even after Dream already got frustrated enough with him that he began chasing him around when George kept bringing it up before. And now when Dream lashes out at him George is still Beaming and doing these lil giggles like I-
He’s doing that on purpose he’s pushing Dream’s buttons on purpose cause he likes when Dream gets ‘angry’ and chases him around and- Sick in the head 🧍♀️
WAIT THIS IS THE STREAM THEY PLAY THAT GAMBLING THING ? Omg so Much happened in this stream I never knew it was all in the same one 😳
Oh no.
“Oh now I have you right where I want you😈”
“Stop😍”
Istg I don’t even wanna write this next one plz I beg
“What are you gonna do here in this little hole? 😈”
*immediately backtracks AS HE SHOULD*
“I’m just kidding gu-😂 I’m just Kidding George🥰”
I legit- until seeing this now, I’ve Seen a clip of this moment before and I didn’t think it was real. I thought someone had like edited together Dream’s voice or Something like this, it’s So Weird like ‘now I have you right where I want you’ once they’re trapped in this narrow tunnel together- SUS
And George going kinda quiet here whilst Dream is laughing in a flustered way hmmmm I’m Looking
Dream saying George can take however much red stone he wants/needs from him, sugar daddy Dream Yess🤩😍
Ohwwwwww Dream’s laugh when they’re doing the gambling thing 💞💞💞💞💞
Look at his smile when Dream laughs, you wouldn’t think George also just lost a bet huh 😭
In general he basically hasn’t stopped smiling since Dream joined 😪
The whole bit where they’re guessing shield everytime is just so cute and funny lmaoo and then after Dream says in the fondest tone ever ‘🥰you’re so stupid🥰’
^Dream is yelling again 😍😍
This gambling thing shows that the universe Does have favorites and that favorite is Georgenotfound🗣
Some of my favorite dnf things™️ is when any of them says in that voice “you’re so dumb” “you’re such an idiot” and “you’re so annoying” and there’s a lot of that in this stream, esp from Dream 🗣
Dono: “what do you love most abt Dream?”
George: “his items that he gives me 😌🥰”
Dream: “you are such a gold digger”
He’s not wrong tho 🗣 but this is also not the only time we’ve heard Dream refer to George as a gold digger when George shows his love for Dream giving him stuff and money, and I think it’s interesting choice of words on Dream’s part. If a friend is using me for money, I’d never think of calling them a gold digger lmaoo, like maybe manipulative or money hungry, but gold digger,,, it’s a saying that literally entails there to be a relationship like an engagement or marriage and such between the gold digger and the wealthy person. Like not a platonic bond type thing. So I just find Dream’s choice of words interesting. Perhaps speaks to how he views their relationship.
Why did George just read out someone in chat saying “why you letting Dream walk around with that Fat cake bro? Like control him” 😭😭😭😭😭 cue Dream putting his glass water bottle down Loudly in Shock LMAOO
George’s response was *giggle giggle* “I can’t stop him🥰😌” LMAOOO we know he’s an ass man so I guess I shouldn’t be surprised he’s bringing attention to this
Now they’re telling a bunch of funny stories and the vibes are so 🥰🥰🥰 I miss these types of streams - just them alone on the smp jumping around and talking about random stuff 😩
I also just love how Dream tells these stories, he’s so excited, sounds so happy and talks so fast and you can just tell how much he loves his friends<3 :’)
Dream telling a story of a memory of one of this top ten moments in his life which was when he won with George against bad and callahan<3
Idk something abt that^ is really sweet cause like this man is out here hitting milestone after milestone in record time and is accomplishing So much, but one of his top ten favorite moments in life is when he played a game of Minecraft basketball teamed up with George playing against two other friends. Just spending time with his friends and having fun<3
Now he’s talking abt how much he loves that memory and especially that it was him and George together as a team and how they trash talked the others together and he’s speaking for both of them and says ‘that might be one of Our funniest moments’ to which George says ‘top ten dr- George and Dream memes’ he Almost said their names the right order😪
It’s cute tho they’re just reminiscing on stuff now :’)
Now they’re talking about Biggest Weaknesses (I rly love this aspect of their friendship when they just deep talk like that’s a real bond right there) and Dream said George’s is he doesn’t care enough
But Dream is also saying George is Easily top ten mcc player and George is soaking up the compliments lmaoo😌
Dream: “What would you say my weakness is?”
George: “Me😌”
Dream: “You? You’re such an idiot🥰”
Aight we’ve reached This bit
George got all flustered after saying that aww<3
But this moment it’s just so,,, it felt almost like it came out of nowhere in a way like, woah there George we were all having a good chill time and having deep convos and now you just straight up Flirting🧍♀️ and it also felt like he was almost preparing himself to say that one in a way ?? Idk how to describe that but it’s like, he’s silent for a beat after Dream asks him the question. Then throws that out there in a v interesting tone. Then immediately does this flustered kind of laugh
But yeah overall this moment kinda speaks for itself doesn’t it lmaoo This Is Deffo Flerting🧍♀️
It’s rly sweet tho how Dream says George’s weakness is he doesn’t care enough, whilst George says Dream’s weakness is he cares Too much. They balance each other out<3 :’) and I genuinely think in general it’s good as they can learn a lot from one another !
George thinks Dream’s weakness is when Dream gets too caught up in stuff and doesn’t spend enough time w him 😔
George: “this is like the first episode of the Dream and George podcast 🥰”
Dream: “I think we’re shooting to get like a pilot episode of the podcast out in January.”
Moving on😐
George: “you could have a Patches cam. It’s just you stroking Patches the whole time🥰😄”
Dream: “what😳😅 ..... you could’ve said, petting, like😬”
George: “... ?? It’s the same 🤨”
Dream: “I mean..”
George: “what’s the difference? 🤨”
Dream: “one’s weird and one’s not 😐”
George: “no? 🤨”
Sigh.
Dream, clean your thoughts and that dirty mind My God😭 it’s so weird they were like vibing and talking normal and then as soon as George says the word ‘stroking’ there’s this tension and weird silence between their words like,,,
Aight we’re going back to talking abt memories and ‘top ten memes’, good. Let’s Move On.
It’s funny to think abt tho, like rn they’re trying to think of more funny stories of things that happens offline, and there’s just such a contrast of their stories here vs the ones they’d do now. Like here they’re like ‘woah hahah when we trash talked these ppl and played this game and this person got mad because of this thing🤪’ whilst now it’s all like ‘I’m gonna expose you😏 guys here look at what I s*xted George whilst he was doing this thing and also look at what George sent me when we were just talking and also I wanna eat his *** and here’s a funny story abt George being clingy as we spent ten+ hours just talking and-‘
All I’m saying is, The Difference lmaooo
George is bringing up the thing Ponk has said abt him being blacked out drunk before, and he says it’s ‘impossible’ cause he’s never even been drunk before apparently, and Dream is there like ‘yeah 😌’ like idk it’s cute how Dream seems happy to have George also not be a drinker and how they share that. But I sometimes wonder if George doesn’t drink and is all like ‘I’ve never in my life been drunk’ because of Dream,,, 🤔 like yk when someone copies their crush and all that ahem
Anyways Bad just joined !
George just tried being funny and failed Miserably and Dream still went ‘hah😄🥰’
Bad is trying to tell a story and dnf are just not having it they’re being all like 🙄🙄 ‘okay Bad wrap it up Bad we’re bored Bad😴🙄’ lmaoo they’re not happy to be interrupted from being in their own little world
But, moving on, Dream suddenly asks George if he has a scar ?? Lmao why was he thinking abt that suddenly ??
And George shows that he has one by his brow. (Is that the one Dream got obsessed w later as well or ??) Then George keeps teasing this story of how he got it and Dream wants to hear it. Bad then starts telling a story instead, and Dream goes “why are You telling a story, Bad? :/“ like if it’s not George telling a story he doesn’t wanna hear it lmaoo
This is George as Bad is telling his story:
This is George a few minutes later as Dream is telling a story instead:
Also Dream is talking about him being on his BadBoy Arc and speeding, ig George Would like that 🧍♀️
I Will shut up abt George being sick in the head but he’s currently Beaming as Dream is talking back at Bad after Bad said he’s never gotten a speeding ticket himself lmaoo Dream took that as a personal attack
Now Dream is doing that thing couples do where he’s like “oh yeah, We should tell a scary story. You wanna tell that one story that happened to you, George? I don’t think you’ve told that one. No you definitely haven’t.” I wonder if Dream at this point remembers George’s stories and memories better than his own lmao.
George didn’t wanna tell the story 😔
George read out a slightly suggestive dono abt Dream dying to a nut,, he then says “I mean..😏” and does this eyebrow raise, then proceeds to draw a breath and wet his lips I’m L e a v i n g🧍♀️🗣
And following right after, here we have an example of how George is Bad at flirting. Like he’s got the spirit aight but, My God,
Dream: “I’m not allergic to anything.”
George: “that’s not true.”
Dream: “how?”
George: “you told me you were allergic to something.”
Dream: “no I didn’t.”
George: “you did.”
Dream: “tell me what.”
George: “you’re allergic to uhm.. me.😏”
Dream: “so dumb, I knew you were gonna say that😏🥰”
George: “everytime you get near me you just get all red😏”
It’s silent for a beat, then Bad starts rambling and George pushes/leans back in his chair and does that same flustered semi laugh that he did when he said Dream’s weakness is him. He like has this particular type of flustered reaction after he’s said something flirty to Dream lmaoo
Anyways I feel it’s good to sometimes just, write down some actual quotes they say to each other and just reflect over how much they sound like a fanfic lmaoo
Like this is just straight up flirting and what has gotten into the man🧍♀️
Aight here George does one of his bad flirting attempts again. There’s a lot of those in this stream ! And once again, at least he’s got the spirit !!
Dream is talking abt how he doesn’t have a car cause he has no reason to leave his house, saying,
“Where do you think I go? 🤨” to chat, who thinks he should have a car
George then says: “you go to the.. George.. shrine😌”
Dream’s response is just: “...what?🧍” which is very understandable lmao
Wait what-
Dono: “you’re adorable George no wonder Dream is a simp for you”
George: “Dream is a simp for me😌”
Dream: “yeah.”
..... Oh. Okay. Okay he’s Admitting to it now, aight, that’s.
Well I’m just- like- all I’m thinking abt is when I watched their first stream on the smp and Dream got so offended when someone said he was a simp for George, he went and killed him immediately in game.
This is growth ppl🗣🗣
Also George’s face when Dream admits to it is very much ‘😳🥰’
It’s then just like Silent, and it’s clearly too tense to handle as Quackity suddenly speaks up to change topics lmaoo
It’s actually surprising Quackity isn’t clowning any of them for what just happened. But then also this is when he was p new to them, so I don’t think he’d grown quite as tired of them yet to call them out on their bs lmaoo
I hate how I can’t add more clips here like there’s this bit now where they have this pulling pigtails flirty behavior again and George has the biggest smile on his face and this specific tone in his voice as he says,
“You are.. an idiot Dream🥰”
He’s also currently saying ‘Dream’ with every sentence lmao the name truthing<3
George just said like one word and Dream Immediately understood not only that he was referring to a story, but also exactly which story he was thinking abt, like they’re actually interlinked, telepathic, share One mind 🧍♀️
Then there’s this moment I saw way back posted here on tumblr, where Dream is like just jumping in place, facing a wall. And George is just looking at him super fondly and says,
“What’re you doing, Dream?🥰”
Just sounding so. Fond.🧍♀️watching this man just.. jumping, lmaoo
I think George’s name truthing is very evident in this stream, like with every sentence he says Dream’s name, ‘Dream’ has like a different tone than the rest of the sentence, way softer, a fondness to it.
This is me brainrotting but George reads out a dono saying “Dream, hello I love you” and Dream says “I love you too🥰” and here we have dnf finally sharing ily’s, what a Moment🗣
But like actually it’s interesting Dream wanted to answer back to that one cause he normally doesn’t really reply when George forwards messages from donos to him... 👀 I feel like he got eager to say it back to George
There’s a whole lot of Quackity and Bad not wanting to give back George’s stuff and George being tired🥴 It’s lowkey annoying when they kill him and steal his stuff over and over like this 🥴
A dono says something abt ‘sexy Dream’ and George asks Dream what that is, to which Dream says “that’s just normal Dream 😌” and George like smiles and tips his head forward like hiding his face- hard to explain his reaction, I need an emoji that’s an inbetween of this😳 and 🥰 and that’s about as close as I can get to describing his reaction to that lmaoo , like a flustered smile
Sad hours George just said ‘I’m done with you guys’ because he’s done w them never giving his stuff back 💔 understandable ! 🗣
Ahh justice at last, he got his stuff back 🗣
Dream left💔
Aight I’m just gonna go ahead and say it, it’s interesting how, when Dream chases after George and kills him and stuff George is all like ‘omg Dream hahah noo Dream 🥰 don’t 🥰 you’re chasing me omg🥰’ whilst when anyone else does it he’s all like ‘ughh 😩😴 give me my stuff back I’m tired😩 I’m Done w u guys🙄 this isn’t fun😕’
Like it seems a Lot of ppl like to pull his pigtails but the way he responds to Dream doing it vs others is,, interesting 👀
Dream came back ! 🗣
George is FINALLY telling the goddamn scar story 🗣😩 I feel abt as tired and clocked out as George is at this point lmaooo
Anyways this story is cute mini George being excited abt the computer repair guy aww 🥺 I’m glad it’s not a bad memory for him even tho he got injured🥺
Anyways we’ve reached the end of the stream and it’s been lovely<3 I’m glad I finally got to watch this iconic stream🗣 the vibes were immaculate and I miss dnf I want more of these streams 🗣
Also Dream started talking more now as George is ending, and George’s energy peaked back up again now when Dream is talking 👀
He waves goodbye one last time, and so the stream is over 😩
Final thoughts: So. Much. Flirting.
#finally posting this 🗣 it took me a while to go through but here it is ! ✨#this is commentary on a 4+ hours stream I tried keeping it as short as I could 🥴#but it was a lot of fun and I had Many thoughts 🗣#what a stream 🧍♀️#I had to hold myself back from just going on a rant on certain moments to keep this as short as I could lmaoo#there’s a Lot to unpack in this one#and guess what#next up I’m doing the cooking stream#and I’m#so not ready🧍♀️#am actually like -#gah the Tension in that one is gonna take me out like pray for me 😭#anyways this has been fun I love doing these lmaoo#mik’s commentary#ig should be the tag for these maybe#my analysis#dnf observer answers ask#dnf observer has thoughts#dreamnotfound#I’m posting a lot today look at me Gooo
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OKAY not yn and heeseung's brain thinking as one about the confrontation! As they should! Because you never want to say things you don't mean tbh 😢 ALREADY! YN wanting to hit heeseung at the same spot she always does when he makes her laugh. PLEASE MY HEART IS BREAKING!!!
DONT THINK ABOUT JAKE! YES HE JUST A FANTASY! HEESEUNG IS THE REAL ONE!!!
Noooooo bby g!!! Heeseung don't want Isa anymore! That girl is a lost cause. Our dude wants you omg. I'm literally only at the beginning and this is making me so sad lmao
JAKE BEING ANGRY ABOUT HEESEUNG SLEEPING WITH ISA?! DUDE HOLD TF SHE TRIED THINGS WITH HIM! JAKE, COME HERE 👊🏻👊🏻 omg not jake making yn thinking he's the main character rn come on guys. BUT HEESEUNG YOU COME HERE TOO 👊🏻👊🏻 why would you randomly expose something like that? YALL HAD THE SAME BRAIN ABOUT THE CONFRONTATION omggggg im crying
And the regret is eating at heeseung. Smh STUPID!!!!
HEESEUNG CONFESSING HOLD UP! LET ME GRAB A BAG. I AM HYPERVENTILATING!!!! omg nooooo not the "I didn't wanna fall in love with you!" 😫 my heart is shattering!!!
Omg I feel so bad for yn! Her friends shouldn't even be mad to ignore her just because ppl wanna whisper! LET ME AT THEM FOR A MINUTE! Just let knock some senses into YN's friends because dude, DUDE! I get that she kept it a secret but they didn't have to do this to her 😭
OH MY GOD! ISA, YOU NEED TO COME HERE 👊🏻👊🏻👊🏻 I KNEW SHE WAS A MEAN GIRL BUT I DIDNT EXPECT HER TO BE A WHOLE A B!!!! My jaw dropped so fast for Jake! The idiot actually liked her and she broke their friendship! B!!!!!!!!!! IMMA FIGHT HER! Make me get a cameo and fight her lol but wait a minute, Jake's feelings about yn?! PLEASE STOP I DONT WANT TO CRY ANYMORE!!! Yes he saw her looking ethereal and AS HE SHOULD THE FIRST TIME BUT JAKE ITS TOO LATE oml
Omg okay this is hitting a lil close to home. 😔 where Jake asks yn why she goes to those parties and if it's to hangout with him. Man, I used to stay after school with some friends because I had a crush on this dancer. But he never noticed me as a potential partner because we were always "friends". He tried hooking me up with one of his friends who they took it more like a joke. It hurt me a lot but im glad I didn't get with him or his friend. Apparently he's a loser now whew! Lol NOW BACK TO THE STORY
THATS RIGHT YN DEFEND YOUR MAN! 👏🏻👏🏻 aww Jake saying yn sees the best in everyone. 😭 I'm so happy he notices! Okay um jake, your hand, ooooffff of yn's thigh!!! NO COMPLIMENTS JAKE 👊🏻👊🏻 OMG THE WAY I HELD MY BREATH READING THE SCENE BEFORE ahemheeseungprobablyahem TYE THUD ON THE DOOR DJDHHDHDJDJF MY HEART IS RACING LORD
THE NICKNAME OMFG MY HEART FLUTTERED. Heeseung omg COME HERE AGAIN LOL 👊🏻👊🏻 DONT BE ALL SAPPY!!! Jake got there first and it's not like YN wasn't thinking about you, stupid!!!! Heeseung stop being jealous omgg 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
OH LOOOORD!!!! STEAM EVERYWHERE!!!! heeseung being a gentleman, afraid to hurt yn 😭 we love a green flag man! Him saying he loves her omgomgomgomgomg SOMEONE HOLD ME!
JAY AND CHEORRY THOUGH HDHDHHDHDJD ARE WE GONNA HAVE A SLIGHT MINISODE OF THEM?! Heheheh
Wait, are you hinting at us that Jake will have a story??? Like I genuinely feel bad for Jake, tbh lol he didn't deserve what Isa did to him smh but he shouldn't have tried to make a move on yn JUST BECAUSE he knows she likes him. It was like yn was a rebound :\ BUUUUUUT Heeyn being cute and him spinning her around before hugging her 😫😫😭😭 it's just too cute. Thank you so much for this series. I'm sobbing rainbows and butterflies at heeyn! 😈😈
HAHAHAHA UR SO FUNNY <33333 everyone is saying they feel bad for jake lmaoo anyways i’m glad u liked it <33 and a jake story/part would be pretty cool lol
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Immortal Saniwa | Heshikiri Hasebe, Shokudaikiri Mitsutada, Yamatonokami Yasusada
Anon asked: may i have some hcs with hasebe, shoku, and yamatonokami with a technically-immortal saniwa who's cursed to life after a run in with an angry spirit? if they do the thing the spirit wants to, they'll die, but they've watched their family and friends die in front of them... so it's kinda up to them, now that they have a basically-immortal family of item spirits at their side. if this prompt is to depressing, feel free to skip it- no pressure :)
Nonnie, galaxy brain. I love you.
Warning: Mentions of death, sad sword bois, pretty short idk man im bad at this, nothing but angst, maybe hurt-comfort >:) @rexcaliburechoes
Do allow me to set the stage, dear Saniwas.
Ah, pity thee, who is alive and alone for oh so long. Friends and family gone, aging and you never did. You held their hand as they passed, felt their pulses and hearts give out, watch as the light leaves their eyes and their spirits pass on.
How cruel it was for that spirit to curse you like this, know the pain of living on as the people you love pass. Tears gone, you had none left. Your heart almost hiding away.
Alone, and alone again. Why else did you sign up to become a saniwa. To isolate yourself away from the changing world, the mortal realm that only causes nothing but pain and sorrow. You were the first to sign up, you knew the citadel is a safe haven. Perhaps you could die this way? Throwing yourself into a fight that may seem endless? None of the less, you had a duty to do. a world to protect.
You didn’t want to make bonds, the government didn’t want you to. These are tools after all. But you are a kind soul and these men are just...wormed their damn way into your heart, unfreezing it, bringing it back to life, a garden growing in that once barren field.
And then that person showed up in your life.
Heshikiri Hasebe
He’s always had an inkling that you were...not normal. If you had gotten hurt, even if it was something minor, your wound would heal oh so rapidly. Of course, Hasebe would worry about your safety none the less but he cannot help but figure out that something is oh so terribly wrong with you. He won’t pry into your life but he will always tell you that if you want a shoulder to cry on, he is there.
Because it is because he is a tsukumogami and not human as well, he can pick up on the subtle..impurities around you. A curse. He could have Ishikirimaru purify it but it almost seems to hang around you, ingrained into your blood, weaving into your veins and tying itself to your soul. Somewhat similar to Nikkari’s aura but different all the same. They know that if they purify you, you’ll drop dead.
And then Hasebe’s feelings happen.
The fear he sees in your eyes when he confesses to you almost makes him want to shrivel away and die. He wants to take it back, run away and hide, but you almost do the same. You ask for time to think about this, and Hasebe will wait until the end of the world for you DAMN IT.
You two confess and of course you tell him about you being...pretty much immortal and Hasebe takes it surprisingly well. You are his master after all, he would say as he presses a kiss to the tip of your forehead. “It only means that we can stay together longer now, and I will forever be by your side.” it’s almost an oath at this point.
Every day you two have together is nothing short of bliss. Calm, comforting, drinking in every moment you two have. Hasebe has sworn not to die, to come back from missions and back to you. He will never perish, or let anyone else die when he is on a mission. He knows that you cannot handle such a thing, no damn way is he going to let it happen.
Oh sweet sweet Hasebe knows that he is a tool, and by the end of this long war that has span for far too long. He knows that by the end of this the government will be at your door, banging on the walls and demanding you to return the swords to the government where they belonged. He refuses to leave though. His home is at your side, come hell or high water. He will fight to the end of his breath to always be with you.
Hasebe will always be there if you want to talk, if you begin to cry, oh so gently will he wrap you up in his arms, shushing you and pressing sweetest of kisses to your head.
Those times when you have nightmares break his heart, he would rather face three thousand ootachis than to see you cry.
“I...do not know if you see it like this, beloved. But, I adore you, and as do the rest of the citadel. Please, if you allow us, will you allow us to be your new family?”
Shokudaikiri Mitsutada
Compared to Hasebe’s tiptoeing around the subject of your immortality, Micchan will kinda do the same? He will notice that you are so much more different and he knows that you are hiding something. He knows that feeling oh too well, look at himself and his scars and his eye. Gods know he is ashamed of those burns of his. He won’t push you to tell him anything and of course he will wait for you to come to him. Gods forgive anything that makes you push away from him. Of course he will give you treats, a bribe maybe? No, he just wants to let you know that he is there.
When you tell him that you are an immortal, Shokudaikiri’s first instinct is to hug you. He knows how it is to be oh so lonely and lost, seeing the lives of people disappear under the blink of an eye. The earthquake took many lives, and he knows that feeling of loneliness well. “I’m sorry.” he would whisper, a hand on your head. “I know how it feels to be lonely like that, but I am here for you, always.” was it a love confession? Perhaps. But he swears it right then and there, you will never feel lonely in this citadel ever again. Gods no, he won’t let it happen. He will rope everyone in the citadel into his shenanigans if he must.
When Micchan finds out about his feelings for you, he accepts it and waits for the right time to confess. When you return his feelings, Micchan is over the moon!!! Of course the relationship you two have is already pretty damn domestic so it’s not like anything changes much.
When you are ready to open up about your past, so will Micchan. He may take a lil bit longer because of his own issues of self worth but he is more than willing to support you all the way.
His first thought of you having a curse is for Ishikirimaru to do something about it, but since he worries that they would lose you, he won’t do it. Of course he will talk over it with you first.
With that vow of never having you feel lonely ever again, whenever he’s gone, he has someone look out for you. Be it a tantou or someone else you’re close to.
Micchan also makes that vow to never let anyone else break while out on missions. If he has to take the brunt of attacks, damn right he will. Patch him up during this time, love, he’ll enjoy it.
Nightmares between you are a silent and almost sacred time. One of you will wake up with a scream, the other will jolt awake and hugs are soon passed between you two. Soft whispers, tears, tight embraces, and chatter of the past if you two are up for it. Micchan will hold you tight and comfort you as much as he possibly can.
Like Hasebe, Micchan knows that the end may be nigh for any of them. Be it death or taken away by the government. No way is he going to let any of this shit happen though.
“This is our family now,” he would say, while kissing your fingers. “It’s a little crazy and rowdy, but it is ours...do not forget that, love.”
Yamatonokami Yasusada
Oh Yams knows what death feels like, rusting away in the grass instead of being returned to Okita-kun’s family in the end. He knows what it’s like to see the world pass and people die, before joining them in the end. Even if he is you TouDan now, he still feels that phantom pain. So when he finds out that you’re practically immortal, Yams breathes out a heavy sigh of relief.
You won’t die from illness, bless everything in the world for that! You can be alive and don’t have to feel the pain of physically wasting away and cannot do anything about it. You cannot feel helpless as your mind slips, your eyes close, and everything shuts down. But instead the pain you feel is almost worse than what Yamatonokami felt. Yes he watched Okita-kun perish, right beside him, a slow and painful death. But you have seen it happen, over and over and over. At this point he cannot help but worry about you.
He won’t say much to alert you to this, but will always have his hand find yours and give it a soft squeeze and a gentle smile. Like Shoku and Hasebe, he will offer you a shoulder to cry on. He won’t push you of course, but will always be there for you. He’s much more verbal about it though, suddenly bringing you into a sweet hug and this sweet sweet smile.
He swore to not let anything happen to you like Okita, or worse. But when he catches damn feelings for you, oh no he panics. He begins to avoid you yes, just to sort things out. But when he confesses, it’s alone and sweet, with a bouquet of flowers and maybe with some sort of sentimental gift.
“I know it’s difficult being...immortal and all, but I never want you to feel the pain of death, physically at least. I want to be by your side for as long as I can! Will you...will you allow me to do so?”
Yams is much more outgoing than Hasebe and Shoku above, expect him and Kiyomitsu to be always around you, Kashuu because he wants your attention constantly, Yams because he’s your partner in love! Kashuu will get a weeeee bit jelly of how close you two are but as long as you two are happy, he is happy! Whenever Yams is gone, it’s always you and Kashuu to spend time together.
Yams considers everyone at the citadel his family anyway and will make sure to involve you more in their affairs. He wants you to be happy most of all!
Oh sweet sweet Yams’ nightmares are...almost soul rending. When he wakes up with a scream, he will almost claw at his skin to ensure that he isn’t rusting over, perishing into dust. He will be there if you have nightmares of the death of others and your past though, as said he never wants you to go through any sort of emotional turmoil from now on. He would rather rust away again than to let you cry like this.
The end of the fight scares Yams like no other. Like Kashuu, he does have some abandonment issues, since he was kinda left in a field to rot after all. So whenever he worries about this, he always takes your hand and promises that no matter what, he’ll be happy to spend his last days with you.
“I love you so so much! I...I don’t care what happens to us in the end, as long as I can be with you, I will be happy.”
#touken ranbu#touken danshi#touken ranbu x reader#touken ranbu imagine#my writing#tkrb#tkrb x reader#tkrb imagine#heshikiri hasebe#heshikiri hasebe imagine#heshikiri hasebe x reader#shokudaikiri mitsutada#shokudaikiri mitsutada x reader#shokudaikiri mitsutada imagine#yamatonokami yasusada#yamatonokami yasusada x reader#yamatonokami yasusada imagine#LETS GO ALL ABOARD DA ANGST TRAIN FUCKERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS#im having way too much fun with these#me thinks im not that good at angst tho even tho i love it lmao#do tell me if yall like it tho!@!!! im very cery curious#its said that yams rusted away in some kinda weird ass field instead of being returned to okita fam sO IM TAKING DAT INTO ACOCUNTTTT#yes i love yams and the slut-sengumi a lil too much#suE ME
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Familiar Face part 2
Part 2 lets go!.
Harumo:Why do you......Look like me?.
Reitan: Thats my question to you, who the hell are you? and why do you look exactly like me, well except the hair color, ...how much to do weight?
Harumo: What?! my weight? uhm...
Ryota: Harumo.. are.you.....okay?.....
Moritaka: Oh my lord! he looks exactly like you Harumo!
Reitan: Yeah yeah, i look like him and whatever ,also who the hell is this cutie right here.
The chubby look alike points at Ryota with there tongue sticking out.
Ryota: Wha-- ME?!
Harumo: OH NO No no! there, you’re not touching Ryota like that!
Reitan: Pst, what, you got a crush on him or something?
Ryota: C-Crush?!, {blushes} w-what made you say that?!
Harumo: As a matter of fact, i kissed Ryota, so there....hmph
Moritaka: What?!, Ryota, you two have k-kissed ?!
Ryota: [Blushes} It was the only way to defeat the exception back then!
Ryota”s face turned Red, out of sheer embarassment, due to the fact, he remembers the way he felt, when he kissed the LUCKY BASTARD!.
Harumo: We kissed each other lips to lips.
Moritaka: L-lips?! to lips!
Reitan: Woowwww, well this is getting awkward.
After an awkward conversation about Kiss, Lips, and then crushes, One transient appears to be running away as he has recovered from the chubby look alike’s attack.
Moritaka: Comrades, the robber is getting away!
He points to the robber transient, Due to the force that launch the robber about 10 meters away, he was already heading towards the exit of the park,
Harumo: After him !
Robber: Hahahah, hey, takes for that moron! .. hahaha
Reitan: tsk..
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Ebisu: I Don’t think so,
Harumo: Ebisu?
Ebisu: Back casting on a big one ! and........ FIIIIIIISHHHHHH!
Out of nowhere,The chubby pink haired was riding his fish cusion and floating in mid air with his fishing rod, whom is his sacred artifact. He begins back casting his rod and casts towards the robber’s clothes, According to his Role and Rule, his fishing line will always hook its target.
Ebisu: Haha got you now !,
Robber: What the- ahhhh!
Ebisu: Harumo now !
Harumo: Got it !
While Ebisu is dragging the robber towards you, you jumped on top of him to subdue him, However, it seems like the robber is not ready to give up, as he struggles to get rid of you on top of him,
Ryota: Don’t worry Harumo !, get ready for the famous
RYOTA SQUASH!
The chubby orange haired one jumped on top of you to increase the weight the robber has to bare. however.
Harumo: Sandwich time ! ....ow
Ryota: Sorry Harumo...
Robber: What the heck,! what are these kids eating!
He stills struggles to get free from the immense weight, but
Moritaka: Look !, its the police !
The police follwed by
Tajikarao: Hold, in the name of ju-...oh it seems you have captured the robber.
Harumo: Hi Tajikarao!, looking good in those tights !
Tajikarao: Thank you Harumo, now, its time to do our jobs,...Men, cuff this robber immediately
Cops: Yes Sir !
The Cops cuff the robber and took him away, A round of applause burst around you, as sign of recognizing the brave deed you and your friends did,
Ryota: Wow, i didn’t realize I’ll get applauded for this.
Moritaka: There’s nothing to be shamed about Ryota, Both of you did a brave deed, and that is something to be honoured for.
Ebisu: Are you guys okay?
Harumo: Yep, all good here.
Ryota: That was amazing Ebisu !, who knew your fishing line could go that far.
Ebisu: Hahaha, the perks of being a fisherman i suppose.
Tajikarao: Ahem, All of you did a fine job citizens, Thank you for your bravey in catching a dangerous criminal.
Harumo: Just do what we have to do.
Tajikarao: Well then, I’ll best be off, i have to escort him to the station, Until then, until then Brave Citizens !
Ryota: Are you okay Harumo?, Did i squish you too hard?
Harumo: Hmmm,, i think so,,,but not really hurt.
Ryota: Thank goodness.
Reitan: Ohhhh, what a caring boyfriend.
Ryota:b-b-{Blushes}...BOYFRIEND!
Only a single word, the orange haired chubby student, panics in embarrasment and freaks out, even though he feels a much more deeper connection to Harumo, though he denies it, it only reinforce Reitan’s idea. Also Ryota’s face red as a tomato,and blushing so noticeable you might assume he had a fever.
Ryota: I-I-I M ,,NOT!
Harumo: Hmmmmmmmm
Ryota: ....Harumo.... y-
Moritaka: That was superb teamwork you three!
Ebisu: Thanks, Moritaka.
Moritaka: Ebisu, that was incredible fishing you just did.
Ryota:......{What am i to Harumo?}
Thoughts of doubt,Thoughts of his role to them, stirred in his mind, as to what he is to him, what is he to him?, He remembers back to the time, his savior only just appeared in Shinjuku Central Park.
{3 months ago}
The moon litted the dark sky can be seen on the soft,green patch of grass, the wind blowing sofly as it grazes an orange-haired student, sitting on it, with a thought in his mind, as he stares infront of the river, only to be distracted by a sudden fish’s jump out of the water.
Ryota:........*Sigh*
Beside him is an assortment of chocolate,lollipops and candy, wrapped in a plastic bag he bought from the nearby convinient store,...He takes a lollipop and puts it in his mouth savoring and absorbing the juicy flavors of blueberries mixed with strawberries.
Ryota: MMMHHHMMMM!,
While savoring the lollipop,he goes back into staring the clear blue waters of the lake infront him, While reminiscing a certain friend of his,
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???: Hey Ryota! lets go to the lollipop store, i heard they have a new type of flavor in the menu!
Ryota: Really!? but...{Checks wallet}...Oh no!,.... i totally spent it all on that new manga i wanted!,,, Sorry, looks like i can’t
???: Hahah!, Don’t worry, its my treat!, i just want to hang out with you.
Ryota: ....you want..to hang out with me?
???: Yeah, we’re friends aren’t we?
Ryota: Y-Yeah we are! , thanks!
???: Now lets go!
{end of reminiscing}
Ryota:......*sobs* why...
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Reminiscing about a certain friend, only reminded him, the pain he felt, from the day his beloved friend moved away.
Ryota: *sobs*
{Phone rings}
Ryota: *Gasp in surprise*
He wipes off his tears and hurried checks on his phone to see, someone very angry is calling him.
Ryota: H-Hello-
Shiro: RYOTA YAKUSHIMARU!, WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU! ITS ALREADY PAST CURFEW AND YOU AREN’T HERE!
Kengo: Yo nerd!, tone it down a little would ya!
Ryota: S-SORRY! Shiro, i was just buying some treats because i ran out!, but I’ll be on my way soon, !
Shiro: You better!, because we are going to have a long taik when you get here!
{Call ended}
Ryota:....Eeeppp!, Shiro is so scary when he’s mad, i better run now, before he blows a fuse.!
As he hurriedly picked up his bag of treats, and runs off to the nearby exit,
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Oni: RAAAAAAGHHHH!!, HUMAN FLESH!
Ryota: Eeeepp!, an Oni?!, here in night?
Oni: Human Flesh!, Tasty!....RARRRRGGGHHH!!
Ryota: AHHHHHHH!!!....
Panic and scared the orange haired run off to safety,however its enefective against an Oni’s high jumping power as he leaps from tree to the next tree and lands infront of him, roaring to him as he has found his meal to satisfy his hunger..
Ryota: Ahhh....ahh.. come on....I got it!
As a defense mechanism, he throws his treats at him while crying, because he just bought it with his allowance,
Ryota: Here! take it all you big lug!
Oni: Rarrrggghhhhh! Hmmmmm...
Interested in the treats thrown at him, that created the opening Ryota needs to run away, while the Oni tries the sweets and chocolates he got.
Ryota: Ahh.....ah........ahhhhh....*gasping for air*
Meanwhile the Oni tries one of the chocolates he thrown, and...
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Oni: MMMMMHMMMM.....PLAAAA!....NOT GOODDDDDDD!...HUMAN FLESH! WANT!!
As he lets out a loud roar, Ryota runs off to the nearby exit as his treats have slowed the Oni long enough for him to escape,
Ryota: All right!, there it is!.......What the?!---
Harumo: Huh?!-oooffff
Not paying attention, another uniform wearing chubby crashed with the orange haired one and both fell down.
Harumo: Ahhh....hey....are you okay?
Because of the impact, Ryota nearly fell into unconciousness, and slowly opens his eyes to see someone on top of him..
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Ryota: K-Keis....uke?
Harumo: Keisuke?....uhm hello?
Ryota: ..H...HUH?!, What....just happened?
Harumo: You bumped into me by accident, sorry, i wasn’t paying attention,...here..
They extend a hand to Ryota,to stand him up.
Harumo: By the way, My name is Harumo...so,,, whats your name?
Ryota: Thanks, for helping me up, im Ryota Yakushimaru!, nice to meet you Harumo!.
Harumo: You’re much more cuter up close!
Ryota: W-What!?,w- why are you saying that all of sudden?!
Harumo: Well, its because you’re cute in all and you’re much more plumper up close, i like that!
Ryota: [BLUSHING} W-W-What?!, ..o-okay, T-Thanks....
Harumo; Why were you running?
Ryota:......Oh yeah! thats right i was running away from the Oni!
Harumo: Oni?, ,,,whats an Oni?
Ryota: Wait, you don’t know?
Harumo: Well, the things is { Explains they’re arrival}
Ryota: I think i get it....Hey, what are you stari-
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Oni: Raaaaaagggghhhhhhh!
Ryota: Crap!, Its here, lets run!
Harumo: Holy Crap!
Holding your hand, you two run towards the exit, finally out of the Park, however the Oni, doesn’t seem to be stopping anytime soon,,,as it continues its pursuit for human flesh, as it has spotted to humans to further satisfy his hunger and become more ruthless and ferocios,
Harumo: Why is it chasing us?!
Ryota: I don’t know!, i was just going back home when he showed up all of a sudden and then chased me and i have to sacrifice my precious snacks for it, AHHHHHHHH!
Harumo: Ryota!
Due to the panicked running,Ryota failed to notice a rock on the way and slipped causing you two to fall down again, while the Oni is already behind you
Oni: Two Humans!, More Food!
Ryota:S-Stay away from them you bad Oni!
Harumo: Ryota...
Oni: [Grabs Ryota}
Ryota: AHHHHH!!
Harumo: Ryota!RRRRRR!!!!LET,, HIM,,GOOOOOOO!!!
{Slash}
Oni: Rarrrrrr!
All of a sudden, a cut like wound is seen on the Oni’s right chest, by a mysterious sword, being wielded by the chubby hero...
Oni: What?!, you’re a sacred artifact holder?
Harumo: So this must be what LIl Salomon was taiking about earlier.....All right..DON’T YOU DARE HURT MY FRIEND!
Ryota: H-Har--umo....{Sleeps}
A fierce battle folds, normally someone with zero combat experience will definitely die in a second against an Oni, however you move as if you have already know where to move,its as if your body is moving via muscle memory, you slash him with all your might, but your attack was blocked by his massive club,feeling an electric shock feeling from hitting his club with all your might, you stumbed a little giving the Oni and opportunity to hit you hard
Harumo: Oh no!,,,Thaaaarrrgghh!
.Hitted on the side of your body, you felt shortness of breath as you were launch to the side by the impact,
.Harumo: Crap!, Aaaahhhh!, ,,,
.Oni: Raarrrrrgghhhh!
.Preparing the final blow,as he raised his club up high to strike you down with unimaginable force, it leaves him wide open, and then..
.Harumo: Boundless Tail!
Oni: Rarrrrr!
[End of battle}
Ryota:....
Harumo: Ryota!, Ryota wake up ! c’mon Ryota please wake up!
Ryota: ahhh......ahhh..
The unconcious fellow slowly regains conciousness as he hears the plea from the one who saved him, but as he looks at them..
Ryota:Kei-Keisuke?
Harumo: Keisuke?,, no its Harumo, Ryota,
Ryota: Huh?, Harumo?, wha-what happened?, where is the Oni? and did you fought him with a sword!
Harumo: Hahaha!, Yeah, i won and he won’t be bothering us anymore!
Ryota: Really?! Oh, Thank you so much Harumo, you’re a lifesaver!
Ryota hugged Harumo out of gratitude and kindness.
Harumo: Are you okay?, you’re aren’t hurt are you?
Ryota: Im okay,! I just fell asleep! also.. Can i ask you something?
Harumo: What is it?
Ryota:... W-Why didn't you runned away, you could have saved yourself, so..
Harumo: Because i couldn't let the thought of saving you out of my mind.. And.. You're my friend..
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Ryota:.. .....I-i-im your ,,,,frieend?....*sobs*
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Crying out tears of joy, the sobbing chubby embraces you, as his cries echoes throughout the empty, quiet street of Shinjuku..
{End of Scene}
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{Present}
Harumo: Ryota?, Ryota!,,,,, RYOTA!
Ryota: Ahhhh!, that scared me, what is it?
Harumo: You’ve been staring at the ground this whole time,
Moritaka: Are you feeling unwell?! should i fetch you some water Ryota?
Ryota: I-its nothing!, i was just remembering something a long time ago,
Harumo: Oh, what is it?
Ryota: Uhmmm,,,{Sees someone},,,What?
He stares at someone, in complete shock, as if he has seen something or someone is there.
Harumo: What is it Ryota? { Looks at his direction}
Ryota: Is that?
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Reitan: Hey Keisuke!, Is that you, you knucklehead, what the hell are you doing here?!
Ryota: It is him....
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Keisuke: I was just getting something to eat,
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AND NOW, THATS IT FOR PART 2 OF FAMILIAR FACE, WELL I FEEL LIKE SOME PEOPLE ARE GOING TO BE MAD FOR THE WAY ITS INTEPRETED BUT THATS OKAY IT WILL WORK OUT SOMEHOW I THINK, AS ALWAYS THANK YOU ALL FOR READING,IF YOU LIKE IT THEN LIKE IF NOT THEN DON’T LEAVE A LIKE, COMMENT OR SEND AN ASK OF WHAT YOU THINK AND IM REALLY OPEN FOR HARSH CRITICISIM AND OPINIONS OF WHAT YOU THINK DON’T WORRY IM NOT GOING TO MAD IM SURE YOU ALL KNOW THAT, AS ALWAYS THANK YOU FOR READING AND SEE YOU GUYS LATER!
SELF PROCLAIMED WRITER: THANK YOU FOR READING!
HARUMO: THANK YOU FOR READING!
RYOTA: THANK YOU FOR READING!
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If it's not a problem I would like to see what happens when omega Tim safe words out?
I just so in love with how you wrote him and I know you've a thing with Dr Tim and safe words but I would really appreciate if you'll give me this with omega Tim
Have a great day/night
Babe asked for O!Tim safe wording out. Taking into account how much he’s been able to take so far in my fics, then it’s apparently going to be truly something for him to safe word, right?
….or is this just another excuse to have AAANNNNNGGGGGGSSSSSSSTTTTTT.
(I regret nothing, but, well, you might, babe :D :D)
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It was just supposed to be Pack support. Just the Bats realizing they had an Omega in their ranks, an Omega who had been more on the outskirts than part of the inner circle, an Omega who had been walking a long road alone. Just the Dick and Jay trying to be good Alphas and take care of him. Just giving in to those crazy instincts.
It was never supposed to hurt. It was never supposed to break him. Not like the first time when he was essentially kicked out of the Pack, when his cape was pulled out from under him, and his place became a question mark instead of a given. (Falling from Wayne Towers because Ra’s is such a douce canoe, he’d been beaten to fuck, blood loss and a real concussion to blame when he wondered if they’d bother putting up a case with his suit, if he even mattered that much to Dick, if he ever really did…)
When he presented, when he didn’t have a hint of a Pack scent, It had taken an embarrassingly long time to feel like he could get anywhere near the city. Long after he’d sent Bruce back home, telling him everything with sparse details, why there wasn’t an R on his shoulder, why he couldn’t be Batman’s sidekick anymore. He’d left all the pain locked in his chest, keeping himself as impartial as possible to deliver the hard facts, ignoring the whimpering, cowering Omega in the depths of him crying out for someone, anyone to want him, need him, keep him.
Working his way back in hadn’t been easy. Keeping his presentation under wraps with scent blockers and suppressants hadn’t been either, but there was no way in hell he was going to let something like the fact he was an Omega be the reason they wanted him back. Fuck, no.
But it happened anyway. Slowly but surely, O called him more often about cases, wanted to know if he had any helpful intel. B dropped by the Tower, more than once, to seek him out, told him how buggy the Batcomputer must be this point, but he wouldn’t really know, Tim, because you always handled that, didn’t you? Dick tentatively showed up in one of his safe houses while he riding an undercover stint, pizza and terrible B sci-fi flicks, looked crushed when Tim closed the door on him by sheer self-preservation instinct. Jason Todd showed up to fish him out of the middle of the Atlantic when a case of crimefighting gone hilariously awry ended up with a thwarted world-domination plot and his ass landed in the middle of, you know, the ocean and shit. Damian of all people demanded his presence in Gotham for the upcoming anniversary of Batcow’s induction into the family.
(When he’d blurted out, “why would you want me back? Aren’t you the one that wanted me gone in the first place? Well, I mean, got what you asked for, right? How about we pretend this conversation never happened.”
He had been in no way prepared for the demon himself to come hunt him down with a vengeance. Robin seeking him out no matter where he hopped next on the fight crime, kick ass, and take names train.)
(That kid? Seriously.)
And as much as Dick had apologized after he finally made his way back to Gotham, had said no Omega in his Pack should have been alone, without a Bat safety net (reads as: mother hen), he had seemed genuinely upset Tim had presented outside of Gotham, on his own.
Worse, he hadn’t told anyone. Hadn’t come back.
(Like he thought that was an option at the time.)
It wasn’t until later, after they found out he presented, and were…upset he’d been on his own for so long afterwards, that he’d laughed at Dick’s angry expression, shaking his head.
“Come back? Why? To what? I didn’t have any Pack scent by then, and I sure as fuck wasn’t welcome, so why bother? I did what I had to do. We got Bruce back, didn’t we?”
He hadn’t been prepared for how strongly Dick’s musk flared, how the Alpha went deadly serious, had stepped back and palmed some pellets on instinct when facing something potentially dangerous – like a pissed off, feral Alpha male.
It had taken visible effort for Dick to get a hold of his Alpha instincts, which had absolutely perplexed him at the time because really? They hadn’t been partners, allies, friends for almost two years by then.
“It was…I tried to….Tim –“
He’d just waved off the helpless sputtering because by then, it hadn’t really mattered.
“It all worked out in the end. Don’t think about it all too hard, Dick. I don’t.” Which had been an obvious lie, but had at least appeased the Alpha enough not to viciously scent him or use the dreaded octopus hold until he was cuddled within an inch of his life.
So coming back was…different. Unexpected.
Being the official Pack Omega came with Bats all over his everything. Bats coming out of the woodwork when he was starting to run down, when his Heat was approaching, when he’d been out of the city for too long.
(It was all for nothing in the end. Because they’re only after the Omega now, not the boy that used to wear the R…)
“Heat’s easier with an A, Timmers,” Jay had started that ball rolling. “Ya ever gotta need fer the real thing, betcha I know a few Alphas what might help ya out.”
“I can call some Alphas I trust if that becomes the case.” Had been off-handed in his mind, but it had been something else to see Jason’s expression smooth out, to catch the soft noise of leather when the Red Hood’s hands had clenched into fists.
But against his better judgement, he’d let them into his Heat safehouse. At first just to let them deliver Alfred goodies. Later because they wanted to stay, to spend his Heat together.
It was fine as long as they would just leave afterwards. It was fine as long as it stayed just instincts, just Alphas and an Omega. It was fine because they still treated him like Red Robin on the streets and left him alone when he went blackout on cases outside the city.
It was fine until it suddenly wasn’t.
“Gawd, sweetheart,” Jay moans against the nape of his neck, noses against the base, “ya feel s’ good. My sweet lil’ ‘Mega. My purty ‘Mega, lettin’ me in, givin’ it up ta yer Alpha. Gonna lemme be good ta ya, yeah? That’s right. Perfect fer me, ain’t cha?”
It’s his second day, so he’s with it enough to realize what Jason said.
“Yeah he is,” Dick’s fingers in his hair, nails scratching at his scalp. “He’s such a good Omega for us, isn’t he Jay? He fits so nicely between us. Our cute O–“
“Red.” Tim croaks out from under Jay’s bigger body, the wet sounds of skin slapping fast and furious. He bucks up against Jay with real strength, his eyes already getting ridiculously hot and full.
“Red, dammit! Get the hell off me!”
He yells loud enough to make Jay flinch and jerk up abruptly from where he’d been laying over Tim’s back.
Dick’s hand pauses before untangling from his hair.
And even if the Heat is still burning, his body desperate for the knot that was just seconds ago opening him up for it, Tim pulls off Jason’s Alpha cock wetly, doing it himself while both Alphas seem frozen in their spots, not sure why he would safe word out at all. He seemed to be enjoying them!
Tim’s already clawing and scrambling off the bed, careful not to touch either of them, legs wobbly, messy ass and thighs on display, feeling open and raw and needy, but his chest too tight, his lungs seemingly unable to get enough air.
The bathroom door has a lock. Not that it was much of a deterrent if the Alphas really wanted to get to him, but there’s always the window big enough for him to fit through, too small for Dick or Jay. It would give him enough of a head start anyway.
At one point, he’d pulled a towel off the rack, wrapping it around himself, sitting against the bathroom door to literally block it with his body without being consciously aware of it.
He didn’t move, stayed bare ass on the cold tile floor, concentrated on getting enough air back in his lungs, biting down on his lower lip until his eyes stop spilling over, hot and full, until his chest stops stuttering with half-sobs. Until the Omega in him calms it the utter fuck down.
Soft tapping filters through when the door vibrates against his back.
Dick’s voice filters in while the inside of his head is an utter mess. “… got some pajamas for you, and-and a sandwich. Jay made coffee. Can you let me in, sweetheart?”
“Don’t call me that,” is out of his mouth before he can stop it. “I’m not your fucking Omega. I wasn’t enough to be your partner, your brother, and I’m sure as fuck not going to be your bitch either.”
“What the fuck didja just say ta ‘im?” Jay barks from outside the door.
“It’s just instincts,” he tries to snarl but his voice is hoarse, “that’s all this is. You think I don’t know that?” The laugh is scarily unhinged, “it’s not like anyone chose me, right?”
Because honestly, that hasn’t happened his whole vigilante career.
There’s silence outside the door. Stillness. The Omega writhes inside him, still needs a knot, still wants the Alphas even though Tim knows better than to think they want anything other than a warm hole, another vigilante to share the burden, an Omega’s influence in the Pack.
(He fucking gets it.)
“Apparently, we should talk.” Dick’s voice is flat, something like anger or disappointment.
“Get out,” is what Tim says instead. “Get dressed and get the fuck out. I’ll take care of myself.”
Like I’ve always done. Even back when I wore the tunic.
“Tim, we shouldn’t–“
“No,” and his own scent had changed from candy sweet to alarmingly bitter to his own nose. “You are going to get your clothes on and leave. You two don’t see me through anymore Heats. I find someone else or take care of it myself.”
“What?!” Jay sounds floored, “what the shit is this alla sudden? Ya can’t be serious right now.”
“I’m not fucking around, Jason. You leave, or I will.”
“You can’t go out smelling like Heat!”
“I dunno what the hell’s goin’ on wit’ ya but–“
He stands up on wobbly legs, moves to push the window open, knows they’ll hear the squealing because he’s not trying to be quiet about it.
“Whoa, whoa! All right, all right, fer fuck’s sake!”
“We’re getting dressed and leaving,” Dick is right up against the door. “Don’t go out the window, Tim. We’re…we’re going to go, okay?”
“Then go. Now.” He says from the window without turning around. He can’t chance his inner Omega will push him to whine at the door, to smell like open for business, take me, love me, make me yours because that is not at all where any of them are right now.
He hears them talking, their voices getting more muted as they go back to the bedroom to apparently do as he asked.
Tim climbs out of the tub, window still up, and turns on the shower without getting in, just using the noise as a deterrent.
“Don’t like it, Dickie,” he vaguely catches as the Alphas pass by the door again. “We try ta take care a’ ‘im and that’s what the fuck he says?”
“He safe worded, Jay. What does that mean to you?”
And Tim’s throat gets tight when he thinks about the implications Dick is suggesting.
“Dunno. How ‘bout ya gimme yer theories, Detective.”
“Later. I want to make sure there’s water and Alfred meals left in the feezer.”
“Fine, them let ‘im take care of his own ass. I ain’t never took advantage of a ‘Mega in my fucking life.”
Tim doesn’t leave the bathroom until he hears the front door slam closed. He darts out long enough to reconfigure the security system, makes sure no Bats are getting in without a hell of a shock.
The rest of his Heat is utterly fucking miserable, natch.
He feels wrung out and hurt by the time it’s done and he’s ready to put on the suit again.
He doesn’t put in the Batcomm, for the first time in months, and it goes back in a drawer before he takes off out the window.
#winter rambles#don't blame me#babe is the one that asked#i'm not sorry#omega!tim#alpha!dick#alpha!jay#aob#tagged for anon#aaaangst#angst and smut#natch#dickjaytim#hurt no comfort#get your feels ready#my fic#My writing
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Can i please have a headcanons for Keigo and Shinsou with a female s/o that really likes manga and anime but keeps it a secret from others because they talk shit and make fun of her? and like one day they accidently find out and she's kinda embarressed about it but they convince her that everything is fine and they think ist cute how happy they are when they talk about something she loves? Uwu :9 (sorry for my bad english)
secret anime and manga fan s/o headcannons [ft. keigo takami, shinsou hitoshi]
SUMMARY: Y/N has been hiding the fact that she likes anime and manga from her lovely boyfriend for a while now, fearing he’d find it weird. now, she has no choice but to address the fact that he knows.
WORD COUNT: 1.6k
WARNINGS: threats
A/N: your english is great bb! uwu owo this was relatable askdakjhds if anyone tells you there is something wrong with watching anime or reading manga, let me tell you that they are WRONG. i will fight them for you<3
KEIGO TAKAMI | PRO HERO HAWKS
you used to talk about animes you liked because at the end of the day they are tv shows thats it, same with mangas, they are like books but cooler lol
but people found that “weird” for some reason, because anime is a “cartoon” and thats so gross omg haha these “cartoons” make me sob um watch a silent voice and cry with me kids
anyways
you’re watching anime in the comfort of your home, just vibing. no one is coming over today, you have time to yourself to enjoy your lil show that nobody should be judging you for
well, you thought no one was coming over
keigo has a tendency to just like, show up at your house sometimes when hes bored or in the midst of an uneventful patrol. though he rarely is seen in public, especially on the streets, he does fly-bys constantly
anyways, he was bored, or just relieved of duty for whatever reason, like lunch. he is having chicken nuggets, he is a cannibal, be ashamed H A W K S, smh
anyways, he just shows up at your house, like he lowkey breaks in through the balcony of your apartment, but its fine because you leave it open for him, but normally he texts you to let you know he’s coming but today was the exception because he’s adorable and wanted to surprise!!! you!!! with!!! food!!!
so he comes in, and he sees you are on your couch, just watching your lil anime, and you are SO INTO IT MAN like you are lowkey yelling at the TV whenever a character does something, and when that one character you hate comes on you’re like throwing hands with nothing
keigo is internally screaming because why are you so CUTE
he kinda forgets for a second that you don’t know he’s there, he has no idea what’s going on in this show, and he’s still holding chicken nuggets and fries
this is why he just kinda screams at a character who does something stupid, that totally could’ve been avoided, effectively startling you
now you are both screaming for separate reasons as you turn around to look at him, and now you are panicking because oh no, he KNOWS
his wings are fluttering and he feels bad for scaring you as he comes up to wrap his arms around your shoulders, “sorry baby! but that guy is so dumb.”
you are MORTIFIED and now you’re like, “oh my god, you must think im so weird-”
keigo is confused, why would he think that? he genuinely doesn’t realize that people make fun of you for watching anime and he’s so confused by it when you inform him that a lot of people tend to find it weird
“what?”
“people think its weird so i just-” hahahhasdha keigo lowkey wants to take time out of his day in his professional agency to find out who told you it was weird and made you think you had to hide this from him because he wants to know everything about you! you are the love of his life! you shouldn’t feel the need to hide things!
now he feels like maybe he did something to make you think you had to hide your love for anime even though it is literally adorable to watch you
“baby, it’s not weird. i actually think its cute how angry you get at the characters. and i AGREE like how could he just do that-”
“wait you don’t care...?” you are BLUSHING because he thinks you are CUTE not that you didn’t know this already since he was dating you but like
omg
“of course not, also would you mind restarting this anime, im kind of invested- oh and i brought chicken nuggets”
you lowkey wanna cry he’s so cute
he can tell you don’t believe him so he sets the food down on a coffee table and takes your face in his hands and is all like, “baby. i promise you its fine. and adorable. now let’s restart this show so i can watch with you.”
he winks at you and now you’re like, “whatever no i am NOT restarting.”
then he gets all pouty but its fine he doesn’t need to understand the plot to watch with you and enjoy every moment, he also likes when you explain it really excitedly with all these hand movements, and he especially enjoys when you get mad at characters
he finds it hot
hates when you have a crush on a character he gets so jealous and is not afraid to show it kjahsdahsdsh mans will start hating the character just because you keep talking about how hot they are
“they’re just so BEAUTIFUL.”
keigo, self consciously touching his winds, “im beautiful too...”
he’s so cute
throws popcorn at the screen whenever that character comes on
SHINSOU HITOSHI
hahjsdgjasgdj
THIS BOY is so pretty
anyways you probably fell asleep reading manga, or watching anime or something like that, so it’s like 1AM and you were BINGING because that stuff is great and nobody is there to bother you while you read and watch and stuff its you time
and for some reason people have been opposed to this in the past? so now whenever people come to your room your manga are all like lowkey hidden and you make sure there is no evidence of anima
you did NOT want shinsou finding out and thinking you were weird or anything like that, even though liking anime and manga is NOT weird!!!
if anyone tells you other lmk and i will have strong words with them
so you fell asleep and shinsou comes over because he realizes he forgot something in your room, and like the GENTLEMAN he is, he knocks, but you are asleep and do not hear him!
he’s like eh worst case scenario she’s cheating on me and i end up heartbroken, and this is something he genuinely considers sometimes and he would definitely blame himself if he got cheated on
so he sees you sleeping and you are like a mess because you did not intend to fall asleep, so you’re like in your desk chair, the manga is wide open on your desk or your computer is on and there’s the still going anime aksjdhkjdhas
your neck is in a weird funky way that’ll probably hurt in the morning and shinsou is like oh no i gotta move her i dont want her in pain, he is also wondering why you look so cute because what the hell this is unfair stop it
tbh he probably barely notices the manga, like he’ll just nonchalantly close it and place it on your bedside table because reading manga isn’t weird before coming back to you, in the chair, and like picking you up to put you in bed
now you AWAKEN AND YOU ARE A L E R T because it hits you pretty fast that shinsou is here, this is NOT a dream, he probably saw your manga/anime, and now hates you and is carrying you to your death
this is all false
in the midst of your panic, you knock the both of you down onto the ground, and he’s feels so bad for allowing the two of you to fall nkjasdjakn poor bb
“Y/N im so sorry-”
“hitoshi why are you apologizing?”
he just ignores that and he comes over to you on the floor but your gaze is on the closed computer on your desk or the manga that was placed on your bedside table that you DEFINITELY DID NOT PUT THERE
he saw, he definitely saw, and now you are babbling about how weird he must think you are because of those JERKS who made you think anime and manga are weird
“what are you talking about?”
“well, people always told me how weird it was and sometimes they would... say things”
shinsou quickly realizes you were bullied because you liked manga and anime and stuff like that and now he is contemplating murder <3 what a lovely boyfriend
as someone who has experience with bullying himself, he finds this especially stupid, its literally just a show and book, and kinda wants to ask you the names of the people who told you these things so he can hunt them d o w n
instead shinsou prioritizes you and your insecurities first, “babe... no. its just anime? there’s no problem with watching it. whoever told you that was just a jerk.” jk he uses more colorful vocabulary
shinsou is completely ready to spend the next hour convincing you that there is nothing to worry about because there really isn’t
“so you don’t think its weird?” his heart almost breaks when he hears your voice and he just nods and gives you a lil smile
“not at all... actually i was wondering what was so interesting that you stayed up until” he’s looking at the time, “2AM.”
now you’re blushing but you still launch into an explanation of the entire anime and honestly anime/manga plots are so extensive and cool and well done and that just makes them so fun and complicated to explain
shinsou is trying his hardest to understand but you are very cute as you explain using lots of vivid hand gestures and adorable faces and wow he’s been distracted
will try his hardest to understand so that you can talk with him about it more often, genuinely finds it great watching you tell him about something you enjoy so much and hates that you felt the need to keep it a secret
he wonders how many times you hid away the manga or anime when he came over and feels like an inconvenience
anyways he really really really likes you so now he just listens as you rant about how cute certain characters are and lowkey gets jealous
“WHY IS HE SO HOT.”
“he’s not... that hot.” grumbling and stuff as he plays with the edge of his sleeve and borderline glares at the screen.
A/N: i hope this wasn’t bad akshfjakshdkjh
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