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when they're mean to howard on the mighty boosh
#he's just like me fr#i'm so ill#i'm so sick#SOMEBODY SEDATE MEEE#i love him so very much#my favourite guy#the mighty boosh#mighty boosh#howard moon#booshlr#im going insane
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Remember when you said you prob weren't gonna make all 7 ex's? 😂 I just think it's so funny when people are like "its not gonna take over my life" only for the hyperfixation to get them in an iron grip, it's so wholesome to me ☺️
Seeing the movie 15 times in theaters should've been an indicator that it would take over my life 😔
#its been great though#like cocaine to me#trolls#ask#and now I'm thinking about making floyd a bunch of exs#somebody stop meee...
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cat bit up my arm Gwah
#just me hi#my dude was Biting and Scratching and he was trying to be gentle at first but PAL#i mean it does Look bad but there's no blood so :) upside!#it looks kinda bad though hghfkshfhgjh#eu.. my skin... [<- is not enjoying the visual texture (it's not even the beat up parts it's just. eu)]#euuuuuuuu- euuu#oh wait speaking of getting shredded by cats i totally forgot about that one time- i forgot which of our cats i was handling but i think a#car had been started pretty nearby and they Freaked Out and left a score on my chest#which looked cool i will not lie. it also didn't sting which was great 👍 didn't enjoy the scab though hfsvh#yea it was kind of deep tho ? i'm surprised the scar isn't more pronounced lol - it's a darker shade than the surrounding skin which i thin#is neat :3#that was in the summer i think. forgot about it so fast hfhsvh#//okay okay my hair's annoying me lol#it's getting a bit longer than i like (it's in my face but it's Longer so it's in my face Badly if you know what i'm saying pfsh) but i'm#also thinking maybe i'll grow it out ? to play around with or something ? i dunno .u.#the thing is is that i don't like it being very long because that's Absolute Hell for meee#and also it doesn't match up with my mental image of myself so it's weird looking in a mirror and seeing. Somebody ? hfhsvh#long could be cool. unfortunately short may just be where i stay lol :)#WAIT. i forgot about wigs#Lmfshvhf - no but it Could be fun and makes a lot of sense. why choose and wait a couple months for room to mess around when you can just#Skip All of It. plusss my favorite hair would still be there. underneath#this makes sense to me it makes a lot of sense#Do i have the position‚ means‚ or proper space to do that? no. but longterm goals are cool hfkshvg#//dang did this cat get me on the back of my shoulder or what is that#?#? ?#irritation.. hmnm..#//okay yea anyway i've got a handful of things i wanna get toooo#this thing i've been working on has been SO funkin slow for some reason and idk why :'3 i have other things i wanna do hurry UP#hopefully i can figure out the colour situation tho cuz i feel like it's drawing away from the inks which i want to be a bit more focused o
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i’m so thinmking about wt and it’s not fairrrr everything ever happens to them
#WHAT FATE A SENIOR. VINE BOOM#crammerposting#how messed up can i make this family of iterators. just fucking watch i guess#i dont knowwww it’s just like. literally what fate a senior. going through it everytime something happens#ns ns cd fta ns AGAIN oh my god i think sep is gonna be the reason weaving collapses early#grhtghhhhh#paces around my room gripping my head#HEEEELPPP HELP MEEE !!!!!! HHHEELLPPP !!!!!!!!#somebody yalk about weaving to me im gong to lose my damn mind#ive beenstuck in this gayass room for ten thousands years
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i am totally super shy to saythis on main so i have to go anon but like THE WAY YOU WROTE ABOUT MIDAS' SPIDER WEB TATTOO like just all the symbolism behind it and how you used it to tie with reader wanting to dominate him?? i just had to come here and gush about it nya this might be genuinely one of the top 10 fics ive ever read!!!! i cant wait to see how u will end this (also b/c we need more sub midas in the world)
AHHSNWKD SNDNSNDODHDJDN KSJDUEBE SND SSDD oWaaa ReaEALLYYY THANK YOUUUUU O HMY G i’m like rolling around In My Chair heeeheeeeehaasnsidhei29844 IM HONORED !!!!! i felt so proud of that one segment literallly like that might be my favorite thing i wrote ever!!! and i just love adding like random lore to his tattoos like…. i Forget That I Can Make Headcanons. LOL like the ball is in My Hands..? Me??..! BUT NO REALLY THANK U OMGGJFBEUZIDIE8:7;83 honestly i always get like a lil embarrassed everytime i update bc i’m like Man What if People are not gna like this esp sub midas SO IM LIKE $3?;!3397; THANK YOUU ANON HAHHDKEKEH939484
#MY FIRST ASK EVER ON TUMBLRRRR TOO LNFBSHXUDNDLSND#at least i think hmmm#BUUUT I I ACTUSLLY KKKE FBFBDJDJD JNEBD#WHEN I SAW THIS in my inbox I MIKE OI LIKEEE RRR B bro i I did like 59 backflips off my garage roof#AADBTNEMDD#ldhfiejs#omg anytime somebody compliments my writing i Fuckkngf like Klikeee BROO BRO BRO MEEE ??? LIKE U LIKE MYYYY WRITINF MADBVEOSND WKSU ?3?3!!3#idk IDKK HAHAHAA AM I INSANE IS THIS JUST ME#but i think if i get any compliment i go like BBBRRRKDNBSHSHSUXIOOooieieie9999399 computer blue screen#BUT AHHH NO FOR REAL LIKE THANK YOUUUvvvvvv!!! HOLY SHIT i’m actually ljike. Like THANM U OHH MY G i i cant say it enough#it’s like… I Thinnk i got possessed by sumfing when i wrote like. hmm i don’t wanna spoil it But The Segment of his spider web tatt#and i was like…. holy shit jesus#this chap i rlly took a direction on how reader wants to dom midas too :;&3$4@$$#OK LOL let me stop Ramblingggnn hehehe:3
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WHAT ARE UR HEADCANONS 4 DAISUKE X READER??????
Pairings: Daisuke x F!reader
Warnings: a lil cringe, maybe some cursing, not proofread, probably contains grammar mistakes, ENGLISH isn't my first language!!
(A/N): OMG I LOVE DAISUKE😍😍 ANYWAYS THIS IS KINDA SHORT AND RUSHED BECAUSE I WAS EXCITED TO WRITE THIS I'M SO SORRY👉👈 -> m.list
★CRUSHING/CONFESSION
Hear me out, you fell first he fell harder.
I am very confident that at first he didn't even realize he himself had a crush on you... Like, he wanted to make you laugh more than he wanted to to the others, he always wanted to help you and be there for you... So, he pieced two and two together, and figured out that he actually was in love with you.
If he were to tell someone (probably not) it would OFCCC be our nice old man Swansea☺️
You see, Daisuke is very... Uhm, an idiot, so he won't understand when you're flirting with him. That's just him, he's too dense. You have to speak up, or else he won't pick up.
He always cracks jokes around you just to try and make you laugh😀
But like, it's so obvious he likes you
He's following you like a lost puppy, eager to please you in ANY way.
He's crushing on you so hard...
You kinda notice it since he just helps you with everything, offering help with your chores or just anything in general.
HE THINKS HE'S HIDING IT SOOO WELL BUT IN REALITY AT LEAST SOMEBODY CAUGHT UP TO IT (probably Swansea duh)
Let's say he's the one to confess first...
He would do it on accident for SURE. Do what you will with that information, let your imagination get ahead of you😍 (I'm actually lazy that's why I didn't write it but yeah whatever sue ME)
So then, he realizes what he said and then you also confess and BOOM, he's all over you. Good luck trying to get rid of him (who tf would do that🤨)
★DURING THE RELATIONSHIP
This man will go show you off the moment you two have an established relationship (unless you don't wanna)
RANTS TO SWANSEA ABOUT YOU
No but fr Swansea's probably tired of hearing him babble about you, he seriously had to force him to shut up just for a small moment of peace. BUT he secretly likes the fact that Daisuke is happy so like🤭
Daisuke is a really energetic guy so I feel like if you match his vibe he's never gonna let you go
LISTEN TO MEEE, he loves both physical affection AND words of affirmation, he's big on BOTH.
If he could, he would hold your hand forever, NEVER would he let go of you. He wants to hold you, close, for as long as possible.
If you decide at some point to sleep in the same bed, you will get cuddles every single night.
Big spoon or little spoon, he doesn't care. Just TOUCH him, in ANY way, he doesn't care and doesn't mind just do it!!
OMG PRAISE HIM
He always searches for your compliments, just PRAISE HIM please, tell him you're proud of him or something IDKKKK
"Did I do good?" "I'm doing great, right?"
UGH if there's something he loves most about you (he would kiss every inch of your body but whatevs) it's definetly your laugh.
Okay, maybe it's the way you praise him at the end of each day.
Okay, no, MAYBE it's the way you play with his hair while he slowly drifts to sleep from your soothing touch.
Okay, maybe he just loves you wholeheartedly and would do anything for you (he's whipped)
I imagine that he seeks out for head pats. Just pat his head. Pet him or sum idk ask him.
While in bed, he definitely headbutts your palm just to let you know what he wants. Cause like at first he just nudges you but if you don't get the hint, he'll straight up headbutt your hand (I saw someone say this and I love you for that)
CALL HIM A GOOD BOY UGHHH
Lowkey imagine if you called him a good boy tho that's crazy
I have to say that I think Daisuke, as much of a dumbass as he is, listens very well.
He's surprisingly very good at comforting you
He might now understand you, but he listens, and tries his best
TELL HIM YOU'RE PROUD OF HIM OMG
He's gonna find cheesy nicknames for you so buckle up >.<
Daisuke LOVES kissing you, there, I said it.
Whether it's a small peck on the cheek or a full on make out session, he's gonna enjoy it and THANK you.
He sometimes wonders how he pulled you ngl🤨
If like, some sort of small argument got in between you, he'll be apologizing on his knees and begging you to forgive him with snot running down
Imagine you called him a good boy that'd lowkey be crazy
If you somehow ever decide to wear a piece of clothing that belongs to him, it WILL be yours.
He's gonna squeal like a school girl and compliment youuu
Overall 10/10 boyfriend. He's sweet, charismatic, energetic, a bit of an airhead, kisses the ground you walk on, and bonus for being handsome.
★yoyomiko ★miko
#x reader#reader#reader insert#f!reader#fem!reader#female reader#mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing x reader#daisuke x you#daisuke x female reader#daisuke x reader#daisuke mouthwashing#mouthwashing daisuke#curly mouthwashing#mouthwashing x reader#anya mouthwashing#curly x reader#anya x reader#daisuke x y/n#x you#headcanons#mouthwashing headcanon#daisuke headcanons#★yoyomiko#★miko
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fluffy prompts for characters pining on each other :)
(ackkk 8th, 9th, 10th. and omg 17th onee >\\<, feel free to use, tag meee when u writeeee <3 @urfriendlywriter )
"don't smile at me like that !"
grinning stupidly whenever they compliment you
their gaze often goes to your lips.
holding hands to comfort you
crouching to your eye level while they cup your chin, wiping your tears, "tell me what i can do for you." "stay."
"do you want to dance?" they lean against the doorframe, a pause before walking towards you with a fond smile, "if you insist."
"" I love that you are you when you are with me ""
"make me."
^ "wanna bet? i will." [IM *DEEP BREATH* *DIES*]
"if you had the guts, [name], you would have kissed me." "you think something is stopping me from doing that right now? :)"
"is that so? *subtly smirking*"
"what's your ideal type?" "you."
constantly touching. always finding reasons to touch each other.
"can you both just kiss and make up-" "*both of them* [NAME]-"
finding someone flirting with your crush, but all they have is eyes for you, and on you
"can i kiss you?" "took you so long to ask."
almost kissing. but somebody walks in. "HOLY FUCK, ABOUT TIME THIS HAPPENS! I'M SO SORRY, PLEASE CONTINUE-" they grab your jaw and kiss you infront of them.
feeling hot all over the place after the kiss ) #)'?&)%+#
"let me-- *adjusts your hair while cupping your face*--and we're good to go. shall we? :) "
the hug after the confession. the warmth it gives!!
#writer prompts#otp prompts#romance writing#dialogue prompts#imagine your otp#writeblr#romance prompts writing#writing prompts#fluffy prompts#fluff prompts#romantic dialouge prompts#writing inspo#writing inspiration#writing prompt#writing help#writing drabble#otp writing#otp meme#otp things#otp ideas#otp drabble prompts#otp dialogue#otp fluff#urfriendlywriter#i just wanna be yourssss#romance tropes#soft dialogue prompts#soft gestures#soft prompts for lovers#soft prompts for friends turning lovers
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PLEASE GIVE ME A DOM CHOSO WHO GOES TO HARD AND READER USES SAFEWORDDD
GRAAAAAAAAAAAAATATATATATTA
Reader using safeword with Choso
JJK smut with Bbg Choso <3
TW: sex (+18), choso going kinda hard, GN Reader with hints of AFAB
A/N: IM LOSING MY TOUCH WITH WRITING SMUT SOMEBODY HELP MEEE
Choso felt especially needy today. He was rutting into you like there was no tomorrow. His hips ground into yours in a rhythm. The sound of your skip slapping and squelches filled the room.
His hands gripped your hips tightly, holding you in place as he pounded into you. His cock stretched and filled you completely.
“So good,” you heard him mutter.
“Choso- Close~” You moaned, arching your back.
And soon after, you felt yourself convulse around him, but he didn’t stop. His thrusts became more frantic. Your overstimulation started becoming painful.
“Slow- Slow down,” you said, wincing ever so slightly. But he didn’t stop, he was chasing his own release. You tried to bear it as much as possible, but it just became too much for you. “Red- red,” you whined out.
Choso finally realized what you meant and slowed down, his breathing heavy and labored. He pulled out of you, his cock still semi hard and glistening with your fluids.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t realize,” He murmured, cupping your cheek. “Are you okay?”
You nodded. “I’m- I’m fine… Just really sensitive.”
He sighed, his forehead furrowing with concern. “I shouldn’t have…” He said, pushing a piece of his hair behind his ear.
You nodded, giving him a reassuring smile.
(bonus)
“Ah… You haven’t came…” you mumbled, looking between your legs at his still hardened cock.
“It’s-It’s fine-” Choso began before you cut him off.
“Use my thighs,” you said, looking up at him.
Choso stared at you blankly. “What?”
“Use my thighs,” you repeated.
Choso looked at you confused, before following your instructions. Placing his dick in between your thighs and beginning to thrust. The sensation was unfamiliar, but pleasurable nonetheless.
“Ah~” He moaned, his voice hoarse at this point. His hands gripped your thighs tightly, holding you in place as he began fucking your thighs. His pace quickened again and soon his orgasm washed over him, his cum covering your chest and stomach, dripping down your thighs as well.
#jjk#jjk x y/n#jjk x you#jjk x reader#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen choso#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu sorcerer#jujutsu choso#jujustu kaisen#jujustu kaisen x reader#jujustu kaisen smut#jujustu kaisen headcanons#choso#choso jjk#jjk choso#choso kamo#choso x reader#choso smut#kamo choso#choso x female reader#choso x you#choso x y/n#choso x male reader#jjk x male reader#jjk x gender neutral reader#choso kamo x reader#choso x reader smut
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Ruby: ...
Ruby: ...
Ruby: ...
Jaune: Ruby, we've been walking for five hours-
Ruby: I KNOW WE'VE BEEN WALKING FOR FIVE HOURS!
Yang: Damn, Ruby! Harness your inner Weiss and chill!
Jaune: Yeah, Ruby! You've been walking just as long as we have, so don't go snapping at us!
Ruby: Well, I'M sorry, Jaune, but it's bad enough that Zwei took my spot in the front, but I'm still on edge after reliving that HORRIBLE NIGHT AT BEACON!
Jaune: Oh, right, the horrible night you had where PYRRHA DIED!
Yang: HOOOLY FUCK! WHAT DID I MISS?!
Ruby: Hey, Pyrrha died in front of me, Jaune. You don't get to play that card.
Yang: SERIOUSLY, WHAT IN THE FUCK?!
Ruby: Cinder. Dark hair. Fire powers. Killed Pyrrha. Taking her mom's body to the promised land.
Yang: ...Oh my god, why am I following you guys?
Zwei: Actually, you're following me. I can smell Seen-der and that Say-lem body. She's in desperate need of multiple bath times... They're about an hour ahead~!
Ruby: YOU SAID THAT THREE HOURS AGO!
Zwei: I meant dog hours.
Penny: It's fine, guys! Besides, time is weird. Like, how can a quarter be past seven?
Jaune: Oh my god, there is something wrong with you...
Ruby: Jaune! There is nothing wrong with Penny!
Jaune: Except denial! Because little miss perfect here doesn't believe she's OBVIOUSLY A MAIDEN!
Penny: (Gasps) YOU THINK I'M PERFECT~?!
Jaune: Oh my fucking god...
Zwei: We're here!
Ruby: Thaaank you~!
Zwei: We just have to cross THESE RUINS...
Ruby: ...Well, that doesn't sound so bad-
Penny: What's your name~?
Jaune: NOT NOW!
Ruby: Don't worry, guys~! I've got this~!
Jaune: Ruby, you don't got this.
Ruby: HUNTRESS... BLADE!
Penny: Good job~! That's why you're my number one huntress~!
Ruby: Well, at ease, ma'am~.
Jaune: STOP FLIRTING!
Penny: Uh-oh~! Looks like somebody's arms are broken~!
Jaune: LOOKS LIKE SOMEONE SHOULD HEAL MEEE!
Penny: OUT OF AURA~.
Nuckelavee: (Groans)
Penny: Oh, Ruby! We should retreat!
Ruby: What, like a coward? BECAUSE A HUNTRESS NEVER RUNS FROM A FIGHT! Right, Jaune?! ...Jaune?
#rwby#final fantasy 7 machinabridged#final fantasy vii machinabridged#ruby rose#penny polendina#jaune arc#yang xiao long#zwei#tfs#team four star
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“Tell daddy you sorry”(request)
Stunna x BLACK!THICK!FEM!reader
WARNINGS: toxic!stunna, daddy kink, rough sex, name calling, breeding kink(eh?), unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it!)
SUMMARY:you fucked somebody else. Stunna ain’t too happy bout it.
Ps. This was (kinda) inspired by we cry together by Kendrick Lamar. I listen to that shit unironically and the ending of the song had me gasping when I first heard it so I had to make a lil drabble lmfao. Also I owed y’all a lil sumn before putting out these other requests and series.
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“Now tell daddy you sorry”
“Tell daddy you sorry for givin’ his pussy away” he repeated, his hips colliding into her with force as she whined pathetically, her hands pushing at his hips to keep him from going so deep. She felt defeated in this moment. Weak that not only did she let this nigga back into her house, but she let him back into HER.
Her soft eyes stared up at him, her mouth gaped open with a stupid look on her face, the golden chain he wore around his neck dangling above her, putting the girl in a trance like state with the help of his mad thrusts. One kiss to her lips and she was snapped out of it.
“Fuuuck! I hate you!”
“You do? This pussy looove me, though. Look how wet she is, baby” he says, delivering slow, deep strokes that had her mumbling incoherent words. She couldn’t even lie and say she wasn’t loving every bit of this shit. If she did, her hormones would have made it obvious that she was boldly lying through her teeth, and one thing about Stunna was that he hated a liar, especially a bad one.
Her eyes rolled back into her head and her back arched to the sky, the man getting satisfaction out of watching her try to break free from the death grip he had on her thighs. He was surely gonna leave a mark.
“now say sorry”
the logical thing for her to do was comply and do what he told her to do instead of being a brat and refusing again, and she would have said no anyway if her ass wasn’t already sore from the 10 strikings his hand gave her earlier.
“I- I’m so sorry, daddy!”
“You is?”
“Yesss!”
“This pussy mine?”
“Yes! yes! yes!” She chanted, her toes curling.
Stunna smirked. “Obviously he ain’t do a good job if you came back. You love me?”
“Yessss! Give it to me!” She cried, her nails scratching down his back as she took every single inch he gave to her. He spoke no words, just continued to do his damage, aiming for her sweet spot the entire time. The way he was fucking her, you could have sworn he hated her a little, shit, he might after tonight.
Her thighs felt like she had ran a mile, her body not getting time to calm down before another orgasm was upon her. In bliss, she was unaware of the turmoil she had set herself in just by fucking this man once again. And she’d do it again after this too.
“Shit!” He shouted, his jaw clenched as he gripped her thick thighs, bending them back to her chest. If she knew getting fucked this hard would take playing in his face, she would have been broken up with him and using somebodies son as a sex toy.
“Fuuuuck! Fuck me nigga!” she screamed before her voice became hushed, the man responding in harsh slaps to her ass.
“Imma fuck you bitch”
“Fuck meee!”
“Imma fuck you bitch”
They went back and forth till the woman’s legs began to shake violently, her pussy practically choking his dick, just how he wanted it.
“I don’t wanna see you with nobody else unless it’s the baby I put in you”
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@chxrryp0p
#black fanfic writer#black fanfiction#black!reader#masterlist#black actors#black reader#black!fem!reader#black!oc#smut masterlist#henneseyhoe#yahya abdul mateen ii#yahya abdul mateen ii smut#yahya fanfiction#smutty#actor smut#smut blog#Stunna#Stunna smut#Stunna x reader
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I think it’s hot when a person or like, a fictional character or whatever is really well-dressed, kind of a prim-and-proper type, like somebody who presents themselves really well. Somebody like that combined with eprocto stuff is sooooo gooddd to meee <3 Belly is all upset, and they can’t help but rip a fart, followed up by a little “oh my, pardon me” or something like that. Omgg. Especially if they’re actually not that embarrassed, and they’re kinda smug about it with the way they say it. That’s the good stuff
#especially in a suit for some reason. WOMEN IN SUITS UGHhhhHHH <3#sitting on an office chair or whatever and just. yeahhh#i guess ive drawn that before huh. i guess i just love that idea#farts#fart kink#farting#eproctophilia
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moodboard for when you have music class in 40 minutes and need to practice because you havent played the piano in 9 days you need to get up and practice so that yuo don’t fuck it all up immediately you need to get up But you’re stuck in the crowley dimension.
#me chained to the floor drawing this gay little freak#HHHEEELL HELP MEEE#SOMEBODY#ANYBODY#HOW DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN#WHY IS IT ALWAYS MUSIC CLASS ?????#i can vividly remember 2 years ago being so fixated on spamton that i was also fucking up in music class#for weeks#ENOUGH#ENOUGHHH#I DONT EVEN LIKE PLSYING MUSIC GET ME OUT OF HERE#AHHHH#cramswering
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HESS A REAL NOWHERE MAN SITTING IN HIS NOWHERE LAND MAKING ALL HIS NOWHERE PLANS FOR NOBODYYYY DOSENT HAVE A POIN OF VEIW KNOWS NOT WHERE HES GOINGG TOOO ISNT HE A BUT LIKE YOU AN MEEE NOWHERE MAAANN PLEASE LISTEN YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOURE MISSIN NOWHERE MAN THE WOORLD IS AT YOUR COMANDD HES AS BLIND AS HE CAN BE JUST SEES WHAT HE WANT SO SEE NOWHERE MAN CAN YOU SEE ME AT AALLL NOWHERE MAAANN DONT WORRY TAKE YOUR TIMMEE DONT HURRY LEAVE IT ALL TILL SOMEBODY LENDS YOU A HANDD DOSENT HAVE A POINT OF VEIW KNOWS NOT WHERE HES GOING TO ISNT HE A BIT LIKE YOU AND MEEE NOWHERE MAAANN PLEASE LISTEN YOU DONT KNOWW WHAT YOURE MISSIN NOWHERE MAN THE WOORLD IS AT YOUR COMANND HES A REAL NOWHERE MAN SITTING IN HIS NOWHERE LAND MAKING ALL HIS NOWHERE PLANS FOR NOBODY MAKING ALL HIS NOWHERE PLANS FOR NOBODY MAKING ALL HIS NOWHERE PLANS FOR NOBODY
#the beatles rp#the beatles#rp blog#paul mccartney#john lennon#george harrison#ringo starr#the beatles rp blog#banger asf
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From your recent piece with Colossus in it, I would love you to elaborate on the autism mention!!
If it’s a hc, I love it, I have never thought of it before and it just makes a lot of sense
absolutely!!! apologies for the incoming ramble
yes it's only a headcanon, not actually canon (for now). i've always related to colossus both as a neurodivergent person and as an artist due to how it's easiest for him to communicate his feelings through art, and how he otherwise normally struggles with words. that is the main reason i view him as autistic, among many other reasons. the many other reasons are listed below!
<< DISCLAIMER: when i talk about x-men characters, unless i'm specifying a particular IP/media, just assume i'm talking about the original run of the all-new all-different uncanny x-men comics and how the characters are portrayed there. 1975-1990 is the sweet spot. that is the "source material" to me, the blueprint of what roles those characters are made to serve and what their most prominent traits are. yay >>
1. COMMUNICATES BEST THROUGH ART
piotr specifically says "my pencil can create far better pictures of this land...than my poor words." in "prison of the heart" (this story appears in vol 1 issue 5 of classic x-men as it was cut from the original run of UXM. it takes place between issues 97 and 98). yet he still calls his drawings "not very good". he thinks he's terrible at communicating no matter how he tries to do so.
to summarize in the story, he falls in love with a fellow russian immigrant with an artistic heart named anya. he expresses his affection by giving her a drawing of her performing, "from my heart to yours". it is the purest way he can express how he feels.
and yet, it doesn't work out. he protects her by turning into colossus, a show of his care for her, and she runs from him in fear.
this sequence makes my heart EXPLODE. mfw autistic people get called heartless all the time for struggling with empathy
the way he talks and acts as colossus is entirely different to how he talks and acts as piotr. it's obvious by how quickly his voice dies in his throat when returning to his unarmoured state. he was boasting such confidence in armoured form, and when it's over....all that confidence is gone. this is the purest example of how he switches between confident and quiet, protected and sensitive, physically and emotionally between forms.
from then on, he's afraid of himself, and more afraid to express himself. he continues to hide his art and he avoids forming stronger bonds with anyone other than fellow x-men, and even that is hard for him. he has intense rejection sensitivity (like meee) and i think he has incredibly high levels of empathy (LIKE MEEE) which is as much an autistic trait as low levels of empathy are. he cares so much, he cares so much it hurts, so he has to protect himself.
it is a common theme with the characterization of piotr that his powers are defense, they are to protect himself and others. he needs to protect his sensitive heart. so large, so compassionate, but so fragile. he may be able to protect himself from physical harm in his armoured state, but he cannot protect himself from emotional harm no matter what he does. he still has his weaknesses, impenetrable skin or no.
2. STRUGGLES IN HIS RELATIONSHIPS
when he gets another chance at romance in "first love" (classic x-men vol 1 issue 21, also in UXM issue 115) he is afraid. he says that he is afraid repeatedly and uhhh there's a lot of things that happen in that story that i am going to avoid talking about right now (it has triggering content and is recognized as a problematic portrayal of indigenous pacific islanders. boy oh boy do i hate the savage land. i may talk about this more in depth at another time if somebody wants me to!) it's like, yay, they don't judge him for being a mutant, or for being afraid!!! but at what cost (bad things happen to him)
and this is, of course, not the only instances of piotr having issues with romance. he seems to constantly experience issues in relationships due to his insecurities, rejection sensitivity, and (very reasonable imo) fears. he has as much trouble expressing his affections for someone as he does verbalizing his discomfort in others' advances towards him. because even when he has said no in the past, some have not listened to him. so he chooses to stay silent. I ALSO HAVE HAD THESE ISSUES!!! it can be so hard being in relationships (romantic or otherwise) as an autistic person, it can be so hard learning effective ways to communicate, it can be so hard constantly fighting to be treated like a person. that's what he feels like to me. he does make progress over time, but it's difficult for him, and he never truly masters it.
3. HAS HIS HEAD IN THE CLOUDS
there's also the entire aspect of piotr of being a bit oblivious at times. sometimes it's to depict him as a younger member of the group with less experience, or as the russian who doesn't understand american customs, or just simply a guy off in his own world that only snaps back to reality when he has to focus on a fight. he ain't the leader for a reason, he's a follower type of guy. my favourite thing ever is when they talk about him like he isn't there and he's just "?"
i don't know why they repeatedly depict piotr as just "❓" red question mark emoji personified but i never want it to stop. i actually adore it
but just being a little oblivious isn't enough sometimes. sometimes they gotta push it. sometimes he's portrayed as being so stupid that he can't even count!!! love to see it! (/s) people looove to insult his intelligence. people looove to call him an idiot both in and out of canon. don't that just remind you of somethin? of having your intelligence questioned all the time solely based on how you act?
you see this struggle to advocate for himself, or being a bit naïve in his hopes for another person, in every single depiction of piotr. or, at least, every single accurately characterized depiction of piotr. in as long drawn-out plot points of piotr feeling as though he can't join the x-men in x-men: evolution, from as small instances of deadpool grabbing his ass in the deadpool movies and him clearly being kind of uncomfortable but giving up on trying to sway wade, you see him struggle to verbalize how he feels. he always says nothing. he's called the strong but silent type for a reason.
4. PREFERS TO PLAY IT BY THE BOOK
on a different note, we get to see how much he loves rules and schedules and routines. he is definitely a goody two-shoes at times in terms of how inclined he is to follow the rules no matter what, usually because that's what he thinks xavier wants him to do. it takes encouragement for him to want to do something other than what he understands to be the socially acceptable thing to do.
just one mere example of his nature to follow the rules:
this one panel is single-handedly one of the best representations of how the three of them interact with each other and what makes them such a fun trouple
there's so many more examples i could point out, but it can all be summarized simply by the fact that he is always a follower, never a leader. he doesn't like to make the rules, he just likes to follow them. he likes to have a clear idea of what he is expected and supposed to do, and can easily be directed in ways that benefit others the most. i love being told what to do if it means i get to help other people!!! it's so much easier having someone tell me what to do and clearly communicate what is expected of me instead of playing this constant social guessing game i always find myself in.
IN CONCLUSION...
so he's kind of unobservant, emotionally illiterate, rule-oriented, experiences empathy at an abnormal level, and expresses himself best in artistic ways. so what, you may ask? that's hardly enough evidence to be autistic. make him take the RAADS, you fool. and to that, i say....y'know what, fair, you don't have to agree with me, but also i don't care and he's autistic and yay yippee yippee i love colossus so much yaaay he's autistic just like me :D!!!
i have so many feelings about piotr. can you tell x-men has been my special interest since i was 8 years old?
<< also yes i know there is a kitty-sized elephant in the room. if someone sends an ask for me to do so, i may talk about my feelings on her relationship with piotr at some point. that is a whole other can of worms >>
#thank you for reading my x-men essay. x-say? sure#ask answered#feel free to ask me more stuff!!!#i love writing a manifesto of why one of my comfort characters is autistic#piotr rasputin#colossus x men#colossus#x men#uncanny x men#uxm#x men comics#FASTBALL TRIPLE#my headcanons#autistic headcanon#autism#audhd#neurodivergent
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Hi hello once again- NEW CHAPTER ANNOUNCEMENTAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ANYWAYS I HAVE A CHOPPY ANIMATION JUST FOR THISS OCCASION:
Choppyanimationhere
(ps: Sorry in advance for the end- It's really rushed cause I was desperate to get it done before the chapter came outttt. ANYHOW PS OVER RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH💥💥💥💥)
DUDE.
This is so good I actually cried. I knew you had an animation in the works but I was NOT expecting that /pos I’m actually going through it frame-by-frame just. drinking it in. You went above and BEYOND for this and I’m so happy I was able to inspire you and I can only hope the next chapters can do you some justice 🫶😭 Trust me when I say YOU got the ball rolling on CH3 cuz I was like What?? Somebody likes this?? I better get to work!!
This kind of hype is foreign to me I’m unlocking new emotions rn TYSM this video is getting implanted in my brain as we speak 🫶🫶🫶🥹
-Okay now I’m gonna talk abt it LOL literally the first scene with Reader waking up to Digital Life??? Cold harsh reality VS deceptive inescapable fantasy??? Freaking EPIC
-AND AAA HI KINITO!! HE LOOKS SO HAPPY!! He said ^-^ ^-^ He has NO IDEA
-Reader going through all their avatar phases… they can be anything they want all the time… Not Good.
-AND DUDE THOSE TRANSITIONS?? I SEE EVERYTHING YOU SNUCK IN THERE!! RAHHH THOSE ARE SO COOL!!
-AND WHEN THE CAMERA IS GOING AROUND THE READER??? DUDE YOU ARE SO GOOD AT IMAGINING 3D FIGURES!!!
-OKAY BACK TO THOSE BETWEEN-FRAMES HERE ARE SOME THAT I LIKED
-THEY ARE SO COOL AND SOME I ONLY SAW WHEN I PAUSED EVERY SECOND… UR SO WILD FOR THAT!! IT’S LIKE I’M TREASURE HUNTING FR
-Kinito looks so sweet and innocent how… like :(((
-I do like the little flashes of EVIL KINITO like. You get it.
-HUMANITY JUMPSCARE 💥💥💥
Once again I cannot articulate the words in my brain for the appreciation I have for The Things You Make. My heart is crawling out of my chest to get 2 you we are bonded together like wolves now. Can I mention you in the notes of the next chapter?? You have earned a spot in the credits trust meee 🫶 Cool if not tho!!
TLDR: YOU MADE ME CRY. Sorry if I’m getting WEIRD but I AM GENUINELY SO ‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥🎉🎉🎉🎉💙💙💙🫶🫶🫶💯💯💯🗣️🗣️🐛🐛🐛
#In Pixel Haze#KinitoPET#Kinito my Beloved#Kinito and You#Kinito and Reader#Kinito x You#Kinito x Reader#FANART <3
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im sorry but all the hints at soojin is killing MEEE I REALLY REALLY WANNA SEE SOOY/N MOMEMTS
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Pairing ・❥・ Seo Soojin x Seasons!Y/n
Warnings-> blood loss mention, diet mention, idk lmk what else
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Night walks with SooY/n
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“Soojin..” you whined as you held yourself close to her with your face nuzzled into the crook of her neck “it's cold.” You mumbled
She let out a soft laugh as she patted your head and softly moved you away “calm down you’ll live.” She muttered while you put your hand in the pocket of her puffer jacket
“The bridge is really pretty.” Soojin said while abruptly stopping, making you stumble “huh?” You mumbled as you stared at her, she was admiring the bridge, she pointed to it, wanting you to look at it but you couldn’t bring yourself to tear your eyes from her.
“Isn’t it gorgeous?” She said while smiling, her gaze trained on the bridge
“Yeah, gorgeous.” You said while staring at her, wide-eyed, she always seemed to take your breath away
She turned to face you, making you jump and prompting a laugh from her “why were you staring at me?Do i have something on my face?” She said while quickly wiping her face with her sleeve making you softly laugh as you grabbed her face with both of your hands as you stared into her eyes
“It’s just..you’re so fucking beautiful.” You smiled while admiring her as her face heated up and she squirmed and slapped your hands away, practically ran away, heading to your destination leaving you smiling like an idiot
“Shes perfect.”
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Late night live with SooY/n
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“Is somebody in the room with me?” Soojin read quietly“Mhm” she said as she grabbed her phone and showed the viewers you, who was sleeping with your head on Soojin's lap, putting her phone back after she showed them.
“That’s why you’ve been whispering.” She read softly and nodded “Y/n couldn’t sleep and she wanted me to go to sleep with her but I needed to talk to you guys first, she was upset at first but now we’re here.” She smiled softly
After a few minutes of conversing with Never-lands, she suddenly froze, making the Never-lands flood the chat asking if she was okay she responded with a nod and whispered “Y/ns stirring, I'm scared she’ll wake up”
“Maybe i should end the live and go to bed..” she said contemplating her adoring fans or you, the answer was obvious
“Alright guys i have to go, byeee” she whispered as the live ended
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On stage with SooY/n
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You had been feeling out of it all day Soojin noticed but she kept silent, it was hard during this time of the month especially with the strict diet you followed so all the blood loss wasn’t really fun
All 7 (G)-idle members are practicing onstage, your dancing was sloppy and late, which Soyeon constantly pointed out
Miyeon moved to the middle as she sang “끊어진 인연의 미련을 품에 안고 안고”
Normally you loved your high note in HWAA but today you were dreading it, your voice cracked during every single line, you could barely hold your hands still without shaking, and you were constantly tripping
“시렸던 시간을 나를 태워간다.” You sang, pausing at the high note, you took a breath and the second you sang the high note your voice cracked, yet again
“Y/n, do you need to sit this one out?” Soyeon asked, irritated, not especially at you just irritated
You shook your head, immediately shutting the idea down.
You've performed the whole I BURN album and it went without a hitch, everyone's vocals were on point and the same goes for everyone's dancing.
And once again Miyeon moved to the middle as she sang “끊어진 인연의 미련을 품에 안고 안고”
You moved to the center“시렸던 시간을 나를 태워간다.” you continued.
you sang loudly with your eyebrows furrowed, it genuinely looked like it hurt to sing
The rest of the girls continued to sing and you were going to continue dancing but your body felt heavy, and it felt like gravity was pulling you down, you stumbled and tripped into Soojin’s arms
Her face dropped for a second and her siren-like expression changed into one of fear and concern but she went back to her normal expression as she held onto you and helped you dance.
Best believe that Soojin tore into you after the show
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Live after the show
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“Y/n Y/n Y/n” you read “what what what” you replied “Why did you perform even though you knew you weren't feeling good?!”you read with a shocked face
“Wow, even my fans are scolding me, Soojin already yelled at me so yeah.” you said while rolling your eyes and making a fist at them
“Soojin is really mad at me so she won't be on the live tonight, she went to sleep because she's angry with me, maybe I should go kiss her goodnight to apologize..?” you said with a smile.
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Bonus
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“Nah, she couldn’t have heard it.” You mumbled as you stared down at Soojin’s phone “no i think she did.” She whispered as she glanced around the room “Soojin’s scared that Soyeon is awake.” You said while rolling your eyes
“we should go back to the room.” She said while patting your leg, making you shake your head “its finee!”
Sooy/nsnumber1 - who is behind you?
“Behind?” Soojin mumbled, the two of you turned to see an annoyed Soyeon standing behind you both, the two off you let out a scream but it was cut off by the live ending
#smau#seasons!y/n#seo soojin#soojin#g idle#gidle soojin#g idle soojin#Soojin x reader#gidle#kpop x reader#kpop gg#kpop smau#gidle x reader
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