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maximura · 2 months ago

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#ni-ki #nishimura riki #enhypen #enhypenet #enhypen ni-ki #HIS FCKING ARM VEINS #alexa play i'm-not-okay by mcr #because #what #the #actual #fckery is this #some people need their sanity #not that he cares #he's so careless with my sanity #he drops it on the ground and throws it off a cliff #and i love it #because i'm clearly deranged when it comes to him

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biancadoes1 · 8 days ago

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I thinks fans should ignore N friends as they have been ignoring L friends & other cast members friends because its a waste of time to get mad at something when the person in question doesn't care I do know fans used to pay close attention to L friends for months before last year but in recent times it's clear fans learned to just ignore them & I wish N fans do the same

If people just ignore all of it other than Luke and Nic themselves, it becomes much easier to be here.

But, I also understand why people tend to look elsewhere, too. We're curious. It's human nature.

#but some people need to block accounts for their own sanity

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year ago

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I love you smile lines and worry lines and grey and white hair and wrinkles and purple spiderweb veins and the process of aging and living in a body that is standing the test of times. I love you experiences that make you wiser and stories that make you laugh, and every little process that happens to get to the point where you have so many memories because you have the fortune to be here and be so radiant

#positivity #pro aging #also i hate you 'anti aging' scams that capitalize on fear of aging. death by 1000000 papercuts for ye #saw a hair video where they restored the salt-and-pepper colour in an older clients hair and it looked SO GOOD at the end #i love when people throw in the towel and embrace their aging however that looks #it isn't productive to shame people who are ashamed of aging and i just want to. celebrate aging #in a world that simultaneously venerates youth and adulthood and hates BOTH you need to find some sense of freedom #as a Young Adult(tm) please please PLEASE older folks seeing this/following me know that i look up to you #older folks i need you to know that your worth NEVER diminished when you added a new number on your birthday cake #and your body and mind and soul NEVER lost worth because it started to creak a little at the joints #and i might be wrong about this because i'm still young but it can be SO tempted to miss your youth when you feel like...#...you've somehow LOST part of yourself by growing older. and so much of aging is about change and some things don't stay the same...#...and that IS scary and i will never once fault somebody for that. but please don't fall into the trap that because you've aged that...#...you somehow have forever lost fundamental pieces of Who You Are and you could never come back from that...#...for your own sake and sanity you deserve to find comfort and solice and understanding in who you still are...#...because you are still - at the core - the same. you can never take this away from yourself #and i know this might ring hollow because i just don't get what it's like to be older #but i have looked at my elders and felt awe at their age and their experiences #and i know what that is like and it's awesome. i just wish more older people knew that so many of us look at you with awe...#...and - if you can believe it - some of us ENVY your age or experiences or even body #i'm watching an 'older' content creator (older by internet standards 🙄) and i envy him for how eventful his life was #i envy that he experienced a different world - one that i have only heard about from my dad because i was too young to remember it #and i admire this person for their wisdom and thoughts because they've come from his experiences living in a Different World #it's that type of stuff that makes me unafraid to keep on living #inspired by following somebody like. twice my age posting about their excitement abiut growing older and !!!!!!! YEAHHHHHH #didn't realize they were closer to my dad's age but that's so cool???????????

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flickeringflame216 · 19 days ago

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#I do not want to hustle and some of my most beloved people do not understand this #I was talking to my honorary big sister on the phone today about why I'm taking a gap year #the main reason is that the final semester of the program I was accepted into is around 50 hours per week of unpaid field work #which means you aren't allowed to have a job during that semester. this information was not presented until after the application process #anyway she was like “well that's fairly normal for healthcare professions” which is true #however this is a community college program and I would have expected them to account for people needing to work throughout college #anyway I responded “yeah true but I'm considering that maybe healthcare isn't for me then. I don't want a job that requires that much work.#And I don't! I don't want 50 or 60 hour work weeks! I want to work 40 hours and then leave and live my life!#but she made it seem like any job that requires a college degree is going to require that. And I don't think that's true #but also she is older than I am and has much more job experience so idk.#maybe she's advising based on the fact that as a teenager I was super type A and ambitious and really wanted a career?#whereas in the past couple years...idk I just want a reliable job that I don't hate that pays the bills and leaves time for enjoying life #so. I'm not sure #And now I kind of feel bad for not having that ambition anymore/ not wanting to have to give myself ulcers to get through school #But college is not worth my sanity and I found that out the hard way.#And I also feel bad for not being one of those people who CAN handle that much workload! Like I can certainly learn #to do more than I'm doing currently #but I will never be one of those constantly busy and insanely productive people. And I don't even want to be anymore #and yet that feels like an error.#I am not lazy! I used to think I was but no. I enjoy getting work done and doing personal projects and going to work and improving things.#It's not even as though I don't have things I want to do with my life. I have a lot of short term and long term goals!#I want to contribute to my community and support my family however I can and make art and tell stories and be a safe place for people!#and so much else!#but those ambitions aren't necessarily directly connected to school or a job for me anymore #and I value rest and having a social life too much to completely put my health on hold for years and years #sure college does take up a lot of time and energy but it shouldn't wholly consume your life as far as I can see.#and now I feel very unsure if that approach is realistic.#thinking I should talk with her again and try to explain myself a little better and ask what she meant.#diary

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skunkes · 4 months ago

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biggest downside of not having many experiences or meeting many people is not having anything to feed into the art machine

#i think this is what i really mean when i say i dont have the artist's mind #i like drawing and am learning to enjoy how i draw #but beneath the lines i dont really know how to make anything meaningful #i wish i could experience the brain of another artist for this reason like #i didnt do much as a kid didnt watch or play many things didnt meet many people i read quite #a bit but nothing really stuck never learned much in school bc id always just draw #is this why i have nothing even now at 26 living almost the same life?#i cant cobble together a story or background for my characters i cant make stuff that Means anything #i always talk also about how i fear finding a partner bc my stuff is just 99% self indulgent sanity keeping work #idk what id make without the lonely #i dont even know what to make With the lonely but its all thats here #<- this part is only barely related but theres a connection there ykwim #talkys #ive never felt anything good or bad in either direction...not much to draw from ...#i know i dont NEED my ocs to have roles in a novel but it just gets embarrassing at some point #ppl take interest in talon and i cant put together anything interesting there's nothing in my brain #i cant connect threads i cant think outside of the box #alas! alas #i think its just always going to be one of those immutable things 😞 too late to rewire rhe brain #especially since the monotony and captivity is ongoing.#goodnite ^_^

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chirpsythismorning · 7 months ago

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Nick himself said that his knowledge is confined to the leaks prior to s4, the s4 scripts from his verified source (likely within a source) and basic knowledge most fans paying attention have been able to formulate about s5 based on what has been released officially/unofficially, trends from Netflix and common sense.

He is saying based on all that, he doesn’t think byler is happening.

And if we think back to what the Duffers themselves shared in the 4x09 script, it literally implies Mike’s monologue worked, and that it was entirely genuine. This tells me that the script the Duffers released for Emmy consideration, is not that far off from what Nick saw for himself.

I think it’s likely Nick got something that the average below the line worker might manage to get their hands on if they tried hard enough. A copy they know they have to water-down to prevent these very situations from happening.

Unfortunately for the Duffers, it just so happens that they didn’t scrub their watered down copy hard enough.

Unfortunately for Nick, he admitted that it’s possible and even likely that the production will release things that aren’t exactly accurate with the sole purpose to lead fans sleuthing astray, without realizing it may have ironically already happened to him.

#byler #stranger things #8flix #it would take an eternity to cover everything about scriptgate properly #there are just so many aspects of it that are unknown or are known but just not thoroughly understood bc 8flix has existed for some time #even prior to that fateful dry summer back in 2022 #and including scripts beyond just st which made 8flix seen as a reputable source for scripts across the board #personally i've found myself back and forth on it #was nick sus for telling fans a script was dropping hour by hour and then going radio silent for days only to not release a script at all?#yes (and all while using the loophole argument that technically people donated to 8flix and got a complementary script with that donation)#were the st writers fishy for saying they'd release a script for a scene but would then need at least 2 business days to post each one?#also yes #are we really doubting that they have secrets in their scripts that they have to remove/shift a bit for the generic all-access version?#if so.. why?#I think very few people see the version of the script that the duffers have #shawn likely has it plus his own notes with it bc he also contributes ideas and runs it by the bros for his episodes and more bc he's an EP #maybe other key-players with that sort of control over the production could have more honest scripts i.e. the writers room #outside of that you have the main cast who MIGHT get those scripts + additional notes on their characters as discussed separately one on on #but beyond that scripts are meant to be vague #it's supposed to be 1 minute of screentime = 1 page of script #quite frankly multiple versions of the scripts exist and we're getting the barest of them all... minus a few slips here and there...#I could go on forever but i wont for my sanity bc the reality is we don't know for sure what happened and we probably never will #i'm more interested in seeing how this all pans out #nick has come out for vindication at least once this summer and last summer since 2022 #i'm getting hefty slap on the wrist vibes here which if anything just makes this all so much more insane bc i mean... the implications?...#is it giving bad blood? is it giving enemies to lovers?#maybe nick will give us more vague hints when the next dry summer rolls around

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frenchfry99 · 8 months ago

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"Summer weather is at it's most! Get yourself a cold drink and keep your hats on, darlings! >BD 🌞🔥"

Zoom in for quality!

Bonus (real late) pride month thing I made of Daria and Sean! Lovebirds? Lovebugs? We've got one of each I dunno

Cropped vers cuz yeah!

#dudes.. I'm back at my bs #missed drawing my silly bug wife...#I should give her more weather based outfits.. her wardrobe is full of that whimsical stuff #like I need those cloud glasses & jumpsuit nowwww🗣️#welcome home #welcome home oc #original character #puppet oc #puppets #daria d. dragonfly #sean gull #oc #did the second doodle on magma ughh how do people draw here #mannn summer here is going crazy #just gonna evaporate at some point #gotta draw some queers to keep my sanity

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leblogreblog · 2 days ago

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Proposal: In DC Universe, character has to live trough their birth day, the exact day they were born on, to age.

Idea: Tim was born on a leap day during leap year

Reasoning: His age is weirdly inconsistient with others because he literally ages slower than them

#Bruce or Alfred being born on this day would explain how they look relatively unchanged despite passing decades #that could also explain why ras wants them to be his heirs so bad (i mean bruce and tim)#they would need to be dipped in pits way less than anyone else and even with them their sanity wouldnt slip until way later #it could also explain the pits without having them de-age people that much if at all #ras was just one of few who realized that if he dies somewhere before his birthday and is revived after he doesnt age. at all #and one of even fewer with means to do anything about it #tim drake #dc #dcu #dc universe #dc headcanon #dc ideas #dc worldbuiding #dc meta #tim drake meta #tim drake headcanon #(HC) 'leap day' is an event when every four years in addition to the standard 365 days day x is added somewhere between them #traditionally february 29th is just added to not complicate things but day x is not stationary and occurs randomly #however it always does and all people born on day x age during it every 4 years #(day x is just a placeholder name; if you got some better ideas pls share)#my post #its still baffling to me that somehow 28y old bruce 8 year old dick and tim being probably about 3 or 4 all met same day #and then years later bruce is pushing 50s dick is pushing 30s and tim only recently got to be 19

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ghostzzy · 2 months ago

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just. having a continually very difficult time reconciling my physical and emotional realities right now. but i'm really really trying to internalize that living with my mom can be challenging without being constantly bad.

#it's okay that some days are bad and some days are better #and that both days are their own kind of challenge.#challenge is how you grow. or whatever.#like. i'm letting myself unmask most of the time. that's huge.#i'm learning to respect my own boundaries in order to show other people how to respect them too.#i'm prioritizing the things i need to stay healthy even when i'm scared of being judged.#those are all Good Skills that i am Building by Being Here.#and 'accepting the benefits of your current reality (as well as acknowledging the difficult or painful parts)#without invalidating your past realities or your emotional realities'#is also a skill that i would like to improve upon.#and i think it may be key to my sanity for the next 8 months.#me shaking myself by the shoulders: MANY THINGS CAN BE TRUE ALL AT ONCE.#okay. back to my lecture about negligence and strict liability.#izzy.txt

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valkyurii · 5 months ago

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it’s funny how things have gone full circle with malenia. she was so hated when the game first came out, but then people grew to like her. then the dlc came out and now people hate her again lmao

#i mean it’s hardly surprising given what we now know #she did all that awful shit and wasn’t even charmed #like i see people talk about how stupid miquella is because of this plan to essentially trap radahn #but that also makes malenia look stupid af too #‘go to caelid and kill radahn so i can marry him’ ans she was like sure #miquella wanted the one guy in the lands between who loves war and fighting to be his consort for his age of peace and compassion…#what a genius he is.#makes me wonder why he even needs some heavy weight to keep order for him when he can just charm people into submission #was radahn just there as a ceremonial position?#oh wait i forgot miquella thinks he’s super kind so that’s why he wants him #miq learnt about the gravity magic horse thing and swooned #honestly still can’t get over how incredibly stupid the twins look after the dlc #i think people like to imagine malenia was charmed just because it makes it all look slightly better on her part #like they are just making excuses for her #but holy shit the fact she was all but willing to fucking die so miquella could bag radahn..#what a thing to die for lmao #and he was apparently present after the battle? but didn’t do anything to help either radahn nor malenia?#instead he was helping a random redmane?#he obviously knew malenia had bloomed but ultimately didn’t care i guess #kind of like ‘oh well if she’s still alive when I get back i’ll deal with it then’#honestly wish miquella had just died in that cocoon at this point #tbh he doesn’t really do much in the dlc anyway they could have made it more about messmer and marika #hell bring melina into it please that would have been more interesting at this point #we didn’t need the dubcon incest plot micheal you could have left that one in the drafts #i gotta get this out of my head it’s driving me nuts #seriously need to move on from this game for my own sanity

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chipped-chimera · 10 months ago

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What I love about Tumblr is being able to curate your online experience.

What I DON'T love about being online in general (as this is not exclusive to Tumblr) is the presumption that as long as anyone has even a mildly popular account/platform is that they have to know and be on the ball making statements about every current issue under the fucking sun or they're somehow the devil.

Yes this is about Palestine. Look I am on the side of Palestine here but sometimes you just wanna go to your little space on the internet to catch a fucking break, not have people blasting an air horn in your ears every minute because you're not constantly talking about 'current issue'. And I shouldn't have to lead with 'I support Palestine' to say that without fear of getting fucking blasted.

If you're any kind of person who thinks it's okay to call for, encourage or participate in bullying people online for curating their own spaces, claiming they're being 'silent' on an issue just because they haven't said anything specific about it - fuck you, you're an asshole. Get off my blog.

It's people like you who are driving compassion fatigue. You're literally making things worse. You actually want to do something constructive? Get the hell off the internet, stop harassing people and actively DO something constructive. If you cannot do that due to personal restrictions, find another way to do something constructive online that ISN'T harassing people. Because harassing people doesn't do SHIT.

#kerytalk #the beauty of tumblr is being able to curate your online space so you can only be exposed to the content you want #some people might find specific events triggering and need to block them for their own sanity #I liberally use my block button - I will literally block people who spam a tag with stuff I don't like too often #if I see you advocating to be an asshole to SOMEONE ELSE #you're also getting blocked #this has been a tag rant

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mcalhenwrites · 3 months ago

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For every time that someone interacts with one of my crochet posts but has ignored all the reblogs on my writing, I'm going to write about 100 words and post them on social media. (Or write more than that and post less than I wrote.) Here's what I wrote just now: "Still, Sophie is a darling. Despite her weather-related affinities, that little girl shines in a household of people who succeeded in snuffing the sunshine out of a little boy with golden hair and bright green eyes." - from Cold ch 2, a Seasons side story

#that way some writing comes out of this esp when people ain't buying the crochet anyway #maybe I should put more paywalls up between me and anything I make with yarn #I need the yarn commissions but I need the book sales more for my sanity and my health #you know crochet fucked me over when I'm so adamant about avoiding it lol

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musical-chick-13 · 4 months ago

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