#some soft fluff whatever the fuck idk
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whimsycle Ā· 1 year ago
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Heā€™s still just a little guyā€¦.
Smolder still feels out of place in the warrior den. He misses his old nest and hearing the other apprentices snore @mommyclan
Ft. Munchypaw @munch-world7
Lycanpaw @shroom-field
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clover-46 Ā· 2 years ago
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the writers on here making the miguel fics need to remember his fangs inject paralytic venom hes not a real vampire it was just a joke in the movie šŸ˜­
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oh but i still want him to bite me donā€™t get me wrong idgaf if they have venom šŸ¤·šŸ¾ā€ā™€ļøšŸ¤·šŸ¾ā€ā™€ļø
#the copious amounts of smut iā€™ve seen with this man and the fangs is crazy#yā€™all need to tone it DOWN wheres the fluff omg??#thereā€™s like so many smut x reader fics clogging the miguel oā€™hara tag and people can express their creative liberties or whatever but itā€™s#getting CRAZY#like why is almost nobody talking about his character and writing an analysis on him#AND WHY ARE SO MANY FICS WRITING HIM TO BE SOME FERAL AND MEAN BEAST#firstly itā€™s feels racist to write a brown latino man that way.#second it feels fetishiz-y with how people only sexualize the fuck outta him and talk about nothing else when it comes to him#to add onto that people are drawing him with a MUZZLE on#at first all this didnā€™t really register in my head as bad but after seeing so much i see it šŸ˜­#also some spanish speakers have said people are using incorrect spanish when writing dialogue for him and thats kinda funny#donā€™t use google translate please šŸ’€#miguel oā€™ hara#spiderman 2099#across the spiderverse#i also saw someone say miguel would not be a good partner or something and i just know you didnā€™t pay attention#and i wont go into why because its spoilers but we have seen him be soft and happy with someone he cares about itā€™s just trauma that has#made him mean and depressed#he was obviously projecting onto miles in the movie when he acted like that letā€™s be fr#why am i writing a novel down here idk i just wanted to talk about it a little#i love the smut (trust me) but pleaaseee donā€™t start being fetishize-y
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rhaeheartzsquirrelz Ā· 10 days ago
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Handsy Vika
Sevika x Female Reader.
Your girlfriend loves your chest.
(Head Cannons || Smut + Fluff)
MEN DO NOT FUCKING INTERACT!!!
Cw: Nipple play. Reader doesnā€™t have a specific chest size, but do they bounce?? idk if thats like.. IDK. šŸ¤·šŸ½ā€ā™€ļø
Not Proofread || Note: HAPPY NEW YEARS AAYYY!!! šŸ„³
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Sevikaā€™s more of the handsy type.
She likes having her grip on things. Whether itā€™s holding your hand, tapping your ass, wrapping an arm around your waist or even your hips, she likes having you in her graspā€” she likes the silent marking of her territory. Letting everyone know youā€™re hers and only hers.
One thing, however, that gets her attention more than anything else is your chest. She likes how plump your breasts look, how theyā€™re just screaming for her to touch; for her hands.
She doesnā€™t have a specific type in how big her girlfriendā€™s boobs should be. But, as they say, the more the merrier.
She enjoys the view of your cleavage. She could stare at it for hours, really. The sight of you in a low cut top makes her hands itch for a poke, a squeeze even.
Even sitting in her lap at The Last Drop she has to hold back the urge to get a brush of a touch. Itā€™s like thereā€™s this invisible force pulling her hand to your chest.
One thing sheā€™ll never admit is that she actually enjoys watching you walk around. She gets lewd thoughts just watching your breasts slightly bounce up and down.
We all know Sevikaā€™s pretty damn protective, but itā€™s heightened whenever she sees someoneā€™s eyes lingering a millisecond too long on the exposed skin of your chest. She knows youā€™re pretty, and pretty things attract attention, but that doesnā€™t mean she likes it. Youā€™re her pretty thing, not some lost diamond waiting to be claimed.
What about when no one else is around? When itā€™s just the two of you in your shared apartment? When she can do whatever she wants to you?
Watching you walk around with your tight tank top turns her on. More than youā€™d ever expect.
Itā€™s the way youā€™re so casually making your way towards the kitchen for a cup of water that gets her heart rate spiling. Itā€™s the way your damn breasts look, all round and soft, that gets her mouth watering.
After trying her best to hold back, your girlfriend will call you over, feigning loneliness and luring you into her lap. And, undoubtedly, you never say no. Not even when her finger runs up and down your stomach, inching closer to your bra. How could you say no to pleasure?
Sheā€™ll sweet talk in your ear, whispering dirty little words about your breasts all the while cupping them under your shirt.
ā€œMy baby has really soft tits.ā€ Yes, she calls them tits. ā€œYouā€™re harder than before, yā€™like this?ā€ Sheā€™s referring to your hardened nipples. ā€œWhat if I just?..ā€ and sheā€™ll give you a pinch and a hard pull.
Sometimes what turns her on further is pulling your shirt over your chest, not taking it off but only moving it. Sevika doesnā€™t understand why she thinks itā€™s so much more hotter, but all she knows is that she enjoys it.
Kissing your neck with her dark lips while twisting your nipples inbetween her fingers is one way to start it off. Sheā€™ll occasionally give them soft squeezes, pushing them together and, as embarrassing as it is for you, poke them and watch them recoil.
All you can do is shiver and moan. The cool metal of her mech hand always makes it harder to focus, especially when she slides it down, under your shorts, and presses it against your clit. Itā€™s a sensation you canā€™t get enough of, canā€™t really describe. Thereā€™s no real motion, no friction, just a cold touch that makes you squirm.
(No, she wonā€™t stick her mech fingers up your hoo-haa. Sheā€™s too scared itā€™ll scratch you. What if it malfunctions? Sheā€™d rather use her flesh fingers.)
Switching spots with her mech hand, sheā€™ll rub against your pulsing clit. She likes feeling your hips shudder in her lap, the way your thighs close and push her fingers harder against you. She has no shame in what it does to her.
Her silver eyes never leave your form. Sheā€™ll stare at how her mech fingers are able to dig into your breast, how her flesh hand looks under your shorts, giving them a buldge, how you bite your lip in pure enjoyment, and even how your jaw drops afterwards. Sevikaā€™s in love with your reactions.
Other than using her hands, Sevika likes tasting them aswell. In a comfortable position, she could gobble you up. Nipple in her mouth, she rubs her tongue against the tip. Sheā€™ll even, occasionally, give you a gentle bite, a suck and a pull.
She likes keeping eye contact while she does this, because, again, she loves seeing your face as sheā€™s making you feel good. Knowing full well your cuntā€™s throbbing for more, yelling for contact, she wonā€™t give it to you that quickly.
Alright, now.. what about Sevika when sheā€™s not in the mood for sex? When all she needs is comfort?
After a long day of fixing up after someoneā€™s bullshit, all your girlfriend needs is you.
Sheā€™ll come home late and immediately drag herself to the bedroom, laying her eyes on your half-asleep figure. It makes her sleepier.
And you, being the amazing girlfriend you are, always opening your arms for her muscular body to melt into.
Sheā€™ll rest her head on your natural cushions, arms lazily draped beside you on the bed as she deeply sighs in relief. Her back painā€™s gone (sheā€™s just distracted), her headache lessened, and sheā€™s feeling so, so, so much better.
Youā€™ll press heavenly kisses on her head, fingers playing with her dark hair all the while massaging her scalp. You know full well how to get her relaxed.
Earlier, the mention of your breasts feeling like stress ballsā€” Yeah.. sheā€™ll flip on her side and let her flesh hand give your chest a few, lazy squeezes. Your girlfriendā€™s too exhausted to care and sheā€™ll continue until sheā€™s snoring in your arms.
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alohajun Ā· 7 days ago
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hey so. idk if asks are still open but. you canā€™t end racer mingyu like that i need more please šŸ¤—
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ā™”Ā LUCKY CHARM: THE WINNING FORMULA ā€” KIM MINGYU
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f1 racer!mingyu x race engineer!fem!reader | wc : 0.8k words | content : possible grammar and spelling mistakes, lowercase intended, f1 au, coworkers to lovers, fluff, swearing, mentions of skinship | loki's lines : yā€™all just enabling my f1xkpop addiction atp, now i have smth to do during the off-season until f1 starts again
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ā€œgo on a date with me, lucky charm.ā€
your eyes widened at his confession, not having expected those exact words to leave his lips ā€” let alone hear him say them so publicly for everyone to hear.
the pit crew exchanged knowing glances, having known it was only going to be a matter of time until mingyu had finally realized his feelings for you and asked you out.
because even they knew that there was no way heā€™d be so smitten with you just because of some superstitious helmet knock.
ā€œgyu, are you being for real right now?ā€ you uttered, still processing everything in shock. ā€œyou just got pole on one of the toughest tracks and you want toā€”ā€
ā€œthereā€™s no better time than the present.ā€ mingyu cut you off, his cheesy grin widening when he saw the flabbergasted look on your face. ā€œso, what say, lucky charm?ā€
the ferrari paddock burst into laughter at his optimism, knowing exactly how stubborn mingyu could get when he made a decision. they also knew how he never gave up and always got what he wanted.
ā€œkim mingyu.ā€ you exasperatedly sighed, shaking your head in disbelief as you pulled yourself away from his embrace. ā€œjust focus on your race tomorrow. weā€™ll talk after that.ā€
mingyu opened his mouth to argue but only grinned as he heard the rest of your words. ā€œthatā€™s not a no. iā€™ll take it as a win.ā€ he chuckled victoriously to himself.
ā€œhow about you get us an actual win while you are at it?ā€ you quipped teasingly, the rest of the garage laughing at the playful banter you two had.
oh, and kim mingyu definitely took those words of yours as a challenge.
as soon as the race started, mingyu took off with the perfect start, defending his position from wonwoo as they drove side by side on the first corner.
you stood by the pit wall, practically glaring holes onto the monitors as you analyzed the data coming in from mingyuā€™s car. ā€œgood start, gyu. letā€™s go on offense once you get the tires warmed up.ā€ you spoke over the radio, keeping calm.
your heart was practically at your throat as the race neared its end. come on, gyu. donā€™t fuck up. you got this. you didnā€™t even dare to blink as you focused on mingyuā€™s car on the screen.
ā€œoi, donā€™t worry.ā€ mingyuā€™s deep voice came through the radio, almost as if he were sensing your nerves. ā€œi got this, lucky charm. and after this, i will cash in on that date; thank you very much.ā€
you couldnā€™t help but chuckle at his confidence, rolling your eyes playfully. ā€œyeah, whatever you say, gyu. get that win first.ā€ you quipped teasingly.
and getting the win he did.
the garage erupted into celebrations as soon as mingyuā€™s car made it past the checkered flag. you let out a sigh of relief as you fell back in your seat, a soft smile on your face as you shook your head to yourself.
it wasnā€™t long before you saw mingyu making his way towards you, completely covered in sweat and champagne from his podium celebration. you held up a hand, stopping him from approaching you, wincing slightly as you took him in.
mingyu, however, remained unfazed. ā€œso? that date, lucky charm?ā€ he asked, tilting his head as an amused smirk made its way to his face.
ā€œyou are really serious about this, arenā€™t you?ā€ you asked, biting back a smile as you observed the way he looked. goodness, had he always been this good-looking?
mingyu only scoffed in disbelief, as if the answer to your question was a no-brainer. ā€œwith you? iā€™m always serious.ā€ he slowly took a step closer.
your cheeks flushed as you averted your gaze momentarily. ā€œyeah, we can go on that date.ā€ you mumbled, clearing your throat as you shook your head in mock defeat.
a surprised squeal left your lips when you felt mingyu pull you into a spontaneous hug, shuddering slightly as you made contact with his champagne-soaked race suit ā€” which only made him hug you tighter.
your breath hitched as you looked up at him, the garageā€™s laughter and applause fading into silence as you looked into his eyes.
it was just like the movies, with everything fading into the background as you two just stared at each other.
ā€œiā€™m not just messing around, yeah?ā€ he spoke up, his voice low and serious, just audible enough for you to hear. ā€œi hope you know that, y/n.ā€
you nodded slowly, understanding how genuine he was being. ā€œi ā€¦ i know, gyu.ā€ you reassured him just as quietly.
mingyuā€™s eyes crinkled as he smiled softly, feeling as if an immense burden had been lifted off his shoulders.
ā€œyou are a damn good lucky charm, you know? i won a race, and now i won you over too.ā€
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idkwhatever580 Ā· 8 months ago
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I would die happy
Pairings: teen!Natasha Romanoff x teen!reader
Song Inspiration: very loosely based off of the songs Casual by Chappell Roan and Ashley by Zolita (Theyā€™re good to listen to before hand but not necessary. Iā€™ll link them)
Prompt: what happens when ā€œgood girlā€ y/n breaks it off with ā€œbad girlā€ Natasha and Natasha realizes she needs y/n more than she thought?
Warnings:mentions of sex, angst then fluff, mentions of death? (From the song).
Pronouns: unspecified (one use of maā€™am but in a silly way)
A/N: No this is not an actual songfic. I just took inspiration from the songs so there might be a line or five in the mix. I have had these songs stuck in my head the past few days and I kept imagining like a teen romance coming out of it? Idk. Hopefully I write this better than the last one šŸ˜­
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Y/nā€™s pov
I am in my room doing my homework when I hear tapping on my window. I look up from my neat desk to see Natasha.
My instinct is to smile and open the window up but I freeze.
Natasha Romanoff.
Bad girl. She vandalizes things. She doesnā€™t participate. And she dresses like a fuck boy.
Some call her a player. Some call her a cheater.
Whatever they think thereā€™s one thing everyone can agree on. Natasha romanoff does not do relationships.
Sheā€™s usually the one night stand type of girl but then she met me. And thatā€™s when everyone says she went soft. She never fucked another girl other than me.
But thatā€™s all. For half a year. All sheā€™s ever done is sex, aftercare, leave, repeat.
Another set of tapping falls upon my ears and I zone back in. I open the window and whisper
ā€œWhat are you doing here?ā€
Natasha crawls in and says
ā€œWanted to see you. You alright there? You zoned out for a secā€
I nodded my head and my eyes fall upon her necklace. Itā€™s silver with a little arrow.
I hate myself when I think of it. I nod my head and say
ā€œYeah. Totally fine. Just doing some homeworkā€
I sit back down at my desk even though I know why Natasha is here.
After a whole 6 months of this itā€™s hard to not know what her routine is. But I donā€™t want it anymore.
Obviously I caught feelings. Who wouldnā€™t catch feelings for her? I just thought that I would get over it. I thought that having some of her is better than none of her at all right?
Wrong.
I cry so much now. All I want is for her to love me back. But thatā€™s not reality. She doesnā€™t do love. She doesnā€™t do relationships. And I canā€™t do it anymore.
Natasha walks up behind me and rubs her hands down my arms and starts kissing my neck. My body lets her do it but then I think about it and take her hands off me.
ā€œNot tonight. I have to studyā€
She doesnā€™t let up. Because usually I like playing hard to get. So she doesnā€™t know. And thatā€™s okay. Itā€™s my fault she doesnā€™t know.
ā€œI can help you relax babyā€
I roll my eyes at the pet name and say
ā€œNatasha. Can we talk?ā€
She stands up straighter at my use of her full name and says
ā€œYeah. Sureā€
I can tell she is a bit surprised at me but she nods her head nevertheless.
She sits down at the foot of my bed and I roll my chair over to her.
I sigh and look at the ground.
ā€œI donā€™t know how to say this, but I canā€™t do this anymore Natashaā€
She furrows her eyebrows and says
ā€œYou canā€™t do what?ā€
ā€œThis Natasha,ā€
I point at her and myself
ā€œI hate myself for letting this drag on so long because I know you. I know you donā€™t want a relationship. But I lo- I like you Natasha. And I want you. All to myself. I want labels and I want to go to the pier together and eat popsicles and I want you to tell your friends and I want a future with you.ā€
I can tell Iā€™m overwhelming her with this information but I keep going
ā€œBut you donā€™t want that. And thatā€™s okay! I understand that some things arenā€™t meant to last. But I canā€™t keep hurting myself for some fun okay? I need to heal and move on. And you can go find another toy to play with and thatā€™s okay. I just canā€™t be the one you go to anymore. Itā€™s not what I want. And our ideals clearly do not align. I thought maybe I could do it and be able to handle all of this but I canā€™t.ā€
I tear up a bit
ā€œI canā€™t be casual with you. I want feelings attached and I want you to myself but you donā€™t want me like that. So I need to cut it off.ā€
I finally finish my rant and I look down feeling embarrassed.
ā€œIā€™m sorryā€
I apologize and she shakes her head
ā€œDonā€™t apologize. I get it.ā€
We sit there for a minute of awkward silence and she sighs and says
ā€œI guess I should go thenā€
I nod my head and sniffle a bit. She lingers like she has something to say but she ultimately leaves and on her way out of my window she says
ā€œIā€™ll see you at school I guessā€
I nod my head.
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Itā€™s been a week since I cut it off with Natasha and I look rough. My friends are worried about me but I tell them Iā€™m fine.
Even some of my teachers have asked if Iā€™m okay. Of course I lie to them. But itā€™s nice to know someone cares.
I have avoided Natasha at all costs. But I still find myself thinking about her.
Her arrow necklace. God I hate myself when I think of it. Because then I think of her. And then I start crying. Or I just shut down.
Yes. I may or may not have almost said I love you the night I cut it off with her. But I didnā€™t want her to have to hold all of my baggage. Itā€™s not fair. She doesnā€™t like me like that. And she doesnā€™t deserve to feel guilty for what I feel.
My friend Emerald walks up to me during a free period and she says
ā€œHey did you see Natasha today?ā€
I shake my head and say
ā€œI donā€™t want to talk about her.ā€
She shakes her head and says
ā€œWell youā€™re gonna have to listen. She is the talk of the school right now so either you hear it from me or someone else.ā€
I roll my eyes and say
ā€œWhat Em? Does she have a new toy hanging on her shoulder?ā€
Clearly Iā€™m a little ticked off about having to hear about her.
But em shakes her head and I look at her and wait for her to continue
ā€œSheā€™s wearing your hoodieā€
I look at her and say
ā€œMy hoodie? She doesnā€™t have any of my clothes, except for that bra that Iā€™ll probably never get backā€
She takes out her phone and shows me my favorite hoodie. Itā€™s the pink one that I got from the thrift store. They all knew it was mine because it has emā€™s name on the sleeve. And a duck on the front.
I remember now. I forgot it at her house one time after she fucked me in her beach house. That was the day everyone found out and started talking about how Iā€™m just a girl she fucked on her couch.
I cried so much that I forgot about it. And of course she just came over to make me forget about all the things people said.
I look at her and say
ā€œWhy would she ever wear that?ā€
She wiggles her eyebrows at me and says
ā€œShe obviously likes you y/nā€
I roll my eyes and say
ā€œShe doesnā€™t like me Em. From the beginning everyone has known she doesnā€™t do crushes.ā€
Em shrugs her shoulders and says
ā€œPeople can change.ā€
I roll my eyes and get a little frustrated and say
ā€œLeave it Em. I donā€™t want to talk about it.ā€
She puts her hands up in surrender and leaves it at that.
The rest of the day goes by slowly. But I catch a glimpse of Natasha at the end of the day. She is wearing my hoodie. She looks good in it. But she shouldnā€™t be wearing that. Iā€™m not hers. And sheā€™s not mine.
I quickly leave so she doesnā€™t see me. Even though we definitely made eye contact. But itā€™s whatever.
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Itā€™s about 8 pm now and Iā€™m studying again. This final is about to make or break me so I canā€™t let myself loosen the reigns even though itā€™s only a midterm.
I have my headphones on and Iā€™m listening to classical because it apparently helps people study. Iā€™m honestly doing anything to help me.
A hand taps my shoulder and I jump up quickly but thankfully I donā€™t yell.
I turn around quickly and see Natasha standing there.
I immediately get frustrated and say
ā€œWhat are you doing here?ā€
I take a second to actually look at her and she looks like shit. Honestly she is looking at me like a lost puppy. Like she hasnā€™t been in my room for six months. Her hair is a mess, shes still in my hoodie, and the bags under her eyes indicate that she hasnā€™t been sleeping well. I almost feel bad for her. Then I remember I canā€™t let my feelings get in the way. She says
ā€œI umā€¦ I wanted to talk to youā€
I sigh and say
ā€œWell what is it? Iā€™m listening?ā€
I feel bad for being so short with her but I canā€™t do it any other way or else Iā€™ll break down.
She kind of stands there for a second and I sit down on my bed and pat it. I might as well be nice to her. Sheā€™s not a horrible person anyways.
She shakes her head slightly and keeps standing. I look at her and say
ā€œYou wanted to talk?ā€
She nods her head and says
ā€œI donā€™t know how to say this butā€¦ I- I need you y/nā€
I have never seen Natasha cry once. But she immediately breaks down in front of me
ā€œI canā€™t do this without you. I need you so bad I just want all of you. I thought that if I convinced myself that it was for the better, that if I said I wanted this it would come true. But itā€™s not true I- I love you and I know you are probably over me by now and thatā€™s okay I just need to tell you that I want you and only you. I know Iā€™ve never done anything like this but I want to I want to change. I want to be good. For you. I want to take you on dates and tell everyone about you. And I donā€™t think I can do this without you because life is like a bad dream without you and I didnā€™t even realize what I had until I lost it!ā€
She starts crying. I start tearing up at her confession and I say
ā€œStop it. Stop it Natasha.ā€
Itā€™s short and snippy because Iā€™m about to cry.
ā€œYou canā€™t just say those things and pull at my heart just to get into my pants okay? Iā€™m sorry that nobody wanted to get with you but I cannot just go crawling back to you if you just lie to me to get me backā€
She looks at me and she shakes her head aggressively and says
ā€œNo. No I donā€™t. I donā€™t want to get into your pants I actually love you. I didnā€™t even know it because Iā€™ve never felt love before y/n. Please you have to understand me I love you. I love you so much and I want a future with you. I was just scared but Iā€™m not scared anymore I want you!ā€
She drops to her knees and tries to calm down a bit and says
ā€œI understand if you donā€™t want me but I want you. I want to be your girlfriend. I want to introduce you to my friends and family. And- and I know my past doesnā€™t help anything. My reputation is probably your biggest fear but I canā€™t imagine my life without it. Iā€™ve never been the sappy type but Iā€™m telling the truth. If loving you kills me then I will die happy y/nā€
I look at her from my bed and I see the genuine look in her eyes. I tear up again and the I get down from my bed and she looks down. Itā€™s like sheā€™s worshipping me. Like if she doesnā€™t she might lose me.
I envelope her in a hug and she starts crying into me. And I say
ā€œTell me that you love me and you wonā€™t leave me.ā€
She looks at me with tears running down her face and her nose is sniffly and she says with such confdence
ā€œI love you y/n. Nothing can change that. I wonā€™t ever leave you. Not even if I could. I want to be yoursā€
I smile at her as she waits for me to answer and I grab her head and lean into her. I kiss her.
This kiss is different than any other kiss Iā€™ve ever shared with her. Itā€™s soft and tender. And full of love. I donā€™t even care that her tears and boogers are getting on me.
I donā€™t care. I just love her. I pull away and giggle and she kind of sits in criss cross. And I say
ā€œNatasha. I love you too. Iā€™ve loved you for a while now. I was just scared to say it.ā€
She sends me a dopey smile. Iā€™ve never seen her smile at me like that. I like it. So I boop her nose and say
ā€œCute.ā€
She scrunches up her nose and says
ā€œIā€™m everything but cute right now.ā€
I shake my head and say
ā€œYouā€™re always cute.ā€
I kiss her again after she wipes her face off and itā€™s sweet. I pull her into my lap and she says
ā€œI donā€™t like this.ā€
Normally I guess she would be more comfortable with me on her lap. But I donā€™t care.
ā€œI guess youā€™re just gonna have to suck it up.ā€
We sit on my floor for a bit and I say
ā€œOh shit! Itā€™s late.ā€
I check the time and say
ā€œItā€™s nine oā€™clock already! You have to get home babyā€
She stops at the nickname and says
ā€œWait. Soā€¦ are we?ā€
I giggle and say
ā€œAfter all of that? Thereā€™s no way weā€™re not dating. So yes. Iā€™m gonna call you baby. But you need to go home and I need sleepā€
She smiles and says
ā€œCan I have a hug before I go?ā€
I nod my head and pull her in for a long hug.
I kiss her head and then her nose and then her lips and say
ā€œI love you. Now go. Iā€™ll pick you up for school tomorrow?ā€
She usually walks to school and I drive but I want to pick her up now. She nods her head and I stop her before she leaves my window and I say
ā€œAnd I want my hoodie back.ā€
She laughs softly and says
ā€œNo way. Itā€™s mine now.ā€
Then I pull her back in to me and distract her with a kiss. I say
ā€œWell then. I guess this is mine nowā€
I swiftly pull the hoodie she has on right now off of her and she pouts and says
ā€œAw man. Thatā€™s a good hoodie.ā€
I smile and say
ā€œOnly the best for me right?ā€
She smiles finally and nods her head and I say
ā€œText me when you get home okay?ā€
She nods her head and says
ā€œYes maā€™amā€
I giggle and shake my head. I watch as she walks off into the night and I hop onto my bed and cuddle my stuffed animal with a bright smile on my face.
All of that heartache must have been worth it.
She was right. If loving her kills me, then I would die happy.
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A/N: I actually kind of like how this one turned out. I know I pulled from the songs a lot but at least it was built into the words and not like a normal songfic lol. Because Iā€™ve heard that many people do not like songfics :)
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beomboomboom Ā· 7 months ago
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Cheater
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genre: fluff, established relationship, crack
pairing: Jeonghan x reader
summary: Jeonghan knows his every kiss has the ability to steal your breath away and make you forget absolutely everything but him. And of course he'll use this to his full advantage, how could he not?
warnings: a little bit of swearing, kissing?
note: writer's block is a struggle šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ idk why it took me like a literal month to write this. If you have any recs or asks feel free to send them to me! I'm in desperate need of some inspiration šŸ˜­. Anyways, I hope you enjoy this fic!!
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Deciding to play a game of Monopoly with your boyfriend was definitely a mistake.
For one, you were losing at an embarrassingly fast pace. Your character having landed on Jeonghan's properties way too many times to count, forcing you to fork over money you didn't even have in the first place. The money in the bank was also suspiciously low, the stacks of bills smaller than you initially remembered.
Meanwhile, Jeonghan was doing amazing, much to your distaste. He didn't have much money, but at the same time he somehow conjured up some whenever he needed it. Everything was going well for himā€”suspiciously well.
"Your turn," Jeonghan announces with a confident smirk as he passes the dice over to you.
"I got this," you mutter to yourself while praying to whatever god is out there that luck be your on side for once. Jeonghan watches with a mischievous but fond look on his face; it's adorable the way you're so invested in a game that was doomed for you from the start.
You toss the dice out onto the table, groaning immediately when you see the result.
You landed on Jeonghan's property.
Again.
Meaning you're the one forking over money to Jeonghan, the one person who needs the money the least, as you sank closer and closer to straight-up bankruptcy. Jeonghan's hand immediately shoots out, a smug smirk is plastered on his face, silently demanding you to hand over what little money you have left.
"Your turn," you grumble, handing over the dice to Jeonghan with a defeated sigh.
Jeonghan rolls the dice. He's so close to winning, and he knows it. You're on the edge of bankruptcy and all he needs to do is push you a little more. All he needs to do is survive a few more turns and the win will be his. Jeonghan is confident he's going to win.
Jeonghan's confident smirk is quickly wiped off his face when he sees where his character lands after rolling the dice.
Jeonghan isn't going to win anytime soon.
He's going to fucking jail.
"HAH," you yell with a triumphant grin. "GO TO JAIL YOU SUCKER"
Jeonghan's mouth opens then closes without a sound; this was not something he anticipated happening. "Fine, i'll pay my way out," he finally responds after a moment, quickly returning to his confident and calm composure.
"If you want to pay your way out, then hand over the money," you say with a smirk, already knowing it's game over for him. "I'm kidding, that wasn't even an option, you only have 20 dollars left."
You watch with a laugh as Jeonghan's eyes widen in realization at his unfortunate luck. He was so closeā€”so close to winning, and in a flash he wasn't. "Hah, better luck ne-"
You're cut off when Jeonghan smashes his lips against yours, taking your breath away. The monopoly game fades into the background and all you can think about is Jeonghan. Jeonghan. Jeonghan. His soft lips on yours, his gentle hands caressing your face, his mischievous eyes memorizing every inch of your face.
Then, just as quickly as it starts, it ends.
"Okay, here's the money. Now get me out of jail," Jeonghan says with a sweet smile after breaking off the kiss, 50 dollars suddenly appearing in the palm of his hand.
"Hey-," you shout in accusation, the realization that Jeonghan has been stealing from the bank this entire time dawning to you. "You cheater-"
Before you can say anymore, you're cut off with another kiss from Jeonghan, taking away your breath like his kisses always do.
After all, it's Jeonghan, your cute and mischievous but cheater of a boyfriend. Of course his every kiss will take away your breath and make you forget absolutely everything but him, and of course he'll use this to his full advantage.
"I won," Jeonghan whispers with a smile into your ear, smiling wider when you don't respond and simply press another gentle kiss onto his lips.
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winwintea Ā· 5 months ago
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perfect strangers - l.dh
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PAIRING ā†¬ doctor!lee donghyuck x fem! reader
GENRES ā†¬ smut (MINORS DO NOT INTERACT), romance, fluff, ballroom dancing, masquerade, strangers to lovers, forbidden love, arranged marriages, eloping lolā€¦
TAGS ā†¬ the punch has alcohol in it (oh no!), one-night stand turned into something bigger, housekeeper is such a cockblock, they are both so DOWN bad for each other, doctor haechan!!!! also pink hair haechan i love him, idk how to tag smut this is my first smut guys i wanna kms, they just fuck how do i explain that
SUMMARY ā†¬ one night, you fell in love with a man who would come to you the next morning as your doctor. unfortunately, you were betrothed to someone else, but you wanted to feel what love really was. "whatever choices we make, just know that my heart is yours."
WORD COUNT ā†¬ 4.0k
AUTHORā€™S NOTE ā†¬ babyā€™s first smut (kinda not really) fic ever! this is a gift for @lyvhie bc i usually donā€™t write such suggestive works, so pls donā€™t request me to write some šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ took me a while to finish this bc i was so uncomfortable writing this, but i tried my best and now i wanna dieā€¦ thank you so much to @galacticnct and @h-aechanie for helping me get through this i lowkey wouldā€™ve never finished if it wasnā€™t for the support from you two. <33
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It all happened like a dream. You woke up comfortable, wrapped in your own soft bed sheets, and slowly sat up.
ā€œWill you be getting up, Miss, or would you like to rest a bit longer?ā€
ā€œNo, Iā€™ve slept enough. Itā€™s about time I got up.ā€ Your housekeeper nodded and pulled open the curtains. To judge from the sunlight streaming in the large balcony windows, it was close to noon already.
ā€œIt was quite the shock last night when I heard youā€™d collapsed after the ball and couldnā€™t come home until morning. You have to take care of your health, Miss Y/N, especially so close to your wedding. I knew that masquerade was a bad idea. How are you feeling now?ā€
ā€œIā€™m alrightā€¦ sorry for worrying you.ā€ You started to get out of bed, before suddenly stopping.
ā€œWhatā€™s the matter Miss?ā€
ā€œOh, nothing. Iā€™m just a little thirsty. Could you get me a glass of water?ā€
The housekeeper smiled and shook her head, then left the room, closing your bedroom door behind her. You sat back against the pillows and hugged yourself tightly.
It wasnā€™t a dream. You could still feel that scorching heat inside you. His heat. The man with the dusty pink hair and pale brown eyes that burned through his maskā€¦
The rising heat beneath your skin brought memories of the previous night rushing back.
The night before
So this was a masquerade ballā€¦? It was an even more lavish affair than you were expecting. When the invitation came, everyone advised you not to attend so close to your wedding. But you had insisted, wanting to have the experience at least once in your life. You thought it would be interesting in sort of an academic way, but-
ā€œMay I have this dance, miss?ā€ A masked man approached you silently.
ā€œOh, um, Iā€¦ No, Iā€™m sorry.ā€ Unused to such occasions, you werenā€™t sure how to respond when people approached you. You retired to a quieter corner of the ballroom and sipped the punch handed to you by one of the servants circulating with trays. You sighed. Iā€™m the picture of an overly sheltered child, arenā€™t I?
The ballroom seemed like a different world, guests dancing in their bright finery, their faces hidden, laughter ringing out. Youā€™ve heard that all sorts of passionate affairs begin at masque balls. Perhaps you were even wondering if any fateful meetings had happened tonight.
Your family loved you, and the man they had arranged for you to marry had sworn to make you happy. But even as peaceful and loving as your home life was, in your heart of hearts, you felt something was missing. You wanted to experience a passion that burned like the sun. It seemed so wonderful to love someone with your whole heart and soul. To walk on air just at the thought of that person. To feel like the whole world is dancing around you.
You drained your punch absently as you daydreamed. Waitā€¦ this is pretty powerful stuff. Is this why people call alcohol liquid courage? Yeahā€¦ you felt all giddy and like you could take on the whole world.
Perhaps it was your sudden agitation that spread the alcohol so quickly through your system. At any rate, you were very much tipsy. You leaned against a wall, giggling. Someone tapped your shoulder.
ā€œHey thereā€¦ Are you all right? Can I help? Just say the word.ā€ Youā€™d gotten carried away with thoughts of experiencing a hot passionate romance, and drinking the night away when someone came up to check on you. ā€œCan I get you some water? Or would you like to take a rest somewhere?ā€
There was only one thing you wanted. ā€œI wantā€¦ to fall in love. I want to love someoneā€¦ with my whole heart and soul.ā€ Beware the truth at the bottom of the wineglass, indeed. No one was meant to hear that little secret.
The helpful stranger blinked at you in surprise, then chuckled, ā€œI can help with that too, if youā€™d like. Why donā€™t you try loving me?ā€
ā€œHuh? But we donā€™t even know eac-ā€
Something soft sealed your lips before you could finish. His kiss was sudden and heady, like the effects of liquor masked by the sweetness of fruit, and every bit as disorienting. ā€œYouā€™re not supposed to reveal your face at a masquerade, but nothingā€™s stopping us from getting to know each otherā€™s bodies. You can have all of me, as long as you love me in return. Deal?ā€
He pulled you close, and you quickly agreedā€“ It was exactly what you wanted.
After that you spent the night with him. The memory alone sent a thrill through you unlike anything you had felt before. His voice had been as sweet as sugar cubes. You could hear it even now. Pale brown eyes seen through his mask. His dusty pink hair that tickled your skin. The gleam of his piercings on his ears. He wasnā€™t wrongā€¦ You had gotten to know his body quite well. Even though you never learned his nameā€¦
Your chest tightened at the memory of that one sweet night with your masked stranger. Heā€™s the only one whoā€™s ever made you feel that wayā€¦ and you donā€™t even know his name? You wished you could see him again, but how would you find him?
A knock interrupted your thoughts. ā€œIā€™ve brought your water, Miss! And the doctorā€™s just arrived to see you.ā€
ā€œBut I feel fine now. There wasnā€™t any need to call a doctorā€¦ā€
ā€œNo need to be brave, Miss Y/N. Besides, you still look all flushed.ā€ Ugh. You couldnā€™t say that you just got drunk at the ball, or that your staying out all night had nothing to do with feeling ill, soā€¦ ā€œRight this way, Doctor.ā€ Oblivious to your conundrum, the housekeeper ushered the doctor in. Your breath caught at the sight of him.
ā€œLee Donghyuck, at your service, Miss Y/N.ā€ Oh my god. The pale brown eyes and dusty, pale, pink hair. He was, without a doubt, the man with whom you had spent the previous night with. Were you actually dreaming now? ā€œIā€™ll begin the examination right away. Madam, if you would step outside?ā€
ā€œOf course, thank you Doctor.ā€ Once she had left, the doctor seated himself in the chair beside your bed.
ā€œWell then, if youā€™ll unbutton your nightgown, we can begin.ā€
ā€œIā€¦umā€¦?ā€ What did he just say? As you floundered for words, he snorted and began to chuckle.
ā€œIf youā€™re too tired to undress yourself, I could help you with the buttons like I did last night.ā€
Oh damn. Okay. You needed to hold yourself together. ā€œI knew it was you! Did you know who I was all along? Is that why youā€™re here?ā€
ā€œNot at all. I had no idea we would meet again until I stepped inside just now. Iā€™ve made house calls here before, but I had no idea you were a member of this family.ā€ As he spoke, Donghyuck got on with the exam in an efficient manner. ā€œYour housekeeper was worried that you might have suddenly taken ill, but thereā€™s no cause for alarm.ā€
ā€œThank youā€¦ā€
Donghyuck looked at you as he closed his doctorā€™s bag. ā€œYouā€™re very well loved.ā€ Indeed this was the case. So why had you said what you had said the night before? His direct gaze seemed to be asking yourself that same question.
You felt you owed him an answer to his unspoken question. ā€œMy family loves meā€¦ to the point of being overprotective. Theyā€™ve picked the perfect fiance for me. Everyone around me cares for me a great deal. Butā€¦ā€ But youā€™ve only experienced love on the receiving end. At leastā€¦ until last night. Your eyes were drawn to his; You couldnā€™t look away. Moving as one, we leaned closer, until our faces were almost touching. ā€œDonghā€“ Mmf!?ā€
He wrapped you in his arms just as he had done the night before, and you felt the heat of his lips over yours. The flames heā€™d kindled in your roared back to life, and you threw your arms around him in return. ā€œWhatā€™s wrong with meā€¦?ā€ Donghyuckā€™s voice was faint and breathless. ā€œIā€™ve met so many people, but no one whoā€™s captivated me the way you doā€¦ā€
ā€œI feel the same wayā€¦ā€ You always wanted to experience a fiery passionate love. It was something you had only ever read about in books. What youā€™d imagined was nothing like the scorching feeling in your chest. This isnā€™t the sweet longing they write about in stories. Now that you know what love feels like from the other side, you might never be the same.
Donghyuck let out a tremulous sigh as your lips parted once again. He rested his forehead against yours. ā€œY/N, I want you to show me love the way I did for you. Iā€™ve been searching for someone to love me. Youā€™ve been wanting someone to love. Weā€™re perfect for each other.ā€
ā€œHyuckā€¦ā€ Every fiber of your being was irresistibly drawn toward him. It was enough to make you believe in destiny. You hardly recognize yourself like this. Itā€™s a little scary. It felt like you were standing on the edge of a cliff. One more step, and you wouldnā€™t be able to take it back. Even knowing that, the fall still called out to you.
ā€œY/Nā€¦ one moreā€¦ā€ His pleading tone had you leaning in before you could think better of it. His breath puffed across your lips andā€“
There was a knock at your door. It opened and your housekeeper came in. ā€œHow is Miss Y/N, Doctor?ā€
ā€œJust a little overtired, thatā€™s all. With some rest, sheā€™ll be as good as new.ā€ Donghyuckā€™s innocent act was flawless. You breathed a sigh of relief. That was really close. She nearly saw us too. ā€œIā€™ll let you get your rest, Miss Y/N, and come back later to check on you. More stealthily this time.ā€ He said the last part quietly enough that the housekeeper didnā€™t seem to hear, but your heart leapt into your throat all the same.
ā€œPlease do, Doctor. With her wedding coming up so soon, Miss Y/N needs to take special care of her health.ā€ Those words hit you like a splash of cold water.
ā€œOf course.ā€ Donghyuck left immediately, so you didnā€™t get to see his expression. The housekeeper saw him out, and you watched from your window as he left through the front door. As you watched him walk away, he suddenly turned around. He was already quite far off, but he looked straight at you and gave you a small wave. Without thinking you ducked behind the curtain. Your pulse had just begun to slow, and now it was thundering in your ears again. Weā€™ve only met last night, and weā€™ve barely spoken to one anotherā€¦ Can anyone really fall in love that quickly?
Last nightā€™s events still remained on your mind. The blaze showed no signs of abating; in fact, it was growing so hot, you didnā€™t know what to do with yourself. You feel like youā€™re being burned up from within, but even if you were consumed entirely, this flame wouldnā€™t go outā€¦ Is this what it feels like to love someone?
The love you had experienced was warm and comforting. This feeling was a roaring blaze; something dangerousā€“ even maddening. You were restless. All you wanted to do was run after Donghyuck.
You couldnā€™t do that. Youā€™re engaged. To be married, and soon. The thought of your wedding seemed to pour cold water over the passion burning in your chest. This feeling youā€™ve just discovered has to die before your wedding. You remembered his pale brown eyes, and your ribs started to creak, your chest too narrow to contain the emotion within.
ā€”
Later that evening, you heard a tap on your balcony window.
ā€œGood evening, Iā€™m here to check on my patient.ā€ As heā€™d promised that afternoon, Donghyuck had returned. Itā€™s only been a few hours, but it feels like youā€™d been apart much longer.
ā€œHyuckā€¦?ā€ You ran to him and threw yourself into his arms. We fit perfectly together, and the feeling of contentment it gave you defied description. ā€œHyuck, I know we only met yesterday, but the thought that Iā€™d never see you again was awful. Today, just the few hours weā€™ve been apart felt too long. Thatā€™s strange, isnā€™t it? Maybe there really is something wrong with me.ā€
ā€œIf there is, my symptoms are even worse than yours.ā€ You looked up as he cupped your face in his hands. There was desperation in his eyes as he gazed into yours. ā€œThe thought of you makes my heart so full it feels like my chest might burst. I donā€™t know what to do with myself. I canā€™t forget the way you loved me last night. One night will never be enough. I need more. I need you to love me. I need to feel your lips on my skin, breathe in the scent of your hair, explore every line and curve of your bodyā€¦ or Iā€™ll lose my mind.ā€
Those sugar sweet words might have sounded like idle flirtation if it hadnā€™t been for the fire in his eyes. You had no doubt he desperately wanted you every bit as desperately as he claimed. Your reflection in his eyes looked just as hungry as he did.
As we struggled to convey by looks what words could not express, his arms tightened around you. ā€œI wish I could spirit you away and keep you all to myself. At first, I just thought you were sweet. A girl with naive ideas of romance. But when you touched me, I could tell you were different from everyone Iā€™d ever met. Your desire to love someone was real and pure. You had so much affection to give, a man could drown in it. I wanted to. Youā€™re the missing piece Iā€™ve been searching for, all my life. Last night, I knew. Say the word and Iā€™ll take you away from here. Iā€™ll give up everything to be with you.ā€
ā€œHyuckā€¦ā€ His clinging arms, his pleading voice, his entire being seemed to cry out for you.
ā€œPlease, Y/N. Keep wanting me. Make me yours and only yours.ā€
All you have to do is agree and the man you loveā€“Donghyuckā€“will take you wherever you want to go. But that would hurt your family and everyone whoā€™s loved and nurtured you? If you refuse, you can continue your peaceful life, surrounded by people who care for you. But you might never be able to see Donghyuck like this again.
ā€œI donā€™t need anything but you. Do you want me, Y/N? Orā€¦ā€
ā€œOf course I doā€¦ Donghyuckā€¦ I want your body and soul. And I want to give you all of me in return. I feel the same way you do. I donā€™t need anything but you.ā€ You canā€™t lie to yourself about what you feel.
Donghyuckā€™s wide, surprised eyes narrowed into a smile. ā€œIā€™m so glad to hear thatā€¦ Can I kiss you?ā€ You nodded, and Donghyuck leaned in hesitantly to brush his lips against yours. If possible, the hint of awkwardness in his kiss only intensified the affection you felt for him. "Thank you, Y/N. Thank you for loving me. This is the happiest I've been in my entire life."
"I know... I've never been this happy, either.ā€ You never imagined loving someone would bring you such utter happiness. We fit into each other's arms like puzzle pieces. Our heartbeats synchronized as if we were a single being. "It's so strange. Until I met you, I had no idea what love was, and yet.. I feel like this is how we were always meant to end up.ā€ Maybe this is how destiny works.
"I think you're right. We were fated for each other." It was almost as if he had heard your thoughts.
"Haha, I was just thinking that.ā€
"You were? We really are two peas in a pod." We shared a look and burst into giggles.We shared a look and burst into giggles.
Our sweet reunion was interrupted by a sudden knock at your bedroom door. Without waiting for a reply, your housekeeper opened the door. ā€œMiss Y/N? I heard some odd sounds, are youā€“ Oh, my heavens!ā€ There wasnā€™t time for Donghyuck to hide, we were well and truly caught. ā€œOh, youā€™re the doctor who visited this afternoon. What on earth are you doing here at this house? Donā€™t tell me you broke into Miss Y/Nā€™s room for some nefariousā€“ā€
ā€œNo, no! Nothing nefarious!ā€ You waved your hands not liking the suspicious look on your housekeeperā€™s face. ā€œIā€™m sorry we startled you, I never intended for this to happen, but.. Iā€™ve fallen in love with this man.ā€ Your heart pounded in your chest, and your voice wobbled as you explained. Donghyuck pressed your hands between his which kept them from trembling. Bolstered by his support, you felt the courage to press on. ā€œI know how awful this seems, but I have to be true to my heart. So Iā€™ve decided Iā€™m going to elope with himā€¦ā€
ā€œOh, Miss Y/N, you canā€™t! Iā€¦ Help! Someone, come quickly!ā€ Looking like she had seen a ghost, your housekeeper turned and shouted down the hallway for help. As she raised the alarm, lights came on all the mansion. This was just going from bad to worse.
You looked up at Donghyuck. His expression was impossibly calm. ā€Like I said before, as long as I have you, I donā€™t need anything else.ā€
ā€œNothingā€™s changed. All I need is you, Donghyuck.ā€
He flashed you a smile, then tugged on your hands. ā€œThen, letā€™s go.ā€
ā€œAll right, Letā€™s run away, Donghyuck.ā€ We could hear footsteps pounding down the hallway outside. Without a backward glance, Donghyuck lifted you into his arms and sprang out the window.
Our wild flight through the sleeping city led us, at last, to a small inn. ā€œThe staff are friends of mine. No one will find us here. Itā€™s been a while since Iā€™ve run that far. You must be exhausted.ā€
ā€œNo, Iā€™m fine.ā€ You were still riding high on the excitement of our escape. You caught a similarly wild look in his eyes.
ā€œGlad to hear it. You donā€™t mind if I perform a physical exam on you, do you? I need to make certain your body isnā€™t at the point of exhaustion and can perform more vigorous exercises. Itā€™s extremely scientific.ā€ Donghyuck leaned in with a smile and kissed you.
ā€œMmā€¦ Well, Iā€™d hate to be a difficult patientā€¦ā€
Suddenly in a modest city, the two of us shed our clothes and fell into each otherā€™s arms. It made no difference to us that he was a doctor and you were the daughter of a noble family. The two of you were simply two lovers brought together by fate.
ā€œDo you know? I think we were born to love each other.ā€ Donghyuck whispered as he brushed his lips over your flushed skin.
ā€œI think so too. I was born to meet you, Hyuck.ā€
Donghyuck smiled with guileless joy. ā€œIā€™m so happy. Iā€™ve been waiting my whole life for you. Thank you for finding me, Y/N. And for loving me.ā€ He enfolded you in a tight embrace and kissed you softly. ā€œI vow to live for this love, now and for all time.ā€
Your heart soared. Loving someone can bring pain and confusion. But itā€™s also the source of the greatest possible happiness. Just being in Donghyuckā€™s arms filled you with the greatest pleasure you had ever known. You know this flame inside you will never go out.
ā€”
Some time later, you and Donghyuck had acquired a small house for yourselves. He continued his work as a doctor and you became his assistant. Your lives were busy and happy. One day, a letter arrived.
ā€œItā€™s from your parents, isnā€™t it?ā€
ā€œYes. I thought my father would never answerā€¦ā€ Once you were feeling somewhat settled, you had written to your parents. You thanked them for how lovingly they had raised you, and apologized for running away. You told them that you two were working hard to bring happiness to as many people as you could. You had done your best to explain your feelings and make amends for the people you had hurt.
It took some time, but your father seemed to understand how you felt. ā€œIt says here that the man you were betrothed to has gotten married and seems happy. Father says that Mother, the housekeeper, and everyone at home wants to see meā€¦ so I should come visit. Can I?ā€
ā€œOf course.ā€ Donghyuck leaned over the back of your chair to hug you. ā€œI was hoping to keep you all to myself forever, but I suppose Iā€™ll have to share.ā€
ā€œOh, Hyuckā€¦ my body and soul already belong to you. What more do you need?ā€
ā€œIā€™m a bottomless pit of need when it comes to you. Indulge me?ā€ With an impish smile, he leaned down for a kiss. Our one night of forbidden passion had grown into a deeper love. You thought of all the ways he made you shiver with pleasure, and reached out to touch him the same way. ā€œMmā€¦ Haha, Y/N, youā€™re being a terrible teaseā€¦ā€
You smiled, continuing with light movements with your fingers.
Donghyuck continued his lecture as he arched his back to press his already bared skin against your lips. ā€œBe gentle with meā€¦ Ah Thatā€™s just the right amount of pressureā€¦ Yes, like that.ā€ His bright eyes and quickening breaths made his pleasure obvious. ā€œIā€™ll have to spoil you even more than usual as a reward.ā€
His clever fingers found their mark as they always did, and you felt yourself begin to come apartā€¦ As his kisses rained down over you, you realized just how parched you had been without his love.
ā€œLet me hear your voice. Let me feel you.ā€ His fingers played over your skin, making you moan and shudder under him, breathless. Donghyuckā€™s breath almost seemed to steam with the heat of his stored up desire. The flush on his cheeks lent an added wantonness to his expression. Seeing him like that kindled an answering fire in you. He had shown you the true depth of his desire, and it shook you, even as your body thrilled to his every touch.
ā€œHyuckā€¦ if you keep doing that, Iā€™llā€¦ā€
ā€œYouā€™ll what?ā€
ā€œIā€™ll lose my mind. It feels too good.ā€
ā€œMight be a nice change of pace, after the last few days. Show me what frenzy looks on you, Y/Nā€¦ā€ Your back arched, hips jerking, as his fingers sought out your sensitive spots. You could hardly keep up with him; your head spun with nonstop stimulation. You were on fire, you were melting, you were overwhelmed with his touch, and starved for it at the same time.
ā€œAhaha, sorryā€¦ I love your reactions so much, itā€™s easy to get carried away.ā€ You were a bit overwhelmed by Donghyuckā€™s enthusiasm, but you certainly didnā€™t want him to stop. The desire in his eyes and his hands, the heat building between usā€¦ his love throbbed like a frenzied heartbeat through it all. Urgent yet tender, each caress made your heart beat faster.
"Mm..." He pulled off your shirt and tossed it away, impatient to get at your skin. Lips and tongue mapped your throat, your chest. It was more than physical, after the fear of losing him and the relief of his miraculous cure. Every sensation was heightened-- you couldn't restrain your voice. "Ahh... Hyuck..." You couldn't get enough of him; your need only grew with each touch. You clung to his shoulders and called out the name you loved over and over.
"Rather than take everything from you, I want to give you everything that I am."
"Haah.. Aahh!ā€ Donghyuck lowered himself over you, and pushed inside you. Finally you were together, as close as two people could be. Happiness bloomed inside you like a garden where spring had come early. Tears pricked your eyes.
"I love you, Y/N. Let me show you just how much."
Every touch, every word fanned the flames of your passion hotter and higher, till nothing existed in your world but him. You gave him your heart, fully and without reservation. Of course, there had never been any doubt.
And although you two had only met as strangers, you knew for certain that this was simply destiny.
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PERM TAGLIST ā†¬ @lyvhie @aquaphoenixz @galacticnct @h-aechanie
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bloodibambiidoll Ā· 8 months ago
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Summary: Life is soooo hard being a spoiled little housewife, sometimes all you need is for Rafe to think for you. 18+MDNI!!
Warnings: Daddy kink!, cockwarming, body worship, dom/sub dynamics, mostly fluff? (Idk being soft is not my strong suit be nice to me) also you can thank @strangerstilinski for putting the image of Rafe playing w your hair while you cockwarm him in my head.
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Today was hard. By your standards at least. It felt like every single little thing was going wrong. First your nail tech made your nails too squared off, then your hair appointment got canceled. You went to the mall to try to get the new shoes youā€™ve been lusting after but they didnā€™t have your size even though it said they did online. Starbucks made your coffee wrong and to top it all off you stopped at the store to get stuff to bake Rafe cookies and you fucking burned them. It didnā€™t help that you were about to get your period so you felt extra needy and Rafe wasnā€™t even here to take care of you because he had to work late.
You feel like a huge baby sitting in the edge of you and Rafeā€™s plush bed, pouting over such minuscule things. But it isnā€™t your fault Rafe conditioned you to get whatever you want, whenever you want. Plus you wanted to do something for yourself today, usually he drives you around on maintenance and shopping days but you thought it might be fun to go on your own. Apparently not. So after the commotion with the cookies and the smoke alarm you decided to just sit down and wait for Rafe. He was all you wanted right now. When you hear the front door open your entire body practically perks up, just knowing he was home eased the tension in your body some immediately.
ā€œBaby? Where are you?ā€ Rafe calls out to you as you hear his expensive loafers against the carpet. He rounds the corner into the room and sees you sitting on the bed with your pretty little eyes brimmed with tears and your sparkly glossed lips set into a pout as they wobble. ā€œHey, sweet girl, whatā€™s going on?ā€
ā€œDaddy - I -ā€œ your sentence is cut off by a whimper as the tears in your eyes start to stream down your cheeks. He rushes towards you, taking your face in his hands, running his thumbs under your eyes to keep your mascara from staining your face.
ā€œShhh, itā€™s okay baby, daddyā€™s got you, Iā€™m gonna take care of you, okay? Cā€™mere.ā€ He leans down and presses a gentle kiss on your lips before crouching down on one knee so he can take your little pink heels off your feet. He runs the tips of his fingers along your ankles before pressing his lips against the inside of each one. He stands again, taking your hands in his so he can softly pull you to your feet. ā€œMy girl just had a long day, huh? Need me to think for you?ā€
ā€œMhm.ā€ You let out a sigh as he presses his lips to your shoulder, he pushes the strap of your little tank top down before kissing across your collar bones, his lips touching every inch they can.
ā€œUse your words, Princess.ā€ He mumbles against your skin as he starts to kiss up your neck, leaving soft nibbles and gently sucking on the skin.
ā€œYes, daddy, need you to take care of me. Donā€™t wanna think anymore. Please.ā€ You whine.
ā€œAlright, donā€™t gotta beg, baby. Iā€™ve got you.ā€
His finger tips caress the skin underneath your shirt as he grabs onto the hem and pulls it over your head. His hand comes around your back to undo your bra and he places wet open mouthed kisses on each of your nipples. Rafe takes his time unzipping your skirt, and pushing it off your hips, his lips grazing over and sucking on any skin they can reach as he undresses you with such tenderness. Once youā€™re finally bare before him one of his large hands cups your face while the other grips onto your hip, pulling your lips to his.
ā€œLook at you, my perfect girl, so beautiful.ā€ He pulls his shirt over his head and grabs you by the hips as he walks backwards towards the bed, using his grip to maneuver you so that youā€™re straddling his lap. ā€œWhat do you want, hmm?ā€
ā€œJust want you. I donā€™t know.ā€ You pout up and him and he chuckles slightly, placing a soft kiss on your forehead.
ā€œAlright baby, how about you sit on my cock and just let me hold you for a while, huh? Howā€™s that sound?ā€ He smooths down your hair as he smiles sweetly at you.
ā€œYeah, that sounds nice.ā€ You hum and Rafe wraps one of his thick arms around your hips to maneuver you so that he can use his free hand to pull his pants down enough to free his cock. Heā€™s already hard, it doesnā€™t take much more than seeing you naked and needy for him to get him going nowadays. Honestly he thinks if you breathed just right he would be rock hard in seconds. He uses his grip on you to line you up with his cock, gently pushing his tip into your entrance.
ā€œYouā€™re always so tight for me, princess. So wet.ā€ Rafe gently thrusts the rest of the way inside of you, pressing your hips flush against his. ā€œThere you go baby.ā€
ā€œMmm, missed you daddy.ā€ You let out a sigh of relief as wrap your arms around his neck and lean forward, burying your face in the crook of his neck.
ā€œMissed you too baby, always miss you.ā€ He kisses the top of your head, massages your scalp, rubs your shoulders, leaving kisses behind his in wake. Rafe runs his hands down your back, gently massaging your muscles. He connects your lips and slowly rolls your tongues together as his hands continue to rub and worship every inch of your body they can reach.
ā€œLove every part of you.ā€ He mumbles against your lips as his kisses travel over to your cheek and down your jaw. ā€œLove this pretty face.ā€ He kisses your nose. ā€œLove this cute little nose.ā€ He runs his nose down your jaw to your neck where he counties to place tender open mouth kisses. ā€œLove this pretty throat.ā€ His kisses travel down your shoulder to your arms. ā€œYour soft skin.ā€ He kisses the back of your hand before gently placing his lips on the pad of each one. ā€œLove your cute hands, all these lil rings you wear and how small they look around my cock.ā€
ā€œRaaaafey, I love you.ā€ You giggle, causing your walls to constrict around him.
ā€œI love you, angel. If you keep laughing like that Iā€™m gonna have to flip you over and fuck you until you canā€™t talk though.ā€ He chuckles as his hands find your ass and squeeze the flesh between his fingers. His words make you wiggle in his lap, causing his tip to brush against your sweet spot.
ā€œMmmā€¦ I wouldnā€™t be against it.ā€ You gently rock your hips against his, looking at up at him with your bottom lip between your teeth.
ā€œYeah?ā€ You giggle and nod. He smiles widely at you before flipping you onto your back. ā€œYouā€™re fuckinā€™ in for it.ā€
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27spoons Ā· 26 days ago
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When We Are Together | Natalie Scatorccio
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summary: y'all remember that one episode in s1 where nat and tr*vis make out in the plane? word. what if it was gay and YOU instead of him?
pairing: natalie scatorccio x fem!reader
warnings: drug use (marijuana), kissing, mostly just fluff idk, reader being a simp with like zero experience
wc: 1770
ao3
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"Fucking nothing out here." You grumble as you step over some underbrush, Natalie following close behind.Ā 
"Yeah, well, not exactly like we can justā€¦ conjure up a deer or something." She gestures to nothing as she speaks, kicking a rock. "But if I hear one of them saying some shit about us not bringing back food one more goddamn timeā€¦" She doesn't finish the thought, but she doesn't have to. You know exactly what she's saying.
"Yeah, well, I'd like to fucking see Jackie do this shit. She'd probably squeal at the first sight of blood." You scoff, "Or wouldn't even be able to kill the fucking animal because "it's too cute!" or some shit." You shoot Nat an easy grin, andā€¦ damn. The grin she flashes back at you almost has you walking into a tree.
"Dude." Nat laughs as she walks past you, "You're so easy." But there's no malice behind the words, just that teasing tone you've come to adore in the pastā€¦ however long you've been out here. You're sure someone is keeping a calendar, but you honestly couldn't give a fuck at this point. All you know is that you're stranded in the middle of fucking nowhere.
"Yeah, wellā€¦ whatever." You murmur as you catch up to her, trying to hide the fact you are definitely blushing.
Nat laughs again. God, you love her laugh. Have you always been this big of a simp?
"Why are we here?" You cock an eyebrow as the two of you come up to the crash site, "Preeeeeeeeeeeetty sure we cleaned out the plane of food, like, forever ago."
"Nah. Not here to hunt. Figured we could use a little break, if that's alright with you?" She spares you a look over her shoulder, that soft, teasing grin still plastered on her face. "Because I'm so sure you're justā€¦ eager to get back out there and hunt for absolutely nothing."
You roll your eyes with a sarcastic scoff, "You know me so well. I'm justā€¦ itching to walk through an empty forest for the next eight hours."
"Yeah, there's the spirit." She says as she ducks into the plane's cabin, "C'mon. I might have a joint left over."
You whistle at that, "Damn, Scatorccio. You sure know how to get a lady going. Think I would have sold my soul for a quarter gram a few days back."
Nat huffs as she sits down on the plane floor with a grunt and opens up her backpack. "What can I say? One of my many charms." She fishes out a plastic bag with a crumpled joint inside of it, but honestly? The joint could have been literally falling apart at the first touch and you would probably still find a way to smoke it.
"That might just be the most beautiful thing I have seen in my entire life." You eye the joint as she brings it to her lips, sparking the lighter to life. The end of the smoke flickers orange as it burns.
You catch yourself staring at her lips againā€”too long, definitely too long. Your throat tightens as the memory of that kiss against the tree creeps in. You glance away, hoping she doesnā€™t notice, but the heat rising in your face gives you away.
"Oh, c'mon." Nat drawls as she exhales, "Don't be like that. C'mere." She takes another hit and leans in, gently grabbing your jaw and coaxing your mouth open.
You inhale the smoke she exhales. Andā€¦ damn, is it delicious. Arguably better than it would have been if you just took the hit yourself.
But, before you can do anything else, Nat is leaning back with a low chuckle and bringing the joint back to her lips, "So easy." You roll your eyes and flip her off, which earns a giggle from her.Ā 
Yes, an actual giggle. Which, of course, only makes you smile wider.
If anyone had told you you'd be giggling with Natalie Scatorccio in the cabin of a wrecked plane, smoking a joint, and doing things that friends do not do, you probably wouldn't have believed them. Would have been a nice thought, yes, but you wouldn't have believed them. It's not that you and Nat never got along; you two just never hung out outside of stuff with the team. You had heard the rumours about her, who hadn't, but you never cared all too much. After all, what business is it of yours what she does with her free time? She played soccer well enough and seemed like a good enough person.
Now that you've gotten to know her, however? Well, you were right. She is a good person; she just hides it under layer after layer of defences built up over the years. A part of you wishes you knew why she has all these walls, but you figure she'll tell you when she's ready. You're happy enough just doing it is whatever the two of you are doing right now.
A whistle cuts you out of your thoughts, "You in there?" Nat chuckles, holding the joint out, "I asked if you wanted a hit, Princess."
"Princess?" You scoff and grab the joint from her, brushing your fingers against hers (maybe on purpose. maybe not.) as you take it. "Thought that title was reserved for Jackie." You inhale the smoke, andā€¦ damn. You needed that. You really needed that. You fucking missed weed. It's slightly stale, but you'll take it. On the exhale, you let out a low laugh, "Goddamn, Nat. Now that is good shit." It really isn't. It's ditch weed. That's fine, though. You'll take anything.
"Oh, Jackie is a princess. You're just Princess. There's a difference, y'know." She shoots you that same easy grin as she takes the joint back from you, "With you? Compliment, yeah? With Jackie?" She shrugs and takes another pull; then her grin shifts to something slightly cockier as she realises that you're still staring at her lips, like a lovestruck fool.
Nat gives you a long look, eyes narrowing scarcely. She leans forward slightly, and when you don't budge, she keeps the smoke in her mouth and moves to straddle your waist, resting her arms on your shoulders. She gives you this look, and you part your lips for her to exhale a steady stream of smoke into.
Once you exhale the smoke this time, she doesn't pull back. She remains close to your face, sitting on your lap, her eyes half-lidded. A part of you wants to say it's the weed, but you know you're lying to yourself. There's a non-zero chance she's stoned from this; probably just a gentle buzz, if anything at all.
"Hi." You say with a sheepish grin, which earns another one of those delicious giggles from Natalie.
She laughs, low and soft, her breath warm on your cheek. ā€œHi.ā€ Her voice is quieter now, gentler, but it carries that same teasing lilt that always makes you want to roll your eyes and smile at the same time. "This is okay, yeah?"
"Yeah. Yes. For sure." You mumble out a little too quickly to be passed off as smooth.
"So easy," Nat repeats for the third time, that damn easy grin on her face still.
A beat of silence passes, and you just stare at her, like a dumbass. The cabin creaks ominously around the two of you as you do. Do you kiss her? She had to have climbed into your lap for a reason, right? She wouldn't do it if it were just for shits andā€”
"And so stupid." Nat murmurs, and then she's kissing you. It's soft and slow, and it makes something warm flutter in your chest. You feel your face flush as you kiss her, but you also feel yourself smile softly into the kiss. You bring your hands up to cup her face and remember what she told you earlier, "Stop overthinking about what you're doing and just do it. It's not like you're doing rocket science. You're just kissing." So, you try and do just that. You kiss her a little more aggressively, and-
She's trying so hard not to laugh right now.
"Sorry." You mumble out as you pull back slightly, to which she shakes her head quickly and brings the almost-gone joint back to her lips, taking one more hit.Ā 
"It's cool. You're justā€¦ aggressive." She exhales the smoke away from the two of you before placing the last of the joint between your lips. "Justā€¦ slow down, yeah? Not a race. Not like I'm going anywhere right now."
You take the hit, then snuff the roach of the joint out on the cabin floor. "Yeah," You murmur, "Yeah." You keep one of your hands on her cheek as you lean back in to kiss her, slower and less aggressive. Your other hand drifts down to her waist, which you think is the right idea, until she's fighting another giggle, which causes you to pull backā€¦ again.
"Sorry, sorry. That justā€¦ It tickles." She gives you an apologetic grin and doesn't stop you when you move to kiss her again.
You wrap the arm that had the hand on her waist around the small of her back and try to lay her down on the ground, which earns a soft humming sound from her, which you really like, and it's going wellā€¦
Until her head meets the sharp corner of a broken tray table, the dull thunk cutting through the moment like a poorly timed punchline.
Smooth.
"Ow." Nat murmurs as you pull back off her and try not to pout at your lack of suaveness. You don't outwardly complain about it, but Nat sees you trying to keep a calm face all the same. "Hey, come on. Who hasn't rolled over a broken tray table while making out in a blood-stained death trap?" She chuckles, which quickly turns into a giggle, making you giggle. It also displays her dimples, whichā€¦ yeah, you likeā€”a lot.
She moves to straddle your waist again, knees on either side of your thighs. One of her hands rests on your shoulder while the other comes to thread through your hair. "You're a really good kisser, you know?" Her expression becomes slightly more serious, "I don't wanna go back yet. Do you?"
You shake your head with an "Mm-mm" sound, and she's leaning down to kiss you againā€”slow and tenderā€”just like before.
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Why the hell didnā€™t you talk to her before the crash, again? Maybe you needed the end of the world to finally get it right.
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a/n: natalie is a girlkisser and i will not be taking questions on that statement
I hate s1 tr*vis with a burning passion. s2 travis I can fuck with. sometimes.
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lvlyghost Ā· 1 year ago
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Hello do you take requests cause I had this idea in my mind but I suck in writing
how bout a ghost x reader where he had a bad day and takes it out on his beloved reader who he's been in a really long relationship with, by starting an argument and maybe saying some really mean and bad things that break the reader. Like the reader is only a shell of herself and completely ruined by ghosts words and just crying or sitting completely still staring off the wall or just staring at nothing just being numb.
What would be interesting is Simons reaction when he realizes the damage that he's done, maybe he would cry/break down idk when he sees the usually happy reader being so dull and almost lifeless yk
But Pleasee don't do this to our hearts and write some comfort and a happy ending please I couldn't handle too much angstā¤ļøšŸ˜­
The Weight of the World
PAIRINGS: Simon 'Ghost' Riley x F!Reader
SUMMARY: You promised to always lean on each other but sometimes love isn't enough.
WORD COUNT: 1.5k
TW: heavy angst, literally got some mid anxiety writing thisšŸ„“ swearing, self-doubt, hurt-comfort and slight fluff towards the end. lmk if i missed any.
A/N: finished this in one sitting lol, also not proofread and poorly edited, i've been having a shitty week so expect more angst lol. meet me in therapy. Enjoy anon!šŸ¤šŸŒŸšŸ«¶šŸ»šŸ’•
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You hesitate right outside Simon's studio, the place where he secludes himself from everything and everyone. Ever since he came from his last mission he seemed to be on the edge constantly. The usual softness that he reserved specifically for you was... absent.
Still you wouldn't let that stop you from approaching; having dating him for a few years now let you know so much of that. You knew when he was hurting. When he was sad, angry, jealous or even happy. Little to no people could say that.
Somehow this was different. He wasn't even letting you in, constantly keeping you at arms length and that hurt. How were you supposed to get to him this time? Get him to talk to you?
To look at you again with that same glint in his eyes, the spark that you ignited in him and that won't fade away even years after.
The sound of a chair creaking startles you, the same time the timer in the kitchen goes off. You walk back, turning the oven off, and sticking out the apple pie you so happily baked for both with hopes that you'll get him loosen a bit that dark cloud that's been looming over Simon these past few days.
The door of his studio is yanked open the heavy stomp of his boots resonating across the small apartment you two share, then his bulky frame appears just to grab the keys to his black motorcycle.
"Simon!" You call him, burning your hand in the process. He stills halfway through the living room, waiting for you to say something else. Wetting a cloth hurriedly and wrapping it around the burnt skin.
"I made something for us... maybe," standing behind him you leave a reasonable space between the two. You swallow down hard. "Thought we could have it together and just, you know spend...-"
"I don't have time for that now." His voice is cold and monotone. "Don't wait for me."
"But Si-" he turns on his heels, eyes hard and unyielding. He approaches slowly, making you gulp. "What's gotten into you, Simon?" You fight back the tears, this was the man you loved so dearly, the man you knew loved you back; there was a reason for the golden engagement ring on your left hand. "I..-"
"Fucking hell would you stop that? Please just..." he notices the wetness in your eyes. "I can't do this. Not anymore."
"Whatever it is I promise we can work it out together!" your lips quivered. "Just talk to me!"
"I don't need to talk about anything girl!" He seethes, one finger pointing at you. "Think some cheap counseling with you will make things right? Bloody hell no. Neither some homemade bread, this isn't fucking working and it won't until you learn how the bloody world works."
It breaks your heart into a tiny million pieces, breathing becomes a challenge and the injury in your hand can no longer be felt. Simon's words were worse than any physical pain. Where was the man you loved? The man who used to lift you up and kiss you on the forehead? The man whose hands couldn't stop roaming your body late at night? The man who'd helped you reach out for things he probably put away in the highest shelf so you'd ask for help. That same man that had proposed to you no long ago, right before he was deployed to a special op God knows where. The fabric of his mask moves when he keeps talking but you don't listen. You can't. Just like you can't stop the tears dribbling down your cheeks and the tremble of your hands. Simon's jaw clenched, brows furrowed as he takes a step back and leaves.
You walk sluggishly to where the dessert awaits. It's when your knees buckle that you finally let out a loud cry.
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Simon knows he isn't a good man. He's done quite questionable things that he could never say out loud. He knows he's fucked in so many ways. But he also knows that there's one thing that kept him from spiraling further down into an abyss of death and self-loathing.
You.
The woman he decided he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. The girl that didn't care about his past, the bad moments and his complicated persona. You who would selflessly love him without asking for something in return. What had you seen in him in first place? Even now after three years he can't wrap his head around the fact that he has someone who waits for him.
Simon knows how much he loves you, but what he doesn't know is howā€”or in what earthā€”he deserves every part of you.
You've been avoiding him ever since that horrible night. Words he can't take back. Looks that haunt him every time he closed his eyes. He hears you cry when you go to sleep or when you're taking a shower. Muffled sobs and wails that will come for him until the day he dies.
You avoid him like a plague, when he walks in. After all he's the one to blame. He wanted to ask you to tear him apart maybe that'd feel less painful.
The last remaining of sanity that was left in him came crashing down when he began to notice how you stared off in a haze, numbly looking at the window. He was losing you. Destroyed the one good thing he had. So, a few days later, despite his own demons. Despite the things that broke him all irreparably during the last mission in Moscow, he comes to find you. Sucking in a sharp breath as his eyes set on your left hand.
The engagement ring was gone, forgotten someplace unknown. Simon felt the panic wrenching his guts.
It's all on him.
He whispers your name, calls you softly. Slowly sitting in front of you, the coffee table creaks under his weight. Words get caught in his throat.
"May I take your hand?" He pleads, not getting an answer. Simon sighs, lowering his head as silent reigns yet again. "I don't deserve you." He murmurs, eyes bored into the floor. "I... I ruin everything I touch. Just never thought I'd ruin my girl."
Your eyes flutter shut, wet tears clinging to your eyelashes. Simon watches as you stand and leave without a word, he follows close behind to your shared room.
"Love..."
"Don't call me that!" the hurt in your voice... the resentment in your eyes, he's earned it.
Simon reaches out for your arm, grabbing you firmly but gently, mindful not to harm you.
"Right I deserve that." If there's one thing Simon regrets it's being the reason that your eyes no longer shine. "What I said... what happened I...-"
Shaking your head and biting down your lip.
"You never gave me the chance, I thought we said we'd always find a way."
"I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry baby." in an instant he's pulling you close, although you want to push him away, scream at him, slap him for the calvary he made you go through. "I'm not good with words, and I'm no good person." You feel his body shaking with anxiety as your eyes widen in shock. "I tried... I can't forgive myself for my mistakes."
"Simon..." he hushed you, cradling your head with his big hand. "I can't sleep knowing I can't protect you from what's out there, couldn't bloody protect that kid in Moscow, or my family."
You guide him to the bed, sitting down side by side and holding onto each other.
"Said I would always be with you Simon, why the hell did you push me away?! Have I not given my everything to you? We promised to always make it work!" He grabs your face staring intently into your eyes. "What happened there?"
He blinks, deciding how much to say. There was no need for you to know the entirety of it. He wanted to shield you from the horrors of this world, and he would as long as he lived.
"A young lad whose life's was cut short because I wasn't there on time. How can I come back to you, be happy when someone else just lost their kid..."
"That wasn't on you! Simon Riley you stop that now." He inhales, cinnamon and vanilla flooding his senses. It's you all of you. "Stop carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders. We do that together, yeah?" Your chest hurts from how hard it's beating. "You've done far so much. You won't lose me."
A rumble in the sky and cars passing by outside your home is all you hear. Brown eyes like honey stare back into your soul.
"You took it off..."
"I burnt my hand, it wasn't healing properly. And you know what?" He quirks a brow. "It wasn't homemade bread. It was an apple pie, you silly."
"You'll never forgive me for that one won't you?" He doesn't chuckle but the air feels lighter.
"No. Probably won't." Simon takes your burnt hand bringing it to his lips, they're soft against the marred skin.
"But we're still getting married, yeah?" He asks.
You smile fondly, humming when he kisses your forehead, tears have now dried.
"Yeah. We're still getting married."
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potatoplace Ā· 3 months ago
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Azriel x Archeron!Reader
the 1 (part 1) | So Long, London (part 3)
mini-series masterlist | ACOTAR x reader masterlist
Story Summary: In the aftermath of your fall, your sisters stay by your side, comforting you as best they can. The Shadowsinger is lurking, hoping for a chance to apologize. Will you tell him to go fuck himself or take him as your mate once more?
Warnings: suicide mention, self harm, difficult birth, chronic pain (idk if I should tag that?), FUCK AZRIEL
Words: ~3.5k
Author's Note: So. This was supposed to be the HAPPY ending. And it kind of is. So. Yeah. I just couldn't think of a way to make it actually happy except in the way that I did. Because tbh Azriel fucked up TOO. HARD. There's honestly no way to fully come back from what he did... grrrrr. I hope you guys like it anyways, sorry that I can't deliver on some actual fluff to heal your hearts šŸ’” also the first bit before Feyre finds out about Reader is the same as in 'Gone'. And the final alternate ending will be out tomorrow!
18+ only pls
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Azriel quickly made his way back to Elain, doing his best to put the interaction he had just had with you behind him.
His mate.
Elainā€™s sisterā€¦ Thatā€™s the only way he had ever thought of you.
As a human you had beenā€¦ Less than average. Hard to look at.
At least in comparison to Elain.
Elain was a breath of fresh air, so lovely and innocent and so entirely unlike him.
And turned fae, she was even more breathtaking.
He had waited for her to realize how truly damaged and scarred he was, and not just on the outside. How entirely unworthy of her he was.
But she hadnā€™t. She had seen him, loved him, even with how broken he was on the inside.
And he had meant his words to Nesta, when he had said no one would ever compare to Elain, even his mate.
And he was right. You didnā€™t compare to her.
But as he reached her side and wrapped his arm around his lovely Elain, he couldnā€™t help butā€¦ wonder.
Had he just made a mistake in rejecting the bond so easily?
His free hand came to rub at his chest, which felt like it was being scraped with a knife, a dull, throbbing pain.
ā€œAre you alright?ā€ Elainā€™s sweet voice asked, and he tilted his head to look down at her.
ā€œOf course, sweetheart. Join me for a dance?ā€ He asked softly, leading her by the hand to the dance floor after she nodded, a beautiful smile gracing her lips.
The ring in his pocket, so dainty and light, felt as though it weighed a thousand pounds.
He had planned to propose to Elain tonight, present her with the beautiful ring that he had picked out just for her. But now, after your confession and the pain from a severed bond in his chest, it just didnā€™t feel like the time.
Only a minute into their dance, Feyre screamed in agony, all heads whipping to look at their High Lady.
ā€œFeyre? Whatā€™s wrong?ā€ Rhys asked, already holding Feyre in his arms.
She broke away from him a moment later, sprinting further into the House without any warning.
Rhys followed immediately after, running after his mate, and the rest of the inner circle followed quickly.
They found Feyre peering over a balcony, sobbing at whatever she saw before summoning her wings. In the next moment, Feyre was jumping over the edge, diving down towards the rocks below.
Just a few seconds later, she returned, a body clutched tightly to her chest-
You. His mate.
Feyre set you gently on the ground, her hands already glowing with healing powers. ā€œSomeone go get Madja. Now.ā€
Cassian took to the air as soon as she gave her command, flying in the direction of the healerā€™s home as the rest of them stood, watching Feyre work to heal your broken, battered body with mouths wide in disbelief.
Your other two sisters fell to the ground around you, careful not to touch you lest they cause any more damage.
ā€œWhatā€¦ What happened?ā€ Elain asked tearily. His soft, sweet Elain, tears already streaming down her face, sorrow matched by Nesta.
But Feyreā€¦ Feyre was sobbing as she worked to heal you, mending the vital organs that had been damaged in the fall.
Because you had fallen. Somehow, you had fallen over the edge of the balcony that would reach above your waist.
You were so small, so fragile.
The torn bond in his chest felt like a gaping wound, Truthteller twisting inside the muscle over and over and over as he looked at your dying body, the reality of the situation hitting him all at once.
You are his mate! He had rejected his mate!
Cassian returned with Madja in record time, who immediately set to healing the bones that were shattered into a thousand pieces.
ā€œEveryone besides the sisters should leave now, I need to focus,ā€ Madja said sharply, leveling a glare at Azriel himself.
He had been softly sobbing, tears cascading down his face without him even realizing.
Rhys, Cassian, Mor, and Amren all turned their eyes to Azriel, confused at the level of grief he was displaying, nearly level with your sisters.
Quickly, Azriel turned and left the balcony, making his way to another abandoned one, taking to the skies a moment later. He hoped the cold air would clear his thoughts, rid him of this feeling of regret he was holding now, after seeing you nearly dead.
But still, his heart ached with the need to see you, the need for the bond to be whole and healed again, to give it a chance.
Because now, he could see that he had made a mistake. Now that you had nearly left him in a way he hadnā€™t anticipated, hadnā€™t thought would ever happen.
Elainā€¦ Elain would be sad, of course. And he would miss her trulyā€¦ It was a shame you were sisters, or he may have been able to figure out a world in which he could have the both of you to love him.
Most likely, Elain wouldnā€™t want a relationship with her sisterā€™s mate, either. It would beā€¦ Cruel of them to continue on, with you still around them.
He didnā€™t know how he hadnā€™t realized that the moment you had confessed.
But there was no changing that. There was only the path forward, and that was for him to find some way to repair the bond between you, and do whatever he needed to win his mate to his side
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The first time you woke, it was to blinding pain in every inch, every cell of your body.
Without opening your eyes, your body wrenched itself to the side to wretch up whatever remained in your stomach, the movement sending more stabs of pain through you.
You werenā€™t awake for more than a minute before you succumbed to the pain, falling into blissful nothingness.
The second time you woke, you could hear muffled words, sounding like they were passing through several layers of cotton stuffed into your ears.
The voices sounded like your sisters, arguing in hushed voices.
Probably about what a failure you were, not even able to take your own life, even by jumping from-
A balcony.
Azriel.
Your mate.
The pain of your body was nothing to the renewed agony of the severed bond, ripped so suddenly after finally being recognized by your mate.
A scream left your lips without a thought, and your hands attempted to raise up to your chest, to attempt to soothe the pain ravaging you so thoroughly.
But they were stopped, held down by gentle hands, and two more cupped at your face, the kindness in them reminding you of only one person-
Twin.
Your eyes cracked open the slightest bit, the connection between you and Feyre giving you just enough to meet her pretty blue eyes with your dull brown ones.
ā€œY/N, youā€™re awake,ā€ Feyre said softly, the words echoed into your mind so that you could actually hear her. ā€œTry to stay still, sissy. We healed you as much as we could but you could still reinsure your muscles. Just stay still, Iā€™ll get you more pain potions.ā€
Tears leaked out of your eyes. ā€œBond. Hurts,ā€ you managed to whisper to her mentally, and her eyes widened.
One of her hands left your face, the other one curling around to lift your head and tilt a potion into your mouth, the liquid bitter but instantly easing the physical aches within you, tiredness sweeping over your senses and pulling you under.
But you could still feel the pain in your heart.
The third time you woke, the pain in your body was only a dull ache, but your hands shot up to rub at the ache in your chest.
No hands stopped you this time, but you heard three soft gasps as you moved, and after a moment you let your eyes flutter open, squeezing shut after seeing how bright it was.
ā€œOh, shoot,ā€ Elainā€™s soft voice said, and you hear her soft footsteps and the swish of fabric before she returned. ā€œItā€™s darker in here now, you should be more comfortable.ā€
You let your eyes open again, pleased to see there was only the dim glow of the fireplace and a few candles dotted about the room.
After a moment, you recognized that you were in the room that had been set aside for you in the River House, laying on the plush bed with your sisters huddled around it on chairs.
ā€œWhatā€¦ā€ You started, but found yourself coughing, your dry, sore throat protesting the action. Feyre quickly offered you a glass of water, helping to raise your head and tilting the glass to spill the cool liquid down your throat.
Once you had had your fill, she set the glass back down on your bedside table, then helped you sit up against the headboard. She fussed with the pillows, making sure that you were only laying against the plush padding, then tugged the blanket up to cover your chest and shoulders.
Feyre was sniffling softly as she looked at you, her eyes gleaming with unshod tears, but her face was puffy and red so you knew she had been crying recently.
ā€œWhat happened?ā€ You asked quietly.
How did I survive?
ā€œI- I felt you go unconscious, through our mental link. And I- I found you on-ā€ Feyreā€™s voice was cut off by a sob.
Nesta sighed, to your left. But it wasnā€™t an angry sigh, like you were used to. Your head turned to look at her, seeing tears on her own face as well.
You couldnā€™t remember the last time you had seen her cry.
ā€œShe could you at the rocks below the House of Wind,ā€ Nesta explained, her hands sneaking under the blanket and taking your left one in them, her thumbs rubbing over the back of it in a comforting manner. ā€œYou wereā€¦ You were nearly gone, when we found you.ā€
ā€œShe and Madja saved you, but they said you might have someā€¦ Residual pain, because of the amount of damage,ā€ Elain said softly, her own hands resting on top of the blanket over your right hand.
You blinked at the three of them, lost for words.
The pain in your chest flared again, reminding you of exactly why you were in this situation.
ā€œIā€¦ Iā€™m sorry for worrying youā€¦ā€ You whispered, guilt overtaking you as your right hand came to rub at your heart, attempting to soothe its pain, as futile as it was.
ā€œWhy are you sorry?ā€ Nesta asked sharply, and you flinched. ā€œI- I just meant that you have nothing to be sorry about. Itā€™s Azriel who should be apologizing, and to you.ā€
Tears flooded your eyes at the mere mention of his name, and Feyreā€™s fingers wiped them away with a soft cloth with so much care that you began to sob.
ā€œOh, sissy, Iā€™m sorry,ā€ Feyre said, and climbed into the bed next to you, her body curling into yours like it did for so many years in that cold, run down cottage. ā€œIā€™m so, so sorry,ā€ she cooed as she rocked your body gently, joined to her back by Elain and Nesta to your left. ā€œFor what itā€™s worth, he realized what anā€¦ Errorā€¦ He made,ā€ Feyre said softly, but it only made you cry more.
That meant that he had hurt Elain, and that was the last thing that you wanted.
ā€œItā€™s okay, Y/N, really. I donā€™tā€¦ā€ Elain paused, trying to find the right words. ā€œI donā€™t want to be with my sisterā€™s mate, especially notā€¦ Not with the circumstances. He wonā€™t tell us exactly what happened, just thatā€¦ He rejected the bond quickly, and is now searching for a way to heal it.ā€
Your sobs quieted at that information, your mind confused.
ā€œWhat?ā€
ā€œAzriel isā€¦ Attempting to make amends with you,ā€ Nesta said, clearly angry with just the suggestion. ā€œThough what he thinks he can do to fix it, I donā€™t know.ā€
Elain sighed. ā€œReally, Iā€™m sorry Y/N. If I had known he was your mateā€¦ I never would have accepted his advances.ā€
ā€œItā€™s okay, ā€˜Lain. Iā€¦ I should have told him sooner, given himā€¦ An actual choice, not sprung it on him last night.ā€
ā€œStarfall was a week ago, Y/N. Heā€™s been stalking your room since we brought you here, his shadows are practically coating the door at all times. Feyre hasnā€™t let them in, though,ā€ Nesta explained.
Your brow furrowed. A week? You had been out for a week?
ā€œYou needed the time to heal as much as you could. You woke up a couple of times, but it never lasted for long, your were in too much pain,ā€ Feyre said softly, one of her hands running though your hair.
ā€œCanā€¦ Is heā€¦ Is he waiting now?ā€ You asked quietly, though you werenā€™t sure which answer you were hoping for.
Your sisters exchanged weary glances, but Elain was the one who nodded in confirmation.
ā€œWould I be able to speak with him?ā€
Nesta sighed and squeezed your hand tightly. ā€œAre you sure? I could go roast him alive instead? Save you the trouble of taking him out?ā€
Despite the pain still throbbing in your heart, your lips curled up at her suggestion. ā€œNo, Iā€™ll beā€¦ Fine, Nes. I justā€¦ Need to do this.ā€
ā€œOkay, weā€™ll tell him that he can come in. Would you like any of us to stay?ā€ Elain asked, her eyes soft and worried.
You shook you head. ā€œNo, I think it would be better for us to talk alone.ā€
ā€œIf you need us, or to have him leave, just reach out for me, okay sissy?ā€ Feyre suggested, giving you one last squeeze before she slipped from the bed.
ā€œI will, FeyFey,ā€ you said, giving her a soft smile in an attempt to reassure her that you were fine.
Nesta opened the door to your bedroom, shadows instantly flooding inside as she did. You could spot Azrielā€™s massive frame in the doorway, his wings drooped to the ground.
You heard Nesta hiss something at him, too quietly for you to hear, but the way his wings fell further and his accepting nod came across, you were certain that she had threatened to cut off important body parts if you ended up even more hurt.
Azriel entered the bedroom, his eyes cast to the ground as he stood in the center of the room. Elain left next, avoiding looking at Azriel as she did. Feyre was the last to go, leveling Azriel with a deathly cold stare. You knew that she was the most shaken up by the experience- you and your twin had always had a strong connection, almost like you could read each otherā€™s minds, even before Feyre obtained the magic to actually do so.
She turned in the doorway, her eyes locking with yours. You smiled slightly and nodded at her.
You would be fine.
Itā€™s not like thereā€™s any way Azriel can hurt you more, what with the bond already destroyed in your chest.
The door snicked shut behind her, though you could still hear their heartbeats lingering in the hallway outside, ready to step in if they heard anything concerning.
ā€œSoā€¦ā€ You started, once the two of you had been in silence for a few minutes.
ā€œSoā€¦ Iā€¦ I wanted to apologize, Y/N. I wish I could take back my cruel words, and undo the rejection of the bond. I donā€™t know what I was thinking, moving so quickly,ā€ Azriel said, his voice the saddest that you had ever heard it.
Still, you didnā€™t say anything.
ā€œI am so, so sorry Y/N. I want to take away your pain, I want to do anything that I can to help you. You are my mate and I have done so much wrong by you. Please, Y/N. Please give me another chance,ā€ he begged.
And it broke you.
Your arms came out from under the blanket without you meaning to, reaching for him-
Your mate.
Your mate who was begging for your forgiveness.
Begging for you.
The broken bond in your chest ached even as his hands met yours, grasping them tightly as he kneeled on the bed before you, tears in his eyes.
ā€œPlease, let me try everything I can to repair the bond. Let me earn your trust and love, Y/N.ā€
You sighed and bit your lip, considering his words, the conviction with which he said them.
ā€œIsā€¦ Is there a way to fix the bond?ā€ You asked tentatively, squeezing his hands gently.
ā€œThere are ways, yes. They require multiple detailed rituals under the separate phases of the moon, with a priestessā€™s help. Iā€¦ Iā€™ve already had a priestess practice the rituals, in case you were to say yes. Of course, weā€™ll only start when youā€™re ready.ā€
You nodded slowly.
You could have your mate.
If you wanted.
ā€œWhen can we start?ā€
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A month later, you and Azriel had completed the four rituals required to repair the mating bond.
The priestess had warned you that the bond would likely feel slightly hollow, not quite as strong as they normally do once accepted.
You swore to yourself that you didnā€™t care as you baked a blackberry cheesecake for your mating ceremony with Azriel- it was the first dessert the two of you had shared in your very first date, while you were still on bed rest after yourā€¦
Accident.
You swore to yourself that you didnā€™t care as you lifted a bite of the cheesecake to Azrielā€™s mouth as your family watched on, clapping and congratulating the two of you quickly before they winnowed out of the Town House, which Rhys and Feyre had gifted to the two of you.
You swore to yourself that you didnā€™t care once the mating frenzy had subsided, laying in bed at night, staring at the ceiling, hand clutching at your heart.
Phantoms pains still rang through you every day, rattling your bones. The bond was there, yes, but it had been killed and brought back to life, reanimated in your chest and torturing you in life.
You swore to yourself that you didnā€™t care as you slid Truthteller across your thigh in the middle of the night while Azriel slept in the next room, needing to feel a pain that was real to distract you from how much you didnā€™t care that the bond wasnā€™t whole.
You told yourself that you didnā€™t care that Azriel wanted you for the bond, and likely the bond alone.
The moments that made you not care were the ones where Azrielā€™s attentions made the bond flare to life in you, imitating the wholeness that you could have once had.
His soft kisses on your lips and sweet nothings whispered in your ears, gentle scarred hands caressing your own scars, trying to erase every pain that he had caused you.
You swore that you didnā€™t care as you saw his eyes linger on Elain at family dinners, convinced yourself that you didnā€™t see longing and lust in his hazel eyes as he took in your elder sister, finally attempting to fulfill her own bond with Lucien.
You did the same as his eyes lingered on every pretty female you passed on your walks through Velaris, wishing that he would look at you with the same heated looks he did for them.
Even as you grew with child, you promised to yourself that you didnā€™t care that the bond felt like it was dying in your chest, draining you of your energy.
All you had ever wanted was to have a husband and a baby, someone who would love you forever, and a sweet child to raise, to shield from the cruelty of the world.
And of course, you told yourself that you didnā€™t care when he came home smelling of another female, his clothes slightly out of place and hair tousled while you were on bed rest, the lingering pain from your attempt making you unable to walk on your own.
Azriel was with you during labor, and the bond between the two of you shined the brightest then, with your hand squeezing his, nearly to the point of breaking bones, as you pushed and pushed and pushed, finally rewarded with your beautiful baby girl-
The absolute copy of her father, stunning hazel eyes, thick and curly dark hair, and tiny, fluttering wings on her back.
The labor took so much out of you, the wings having torn your body open, but finally, after hours of healing from Feyre and Madja, you were given the absolute joy of holding your firstborn.
You beamed down at her, enraptured by how sweet and precious and perfect she was, her little fingers curling around one of yours.
So small. So delicate.
You knew that you would protect her with your life, with everything you had. You would never let anyone hurt her, never let anyone compare her to those around her. She would be safe, and loved, and love herself like you had never had the chance to.
So you told yourself that you didnā€™t care, because she was worth it.
She was worth everything.
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I saw requests were open and Iā€™ve literally never sent in a request but you writing is so good I had to
Idk maybe minding x reader if youā€™re ok with that
Or nerd bang Chan with those glasses bro he looks so good haha
Or virgin reader n Lee know
Whatever one you think would be interesting or feel comfortable writing no pressure you obv donā€™t have to do any šŸ«¶
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Fem reader x gamer!Bangchan
Synopsis: Bangchan is your nerd gamer boyfriend, he is the most lovesick and clingy person you know, especially when he feels frustrated after losing at video games.
Word count: 2.9k
Warnings: šŸ”ž, mdni, smut and fluff, pussy eating, vaginal sex, adult language, and bangchan with glasses.
Note: uhmā€¦meow
Bangchan is in your shared bedroom playing video games, but at some point he loses the match and with a frustrated look he lets out a loud sigh, his hand slowly moving up to grip the back of his chair.
He feels annoyed and irritated from his loss since his rank has been dropping lately. A part of him wanted to scream in frustration, his eyes slowly moving over to the bed where he sees you napping peacefully.
Your boyfriend lets out another deep sigh, but his mood beginning to soften as he gazes at your sleeping form.
Standing up from his chair, he quietly approaches the bed, his footsteps soft and careful to not wake you up yet. He sits down on the edge of the bed, his eyes still fixated on you as he studies every feature of your face. A small smile appears on his face as he slowly reaches out to gently brush a strand of hair from your face, his touch light and tender.
You move and open your eyes ā€œchannie..? Everythingā€™s ok, babe?ā€ You ask rubbing your sleepy eyes.
Bangchan hesitates silently for a moment, contemplating if he should ask you for something. But in the end, his need gets the better of him as he finally decides to open his mouth and speak ā€œActually..can I ask you for a favor?ā€, his eyes moving to the ground for a moment before glancing back to you, curious about your response.
ā€œOf courseā€¦ā€ you mumble a little.
ā€œI..really need to let my frustration out after losing at that fucking video games...ā€ your boyfriend says, his voice soft and hesitant as he looks down for a moment, his hand slightly clenching. He can slowly feel the annoyance he once felt from his loss slowly creep up. Bangchan slowly looks back into your eyes, almost as if silently asking permission.
You smiles and raises the bed sheets ā€œcome hereā€¦ā€.
A soft, shaky breath leaves his lips as he slowly scoots over to you. Pushing the sheets aside, Chan crawls on top of your body, trapping you between his arms on either side of your head "You..you really donā€™t mind..?ā€.
You just nods with anticipation.
A shiver runs down his spine at your response, his need and want for you starting to take over his mind. His eyes slowly scan over your face before moving down to your neck.
Your boyfriend slowly leans down, placing a soft kiss on your neck before moving up to your ear, his breath warm against your sensitive skin ā€œIā€™m gonna let it outā€¦and itā€™s all your faultā€¦ā€.
You giggle ā€œmy fault, babe? What are you talking about?ā€.
He lightly bites your ear as he continues to leave kisses along your neck. He lets out a small chuckle, his hot breath sending chills over your skin ā€œMhm..Itā€™s your fault for looking so damn cute, for looking so damn gorgeous, and for being so damn sweet to meā€¦if you knew what you do to me..ā€.
You just look at him with a sincere smile.
Chan slowly pulls away from your neck, his eyes locking with yours. He can feel the need inside him quickly intensifying, a hint of possessiveness and desire slowly growing in his eyes ā€œI need you so badly..ā€ he says with a low, almost hoarse voice before softly capturing your lips in a deep, passionate kiss.
You kiss him back ā€œyou need me, babe? wanna make you feel goodā€.
A soft hum comes out of your boyfriend mouth, the feeling of you kissing him back and your words sending a wave of pleasure through his body. His hand continues to slowly move down your stomach before it suddenly stops, grabbing the hem of your shirt and slowly starts to pull it up slowly ā€œYou have no idea..how badly I need you right now..ā€ he says.
ā€œJust let it outā€¦I want you tooā€ you reassure him.
His breath hitches at your words, the possessive and dominant side of him starting to take full control. BAngchan nods, a hint of a growl in his tone as his eyes darkened with desire ā€œBabe, you have no idea..how badly youā€™re mine right nowā€¦how badly I want to dominate, to claim, to mark you as mineā€¦are you okay with that..?ā€ He asks gently.
You start to blush because of his words, you love when he is like this.
His hands slowly pulling your shirt over and off in one swift motion. Your boyfriend quickly tosses the shirt onto the ground before slowly moving in to kiss and bite your neck once again, leaving small marks as his hand starts to move to the hem of your shorts ā€œThen youā€™re mine, all mine..no one else can see you like this... this side of you is only for me, understand...?" he asks in a deep, dark voice, his lips still against your neck, as he slowly starts to pull down your shorts. Once they were off, Chan moves in between your legs, his body now on top of you.
You smile a little watching the bulge into his sweatpants ā€œdamn baby u are already hardā€.
He smiles in response, chuckling at her words. His body was already beginning to react to you, the heat between his legs growing more and more with every second passing by.
Your boyfriend slowly moves his hips forward a little bit, pressing his dick onto yo just a bit more as a small soft moan escaped his lips, "What can I say...I was already hard the moment I saw you".
You just chuckle, he is always been impatient, ā€œyes, babe?ā€.
He nodded, a small amused smile on his lips as he watched her chuckle. Chan presses a little more into her, a small shiver going through his body. His hands slowly slide up and down her stomach in a gentle caress, his touch light and intimate "Mhm...l couldn't help it. Not when my girl just looked so damn good, even when she laid there trying to take a nap...".
You canā€™t help but smirk, starting to lower his pants and boxer, his pink tip is already wet with precum; You smile with anticipation and caress his tip, you always loved doing it and seeing his reaction.
A soft moan escapes his lips as soon your hand touches his length. His eyes close for a moment as his body shivered in pleasure.
"F-fuck...don't tease me like that... not when I'm on the edge of just taking you right here right now...".
Your boyfriend takes a moment to gather himself, his eyes opening to look back down at you.
His hand slowly moves down her body, caressing her skin softly "I'm the only one who gets to touch you like this, to mark you, to claim you, to make you mine in every way possible...".
You squirm when he starts to rub your clit.
A wave of pleasure washes over him as he feels how badly you want him just from his touch "Look at you...so needy and desperate just from my touch. This is what I was waiting for, to see you this under meā€
ā€œC-chanā€ you whine.
The sight of you so needy and desperate just for him makes his heart race. His hand continues to rub your swollen clit, his touch purposeful and precise.
ā€œC-chan I want more-ā€œ you whine.
A small chuckle leaves bangchanā€™s lips at your plea. He leans close to your ear again, his voice low and dark as he spoke against your skin "You know...you're gonna have to be patient, babe.ā€.
He slowly moves his hand away from your wet pussy, bringing it up to gently caress your face softly as he continues to speak
"I'm gonna take my time with you tonight... make you moan and scream my name so much you'll lose your voice.ā€.
You laugh a little giving him a quick kiss ā€œmy favorite nerd wants to worship meā€
Your boyfriend returns the kiss, his lips molding with yours in a perfect fit. The title of "nerd" never got old to him "Babe...you know I'm your nerd, and that I love to worship you".
ā€œYou are only mineā€¦ā€ you speak with a soft voice.
"Damn right I'm only yours. No one else's".
Your boyfriendā€™s lips continuing their path downwards, slowly kissing and tasting everv inch of you.
"I want to taste every part of you, claim you as mine..."
An idea pops to your mind ā€œMhh I like your plan, what do you think about using those sweet lips of yours in a different way?ā€
Chan slowly pulls away from your neck, a small smile appearing on his lips a he looks back at you "And what exactly would you like me to use those sweet lips of mine on, eh?ā€œ.
ā€œOh, You know what I wantā€¦nerdā€ you tease him.
"Mhm...so desperate to have my mouth on you... is that what you want?".
ā€œOf course, what you think?ā€ You giggle.
He slowly moves down your body, his lips leaving a trail of small kisses as they go. He gets in between your legs, taking a moment to look up at her and admire the view. Seeing you this desperate and in need of him, just for him, is enough to send a shiver of pleasure through him "You're so damn beautiful like this, babe".
You just smile and fix his glasses ā€œso cute babeā€
Your boyfriend lets out a small chuckle, his smile widening a bit more as you suddenly fix his glasses. Only you would do that in such a situation and have him feel not even an ounce of annoyance "You're calling me cute when Iā€™m right in front of your pussy?ā€
You canā€™t help but let out a chuckle mocking him ā€œI love when your face is between my legs like this, Iā€™m dead seriousā€
Bangchan hums in agreement, his face mere inches away from your wet cunt.
You gently tangle your fingers in his hair pulling him closer.
He lets out a soft gasp, your touch, no matter how gentle, is more than enough for him to get even more in the mood.
He slowly moves in, his lips just barely touching your skin as he leaves soft, feather-like kisses and his hands slowly move to your hips, his nails digging into your skin a bit as his lips slowly slide closer to your swollen clit.
Your boyfriend can feel how much your squirming under him, eager in anticipation of what's to come.
You moan lightly pulling him more closer.
He finally gives in, his lips and tongue touching your clit ā€œMhm...so impatientā€.
You whimper loudly ā€œf-fuck chan-ā€œ you curse.
He moans softly against your skin as he finally tastes you, his lips and tongue slowly exploring your cunt, enjoying the way you squirm and whimper under him, all needy for his touch.
"You taste so good, babe...l swear I could spend all day just savoring you like this..."
Chan continues to slowly runs his tongue over her skin, his lips and tongue taking their time to savor every inch of you and, his hold on your hips getting tighter as you pull his hair.
"God, I love it when you get desperate for me like this, babe... you look so damn gorgeous like this, all needy and wanting me so badly..." he praises you more.
You close your eyes ā€œgod- channie...ā€ you are lost in pleasure. Far from reality.
He slowly starts to speed up his movements, his lips and tongue moving more quickly over her, trying to taste every inch he can since he can't get enough of you.
You are so drawn in the moment that you donā€™t want him to stop.
Your boyfriend pulls away for a moment to look up at you, a small satisfied smirk on his lips as he sees the state she's in.
"God, look at you, babe...you're such a whiney mess, cause you need me that badly...".
You nod in agreement still with your eyes close ā€œ...c-channie...m closeā€ you admit.
"Mhm, you close, babe? You gonna give me what I want?" Bangchan teases "Mhm, since you are so sweet, I'll let you let come for meā€.
After a few moments you canā€™t take it anymore, your legs start shaking a little and you come undone.
He moans feeling you coming for him, that makes him feel a shiver of pleasure as he slowly moves back up to look at her.
"Mhmm, you're so damn gorgeous when you come, seeing you like that, all shaking and moaning, just for me, itā€™s so fucking sexyā€ your boyfriend chuckles softly, his breath still coming out in pants as he gazes down at you.
He's still need to fuck you, to claim you as his even more than before, but right now he wants to watch you all pleased and satisfied after coming.
Despite the orgasm you want more, you want to make him feel good, honestly.
"Mhmm, want more, do you, babe?
You want me to take you once more, make you mine all over again?".
You just nod, with a smirk on your face as you start teasing him ā€œyou are such a naughty nerd, you know that, right?ā€
Chan chuckles softly, the sound low and sultry as he moves even closer to you, his lips hovering only millimeters away from your neck "Iā€™m your naughty nerd, babe. Only yours. No one else can have me like this, just you. No one knows me as well as you do... only you can make me feel this way, get me all feral and desperate for you like this"
You laugh a little ā€œYou seem so calm and shy but you are such a-ā€œ.
"Oh? I seem calm and shy, do I?
Well, I guess that's only with other people, not with you...you bring out a whole other side of me, a side that's possessive and feral and completely addicted to you" he admits.
You are going insane ā€œI'm also addicted to you, chanā€.
Your boyfriend slowly smiles, feeling his heart beat faster in his chest at your words.
The thought of you being just as addict to him as he is to you makes him feel more possessive than ever before.
"Babe, I want to claim you again as mine, over and over again, until our bodies and minds are too exhausted for even me to want more" he speaks in a soft tone.
You just take the chance and mock him ā€œyou think you can take me till I'm a leaking with your cum?ā€.
A low, deep groan leaves Chanā€™s lips at your mockery as he looks down at you with a smirk ā€œyou think I can't? You really think my stamina isn't up to the task of making you a dripping mess by the end, babe?" he groans against your skin, slightly nibbling on it ā€œwell, I'll take that challenge..."
You start to rub his tip against you as he groans, the sensation of you touching him making it hard for him to think straight, the need for her growing stronger with every second ā€œcanā€™t take it anymore, I need youā€
Your boyfriend press his hard cock on your cunt, sliding into you slowly, feeling a wave of pleasure wash over him, his breath coming out in heavy pants as he tries to keep control of himself "F-fuck...you feel so tight around me, Iā€™m going to fuck you dumbā€.
ā€œGod- Chanā€¦ā€ you whimper loudly taking him so well.
Bangchan moans slightly at the sound of his name leaving her lips, hearing it when you are together like this is quickly becoming his favorite sound in the world "you feel so amazing, babe, l swear that pulling out from your pretty cunt is the last thing I want to do".
You are fully drawn in to his deep movement that make you arches your back and moan.
His hands grips your hips and his fingers starts to dig into your skin from the pleasure "F-fuck, you don't know what you do to me when you look like that, l can't even think straight when you're so goddamn perfect"
ā€œYou- you feel so good inside me, babeā€ you mumble so cock drunk.
Chanā€™s mind feels like it's becoming more and more undone as he hears your words and the way you look, feel and sounds are driving him wild.
You kiss him in a sloppy way, trying so hard to compose yourself; You clench your legs around his waist to keep you still.
He groans as you cling to him, holding him closer, the feeling of you wrapping yourself around him makes his body burn with desire, only fueling his heat for you.
ā€œ Iā€™m so-so close channieā€¦ā€ you speak in a whisper.
Your boyfriend hears your words, knowing you are close to your climax, and it only makes his mind more clouded with the need to make you completely come undone beneath him ā€œshit, babe, you're gonna give me what I want?" And before he can finish his sentence you come undone, Your mind fuzzy from the orgasm making impossible for you to say anything.
Feeling and hearing you come is driving him even closer to his own release as he lets out a deep, rough groan.
Your walls tightening on his cock are his breaking point, his body completely going over the edge as he comes, groaning your name like itā€™s the only word he knows.
"F-fuck, y-you're amazing- god...I swear, you're gonna kill me one dayā€
After a few minutes of shaking breaths you try to move from under him, but Chan chuckle, grabbing onto your hips to drag you back to him ā€œwhere are you going, babe? Iā€™m not done with you yet, remember the challenge?ā€
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slvtforoldermen Ā· 10 months ago
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Pedroā€™s Characters: The Dick-tionary
How big are Pedro Pascalā€™s characters and some NSFW headcannons
(WARNING: DETAILS OF PENISES AND TALKS OF SEX - MDNI)
Part Two <3
A/N: Sorry I never continued Fluff February :(, I lost motivation so Iā€™ll just write them and post them as a prompt list for wheneverā€¦
Joel Miller:
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Okay, all his characters are big, itā€™s a known fact, but Joel is 100% the biggest. Probably about 8.5 inches, with a pretty pink mushroom tip, and GIRTHY AGH! Thereā€™s a vein on it that is really visible when heā€™s hard. Oh and his balls are big too. Everything about Joel is just big. Not only is he big but you best believe he knows how to use it too. Heā€™s got a daddy kinkā€¦ Fav positions are missionary and cowgirl, however when heā€™s angry doggy or the mating press are a no-brainer. Daddy kink! DOMINANT!!! Thereā€™s no way this man is a sub, it just doesnā€™t work, heā€™s just so dom yknow, and when heā€™s soft, heā€™s the sweetest heā€™s ever been, but if heā€™s angry, hard dom Joel comes out and thatā€™s a man you donā€™t wanna piss off if you wanna cum. Heā€™s got such a daddy kink. ā€œFuck babygirl/boy, youā€™re so fucking sweet, sugar. So fucking good for daddy. Yeah baby? You like that? Such a good little girl/boy, so fucking sweet.ā€ Daddy kink is such is a big thing for him. Hair wise? Well itā€™s the apocalypse so itā€™s probably hard to find the Manscaper 3000 or whatever. He trims his hair with some scissors, honestly he didnā€™t really care for shaving before you, so he just let it grow, but once when you were sucking him, you almost sneezed from how much it tickled your nose and made a little joke about it after, which made Joel feel a little bad so he cut them just a little shorter. Oh Iā€™m sorry and did I mentionā€¦ DADDY KINK!!!
Javier PeƱa:
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(Here Iā€™m purely writing about Javier Pena in a fictional sense AS PEDRO, not the real guy, this has nothing to do with the real Javier Pena)
Okay, Javier, my baby daddy. Um, who said that- ANYWAYS! Javier is probably the second biggest, in joint place with Oberyn, definitely about 7-7.5 inches, as heā€™s nicknamed by moi, the Pussy Slayer of Medellin. It goes without saying that Javier is rough, as weā€™ve seen, side note: I donā€™t know why I thought watching Narcos with my family would be a good ideaā€¦ I was sat on the couch like ā€œšŸ˜€ okay, Iā€™m watching Pedro have sex next to my mum, just a normal Saturday morningā€¦ā€ anyways back to it (hehe Negan reference) but Javier is rough, doggy and cowgirl are his favourite positions, but sometimes when heā€™s feeling a little somber he likes a little missionary. As how domestically-kinky I like my men, Iā€™m a little disappointed that Javier isnā€™t a committed man, but he does have a tiny šŸ¤ breeding kink, he defo isnā€™t a fan of being called daddy, in fact just call him Javi and heā€™s yours, and heā€™s dom obviously. ā€œOh carino, you take my cock so well, you good little whoreā€¦ fuckā€¦ my sweet little angel.ā€ I mean, weā€™ve all seen his hair, so do we really need address it, that also might genuinely be my fav sex scene in all of cinema history.
Oberyn Martell
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Okay, admittedly, I havenā€™t seen any proper scenes of Oberyn, because Iā€™ve just started GOT, so I have no clue what his character is like apart from being a HUGE BISEXUAL SLUT, so heā€™s just like me šŸ¤­
Oberyn, tying with Javier, is about 7-7.5 inches, and I feel like his cock is definitely a lot more tan than others, idk why, itā€™s just an instinct. Defo uncircumcised. His fav positions are definitely cowgirl OH and dude is the literal definition of a pillow prince, again, just like me. Suck his dick, please, just suck his dick. Again, I donā€™t know how heā€™s presented in GOT, but Iā€™m like 74% sure heā€™s dominant? From the clips Iā€™ve seen šŸ«£ Hair wise, do razors exists in the GOT world? Or does my man just shave himself with a sword.
Javi Gutierrez:
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Oh my sweet baby Javiā€¦ heā€™s so kinky. Iā€™m fully convinced heā€™s into full BDSM, not so much where he has to do it every single time, but maybe like once a month. When I was watching TUWOMT for the first time, when Nick is about to go into the room with all his merch and stuff, I was dead convinced it was gonna be a sex dungeon. Thereā€™s no way a man is this sweet and adorable without being into some freaky shit.
Anyway, Javi is about 6.5 inches, with a sweet pink tip and heā€™s definitely a giver not a taker, donā€™t get him wrong, he ADORES you with his dick in your mouth, but he prefers to eat you out/suck your dick for hours on end. Oh and heā€™s a sweet talker, when you guys arenā€™t being full kinky, heā€™ll praise you to hours on end, mumbling in your ear how good you are in that sexy accent of his. Is a little bit of a switch, but mostly dominant, soft dom if itā€™s a normal night but if itā€™s that special night, only your safe word will pull him out of hard dom space. Definitely the type to overstimulate you in a sweet way ā€œyou can take it right sweetheart? Mi amor~ just take my cock nice and good, ahĆ­ tienes.ā€ Um, daddy kink for surely, but not like every single night like Joel. But when heā€™s between your legs, and heā€™s stimulated you so far into sub space, and youā€™re struggling to keep your eyes open, and youā€™re reaching up for him, babbling how good his cock feels in your hole, he canā€™t help but coo down at you and praise you so hard. Heā€™s not bald, but his hair isnā€™t long, just trimmed to the point where it tickles your nose when you suck his cock.
Din Djarin
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Okay, so I think itā€™s canon that Din hasnā€™t really ever felt human touch, so I feel heā€™s really inexperiencedā€¦ but the dudeā€™s got a pretty dick. Like itā€™s just soā€¦ pretty. About 6 inches with a sweet baby pink tip, heā€™s so sensitive too. He loves head but he really canā€™t say it, heā€™s just too embarrassed. I just get the vibe that heā€™s mostly subby. He tried to be dom once but the poor baby couldnā€™t handle it all. But then he tried again and he did so good, but it tired him out, so if heā€™s domming, which is once in a blue moon, heā€™s going to be soft, maybe even softer than Javi. Mommy/Daddy kink!! ā€œPlease, Iā€™m good right? Please, please tell me Iā€™m doing goodā€¦ you always feel so so good, I love you so much.ā€ Please, heā€™s so sweet I love him. Itā€™s rare that you guys get off together because of reasons due to his upbringing and stuff so he just likes being taken care of, the sweet boy. Before you, he never really cared for shaving, so when you first strip together, heā€™s a little nervous about it, and then after that he trims it, quite short.
Marcus Moreno
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If anyone says this man is a hard dom theyā€™re just kidding themselves, this man is the sweetest man out there, obviously not as much as Din ofc <3.
Marcus has an obsession with using his hands, making you cum just by fingering you. Then when heā€™s inside you, he slips his fingers into your mouth, or around your neck, or on your cheek. His dick is about 7 inches, and like everyone else, knows how to use it perfectly. Angel is one of his favourite nicknames to call you. ā€œMy perfect Angel, taking my cock so good babyā€¦ā€ whilst hes thrusting into you ever so gently. Would never EVER do it when Missy is around, so quickies before picking Missy up from school are his go to, but he loves the days where his mom can take her out for the day or even a grandma sleepover so he can be with you for hours. You under him, over him, him inside you, his good girl/boy, his good angel. Pleasuring you until you get numb. The armpit hair in the scene of the gif gets me and idk why, I have never had a thing for armpit hair but maybe Iā€™m just really horny, but his hair down there is nice and trimmed, not bald, never bald.
Tim Rock(Hard)Ford
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Here we goā€¦
Oh Tim man! I have a teensy šŸ¤ detective kink so when Pedro played this role it was over for me.
Maybe itā€™s the greying, like Joel, but I feel like heā€™s huge, just like Joel. Heā€™s 8 inches, living his best life. But heā€™s just a tired old man, so when he gets home, please just get on your knees for him, heā€™ll just lay there, stroking your hair, praising you, telling you how good you suck his cock. Then heā€™ll bring you up to the bed and return the favour, making sure to always get you to tell him about your day as he does so. Saturday nights are always his favourite time to rail into you, heā€™s had the whole day off, just resting, watching you walk around, getting him so worked up. He has a domestic kink. So seeing you do chores get him so hard. Loves fucking between your thighs when youā€™re sleeping because he gets home so late and just needs a little relief, but you look so cute and peaceful while you sleep and because heā€™s so considerate, he doesnā€™t wanna wake you. ā€œSo good for me baby, so good for daddy, gonna fill you up, youā€™re not gonna let any of my cum slip out right, gonna keep it all in your tummy, yeah, thatā€™s it, cum for me.ā€ TALKS YOU THROUGH IT!!! Sleeps naked. Not trimmed, not shaved, just grows it out, heā€™s old so he doesnā€™t care, itā€™s not like anyone but you would be seeing him like this anyways.
Dieter Bravo
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I love Dieter, heā€™s so cute.
Not dom, but not sub either, just dom enough to see you break under him but sub enough to whimper and get soooo desperate. Such a huge pillow prince, he loves it when you suck him, especially when you grab his balls and caress them, he cums so quick when that happens. Heā€™s about 6.5 inches, and it loves fast, not as in quickie, but he loves seeing you fall apart as he jackhammers into your hole. When you ride him he gets so sweet, and he can last long, donā€™t worry, but you just look so pretty on top of him, he canā€™t help it, please donā€™t be mad at him. Has a thing for dry humping, especially in the morning when heā€™s too lazy to move properly. ā€œSo good baby, oh yeah, fuck, grind against me just like that, mmmf fuckā€¦ā€ loves to beg and watch you beg, heā€™s so good to and for you, donā€™t doubt him ever. He doesnā€™t shave, he trims it, but heā€™s so goofy, so once he shaved it into a heart.
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sukiipjs Ā· 1 year ago
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āœæ LET ME HELP
Ā°:. *ā‚Š Ā° . ā˜† Ā°:. *ā‚Š Ā° . Ā° .ā€¢
ā†³ matt sturniolo x fem reader
ā†³ words - 1105
ā†³ summary - you had a stressful day but mattā€™s always here to help in one way or another<3
ā†³ contains - smut, maybe some fluff?, fingering, oral (f receiving), orgasm, praise, swearing, pet names (baby), idk
ā†³ song - just for me by pinkpantheress
Ā°:. *ā‚Š Ā° . ā˜† Ā°:. *ā‚Š Ā° . Ā° .ā€¢
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i had a rough day today, too many things going wrong. but after a loooong day at work and people being bitchy all around me, i finally get home, i reach for the doorknob and i walk inside.
i look over and see matt at the table having a snack and scrolling on his phone. his head turns to me immediately and a smile clear on his face, ā€œhi baby!ā€ he sets down his phone and starts walking toward me as i take off my shoes and put my bag down, ā€œhi mattā€
i sigh as he wraps his arms around me from behind, kissing my cheek, ā€œyou okay baby?ā€ i step away from his hug and roll my eyes not in his view, ā€œyeah iā€™m fineā€ heā€™s not convinced.
i walk into our room and flop down on the bed and pulling out my phone to check my instagram, matt follows me and stops in the doorway, ā€œit doesnā€™t seem like that, cmon talk to meā€ he speaks as he walks toward the bed, kneeling down on the floor beside the bed where my heads at, using his hands to prop up his head as he just smiles as me, ā€œmatt just leave me alone right now okay?ā€ i scoff, my eyes not leaving my phone and i aimlessly scroll on whatever.
he chuckles and gets up, laying himself beside me on the bed, still with the soft smile on his face, ā€œbaby. cmon letā€™s talk or at least.. let me help?ā€ his hand moves to my phone as he takes it out my hand and puts it on the nightstand next to the bed, i scoff again and turn my head to actually look at him, ā€œhelp how? just please let me be and give me back my phone,ā€
he moves his head a little closer to me, his breath on my ear, ā€œcmon.. i can help,ā€ his smile right on me as he moves to kiss at my neck. oh, he means.. that help.
his hand moves to the side of my face pulling me in for a demanding kiss then pulling apart, ā€œwell?ā€ i look at his eyes, our mouths inches apart. i start to smile a little, ā€œgo ahead,ā€ i say softly, my smile still growing.
oh he can definitely help. matt is pussy CRAZY he would eat me out for hours if i could handle it, and fuck does he do it good, every. single. time.
matt starts to move to the edge of the bed by my legs, gently placing his hands on them, moving up and down my thighs. i sit up a little to start pulling down my pants, impatient already, but matt moves one of his hands to my shoulder gently pushing me back down, ā€œno no baby, just lay back and relax. let me do it all okay?ā€ i bite my lower lip gently as i look at him between my legs and i nod, ā€œgood girl.ā€ his breath on my legs as he smirks up at me.
his hands make their way to my waistband, his finger pulling it and letting it snap back making me yelp a little, and making him chuckle. he slowly pulls down my sweatpants leaving my panties on as i kick my pants off my ankles, ā€œmm.. baby youā€™re so prettyā€ his lips lean down, starting to kiss around my thighs, his complements making me blush. ā€œso.. so.. sooo pretty,ā€
his hands grip onto my thighs and he starts to slowly bend my legs, parting them as he kisses my thighs more, and one of his kisses landing on the wet spot on my panties, my back arching a little, ā€œoh fuck..ā€ i mutter under my breath as his fingers make their way to the top of my panties, his eyes looking at my face as he pulls them down. my head lays on my pillows, my eyes relaxing, ready for matt.
he throws my panties to the ground, his hands then coming back to my thighs, squeezing slightly, ā€œyou ready baby?ā€ i nod, my pussy aching for the touch of his mouth. ā€œplease mattā€ he smirks and his tongue gets closer, and he finally plants it on my clit, moving and licking over every spot, muffled moans coming out of me as i bite my lip harder now.
ā€œfuck! matt,ā€ i moan his name more and more, louder and louder as he eats me out even more, so. fucking. good. my teeth clench as my hands grip onto the sheets pulling them up and my eyes either rolling back into my head or closing shut.
one of his hands move up to my mouth, two fingers sticking out, ā€œmph- spit babyā€ i force my eyes to open as i see his fingers in front of me, i lean my head up a little, putting them in my mouth, getting them wet then spitting them out, my head flopping back onto the pillows. iā€™m back to biting my lip but eyes open now, trying to lean my head to look down at him.
ā€œgood girl,ā€ he smiles and moves his fingers back down then pushes them inside the heat between my legs. ā€œfuck!ā€ now my eyes shut again, he starts to move his fingers in and out, pumping them inside me faster and faster. ā€œmatt! fuck!ā€ i get louder as his fingers and tongue focuses on every part of me, my walls clenching around his fingers as i pull at the sheets, god this is so perfect.
ā€œmph.. baby i feel you, let it out yeah?ā€ he always knows when iā€™m close, and when he feels it, he goes even more. ā€œfuck, fuck.. matt please..ā€ my feet curl as i push my head into the pillows further, teeth grinding as i moan louder, making noises i never thought i could. finally i let out a last moan as i release on his fingers, he pulls them out and moves his head up, ā€œfuck. youā€™re so hot baby..ā€
i catch my breath, relaxing my hands and face as he moves up and flops down beside me on the bed, ā€œyou feeling better now?ā€ he moves his head on my chest and his arms around me, hugging me tight. i smile and i put my hand on his back and the other playing with his hair, ā€œyes mattā€¦ i love you much, iā€™m sorry i was a jerkā€¦ just was annoyedā€ i feel his smile on me as he nuzzles his head, getting more comfortable, ā€œbaby i love you too, itā€™s all okay i promise. you wanna talk about it now?ā€
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steamy-linguine Ā· 5 months ago
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LATE NIGHT BEER
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Logan Howlett x Fem!Reader
Read part 2 here
A/N: OMG, HI??? Itā€™s been forever and I havenā€™t posted in ages but Iā€™ve been on a wolverine kick and thought I should dump a drabble. Anyway, itā€™s a slow burn and the reader is already given a mutant name, enjoy, might post a pt. 2 hehe
Warnings: None, all fluff, slow burn (sorry), old man logan (need him)
Word count: idk??? Sorry babes.
There you were. Sitting in the garden with your hair pushed behind your ear, a pen between your lips, and a journal in front of your eyes in the grass.
You were new, he could tell. He wouldā€™ve remembered a face like yours before.
ā€œWhoā€™s that?ā€ He pointed in the direction of the girl and Scott did a double take.
ā€œThatā€™s Aurora. She can manipulate light,ā€ Scott answered him before he carried on about some mission but Logan was too entranced to pay attention to his words.
You laid on your stomach with your legs in the air, swinging slowly. You pulled the pen from your lips and began scribbling something and he peered his eyes as if he could see that far, or so he wishes.
ā€œLogan, come on weā€™ve gotta go.ā€ Scott broke his concentration. Trying not to draw any attention to himself, he turned to follow Scott and leaving the area.
So it was like this for the next few weeks. He would walk into the garden and you would be in your usual spot with the same journal. He would even catch you sometimes in the den watching tv with Rogue. You had a laugh that carried down the hall and would fill the space with something warm that would bloom in his chest.
He hated it, because he knew he couldnā€™t have you. He was much older, not in an illegal way (of course) but you were young and full of life while he was well over 200 years old, and lived a life full of loss which shaped him into the bitter man he was today. One of the days, he was walking the hallway trying to find Storm for some favor that he had forgotten about when you both had crossed paths and for a moment your gaze caught one another.
You gave him a gentle smile and he instead turned his eyes away from yours and continued forward although just your presence made him forget whatever the fuck he was going to do or ask.
The next night, Logan laid in bed trying to fall asleep but something was keeping him awake or more so someone. Ever since he had known you were here, you always invaded his thoughts and it was every night. He could usually push them away and try to sleep but he couldnā€™t stop thinking about that same tender smile you gave him. It was already bad enough that everyone around him loved you and wouldnā€™t shut the fuck up about you and now you were invading his thoughts before bed.
He let out a heavy sigh as he got out of bed and knew what could help him in moments like this which was a nice cold beer. He walked the hallways of the mansion, which was filled with nothing but silence and the sounds of the crickets that sang their night song outside of the windows. He pushed open the door into the kitchen when the fridge door shut suddenly and the sound of a bottle popping caught his attention and he turned.
ā€œSorry, was I loud?ā€ You asked him in a soft voice, your eyes held an apologetic gaze.
His eyes searched over your body and he shook his head, ā€œNo.ā€
The two stood in silence and Logan looked at the bottle in your hands. ā€œThatā€™s my beer, bub.ā€
You looked down and you could feel the heat rising in your cheeks and the lights in the kitchen flickered for a brief moment and he figured that you might be feeling a bit intimidated.
He shrugged, ā€œYou donā€™t need to be nervous. I also like a cold beer at night.ā€
He moved closer to you and you took a step back as he towered over you for a second before turning to open the fridge. His shoulders were broad and his arms were huge, you could tell under the white shirt that he was all muscle. Logan grabbed himself a bottle and closed the fridge.
He walked on the other side of the kitchen island and took a seat, popping open his beer also.
ā€œLogan, right?ā€ You broke the silence. He swallowed whatever was in his mouth and he nodded his head.
ā€œRogue speaks highly of you. She says youā€™re a friend.ā€ Your voice is soft and you lean back against the fridge doors. He watches as you press the bottle to your lips and takes a drink.
ā€œIā€™m sure sheā€™s really the only one that thinks that.ā€ His spoke in a hushed tone.
You smile, ā€œOh no, everyone thinks youā€™re pretty cool. I mean you are the wolverine.ā€
A ghost of a smirk graces his face and he looks down for a split second and back to you, whose eyes never left him.
ā€œHow are you liking the mansion?ā€ He asks you trying to change the subject.
He notices there is a shift in you. You look around at your atmosphere and for a brief moment he can see there is a hint of sadness in your eyes. ā€œItā€™sā€¦nice.ā€ You finally answer.
Logan doesnā€™t press for an answer from you because he knows that expression to well. You were hiding something and it was painful.
ā€œWell, the students seem to like you.ā€ He affirms.
ā€œIs it only the students?ā€ You ask him and Logan raises a curious eyebrow and you do the same to him.
God, Iā€™m too old for this shit.
He would be lying if he said he didnā€™t want to just take you and kiss you right now. Lips pressed together and teeth pulling at the bottom of your lip. He wondered how soft your skin would feel under his rough hands, how sweet your voice would sound when you would call out his name and he wouldnā€™t even cover your mouth, heā€™d want to hear you.
ā€œIā€™ve seen you quite a bit Logan.ā€ Your voice pulls him out of his thoughts and he focuses on your words now. ā€œBut every time Iā€™ve tried to talk to you, you just ignore me.ā€ You chuckle out the last part.
Logan clears your throat, ā€œIā€™m sorry Iā€™m not good with conversation.ā€
ā€œRogue said that.ā€
ā€œOf course she did.ā€
Itā€™s quiet again as the two of you continue to drink and your eyes never leave one another.
ā€œI should probably head to bed. Class is tomorrow and Iā€™m here drinking your beer. Again, Iā€™m really sorry I just assumed since it was in there-ā€œ
ā€œItā€™s fine, bub. Just keep thisā€-He gestured to the beers-ā€œBetween us or else I wonā€™t hear the fucking end of it from Scott.ā€ He said to you as he stood on his feet and held his bottle in his hand.
You gave him that same sweet smile and you nodded as you wished him a goodnight and walked out.
He couldnā€™t get their conversation out of his head. He only went in the kitchen in hopes to drown his thoughts in the comfort of alcohol only to find the one thing that was being a distraction for him to be standing there in pajamas. It was comedic almost when he thought of it truly.
ļæ¼Logan didnā€™t think he would ever get another chance to talk to you again but on the next night when he couldnā€™t escape his thoughts, he went downstairs for another drink only to find you there already waiting for him with two cold beers on the counter.
A/N: CHEESY?? Maybe but pt. 2 will have smutā€¦
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aviradasa Ā· 5 months ago
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Hi :) ! I hope you're doing well <3 . I was wondering if you could do some Larry Johnson x chubby!fem!reader hdcns, along with some Sal Fisher ones too ? šŸ–¤ Ily !!
Yesss there is not enough chubby reader on here, and as a chubbier girl myself, I couldn't wait to write this!! And Ilyt šŸ–¤šŸ–¤ I hope you enjoy these Lil HCs
Larry and sal x Chubby!Fem!reader HCs
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Separately of course
{Fluff} Warnings: some swearing,mentions of creeps but that's it.
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Larry:
Ok, to start, Larry with a Chubby Reader is a match made in heaven
He doesn't care you got a Lil meat on your bones his literal catchphrase is
"Well, there's just more of you to love."
He lives by it.
You will never see him be one of those guys that tells you not to eat something cause 'you gotta lose a few pounds'
Naw he don't give a fuck. It's your body he loves you no matter what.
Also, I've touched on it in the past, but I think Larry is a touchy guy.
Like not even in an inherently sexual way, it's literally just how he shows love
With you, it's all hugs,kisses,cuddles,grabs, and squeezes.
He loves how soft your skin feels even in the spots with bumps or stretchmarks he still loves it.
He would lowkey like to trace your stretchmarks. Or maybe paint them. I could see him turning your stretchmarks into like a cool as lightning piece.
Also, he would love just laying on you. He gets hella comfortable just laying on your thighs.
And if he gets the chance to fall asleep on them. That's it he's out like a light for hours.
But if you move, he will wake up and be like
"Where the fuck are you going?"
He's also your number 1 defender/Protector
cause ain't nobody gonna talk to his girl in a way he don't like.
Someone makes fun of your weight.
Well, now they are insecure about their own.
He's all about treating others how they treat you.
He has and will make a bully insecure the same way they made you insecure, but while he does it, he's talking you up the whole time
Cause you're perfect.
Now, if someone is hitting on you, he's lowkey proud like
"Yeah, my girls, great, and nobody else can have her"
But if they are making you uncomfortable or just downright fetishizing you ( i hate when this happens and if it happens to you to im so sorry)) he's getting you tf outta there, and who knows. He gets feisty he might try to square up with them šŸ˜­
He's just really awesome.
He takes care of you and loves you so much
To him, weight doesn't mean shit. He loves you for you. Your personality is what matters to him. And he will always be there for you.
Even if you're feeling insecure, he's pulling you outta that state of mind.
But let's be honest with him, it's almost impossible he never gives you the chance to feel bad about yourself.
He reasures you before you even realize you need it.
Overall, he's just a great boyfriend no matter what size you are
Sal:
Alright, sal is just the sweetest damn thing on earth
You think he gives a FUCK your a Lil Chubby?
Naw
I mean, when he was younger, even he was a little Chubby.
Plus, the guy got his face blown off. He's not the type to judge
He's just happy that he has someone that he loves and that loves him for who he is.
That's what means the most to him
And he does his best to show it.
He's not as touchy as Larry, but he still is big on it, especially farther into your relationship
The more he trusts you, the more it becomes
He lives for your hugs. He finds it really comforting. You're like a little pillow
Like if he wakes up in the night from night terrors or a vision. He will just grab you and pull you into a cuddle
The next morning, you wake up, and you have to poke him to make sure he's just sleeping and not dead
You just have that calming effect on him. idk
He is just always holding you
Your hand,your waist, an arm over your shoulders (if he can reach)
He also does not care about what you eat.
He's just like girl do whatever you want.
If you do wanna lose weight ok just do it responsibly.
Don't hurt yourself in any way.
Honestly, this could go for both him and Larry.
Getting onto the topic of protection
sal is a sassy dude.
especially as an adult. Dude, hit 19 and said fuck it I'm done.
Someone insults you for your weight ok well sal is talking shit on their whole bloodline.
he has a roster of insults he's come up with over the years
And he can be mean as fuck šŸ˜­
And the thing is, he doesn't even swear a lot while doing it. He is pulling up with words that even you're just like, "What?"
So just cause they said something to you, he's not only making fun of them but also there intelligence without even trying
Who needs to swing when you have sals attitude.
Now, if someone normally hits on you, he doesn't really care he might wait for them to leave, then chuckle about it with you
But if they are full on like touching you or fetishizing you, he don't let it slide.
He lowkey finds it fun to fuck with creeps.
Like, don't get me wrong, he hates what people do it to you in public, but he just loves the chance to talk his shit
just watching him make fun of them. cheers you up. just cause let's face it
he's 5'8 as an adult, and he's kinda lanky, so watching him make fun of someone bigger than him is hilarious
He has made a dude cry.
It was hilarious. You lowkey forgot the dude had full-on grabbed your ass
But yeah, other than that, Sal just doesn't give a fuck your chubby your a human being and he loves you.
And he always will.
You're also never insecure with him. He lets you know how beautiful and lovely you are and how much he appreciates you.
And you do the same for him
You guys are just the best together šŸ–¤
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