#some things might change in the future bc of how messed up the au is
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jumjum-crafts Ā· 1 day ago
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jummy ...........
covertly slipz you a rare 20 lei bill ā€“ which roughly tranzlatez to 85-ish mexican pesoz ...........
look buddy . i need to know more about that puter man ; i GOTSA find out hiz weaknessez and how to finally get him outta the picture ..........
soo ............ if you could be so kind to ....... hook me up with some fun factz about him ........... id be ever so grateful ;]
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He is scared
Honestly, do you believe i'm going to sell my creature's secrets for 85 miserable pesos? Do you believe i'm that affordable? Absolutely yes. Here are some fun lil facts abt the Putrr
- His model is one of an assistant. Pretty much a house computer. (Answering questions and helping others 'get online')
- Was one of the last batches of said model. It was discountinued long ago.
- programmed to assist and be as much human as possible but has a āœØļødistorted perceptionāœØļø of it.
- Barely has self-identity
- those headphones are made to both catch radio waves and be sound-proof/cancelling sounds
- thinks highly of himself just like in canon
- his face recognition sensors are ALL messed up
- sometimes siri-talks people for shit and giggles sometimes it just happens Ok
- Would still scream at u if you touch him
- he has likes and dislikes guys I swear
- Sketch tricks him into believing everyone is doing the things he actually enjoys (won't dare to do em otherwise)
- Is actually chill with the lamp
- Ambivert
- whenever he cooks it tastes artificial lol
- him and Tracey come from the same company but were in VERY different sectors
- Tracey is. Way more human and outgoing than him actually. And they ain't even programmed for it. Colin used to get mad at her for "not following the rules" as an excuse to be salty about it.
- follows standars and expectetions to the letter
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betareki Ā· 23 days ago
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Hi previous fate anon again!!
Thanks so much for your reply!! Please, Iā€™m begging you to share all your thoughts about this AU. The joy of having such a talented person create and share a world combining a current interest and a decade long interest cannot really be expressed.
It totally makes sense that it would follow more of your own plot rather than the game specific ones!! I was just curious after the Rin and Grian connection, and having a preference for the unlimited blade works storyline in comparison to HL and fate. Now Iā€™ve even more excited to see what else you have cooked up for them!!!!
Itā€™s really interesting how Archer shows how Scar loses himself. The Archer and Grian things youā€™ve drawn are so fun with the way that Archer gets more annoyed with Grian and Iā€™m so pumped to see more of that relationship (the snipe that guy sketch lives in my head rent free). As someone who cared a lot more about Rin and Archer than Shirou and Saber, I will admit I am heavily biased towards them, but god do I love Scar and Rider so much.
I love how youā€™ve set up the servants too to all be game winners and only remember the previous seasons, not the future ones. I love how it impacts Saber and Pearlā€™s relationship because he only remembers his ally!!! The angst potential with Rider finding out that Archer is future Scar terrifies me deeply. On that note, holy shit am I excited to see if Berseker and Saber interact (poor Pearl).
Grianā€™s physical abilities being inspired by Kuzuki!! I love it.
Sorry that this is definitely all over the place!! Please always indulge in yapping about this!!!
eeeeeeeeeeee youā€™re too nice im actually meltinggggg (*Ā“āˆ‡ļ½€*) i luvvvv seeing people combine the life series w their favorite shows n games n such, and iā€™ve done a couple as well but the only one thatā€™s stuck with me was fate, itā€™s really resparked my love for the series n im so sososo ecstatic that you would be interested as a fan of the fate series!!!!(i was a little scared fate fans would see this n get on to me about all my mess ups haha)
ugghhsghdhd you and me both, i just wish ubw was a little more rin centric!!! i luvvv heavenā€™s feel but ubw is definitely the fav in my heart!! with how much rinā€™s influence impacts the story and her involvement in every route, itā€™s so sad to see her be pushed to the side in comparison to the other heroines :((
sighhhhhhhh grian n archerā€™s relationship,,,i have a handful of sketches of them bickering n arguing but theyā€™re pretty close up until grian uses his first command seal,,after that things are a little tense between them hehe :) goddd the sniping bit, it means sm to me that you liked it, it was part of one of the first mini comics i made for this that was never put out (ą¹‘>ā—”<ą¹‘)
aaaaaaaa pearl n saber i canā€™t wait to draw saber finding out berserkerā€™s identity!!! and pearl using her command seals!!! and everything involving the two of them!!! heā€™s sooo absolutely devoted to pearl because of how selfless n caring she was in LL, giving him two of her lives and all. but the forefront of berserkerā€™s mind is only how everyone treated her in DL ļ¼ˆā‰§āˆ‡ā‰¦ļ¼‰ him meeting berserker and not having a clue on how pearl couldā€™ve become someone like this uugghhghghghfhh
it was sooooooo long ago like way before i started using tumblr but the first little comic thing i did was grian finding out scar n archer were the same person, but it was soo rough i donā€™t know if itā€™s still up (i deleted some of my early fate stuff bc a lots been changed). so rider definitely knows archerā€™s scar hehe, he just doesnā€™t understand why. itā€™s so hard to put riderā€™s state of mind into words, but at the end of the day he doesnā€™t like interacting w archer out of guilt from the events in the hgw :P
itā€™s so exciting to blab about this stuff and i hope itā€™s not too cluttered!! i often forget what iā€™ve said publicly or not and might bring up something that requires more contextšŸ˜–šŸ˜– you are sososooo awesome sauce and itā€™s always so fun to hear from you!!!!šŸ’–šŸ’—šŸ’“šŸ’–šŸ’–šŸ’“šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’“
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lbhslefttiddie Ā· 1 month ago
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a few Thoughts on the matter (somewhat long?):
the separation anxiety is real bad. yqy is no longer able to trust that sqq will not die or perhaps just vanish the Second yqy turns away. this drives sqq a Little bit insane bc for a minute he thinks yqy thinks he's not capable of taking care of himself. yqy is just not fully able to believe this is real and that he isnt going to lose xiao jiu all over again (and again, and again, and againā€”)
its only a matter of time before sqq figures out yqy's whole Thing is something that cannot be attributed wholly to poor teaching or care while he was gone. its fun bc in this world theres literally no one at all who could know the truth besides yqy, who is, of course, incapable of speaking about it. sqq is piecing together a working theory about some sort of curse he encountered during the time they were apart that deeply traumatized him, but whatever it is, it seems no one else ever found out about it....
honestly its good for the prev sect leader that the xuan su/ling xi caves bullshit isnt a thing anymore, because if it was sqq would have eventually pinned the prev sect leader as responsible for how deeply fucked up yqy is (which isnt wholly unfair) now and probably would have killed her lmao
yqy has lost all ability to pretend that sqq is not always his first priority. he wears the visage of placid geniality and reliable older brotherisms easily, because its worn itself into his skin over countless lifetimes, and he has not changed in that he is generally kind and avoids conflict, but when if comes to sqq he is not capable of remaining mild anymore. man cant even pretend to listen to the other side, if sqq says it went like this then it went like this, and he gets real threatening real fast when something presents itself as a risk to sqq. and everyone just has to sort of Deal With It, because yqy is Insanely Fucking Strong in this au, and sqq is, somehow, actually the only thing keeping him from tearing the world apart at the seams or otherwise tanking the sect
sqh never makes it to sect leader; yqy already knows about his future betrayal, so the instant sqq clocks the suspiciousness of him not dying from that one demon encounter his ass is getting investigated to hell and back; if he is caught he would get executed; though, given the cleverness and sheer drive to not die that fuels sqh (either iteration), its possible he would avoid that fate, whether by fleeing the sect or covering his ass well enough, but he will never be trusted enough to rise to peak lord in this life
yqy is so caught up in the I Don't Need Anything Or Care About Anything As Long As Xiao Jiu Is Okay mentality that romance does not even exist in his mind, and if it did, he would never dare threaten what he has for something that he doesnt need. sqq, however, is going to eventually decide that the best way to communicate that he isnt going anywhere is for them to get married
though he still went though most of his canon childhood trauma, sqq is much better better off emotionally here, because A) it is not even possible to doubt that yqy cares about him more than anything in the world and would have saved him if he could and that he tried so, so hard, and B) fussing over the mess that is yqy keeps him thoroughly occupied such that he cannot wallow in self hatred or start beefing with preteens or what have you
this does probably fall into the category of aus where lbh goes to bai zhan instead of qing jing because sqq could not give a single shit about lqg in this world
funny enough there is like a 70% chance lqg dies in this universe. theres a non-zero chance that with yqy unable to part from him that sqq just wouldn't end up going into secluded cultivation at the time that lqg is in the ling xi caves, and if he goes into seclusion With yqy there's like a 50/50 chance yqy would kill lqg himself. it might mot even be on purpose too, if qi deviating lqg tried to attack sqq, yqy could possibly smack him aside and do enough thoughtless damage then, considering his own strength and lqg's weakened state, to accidentally kill the guy. but also theres a definite possibility of him killing him on purpose for attacking sqq
if lqg dies then i think it would be so funny if lbh and lmy got together (not romantically; lbh definitely wanted to smash lqg in this au) to exact revenge on yqy but like. nothing comes of it ever. bc what are they gonna do? yqy is stronger here than he was in pidw canon, and with sqq always at his side all his weaknesses are covered. sqq himself could of course be identified as his primary weakness, but the man is untouchable in this au, both physically and in terms of his reputation; yqy is the one who killed lqg and straight up fucking said as much as soon as they left the caves; sqq is a distant master in this au but not abusive, he probably doesn't even remember lbh exists; hell, he possibly doesn't even know that ning yingying exists in this au, and even if he did he doesn't have a reputation as a lecher, and lbh and nyy likely never even met; yqy specifically made sure to kill qht so that she could never come back to punish sqq for letting her live, and with that there is no one left alive besides themselves who knows they once were slaves, nor of sj's involvement with wyz; sqh has been dealt with years ago, which means the immortal alliance conference demon invasion never happens, which means lbh never falls into the endless abyss, least of all by sqq's hand (and even if he had its not like anyone in the cultivation world would fault sqq for killing a heavenly demon in itself), which also means lbh will never find xin mo or become as powerful as he did in pidw. and even if they HAD things to accuse sqq of, his standing amongst his martial siblings in this life if MUCH better than once it was; they will stand for him in the name of sect solidarity.
all of this is to say that lbh and lmy might try some plots but nothing would ever come of it; perhaps eventually they will leave the sect in anger and end up falling in with the huan hua palace master, and perhaps this would eventually lead to an intersect war, perhaps, but nothing would come of that, either, and there's no guarantee that even the hhpm would try to fuck with that (gesturing at yqy) in this lifetime
equally likely that what would actually come of it is lbh finding out the truth about sxy and tlj and tanking hhp from the inside. as he deserves.
meanwhile lmy has split from lbh once its become clear they weren't going to get anywhere in avenging her brother and has since found herself in good company at tian yi overlook
in the 30% chance that lqg doesnt die in the ling xi caves, he may or may not become a fun occasional addition to qijiu sexytimes
more seriously, sqq and lqg do not have the same animosity they did in their original lifetimes. lqg still respects yqy for his strength but he does recognize that if sqq were a different person, he could have had yqy destroy half the world before anyone managed to stop him, and to recognize that he necessarily has to respect sqq as well. it helps that there aren't any sussy rumours about sqq in this life fro them to fight over.
meanwhile yqy remembers that in lifetimes where lqg has lived past the caves incident, he has been willing to put his life on the line to defend sqq, which is like the only metric by which he measures anyone's worth these days. sqq, for his part, can appreciate both the value of a dedicated guard dog who is capable of leaving his side for extended periods of time, and the physical prowess and stamina that accompanies the bai zhan war god's very pretty face
suddenly seized with the desire to write/draw a few short little scenes from the world after the events of You Can (Not) Redo (the uh. the yqy timeloop fanfiction. not the evangelion movie which i named it for) because it is, generally speaking, a happy ending, but also yqy is left deeply, deeply broken in ways that would be both fascinating and hilarious to explore
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huge-enthusiast Ā· 4 years ago
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MIRACULOUS FIC RECOMENDATIONS!! (Part 2)
You can find part 1 here.
The first one was really popular! So I decided to make a second part.
The rules are the same:
All of the fics will be rated Teen and up audiences or lower. Also if I donā€™t put the authorā€™s tumblr is because they didnā€™t put it in the fic or/and I couldnā€™t find it.
The only thing that changes is that I would be putting the pairing in the description of the fic.
Without further ado...
Written in the Stars by Boogum (@botherkupo here on tumblr!)
Pairing: Marichat and Adrienette.
He was the god of destruction. She was a princess whose kingdom had been prophesied to fall. To save her people, she became his wife. To save him, she would have to do the impossible. The castle has secrets, the gods are watching, and time is running out.
Chapters: 37/37
TW for mild violence.
Arrange marriage, God AU. While I'm making this list, I still haven't finished the fic, but I had to recommend it because is THAT good. The way I gasped out loud while reading some of the plot twists. The worldbuilding is so good, and even if you aren't into AUs that deviate a lot from cannon like me, I 100% reccomend it.
Need a Lift? again by Boogum.
Pairing: DJWifi
Getting stranded on a foreign planet sucked. Luckily for Nino, his rival was willing to give him a lift home. Unluckily for Nino, she was beautiful and funny and he might just be in love with her.
Chapters: 1/1
Space Bounty Hunter AU! Really sweet and funny. If you are into flustered!Nino then this fic is for you.
hey, you by peachcitt (@peachcitt here on tumblr!)
Pairing: Adrienette
ā€œHave you ever had a dream about someone that changes the way you think of them?ā€
or Adrien has a dream about Marinette.
Chapters: 1/1
Okay so, peachcitt is one of my favorite ml writers. Everything that they write is sooo good y'all, and i'm already a sucker for adrienette, so I cannot recommend this fic (or any of theirs) enough.
double dare again by peachcitt (I told ya!)
Pairing: Ladrien (with lots of sided ladynoir)
ā€œDonā€™t ever do that again,ā€ Marinette says, maybe a little too emphatically, and Adrien looks at her, his expression quiet. His cheeks, Marinette notices, are a little red.
ā€œBut I wanted to save you,ā€ he says.
or Ladybug and Adrien can't seem to stop running into each other. (whether that is on accident or on purpose is nobody's business but their own, of course).
Chapters: 30/30
This was a ladrien june fic! Every chapter corresponds to the day's prompts but it also continues a story. If that doesn't make you want to read it then I don't know what it will. I fear fanfic writers, they're insane.
(not) so much by therentyoupay (@therentyoupayfanfiction here on tumblr!)
Pairing: Marichat and adrienette
(The claws are sharp, but the host of Destructionā€”for all of his loudmouth chaos and lack of reserveā€”is paradoxically careful.)
Chapters: 1/1
In which Chat Noir pays a visit not long after Marinette has made a pretty difficult decision, and they accidentally make a routine.
Prompt: Marinette gives Chat a hickey. Adrien has a suspiciously similar looking hickey the next day at school...
Gotta be honest with y'all, I did not expect this fic to be as good as it is. The adrienette has everything a stablished!Marichat should have. Marinette conflicted with her feelings? Check. Adrien being a hot mess bc That's My Girlfriend But She Doesn't Know That? Check. Them being absolute idiots? Check. It's good!
Doctor, Doctor, Give Me The News (Your Lips Is The Only Cure I Could Use) by BreG21.
Pairing: Adrienette
Rainwater sloshed up from the pools they had made on the sidewalk and coated his jean pants with every step he took. He couldn't bring himself to care.
He sniffed away some of the water that dribbled down his matted head. "Yeah?"
He paused as if to consider his words while Adrien stared down at him, so lost. "You weren't wrong when you thought you knew. A part of you wanted it to be her, but it was too perfect, you let the illusion fool you because how would you get that lucky. But trust me, Adrien. You weren't wrong."
He wasn't wrong? What was he not wrong about?
You weren't wrong. You want it to be her.
And it finally clicked as a small gasp wisped past his lips. He wasn't wrong.
In which, Plagg falls ill, and with Fu gone and Ladybug being the guardian now, has to go find her civilian self-even with the knowledge that she might not like that-is shocked to realize that even with having the kwami that was supposed to embodied the very being of bad luck, Adrien could conclude the very opposite of what he had thought for so long.
He was so very lucky.
Chapters: 1/1
I screamed so hard while reading this fic. It's just one of those who gets the characters right. Do you like a good reveal? Go read this now.
Operation Mega Sleepover by InTheWild (@smellerbeee here on tumblr!)
Pairing: Adrienette
When Alya and Nino drop out of their long awaited mega-sleepover at the last minute, it leaves Marinette and Adrien alone together for the night. An Adrinette one-shot with lots of fluff and sleepover shenanigans.
Chapters: 1/1
I just,,, I love adrienette fluff so much,,, I love them,,,
You, Me & A Little Bit Of The Future by joonapeach.
Pairing: this is a fortunate case of all lovesquare shenanigansā„¢
Marinette expects some disaster on her first outing alone with Adrien.
She just doesn't expect that disaster to be her future self passing off a baby for her to take care of with Adrien.
(Alternatively... two idiots obliviously in love cooing over their daughter while acting like they have no idea whose kid this is.)
Chapters: 1/1
I think the description says anything that it needs to be said. It's really sweet and funny and I love how they just change their minds so quickly and get emo for literally nothing. Peak shakesperean dumbasery.
The entire Marry That Girl series by Miraculous_Max (Maximilian_Alexander).
Pairing: Adrienette
Letā€™s say Marinette has a special sketchbook. This sketchbook is filled with drawings of their future house, of Adrien as an adult in multiple occupational settings, of Marinette and Adrienā€™s wedding, and most importantly, their future children.
Let's say Adrien found this sketchbook.
Works: 8 (All are 1/1 chapters)
Just realized how this list exposes me as number 1 adrienette sucker... oh well. I love how Adrien doesn't feel weirded out by the intensity of Marinette's crush. He likes it! He's as weird and romantic as her! That's one of the reasons I love the lovesquare so much and it makes me happy to see that everyone is in the same boat with me.
Strenght by 11JJ11.
Pairing: Adrienette
Marinette knew she was much stronger than she looked thanks to being a hero. So when her class had an arm wrestling contest she knew that she could beat all of them with ease, but she wasn't expecting anyone else to come close.
Chapters: 1/1
Good ol' accidental reveal feat. the entire class shenanigans. I, once again, screamed for an adrienette fic. Who could've thought.
Super Fan by Taliax.
Pairing: Ladrien
It was a good thing Alya was holding the phone and not her, because it would have slipped from her fingers and shattered. How had she not noticed? She had been there, and somehow sheā€™d missed her crush looking at her like she was an angel sent from heaven.
Forget the perfume ad. This picture was going to be her new desktop.
(In which Marinette realizes that she and Adrien might both be obsessive fans.)
Chapters: 1/1
Canon divergent from after Gorizilla. They're so dumb. That's my opinion on this fic.
How to Kiss Your Crush in Five Minutes or Less also by Taliax.
Pairing: Ladrien
He just needed to know if Ladybug needed Chat Noir. He didn't expect to learn just how much she wanted Adrien.
This would be the best five minutes of his life, if he didn't expect her to forget it.
Chapters: 1/1
CW for making out.
Set during Desperada. I promise there's a happy ending. Also Luka is there for some reason, felt really bad for him.
Laying Down the Rules: The Gabriel Agreste Clauses by LadyKae
Gen
Adrien leaves the manor on a dark and stormy night and seeks sanctuary at the only place he feels safe: The Home of the Dupain-Cheng Family. When Sabine learns why her dear boy is fleeing to her home in the middle of the night, she makes a personal visit to one Gabriel Agreste.
There's more rules in play, but not for Adrien and Marinette.
Chapters: 1/1
This is just Sabine going to beat the fuck out of Gabriel and it's really satifying ngl
4am. by hannieks
Pairing: post-reveal lovesquare
In which Adrien has the cat tendency to wake up their owners at stupid o'clock, and Marinette just wants to sleep. Cuteness ensues.
Chapters: 1/1
Really short but really sweet. If you like Adrien acting like a cat then you would like this.
Can I Date You(r Character)? by midnightstarlightwrites (@midnightstarlightwrites here on tumblr!)
Pairing: Adrienette
Adrien turned to her, something unreadable in his gaze. ā€œAre you ok with this?ā€ he asked.
And what a loaded question that was. Was she ok with it? Was she ok with the one guy she couldnā€™t seem to get over in real life kissing her in a game of Dungeons and Dragons? When she put it like that, it seemed a bit silly to get so worked up.
It was just a game...right?
She was ok with it, right?
ā€œSure,ā€ she lied. ā€œIā€™m ok with it.ā€
When Adrien's character falls in love with Marinette's, they decided to date in-game. What could go wrong?
Chapters: 7/?
THIS ONE IS SO CUTE. You want to scream??? Read this.
two idiots and a hamster by Boogum (again) and carpisuns (@carpisuns here on tumblr)
Pairing: Adrienette
How do you hide your superhero identity from your roommate? (spoiler alert: badly)
Chapters: 5/?
Once @anna-scribbles described this fic as "is literally the closest iā€™ve ever seen a fic come to matching the energy of canon", and I couldn't have described it better.
And that's all for now! Next time I will probably make an only DJWifi list since I've been treating them so dirty lol.
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broken-synchronicity Ā· 3 years ago
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Did I or did I not wait til feb 22 2022 just to post this whole ass thesis when I found out you added in Biology Au and Twst Thesis on the second of feb 2?
Yes.
And for good reason because I've been reading into demonology, Indian mythos, and how Faeries came to be just to clear their good names.
Iā€™ve been shorthanding Merfolk, Beastmen, and Fae for too damn long but for now, Iā€™m going to focus on Fae because Crowley is a comfort character for meā€“
I said that faerie were divine or atleast bred with divine beings and such had children who killed their divine parent in order to take their spotā€” guess who just found out that Faerie are derived from angels/Peri, the story goes that God had casted them out and only by atoning for their sins they will be granted access into paradise, when Islamic beliefs were introduced to Persia, however, they became more benevolent, which comes into play later I swearrr.
Now, I know this is too far into the future and I might be making my own Twst!Faerie mythos up butttttā€” what if there were Fae purists? What I mean by this is, let's say Fae were kicked out of paradise (i am not talking monotheism, where there is a singular god just wanted to clear that up, i think Twisted Wonderland was born from primeval magic in the form of multiple god killing each other kinda like Sumerian myth where Tiamat birthed Gods that teraforā€” i digress)
Okay, so, they were kicked out of paradiso for being too mischievous and with humans, merfolk, and beastmen still being in their developmental stages they were kinda just sitting on rocks and drawing in mudā€” lifeā€™s no fun when you donā€™t have people on your wavelength you know? Yeah, you can mess with other fae, start a longstanding blood feud with monsters, beasts, and humans but likeā€¦. Come on now, they (beastmen, merfolk, humans, monsters) are essentially that weird kid next door with the temperament of a honey badger so they justā€¦ lounge around.
See, the thing with apathy especially when youā€™re waiting for something to happen is thatā€¦ it changes a person, yeah they might be considered divine but like, divine beings are hella insane and weā€™re seeing it in the Age of Gods (rip). I mention Apathy because itā€™s one of the sins of current times along with false morality and the like.
Letā€™s focus on Apathyā€“ Christian morality dictates that those who exhibit listlessness, lack of care, or are straight up not concerned with their life or position are sinners because if one doesnā€™t appreciate the life G-d has bestowed upon thee and all that is beautiful then you go directly to hell.
Cool, letā€™s call these demoted Fae, Acedia fae.
No I am not naming any future fae in this post after the Seven Deadly Sins bc I read Demonology, leave me alone.
Okayyyyy but what does this have to do with Fae purists???
Everything!1! I needed to name my main Fae purists somehow and I gave a messy justification as well.
With the introduction of Dwarves and subsequently Gnomes (guess who found out Fae and gnomes are distant cousins??? Or that Fae are considered the ā€œfirstā€ humans as in more human looking which goes against biblically acuā€” no.) A new perspective was introducedā€” no, Iā€™m not talking Panic at the discoā€” the same way Islam had been introduced to Peri in our history.
Achievement unlocked: New purpose.
Acedia ideology started slow, some went back to their roots and thus rediscovered naming ceremonies, some went on to follow other species around mindlessly observing the generations and docking the information inā€” nothing seriouā€“
Age of Gods, where I left off.
I shouldā€™ve added this into the brain decay but I was making those theories late at night with nothing on the brain but curating a twst society and art history (I will get back on my Artho shit i swearrr) and used ur ask box because i canā€™t restrain my fingers when it comes to hyperfixations i pick up on the side of the road at three amā€”-
Age of Gods sparked Acedia beliefs when they realized that they were capable of breeding and having a high birth success rateā€” itā€™s like an old [lower] god breeding with a new [upper] god and being like ā€œhm, i could bring my status up.ā€
I think I mentioned at some point that Faeries broke up and migrated when their magic began to respond to them (smth like that) and I wanna call those Fae, Elementals on the basis that they were wreaking havoc on the environment by shifting them around or straight up fucking it up leaving the flora and fauna there to either migrate, adapt, or straight up die. (what if there were childrenā€™s tales that played this upā€”tundra was created by an ice elemental, desserts by a fire and wind bilqis [usually the considered the failed union between Peri and Human but this is way back then, could make the term worse for whoever its used on])
Age of Gods was def the height of Acedia beliefs when you considered that a God can recognize a God, demihumans, demigods step aside because demifae are here and ready to slayā€”- not.
When the Age of Gods transitioned into the Age of Heroes and Gods were no longer in style by a majority vote (Merfolk, Human, Beastmen, Dwarves, Gnomes, Faerie, the entire population of Earth v Acedian) Iā€™d say that Gods became more villainous and/or grotesques monsters for the people to defeat and create legends aroundā€” The Jabberwocky was an amalgamation of lesser Gods (shouldā€™ve stepped their game up and that wouldnā€™t have happened but nooo)
Thus Acedian beliefs fell offā€”
What Iā€™m trying to figure out is how draconic fae came to be and how they survived since its said that thereā€™s only a small population of them and Fae usually donā€™t find the need to procreate/arenā€™t fertile enough to.
Did Faeā€¦.
They fucked the dragons yall ewwwwwwwwww.
Divine beings are nasty as fuckkk.
Anyways. I wanna bring this back to Acedia and how they played a role in Fae beliefs, I've kinda been conflating Unseelie and Acedia together at points and that's bc I kinda believe they are?? Like views shifted around a lot at the time and we notice that Fae only breed with the top dogs while Humans and Beastmen just breed with anything that can get outbred or they go on to murder the unbreedable.
Jabberwocky is not a sexy beast. I am telling you this right now.
I'll say it right now so that the transition to my next ask is coherent butā€”some dragons are divine and some are just regular degular dragons.
TL;DR: Me creating lore about the Unseelie court in Twst.
I mean, considering it was indeed half past 1 AM for me when I saw these, you made good on that promise šŸ¤£
MORE FAE LORE HELL YEAAAAAAH
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adhdvane Ā· 3 years ago
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don't be sorry the answer was great!
and i also view saru as somebody who can't deal with being left for the life of him and it's somehow uplifting i'm not the only one who views him that way. i take it the stuff that happened to fei is something that would be better off discussed in dms?
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i am also glad i am not alone in the saru not being able to deal with being left alone. i relate it back to hecanonā€™s about his childhood. (the idea that his parents were terrified of him as a ssc and kept him mostly locked in his room). hahaha some of the bad stuff with fei is probably better for dms only (i decided to finally change it so anyone can dm me on tumblr now. might as well). (uh iā€™m just gunna say c/w self-harm for anyone reading) but things that i can describe here was fei getting basically like branded (some kind of future deam/heat knife, shhh). Vanfeny carved MONSTER into Feiā€™s chest. This was to both torture Fei & Saru. Because other Saru headcanonā€™s are that the word Monster is a serious trigger for him. Fei is like so fucked up about it that even after the rescue, he hides it from Saru and then ends up slowly trying to like just make cuts and marks over it so itā€™ll become unreadable bc he knows how much itā€™ll mess up Saru. Like and Fei still continue to try and hide this two years later (bc we time skip) (which means heā€™s been hiding this from Saru successfully for two years) but Saru does get suspicious though, bc heā€™s worn these bandages for two fricking years. But approaching Fei doesnā€™t go well (he invited Asurei & ...ok so that person zanark was actually trying to break out was Kinako... the au is really dumb and full of stuff that happens just bc, but Zanark already does insane shit in canon. Basically Kinako was supposed to die in that attack on the hospital or whatever when Fei was born but Zanark rescued her, kind of as a thank you to Fei. Except, El Dorado got involved and was like yo, hold up, you canā€™t do this shit, youā€™re fucking with the time line, Kinako being dead is important and you canā€™t do this. So Kinako got locked up as a cautionary method. They were supposed to release her after the events of Chrono Stone, but there was paperwork to do and approvals to needed and it just... never got done. So Zanark was eventually like, you know what, fuck you El Dorado, Iā€™m gunna break her out. So Uh, Kanako Alive. For Reasons. One of the Reasons being I Really Fucking Love Kinako and writing her is so much fun.). Saru does find out though, and seeā€™s the M.O.N.S.T.E.R. scarred into Feiā€™s chest. Iā€™m just... you know what, gunna leave the text form the au (rp bc itā€™s a really old rp that no longer happens), with uh some edits. (PLEASE FORGIVE MY WRITING FROM LIKE UHG GOD SOMEWHERE BETWEEN 2015-2016??) Saruā€™s stomach drops. Saruā€™s heart drops. Saru feels like heā€™s going to puke. His chest hurts. His heart is racing. He grits his teeth and clenches his fists. Saru is shaking. Feiā€¦ Fei would not write that. Fei would not write that. Monster. Monster. Saru lifts up a fist at Fei, face enraged, and punches-- --the wall behind Fei. Saru punches the wall behind Fei. It leaves a dent and a few cracks. Saru breathes heavily. Monster. Heā€™s not a monster. Heā€™s NOT a monster. Youā€™re the monster. HEā€™S NOT A MONSTER. FEI IS NOT A MONSTER. No longer is a man standing in front of Fei. Only an enraged beast of an ape-like appearance remains. ā€œWHO? WHO DID THIS?ā€ okay infodump done
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the-cookie-of-doom Ā· 4 years ago
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šŸ“– alternate dimensions/time travel for Steter (me trying to narrow it down, did it work?)
alternate dimensions/time travel for Steter (me trying to narrow it down, did it work?)
NOW we're cookin! (Pasted it bc as soon as I opened the answer window, your ask disappeared. Might be because of the heading font?)
I've got exactly 1 AU that fits this desc: Survivor's Guilt. (Technically 2, but the second is more of a reincarnation type story)
This story has presented an interesting problem for me, because it's technically Pitch (Peter/Mitch), except Mitch is still Stiles; just Stiles from the future. Obviously he can't tell anyone he's from the future, so he falls back on an old nickname that predates Stiles; this one drawn from his actual name. His parents usually shortened Mieczyslaw to Mitch.
So: Stiles for younger self, and Mitch for future self, but they're both the same person.
The future... does not go well for the pack. They all get killed off one by one, until Stiles is the last one standing 10 years in the future. After he buries the last one, he can't take it anymore. He's the human, he never thought he would be the last one to survive. it's not fair. So he performs some forbidden magic to tear a rift in reality and travel back to the beginning, before it all started. Unfortunately it's not an exact science, so he ends up part way through season 1, once things have already kicked off. And his younger self is damn stubborn; he has to change his plans from staying away from the supernatural at all, to keeping himself and his friends alive.
I'm going to put the rest under a cut and just copy what I have from my notes, because it's much more organized!
Stiles is determined though. Mitch gets there shortly after Scott has been bitten, and the wolf is out of the bag, and Stiles is so fiercely loyal that he won't abandon his best friend. Mitch wants to grab him and shake some sense into him, but he's a stubborn asshole and that won't work. He tries to intervene in other ways when it becomes clear that Stiles will not be put off this course, tries to keep him far away from Derek. And hindsight is 20/20, he's able to prevent a lot of things. But a lot of things still work themselves out anyway, interdimensional lynchpins that will always happen. The Hales will always die, Scott will always get bitten, Stiles will always foolishly fall in love. And Mitch hates it, having to watch Stiles make all these same mistakes over again, because he's already lived them. He's seen the consequences play out, felt the pain of everyone he loves dying horribly, leaving him the only survivor because surviving is what he does, like a fucking cockroach.
The best he can do is try to teach him everything he knows, all the knowledge he's had to pay for with pain and blood, in hopes that it will prepare him for what's coming. And along the way, something starts to unfold between him and Peter and that is just... so complicated. Mitch doesn't want to deal with that, he knows he shouldn't get involved, he's fucked up enough with everything he's doing here, falling in love with Peter is the last thing he should be doing. 10 years ago, when he was still Stiles, bright-eyed and not destroyed by the world, the kid he sees running with wolves like it's no big thing, Mitch wouldn't have even considered it. He remembers how much he hated Peter, always suspicious, watching with a careful eye. It's a distant memory, like the ghost of once-familiar perfume. More fresh is the memory of his grief, when Peter picked the wrong moment to start being altruistic, and got himself killed for it.
But he's not sixteen anymore. He's not the same optimistic kid mooning over Derek's bad boy with a heart of gold schtick, thinking he can fix him and heal the damage done by Kate (and god help him but he did, somehow). He's older and jaded and bitter, and Peter is everything ne needs and doesn't want but does, desperately. Peter, so damaged that being with him is like looking in a mirror, because Mitch has lost everything too, can sympathize with Peter now in a way he never could before. Peter would do anything to get his revenge, and Mitch would risk everything, break every sacred rule of magic, to save the ones he loves.
Peter gravitates to Mitch, drawn to his pain like a moth to flame. There's something so familiar about him, but Mitch keeps everything hidden, doesn't let any of them get close, and Peter has always loved a challenge. A good mystery is just what he needs to focus on, to temper his more murderous impulses. Now that he's older, Mitch is less Stranger Danger and more reluctantly attracted, and it's so easy to let Peter in. To not be alone anymore, after so long. Of course Peter puts it together. He doesn't say anything at first, but he watches, sees the way Mitch and Stiles interact with the world, the way they mirror each other. Mitch isn't nearly so spastic, doesn't talk as much. he's not an anxiety-ridden teen anymore, he's a broken confident adult. But they have some mannerisms that are impossible to mistake, and Peter wonders how no one has put it together yet. Then he remembers that these are stupid puppies; Scott can't be bothered with anything that isn't up Allison's skirt, Boyd and Erica only have eyes for each other, Stiles is too busy not listening to Mitch to hear the way their verbal tics are exactly the same, and Mitch does his best to avoid Derek, the only other one who may notice. It hurts Mitch to be around him, because somewhere, that bright-eyed kid that's dead and buried still loves him, and the pain of losing him will always be an open wound. Scott thought it hurt to break up with Allison, but he doesn't know true loss. But he will. They all will in the end.
Mitch and Chris get on well of course. Chris is the one that trained him into the killer he is now, almost like a second father to him. Aside from Peter, Mitch spends time with Chris, warns him about the dangers Gerard represents, especially towards Allison. Chris isn't one to blindly trust, but he does investigate into the situation when dear old daddy comes kicking around.
And when Mitch sees his dad the first time... It's some innocuous meeting, maybe they're in a bar. They strike up a conversation, John offers to buy a round, and it takes everything in him to maintain his composure when all he wants to do is collapse into John's arms and cry, because the only thing worse than losing Derek was losing his dad, holding him in his arms as he bled out, hearing his breath stop, seeing the light leave his eyes. The nightmares of that night still haunt him.
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Mitch is gonna feel so conflicted about his attraction to Peter, especially at first. Bc part of him still remembers what it was like to love Derek but there is no way he's touching that with a 10 foot pole even if he's not the same kid that was in love with him, and maybe he wonders if he's just trading in for another Hale? that wouldn't be fair to anyone.
And like that is the least of his concerns, who knows what's going to happen if he starts something with Peter now. But he's been so lonely, starved for touch and affection. And Peter knows, he more than understands. He spent 6 years in a coma, longing for the same thing. He wants to give that to Mitch now, to both of them, if Mitch will just let him
it's a clusterfuck trying to deal with it, and Mitch is trying to fix things, but he doesn't know how. he's not omniscient. All he knows is that something went wrong, Y caused Z but he had no idea about X. He only knows the things he was directly involved in, and there are layers of schemes, unseen factors that will be uncovered this time around as fate continues to set itself straight even as Mitch keeps messing with the timeline
eventually Mitch has to admit that he wants what Peter is offering, desperately. He's not as cold as he pretends to be, and it's stupid to keep denying them both. He's already breaking every cosmic rule by coming back here to change things, and the universe keeps laughing in his face. So he may as well go all in here.
and maybe, briefly, Peter wonders if Mitch still loves Derek. But he doesn't; Stiles died along with the rest of his pack, leaving Mitch in his wake. Everything Stiles was is gone in him not everything, he's still fiercely loyal, hopeful beneath his jaded pessimism, enough to challenge the universe itself like Icarus on his waxen wings nothing left but the memories.
Mitch is reliving his own mistakes getting involved with Peter, just like Stiles is with Derek, and god knows what the consequences will be this time. But they can't be worse than any he's already suffered, the total destruction and devastation of everything he held dear, leaving him a burnt out shell of a man. Peter can empathize. Can't take his pain, but can maybe help to dull it, help shoulder the burden of it, show Mitch that he doesn't have to be alone anymore
And I think I know how stiles figures out Mitch is him: something happens. One day Mitch and Peter are just doing something, itā€™s a pretty normal day. But then something seemingly innocuous happens and Mitch has a moment of oh shit realization and he just takes off running because Stiles is in danger
Because you know, he doesnā€™t know the exact dates that things happened, especially in the beginning. It was so long ago. But something will happen, some small thing burned into his memory, and heā€™ll remember. And he doesnā€™t get there in time of course, the damage has been done. Leaving stiles with a wound to perfectly match a scar Mitch has from the same incident.
Mitch does manage to avert enough to change the future. But that means he doesnā€™t become who he is. If the pack doesnā€™t die, Mitch never comes to be, he never has to come back in time to change things, never falls in love with Peter. So he ceases to exist. But even though he fades away, the memories of him donā€™t.
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"We did it," Mitch gasps suddenly, eyes wide like he can't believe it. Something in him shifted, something intrinsic. Like a damn had broken and all of his suffering was washed away by the cool waters of relief and happiness, the kind he hasn't felt in years. Not since before he lost everything. "Peter!" And Peter is watching him with pure, unadulterated excitement, because they've averted the catastrophe that would have befallen the pack without Mitch's intervention.
And then Mitch starts to fade.
Peter is grabbing for him, but his hands pass right through like Mitch is just a ghost, and then there's less than that. His very molecules are ceasing to exist. He doesn't exist anymore, Mitch realizes. "I'm sorry," he tries to say, a second too late.
Peter is left standing there staring at nothing. An empty space. There aren't even any ashes to prove that Mitch had ever been there, vanishing between one heartbeat and the next.
Peter doesn't realize what's happened at first. Doesn't want to, his fast mind lagging behind. "No," he whispers. Everyone is staring at him. Stiles is looking on with mounting horror, Derek mirroring him. It's the Sheriff who catches him when he collapsed, arms strong around him. "No, no!" It's all Peter can say. This can't have happened, it's all a mistake. Mitch will come back to him, he has to. It can't end this way.
Distantly, Peter knows he's crying. John is too, Peter can smell his tears. Of course he is, he just watched his son fade out of existence. Of course, he still has Stiles, still gets to watch him grow. Peter has no one. Derek comes to him, followed by Stiles. He's crying too, on the ground with him. Derek has a hand on his shoulder. Melissa is covering her mouth with her hands, eyes glistening. Even Argent's stony mask has broken as Peter falls apart in front of them.
Peter throws his head back and roars, so loud it shakes the trees around them. The earth quakes, the preserve trembles in fear. But the world keeps turning, the universe continues on, ambivalent. What is one human life in the grand scheme of things?
Everything, he is everything.
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stray-tori Ā· 4 years ago
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TPN Vol 8 - Chapters 66-70 Thoughts
[we're already on vol 9 but I'm slow with compiling]
I know I always rag on the "cop out" deaths and it is true that no corpse no dead, and I am curious if there will be any more worldbuilding regarding Lucas' survival (hello deus ex machina person) but uh. Idk. I'm sure it has a point and it makes sense in universe (having him be the reason for the knowledge among GP kids is good) but it just feels a little. Eh. Like it feels like paddling back on a small part of geezers guilt and feelings. In part it also feels like a "reward" for choosing the heroes moral side and going to help save Emma (why ever that happened - ig bc Gilda would blow up the shelter if he doesn't so. YAY).
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Obviously the development is still his, and he obviously isn't expecting to find anyone alive there, but ig i felt like he was leading up to... healing more through the kids and not one epic Emma speech and "oh your one friend is alive btw" reveal later on. It feels like a spark of hope and happiness for him that I'm not sure if was needed narratively. He already decided he wouldn't harm them.
Like maybe they handle it very differently so i might be jumping the gun here but idk. It just feels a little... weird to me. Probably in a similar way how speeches about Norman hurt but also kind of get that "well uh about that...." Air once you know. I feel for the characters and their separation but it doesn't have the same weight it could have anymore.
In theory it reminds me a bit of the whole gate reveal structure in s2. With a setup being built up or established and a reveal just going "nvm that's not what we're doing".
It makes sense, I'm just not a huge fan of what it does for me for previously established things.
But i guess writing wise it puts its cards on the table with small scale Lucas and then Norman haha.
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I find it rly funny how much the arc sort of mirrors the s2 arc so far (character assumed dead is alive, new cast of demon kill children introduced, a plan to kill demons).
Ig that might be intentional, for all intents it's a good method of conveying character change. Or different specifics or how things might be judged differently with different specifics (like hunting for enjoyment vs. farming)
I'm totally jumping in on this too early but idk it's interesting to think about.
That and also our whole "There's someone I want you to meet" - "ITS NORMAN" jokes made me think, like you could probably ACTUALLY restructure some of this in a way that would allow Norman's return here instead lol. Could be a fun AU, esp since we have the seeds of a (small-scale) demon annihilation plan anyway.
I also just find it funny to think about Norman grumbling from his future self that Emma agreed to some random guy's plan so easily udkhjsd
Obviously the time is a bit of a mess -- it's only been 3 months? is Adam out bc Norman's escaped already or was Adam just shipped to GP? if he already escaped, our boy is quick - plus, why would he go to GP. the supporters in Lambda probably know it's been compromised, so aside from freeing the children, there isn't a lot of reason to go there and while that may have priority, I feel like 3 months is a bit of a short timeframe for Norman to settle in there well enough -- so it's more wonky than anything BUT IT'S FUN TO THINK ABOUT.
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btw I find it so funny how Emma has that whole "intent to kill" thing going on now, considering her later moral stance - like it's fair but coming from s2 it's a bit of whiplash haha especially since she's so determined about it right from the start. (though I have no idea if she ever addressed killing demons before this, memory bad)
Though notably she said "she wants to shut down the hunting ground too", not "want to kill them too" - and it's good that she draws a line but IDK IT'S JUST INTERESTING because what bothers her is the toying / no respect for their lives, right? - "this kind of hunt", not hunting in general.
... so like, if you were hunted by a demon in the wild, who didn't toy with you, just killed and ate you, that would be fine then? Idk, it's a very fine line and I get it, but it's interesting to think about. A quick, suffer-less death is of course a valid thing to want if you will die anyway, but you're dead afterwards in both variants.
Of course maybe I'm reading it wrong and it's just her sort of realizing that between mass production farms and GP, they really did have it good, even if they died an early death, and how this is much more hate-worthy than GF's method. Which is true, I suppose, and might expand on the building blocks of her moral development down the line (as in "there's different stages of demon-badness").
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Also a more funny thought but imagine if Lucas DID have the pen, would... Geezer-senpai just not find the way back? And even if he did would he even get into the bunker? That'd be one tragic ending pff. Tell the person to run away and they can't even go back inside sudhdjd
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Also i thought about it and isn't it weird that none of the books or materials mentioned what goldy pond actually is? Like youd expect sth that important to be in there.
We know WM wasn't at the bunker in the last 13 years and we know that the books he supplied to GF, the newest one was 2015. What if he was discovered or had to limit his WM activity 30 years ago?
So 30 years ago, he still sent people to goldy pond.
I'm just realizing.... That totally sounds like a setup for minerva to actually be on the demons side or a demon himself sjdhjddj. Like he orchestrates escapees (who are likely to be smart) and then sends them to GP where he and his noble friends can hunt them.
But where i was actually going with this uh, what if GP 30 years ago (potentially longer depending on how long ago he was there last) wasn't actually a hunting a ground? Why would you send kids there without a warning otherwise? What if it WAS a small human community (tho that would likely have been passed around by the inhabitants) or it was at least WM supporter base like the bunker, intended for humans to live there. Not sure about mansion then but YKNOW.
If it was, i wonder if it being discovered was a huge part in WM cover being blown OR if the demons decided to keep it secret bc you know this place is rly convinient haha
I also wonder how wm even finds and builds all these underground things lol. Bc it can't have existed since before the world split i think?
Man has some big construction projects running pfff.
I'm also not sure how that underground thing works-
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its tori is confused about minor things hour
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like if she had the axe still in hand it'd make sense or if it was in her hand AND spinning, it'd be like "2 frames".
but this?? i am just-
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im rly late with this but the glove is Lucas' memorial. the pair will only be together again when they reunite :<<
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what I want to know is HOW. like the John thing is already questionable but I guess he could have gone back again?? but with this.
he has both gloves when they part he still have one glove on when his arm is gone. but the arm Leuvis has, doesn't have a glove?? So either Leuvis took it off but i wouldn't know why, and just dropped it on the ground for geezer to come pick up ORRRR he took one off for some reason?? maybe he threw it at the demon pff something is very un-continous here and i need answers-
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the duality of man... not wanting people to know a) your age and b) your name (which you may have forgotten, who knows)
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we just assumed geezer's name is censored here but I guess it could be anything haha-
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What the- i swear I thought I was following you for a long time- I just saw that it wasn't the case smh. Your rr au literally fascinates me. Like I have always had the idea if how they would be in an rr situation. So about this childhood incident you mentioned, what is it. Can I know?
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LIKING MY AU (šŸ„ŗ) AND DW, YOUVE ACTUALLY BEEN FOLLOWING FOR A WHILE! Tumblr has a tendency to say youā€™re not following when youā€™ve most definitely been following the whole time for some reason??
As for the childhood incident, yes! I might write some of the scenes Iā€™m about to mention in more detail later, but Iā€™ll share what happened now since itā€™s really important in defining role reversed Jamil and Kalimā€™s current relationship. It also provides an important glimpse into what it used to be.
(Full story under the cut bc SERIOUSLY I went WAY overboard and itā€™s super long OTL)
When Kalim and Jamil first met, they werenā€™t anything close to friends. In fact, they barely got along. Their first meeting happened because Kalim was handpicked by Jamilā€™s father for his notable loyalty and dedication to the Vipers at his young age and introducedā€”more like presentedā€”to Jamil as his new playmate and personal servant. Basically, it was Kalimā€™s job to beā€”or at least act asā€”Jamilā€™s friend.
Even at that young age, Jamil was a stuck up sourpuss who had already developed the nasty habit of looking down on others. After all, he was rich, spoiled, and practically a little prodigy. Nobody he met was ever at his level, and itā€™s not like he was ever taught humility. Naturally, he drove away practically everyone his own age and therefore didnā€™t have any friends. This concerned Jamilā€™s father and thus Kalim was brought into the picture. However, an important thing to note is that Jamil also happens to have a rebellious streak. He hates being coddled and is already very frustrated with his fatherā€™s constant attempts to keep him safe (with bodyguards, babysitters, etc) since he feels like heā€™s ā€œbeing babied.ā€ Bc of this, heā€™s very skeptical upon Kalimā€™s arrival, accuses him of being some other kind of guard in disguise, and is just generally very rude to him.
Obviously that doesnā€™t sit well with Kalim and they end up bickering for a while (ā€œIā€™m not a liar!ā€ ā€œYes you are!ā€) before Kalim finally catches Jamilā€™s attention by admitting he isnā€™t that great with magic yet. This leads to them both calming down and talking about all the stuff in Jamilā€™s room, which then prompts Jamil to kinda show off his skills in magic as well as his belongings. Jamilā€™s father checks in on them and sees Kalim cheering Jamil on as heā€™s showing him a spell he learned, which gets Kalim officially approved to stay by Jamilā€™s side for the foreseeable future. They still arenā€™t proper friends at this point, though. Jamil gets annoyed by Kalimā€™s presence bc itā€™s a reminder that his dad is still trying to ā€œrun his lifeā€ by looking out for him, and Kalim is lowkey having second thoughts about this whole ā€œimportant jobā€ thing bc Jamilā€™s kinda mean...
Eventually they become more comfortable with each otherā€™s presence, but they still arenā€™t really friends. They end up with more of a ā€œmastermind and henchmenā€ dynamic instead, with Jamil leading them both into trouble while Kalim gets the short end of the stick as the (not very believable, so he never actually gets punished) scapegoat of most of Jamilā€™s schemes. By this point, Kalim has kinda just accepted that this is gonna be the way things are and doesnā€™t really question it, and Jamil stops seeing Kalim as a nuisance and more like a source of entertainment, praise, etc. Basically Jamil pushes Kalim around bc he knows he can get away with it and bc Kalim will always tell him what he wants to hear. Fun for Jamil! Not so fun for Kalim. This goes on for some time.
About several months to a year or so later, a festival in the city is announced. Being very sheltered and restricted his whole life, Jamil really wants to get out there and see the activities and events that are going to be hosted (especially the dancing! Heā€™s super interested in all the different types of dance thatā€™ll be showcased at the festival). However, his dad comes in the night before the festival and forbids Jamil from going bc ā€œthereā€™s too many people and itā€™ll be dangerous,ā€ not revealing that heā€™s heard news of the familyā€™s enemies in the area. Knowing his son is a little schemer but also that heā€™ll be very upset, he calls Kalim in to stay with Jamil for the rest of the night and the next day not only to make sure he wonā€™t try anything but also to hopefully cheer him up.
Despite knowing full well that orders from his dad > his own wishes and that Kalim has to listen to his dad over him since his dad outclasses him in authority, Jamilā€™s bitter enough to poke the hornetā€™s nest and try to bait Kalim into helping him sneak out anyway. In doing so, he pulls some pretty guilt trippy stuff and whines about how he clearly doesnā€™t have any ā€œreal friendsā€ since ā€œreal friendsā€ help each other do stupid stuff like sneaking out. He doesnā€™t expect this to work at all given Kalimā€™s strict adherence to authority and rules, but he does it anyway bc taking out his frustration over his fatherā€™s actions on Kalim is easier than just quietly accepting his dadā€™s attempt to protect him.
Jamil ends up severely underestimating three very important factors:
Kalimā€™s own desire to go to the festival
How much his happiness matters to Kalim
The fact that Kalim actually does see him as a friend/hopes they can be true friends
Kalim gets pretty quiet for the rest of the night, and when his required time keeping Jamil company is up, he leaves the room without a word. This makes Jamil all disappointed and kinda upset with himself bc he thinks heā€™s gonna get ratted out, but nothing ends up happening. The next morning, Kalim shows up to Jamilā€™s room with two sets of casual clothes from his own wardrobe in his hands and a smile on his face. To Jamilā€™s utter shock (Kalim has never gone against orders before, especially ones directly from his dad), Kalim explains that he used his usual credibility to his advantage and managed to lie his way to a perfect cover for the both of them, and if they leave now nobody will notice until theyā€™re long gone. He broke the rules for the sake of Jamilā€™s happiness, and thatā€™s a gesture that means so much to them both it makes Jamil feel kinda funny.
He brushes it off though bc this is his moment! This is the chance heā€™s been waiting for, and all the different plans and ways to sneak out he thought of while lying awake the night before can finally be put into action with Kalimā€™s help! With the combined power of Jamilā€™s strategic thinking and some extra strength/height boosts from Kalim, they manage to make it off the property with the others none the wiser. In order to keep things lowkey, theyā€™re both dressed in the casual clothes Kalim brought, and Jamil has Kalim stop addressing him as ā€œMaster Viper/Master Jamilā€ for the time being so they just seem like two regular kids instead of the Viper heir and his servant. Itā€™s just a small, temporary thing, and Jamil doesnā€™t even pay it any mind, but it turns out to be a very important equalizing factor for them both. Suddenly, their social standings arenā€™t nearly as skewed.
Jamil knows exactly what he wants to do at the festival and fully expects things to go his way the whole time, but when they arrive, he sees something he never expected to, and it causes him to forget about his schedule and all the things he was gonna immediately drag Kalim to see and do:
Standing in the sun and in the thick of all the lively activity, Kalim is practically glowing with excitement, flourishing in the crowds and people, his face lighting up in a way Jamil has never seen in the year or so theyā€™ve known each other. Heā€™s so happy and alive and it throws Jamil off completely bc heā€™s never seen Kalim THIS joyful before. Heā€™s never seen Kalim in his natural element even though they see each other almost every day.
Seeing this change in Kalim leaves Jamil stunned long enough for Kalim to get ahead of himself in excitement and grab Jamilā€™s hand to pull him along and see all the stalls and colorful sights and gawk and admire all the things they have for sale, things that Kalim knows he canā€™t afford but wow isnā€™t it nice to see all these things anyway even if he canā€™t have them (even if he wishes he could have them) and heā€™s so starry eyed and heā€™s pointing out things to Jamil who is still struck by this liveliness in Kalim that heā€™s never seen before, so shocked and entranced by the life in Kalimā€™s eyes and the way heā€™s speaking so fast that his words almost blend together that he reaches into his pocket and pays for each and every trinket Kalim stares longingly at just to keep on seeing his smile, just to see the way Kalim brightens up and jumps up and down with excitement and gratitude (ā€œthank you Jamil-sama, thank you thank you thank you!ā€) and he lets Kalim be the star of the show for the very first time, lets him be the one in charge of the schedule, following him here and there as Kalim sees something that grabs his attention and then theyā€™re both off like a jet, Kalim weaving through crowds like an expert while Jamil tags along clumsily behind, singing and laughing and thereā€™s this one moment, one magical moment when Kalim stops at a stand selling coconut juice and when he mentions itā€™s his favorite drink, his favorite flavor ever, Jamil buys them both one coconut each without hesitation, watching as Kalim enjoys his drink like itā€™s the best thing in the whole entire world (and watching Kalim, he could almost think it was too, even if he doesnā€™t like it nearly as much) and wonders how in the world he managed to mess up so badly to know someone for so long and still never know his favorite food, to see each other every day but never once see Kalim like this, with so much joy, and Jamil stands there, sipping his coconut juice as Kalim sings and dances in place as they watch a concert performance together, wondering where he went so wrong, wondering when he forgot Kalim was a real person, wondering if he ever realized Kalim lived and breathed and had feelings.
Itā€™s the wakeup call Jamil didnā€™t know he needed. He realizes for the first time how little Kalim gets to have some fun of his own whenever they play together, how heā€™s always the one dragging Kalim into messy situations, how Kalim may have been kinda happy when theyā€™re together but clearly heā€™s never been truly happy in all of the time theyā€™ve spent together, how Kalim is a real friend who cares and puts up with so much while Jamil has been nothing but a bully and an asshole.
As the sun sets and he and Kalim are heading back to the estate, Jamil thinks about this a lot. He feels extremely guilty over his shitty attitude and resolves to do better, to be proper friends with Kalim, to be nicer and kinder and to appreciate the people and things he has in his life. Heā€™s going to fix things. Heā€™s going to do it right from now on.
Unfortunately for them both, Jamil is too lost in thought to notice that someone else has noticed him.
The next sequence of events is a blur to Jamil. One moment heā€™s walking through a less populated street side by side with a friend heā€™s wronged, and the next, said friend is pushing Jamil out of the way as some rando swipes at him. They both land in a heap on the floor, but adrenaline gives Kalim the speed to recover, grab Jamilā€™s hand, and make a break for it before the person can make another attempt at grabbing them. Jamilā€™s too disoriented and in too close a range to prepare a good enough spell to get the person off their tail, so theyā€™re both in big trouble as they run through shortcuts and alleyways to get home faster while their pursuer is hot on their heels. Eventually their luck runs out, and the person catches up to them.
Kalim is no bodyguard, but he still throws himself between Jamil and the attacker to protect him. Itā€™s two little kids against one adult. The way the person looms over them is terrifying, theyā€™re both shaking, Jamil is on the floor bc Kalim pushed him too hard when he tried to tell him to just leave him behind and run for it, and Kalim himself is screaming his poor lungs out, crying for help in hopes that heā€™ll catch the attention of the people milling about. He does, but not before he takes a severe blow to the head and goes down hard. With the help of both some alarmed bystanders and a blast of Jamilā€™s tearful, rage-fueled magic (ā€œNO!! KALIM!!! KALIM!!!ā€), the pursuer gets taken out and the bystanders, who recognize who Jamil is, contact the authorities and his family. They stay with him while Jamil hugs Kalimā€™s unconscious body and cries his eyes out bc this wasnā€™t supposed to happen, he should have listened, Dad was right, he was stupid, he got them both hurt, Kalim isnā€™t smiling anymore, he wonā€™t open his eyes, thereā€™s so much blood everywhere, thereā€™s so much blood coming from Kalimā€™s headā€”
In almost no time at all, Jamilā€™s dad, some bodyguards, and one of the familyā€™s healers arrive at the scene to find Jamil inconsolable and Kalim injured. Kalim gets some emergency healing from the medic, but his wound is deemed too severe for the magic to be able to reverse all the damage at once and therefore he needs to be rushed back to the manorā€™s infirmary. Jamilā€™s dad gently pulls Jamil away from Kalim so he can be taken to properly heal, holding his crying son close as he watches the medic carry away a much too still, much too small body. When they head back to the estate, he picks up his son and carries him the whole way, and Jamil doesnā€™t even have the energy to interrupt his sobbing to complain. Jamilā€™s father tries to ignore the blood staining his sonā€™s clothes, the red on his hands, and keeps going. He cleans him up when they get back (and tries, again, not to feel sick as he sees the color of the water) and that night, Jamil is too afraid to sleep in his own room. He reads bedtime story to his son for the first time in a long while, and when Jamil finally falls asleep, curled up with tears still clinging to his eyelashes, Mr. Viper stays awake a little longer to watch over him.
It takes days just for Kalim to open his eyes again, and thereā€™s a new scar waiting for him when he does.
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birdwonder Ā· 5 years ago
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Could I get life with the Bucci gang + Trish headcannons from after they defeated Diavolo? Like what do they do after they have freedom to do whatever they want now? Everyone lives AU of course because I miss my children šŸ˜”
|| i am a tumblr n00b who can not find a way to directly link my rules into my bio but i donā€™t take part 5 requests juuust yet. BUT. i have been wanting to write for part 5 so iā€™ll probably make an exception for you, lovely anon, and do some headcanons/fics iā€™m able to do in the future, until iā€™ve finished Golden wind ~! also - you hit my feels man.
Ā i made them s/o related bc iā€™m so used to themĀ that i didnā€™t realise that the request wasnā€™tĀ specified for that :,)Ā 
Bucci Gang | HappyĀ Ending HeadcanonsĀ 
Bruno BucciaratiĀ 
- God, he wants nothing more than to finally have some peace and quiet. Remaining in the mafia isnā€™t even the least of hisĀ concerns, instead he wants to know what you want. Whether you joined him on his journey to take down Diavolo or not didnā€™t matter as he knew that either way, the stress of him dying and you being tangled up in his mess would have been enough to cause premature grey hairs.
- Even if he does return to the mafia as a Capo, he wants a vacation, just perhaps not somewhere in Italy. With Giornoā€™s new status, and his own being fairly high ranking, he has the funds to take you somewhere away from any gangs and drama. His first idea would be aĀ holiday island so the two of you can relax on the beach and feel the cool water from the pool washing away all the anxieties you once had; a couple spa day would not be out of the question.
- A change inĀ sceneryĀ such as a coldĀ country wouldnā€™t be too bad either, though he feels like theĀ preparation for that would be a little harder as he doesnā€™t own many winter clothes.
-Ā During the holiday, the two of you would spend every evening in a 5-star restaurant, dining in front of the sunset with joy in your hearts. On your final night of your stay, Bruno seems to be the happiest heā€™s ever been the whole trip and you can only assume that the effects of taking a break had finally worked on him.Ā ā€œItā€™s so nice to see you smiling, amore,ā€ you tell him, resting your hand over his own on the clothed table.
-Ā ā€œItā€™s all thanks to you, [F/N],ā€ Bruno softly explains, standing up while taking your hand into his own, glancing at the slowly falling sun.Ā ā€œI feel like Iā€™ve been through Hell and back, and yet every moment with you so far has been Heaven.ā€ Your heart melts at his words, eyes softening when he turns to look at you.Ā ā€œIā€™ve risked everything ever since my father died, and itā€™s made me realise how short life canĀ truly beā€¦ā€
- You can only gasp when he lowers himself to a single knee, one hand intertwined with yourā€™s and another holding a small, velvet box with a ring fit for you.Ā ā€œI want to cherish every day, hour and second with you, amore. Will you marry me?ā€
- Whether you say yes or no, he respects your decision and makes it his goal to enjoy ever last day with you in a beautiful house. He still works alongside Giorno and his gang, but never once steps into a fight orĀ situation without you and both ofĀ your safeties in mind.
Leone Abbachio
- He needs a drink, and bad. Yet, you stop him and instead force him into your arms on a couch and hold him until youā€™re crying tears of joy that itā€™s all over and even heā€™s close to shedding one or two; his face buried into the top of your head and muttering that heā€™s so grateful he hasnā€™t lost you.
- From there, his need to live for something or someone changes. His goal is no longer to be on hand and knee for an authority, but to be with you.
- His loyalty to Bucciarati remains,Ā especially when they had been through so much together, yet much like his friend, he takes things easier. Leoneā€™s mood is not as bitter as it once was and he softensĀ every time he comes home from work to see you waiting for him or youĀ return from your ownĀ occupation - both of you ready for some seriousĀ intimacy.
- If youā€™re apart of the mafia, he might pressure you to leave and live easy with his support, but he knows that youā€™d have to be pretty hard-headed to join the Passione, so leaving wonā€™t be easy.
- After a year or so since the Diavolo incident heā€™d really want to settle down. Officially, the two of you would beĀ living together by now but the house is just too quiet, which says a lot for such a silent, kept to himself man. During dinner one day, his cheeks are flushed red and he canā€™t even bringĀ himself to eat or look at you. Worried that youā€™ve doneĀ something wrong, you ask what was causing this mood and the response ofĀ ā€œI want children,ā€ makes your fork drop to the floor.
- Itā€™s entirely up to you if you both have children but if you do want to start aĀ family, heā€™ll be overjoyed. He wants to commit to you and a rugrat or more. After all the shit heā€™s been through, having the ideal happy family dream is everything he could want. Also, heā€™d be an incredible father and husband. Nothing comes before his family, not even a mission.Ā 
Pannacotta Fugo
- oh shit oh fuck heā€™s lost. what does he do?
- Thereā€™s a good chance he hasnā€™t announced his love forĀ you yet, so thatā€™s probably the firstĀ thing on his to-do list. He knows he shouldnā€™t wait for life to take itā€™s course anymore and that heĀ knows to be with you. Sooo, with pure fear, he pulls you aside and yells out that he loves you and starts to ramble that itā€™s ok if you donā€™t feel the same. You shut him up with a kiss and tell him you feel the same.
- After that, he has no real plans. Itā€™s ironic seeing as heā€™s a strategist who has everything planned out, but he doesnā€™t have much in mind. Would he stay in Passione? Maybe, maybe not. Fugo has realised that heā€™s missed so manyĀ opportunities when it comes to his education and that he could be using his high IQ forĀ something good,Ā yet he knows no where could handle his anger issues quite like Bucciarati and the others could; aside from you.
- Heā€™s young still, so marriage and a settled life style is too early however he still wants to be with you a lot more. As awkward as they may be at first, Fugo takes you on many dates and makes sure they all end with him shyly telling you that he loves you.
- If he keeps up working with the Passione, he continues to mentor Narancia for sure. Still just asĀ aggressively if the poor boy gets anything wrong.
- Might try to practice using Purple Haze in a way that doesnā€™t affect the others around him. After all, if he canā€™tĀ develop himself academically in a educational field, then he wants to grow in other ways. His anger issues and reluctance to use his stand? He wants them gone, or at leastĀ manageable to a satisfactory level. Fugo knows it wonā€™t happen quickly or maybe at all, though that doesnā€™t stop his efforts.
Narancia Ghirga
- Heā€™sĀ going to go to school, baby !!
- And youā€™re coming with him, whether you were already in it or not. Heā€™s going to become smarter and at least try to experience a portion of a normal growing up experience with yourā€™s and Fugoā€™s support. Both you and the strawberry man will be begged for tutoring, to which thereā€™s noĀ hesitationĀ for agreeing.
- Narancia is so happy that the whole mess is over and takes you into his arms, kissing you at least hundreds of times,Ā telling youĀ in-between each kiss that he loves you and that he canā€™t wait to go back to how things were.Ā ā€œI (mwah) love (mwah) you (mwah) so so so (mwah) much! Weā€™re going to (mwah) kick back and relax (mwah) and watch all our favourite movies and (mwah) eat all our favourite foods!ā€Ā ā€œNarancia, stOoOoP!ā€
- You donā€™t have a choice in the matter when it comes to sticking by him. You both are going to live free and happy, with no cares aside from homework and upcoming tests.Ā 
- Heā€™ll probably stay in Passione but makes time for school. Itā€™d be a waste to not use Lilā€™ Bomber/Aerosmith and he wants to stay close to his gang until forever.
- Celebratory torture dance anyone?
Guido MistaĀ 
- Both he and his sex pistols are all over you once they realise that youā€™re all free from the gruelling mission. His hands are under your arms and he picks you up, swinging you around with so much cheer that hearing anything but his joyous yells of,Ā ā€œwe did it!ā€ is impossible. At the same time, his sex pistols areĀ crawling up your arms and towards your face, hugging your neck and face with their own mini cheers of victory. Eventually,Ā they each place an individual kiss on your cheek while Mista plants his own right onto your lips.
- He sticks with theĀ Passione as Giornoā€™s right hand man, living in the joy of being a top dog and workingĀ alongside his friends. With all that they sacrificed, heā€™s enjoyingĀ everything that he does.
- Much like Fugo, he feels as though heā€™s still too young to marry or start a familyĀ immediately. Instead, he helps setĀ you up with your own job and visits you every lunch break to spend time together. If youā€™re in the mafia, he begs Giorno to let you work alongside him, which was probably the new Donā€™s plan from the get-go, otherwise he visits wherever you work whenever he can. If he doesnā€™t have the time, heā€™ll text you with a cute image of him at work to which you reply with your own.
- Oh, even without starting the family, Mistaā€™s mini standsĀ definitely act like youā€™re their mother. Everytime they see you itā€™s constant cries for food and attention, and sometimes they can only be calmed down by your affection, not even Mista can make them work wellĀ without them at least seeing you recently. Suppose thatā€™s all apart of a stand being the true nature of a person.Ā 
- Mista likes to spend his new raise in pay on himself and you. More rented movies, more lavish items, tons of gifts and bouquets that you insist you donā€™t need!Ā 
- You guys would probably move in together just because he likes coming home to you and telling you about his day, or seeing your smile after doing nothing but stand around next to Giorno. Heā€™ll lie at first and say itā€™s for the sake of controlling his sex pistols because they canā€™t get enough of you.Ā 
Giorno GiovannaĀ 
- Aw yeah, whoā€™s head bitch now? This guy.
- He works day and night to make sure his dream becomes a true reality, not letting theĀ opportunityĀ that his gang members and you have given him by risking your lives by even associating with him.Ā 
- Giornoā€™s head is in the game and he hits the floor running as soon as heā€™s the new boss, not wasting any time in claiming land and setting people straight with his new rules.Ā 
- This leaves you a little down in the dumps. After all that, and he still wants to workā€¦ Itā€™s only right that you grab him by the face and tell him that he deserves at least some sort of a break,Ā preferably with you.
- Realising that he really does, and so do you, he complies by having at least a week of resting, eating fine food and doing whatever you want as money was no longer anĀ object to him.
- Mafia or not, youā€™re his right hand aside from Mista and the others. Heā€™s had a bad day or really doesnā€™t know what to do with all the work he has? You swoop in and relax him, telling him that itā€™ll be ok andĀ suggesting ways that he could deal with things.Ā 
- Mista jokes by saying youā€™re like his secretary like in thoseĀ cheesy romantic movies and you come in the next day in a formal, assistant like outfit and Giornoā€™s heart stops. All and everyĀ ā€˜appointmentā€™ for that day is cancelled.
-Ā ā€œIā€™m so proud of you Giorno, you gotĀ what you wanted.ā€ You tell him, brushing a hand through his hair.Ā ā€œThe love of my life and aĀ fulfilled dream?Ā Definitely, amore.ā€Ā 
Trish Una
- Sheā€™ll probably want to stick by the you and the Bucci Gang since you allĀ supported her so much. Plus, she wants to improve on using her stand,Ā especially if itā€™s for good.
- The two of you are glad to be together andĀ spoil yourselvesĀ rottenĀ with a shopping trip and a long spa day or two. You spend a lot of hours hugging and comforting her as sheĀ definitely breaks down in tears after all sheā€™s been through has caught up. Even if she tries inĀ front of the others, she canā€™t hide the stress thatā€™s been hitting a rubbery wall andĀ waiting to break through.
- If you cry too, sheā€™ll laugh and sayĀ ā€œlook at us. Arenā€™t we just the perfect mess?ā€
- She isnā€™t really sure about how or where she wants to live though she wants to see you a lot, maybe not 24/7 just yet but at least close to where you live. If you do end up living together, sheā€™ll enjoy it all the same but will make sure she works hard or longer outside of the home so coming back to see you is a breath of fresh air.Ā 
- Trish would want to have aĀ committed, set life after all the bumps sheā€™sĀ had before. She knows who she is now, so from here on sheā€™s going to be finding new parts of herself. From finding new hobbies and interests to doing some exploring across Italy and maybe the world, she really wants to come to terms with herself.Ā 
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random-mha-thoughts Ā· 5 years ago
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Night Drives (Shinsou x Reader)
Pairing:Ā Shinsou x ReaderĀ 
Genre: Fluff/Comfort, College!AU
Summary: Youā€™re having a rough and stressful week, and Shinsou helps by taking you out for a late night trip.
Word count:Ā 1,814
Tags: Ā @yuki-osakiā€‹ @liviiteheā€‹ @iamsoftsodonttoucheume-blogā€‹ @bunnythepipsqueakā€‹
a/n: I know I promised angst, but I really wanted to write this little comfort/fluff piece for anyone who might be facing a mid-semester funk/depression like me.Ā  I was inspired because I went out to pick my cousin up from the airport late last night and I never realized how therapeutic night driving can be.
I also wasnā€™t really sure which character I wanted to write for this (bc they would all fit one way or another), but I chose Shinsou bc I havenā€™t written for him in a hot minuteĀ and he deserves some more love.
I hope you guys enjoy it, and I hope it helped some of you and maybe helped cheer you up šŸ˜Š
I sit at my desk, hands carding through my messy hair. Ā Pouring over my notes is the most stressful thing I could be doing this weekend, I'd rather be sleeping or doing something more relaxing. Ā Weekends before exams are always the hardest because it's when I get my biggest chunk of studying done, so I'm usually holed up in my room the entire day.
It's also times like this when the dark thoughts roll in. Ā I've always been a smart kid, but being in college really makes me question it. Ā Getting low B's and high C's on exams in my major classes don't mean the end of the world, but I rethink who I think I am because of it. Ā I still get A's in my other bullshit classes, so why am I struggling in the classes that are supposed to teach me the skills I need for my future career? Ā Should I rethink my future? Ā Do I even want to go into my chosen field anymore? Ā Am I making a huge mistake being here? Ā I'm wasting my entire scholarship money if I decide to start over from scratch. Ā My fingers close in on my scalp.
"Kitty?"
The warmth in his voice jolts my head up. Ā "Oh, hey." Ā I straighten my back, not even realizing how hunched over my back was.
Shinsou's eyebrows are furrowed at me. Ā "Are you okay?" Ā His large thumb brushes over the wetness clinging at the corners of my eyes. Ā "You're crying."
I tug at the sleeves of my hoodie. Ā "Yeah, I'm fine."
He studies my face carefully, his own dark circles standing out against his pale skin. Ā He knows how I get when I'm in this mode, staying respectful of my study habits. Ā Since I don't come out of my room, he'll let himself in and stay in my bed, reading, sleeping, doing his own studying, or watching something on his laptop until I'm finished. Ā Just a few moments ago when I peaked over my shoulder to see what he was doing, he'd fallen asleep with his headphones on, lightly snoring. Ā He doesn't bother me. Ā It's something I appreciate about him.
Shinsou crosses his arms over his chest. Ā "When was the last time you ate?"
My stomach admittedly feels empty. Ā I've only been snacking when I felt hungry. Ā Looking at the clock, it's almost midnight. Ā "Since breakfast," I answer feebly.
A sigh escapes his lips. Ā "Are you finished now? Ā You've been like this all day."
I cast a dreadful look over the pages of notes. Ā There's still a few chapters I need to look over, but my brain feels that it might explode if I try to cram anymore information in. Ā The worst part is I don't even feel like I've retained anything I've read in the past few hours. Ā I start closing my books. Ā "Yeah, I'm done." Ā And utterly defeated.
Shinsou gently takes my hand in his, calling my attention to him. Ā "Come on, go wash your face and change. Ā We're gonna go eat."
He leaves me to go to his room and fetch his wallet. Ā Trudging into the bathroom and following his instructions, I wash my face to wake myself up, change into some jeans, and pull on a hoodie that's more presentable for going out into the world.
Shinsou returns, changed into a pair of jeans, hoodie, and denim jacket, and we head out of our dorm building. Ā The air isn't as cold as I thought, but it was just as deserted. Ā The scattered lamp posts across the pavement are the only illuminations in the parking lot. Ā I walk with my hands in my pockets and my hood up.
How the hell am I gonna learn everything by Tuesday? I despair. Ā I hate how I always end up thinking about work even when I don't want to.
Shinsou closes the distance between us and snakes his arm around my torso. Ā "Have you ever considered getting a hoodie with cat ears on them?" he asked casually.
I'm thrown off by his random question, but I have to laugh. Ā "Uh, no? Ā Why would I wear it?"
"So I can pull at the ears, duh."
"You and your cat addiction needs to chill." Ā I want to shove him away, but his warmth feels great to touch. Ā "Where are we going?"
"Noodles?" he offers. Ā "It's been getting pretty cold."
"Is it wrong that I want something...filling right now. Ā And no, get your mind out of the gutter!" I shove Shinsou before he can say anything.
"I wasn't even thinking it, who actually has the dirty mind, hm?" Ā He pokes the side of my head.
After I'm done pouting at him, I suggest, "Do you think there's a tempura place open around here? Ā Actually, I just really want fries and something else."
"Anything else, your royal highness?" he smirks and unlocks his car.
"Mmm," I hum as I settle into his passenger seat. Ā "A pet dragon would be nice too. Ā Or full payment on my college education."
Shinsou chuckles at my sarcasm. Ā "Anything for you, kitty." Ā Holding my hand, he kisses my palm before starting the engine.
As he drives down the abandoned road, I lean my head against the window, staring out the windshield. Ā The sky's already black, but there's too much light and the car's moving too fast to count the stars. Ā Something about the emptiness of everything at night calms me down. Ā It almost feels like Shinsou and I are the only 2 people in the world at this hour. Ā Even the parking lot of the fast food joint down the block is deserted.
"I'll get it to go so we can eat in here, what do you want?" my purple haired prince asks me sweetly, unbuckling his seatbelt.
"10 piece nuggets and medium fries. Ā And a diet soda, I'm watching my calories." Ā I whisper the last part.
"Coming right up."
.
"Are you sure it's okay to eat in your car?" I ask, tentatively opening the paper bag of food goodness. Ā I didn't realize how hungry I was until the smell of high calorie fast food wafts in front of my nose.
Shinsou's eyes are on the road as he drives down the roadway. Ā "Yeah I don't care, it's not like my car's new or anything."
I dip into the bag and grab my box of nuggets. Ā A smile graces my face when I notice he remembered the sweet and sour sauce. Ā "Why are you so good to me?"
"Because you're my kitty and I love you," he answers without missing a beat, his large hand messing up my hair.
A familiar fuzzy warmth fills me as I lean into his touch. Ā Digging into my nuggets, I end up completely demolishing them, the hole in my stomach finally filling Ā at the process meat. Ā I don't care how old I get, I will always have chicken nuggets at fast food restaurants. Ā Every once in a while, Shinsou would ask for one of my fries, and Ā I'd happily feed him.
I have no idea where we're going; for some reason, we're on the highway. Ā I just quietly finish my meal and sip my drink.
Shinou's eyes glint with mischief. Ā "Since we're alone on the highway..."
My eyes widen. Ā "Babe, no-!"
The engine revs to life under my boyfriend's lead foot and the car jolts forward. Ā I clutch my fries and almost choke on my soda as we speed down the highway. Ā The biggest grin spreads across his face.
"Hitoshi, I'm not ready to die!"
He takes his foot off the gas and the car relaxes, as does my heart. Ā But he knows how much I secretly love it when he does that. Ā "At least wait until I'm not about to choke before you do that!"
Laughing at me, he passes me his phone. "Play whatever you want, kitty."
Oh, it's over now.
I select a playlist of hype songs we both love, belting out the lyrics from the top of our lungs as Shinsou speeds down the highway. A mess of screams, laughter, loud music, and singing fill the entire space as we zip past all the lights on the highway. Ā It reminds of what it might feel like rocketing through space. The pit of my stomach feels weightless from the excitement and the speeding car.
Are we crazy? Ā Maybe. Ā Did I savor every second of it? Ā Absolutely.
Shinsou finally slows down and exits down a beach. Ā Pulling into an empty space, he parks the car and gets out, waving for me to follow him. Ā We end up sitting on the hood of his car, eating our food under a blanket he keeps in his car. Ā A nearby streetlight dimly illuminates our dark space.
I snuggle Shinsou's left arm and look out into the dark expanse. Ā I can finally count the stars, between stealing bites from Shinsou's burger. Ā Clutching my end of the blanket over me, I lay my head on his shoulder. Ā "It's so strange sitting on the hood of a car."
"Guess you've never done it before," he replies quietly, balling up his empty wrapper and placing it back in the bag. Ā Both arms wrap around me, resting his head on top of mine. Ā "I used to come here when I wanted to clear my mind. Ā There's just a whole lot of nothing and silence."
I can't agree more. Ā The darkness - the absence of light - makes everything seem quiet and empty. Ā Something about it feels liberating, letting all my emotions flow out in front of me freely and let me just be. Ā A breathe in and let it rattle out of me. Ā The endless void surrounds us, isolates us, encloses us so our thoughts can't bother us.
Shinsou brings me closer, letting me sit halfway on his lap, placing a gentle kiss on my temple. Ā "Are you feeling better, kitty? Ā I know you're pretty stressed, more so than your usual anxious self. Ā I figured bringing you out here would help somewhat."
My heart swells with warmth. Ā I hug him tighter and close my eyes, leaning my head to his chest. Ā "Thank you, Hitoshi. Ā You've done a lot for me, I really appreciate it. Ā You really went out of your way Ā for me."
"Nothing's out of my way for you." Ā His large hand rubs my scalp. Ā "You work so hard, you deserve this."
I snuggle deeper into his chest, my eyes slowly closing as the rhythm Ā of his heartbeat calms me. Ā "What did I do to deserve you?" I mumble.
"Well, maybe you saved an entire country," he jokes, pressing another kiss into the top of my head and running his fingers lightly on the back of my head, "But I think you just being perfect deserves all the happiness I can give you."
"You're too sweet." Ā I drift off to a light sleep in his arms, surrounded by his warmth, choosing to think about life some other time.
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annual rec list 2020
13 fandoms represented:
Part 1: 55 fics total
Leverage: 13 fics Star Wars: 3 ficsĀ  Star Trek: 2 ficsĀ  Haikyuu!!: 13 ficsĀ Ā  Teen Wolf: 3 fics Jurassic Park: 1 fic The Witcher: 1 ficĀ  Merlin: 3 ficsĀ  Borderlands: 2 ficsĀ  She-Ra and the Princesses of Power: 2 fics Naruto: 8 ficsĀ  Dorohedoro: 3 ficsĀ 
Part 2:
Boku no Hero Academia: 211 fics here
If the read more breaks, I am truly sorry oTL
List split into two bc tumblr called me out on reading too many fics and wouldnā€™t let me post all of them at once boo
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Leverage
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/799639Ā  Ā  your body is a war zone but you are not a ruin byĀ postcardmysteryĀ  Ā  2k, Alec/Parker/Eliot,Ā 
ā€œMake me a sandwich,ā€ Parker says, so he does.
ā€œCut the damn wire,ā€ says Hardison, so he does.
ā€œJump,ā€ says Parker, says Hardison, and he never needs to ask, ā€œHow high?ā€
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/12475840Ā  Ā  Well Worn, Well Loved byĀ BabylonsFallĀ  Ā  3k, Alec/Parker/Eliot, fluff, sharing clothes,Ā 
You would think, given everyoneā€™s space issues this wouldnā€™t be a thing. But it was. And none of them were complaining.
(Everyone steals each others clothes. They're all surprisingly okay with it.)
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/6363724Ā  Ā  Hotel Heart byĀ Laughsalot3412Ā  Ā  45k, Alec/Parker/Eliot, canon-AU, psychic abilities, mind rape,Ā 
He had a sniper rifle scoping the girlā€™s bright eyes and the guyā€™s smile.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/1407967Ā  Ā  The Safe and Sound Job byĀ flutterflapĀ  Ā  15k, Alec/Parker/Eliot, injury, h/c,Ā 
Eliot Spencer doesn't do hospitals.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/3861028Ā  Ā  like a map of a place you've never been byĀ bydaybreakĀ  Ā  24k, Alec/Parker/Eliot, pining, slow burn, fake/pretend relationship,Ā 
He knows itā€™d be so fucking easy, if heā€™d let himself. Because heā€™s easy for them, has been since that first job, since the day he hauled Hardisonā€™s ass out of a building about to explode. Itā€™d be so easy.
So he wonā€™t.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/3928687Ā  Ā  the warmth of your doorways byĀ gyzymĀ  Ā  3k, Alec/Parker/Eliot,Ā 
Don't let me in with no intention to keep me.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/1357111Ā  Ā  Old Dog byĀ thingswithwingsĀ Ā  16k, Alec/Parker/Eliot, service submission, bdsm, mild puppy play,Ā 
Eliot's their hitter, and taking on any physical threats to the team is his job, but there's something beyond professionalism ā€“ even beyond the obvious fact that Eliot relishes the fight itself ā€“ in the way he puts his body between Parker or Alec and any potential threat. Alec has a good view of Eliot's back on a lot of jobs, and he reads something in the tight line of Eliot's shoulder, in the slow turn of his foot as he steps into a fighting stance.
Something possessive.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/8823406Ā  Ā  Motion Parallax byĀ Laughsalot3412Ā  Ā  8k, Alec/Parker/Eliot, outsider pov,Ā 
So, apparently Amyā€™s boss was part of a criminal gang.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/9071065Ā  Ā  Wash the sorrow from off my skin byĀ KeiyaĀ  Ā  2k, Alec/Parker/Eliot, soulmates,Ā 
He lays on his bed and knows without a doubt that his soulmates can read Fucking Genius on their skin, or maybe just Genius, but Fucking gives a ring to it.
Because he is, baby, he is.Ā Ā 
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/2854310Ā  Ā  Love (By Any Other Name) byĀ ChouetteAnanas41Ā  Ā  5k, Alec/Parker/Eliot,Ā 
Eliot fell in love on a Tuesday.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/3928888Ā  Ā  Pancakes byĀ saavik13Ā  Ā Ā  7k, Alec/Parker/Eliot, mentions of rape and child abuse, h/c,Ā 
Parker can't ever ask a simple question.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/3556844Ā  Ā  No Time Like the Present byĀ waterbird13Ā  Ā  22k, Alec/Parker/Eliot, past Moreau/Eliot, violence, murder, child murder,Ā 
Eliot's past with Damien Moreau is even more complicated than most people know about, and of course that would come up again when dealing with his incredibly complicated present feelings for Parker and Hardison. Eliot isn't a hundred percent sure how love works, but he's pretty positive it exists only to bite him in the ass.Ā Ā 
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/4542576Ā  Ā  Guard Your Eggshell Heart byĀ letsgostealafandomĀ  Ā  14k, Alec/Parker/Eliot, praise kink,Ā 
Parker had a theory, and her theory was this: it made Eliot really happy when they noticed the things he did for them. It made Eliot happy when they made sure he knew they noticed the things he did for them. And when Eliot thought they didn't notice, it made him- not unhappy, but something worse, something like he knew that was all he could expect from anyone and he'd resigned himself to it a while back. Once she'd noticed it, she couldn't stop, and the realization of how often they took Eliot for granted made her stomach twist uncomfortably.
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Star Wars
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/5783371Ā  Ā  This is Called Falling byĀ CartopathyĀ  Ā  24k, Finn/Poe, h/c,Ā 
Poe stood and he walked, remembering suddenly his only friend on the planet was gone and there was little hope of finding a town, much less hospitality.
And yet he walked in hope.
There was a stormtrooperā€”he needed to find the stormtrooper. ________________________________
ā€œWas Poe important to you? You were close in the Resistance?ā€ Rey asked.
Finn cleared his throat. ā€œYes, because Iā€™m in the Resistance and he was in the Resistance so we've known each other for a while. He was important to me, yes.ā€
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/18546007Ā  Ā  Stop Your Fear byĀ glossĀ  Ā  12k, Finn/Poe, sex pollen, dub-con, public sex, pining,Ā 
Imprisoned by space pirates, Finn and Poe get to know each other better. When Finn gets whammied with sex pollen, Poe helps him out, not entirely unselfishly.
Afterward, they try to clean up the mess and take care of each other.
please note: sex is entirely consensual, but within a compromised situation. Dub-con, not non con.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/6904006Ā  Ā  Against Disaster byĀ glossĀ  Ā  29k, Finn/Poe, pining, PTSD,Ā 
Not that he loved Finn. There was no way he could love someone he'd spoken to for all of ten minutes, no matter how lifechanging those minutes proved to be.
He loved the feeling of it all. The thrill, the novelty, the rush. Everything he'd shared with Finn had been more exciting than the rest of his life put together, and his life had been far from sedate.
That's what he told himself, anyway.
__ Poe's a disaster and Finn's still got a lot of brainwashing to work through.
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Star TrekĀ 
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/849107Ā Ā  Treasures byĀ yeakaĀ  Ā  17k, Kirk/Spock, AU, pon farr, soul bond,Ā 
Sometimes the other Vulcans wonder how Spock managed to obtain such an exotic bondmate, and sometimes Spock wonders himself.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/11697684Ā  Ā  Echolocation byĀ DarksknightĀ  Ā  8k, Kirk/Spock,Ā 
Kirk and Spock donā€™t realize that theyā€™ve bonded right away. The rest of the crew is a different story.
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Haikyuu!!
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/21762448Ā  Ā  discovering the smile of one kageyama tobio byĀ Emlee_JĀ  Ā  8k, Hinata/Kageyama, fluff,Ā 
Kageyama blinks once before a grin of his own spreads over his face. Shouyouā€™s breath halts in his lungs at the sight, and he wills for time to stop, just so he can drink it in. He sees it sometimes, when theyā€™re playing - Kageyamaā€™s fierce smile when they pull a combo off just right, when they show their opponents how possible the impossible can really be. But then thereā€™s another serve, another rally, and the moment is gone.
'Shame', Shouyou thinks to himself, as he lets his eyes roam over Kageyamaā€™s stupidly happy face, taking in the creases that are from joy rather than frowning, for a change. 'Itā€™s a really nice smile.'
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In which it's their third, and final, year in high school and Hinata has only one goal: to make Kageyama smile outside of volleyball.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/5479973Ā  Ā  75% Useless Pining byĀ ravelqueenĀ Ā  4k, Nishinoya/Asahi, pining, hair kink,Ā 
People often ask Asahi why he keeps his hair long. He gives them a different reason every time, from being too lazy to cut it, over saying he thinks it looks nice on him, to just ducking his head and hoping they'll move on.
The actual reason is pettier and smaller and has nothing to do with his fashion sense and everything to do with Nishinoya.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/2330126Ā  Ā  Exception to the rule byĀ MysecretfanmomentsĀ Ā  2k, Sugawara/Daichi,Ā 
In which Sugawara Koushi just so happens to belong to the .001% of guys Daichi might conceivably fall for, and it takes a confused third party for Daichi to realize it.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/21580309Ā  Ā  Just Another byĀ MooifyourecowsĀ  Ā  103k, Sugawara/Daichi, drama, humour, childhood friends, flip-flopping,
Everything is changing. But in the midst of exams, plans for the future, nationals, and a tumultuous new fracture to his family life, at least Sawamura Daichi can always count on his friendship with Sugawara Koushi to stay the same.
Or so he thought.
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(RN: some of the best flirting iā€™ve ever read. also, Sugawaraā€™s family? A++)
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/2940728Ā  Ā  boys byĀ buuĀ  Ā  5k, Sugawara/Daichi,Ā 
Before, if Suga had been asked to pick a type, he would have hummed and thought it over, maybe said something vague like ā€œnice eyesā€ or ā€œnice legsā€ or ā€œa good personalityā€. Now, he can only think ā€œDaichiā€.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/3189353Ā Ā  Perfectionism byĀ MysecretfanmomentsĀ  Ā  2k, Sugawara/Daichi, practise kissing, accidental boners,Ā 
ā€œI just wish it was something you could practice before you have toā€¦ perform.ā€ He narrows his eyes, imagining it. ā€œLike a CPR class.ā€
Suga raises an eyebrow. ā€œYou want to practice it. Beforehand.ā€
ā€œYeah. Are you offering?ā€
((Daichi doesn't like to be bad at things--kissing included--and Suga is willing to help him practice.))
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/6411370Ā  Ā  Jealousy byĀ surveycorpsjeanĀ  Ā  7k, Sugawara/Daichi, jealousy,Ā 
Itā€™s so horrid- it feels like sludge in Sugaā€™s stomach, like poison in his veins, like an itch behind his skin.
It burns, it stings. He hates it, he hates it more than anything, but he canā€™t help it.
Heā€™s hopelessly in love.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/7496004Ā  Ā  Hinata Shouyou's Fucking Face byĀ EsselleĀ  Ā  17k, Hinata/Kageyama,Ā 
'Kageyama doesn't know why Hinata's face rubs him the wrong wayā€”it just does. So one day, in an attempt to pinpoint exactly what it is that makes Hinata's Shouyou's fucking face so fucking annoying, he begins to catalogue all the things that really tick him off.
This proves to be startlingly revelatory.'
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A thought-provoking study and critical analysis of Hinata Shouyou's stupid face, by Kageyama Tobio.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/1831732Ā  Ā  need a friend you can fuck, i can be that byĀ readbetweenthelionsĀ  Ā  5k, Nishinoya/Tanaka, friends with benefits,Ā 
noya and tanaka are just really good friends who have a bit of good, not-exactly-clean friendly sex sometimes. here's the first time it happens.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/3332642Ā  Ā  it's fine byĀ lokhĀ  Ā  2k, Nishinoya/Tanaka, phone sex, just dudes being bros,Ā 
have you ever wanted to jack off but you're in the middle of talking to someone and you can't exactly tell them that you've gotta jack off so you either sit through it awkwardly or make an excuse to leave? imagine that they found out and tell you that it's fine if you just jack off mid-conversation. now imagine that it's not you and it's tanaka and noya. that's the whole plot.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/5103794Ā Ā  find out what we're made of byĀ sweggscellentĀ  Ā  2k, Nishinoya/Tanaka, first kiss, frottage,Ā 
Itā€™s weird, noticing things about your best friend when your best friend is literally the goofiest person on the planet, but Noya does; the swell of his powerful calves, the line of his back when his tee shirts cling to it with sweat, the strangely graceful determination on his face when theyā€™re up against a particularly strong team. It almost makes Noya uncomfortable.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/6205864Ā Ā  Rule 4 byĀ mean_whaleĀ  Ā  15k, Nishinoya/Tanaka, friends with benefits, friends to lovers,Ā 
Nishinoya and Tanaka are tricked into watching gay porn, and curiosity gets the better of them.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/5979136Ā  Ā  Roundabout byĀ ShaplesĀ  Ā  12k, Nishinoya/Tanaka, past asanoya, post-canon, emotional h/c,Ā 
ā€œActually I, uh. I was thinking I might stick around. Like, long term? I mean, if you havenā€™t already found someone to rent the other room, and you still. You know. Want to live together.ā€
Tanakaā€™s eyes widened in surprise. ā€œI thought that you and Asahi were-ā€
ā€œYeah,ā€ Noya said. ā€œWe arenā€™t.ā€
ā€œOh,ā€ he said. And when Noya didnā€™t look up from the label on his beer bottle, Tanaka breathed out, ā€œShit.ā€
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/13344624Ā  Ā  And They Were Roommates byĀ Hella_QueerĀ  Ā  7k, Hinata/Kageyama, first time, trans character,Ā 
ā€œI can like...eat you out if you want.ā€
Silence surrounds them. This was it. Three years of friendship down the tubes. Kageyama would move out, or demand he move out, and he'd be forever branded as the Pervert Roommate. No one would talk to him ever again. His life was over!
ā€œOkay.ā€
ā€œWhaaaaa?!ā€
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Teen Wolf
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/22812937Ā  Ā  Five Times Derek Heard Something He Wished He Hadnā€™t, and the One Time He Did byĀ isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella)Ā Ā  14k, Stiles/Derek, 5+1, pining,Ā 
ā€œThis place is hell,ā€ Derek decided. ā€œThis place is absolutely hell.ā€
How was it possible heā€™d gone so many years of his life without hearing anything nearly as over the top as he had just visiting Stiles at school? This had to be some kind of record for the most disgusting things heā€™d ever overheard.
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(I mean really, the title says it all lol)
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/27872045Ā  Ā  Can You Feel A Whole New Part of Your World? byĀ isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella)Ā  Ā  53k, Stiles/Derek, AU, neighbours, fluff,Ā 
ā€œCan you hear me singing in the shower?ā€ Stiles blurted out, because he had to know, now. If one of his neighbours had slid that note under his door, then it meant Parrish as another neighbour could hear him, too! He had to know if this was all a huge joke and one person had walked by and overheard him and decided to fuck with him.
Or if everyone could hear him and he now had to leave the country.
Parrish gave him a weird look at the question, but answered anyway, making Stilesā€™ plans to leave the country speed up in his mind.
ā€œOf course I can. Youā€™re actually not bad. Though you have been singing a lot of Frozen lately, getting kind of tired of the soundtrack.ā€
ā€œOh my God!ā€ Stiles shouted in his face.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/6156885Ā  Ā  you're never too much of an old dog to teach a duckling a new trick byĀ driedupwishesĀ  Ā  2k, gen, light angst,Ā 
ā€œYā€™know, itā€™d be real neat if someone gave me a gun,ā€ Stiles says.
And Chris does.
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Jurassic Park
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/5199038Ā Ā  5 Times the Raptors Tried to Kill Miriam, and 1 Time They Didnā€™t byĀ JulisCaesarĀ Ā  22k, OCs, gen, blood, science, freaking dinosaurs heck yeah!
Miriam thought the job working for InGen sounded perfect. Tropical island, good pay, first dibs on publicationsā€¦ At least, she thought so until she found out that she was the only behaviorist on staff. Once the eggs hatched, it became all she could do to keep upā€“with the dinosaurs, the science, and her health.
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The Witcher
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/22247587Ā Ā  swallow my breath and take what is mine byĀ anacaorisĀ  Ā  6k, Jaskier/Geralt, first time, sugar baby!geralt,Ā 
ā€œIt began with the baths.
It had been so easy to dismiss at first. Some attempted to win him over with kindness-with-a-catch when in need of something, a bed for the night, a pouch of coin, a good drink to lower the cost.ā€
Jaskier likes to take care of Geralt. Geralt very quickly takes notice.
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Merlin (BBC)
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/7287Ā  Ā  In Want of a Wife byĀ syllicĀ  Ā  43k, Merlin/Arthur,Ā 
When Merlin first hears that Arthur has been betrothed, his ribs pull inwards with an odd little hitch, and he only allows himself a secondā€”which he needs in order to coordinate spinning in place without falling on his faceā€”before heā€™s running to Arthurā€™s chambers.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/2193282Ā Ā  The Frog Prince byĀ Clea2011Ā  Ā Ā  58k, Merlin/Arthur, canon AU, disability,Ā 
Canon era AU. A teenage Arthur is hit by a mutation spell intended for Uther. Unable to speak and hidden away by his father because of his appearance, Arthur is left lonely and isolated. A few years later Gaius takes on a new apprentice, someone who can understand Arthur and see through the enchantment. Someone with magic.
But breaking the spell was never going to be easy.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/835089Ā  Ā  Such a Life, a Heart, a Mind as Thine byĀ dreamlittleyoĀ  Ā  42k, Merlin/Arthur, sex pollen, first time, non-con, soul bond, guilt,Ā 
In which Arthur inadvertently triggers an ancient magic, but he does not face the consequences alone.
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Borderlands
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/8628043Ā Ā  How They Met Themselves byĀ Wheat From Chaff (wheatfromchaff)Ā  Ā  205k, Timothy/Rhys, slow burn, past abuse,Ā 
Rhys wants to change Pandora. He wants to make things better, build things up. He wants, more than anything, to prove Jack wrong.
Tim just wants to get paid.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/9951275Ā  Ā  you'll find me buried byĀ Wheat From Chaff (wheatfromchaff)Ā  Ā  7k, Jack/Timothy, fight club, hate sex, dub-con,Ā 
It's not every day you face yourself in the ring.
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She-Ra and the Princesses of Power
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/16748245Ā  Ā  tooth for a tooth byĀ nowweareunstoppableĀ  Ā  3k, Adora/Catra, exploration, first time, biting,Ā 
Now, though, Adora was on top of her, and her chest heaved in a way that was decidedly not sleepy. She pleaded with Catra with her eyes, then her words, ā€œPlease, I just-ā€ before cutting off, not knowing what to even ask for.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/19767655Ā  Ā  More than Words byĀ SimonKilnsworthĀ  Ā  5k, Kyle/Rogelio, first time,Ā 
Rogelio gets woken up in the night as Kyle struggles with his feelings.Ā 
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Naruto
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https://archiveofourown.org/series/37259Ā  Ā  Ten Years Gone series byĀ 100demonsĀ  Ā  80k, gen, time-travel,Ā 
Thirty year old Kakashi was supposed to have been killed by Pein during the Invasion. Instead, he wakes up in the body of his twenty year old self.
(It gets a lot more complicated.)
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/25538635Ā  Ā  Better It Be You byĀ cricket_ariaĀ  Ā  4k, Kakashi/Sakura, dodging arranged marriage,Ā 
When Sakura's parents realize that she would be ill-trained for any job in the civilian world should she ever be too badly injured to remain a ninja they decide to try to arrange a marriage for her with one of the members of a major clan, so that at least if that day comes she'll still have value within the ninja community. Too bad they didn't discuss it with her first.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/14143890Ā Ā  the chosen fruit byĀ theformeroneĀ  Ā  51k, Sakura/Shikamaru, AU, honey pot, sex work, exhibitionism, implied non-con, kidnapping, drama, politics,Ā 
Sakura is a rōnin, but she's good enough with a blade to find work. She's trusted at Fukiage because she's a nameless woman who can't afford to bite any hand that feeds her.
Shikamaru's awful attitude makes him a favorite in the teahouse. He makes his money on his back but his real trade is information. There is rot in Fire Country. Shikamaru sees it, and he is going to burn it at the roots.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/16304705Ā  Ā Ā  Being Over-Prepared is Impossible (and other mottos) byĀ Pleasedial123Ā Ā  gen, 40k, canon-AU, BAMF!team 7,Ā 
In one world, Kakashi awoke, felt grieved at being assigned a team he sees his own in, and he let that grief make him a lazy teacher. He saw himself in Sasuke, Obito in Naruto, and Rin in Sakura. He woke, saw himself in them, and took a large step back, regretting accepting them as his new team. In another world he was quite hands off, merely a watcher because it was so very painful to watch. He saw himself and all his mistakes in this new team of his.
In this world, Kakashi awoke, saw the similarities, and instantly panicked. He suddenly realized what he had done, passing a team. Kakashi was left scrambling not to repeat old mistakes and regrets. This team would not suffer the fate of his team.
In this world, simply put, Kakashi became a teacher. This is the starting of a new Team seven.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/13690269Ā  Ā Ā  there to welcome you home byĀ theformeroneĀ  Ā  1k, Sakura/Neji/Shikamaru, fluff,Ā 
Sakura gives birth to their daughter in the bathtub in the main house on the Nara compound.
Neji comes home and nearly has a stroke.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/14902124Ā  Ā  brown eyes steal me byĀ theformeroneĀ Ā  10k, Kiba/Shikamaru, canon-au, arranged marriage, mutual pining,Ā 
"You planted a -,"
"I planted a tree, Ino, I know, I was there."
"Kousa," she says, finishing as if he never interrupted. "Not very original, but cute. You think that'll be what you name your firstborn?"Ā 
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/18913750Ā  Ā  gonna give you all my love, boy byĀ theformeroneĀ  Ā  2k, Sakura/Shikamaru, first time,
Shikamaru is a (maybe ace?) virgin. Sakura is not either of those things. It still all works out. Sexually, speaking.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/18756313Ā  Ā  Consideration: Or, The Smart Kids Get (It) Together byĀ cairnĀ  Ā  12k, Sakura/Shikamaru, friends to lovers,Ā 
Noun: Consideration 1. Careful thought, typically over a period of time. 2. A fact or a motive taken into account in deciding or judging something. 3. Law: (in a contractual agreement) anything given or promised or forborne by one party in exchange for the promise or undertaking of another.
"You want to give yourself cancer?" she had asked.
"Good afternoon, Sakura," he'd drawled back. "So nice to see you so unexpectedly."
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Dorohedoro
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/25767034Ā  Ā  I Am Intrinsically No Good byĀ MedegelaĀ  Ā  2k, Noi/Shin, accidental voyeurism, sexual tension, masturbation,Ā 
They had recently renewed their partnership for the third time and things he faintly noticed and always dismissed before were amplified. He knew now that she also enjoyed watching him, he knew that the same kind of release ran through her when she saw him, and he was sure of that because of the contract.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/12192696Ā  Ā  Secondhand Smoke byĀ dirtbagĀ  Ā  -1k, Noi/Shin, unresolved romantic tension, magical shotgunning,Ā 
They sure do this a lot, for something that's so endlessly frustrating.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/12387897Ā  Ā  Love Is a Verb byĀ dirtbagĀ  Ā  4k, Noi/Shin, pegging,Ā 
Shin canā€™t figure out why Noi is so insistent on being careful with him tonight when heā€™s pretty sure heā€™s come out of her bedroom mildly concussed before.
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ts-unsolved Ā· 5 years ago
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Final Wrap-up for Chapter One
((since chapter one will be coming to a close shortly and there is still an assortment of questions left over, here is a masterpost of responses to queries that couldnā€™t be addressed during the story!Ā 
[reminder: the ask box will be left open, however the characters are not available. please keep in mind that non-plot related questions will not be answered by the characters after this post.]
Anonymous said: ((Just wanted to tell you your drawings are so pretty and I love ur blog. That is all I have no braincells to ask questions))
Anonymous said: OKAY MOD I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW I LOVE THIS AU SO MUCH AND ITS SO COOL AND GOOD AND YOUR ART IS TOO!! sorry for caps Iā€™m just excited
Thank you! Sorry I didnā€™t always get around to answering asks like this, but for every one that was sent in, I appreciated it with all my heart. You guys are angels šŸ’–
Anonymous said: What is one haunted location you guys would really like to visit someday?
Poveglia is definitely the highest on the list for the notoriety alone, although they would likely never get the permission to go (the history in general is almost excessively horrible and tragic, so nothing good would come out of doing an episode there. Maybe itā€™d be good as a final-chapter type location? šŸ¤”).
@anxious-fander-beanā€‹ said: Hey Logan, have you ever tried swing dancing? It's really fun and good excersize! There's also a lot of bouncing and upbeat music, so Patton might enjoy it as well! ((I'm doing it. I need the qpp boys to be happy and have fun, bc they deserve it.))
(LOGAN:Ā Iā€™ll...consider it.)
You did it, you got them to go on some good olā€™ platonic dates! B)
Anonymous said: I feel bad that I don't have any deep question or something along those lines, but what's your favorite thing to bake, Pat? - šŸ’
Thatā€™s alright! Questions donā€™t have to be deep to be fun/interesting.Ā 
(PATTON: Cupcakes! You can make so many different flavors, and there are tons of fun ways to decorate them!)
@why-should-i-tell-youu2 said: Why cant anyone else see the seal?
You need to have The Sight to be able to see demon sigils. Patton has this ability naturally, and Dee has it because Elliott taught it to him. Otherwise,Ā Virgil and Roman would be the closest in terms of gaining this ability, but a scared/skeptical part of them is holding them back.Ā 
Anonymous said: My good dorks, is there a way to, I donā€™t know, get a better/more effective charm for your office? One that costs more than $10? -šŸ
Anonymous said:Ā Hey, Logan, potential naturalistic explanation for ya: depending on what the charm was made of, shifts in ambient room temperature could have caused minuscule expansions and contractions in the material that would eventually crack the charm. Do I believe my own explanation? Absolutely not. Am I grasping at straws for a non-supernatural explanation? Absolutely. And ambient room temperature doesnā€™t even begin to explain the red symbol around the charm
(LOGAN: Our budgeting is already a mess as it is, the last thing we need is to waste more funds on decorations. And that theory seems much more reasonable than the contrary explanation.)
Anonymous said: Is the demon that Pavreen summoned the same demon that possessed Elliott?
Anonymous said: Welp Virge SUMMONED A DEMON- (Why do I have a feeling Remy was the demon that possessed Elliot-)
Nope, theyā€™re all different demons! The demon that Parveen summoned is notoriously difficult to contact, so a bunch of teenagers wouldnā€™t have been able to do it. Likewise for Remy; you can only summon him once you have his True Name, and heā€™s already destroyed most references to that (sorry Patton).
Anonymous said: omg omg omg what part of mythology is remy part of???
Heā€™s not from any particular mythology, but he is partly based off of Alps from German folklore and the general mythology around sleep paralysis!
Anonymous said: Can Patton see supernatural beings like ghosts and demons and stuff? I just think it would be interesting if his scars make him able to see them :3c
Anonymous said: If both Dee and Patton can see the sigil, and Dee can see ghosts, does that mean Pat can see ghosts too? With the whole red glowing thing (forgot what its called) it seems to be connected.
Yes he can see ghosts/demons, and youā€™re right that the scars (or rather the deal with the demon which gave him his powers and scars) are what lead to him being able to do it. The red is just a general indicator of something supernatural/not of our Realm.
Anonymous said: Wait so if Patton and his family all have that mark could that mean Patton is not completely human šŸ‘€ -šŸŒˆ
I supposed you could say that Pattonā€™s not entirely human because heā€™s a witch who was born without a soul, but heā€™d find that pretty offensive tbh.
Anonymous said: Are Elliott and Patton maybe related, even distantly? Also, roman needs to suck it up and have Feelings for the Snake Man
Thereā€™s no relation between Elliott and Patton. Elliott is the child of a seer and a psychic, Patton is the son of witches. Theyā€™re similar, but different. (Also youā€™re assuming that Roman hasnā€™t liked the Snake Man since high school, but considered him off-limits because heā€™s his brotherā€™s best friend).
Anonymous said: Does Patton know that Dee can see spirits and does Dee know that Patton is protecting them all?
Anonymous said: Dee, pat, do you know that each other can see the sigil?Ā 
Anonymous said: is ... is patton a witch and dee a dee-mon and that's why they don't like each other.....?
Anonymous said: Pat what do you think about making deals with demons?
Theyā€™re both aware of each otherā€™s secrets! Technically theyā€™re both doing their best to protect everyone, but that doesnā€™t mean they agree with each otherā€™s methods or bond over the shared responsibility.Ā 
Patton is indeed a witch, and Dee is a regular human who happened to summon a demon one time. Patton thinks Dee is the occult equivalent of a satanist, which he disagrees with because dark magic is unnatural/dangerous in his eyes (making deals with demons only leads to trouble!), and would prefer Dee not endanger his friends. Dee doesnā€™t like Patton because of his perceived moral superiority, and finds the way he can be so secretive and two-faced creepyĀ 
Regardless, theyā€™re both sitting in glass houses and have more in common than they think.
Anonymous said: Patton Should Hug Dee *
Maybe. But he wonā€™t. 8ā€²D
Anonymous said:Ā Since Dee has been able to see ghosts for a long time, was he an open believer in ghosts before Elliot died? Since it was mentioned that the reason he lies about his belief is because he knows that they're dangerous, he wouldn't have had a reason to hide it in the past. And if he did are any of the others aware of the belief change? Well, besides Remus. I'm guessing that one is pretty obvious.
He may have been more involved as a believer in the past, though that doesnā€™t mean he was ever super open about it. He was aware of how it would look like to outsiders (being genuinely skeptical at one point himself), so he wasnā€™t going to paint a target on his back by talking about ghosts and demons and things most people canā€™t see.
Of course, that didnā€™t stop people from stereotyping and making those sorts of assumptions about their friend group anyway, but no one besides them really knew about their secret-- not even Virgil.
Anonymous asked: What would happen if one time, the gang ended up getting something supernatural on camera?
The result of that would depend on the being. Ghosts can kinda appear on camera, although itā€™s very rare for them to appear as a full bodied apparition, which is why they usually only manifest in spirit orbs or light/shadows. Poltergeists are better since theyā€™re able to interact with objects, but likewise since they canā€™t manifest into a physical form they can easily be brushed off. Demons and other miscellaneous creatures will straight up not appear if captured directly on film; youā€™ll simply get video glitches and distortions. Ā 
So essentially, they may technically have found something already, but capturing evidence thatā€™s also compelling is a lot more difficult than youā€™d think. I imagine thereā€™s a good chance that anything legitimate wouldnā€™t get taken too seriously because of how easy it is to fake evidence nowadays.
Anonymous said: Okay so a little bit of a rant but not really ig but imagine the ladylike and unsolved crossover for this AU like I can see it as like Thomas' friends dressing up Roman and Dee in style and seeing a blushing mess and maybe flirting going on because of how good the clothing complements each other but this is kinda a weak idea lol
Itā€™s not a weak idea at it, itā€™s really cute! (though I may just have a soft spot for the Ladylike cast and crossovers).Ā 
The only thing to note is that Iā€™ve chosen not to include Thomasā€™ friends in this AU because I personally weird about writing fiction about real people? (I was on the fence about including character!Thomas for a while too, tbh). So, apologies to anyone whoā€™s sent similar asks or wanted to see any of Thomasā€™ friends; they wont be around!
Anonymous said: Did Dee and Remus ever have that talk Dee said he would try to have a while back????
They might have gotten the opportunity to chat back when Remus came back to help shoot the Room 1046 video. It wouldnā€™t have been a complete reconciliation by any means (dealing with years of baggage in one sitting is Hard), but now Remus is aware that Dee is open to discuss things again at some point in the future, so progress!
Anonymous said: wait wHAT?! When did he (Emile Picani) die?? Give us the deets oh wise one
Anonymous said: emile is... dead? what happened?
I see yā€™all, but unfortunately youā€™re not getting any answers from me just yet! Youā€™ll have to wait until the next chapter~.
Anonymous said: Shit is about to go down and I am worried about the next ghost "adventure"
:) Donā€™t Worry About It.))
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tfw-no-tennis Ā· 4 years ago
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mtmte liveblog issue 30
30 issues wow...forget the fact that I skipped like 5 issues of crossover event nonsense
another big ole swerve recap omg
this trial is so messsyyyyyyyyy lmaoĀ 
hvbajdfbahsjkfdbhjs starscream listening to meagtrons speech looking likeĀ ā€˜hmmmmmmm I may have miscalculatedā€™Ā 
prowl looks pissed af meanwhile optimus just looks dead inside lmao
I mean. megatron kinda does have a point. this is like, the most biased, conflict of interests lookin trial of all time, in that all the major participants have some sort of long, complicated history with each other. what a mess
optimus, listening to megatronā€™s speech: wow this is worse than divorce court was
oh shit I totally forgot that those decepticons attacked the trialĀ 
MAGNUS HAMMER AYYYYYY
a guy sayingĀ ā€˜objection!ā€™ as optimus prime punches half his face off...that pretty much sums up idw op lmaoĀ 
op: oh thank god, I can punch shit now. I'm not cut out for this bureaucracy nonsense
megatron: thanks, random decepticon, for the attempted rescue, but I'm super old and I just want to nap so no thanks
random decepticon: wtf- [gets murdered by optimus prime]
I love opā€™s big ass antennaeĀ 
meanwhile, brainstorm goes to a bar and instead of buying anything, pulls out his own drink. I feel like that isn't allowed in most bars, or is at least frowned up vbsjdhfbhjdkfn. ily brainstormĀ 
also? big ass mood I was so broke last time I was on a barhopping vacation w/friends that I brought a cheap giantass bottle of mixed drink in my backpack and just drank that at all the bars lmao
WHIRLLLL I love his humansona sm. and also I love that whirl is into artsy french movies or w/e omg
brainstorm, drinking thru a wrist funnel: sorry I cant take my mask off rn it isnā€™t plot relevant yet
ā€˜earthletsā€™ lmao
I love that rung is like, too pretentious to care that much about movies and would rather read earth books lol
and then bluestreak is likeĀ ā€˜yeah they have books...comic booksā€™ can this man not read
I still cannot fuckign believe that the argument that got megatron out of a for-sure death sentence or w/e wasĀ ā€˜its not a war crime if weā€™re on the moonā€™ liiiiike what the actual hell lmao
also I love that, once again, we see magnusā€™s strict adherence to the law, technicalities and all
magnus: you cant really stop a trial and move it somewhere else where the laws are better suited to the outcome you desire
prowl: what are you, a cop? fuck off
also op being likeĀ ā€˜ok whatever all that doesn't matter...what DOES matter is that it would look bad for us to move the trial to cybertron in an obvious attempt to circumvent the rules, and public perception is whatā€™s most important, fuck all thatĀ ā€˜moralityā€™ bullshitā€™
meanwhile, rodimus is dead! and ambulon is also dead, which makes first aid sad, which makes ME sad
ayyy, rodimus is still alive! well, one rodimus is alive, at leastĀ 
rodimus and megatron really have the vibes ofĀ ā€˜stepfather and stepson forced to work together on a family road trip gone wrong after dad decided to sit this one outā€™ lmao
ah yes,Ā ā€˜malaiseā€™ the medical diagnostic term forĀ ā€˜I don't feel so hot and idk whyā€™ that practitioners like to throw under theĀ ā€˜diagnostic notesā€™ section of lab orders to explain why they're ordering every blood test under the sun for a patientĀ 
I love medical terminology. ANYWAYS
BE NICE TO MY BOY MEGATRON.Ā 
rodimus: listen I have to come to terms with the fact that there's another version of me right here, and heā€™s DEAD, which means we canā€™t fuck, which is super lameĀ 
I firmly believe that rodimus would be teamĀ ā€˜hell yeah id have sex with my AU selfā€™ tbhĀ 
I find it interesting that megatron is often casting blame for his actions onto others - here, he says that rodimus made him realize he doesnā€™t want to stop doing stuff w/his life, and then says that starscream forced his hand w/the wholeĀ ā€˜luna 2 lawā€™ thing, and previously heā€™s said how whirl beating him up in jail is what led to him abandoning pacifism - take responsibility for your actions and decisions dude!
though he goes on to say here that he resorted to violence because he realized that the system that was in place could withstand everything else he would have tried to use to change it, which is super interestingĀ 
megatron: okay, yes, I MIGHT have murdered billions, but I could help find us a new planet, which would be baller, sooooo...how about you co-opt your lame sonā€™s frat boy ship and put me in charge?Ā 
op: sounds fair to me. now how about we do some more Big Speeches before I make you somebody elseā€™s problem
vbhdjskfbhaskdjf theĀ ā€˜team rodimusā€™ lineup setup reminds me so much of theĀ ā€˜together we make the ______ā€™ meme with the different members being like,Ā ā€˜the powerā€™Ā ā€˜the gayā€™Ā ā€˜the awesomeā€™Ā ā€˜the guy with no earsā€™ hbvhjdkfbs
chromedome: if I do this I could die
rodimus: that sounds like a you problem bro
ā€˜this one timeā€™ YEA RIGHT c'mon cd honor your dead husbandā€™s wishes
omfg I forgot abt brainstormsĀ ā€˜early early warning systemā€™ lmao
I love nautica soooo much oh man
ooooof drift :( :( oh no
dead future rodimus!! uh oh is right
rodimus, known himbo: I'm sure I can defeat the inevitability of future events! all I have to do is cut my own arm off!
tailgateeeee heā€™s so cute...I love that he can tell stories of his daring escapades, just like at the beginning of mtmte, but this time its actually TRUE
OH SHITTTT GETAWAY
he looks so fucking sinister there lmao how are we NOT supposed to realize he has bad intentions from the get-go
ā€˜youā€™ll make a prime one dayā€™ well, getaway, youā€™re right about that at least...
cyclonus in the bg like šŸ¤ØšŸ¤” at getaway
seriously I cant get over how getaway has such a slimy kinda vibe to him, like specifically in his interactions w/tailgate - this is before things even really take off but I'm still like TG GET AWAY (lol) FROM THIS GUY
cyclonus: somebody flirting with my crush? better go stare out a window instead of communicating absolutely anything to said crush about my feelings!
honestly I feel like, while megatron renouncing the decepticons and becoming an autobot is certainly interesting, it would be equally interesting for him to remain a decepticon but try to change the philosophy of the movementĀ 
like, I get why op had him give that speech - to prevent the cons from trying to free megs again/thinking that he was being coerced into things (ironic considered he WAS coerced into giving that speech) - but itā€™s kinda the easy way our for megatron - being able to completely abandon the decepticon cause and not deal with it at all, and start over anew as an autobot
it would've been a lot harder to remain a con and try to reform what he has broken in the decepticon movement - but I think that would've been really interesting
though from a writing logistics standpoint, I get why jro didn't go for that bc we don't get a lot of other decepticons in the cast for that to work, and also megatron still definitely DOES have to face down all his mistakes w/the decepticons w/the djd and overlord and whatnot
anyways. I cant believe that all megatron had to do to join the lost light was make ONE speech denouncing the decepticons. like, they should've at least had him do a tiktok dance too or something, just to make it a really tough deal
I love the rodpod vbhjfsdkfbjaskjndfj
ok but I still don't really get the logic of making megs CAPTAIN like ouch. poor rodimusĀ 
I feel like making megs a bartender at swerves or st would've been WAY more useful in showing him humility or w/e. OR it would've made him evil again, which, fair,Ā 
ratchet: don't worry, weā€™ll medically poison him, itā€™ll be fine
ok but rodimus is right, this is SO messy, op wants to prove his ex husband isn't 100% evil so heā€™s likeĀ ā€˜ill let my rebellious son deal with himā€™ lmao god. I love this setup so much, its so wild
ratchet is also right, rodimusā€™s fuckup definitely pales in comparison to megatrons All ThatĀ 
OH BRUTALLLLLLLL when ratchet says the list is fakeĀ ā€˜because my nameā€™s not on itā€™ FUCKING OUCHHHHH
ā€˜only bad guys sayĀ ā€˜unhand meā€ rodimus ily
omfgĀ ā€˜weā€™ve practiced thisā€™ of course they've done evacuation drills...magnus ily
lmao itā€™s the panel where it looks like rodimus and megatron are doing karaoke or having some sort of rap battle
and the lost light is GONE! oh shit!!!!
and there closes issue 30! once again weā€™ve gotten a lot of setup and exposition - which, while definitely necessary, means I don't have too much to say
I will say, throwing megatron onto the lost light has definitely mixed things up, and itā€™s interesting to see new dynamics already forming
so, until next time!
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bluemoon-writer Ā· 4 years ago
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TSI - Chapter 1 Notes
Here are my full notes and commentary for Chapter 1 of my Harry Potter fic 'The Snake Inside'.
Chapter 1 can be found here.
Throughout the chapter there are numbers in parentheses, these numbers correspond to the below notes. To best understand what Iā€™m talking about in the notes I would recommend opening the story in a second tab and following along from there.
(notes begin under the cut)
1. This is, if you hadnā€™t noticed, lifted directly from the book, I do do this a couple times however, this is the only one that is italicized. Iā€™m going to try and point out the other instances in chapter notes as well.
2. Another line lifted from the book, although here it has slightly different context
3. This was another line from the book, although again it has slightly different context (also I swear these notes arenā€™t just going to be me citing passages from the book)
4. I was actually really conflicted over this. Dudley is obviously incredibly spoiled so I figured it made sense that if for once Harry had something that he didnā€™t that he would throw a fit and demand he get the same. What I wasnā€™t confident about was how Petunia or Vernon would react as they really do love Dudley, shown by how much they spoil him. In this scenario, I decided that Petuniaā€™s hatred of magic plus her fear of losing Dudley to magic (just like she lost her sister) would drive her to hit Dudley.
5. The first signs of Harryā€™s sneaky Slytherin side! He reads the room and chooses the best manner to approach the situation, something he would be good at considering he grew up in an abusive household. He would likely have gotten very good at reading moods and acting accordingly at a young age to avoid being hit or yelled at.
6. It might seem like Harry is a little quick to believe in Hogwarts and want to go considering he knows nothing about it. But, itā€™s an escape from the Dursleys and the terrible school they were going to send him to. Plus, itā€™s obvious that the Dursleys hate magic, so why would they lie to Harry about him being a wizard?
7. I know in canon Hogwarts is free, but that simply doesnā€™t make sense to me. In my world, Hogwarts is the best and most elite school in Britain, but itā€™s not the only one. There are also smaller ā€˜publicā€™ wizarding schools that people who canā€™t afford Hogwarts go to. Also, if Hogwarts has a tuition then it only makes sense to me that the Potter Parents would set up an education fund for Harry, especially since their lives were at risk, they would want to make sure that Harry would be able to get the best education possible.
8. Some more Slytherin sneakiness, Harry isnā€™t a master manipulator by any means but heā€™s lived with the Dursleys for 11 years, he knows how to play them.
9. I donā€™t write it in bc it seemed unnecessary, but she does explain her reasoning off-screen.
10. Some foreshadowing here, I thought I was rather clever, finding a logical way for Harry and Vernon to learn how to enter the train platform.
11. This whole paragraph is my attempt at showing how Harry is still just a kid whoā€™s curious about the new world heā€™s found himself in. I know I write Harry (and all the characters his age) as being a little more mature than they probably would be in reality, so here I was trying to show a pure, childlike curiosity and also some trains of thought that arenā€™t totally logical bc he is a kid.
12. I do think the Dursleys, or Vernon at least, is more clever than he gets credit for, he is high up in Grunnings, so he has to have some sort of head on his shoulders, and heā€™s certainly self-serving we saw in book 2 how he lathered up those rich people he wanted to impress. So, I think as much as Vernon might hate magic and think goblins are disgusting, that he would very much be able to put that aside if he thought it might benefit him.
13. The goblins ā€˜revealing the truthā€™ to Harry, or giving him or helping him out in some way is kinda over done and doesnā€™t always make sense as the goblins really have no reason so want to go out of their way to help Harry. But, I needed an unbiased 3rd party to teach Harry a little about the wizarding world and I figured a satisfactory motivation for the goblins would be making money in the form of consultation fees.
14. The first hints of Dumbledoreā€™s manipulations. He wants a naĆÆve Savior who will be easy for him to influence and shape into the person he thinks the world needs. Note, Iā€™m not going for an evil Dumbledore, just a morally grey Dumbledore.
15. Paper business refers to the practice of owning a business on paper but not being involved in how itā€™s currently ran, Iā€™m not trying to say that the Potters own several companies that sell paper. I donā€™t know if this is a common term, when I googled it nothing came up, but my dad uses it a lot when talking about businesses. Also, we know in canon that the Potters are rich but in a lot of fics it has evolved into them being extremely wealthy and influential. Iā€™m running with this fanon idea because the Potters are a very old family, theyā€™ve been around since the 12thcentury and married into other very influential families in canon. Also, if I ever get to the later years I do want to mess around with some politics and Harry having power from his family name will be a necessary advantage.
16. Iā€™m not going to bore you guys with paragraphs detailing just how exceedingly rich Harry is, if he canā€™t even do anything with what he owns yet. Heā€™s 11, heā€™s not going to be making any smart investments.
17. Like I said earlier with the tuition vault, the Potters were soldiers in a war, they knew they might die and I think itā€™s only logical that they would take precautions to ensure that Harry would have a comfortable life should they die.
18. This might seem like a lot, but again, the Potters are rich and they want their only child to be able to have a comfortable life even if they die, plus it is supposed to last until Harryā€™s an adult.
19. This is not canon, JKR said that a galleon is approx. 5 British pounds. I think thatā€™s too low, so I changed it. I mean, itā€™s solid gold and the highest form of currency itā€™s got to be worth more than that.
20. Trying to give Dumbledore the benefit of the doubt, but of course Vernon is going to be suspicious of anyone who took money that he could have used.
21. This is just something that I thought made sense, Gringotts has been established as being in the business of making money and how can they do that if theyā€™re cut off from part of their clientele?
22. Iā€™m trying to go in a new direction with the Dursleys, Iā€™m not trying to redeem them, but like Dumbledore, theyā€™re in a grey area, especially Vernon. I think a self-serving Vernon would be interested in learning more about the magic world, or more specifically learning what it can do for him. But also because you need to know your enemy, as interested as he might be in profiting off magic, Vernon doesnā€™t trust wizards. As for Harry, this is a Slytherin AU, of course heā€™s going to play along with his uncleā€™s plan as long as it benefits him.
23. This is another line from the book
24. Hints that Dean is actually a halfblood and not muggleborn, this is canon too. Iā€™m looking forward to exploring the future ā€œtracking down who my real dad was arcā€
25. Originally, I had Harry meet Hermione and her family, but I decided to change it to Dean because I wanted to go down some different avenues. A lot of Slytherin Harry stories have Harry becoming friends with Hermione early on despite their differences and I didnā€™t want to just do the same thing as everyone else. Also, I really like Dean Thomasā€™s character heā€™s a friendly, good natured, brave and loyal. I also think that Harry would get along better with Dean right off the bat than he would with Hermione.
26. Honestly, I think itā€™s ridiculous that they still use quills and I will be using the trope where Harry sneaks in ballpoint pens.
27. Harry came to Diagon a few days earlier than he did in canon, so I figure it only makes sense that he would meet someone different at Madam Malkins also this gave me a great opportunity to shoe in one of my other favorite characters, Neville.
28. I headcanon that Harry and Neville have a slight magical bond over both being possible options for the prophecy.
29. I admit this is slightly unrealistic, as Iā€™ve dropped my glasses several times before and theyā€™ve never broken but I wanted an excuse to get Harry some new glasses.
30. Not implausible, but also not likely either. Also, I admit I really have no clue about British healthcare, especially not what it was like in the 80s and 90s. I know itā€™s free, but that thereā€™s also the option to do private or paid care. So, for this story, assume that the Dursleys use private care bc they want to seem better than everyone else.
31. Again, probably not the most realistic scenario, but it is possible. I got glasses when I was 11 and contacts when I was 15, but I definitely could have gotten the contacts when I was a little younger. Maybe not, 11-years old younger, but I donā€™t think itā€™s entirely out of the ballpark.
32. I didnā€™t see any point in changing Hedwigā€™s name, so I kept it the same.
33. Giving Harry contacts was something that I debated a lot, thereā€™s no real reason he needs them, I just wanted him to have some because theyā€™re convenient. I personally regret not getting contacts earlier.
34. To be honest, this is actually a bit of a cop out on my end because I havenā€™t figured out the entire political system yet. BUT even if I had, Harry is still 11 so he probably wouldnā€™t understand it that well anyways. There will be a brief explanation in chapter 2 though.
35. Dudleyā€™s reaction is anything thing I was really torn up about. Because heā€™s essentially torn between his two parents, sticking with Petunia ostracizes him from Vernon and sticking with Vernon ostracizes him from Petunia. Ultimately, I decided Dudley would value his fatherā€™s attention more because while Petunia wouldnā€™t like him getting involved with magic, she wouldnā€™t cut Dudley off completely, she loves him too much. But Vernon, has been completely distracted by magic and without Dudley getting involved in it too then he wonā€™t get any attention from his father.
36. According to the HP wiki, Deanā€™s family actually lives in London, but I wanted it to be more convenient for them to meet so I moved them closer to the Dursleys. Also, I actually did about an hourā€™s worth of research on google maps trying to find a real place Deanā€™s family to live.
37. A whole lot of this section with the Weasleys was lifted from the book with slightly different commentary from Harry. I originally had more, but it didnā€™t add anything so I cut it out.
38. I donā€™t know how outgoing Ron was before he met Harry, if I was him though I would be too nervous to intrude on a compartment with two other kids who looked like they were already friends.
39. This is not a Ron bashing fic, Harry has no reason to dislike him, so of course he wouldnā€™t be opposed to sitting with him. That said, for the premise of the story I couldnā€™t have them sit together because Ron is heavily biased against Slytherin.
40. Poor Draco, if he had just paid more attention to who he was passing in the hall then he would have met Harry, but again, I couldnā€™t let that happen because Dracoā€™s so obnoxious that heā€™d turn Harry off Slytherin.
41. Honestly, I just wanted Harry to interact with more students who can be potential friends.
42. Again, and the sorting is lifted from the book. Iā€™m not going to make note of every line.
43. I wasnā€™t sure if I wanted Neville to be in Hufflepuff of Gryffindor at first. A lot of people argue that Neville needed to be in Gryffindor to learn how to be brave, but I think that Hufflepuff would provide a strong support system that would help Neville gain confidence in himself. Also, I decided that Harryā€™s words in the robe shop would influence Neville into not thinking that he was a loser if he went to Hufflepuff. I imagine in canon, much like Harry was chanting ā€œnot slytherinā€ Neville was probably chanting ā€œnot Hufflepuffā€. So I think itā€™s fitting they both donā€™t end up in Gryffindor in this fic. Also, Harry already has a Gryffindor friend in Dean, he can use a Hufflepuff friend.
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1. as far as im concerned Kagami never left at the end of last game, that was an extended dream sequence... 2. i also totally agree with you that Kagami is prolly vers, if anything, and it was also MY PET PEEVE when people pinholed him into being a forever bottom at the peak of knb hype. 3. you keep teasing your long list of ships for Aomine PLEASE do him for the character thing lol. So far all your opinions are sending me into a realm of GOOD VALID VIBES
Omg thank you!! (I agree end of Last Game is not canonā€¦ or if it is he came right back the next year or smth I refuse to accept he just left forever. And Iā€™m really glad to see the problem of Ukeā„¢ Kagami seems to be in decline these daysā€¦ fewer people are writing for knb in general, but those that are seem to have an idea what a real gay relationship is or at least make him a fucking person and not a walking stereotype, and thatā€™s encouraging to see).Ā 
Also thanks so much for sending Aomine! ā€¦Strap in for this character essay tho Iā€™ve been known to never shut up about this boy once you get me started.
How I feel about this character
I honestlyā€¦ canā€™t even explain it anymore or even try to justify it but Aomine has had a bigger impact on me than, I think, any other character Iā€™ve seen to date. I donā€™t even know what it is, I do relate to him (and project on him *cough*) but like, there are other characters out there that I have more in common with, and I like his whole arc and aesthetic but itā€™s nothing revolutionary, soā€¦ your guess is as good as mine.Ā 
Whatever it is, Iā€™ve been obsessed with this guy for over half a decade, and lately even as the KNB fandom falls into decline, my feelings are not theyā€™re just getting stronger. His development over the course of the series is one of the most satisfying things Iā€™ve ever seen, (that one bit at the end of the Touou/Seirin game withĀ ā€œI want to practiceā€ and his later conversation with Kuroko hit me in the fucking chest every time), and I love how even though heā€™s portrayed as cold, uncaring and rude, itā€™s still understood (at least by anyone with some nuance) that thatā€™s not what heā€™s supposed to be like, and underneath the distant, kind of dickish front, heā€™s hurting a lot. Iā€™ve talked about the degree to which he cares about people before too, but I still have to give a mention to the ferociousĀ level of protectiveness this guy has for his friends. I could go on about him for ages, tbh, and maybe someday I will write a for-real structured essay to try to get it out there, but the bottom line is I love this character, I have for a long time, and likely will continue to do so long into the future.
All the people I ship romantically with this character
Okay here we goā€¦ I ship this guy extremely liberally, even with people heā€™s never interacted with (hell you could mention any random character and I could probably see my way clear to shipping them with him somehow, Iā€™ll still try to explain my logic if I can). Prepare yourself.
Kagami (of course, AoKaga is the OTP and definitely the one Iā€™ve devoted the most time to, theyā€™re just the best together Iā€™ll never get tired of seeing them figure their shit out over and over)
Kuroko (I may be AoKaga on main, but Iā€™m still such a sucker for the tragic romance between these two, and sometimes it just hits me over the head like a sledgehammer how much I love their relationship. Iā€™ve also got a lot of feelings for AoKagaKuro, theyā€™re such a perfect trio and I need to invest more of my time in the OT3)
Kise (I was a bit late to the game on AoKise, but I definitely see it now. I love their dynamic and how imperfect their relationship would probably be, the complexity of it. sign me up)
Momoi (I donā€™t see a lot of AoMomo love anymore, but Iā€™ve still got a soft spot for it, childhood friends are my weakness okay)
Midorima (theyā€™re so different but thatā€™s what makes it interesting, and I love the idea of neither of them knowing how to show/tell the other their feelings and being awkward stubborn shits together)
Murasakibara (they almost never interact but I just think theyā€™d have such a soft cuddly relationship and be really chill togetherā€¦ lazy Sunday mornings sleeping in and hanging all over each other that kinda thing)
Akashi (kinda same as Akashi/Kagami, I think the difference between polished upper-class Akashi and scrappy city boy Aomine would be hella interestingā€¦ though Iā€™ve also got some angst ideas for them as a couple, after how things went down at Teikoā€¦ abandonment and whatnot)
Imayoshi (I got pulled into this ship HARD by Lysapadinā€™s A Firm Hand series and now itā€™s no longer a guilty pleasure ship and is actually something Iā€™ll talk about in the open, justā€¦ the power dynamic fuck me up)
Sakurai (I fuckin love the idea of an anxious Sakurai crushing hard on Aomine and not knowing how to tell him but when he finally plucks up the courage and prepares himself for imminent death Aomineā€™s actually pretty chill about itā€¦ plus theyā€™d be adorable together tbh)
Wakamastu (you know itā€™s gotta be enemies to lovers. not just bc Iā€™m intrigued by the love/hate relationship itself but if you look past the attitude issues these two would actually probably have a lot in common. also Iā€™m really interested in how their dynamic might change with Wakamatsu being captain and all)
Susa (idk but thereā€™s one throwaway line in season 3 where Imayoshi says about Aomine ā€œactually maybe he likes youā€ and thatā€™s enough for me. bring me the rarest rarepair my body is ready)
Kasamatsu (it wasnā€™t supposed to be SERIOUS but they got me. That moment in the Touou/Kaijo game where Aomine helps him up andĀ ā€œyouā€™ve really done it now, senpaiā€ is legit, plus these two would be such a good-looking couple, honestly.)
Mibuchi (give me the pretty boys. I have no excuse for this except maybe their interactions in my own damn fic again)
Nebuya (sometimes shipping can be as simple as hey I want them to bang right. also theyā€™re both humongous dorks under their respective rough exteriors and I love them)
Moriyama (they bond over liking girls at first and then theyā€™re simultaneously like wait a minuteā€¦ more Touou/Kaijo ships pls)
Nijimura (I have this idea of them reuniting late into/after high school and Aomine still calls him captain out of habit and Nijimuraā€™s like relieved and impressed to see how heā€™s developed since the mess at Teiko)
Himuro (they Never interact but theyā€™d be so Petty and Snarky sign me up)
Haizaki (twisted, but Iā€™m interested itā€™d be so unhealthy and awful bring it)
Hanamiya (even more twisted tbh but there is that moment where Aomine confronts himā€¦ and Iā€™m here for hate sex just as much as your typical romance)
Inoue (who, you ask? I know heā€™s such a side character and no one remembers him, but heā€™s a big reason for Aomineā€™s downfall at Teiko and they seemed to be buddies before that, Iā€™d be interested in some kind of reconciliation between them, or a romance, ya know whatever works)
And then we get into crossover territoryā€¦ MOST of these are not my fault theyā€™re just things Iā€™ve seen and adopted for myself
Kuroo Tetsurou (someone made a moodboard for them, and now I canā€™t stop thinking about them in a relationship, like damnā€¦ itā€™d be such a beautiful mess I wanna see more of it)
Oikawa Tooru (Iā€™ve seen art, and also the light. These two damaged angsty prodigies, one sharp as a whip the other dumb as bricks, but both of them sassy and nerdy as hell. I could see myself getting addicted to this ship if I took the time to write it out, and I just might)
Yamazaki Sousuke (canā€™t lie, they look good together. Iā€™ve seen more than one art piece of them interacting and I have a Mighty Need.)
Matsuoka Rin (angry lonely talented boys finding solace in each otherā€™s company? you know thatā€™s my shit. also shark teeth and cop AUs hells yeah.)Ā 
Tanaka Ryuunosuke (I donā€™t know where the fuck this idea came from but I thought of Tanaka trying to pick a fight withĀ ā€œshitty boiā€ Aomine while in Tokyo and then losing his shit and here we are)
Terushima Yuuji (this one is purely physicalā€¦ they pretty, I have no other reason, but also this absolute fuckboy, these two would be such a train wreck and Iā€™m here for it tbh)
Yachi Hitoka (okay picture this Giant Terrifying basketball player trying to be less giant and terrifying to tiny shy Yachi and tell me you donā€™t just want to see that happen. I get Legosi/Haru vibes.)
Iā€™ll spare you the rest of the ideas Iā€™ve tossed around, because past this point it becomes pure crack (if it hasnā€™t already) but you get the idea. Throw a character my way and I can probably talk myself into it thatā€™s the power this guy has over me. ĀÆ\_(惄)_/ĀÆ
My non-romantic OTP for this character
K considering the Listā€¦ it shouldnā€™t be surprising that I also consider this person a romantic candidate, but you know when it comes to non-romantic OTP itā€™s gotta be Momoi. Platonic or romantic, the way sheā€™s stuck with him all those years and his obvious protectiveness and love for her and how (even though he claims to like big tits) he never even once starts to objectify her in any way, itā€™s so important to me. Momoi is Aomineā€™s redeeming factor when heā€™s at his worst, and she goes to bat for him even while heā€™s actively trying to shake her off and still tries to protect and help him when he refuses to accept it, even when it means they fight. (Also Kuroko sayingĀ ā€œAomineā€™s probably looking for youā€ after their argument puts to mind Aomine running through the rain calling Momoiā€™s name and that is justā€¦ pure). These two have the kind of unshakable long-standing friendship thatā€™ll probably last them the rest of their lives, and no matter what context or form it takes, I canā€™t get enough of it.Ā 
My unpopular opinion about this character
Iā€™ve harped on enough about the fandomā€™s portrayal of Aomine as a one-note asshole who doesnā€™t care before, so letā€™s see if I can change gears a little bit here.Ā 
I honestly donā€™t agree withā€¦ the persistent idea people seem to have of Aomine being a narcissist or obsessed with himself? Like yeah, heā€™s self-absorbed and egotistical, no question, this is not to say he hasnā€™t got those flaws and others besidesā€¦ but thatā€™s not the same as being like, physically attracted to yourself. Part of me suspects it was aĀ ā€œthe only one who can fuck me is meā€ joke taken too far, so that now the idea of Aomine being in love with himself is just ingrained into the fanon culture, but if you look at the show itself, personally I donā€™t see it. If anything, I would think heā€™d have some self-loathing issues to work through (and thatā€™s part of the reason he gave for skipping practice, he doesnā€™t want to be the way he is, and specifically says he doesnā€™t want to increase the difference between him and everyone else). But hey, thatā€™s just my opinion. Iā€™ll get off my soapbox now.
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.
I mean he says he and Kagami are postponing their match, after their brief one-on-one when he gives him the shoes, and then we never get to see itā€¦ Tbh just more street ball with this guy would be great, since itā€™s what his whole style is based around. Even if heā€™s just playing by himselfā€¦ or hell, maybe since he thinks no one at the high school level can beat him, we could get a scene of him trying to go up against adults. Maybe he still beats them and his despair worsens after that, but then itā€™d have more meaning, and at least weā€™ll have seen that heā€™s tried and is not just giving up before heā€™s seen all of what he could be up against in the future. Plus, picturing Aomine going five-on-one like Haizaki did against grown-ups and still slaughtering them is something Iā€™d pay money to see.Ā 
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