#soli's imagines

[chrollogy]

SILKEN WEB

— chrollo lucilfer x f!reader x hisoka morow

syn: Hisoka’s ‘generosity’ allows Chrollo to fuck you in front of him after he’s seen the way the latter has looked at you. Though, the redhead cannot help but join in on the fun despite being the cuck—he has his ways, he always does.

18+ MDNI; explicit smut, porn without plot, cuckolding, voyeurism, threesome, creampie unprotected sex, multiple orgasms (f & m), anal (f), masturbation (m), edging, overstimulation, hisoka uses bungee gum, chrollo might be pining over reader, not beta read.

word count: 2.8k

notes: divider: cafekitsune. the fruit of my late night thoughts nod nod. as per poll results, here’s hisoka as the cuck :3

Fantasizing—a children’s pastime, a mere way to escape from one’s gruelling reality but Chrollo Lucilfer would be lying to himself if he deemed he wasn’t immune to it. Oh, he certainly wasn’t without a doubt; the root of all his wildest dreams, and twisted carnal desires was none other than the woman beneath him, all in her serene nakedness—you.

So breathtakingly exquisite—the epitome of beauty. From the lust-clouded gaze that complimented the colour of your eyes all the way to the dulcet tone of your breaths, this was sinful heaven for Chrollo. Sinful not because of the sharp pleasure kissing down his spine but simply because you weren’t his, and he wasn’t yours. Not lovers, not friends, mere acquaintances, and your heart was reserved for none other than a member of the Troupe he led.

But that never stopped Chrollo from fantasizing about you, about this. Ever the observant fighter, it didn’t take long for Hisoka to catch the former’s lingering stares on you—albeit, as blank as a sheet of paper—whenever he paraded you around. One of the biggest telling signs was that Chrollo had never uttered a word regarding your presence whenever you sat there during their meetings despite the other members’ dismay.

Of course, once something piqued Hisoka’s curiosity, he wouldn’t let go until a solid answer was handed to him on a silver platter. It was a short exchange between the two males, a few sharp retorts from Hisoka’s end but nonetheless, it led to this lewd scene. Per the magician’s words, he gave Chrollo permission to do whatever he pleased to you—to fuck, to make love, to get lost in eye-rolling pleasure within your very walls but only if he got to watch everything unfold.

From the intimate act of undressing, and peeling of clothes all the way to a passionate climax that was sure to vex his very bones, Hisoka was to watch it all.

Faint squeaks of the bed frame paired with yours, and Chrollo’s heated gasps filled every corner of the room; his thrusts were deep, and rapid, body intimately flushed against your own which absolutely left no room for coherent words to come out—with the way his cockhead repeatedly prodded your sweet spot, strings of broken whimpers, and low moans were the best you could muster.

Sex wasn’t something you were foreign with but the ungodly rhythm of Chrollo’s hips was enough to make you feel like a virgin again begging for more, more, more, nothing but pleasure engrained inside your mind, clawing, and running after that blissful sensation.

Chrollo was different from Hisoka, he handled you with the utmost gentleness but that didn’t take away the fact that he pounded you oh-so-passionately into the ivory mattress beneath. On the other hand, Hisoka was rough, and animalistic—purely driven by his wild carnal desires. 

Chrollo’s sweat-lined forehead rested against yours, face mere centimetres from your own as your breaths intertwined in a vulgar dance. The hearts of his palms captured your trembling hands in a firm hold, pinning them on either side of your head, and used as leverage to drive his cock deeper into your sopping cunt—as deep as his desires went for you.

He closed his eyes at the feel of your walls clenching around him, jaw tightening as electric pleasure shot up his spine, “F-fuck . .” God, you felt divine, Chrollo truly wanted to keep you to himself. He could treat you so much better than Hisoka—have you reach new heights of pleasure you’ve never experienced before.

Alas, that was out of the picture, Chrollo would have to settle for the mere intimacy of fucking you beneath these ivory covers, the same ones you, and Hisoka retire under after a long, tiring day. The duvet draped loosely across Chrollo’s back, mirroring a broken angel’s wings, and with the eager thrusts of his hips, it slowly slipped downwards. It was hot, and stuffy beneath the weight of the blanket but he’d do anything to keep the lewd intimacy from a pair of prying eyes.

That’s right, Hisoka sat on a chair not too far off the foot of the bed, an unamused expression plastered on his face but the growing tent between his spreaded legs hinted far from unamused.

Sure, the pornographic sounds bouncing off the walls had his cock hardening but Hisoka was deprived. He clicked his tongue, the sharp sound was enough to reel Chrollo out of his pleasured state followed by a stutter in his thrusts. “I’m glad you’re having fun, Chrollo but I said to give me a show, didn’t I?” What was Hisoka supposed to do with your bodies tucked beneath the covers? 

His view was nothing but the top half of Chrollo’s naked back, and the covers moving along with the latter’s thrusts, other than that, it left everything to Hisoka’s imagination. Of course, he wasn’t going to let it be, not after he generously let Chrollo fuck you like this.

With a swift flick of his index finger, the rubbery bright pink aura extended from the tip of his digit all the way to the ivory covers atop Chrollo’s naked back, attaching itself onto the fabric. A smirk crept its way up to Hisoka’s face as he pulled the covers down, exposing the way your naked bodies intimately tangled with one another.

A rather surprised gasp left your lips as the cool air hugged your fervent body, leaving a trail of goosebumps in its wake. Naturally, this had also caught Chrollo off guard but didn’t let on, instead, the raven haired male responded by drilling his hips at a much faster pace, pulling a string of broken moans from your throat which only fuelled the excitement embedded in Hisoka’s chest.

Light amber eyes fixated where you and Chrollo met, Hisoka intently watched as the former’s cock disappeared, and reappeared between your coated slit—not to mention the light sheen of your essence around Chrollo’s cock, causing it to glimmer beneath the afternoon rays that seeped through the windows. Now, this was what Hisoka wanted to see—you, and Chrollo all in your filthy glory.

The feeling of blood rapidly rushing down to his cock, and the familiar tingle between his legs made Hisoka’s citrine gaze roll back, not to mention the growing delight on his face—it was anything but an innocent look. Lewd, wet sounds that were once muffled beneath the ivory duvet now reached Hisoka’s ears like an unholy melody; the constant skin slapping, the mixture of high, and low moans—the impurity of it all, your lover revelled in it.

Sounds of the redhead’s shameless pornographic moans intertwined with your own, and Chrollo’s as he teased himself through the fabric of his pants. Excitement shocked every part of his body like electricity, rendering him sensitive to anything, and everything—it was the same sensation as the extreme bloodlust he felt whenever he thirsted for battle.

Chrollo quietly clicked his tongue, not bothering to glance back at Hisoka in annoyance. He needed to focus on you. And he did. Without compromising the pace of his hips, Chrollo hooked his fingers beneath the back of your right knee, and deftly slung your whole leg atop his shoulder. The deeper angle of his cock had your back arching, your hands scrambled for his taut biceps to claw, and dig into as he pushed you further, and further into the borders of insanity.

“C-Chrollo! Fuck—right there! Just like that—haah!”

He let out a low groan as your nails marked him up, leaving streaks of bright red on his skin. By the looks of it, he wasn’t going to last much longer with the way your cunt gripped him like a vice. Nonetheless, Chrollo’s pace didn’t let up despite the resistance of your walls, albeit, it had his legs quivering, and breath hitching—god, Hisoka was so fucking lucky to have this, to have you.

Chrollo closed his eyes, and parted his lips to make way for soft pants, he focused his entire body in chasing yours, and his pleasure, basking in the ultimate bliss his body was currently experiencing.

Yes. Yes. Ye—

“She likes—haah! She likes taking it from behind—ngh!” The raven haired male shot his eyes open at the sound of Hisoka’s wanton voice, the concentration he once held faltering just a bit from the sudden noise.

Despite Chrollo’s better judgement, he hauled you into the position like a mere ragdoll, deftly handling your limp body with equal amounts of roughness, and gentleness. Though, your arms violently shook, and gave out as soon as Chrollo re-entered your cunt. With your torso flush against the ivory sheets, your lower half remained in position—easier for him to drive his cock deeper; you swore you could feel him in your throat.

The redhead let out a low chuckle, eager hands messily pulling his pants down to free his hard cock; Hisoka sighed at the lack of restraint, and threw his head back, exposing the length of his neck. 

With the new position, Chrollo returned to the pace he had set earlier, heavy balls slapping against your clit from each hard thrust. Skin against skin burned like a searing blaze but god did it feel amazing, not to mention how it stimulated your sensitive bud in all the right ways.

Chrollo curled over himself to place wet open-mouthed kisses down the length of your spine, moaning low saccharine praises in between. He pushed, and pushed into your sopping cunt until the coil deep in your stomach violently snapped. With a loud moan of his name muffled against the damp sheets, your back arched as you came around Chrollo—muscles taut, and knuckles a shade of ivory while pleasure gnawed at your skin.

Hisoka unabashedly fisted at his cock, one hand focused on pleasuring himself while the other sunk into the plush of the armchair. He matched the pace of his hand to Chrollo’s hips, imagining that it was your cunt instead of his palm, albeit, your velvety walls absolutely compared to nothing. Oh well, he’ll get a taste of you one way or another.

It didn’t take long for Chrollo to follow suit, driving his hips a couple more times before completely pulling out, and blowing his entire load on your bare back. He let out a shameless moan of your name—the loudest one he’s let out. Thick, milky ribbons of Chrollo’s cum unceremoniously painted your skin white, and all he could do was stare at it in a haze while his chest heaved up, and down.

On the other hand, Hisoka gave himself a few more rough pumps before squeezing the base of his leaking cock, lustily letting out a hiss as the pleasure he’d worked so hard for slowly dissipated. He cursed in between rough pants—the hunger for a sweet release just grew tenfold after depriving himself of an orgasm.

Hisoka had something better in mind than cumming on his hand.

“I guess it’s my turn.” Strong, muscular legs slightly quivered with every step taken towards the bed, cock standing proudly against his abdomen. Chrollo only narrowed his eyes at Hisoka, clearly displeased by his sudden initiative.

The former returned a smile, “Oh, don’t get greedy now, Chrollo. I’ll give you two choices—” He held out two long digits. “Either you sit, and watch or join in on the fun.”

Never in a million years would Chrollo even think to engage in a threesome with you, and Hisoka. He didn’t know what bothered him more, the fact that you were the latter’s lover or the fact that he was on the same bed as Hisoka. Nonetheless, here he was balls deep inside your ass, completely unhindered by inhibitions. Hisoka cursed at the feel of your wet cunt, biting his lips at the lewd sound it made as your hot cum coated his cock.

The redhead laid flat on his back, cunt wrapped around him while you straddled his lap which left Chrollo to take care of your backside. Your body remained slumped against Hisoka’s—limp, and quivering as if one wrong move would have you exploding to bits. Could you really blame yourself? Both men stretched you out like it was their sole purpose, it did nothing but put your body under immense pleasure.

You were sandwiched between Hisoka, and Chrollo as though mimicking a mere fly caught in a spider’s silken web, unable to escape. And that usually meant one thing: to wait for one’s impending doom before the ruthless arachnid strikes.

An experimental thrust of their hips had you wailing in pleasure. Having not given enough time to come down from your high, you were still too sensitive—any form of sexual stimulation immediately had your body uncontrollably shaking, and hot tears lining your eyes. Hisoka cupped your jaw with both hands, lifting your face in front of his own before closing the distance; heated, and rough just how he liked it; the redhead didn’t hesitate shoving his tongue past your lips, intimately exploring the inside of your mouth with the wet muscle.

If anything, the messy kiss was enough to distract you from the sudden rough pistoning of their hips—Hisoka gleefully swallowed your wanton moans, and relished at the burning sensation of your nails scratching down his bare chest. The bed creaked under the weight of their merciless thrusts with the headboard atop Hisoka’s head repeatedly banging the wall behind it; these sounds mixed with the lewd melody the three of you produced filled all four corners of the room.

It was funny, anyone would think that a Hisoka, and Chrollo tandem would be a match made in hell; highly volatile once paired together which would result in utter chaos but this—the two moved in perfect unison as though they shared one mind, one ideal. Even only if it was for this moment that they saw one another eye to eye, a wordless union to bring you to another orgasm.

A thin, translucent string of saliva connected your lips to Hisoka’s as he pulled away for a breather, hot breaths mingling with one another as you panted in eachother's face. A sense of pride bloomed across his crimson-marked chest as he watched your lust-filled eyes roll to the back of your head—Hisoka always had a thing for your expressions during sex, it served as fuel to keep going, to keep fucking you.

You looked beautiful bouncing on their cocks, head falling forward while taking their entire length like a champ; the only thing you could really do was grip onto Hisoka’s shoulders, and moan for your dear life. Chrollo couldn’t help but fixate on the way your ass jolted with every thrust, even just the sight of his cock disappearing, and reappearing between the globes of your ass had his head spinning.

It didn’t take long for you to reach yet another orgasm, and this time, it was more intense than the previous one; hot tears ran down your damp cheeks as your body convulsed from pleasure, a drawn out moan of their names combined scratched at your throat. As though he was punched in the gut, Chrollo curled over himself as you clenched around his cock, and attached his lips on your right shoulder, biting down hard at the bare skin.

Hisoka muttered sweet nothings while stroking your hair, amusement filling his tone; you laid there drowning in pleasure while both men remained chasing their own bliss, hips stuttering. It was filthy, and soaking wet where Chrollo, and Hisoka entered you, arousal mixed with your cum messily dripping down the latter’s balls, and onto the sheets beneath.

Chrollo’s digits dug into your skin, he sheathed his cock all the way inside your ass before emptying all his cum inside; he rode out his orgasm by grinding his hips, earning a dainty gasp of his name. Chrollo violently shuddered before releasing your skin from his teeth, he lapped, and kissed at the marks, helping ease the painful sensation he left.

This left Hisoka to firmly plant his feet on the mattress, and thrust upwards which sent your body bouncing once more; short gasps turned into full blown wanton moans as his cockhead repeatedly kissed your sweet spot, bringing your body into overstimulation. Hisoka groaned loudly as the familiar feeling at the pit of his stomach returned, you could tell he was close from the way his fingers gripped your waist with such desperation.

Strings of colourful curses left your lover’s throat as he came inside you, ribbons of his thick essence filling your walls all the way to the brim ‘til it leaked out, and dripped down his balls.

Heavy pants filled the room, the smell of sinful sex hung heavy in the air. The three of you remained still for a moment to catch your breaths but the short time also allowed your minds to clear of lust, and for the whole situation to actually settle in—of what the three of you just did.

Though, it was safe to say that Chrollo wasn’t going to let you escape from his hold any time soon—as though he had you entangled in bands of swathing silk—especially after finally getting a taste of you.

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[revasserium]

loving you was red

sylus; 4,627 words; fluff, banter, no "y/n", mild spoilers for sylus's main storyline, subtle but not so subtle flirting, nicknames (kitten, little crow), kinda enemies to lovers

summary: the beginning of everything, all in shades of red

a/n: this was supposed to be fun lil drabble; alas, that's not what it turned out to be, but i hope you guys enjoy it nonetheless. i had fun with the banter in this one u__u

001. fire and brimstone

The city below is a shatter of broken stars, and from up this high, none of it seems real. You cannot reconcile the sight of all those scattered, pinpoints of light with the lives you know shine behind them. You cannot imagine sitting in your living room, scrolling through your news-feed, waiting for the water to boil for late night ramen.

“Trouble sleeping?”

You congratulate yourself on not wincing, on keeping perfectly still.

Sylus joins you by the window, his arms looped lazily in front of his chest, his dark silk robe falling open to reveal his chest. You keep your eyes resolutely on the technicolored skyline.

“Yeah,” you say, feigning a yawn, “just something about being held captive against my will that just… messes with my circadian rhythm, y’know?”

Sylus chuckles, the sound rumbling through him, low enough to make you shiver.

“Don’t tell a girl like you still needs someone to sing her to sleep.” He’s teasing. You know he is, and yet you can’t keep the heat from clawing up the back of your neck. You scowl, chewing on the insides of your cheeks.

“What gives you that idea?” you ask, still in your flailing attempt to seem calm, seem collected.

"Nothing in particular… just… the twins found a shocking number of plushies in your room so —”

"You had them go through my stuff?” you round on him, glaring, your fingers clenched into fists.

Sylus shrugs, peering at you out the corner of his eye, an amused grin ticking at his mouth.

“Feisty little kitten, aren’t you? Though for what it’s worth — they didn’t find much on how your Evol works.”

You huff, turning back to the floor to ceiling windows, knitting your arms tightly across your chest.

“You heard the shopkeeper — we have to — to…” you trail off, the words caught in the back of your throat like peach pits, hard and large and impossible to stomach. You flush, biting down on your lips.

“To what, hm?” Sylus sounds amused, and it’s this more than anything that spurs you onwards.

You turn to glare at him, “To not hate each other!”

Sylus cocks a single, arched brow.

“So, do you?”

You blink, feeling the ever-present heat prickling into your cheeks as you stare resolutely at the skyline outside. From this distance, Linkon City could be any other city, with it’s towering skyscrapers and twinkling lights.

“Do I what?” you ask, your voice softer as you try to pinpoint the exact location of where you used to live.

“Hate me.”

You turn; in the dimness, all you can see of Sylus is his firebrand eyes and his stone-cut features. The dark curve of his mouth and the sharp jut of his nose. When he turns to meet your gaze, you can barely stifle your gasp — his eyes are so red, so deep and strange.

“Brimstone…” you say, without really thinking about it.

Confusion flickers across his vulturine features.

“Hm?”

You lick your lips, feeling the dryness that had since collected there.

“Brimstone,” you say again, shaking your head and averting your eyes, only for Sylus to catch your chin in his fingers and force you to look back at him, to be swallowed up by his gaze, “it’s… something from… the ancient religions. It’s — back when they believed in gods and monsters, people would use the word brimstone to signify divine wrath…”

His finger slacken on your chin and you let your head fall as he takes half a step away.

He lets out a mirthless laugh, his eyes faraway as he stares out at Linkon City, laid out before his feet.

“I can’t say I know much about gods, but… monsters?”

You swallow, feeling the imprint of his fingers on your skin.

He turns back to look at you, his gaze soft, but no less startling. You feel an unnamable fire frisson up your spine and skitter back down again.

“Monsters are very, very real,” he leans in, closing gap between your body and his, till he has you nearly caged against the cool glass of the penthouse windows. He shifts to brush away a strand of hair, tucking it behind your ear with too-gentle fingers. His next words are whispered, his voice in a register so low it almost sounds like the shadow of sound — he leans in, his lips brushing by your cheek till you can feel the heat of his breath right next to your ear —

“And they look just like you and me.”

002. lipstick

“So at the auction —”

“Just do as I say, and you’ll get what you want.”

You narrow your eyes in the mirror, staring at the reflection of Sylus fastening a pair of ornate silver cufflinks to his impeccably tailored suit.

“Give me one reason to trust you,” you say.

Sylus looks up, a hand still on his cuffs as he meets your gaze in the mirror, unflinching.

“Since when have I ever asked you to trust me?”

Over on the dresser, Mephisto lets out a soft caw that sounds almost mocking. You swirl to glare at him and he has the decency to flap his mechanical wings, shuffling until he’s hidden from view behind Sylus’s shadow.

Sylus laughs, “Alright — settle down, little crow.”

You frown, “Little crow? What happened to kitten?”

Sylus shrugs, “Changed my mind. Figured little crow fits you a bit better. You know — loud, defiant…” he smirks as his voice trails off.

You don’t try to hide your consternation, “Often associated with murder?”

Behind him, Mephisto lets out an indignant ca-caw.

You try to sidestep Sylus, only to find yourself trapped against the mirror by his strong arms. He grins down at you, his canines flashing over his lower lip as he cocks his head.

“Like I said, fits better, no?” he asks.

You stare up at him, trying to make out what he’s thinking behind those firelight eyes of his.

“Let me go — I still need to finish my makeup,” you say, pressing a palm to his chest. You try not to think about the firmness of his muscles beneath your touch, or the heat of his skin, even through all these layers of clothing.

“What else is there?” he asks, his eyes flickering over your features; you shiver, feeling the weight of his gaze as it sweeps over your face like a sudden flare of heat, “you look pretty finished to me.”

You lick your lips, and feel a strange, savage satisfaction at the tick of his eyes down to your mouth, at the way his pupils dilate, at how they track the slow progress of your tongue as it laves across your bottom lip before disappearing back into your mouth.

“Lipstick,” you say, trying not to sound too smug.

Sylus puffs out a laugh before reaching over to the low dressing table and grabbing a tube of lipstick. He uncaps it with a finger, and twists out the color without once breaking your gaze. Vaguely, you feel your stomach tense, and you ponder the unfairness of this one, single act — how could he look so stupidly attractive doing all this when he’s got you trapped here? Like some sort of exotic songbird in a golden cage.

“T-that’s not the color I wanted —” you say, but even to your own ears, you don’t sound convincing.

Sylus’s smile slackens into a lopsided smirk as he tilts your chin up to press the cream of the lipstick to your lips, dragging it delicately across one way, then back the other.

“Press your lips,” he says, his voice softer and gentler than you’ve ever heard it before.

You do, feeling a stifling thump-thump-thump rise up to beat against the back of your throat as his eyes flick down to watch you.

“Mm… as I thought, this color looks great on you,” he says, pulling back to admire his handiwork.

You feel the air rush back into your lungs in a single, searing breath, caught between the urge to brace your arms against your knees and heave, or to drag your hand across your mouth to rid yourself of the lipstick.

You do neither though, because at that moment, the twins call from outside the door —

“Auction’s about to start!” says Luke.

“Hope you’re both ready!” says Kieran.

Sylus straightens, capping the lipstick with a sharp click. You force yourself to calm down, to focus on your breathing — four counts in, seven counts out.

“Are you ready?” Sylus asks, his tone once more whiskey-smooth and just as potent.

You roll back your shoulders and give a quick nod, speaking to yourself just as much as you’re speaking to him —

“Sure. Let’s get this over with.”

003. blood and roses

There’s blood on your hands and blood on the pavement. The world shimmers around you in wildfire and smoke.

“… so… so much blood…”

“You can’t die here —” Sylus’s voice cuts through the memory like a struck chord, resonating inside you till it’s the only thing you can hear, “that life you owe me? It’s not your time to pay it back yet!”

You reach for him, and the moment you feel your palms connect, a bead of heat pulses out from the center of your clasping hands. Your skin is slick with sweat and blood, but his hand beneath you is oddly cool and smooth.

The charred ashes of the beaten Wanderer fall around you like flakes of misbegotten snow; you wave your free hand to keep the pieces from falling into your eyes. A river of light seeps from the Deepspace Tunnel into the center of your chest, glowing brighter and brighter until it coalesces into a familiar gem-like shape.

It comes to a rest between your fingers seconds before it cracks, the light flickering once along the seam before going out.

“It — the Aether Core —!”

“It’s power is yours now. Why’re you so surprised?” Sylus doesn’t let go of your hand, but realizing this, you pull away first, and he makes no move to stop you.

“D-did you know?” you ask, unable to keep the accusation from seeping into your voice.

“Does it make a difference?”

You clamp down hard on your bottom lip, weighing the answers. It isn’t until you reach up to absently card your hand through your hair that you notice — your wrist and his, linked together by a tangible string of red, pulsing power.

You gasp, “W-what —?”

“Tch.”

You wave your wrist, watching as Sylus’s hand follows the movement. Your cheeks darken as he looks away, sighing audibly.

“If you planned this —!” but your words are cut short by a sudden wave of vertigo — the world spins around you and for a second, all you can see is the pinwheeling stars above you, the bright, pulsating edges of the Deepspace Tunnel, and then — everything fades to a sweet, merciful darkness.

You wake up to the smell of roses, and a warm body next to yours. Groaning, you try to shield your eyes from the light filtering through the massive windows.

It takes you a second to orient yourself, and to realize why your wrist seems so heavy as you try to lift a hand and rub at your eyes.

“Looks like you’re up early, though Mephisto still has you beat.”

You blink blearily up at Sylus, sitting next to you in bed, his back propped up on a fortress of pillows, a tablet in one hand, the other still linked to your wrist, half-raised to your face.

You squeak, ducking down to hide beneath the covers, hurriedly wiping at your eyes and your mouth, a mix of horror and embarrassment mounting in your stomach as you realized you must have been drooling in your sleep.

“What did you do to me?!” you demand, pulling back the covers when you’re somewhat certain that you don’t still have drool-marks at the corners of your mouth.

Sylus, for his part, looks only mildly ruffled by your sudden stint back to wakefulness. He takes his time setting down the tablet with his free hand and picking up the steaming mug of black coffee.

“You fainted,” he says, as if that explains everything, “after the resonance worked. Though it makes sense you would — after finally getting the Aether Core and all —”

“No! I mean —” you gesture desperately between you, the pristine linen sheets twisting around you both like waves on a white-sand beach, “how did I — we — get here? Who changed me?” you ask, your cheeks flaring up even as Sylus sips at his coffee, seemingly content to watch you sputter yourself dry.

“Really? After all that, the first question you have is who changed your clothes?” Sylus asks, a distinct tone of mockery clear in his every word.

“Shut up! You know what I mean!”

“Do I? I don’t think I do — you’re going to have to be a bit more specific.” He grins, all splitting lips and too-white teeth. You stare, dumbfounded at his nonchalant expression before huffing and slumping back into your own pile of pillows. You blink, throwing up your free hand to shield yourself from the too-bright light of sunrise, shining straight into your eyes.

Wordlessly, Sylus taps a few buttons on his tablet and the windows darken, filtering out the harsh morning light, leaving the pair of you in a dim, yet luminous shadow.

“I just —” you cut yourself off before you can ask yet another mundane question, and finally, after a few minutes of mulling over what exactly it is you want to ask, you settle on, “what now?”

Sylus shrugs, casting his eyes back down at his tablet, setting his half-drunk cup of coffee on the bedside table.

“Now, we do whatever we want. You have your Aether Core and I have mine,” he lifts up his wrist, shaking yours in the process, “and we try to figure out how to manage this.”

“And if we don’t?” you ask dryly.

Sylus chuckles, “Then, we figure out a way to live with it.”

You roll your eyes involuntarily, “Ugh. Of all the people to be stuck to…” you mutter to yourself. And though you’d said it quiet enough for it to be an afterthought, both of you knew Sylus had been too close not to hear.

He scoffs, pulling you close, tipping you off balance so that you topple face-first into his chest.

“Wake up, little crow,” he says, his tone caught halfway between mocking and maleficence, twisting your face till you’re forced to stare out of the window at the dulled-out skyline below.

“You think you’re so great, being a Hunter and getting rid of Wanderers,” he says, a sharp venom seeping into his words as he speaks, and slowly, he punches a button the tablet that makes the windows un-tint themselves.

You watch as the sunrise bleeds itself dry over Linkon City, the harsh, morning light slicking the entire city in a vapid, orange glow.

“The brighter the light, the darker the shadow — do you really think that just because you and your little Hunter friends are out there killing Wanderers and saving the world, that there isn’t the a need for people like us?” Sylus pushes you away from him. It’s not a harsh move, but it’s not exactly gentle either.

And again, you can’t help feeling the imprint of his fingers, almost as if burned into your skin as your rub at your jaw.

It’s when you turn to glare at him that you meet his gaze and find him staring at you with a look that’s much more haunting than ghost. Much more longing than loathe.

“Well… you’re one of us now. And newsflash, little crow — sometimes, the world just doesn’t want to be saved.”

You let his words sit with you, like river stones, hard and smooth, feeling them sink slowly down the length of your throat to settle somewhere in the wide basin on your stomach. You avert your eyes, and it’s only then that you notice the bouquet of flowers sitting on your bedside table.

“What are the roses for?” you ask, reaching out your free hand to run a thumb along a single, velvet petal. It comes off at your touch, and you watch it fall against the unmarred white marble of the table top.

“A little present,” Sylus says, waving you away, “a thank you - for a job well done last night.”

“You don’t need to thank me,” you say, unable to keep the bitterness from your tone, “it’s not like I had much of a choice.”

“You did,” Sylus says, “you could’ve killed me. And you didn’t.

“I could still kill you now,” you say, though there’s no conviction in your voice at all. Instead, you reach out to tug at another dark red petal. It comes off just as easily as the one before.

“You could. But you haven’t. And don’t you think that warrants a reward?”

004. dawn

“I’ve never hated you, you know.”

You frown, squinting against the early-morning light.

It’s not the first time you’ve found yourself waking up next to him, and you think it won’t be the last. You flip onto your side to face him, feeling a familiar rush of heat crest into your chest as you come nearly nose to nose with him.

Sylus barely even flinches, cocking an eyebrow before reaching out to tug a stray piece of hair from your face.

“What?” you ask, even though you know full well what he’d said. So maybe, you just wanted to hear it again — is that so terrible?

“Hn,” Sylus grins, rolling onto his back to cast his eyes up at the ceiling, “I said you’re getting drool on my pillows.”

You squeak, fumbling to wipe at your face before the realization hits, and you jerk up, pouting.

“That’s not what you said!”

“Then you did hear,” Sylus casts you an amused glance.

You lick your lips, the soft cotton of sleep still muffling the world such that everything except him feels strangely out of focus.

“I — I heard… a word here and there —”

“Has anyone ever told you that you’re a terrible liar?”

You scowl, whipping around to pin him with a stare, “Where I come from, that’s not a bad thing.”

Sylus’s eyes tick towards you, his expression amused as he appraises you, and not for the first time, you feel yourself go warm beneath the solar-storm fixation of his attention. Like this, you can feel the air between you blistering, as oil to a lit fuse, as his eyes travel over the planes of your face, the curve of your shoulder, the thin silk strap that had since slipped to cling to your upper arm.

“No? I suppose not,” he concedes, pushing himself up, reaching over the bedside table to push at a small button on the far side. Somewhere else in the penthouse, you can hear an alarm bell ring.

“What’s that?” you ask, pointing.

“Coffee,” he answers, and you fall silent again, turning your face away from him to look back at the heartbreak city, carved in shadows against dawn’s liquid light. It’d only been — what — a week? A bit more? And yet you can’t bring yourself to see the city the same.

Nothing has changed — not really.

But everything’s different, you think, as the door on the far side of the bedroom cracks open and Luke peers in with a smug smile and two steaming cups of coffee.

“Black for the boss, and milk and sugar and all the trimmings for the little crow.”

Sylus tsks, a frown digging itself into the space between his eyebrows, his eyes flashing as he takes the two cups. Luke, to his credit, jerks back, dancing out of Sylus’s reach.

“Ah — sorry, sorry — didn’t know that was a special nickname,” he says, making a show of stooping to apologize, though neither of you miss the jesting crow beneath his voice.

“Out.” Sylus orders, and Luke doesn’t waste time scurrying from the room, cackling beneath his breath like a gleeful child.

You take your cup from his hand and give it a dainty sip, adjusting yourself against the pile of pillows.

“What? I thought that nickname was your idea.”

“It is,” Sylus says, relaxing back. The tether between your wrists sits slack and nearly invisible on the sheets between you. He stares down at the dark liquid surface of his own cup before turning to smirk at you, “doesn’t mean it was meant to be shared.”

You clamp down on another wash of heat, threatening your cheeks as you sink a bit deeper into the luxurious bedding. You wonder if you’ll ever be able to sleep on sheets this nice again once you figure out how to break the tether between you and you’re finally allowed to go home.

“Why say it where other people can hear if you didn’t want them to pick it up?” you shoot back, determined to get the last say, at least in this.

Sylus sets down his cup, cocking his head to look at you, “It’s not a joke if there’s no one around to hear the punchline.”

You level him with a glare, “Is that all I am to you? A joke?”

“Shouldn’t be a problem if I’m just your captor, right?”

You open your mouth to retort, only to find your voice stolen by the sight of him, kissed gold by the rising sun. You’ve never been one to obsess over beauty but even you can’t pretend to be unaffected.

Like this, he looks hewn from marble, a statue at the loving hands of a besotted sculptor — a lazy god rendered into silk and stone. He is smooth skin and burning eyes and a jawline that might’ve been turned on a diamond cutter’s lathe. There’s a base carnality in the way he looks at you (and looks at you) — his gaze so penetrating that somehow, you don’t think you’ve ever been seen this way before.

There’s a damnable elegance to him, even as his lips twitch up into a tell-tale smirk.

“What?” he asks, leaning forward just an inch, but the distance feels exaggerated by your closeness, such that suddenly, you’ve got to lean back to look into his face. He licks his own lips languorously, and you feel your chest tighten on a torque, caught in the turn of his smile.

“Kitten got your tongue?” he asks.

You shake yourself, shifting back slightly, “You’re mixing your metaphors,” you say, trying to keep your eyes from straying back to his face.

“They’re my metaphors to do with as I wish. So. Aren’t you going to answer?”

“Answer what?”

“What you think you heard me say, right before you woke up.”

You cup your palms around your coffee mug, feeling its heat seep steadily into your skin. There’s a familiar tingle at the tips of your ears and you know you’re already blushing.

Stupid coffee, you think, trying hard to school your expression into a frown, stupid Sylus, you add to yourself, taking a long sip and biting back your sigh of relief at the mundane magic of caffeine and sugar.

“Does it matter what I think?” you sidestep the question.

Sylus doesn’t miss a beat, “If it didn’t, would I have asked?”

The torniquet in your chest twists tight enough to make your stomach flip as well. You chew on your bottom lip, mulling over your answer.

“I never hated you…” you say, finally, your voice barely more than a whisper or a breath. And even as the words fall from you like so many rose petals, you’re unsure if you’re repeating his words back at him or making an admission of your own.

Sylus only shifts back to his side of the bed, leaning against his pile of pillows. Your wrists sit atop the sheets, inches apart, and yet you can’t deny the dull pull of gravity between you, as if something beneath your skin is itching to be close to his.

You turn to face him, twisting your fingers in your lap.

The quiet softens around you both, settling until you let out another long breath.

“So…” you drag out the word as Sylus glances up at you, expectant. His eyes flicker with the fire of the rising dawn behind you, and in them, you can see the shadow of yourself, painted in darkness against the light.

“What’s for breakfast?” you ask.

Sylus chuckles, his head listing sideways as he studies you.

“Whatever you’d like.”

“Hm…” you make a show of swinging your legs out of the bed, shivering slightly as your feet come into contact with the cool marble floors, “are there pancakes?”

Sylus stretches his arms over his head, letting out a soft groan that evokes something inside you that you’d rather not examine at the moment. You keep yourself turned resolutely away from him even as you hear the distinct sounds of him getting out of bed as well.

“No, but there can be — you only need ask.”

“Fine, I want pancakes,” you say, finally turning around, only to find him standing right behind you, his silk robe discarded on the floor by the bed, his chest broad and entirely bare. Your breath catches in your throat as he cocks an eyebrow.

“Is that asking?”

You crinkle your nose, forcing air back into your lungs.

“Okay, okay — can we have pancakes?”

Amusement dances behind his eyes as he bends over you, propping a hand casually on the dresser behind you to limit your movements.

“And the magic word?”

You narrow your eyes, “Nevermind!”

“Mm — wrong. Two more tries.”

You try to duck under his arm but he catches you easily, spinning you back around to face him, nearly sweeping Mephisto from his perch on the dresser. The crow lets out an offended caw and flaps off towards the far end of the room, coming to a disgruntled rest on the back of a satin loveseat.

“Let me go!”

“Wrong again — last chance.”

You sink your nails into the skin of his forearm, trying not to think of the taut muscles corded there. He doesn’t even wince, though for a second, the tether between your wrists flares up like a fanned flame.

“Fine! Please!”

Sylus straightens with a satisfied smirk, turning around to make for the bedroom door. Your chest is heaving, and the sudden space between you make your head spin. You blink at his retreating form, and it isn’t till he reaches the door that he turns to glance at you over his shoulder.

“Hope you like raspberry jam.”

You level your breathing and hurry to catch up, clutching your own sleeping robe tighter around your chest as you fall into step next to him.

“I thought you didn’t like sweet things.”

He opens the door and steps aside for you to walk through first.

“I never said it was for me.”

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✦ — "cherry on top". ᯓ c. seungcheol.

— namorado ! seungcheol × leitora. — 𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗴𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗮: smut. — 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁: 5986. — 𝗮𝘃𝗶𝘀𝗼𝘀: linguagem imprópria, penetração vaginal e anal, creampie, fingering, oral (f), praise kink (cheol r.), cheol atrevidinho, bebida alcoólica, quebras temporais & muito palavrão. — 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗮𝘀: aniversário fora de época, pois tenho licença poética pra isso (não tenho não, mas colaborem aí).

Aniversários eram considerados especiais para Seungcheol desde que ele se entende por gente. Começou cedo, na família era comum dedicar o dia para fazer a felicidade do caçula que cultivou o apreço pela atenção que recebia nessa data tão especial até depois de adulto. Só que nos últimos tempos havia um diferencial no pedido que o homem fazia sempre que soprava as velinhas: você.

Seungcheol estava preso à necessidade de te incluir em cada detalhezinho dele mesmo, enquanto você estava empenhada em manter a tradição de celebrar o dia em que o amor da sua vida veio ao mundo intacta. Queria mostrá-lo que ele era especial e amado — fazia-o todos os dias é claro, mas aproveitar-se da data parecia o mais correto a se fazer.

Desde o início do relacionamento, a transição do calendário de sete para oito — exatamente à meia noite — era acompanhada de muito chamego e de uma sessão super calorosa de amorzinho que costumava durar até a manhã desse mesmo dia. Porém, dessa vez, Seungcheol não seguiu com os planos. Já fazia um tempo que o homem tinha uma pergunta a ser respondida:

"Okay. Hora de acabar com o suspense. Qual que é o meu presente?", perguntou ainda com seu corpo no colo, fez questão até de interromper o beijo entre vocês dois — estava empenhado.

"Suspense?", olhou-o intrigada.

"Sim. 'Cê 'tá fazendo um puta arrodeio com esse assunto faz umas duas semanas, mesmo eu falando que não precisa me dar nada.", a teimosia vinha de fábrica. Seungcheol era sempre relutante em deixar que você gastasse um centavo sequer com ele, pelo contrário, insistia em comprar coisas para você — mesmo que o dia fosse dele.

"É que eu quero te dar algo diferente, Cheollie..."

"Realmente não precisa, amor.", relutou mais uma vez. Manipulável, não foi páreo para um segundo sequer do biquinho que apareceu nos seus lábios. "Mas já que você quer tanto eu deixo dessa vez, mocinha.", rendeu-se."Então, fala 'pra mim: o que é?"

Foi sua vez de se deixar intimidar pela expressão do homem. De repente, estar sob o olhar dele era sinal de ameaça — ainda que ele não fizesse ideia alguma de seus planos. Desviou o olhar ocupando-se com o anel de compromisso que enfeitava seu dedo anelar.

"É algo que eu sei que você quer faz um tempo...", não conseguiu ser direta. Sequer sabe como chegou a conclusão de que queria dar isso à ele, precisou de um certo debate mental, mas estava certa de que realmente queria. Seungcheol pareceu notar o tom hesitante.

"A gente vai brincar de adivinhação?", arfou um risinho. Você acenou, ainda ignorando o olhar do homem à sua frente.

"Tá bom.", suspirou numa pausa, parecia pensar. "Eu já te pedi essa coisa?"

"Hmmmm... não. Não diretamente."

"Já tá me deixando confuso, princesa.", não precisou olhá-lo para ser capaz de identificar o biquinho que ele provavelmente fazia. Impaciente, detestava enrolação. "Me diz o que é. É mais fácil.", separou suas mãos na tentativa de chamar sua atenção, mas você só desviou o foco para o torso descoberto.

"Eu...", silêncio, absoluto silêncio.

"Tá com vergonha, amor?", outro aceno de cabeça e mais um suspiro da parte dele — voltariam ao jogo de adivinhação. "Tá... 'pra você agir desse jeito é porque envolve sexo, não é?", simples e direto, você sequer tinha como discordar. "Não deve ser dar 'pra mim, afinal 'cê já faz isso todo dia.", sequer concluiu a frase e ele conseguiu a proeza de ganhar um tapão em um dos braços — a falta de filtro que ele apresentava algumas vezes te deixava muito sem jeito. "Ai! E eu 'tô mentindo por acaso?"

"Não. Mas mereceu.", justificou, mal sustentando uma chateação teatral. "E é... é isso.", finalmente teve coragem de olhá-lo outra vez, porém quase se arrependeu de novo — sequer parecia namorar esse homem a mais de dois anos.

"Dar 'pra mim?", o sorriso sacana só cresceu ao te ver concordar. "E o que tem de diferente nisso?"

"Quero fazer isso... de outro jeito.", remexeu-se desconfortável no colo do homem, essa conversa já durava muito mais do que você gostaria. Seungcheol franziu as sobrancelhas e você quase praguejou, não queria ter que dizer com todas as letras.

"Que outro jeito, amor?", o questionamento veio e morreu ali. Recusou-se a responder, encarando seu namorado como se esperasse que ele fosse capaz de ler a resposta no fundo dos seus olhos. E ele tentou, correu o olhar por todos os cantinhos do seu rosto pelo que pareceu ser uma eternidade. "Diz.", pediu, os lábios refreando um sorriso maldoso — ali você teve noção de que ele sabia exatamente o quê era.

Num movimento só enfiou-se no pescoço do homem, se encolheu inteira. Uma gargalhada baixinha fez o corpo dele balançar, você sentiu sua pele queimar ainda mais, agarrando-se ao peitoral dele como se ele não fosse o exato motivo da sua vergonha.

"Vai me deixar foder seu cuzinho, princesa?", o sussurro acompanhou uma respiração quente bem na sua orelha.

Arrepou-se inteira.

Deus...

O segundo tapa que Seungcheol ganhou naquela madrugada foi fruto de uma reação quase fisiológica. Nunca sentiu tanta vontade de desaparecer, reagiu como se aquilo fosse suficiente para expulsar o sentimento. Esse foi bem no meio do peito, mas o homem sequer preocupou-se em fingir que doeu dessa vez, rindo ainda mais do seu estado encabulado. A voz esganiçada murmurou algo que pareceu ser um "para" contra o pescoço dele. Tentou mudar o alvo, mirando um tapinha no outro braço, mas Seungcheol agarrou sua mão, dando tudo de si para cessar o riso.

"Como você sabia que eu queria?", selou cada um dos seus dedos, deixando claro que estava disposto a não rir mais da situação. Você respirou fundo tentando espantar a timidez do corpo.

"Você sempre brinca lá... então achei que quisesse.", explicou, a outra mão ocupava-se em brincar com os fios curtinhos da nunca do homem.

"Porra, eu quero. Quero tanto...", a imaginação já corria livre, assim como o olhar dele pelo seu corpo. "Mas tem certeza? Não precisa.", te apertou num abraço, era seu aconchego — só queria o que também fosse bom para você. "Você sabe que eu odiaria te deixar desconfortável, amor."

"Eu também quero.", era sincero. O estômago revirava só de pensar nas coisas que Seungcheol faria, no que te faria sentir...

"De verdade?"

"De verdade.", acenou contra o pescoço dele.

"Olhando 'pra mim.", te puxou pelo queixo, o rosto avermelhado entrando no seu campo de visão — mas aquilo estava longe de significar vergonha no homem. "Tem certeza?"

"Tenho."

[...]

Cair no sono foi uma das coisas mais difíceis que Seungcheol fez depois daquela conversa. Fingir não estar totalmente excitado quando você deixou claro que estava pronta, mas não pronta naquele exato momento, foi uma tarefa árdua. O homem nunca teve tantos pensamentos numa noite só, sequer dormiu direito. Acordava no susto em alguns pontos da madrugada, olhava seu rostinho, constatava que ainda estava duro 'pra caralho e tentava dormir outra vez. Noite complicada.

Você foi capaz de constatar isso assim que viu a silhueta grande se arrastar pela porta da cozinha. Seungcheol parecia destruído. Quem visse não diria que o homem havia acabado de acordar. Rir era inevitável, mas você fingiu ter pena. Terminou de digitar a mensagem que havia iniciado no telefone, logo largando o aparelho para ir de encontro ao seu homem.

"Não dormiu, Cheollie?", a vozinha era doce ao ponto de ser nauseante — mas era exclusividade entre vocês dois, então não importava. Abriu os braços e Seungcheol te pegou no colo por instinto, negando com a cabeça ao que tomava a pele do seu pescoço entre os lábios. "O que foi, hm?", sentiu o contato gelado do mármore embaixo das suas coxas, sendo colocada ali.

"Não consegui parar de pensar em você, amor...", ainda meio rouco, confessou contra sua pele, as mãos tomando posse do seu corpo. "Nessa boquinha gostosa.", levantou-se, selando seus lábios com apreço. Você suspirou, não era imune a se sentir mole recebendo esse tipo de atenção. "Nesse corpinho lindo e-", interrompeu-se. "Mostra os peitinhos 'pra mim.", você obedeceu de imediato, enrolou o tecido do pijama apertadinho até que ficasse com os seios à mostra. Seungcheol avançou neles com fome, mamando e esfregando o rostinho como se tentasse se satisfazer. "E em como eu vou foder contigo hoje.", as mãos correram pela parte posterior da sua cintura, agarrando sua bunda como podia. "Princesa, eu preciso tanto...", os olhinhos suplicante te olhavam por baixo das sobrancelhas franzidas.

Porra, era ridículo o quão fácil era fazer sua bucetinha se melar — mas era Seungcheol ali, isso explicava maior parte do problema. Porém não podia. Não agora. Não podia porque-

Campainha.

Sim, o barulho da campainha. Bem que ela disse que estava por perto.

Seungcheol te olhou enfezado. Vocês mal recebiam visitas, é impossível que alguém resolvesse aparecer logo agora. Dava para ver cada palavrãozinho que passou pela cabeça do seu namorado.

"Sua mãe."

"Minha mãe?!", ele entrou em pânico assim que assimilou a informação, os olhos duplicando de tamanho.

"Ela veio trazer café da manhã 'pro príncipe dela.", adocicou o apelidinho de propósito, sorrindo ao brincar com o cabelo dele. "Só pediu 'pra eu te enrolar."

"E como que eu vou atender ela assim?!", olhou para baixo e te fez encarar também. O volume delicioso no short fez sua boca salivar. Ele definitivamente não era o único a detestar a interrupção, mas, diferente dele, você conseguia ser bem resistente.

"Se vira, amor. Minha parte eu fiz.", empurrou o corpo grande, descendo da bancada num salto. Cobriu os peitinhos babados, tentando usar o tecido para disfarçar o jeito que os biquinhos ficaram inchados. Esticou também o short do pijaminha, esperava muito que sua sogra não achasse inapropriado.

"Espera.", o homem te segurou pelo pulso, mas você foi rápida em se livrar.

"Não."

"Amor-", já ia longe.

"Tô indo abrir a porta, Cheollie~", cantarolou, rindo do desespero dele. Destrancou a porta com certa calmaria, queria dar tempo para Seungcheol se ajustar.

"_____!", a mulher mais velha te abraçou de um jeito desajeitado, mas caloroso. Segurava um cesta recheada e muito bonita.

"Senhora Choi!"

"Vai bem, querida? Cadê o príncipe?", entrou sem pedir licença — era de casa, afinal de contas.

"O Seungcheol? Ele tá na...no-", o barulho de água ao fundo te desconcertou, precisou segurar o riso. "No banho.", finalmente respondeu. "Ele tá no banho."

"Mas ele não tinha acabado de acordar?"

"Ah, sogrinha... a senhora sabe como ele é, 'né? Vaidoso..."

[...]

Nunca havia visto Seungcheol tão desconcertado na presença da própria mãe, evitava até mesmo de olhar diretamente na sua direção. Você estava certa de que a mulher havia percebido, ainda que não tivesse dito em voz alta — se dissesse talvez o Choi ficasse mais encabulado ainda.

O restante do dia não foi nada amigável com seu namorado, todas as chances de ficar a sós contigo foram arruinadas por uma série de pessoas diferentes. Jeonghan e Seungkwan foram os primeiros a aparecer logo após a saída da senhora Choi. Basicamente sequestrando você e ele para um restaurantezinho ali perto, alegando que o homem não podia fugir da tradição de tomar a sopa de algas. E o processo de como isso virou uma reunião num barzinho próximo ao local foi história.

Você voltou a mesa, carregava a bolsa da namorada de Soonyoung — que precisou sair — juntamente com a sua. Encontrou Seungcheol ninando uma garrafinha de soju e ele parecia miserável demais para um homem que estava comemorando o próprio aniversário. A constatação te fez querer rir.

"No quê o meu aniversariante favorito 'tá pensando?", chamou a atenção do homem, ganhando uma secada nada inocente da cabeça aos pés. Seungcheol sorriu demorando mais tempo que o necessário para responder.

"Que a minha princesa ficou linda com esse vestido.", ah sim... essa era a resposta livre para todos os públicos — a resposta certa com certeza ficou muito bem guardada na cabeça do seu namorado.

"Ah é?", driblou Jihoon — que estava sentado a algumas cadeiras de distância — e sentou-se bem ao lado de Seungcheol.

"Uhum.", ganhou um cheirinho no pescoço e a pele arrepiou. Já havia bebido o necessário para fraquejar a qualquer toque do homem.

"Eu não tô bêbado o suficiente 'pra isso...", a observação soou de fundo. Um arrastar de cadeiras indicava que Jihoon havia se levantado.

"Tá vendo? Até o Ji sabe que você 'tá mentindo.", acompanhou a saída do homem com o olhar. Não sentiam incômodo, sabiam que Jihoon só não curtia gente melosa demais.

"Ji, é?", sério que foi só nisso que ele prestou atenção? Típico de Seungcheol.

"Ji."

"São íntimos agora?"

"Sempre fomos.", provocou. Seungcheol não te ofereceu mais resposta, arqueando as sobrancelhas. "Não me olha assim..."

"Mais uma gracinha e eu te coloco no meu colo na frente deles."

"Você não é maluco..."

"Você sabe que eu sou.", ele virou um gole generoso da garrafinha de soju sem deixar de te encarar. Era cada vez mais complicado fingir normalidade com Seungcheol te comendo com os olhos na frente dos próprios amigos.

"Eu não menti.", retomou. "Você 'tá linda."

"E é só nisso que 'cê 'tá pensando?", brincou com a gola da camiseta do homem, ainda meio tonta com o cheirinho de perfume masculino.

"É."

"Cheol..."

"Você não quer saber no quê eu tô pensando, amor. Fica quietinha.", livrou o tecido das suas mãos, no estado em que estava não suportaria a proximidade com você sem acabar fazendo besteira.

"Se eu tô perguntando...", fez-se de desentendida, arrumando os fios soltos na testa do homem.

"Vem no banheiro comigo que eu te mostro.", descarado, sussurrou a proposta sem sequer olhar em volta.

"Você sonha tanto...", desdenhou. "Não me arrumei inteira 'pra foder contigo no banheiro, Seungcheol.", ajustou o próprio vestido, deixando explícito o próprio argumento.

"Não falei nada sobre foder... e se eu só quiser usar essa boquinha?"

"Vai borrar minha maquiagem.", fez pouco, observando o movimento em volta. O homem soltou um risinho de canto, te olhando com descrença.

"Quando que 'cê ficou mimadinha assim, hein?"

"Mérito seu."

"Talvez seja...", lambeu os próprios lábios. "Mas é meu aniversário, sabia?"

"Você sabe que o quê eu quero te dar é muito melhor que isso...", pendeu a cabeça. A excitação era palpável, quem visse de longe notaria que vocês estavam a um deslize de pular um no outro.

"Sei, é?", questionou. "Por que você não me faz lembrar?", uma série de palmas cortou o clima de vocês, chamando a atenção de quem estivesse por perto.

Boo Seungkwan.

"Okay, deu de grude por hoje! Foi um inferno trazer todo mundo de volta 'pra mesa.", gesticulou afobado, você quis rir. "Tem um bolo. Vocês notaram que tem um bolo?", apontou para o centro da mesa. Era uma torta cheia de chantilly decorada com uma cereja no topo.

"Eu notei.", Hansol fez questão de se pronunciar. Encarando a sobremesa com os olhos cheios.

"Trouxe até velinha, poxa...", choramingou.

"Tá uma gracinha, Kwannie!", você tentou consolar o homem, sorrindo amena.

"Kwannie?", o tom enciumado entra em cena mais uma vez, fazendo com que Seungcheol ganhe sua mãozinha linda sobre os lábios dele, impedido qualquer bobagem que ameace sair dali.

[...]

"O presente é meu, amor. Então a gente vai seguir o meu plano.", já entrou em casa reclamando. Teve que refrear um Seungcheol muito apressado, que tentou te agarrar desde o hall de entrada.

"Só mandar. Eu obedeço.", respondeu dotado de uma ironia que você fez questão de ignorar.

"Tira a roupa.", o homem te olhou como se você tivesse três cabeças. "Não é isso! Quero te dar uma massagem antes, sabe? Pra criar um clima."

"Mas eu tô no clima...", refutou. Talvez devesse ter deixado Seungcheol beber mais um pouquinho, ele se tornava obediente depois de um certo ponto e agora esse definitivamente não era o caso.

"Vai ficar reclamando?"

"Não 'tô reclamando, amor.", fez dengo, os braços de apertando num abracinho caloroso. "Mas vem cá: me fala uma massagem sua que durou mais que cinco minutos.", o tom de provocação não era nada discreto. "Usa a cabecinha, princesa.", cutucou uma de suas têmporas, como se questionasse a uma criancinha lerda. "Me fala só uma vez que você não desistiu logo no começo 'pra dar a bucetinha 'pra mim."

"Você é um idiota, sabia?", hostil, detestava quando Seungcheol pagava de marrento para cima de você.

"Só tô explicando que é mais fácil ir direto pro principal, meu amor.", deu de ombros. "E fala direito comigo, 'tá toda malcriada hoje."

"Ai deita na cama logo, Cheol! Não estraga...", bufou e o homem riu de canto, o teatrinho entre vocês não era nada duradouro.

Seungcheol livrou-se das roupas, largando o corpo de bruços no colchão. Mesmo depois de tanto tempo, você ainda ficava impressionada com o quão... grande tudo nele era. Você também aproveitou para se livrar das suas, reservando a lingerie vermelhinha para que ele tirasse. Deixou a playlist rodando sozinha no canto do cômodo, pegando a garrafinha de óleo que preparou especialmente para a ocasião.

Sentou-se nas pernas de Seungcheol, debruçando-se para espalhar o líquido. O contato quente entre as peles te fez lembrar o porquê de nenhuma massagem sua durar mais que cinco minutos. Chacoalhou o pensamento, esticando o corpo para iniciar a massagem. Apertou-o como bem sabia fazer, os suspiros te incentivavam. Foi inocente por um bom tempo. Bem, isso até resolver correr as unhas pela dorsal masculina.

"Sacanagem, amor...", contorceu-se, rindo junto assim que ouviu seu risinho sapeca. Os toques rumaram mais baixo, tomando caminho através da parte inferior da coluna do homem. Você quis resistir, quis manter o clima sensual... mas o apertão generoso na bunda do seu namorado foi inevitável — se estava lá era por algum motivo. Seungcheol saltou na cama e você engasgou uma gargalhada.

"Isso faz parte da massagem?"

"É claro que faz.", rebateu, rindo baixinho. "Tá... de frente agora.", trocaram de posição, agora tinha-o secando cada cantinho do seu corpo.

"Porra, eu 'tô tão duro.", admitiu, como se isso não fosse a primeira coisa que você percebeu quando sentou no colo dele. "Eu podia só bater uma 'pra você e ia dormir feliz.", tentou apertar suas coxas, mas você foi ligeira em se livrar das mãos antes que ele conseguisse. Um rostinho de quem não estava nada impressionada. "Tô elogiando meu presentinho, não pode?"

"Eu te amo, sabia?", desconversou.

"Sabia.", Seungcheol te ofereceu um sorriso de canto, convencido. Mas nunca ia mais longe que isso e você conhecia bem. Abaixou o torso, selando a boquinha vermelhinha.

"Você é tão bom, Cheollie.", outro beijinho, mais demorado que o anterior. "Cuida tão bem de mim...", mais um. "É o namorado perfeito.", outro. "Meu príncipe lindo.", outra vez. "Forte.", mais um, definitivamente não se cansava. "Que fode gostoso 'pra caralho...", nesse fez questão de encarar Seungcheol, sabia o que viria a seguir. O homem cobriu os olhos com o antebraço, o rosto rubro e o sorriso sem graça deixavam claro que ele havia perdido totalmente a pose.

Não conseguiu mais segurar o riso, ficava abismada com efeito que tinha num homem daquele tamanho — Cheol era adorável. O problema foi ter rido até demais, seu namorado nunca foi de deixar barato. Descobriu os olhos assim que finalmente se livrou da ardência que sentiu no próprio rosto, afiando os olhos na sua direção. Nada disse. Te agarrou pela cintura e, num solavanco, trocou as posições.

A diferença entre vocês dois é que ele não precisava te dizer uma palavra sequer para ter o que queria. Sentir a boca quentinha na sua e a mão estrategicamente colocada no seu pescoço foi mais do que suficiente para te deixar sem ar. Te invadia e te tocava em todos os sentidos e sem pudor algum. A língua explorava sua boca e as mãos sentiam cada partezinha do seu corpo.

Nem sabe como aconteceu, mas quando deu por si já abria as perninhas para deixar Seungcheol te tocar. Arfava contra os lábios do homem, pedindo por clemência através dos olhinhos.

"Bucetinha gostosa...", o elogio foi praticamente sussurrado dentro da sua boca. "Tá se melando inteirinha 'pra mim, amor... implorando 'pra eu usar ela um pouquinho.", colocou os dígitos sem ter piedade, abusando da entradinha — sabia bem como você gostava. "Deixa eu usar ela, princesa? Só um pouco?", a pergunta era retórica. Seu rostinho tonto deixava explícita qual era a resposta.

Te livrou da calcinha sem muita cerimônia, pincelando o falo contra o lugarzinho encharcado. Não satisfeito, cuspiu nos próprios dígitos, masturbando a extensão antes de forçar entrada. Sequer precisou se preocupar com alguma coisa, vocês nunca tiveram empecilhos ou inibições 'pra foder gostosinho assim. Já faziam a tempo demais. Faziam sem pensar.

Seu corpinho balançava a cada estocada mais forte. Gemia dengosa sem conseguir conter o tremelique das perninhas — sabia que Seungcheol iria comentar se notasse. A visão ficava turva. Aqui sempre entendia o porquê de ser tão obcecada, porra... ninguém mais era como Seungcheol.

"Princesa...", ele arfou, os dedos quase rompendo a pele da sua cintura num aperto firme. "Eu não consigo parar...", ondulou o quadril para ir ainda mais fundo. Seu corpo ficou molinho com a sensação. "Deixa eu jogar dentro, deixa?", suplicou, a voz mansa surtindo efeito sem esforço algum. Você só concordou, aceitando qualquer coisa que ele quisesse te dar. "Tá tão gostosa, porra."

Esvaziava-se de si própria sob o domínio de Seungcheol. Era uma versão totalmente moldável de si mesma, feita unicamente para sentir prazer. E, em muitos casos, esse prazer vinha do ato de satisfazer o homem — de ver ele te usando para se sentir bem. Era explícita a vontade irracional que você sentia de ser boa para Seungcheol, quase tão boa quanto ele era com você.

Os olhinhos foram parar atrás da cabeça ao sentí-lo gozando, o ventre se apertou tanto que por pouco não expulsou-o da sua entradinha. Sedenta, forçou a própria bucetinha a aguentar tudo, rebolando contra a extensão que pulsava. Queria tudo dele, queria-o completamente exausto de tanto usar seu corpo. Gemia carente e tentava se foder com mais afinco, embriagada com os estalinhos que eram produzidos pelo esperma espesso escorrendo para fora de você. Seungcheol apertou seus braços contra a cama, superestimulado.

"Shhhh. Relaxa, amor...", murmurou em meio a um risinho desesperado. Seu rostinho vazio era o motivo da graça — a carinha de quem claramente só 'tá pensando em ganhar mais porra. Ele forçou o peso do próprio quadril contra o seu, foi o suficiente para te deixar paradinha de novo. "Gosta de ficar cheia, é? É tão boazinha comigo.... linda."

"Eu quero mais..."

"Eu vou te dar mais, princesa. Só que de outro jeitinho.", retirou-se devagarinho, guiando suas perninhas para se abrirem mais. "Deita 'pra mim, amor. Assim, relaxa.", abaixou-se, acariciando o interior das suas coxas. Você tremeu por dentro, sabia o quê estava cada vez mais próximo de acontecer. Sentiu o carinho desviando para a bucetinha maltratada. Seungcheol te daria algo familiar antes de qualquer coisa. Lambeu o buraquinho arruinado, recolhendo o líquido espesso só para esfregá-lo no seu pontinho. Usava a própria porra como lubrificante.

Era obsceno 'pra caralho, mas o homem já havia te livrado de qualquer senso moral faz bastante tempo. Os dígitos grossos se juntaram à bagunça, arrastando outra parte do líquido até a entrada mais fechadinha.

"Posso colocar um dedinho?"

"Devagar...", concordou ainda meio nervosa. A boquinha soltou um arfar quando sentiu ele forçar o dígito, mas ainda não era território desconhecido — não era nada que Seungcheol já não houvesse feito antes.

"Apertadinho 'pra caralho, princesa.", observou, os olhos grudados na cena. "Vou ter que te abrir por conta própria.", arriscou movimentar, fodendo devagarinho. Ia da pontinha até a base, observando suas reações. Você fechou os olhos, tentava familiarizar-se com a invasão, não era tão ruim... dava para se acostumar. "Shhhhh. Pensa em mim te fodendo aqui, amor, bem gostosinho...", acelerou o movimento, tornando as estocadas mais curtas. "... usando como se fosse sua bucetinha.", mamou o clitóris sensível mais uma vez, você saltou com o susto. Cheol afastou-se, um líquido gelado fez sua pele arrepiar — julgou ser lubrificante. "Mais um.", murmurou.

O ritual seguiu até que três dígitos estivessem socadinhos em você. Seungcheol fodia com habilidade e sabia que o jeito que aquilo fazia sua buceta escorrer definitivamente não significava desconforto. Por isso, foi natural se aninhar ao seu lado, ajudou seu corpinho a se posicionar, colocando uma das perninhas em cima do quadril dele.

"Eu preciso que você confie em mim, amor.", selou seu rostinho, te assistindo concordar. "Nunca vou te machucar. Mas me avisa se doer, hm?", mais um beijinho para te assegurar. Você sentiu a glande pincelar contra a entradinha relaxada e seu estômago revirou. "Devagarinho, fica calma...", te invadiu finalmente, colocando só a cabecinha. Você franziu o rosto, era diferente dos dedos. "Assim dói?"

"Não, só é... estranho."

"Mais um pouquinho então.", forçou mais e você precisou puxar ar para dentro dos seus pulmões. Não era mesma coisa. Te deixava tão... cheia. Os olhinhos arregalados fizeram-no parar de imediato, esperando alguma resposta sua.

"Amor?", você mal piscou. "Eu tiro?", negou imediatamente, aguentaria. Só precisava se acostumar, mas aguentava.

O rostinho estúpido fazia seu namorado pulsar. A boca sequer se fechava, soltando arfares curtinhos, incapaz de tirar os olhos do rosto dele. Parecia não saber o que fazer consigo mesma, apertando o pescoço e ombros dele em busca de apoio. Ganhou um beijinho na testa, Seungcheol te olhava preocupado, buscando qualquer sinal de desconforto no seu rosto. Forçou-se aos poucos, enfim entrando por completo dentro de você. Pareceu te sobrecarregar, apertou-o sem querer, sentindo-se mais cheia ainda.

"Porra, princesa, relaxa...", arfou, apertando o lençol. "Fode a bucetinha pra mim, vai...", beijou sua testa outra vez. Parecia tenso, quase incapaz de se controlar.

"Fundo, Cheollie... tá-"

"Eu sei, eu sei. Brinca com ela, amor, faz passar.", lutava para ser paciente, massageando seus seios na tentativa de te confortar. "Tô parado, princesa. Relaxa 'pra mim.", sussurrou, o rostinho encostado na lateral da sua cabeça. "Que tesão do caralho...", a voz quebrada fez seu ventre contrair mais. "Não, não aperta.", droga... por que isso era tão excitante? "Não, não, não, não... princesa. Me escuta, porra.", entre-dentes, soou alterado dessa vez. Não entende o porquê, mas isso fez seus olhinhos arderem — estava sensível demais nesse estado.

"Cheol..."

"Shhhh, não 'tô brigando com você, amor. Não chora.", retrocedeu, falando calminho outra vez. "Escuta o seu Cheol: brinca com sua bucetinha e relaxa 'pra mim, hm? Você consegue, amor?"

"Consigo."

"Me obedece então, princesinha.", um beijo casto na sua bochecha te fez amolecer. Os dedinhos se esticando para estimular seu pontinho. Era gostoso, a porra de Cheol ainda estava ali. "Isso... isso.", sorriu meio fraco, a boquinha não saía do seu rosto — parecia instinto te encher de chamego. "Que porra, eu vou gozar..."

"Mexe, Cheol."

"Pode, amor?", esperou outra confirmação. "Devagar então. Fala se tiver machucando.", começou timidamente. Os olhinhos vidrados no seu rosto, só que isso não durou muito tempo. Foi fácil ter o homem completamente dengoso procurando pela sua boquinha. Agia como se estivesse bêbado de tesão, roçando a língua na sua numa espécie de êxtase. Grunhia carente, esfregando a mão em cada partezinha do seu corpo. O rostinho cheio de prazer fazia sua bucetinha babar, não demorou para que também estivesse presa num frenesi tão gostoso quanto o dele.

"Cheollie, é... ah... isso..."

"É gostoso, amor?", concordou com a cabeça. Lambendo os lábios do homem mais uma vez. "Deixa eu foder outro buraquinho seu então.", esticou-se socando dois dígitos na sua buceta sem dificuldade nenhuma — ainda estava abertinha, aceitou de bom grado. "Devia ter comprado um consolo 'pra socar nessa buceta, amor... usar todos os seus buraquinhos de uma vez.", segredou no seu ouvido. Voce fechou os olhinhos, arrepiando-se inteira com a proposta indecente. "Você quer, princesa? Quer ficar toda cheinha?", concordou de imediato. "Cê 'tá tão melada, porra..."

Estúpida com o prazer, esfregava o corpinho em Seungcheol. Juntou seus dedinhos aos dele, recolheu quanta porra conseguiu só 'pra colocar na boquinha. Foda-se. Agia igual vadia só por tesão, era desprezível.

"Cheollie... hm, caralho...", choramingou, estimulando o clitóris com os dígitos babadinhos. "Fode, ah! Cheol... fode sua putinha, fode...", porra... ia gozar, nem sabia mais o que estava falando.

"Shhhhhh, não. Não é putinha hoje. É a minha princesa. Minha princesinha linda.", corrigiu.

"Cheol... eu vou- Cheol... que gostoso, porra.", a garganta arranhava a cada gemidinho quebrado. Sentia o peito encher de uma pressão estranha, como se o coração não batesse direito. "Eu... eu quero gozar, por favor...", os dedinhos rapidamente saíram da entradinha judiada e agarraram-se ao braço de Seungcheol — pouco importava se estavam sujinhos. "Eu... Ah... Ah...", não se via mais capaz de manter o estímulo ali, tontinha demais em ter seu buraquinho fodido de um jeito tão bom.

Forçou a abertura das perninhas, contorcendo-se na tentativa de abrigar ainda mais o falo cheinho — rebolava gostoso, embriagada com a expressão quebrada do seu namorado. Seungcheol parecia arruinado, o rosto vermelhinho escorria suor, arfava um palavrão por cima do outro, mordendo a boquinha gostosa sempre que queria gemer.

Porra, era tão bom quebrar o seu Cheol... se sentia gostosa 'pra caralho, a putinha perfeita 'pra ele — foda-se se hoje ele só te quisesse como princesa, ainda era a vadiazinha perfeita quando se tratava do homem, era tudo que ele precisava.

"Amor, fode meu cuzinho...", provocou e sentiu o aperto no seu seio se fechar mais, a bucetinha vazando só com isso. O rosto dele colapsou contra o seu ombro, a mão enorme que quase te sufocou pelo pescoço pressionou seu corpo contra o colchão. Seungcheol agora arremetia agressivo, o som que era produzido pelo contato entre as peles ecoava mais ainda. Arruinava a entradinha que mal havia aprendido a abrigá-lo ali. "Cheol, ah! fode... me come... amor..."

O homem sentia que iria enlouquecer. Porra, você 'tava levando tão gostoso. O corpinho trêmulo, a vozinha quebrada, a bucetinha que não parava de expulsar a porra dele — ele sentia o líquido escorrer. Socou mais forte, sorrindo ao ver suas perninhas se fechando ao que você enfiava as unhas no quadril dele. Um chorinho dengoso encheu a audição do homem, sabia que você tinha gozado. O buraquinho apertava, mas você ainda tentava se foder.

"Me enche de porra, Cheollie...", a provocação dessa vez acompanhou um gemidinho quebrado, sabia que surtiria efeito. Mas talvez tenha surtido até demais.

E mesmo assim, ele tentou sair. Jura. Jura que tentou. Mas você 'tava pedindo, porra, tava pedindo 'pra ele usar seu rabinho até o final, 'pra deixar cheinho... ele precisava. Precisava marcar a princesinha dele e você merecia. Merecia ficar cheia em cada cantinho. Precisava para mostrar que era só dele.

Não resistiu. Não dava 'pra segurar. Os dentes agarraram a carne do seu ombro enquanto ele se deixou vazar, jorrou o líquido quente bem fundo. O jeito que o calor se espalhava por dentro do seu estômago te deixava em êxtase. Ele estava te enchendo tanto, cacete, e era tão gostoso, tão... as mãozinhas agarraram-se a parte mais baixa do ventre, a cabecinha burra ainda não sabia assimilar o tanto de porra que lotava seu corpinho. Tremia. Choramingava.

Tentava olhar Seungcheol totalmente atordoada, mal se importando com a dorzinha no local que foi mordido. Os olhinhos se derramaram sem te deixar pensar, ainda sentia prazer, mas estava tão confusa. Convulsionou ao senti-lo te estocar mais algumas vezes, quase gozou, não sabia mais o que fazer consigo mesma.

"Cheol, Cheol... espera, por favor... por favor...", soluçou e pareceu trazer o homem de volta. Seungcheol se retirou com cuidado, te aninhando entre os braços em meio a uma risada molenga, talvez ainda estivesse um tantinho fora de si mesmo.

"Nunca mais me fala uma porra dessas, princesa.", sussurrou, a voz falhava. Tentava te manter dentro do abraço, te beijar, limpar o próprio suor, tudo ao mesmo tempo. "Cacete... achei que eu ia desmaiar.", ofegava te assistindo respirar tão desesperada quanto. Secou seu rostinho com o lado traseiro da mão, limpando algumas lágrimas no processo. "Tá bem, princesa? Eu te machuquei?", você só foi capaz de negar com a cabeça, hipnotizada com o sorriso bonito acima do seu rosto.

Seria loucura achar que essa foda em específico te deixou mais apaixonada?

"Tem certeza?", concordou. Queria beijar o homem até perder o ar, só que você não tinha recobrado ele ainda. "Eu vou te limpar, tá bom?", propôs amoroso e você quis concordar outra vez. Mas, espera aí... limpar...? Não. Definitivamente não. Envolveu o homem pelo pescoço, fazendo-o praticamente cair em cima de você. "Não pode?", questionou aos risos, ganhando um chorinho estressado. "Por quê não?", riu mais ainda, outro chorinho. "Shhhh... okay, okay. Eu espero um pouco."

"Droga, 'tô me sentindo uma pervertida.", reclamou. A realidade bateu mais rápido do que você gostaria. Esperou algum tipo de resposta imediata do homem, só que recebeu:

Silêncio...

"Mas você é...", pareceu sincero até demais. Você se remexeu irritada, ameaçando livrar-se do aperto dele. "Não, não, não, não! É brincadeira, é brincadeira! Fica, fica aqui.", a risadinha meio estridente do homem te fez querer rir também, mas precisava manter a atuação. Lutou para sair do abraço o quanto pôde, só desistindo quando Seungcheol te encurralou com o peso do próprio corpo. "Não é pervertida não, princesa, desculpa...", largou um beijinho casto na sua bochecha, fazendo o carinho viajar até pertinho da sua orelha. "Só por quê você gosta de dar o cuzinho 'pra mim? Claro que não." sussurrou, deu corpo ardeu em brasa — Seungcheol era um insuportável. Debateu-se novamente. Mas, sabendo que a estratégia era falha, estapeou as costas do homem, sem forças — afinal você não tinha. "Ai! Espera. tô brincando.", mais um tapa. "Shhhhh, não! Não bate. Quieta, quietinha...", agarrou seus pulsos, choramingando manhoso contra o seu pescoço. "Calma, amor..."

"Idiota..."

"Que feio, princesa... batendo no aniversariante?"

"Já passou da meia-noite faz tempo."

"A gente não dormiu, então o dia não virou.", levantou-se brevemente o nariz roçando contra o seu.

"Isso nem faz sentido.", fez bico.

"Agora faz.", te tomou num beijo gostoso sem cerimônia alguma. Não tinha pressa, desenhava cada promessa de amor que te fez um dia dentro da sua boca. "Ei...", afastou-se, embriagado pelo estado entorpecido de vocês dois. Sorriam com cumplicidade. "Obrigado."

"Por dar 'pra você?", ironizou.

"Por ser minha. Por ser perfeita 'pra mim.", confessou e você jura que sentiu seu coração falhar um pouquinho.

Você definitivamente se sentia mais apaixonada depois de hoje. Bastava descobrir o motivo.

"Eu te amo, Cheol.", era tão gostoso dizer, queria repetir para sempre, especialmente com o jeito que o homem te olhava. Seungcheol se enfiou no seu pescoço outra vez, produzindo um som manhoso e meio esquisitinho de se ouvir.

"Caralho... eu quero tanto te pedir em casamento agora.", mais uma confissão e essa te fez querer cair na gargalhada.

"Pede, uai."

"Não, desse jeito não...", choramingou outra vez — esse era mesmo o homem que estava dentro de você minutos atrás. "Mas eu vou casar contigo, porra. Preciso disso."

"Precisa?"

"Preciso ou vou ficar maluco.", levantou o torso de supetão te encarando de cima. "Eu te amo tanto, princesa... sou doente por você.", os olhos se enchiam de um brilho diferente, pareciam expandir — ou talvez você só fosse muito obcecada por ele. O homem suspirou. Rendição. "Casa comigo?"

"É um pedido sério?"

"Sim... mas saiba que eu vou pedir de novo.", a justificativa te fez rir, Seungcheol era teimoso.

"Hmmm... vou pensar até lá então. Depois respondo.", desconversou, fingindo pensar.

"Princesa..."

"Ai, você não tem senso de humor!", revirou os olhos, era pura atuação. Os dois agiam como se não fossem capazes de sentir os corações um do outro quase saltando para fora. "Claro que eu aceito, seu chorão.", foi sua vez de se render. "Esqueceu que eu sou sua?"

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[bleaksqueak]

Audric is so damn pretty!!!! Have you ever thought about drawing genderswap versions of your chars for fun?

Big sis Audrelia with little sis Elisa?

And otherwise - how would they react to seeing their brother genderswapped suddenly?

ahaha ty! He has an unfair advantage with the gift of his parents' genetics. (Lyra acting like an unhinged goblin in the bg, but her beauty shines through.) Hmm... honestly I don't think anyone would even notice with Elias. Not at first, anyway.

[mugiwara-lucy]

I just had the funniest dream last night 😂

Imagine the Straw Hat Crew ending up in Wisteria Lane and meeting the Wives! 🤣😆

[skitskatdacat63]

“Amore et Timore” - King Fernando I “El Animoso”

[oceanfalls-official]

Oceanfalls and Antino go extremely hard, I'm impressed with your work on it.

What would you do if you met characters like everybody in Oceanfalls, (Counting multiple iterations of Nino's behavior as separate or the same depending on what you want). People extremely similar to them, but not actually them in real life, but similar to the point of you questioning everything's sense of humor.

Thank you Anon! I am glad you enjoy it.

Uhmm, I guess it could be fun to befriend such people? Some of the Oceanfalls characters have personalities I would get along with really well IRL. For example I would probably go out of my way to get to know someone like Aria or Reed better, despite normally being a pretty reserved person myself.

[akaviri-dovah]

"undignified in certain circles" ... like the Thalmor, and/or the upper classes of Alinor society? though she was raised in a minor noble house and underwent decades of training as an agent for the Thalmor, my Aevalinwe still has... quite a bit of trouble with keeping her ears under control, much to her chagrin. yes, she has mastered keeping them still during moments of annoyance or disappointment, wherein they would normally pull backwards or droop... but alas, as if being easily flustered was not enough, having such be on display for all of Nirn to see with perked-up ears blushing so intensely as to be just a few shades lighter than her hair? poor Aeva wishes her soul would leave her body during those moments - those are feelings she wants to hide for a reason, darn it! even moreso when a certain someone picks up on it and teases her about it!!

sometimes she wonders why she didn't get the hooded variant of the Thalmor uniform that she sees quite a few of her comrades wearing, which (in my headcanon design) has pockets on each side of the hood to comfortably fit the wearer's ears. while the pockets themselves have some space inside to allow for subtle wiggles and twitches, they are made from the same leather as the rest of the hood and coat and are thus too rigid to move in accordance with the aforementioned drooping/perking-up/pulling-back etc. very useful for maintaining a professional, cold, intimidating air for those who want to have their comrades pay attention to them, and come off as virtually unapproachable to any and all non-Thalmor's.

i like to imagine mer with very expressive ears—though it's probably considered undignified in certain circles. elentari might be a breton (albeit one descended from snow elves) with comparatively little ears, but they wiggle a lot when she's happy, twitch when she's focusing, and go bright pink when she's flustered. don't point it out to her or she'll hurry to strategically rearrange her hair so you can't see them.

my dunmer, meanwhile, have long, curved ears (which turn out to be perfectly suited for flicking ash away). due to the untold amount of time he spent as a thrall, solis has unconsciously trained his not to move as much, but vanna can tell when he's annoyed or otherwise agitated because one or both will start twitching like a grumpy cat's.

"what's gotten into you? and don't you try to deny it; you're almost causing a draught in here—"

[ohnoitstbskyen]

What’s the difference between Ascended, Aspects, Freljordian demigods, Aurelian Sol, and whatever Soraka’s got going on? Are they all just different varieties of League gods?

Hoo boy, okay, so. First of all, Riot have been pretty adamant that there are no gods in Runeterra, every god-like being that exists in that universe is actually a spirit or just a very powerful being of some kind, but definitely no real gods, no matter how much it seems like they are definitely writing these characters to be actual literal gods.

I don't 100% know why they are so insistent on this, but I imagine it has something to do with censorship and ratings agencies, or maybe they just don't want to have to establish any actual theology on Runeterra. Volibear isn't the god of storms for real, he's just a super powerful spirit that can create storms in the Freljord, but not all of them, so please don't ask us whether every single thunderstorm in the Freljord was something he did deliberately. That sort of vibe.

To go through them point by point:

Celestials & Aspects

The Celestials are beings like Aurelion Sol and Bard, which exist as cosmic entities operating on levels of power and motivation beyond human understanding. They came into existence with the universe itself, and tend to busy themselves governing various parts of its operation. They are, again not gods (Riot is very insistent on this), but Aurelion Sol literally made every star in the galaxy, he's functionally the progenitor god of Creation.

Some of them, though, like to interfere in the mortal world of Runetera in various ways, and they tend to use mortal vessels to do it. That's where we get Aspects: Aspects are mortals who are chosen by the Celestials that live on Mount Targon to contain their power and be their avatars in the mortal world.

Leona is the Aspect of a Sun celestial, Diana of the Moon celestial, Pantheon is the Aspect of War (or he was, until Aatrox killed it, but he retains access to many of its powers), and Zoe is the Aspect of Twilight, and so on.

Soraka is another Celestial in mortal form, but she is NOT an Ascended. Rather than possess a mortal, she created a mortal body for herself and poured the whole of her being into it, which is causing her body to permanently burn up from the inside while she regenerates it with her magic. She lives on Runeterra and acts as a mysterious mystical wise guide and mentor to mortals who need it.

Ascended & Darkin

Ascended are somewhat similar in kind to the Aspects, but usually lesser in power. The Ascended are also human beings infused with Celestial magic and power, specifically with the power of the Sun, although as far as I know, that power is drawn not from the Celestial of the Sun who empowers Leona, but directly from the physical Sun itself. This means the Ascended aren't possessed by Celestials and retain full free will, at the cost (or let's be real: benefit) of being transformed into furries, which extremely coincidentally just so happen to closely resemble the gods of the Egyptian pantheon. but again, they are definitely not gods, please don't put it in the newspaper that they are gods.

I don't know exactly how canon Riot considers this anymore, but the lore was that the Aspects of Mount Targon gifted the power of Ascension to Shurima in order to produce Ascended that could serve as shock-troops in the war against the Void, which is a swarm of extradimensional horrors that are constantly trying to eat the world. Whatever the case, the Ascended DID fight the Void, and it traumatized and corrupted them so badly that they degenerated into body-horror blood monsters called the Darkin.

The Darkin fell into civil war and it got so bad that The Aspect of Twilight (not Zoe but her predecessor in the role) decided to use some magical trickery to imprison them all in their weapons, which is where they've stayed for a few thousand years, getting even more traumatized and mentally destabilized by the total sensory deprivation and solitary confinement. If any mortal touches a Darkin weapon, it immediately assimilates them and uses their flesh as a new host, and then goes on a killing rampage about it. That's where you get your Aatrox, your Varus and (eventually, once he devours Kayn) your Rhaast.

Gods, Spirits & Demons

This is the category for Ornn, Anivia, Volibear, The Seal Sister and so on. The Freljordian people worship them as gods, but they are, technically, only extremely powerful nature spirits, manifestations of the nature of the Freljord itself, which draw power from the land and to a lesser extent from their worshipers. There are many, many lesser nature spirits, which might be worshiped as gods by particular tribes or hold power over particular areas, but Ornn, Anivia, Volibear, The Seal Sister and the Iron Boar are the most powerful and most widely revered.

On a similar note, Ionia is absolutely choked to the gills with spirits, because those lands are soaked in magic. They are usually not worshiped as gods specifically, but take the shape of everything from dragons to living trees to sprites and will-o-wisps and which roam fairly freely in Ionia. This includes characters like Lillia, who is the daughter of a magical tree of dreams on whose branches the dreams of mortals grow and mature, and it includes Ivern, who is an extremely powerful and ancient nature spirit formed from the soul of a magical tree.

Demons are distinct from spirits, in that rather than drawing on the power of the land or fountains of magic, they draw on the emotions of living things for their powers. The most powerful demons are known as The Ten, who get their power from the most primal emotions that living things feel. Fiddlesticks is the demon of Fear, and Nilah somehow draws her strength from Ashlesh, the Demon of Joy, whom her order has imprisoned. We don't know who the rest of the Ten are yet, but Riot seems to have that worked out somewhere in their internal deep lore.

Swain has a lesser (but still powerful) demon of secrets called Raum bound in his arm through some sort of deal, Evelynn is a demon of anguish and pain, Tahm Kench is a demon of addiction, and Nocturne is a demon of nightmares.

Besides those, there are an untold number of lesser demons, who feed on more and more specific feelings, and thus are less and less powerful because there's simply less of that stuff around to feed on. They are often called Azakana, and may be demons that feed on feelings as niche as, like, noblemen's fear of their extramarital affairs with handsome commoners being discovered. Yone hunts the Azakana and collects their mask, although even he doesn't know quite what for.

Death

This is where we place the Kindred. Technically they are merely Spirits of Death, but more than perhaps any other category of creature, Riot keeps writing them as Literal Gods of death and I don't think it makes sense to think of them any other way.

The Kindred take on many different shapes all across Runeterra, seemingly influenced in large part by the expectations of the people or creatures who are dying, but their most popular visage is that of a Lamb and a Wolf, hunting together. Lamb's merciful arrow ends your life if you accept that your time is up and go gently into that good night, but Wolf hunts you down and rips you to shreds if you resist and fight to your last breath, destiny be damned.

The Kindred are there for every death on Runeterra, they are the mediators (as far as we know) of all forms of death everywhere, and by far the most classically "anthropomorphic embodiment of universal existence" style god in the lore that we know of. Where a god like Anivia only really has power in the Freljord, the Kindred have power everywhere there is life. Only the undead escape them, and even then, only temporarily.

In Conclusion

YES Runeterra has tons of gods, it obviously has gods, you can't walk five feet in that universe without tripping on a god, but they tend to be gods with hard limitations on their power and influence, and rarely have powers on the level of bending reality itself.

Even Aurelion Sol, who literally makes stars, can't snap his fingers and undo causality, for example, or suspend the laws of physics wholesale.

Riot's weird insistence on "no gods in Runeterra" is more of an affectation, a bit of a put-on, than an actual narrative principle, and most of the gods of Runeterra can be understood very comfortably through the lens of various non-Christian religions like Norse or Greek mythology, or the hero/god characters of something like Polynesian myth.

[chrollogy]

MORE, MORE, MORE

— mammon x f!reader

syn: One orgasm is never enough for Mammon, he’s greedy for it. Well, he’s the Avatar of Greed after all. He lives up to the name, of course, proudly so.

18+ MDNI; explicit smut, unprotected sex, implied multiple orgasms, overstimulation, cervix fucking, demon fucking, implied cum eating, pet names (my sweetheart, my treasure, my darling) divider: cafekitsune.

word count: 1.2k

notes: this is a repost from my deactivated acc + now cross-posted on my ao3 !

“Ma—ah fuck. . ! M-Mammon, can’t—ngh!” “Aah shit. . ! Just one more f’me, my sweetheart.” Mammon let out a heated gasp, his rosy lips parted before burying his face in the junction of your neck—soft breaths ghosting over the sensitive skin of your sweaty neck. Your vision was met with his snowy strands that your fingers dug into, occasionally tugging at the roots, and earning groans from Mammon as he ploughs into your cunt.

‘Just one more’ you knew that was nothing but a blatant lie, especially coming from the greediest demon himself—it was never just one more when it came to sex, sometimes Mammon would go to the extent where both of you were as overstimulated as you could get; silent screams as pleasure took over your bodies, the coil deep in your stomach snapping oh so deliciously that it was almost painful, his balls emptying the last bit of load he has after all the rounds.

Your head spun, the corners of your teary vision slowly filled with dark spots that disappeared as quickly as they formed. You’ve already came twice around his cock, and you’ve lost count of how many times Mammon brought you to your orgasm with his tongue and fingers, so your body was already sensitive to any kind of touch.

You could feel your legs trembling as Mammon pushed and pulled his hard cock over and over again, the way your walls clamped around his shaft, allowing you to feel every ridge of it. It was sticky, damp, and stuffy.

The mixture of your’s and his cum dripped out of your sopping cunt and down to the mattress, creating loud, wet noises that bounced around the walls of his room. Mammon’s heavy balls slapped against your sweaty skin, making a sticky mess down where the two of you connected.

His king-sized bed squeaked with each desperate thrust of his hips, the headboard repeatedly hitting the wall as if it was locked in a rhythmic curse.

Thud. Thud. Thud.

Mammon was sure his brothers could hear the deafening thuds of his headboard but he couldn’t care less. Another strained groaned left his throat as you scratched your nails down his bare muscled back, hands running through an evident bump on it—his wings were starting to come out. His horns were also becoming visible, the ebony spirals emerging from his snowy hair.

Mammon growled as he felt himself shift into his demon form due to the immense pleasure that washed over his whole body. He sunk his teeth into your shoulder, causing pleasurable pain to shoot up to your neck as his canines grew in size.

“Aah. . Mammon . . !” “Haah! T-that’s it, my treasure. . Moan for me.”

Mammon lifted his head from your neck, an evident deep crimson blush spread on his cheeks as he met your gaze—his pupils were blown with lust, eyes also teary from the never-ending pleasure. Fuck, you could stare at his eyes all day; the way his blue irises faded into a golden yellow at the bottom, like the ocean meeting the citrine sky as the sun dips below the horizon.

Before you could close your eyes shut from the way Mammon’s blunt tip repeatedly hit your cervix, you noticed a faint flapping sound over the ringing of your ears—something slicing through the damp atmosphere of the room and blowing hot air. It didn’t take you long to notice the full-grown pair of wings on his back, flapping with every eager thrust of his hips—it’s bat-like structure proudly stretching out to reveal it’s entire length.

The white markings across his tanned torso were now evident too, Mammon was in his full demon form. It was always like this with him whenever he reached overstimulation, the immense pleasure his body held was too much that it often resorted to him unintentionally transforming.

His wings moved in synched with his hard thrusts, allowing him to pound harder and reach deeper into you. Mammon threw his head back, a heated gasp leaving his lips as he felt your walls tighten around him. A small, desperate cry of your name hung in the thick air before he buried his face near your ear once again.

Mammon let out shallow pants, incoherent sentences going straight to your left ear; he managed to stutter out a praise, his voice shaky, and breathless from all the fucking he’s doing. The sweet praise went straight to your cunt, and that was all it took for you reach yet another orgasm.

This time, it was significantly more intense than the previous ones mammon had given you. Your whole body trembled as the coil in the pit of your stomach snapped for the nth time that night, face contorting in raw bliss as your lips parted in a silent scream.

Mammon didn’t even have to look at your face to know what you looked like as you came, he’s got in engrained in his mind—the way your pretty eyes roll to the back of your head, swollen lips parted, brows tightly knitted together and tears rolling down your warm cheeks.

The thought of your erotic expression brought mammon to another climax shortly after you. His muscles turned taut, wings stilling in a stretch as he sheathed his cock deep inside you before cumming. He moaned into your sweaty skin, a string of curses leaving his throat as waves of pleasure fully consumed him.

The two of you fell into a unison, filling the room with nothing but lewd sounds as your bodies jolted from the after shocks of a mind blowing orgasm. Mammon held you tight—his bare chest flush against your own—to keep himself grounded from the immense pleasure.

You didn’t know how he was still able to cum inside you with such volume, given how many times he’s orgasmed already—Mammon filled your cunt to the brim, swearing under his breath as a squelching noise came from your cunt, his seed seeping out and dripping down to his balls and the mattress.

He gave a few shallow thrusts to ride out both your orgasms before pulling out, a whine coming from you and Mammon at the loss of contact—he watched as your hole dripped with his and your cum, biting down at his bottom lip.

How filthy.

“I’m far from being done with you. .” Mammon breathlessly laughed as he saw your eyes fluttering shut. You opened your lids to see that he’s made his way down to the apex of your legs, where all the mess was.

“Mhm, I’m going to suck this out of you.”

He gave an experimental lick at your sensitive cunt, causing you to instinctively attempt to close your legs. Mammon held your legs apart and gave you a smirk before diving in—your hands flew to his spiralled horns, gripping them for your dear life as he shoved his tongue inside you.

“Just can’t get enough of you, my darlin’..” Mammon whispered against your skin. “Mhm—aah! Y’so greedy, M-Mammon.” you moaned. He couldn’t help but snicker at your response, a sense of pride swelling in his chest at the choice of your words.

“Now, I’d be worried if I wasn’t.”

—

affiliated with @houseofsolisoccasum !

[revasserium]

you

hayato suo; 5,844 words; fluff and angst, semi!dark content, obsessive behavior, stalking, emotional manipulation, stalker!suo,big brother!togame

summary: fool me once, shame on me. fool me twice, shame on you.

a/n: this was written for both @pixelcafe-network's challenge friday prompt (i got the song 'shinunoga e-wa' which... well.) as well as @peachsukii's wonderful horror event! pls proceed with caution!

It is not a healthy obsession.

But obsessions rarely are.

The first time he sees you is through the hazy mist of a Monday morning, walking to school with Sakura and Nirei trailing behind him, bickering about a possible pop quiz in Japanese Literature that afternoon. Suo grins, his fingers laced behind his back as he nods along. He’ll do fine even if there is a pop-quiz. He knows, he knows —

And then, there you are, caught in the glimmer of sunrise, your cheeks brushed pink by rosy-fingered dawn — standing across the street, a tinkling conglomeration of phone charms dangling from your wrist. You’re turned to one side, laughing with someone he can’t quite see — and in that moment, Suo Hayato learns the meaning of the word jealousy.

He thought he had known it before but he knew then that every emotion he’d felt prior to this has been a mere shadow, a weak and straggling imitation of the real thing — curiosity, jealousy, fear, want —

“Suo-san?” Nirei’s voice is an unwanted interruption to his intense study of you, but he has a reputation to upkeep, so he turns and grins.

“Hm?”

“What’re you lookin’ at?” Sakura supplies over Nirei’s hitched hesitation.

Suo turns back towards where you were standing just a second ago, but you’re not there anymore. For a stomach-wrenching moment, he thinks he’s lost you, and he scans the street desperately for the shape of you until — ah — there.

“Who is that?” Suo asks, taking care to keep his voice casual, leaning over to bump Nirei with his shoulder. Nirei goes red at the contact before whipping out his little black booklet and flipping through the pages, clearing his throat.

“She just moved here!” Nirei supplies after announcing your name, “seems like she’s good friends with Togame from —”

“Shishitoren,” Suo finishes, his voice falling flat. His eyes catch on the sweep of your skirt as you casually loop your arm through Togame’s, leaning into his body as he ruffles your hair. Suo wonders, briefly, if he’d have been able to beat Togame had they been paired together in the faceoff and for a second, he resents Sakura for being the one chosen to fight him.

That night, he dreams of the softness of your touch, the tenderness of your palms, warm against his, and the intoxicating sweep of your eyelashes. He dreams of the milky skin of your thighs, of the candy-cane sweetness of your breath when you lean in to whisper something in his ear.

He wakes up sated and tempered, and he resolves to find out everything about you.

And it’s not difficult, not with a friend like Nirei.

You’re a childhood friend of Togame’s, a recent addition to the Shishitoren roster, though you’re not a fighter yourself. You remind him of Kotoha and he can already imagine you quipping back at his good-natured banter, how you’d flick your bangs from across your eyes.

He wanders across the borders on purpose, just to see you, but he’s good enough to stay out of sight. Though, even if he were found out, things between Boufuurin and Shishitoren are good now, aren’t they? There’s no reason he shouldn’t act as liaison, and build some new bridges between the two, is there?

“You were so serious for a while, Jou,” he overhears you say, hidden behind a hedge at a nearby park, his back pressed to the large tree under which you and Togame are, the pair of you on the park bench just beneath it’s shade.

“Was I? Yeah… guess I was. Went through a bad patch there,” Togame’s voice is deep, churning Suo’s stomach till it goes sour. Suo wonders if you like guys like this — all whisky and smoke and lazy Sundays. Somehow, he thinks you’d be more into guys like him —

Guys who would hold your hand like it’s the only thing they were put on this earth to do right. Guys who might kiss you and keep kissing you till he’s sure it’s perfect. He feels a gut-deep hatred of Togame, of the careless way he slings his arm around your shoulders, or the way he reaches out to ruffle your hair, mussing up your bangs.

Suo closes his eyes and leans back against the thick tree trunk and to anyone else, it might’ve looked like napping, or an afternoon meditation session. But in the theatre of Suo’s mind, he can see the way he would comb his fingers through your hair, how he’d treasure each silken tress, how he might press his nose into the crown of your head and breathe in deep — he can almost smell the citrus and coconut scent of your shampoo — he’d seen it when he paused by your house earlier that week.

It had been such an easy thing, and you’re so, so trusting. Leaving your front door unlocked, hurrying out because you were late for an afterschool cram session. Suo had followed you all the way from underneath the train tracks, telling himself that he was only watching out for you, like any good gentleman might do. He couldn’t exactly count on the ruffians from Shishitoren to look out for you — not like he would.

He’d slipped into your small house, easy as pushing through the door. And immediately, he’s caught by the scent of you — the slightly musty smell of wood and tatami mats, the floral, milky scent of your body cream, the damp trail that undoubtedly leads into your bathroom, where you’d just taken a shower (he’s sure; your hair was still wet when you ran out the door). He’d wandered through your house as if walking through a dream, lingering over the plastic wrappers in your garbage, from convenience store sandwiches. He frowns — a girl like you should have a more balanced diet, and he makes a mental note to change that.

He’d gone from room to room, pausing over this and that, tracing his fingers over the corners of your cabinets, the thin wooden railing along the steep flight of stairs leading to the second floor. He’d paused by your bedroom just to take it in — the girlishness of it, the pink bedsheets, patterned with tiny flowers, the stuffed animals toppled one over the other, the indent where you’d probably sat as you dried your hair. It’s not as neat as his own room, but there’s an orderliness that pleases him. He smiles as he notices a pair of discarded sleep shorts, crumpled by the bed; he toys with the idea of picking it up before thinking better of it.

Not now — not yet.

He takes careful stock of your medicine cabinet in your bathroom, memorizes the shampoo and conditioner bottles. He uncaps your favorite bottle of perfume (the one that’s almost finished) and breathes in deep, his senses sizzling within him as he feels his body prickling with heat, a swirling desire crystalizing at the base of his stomach.

Carefully, he unscrews the top and dabs a drop on each of his wrists before capping the bottle and placing it back exactly as it was.

And now, sitting here, listening to you and Togame talk, he feels a deep sense of satisfaction as he pulls a fresh bottle of the perfume from his pocket, turning the little bottle over and over in his palm. He’d found it easily enough, it’s a well-known brand, and not overly expensive.

“Oh — thanks for the fruits, by the way,” you say, “it had all my favorites!”

“Ah… fruits?” Togame asks.

“Mm — the basket that was sitting outside my door… wasn’t it from you? Or maybe Chouji… but anyways, it was nice! I had almost finished the lychee in one sitting — had to stop myself before it gave me a stomach ache.”

You laugh and Suo basks in the sound.

Togame chuckles, though there’s a distinct note of uncertainty that makes Suo’s lips twist.

“You used to eat them until you gave yourself nosebleeds,” he says, and there’s the distinct sounds of a tussle. You yelp, the sound dovetailing into a laugh as the smile slips off Suo’s face. His eyes snap open — he can almost see it, how Togame might reach over to pinch at your cheeks, how you might duck or swat him away.

Suo himself would never be so unruly.

“I gotta get to the bookstore — I’m covering for Momo’s shift today.”

He hears you getting to your feet, Togame following suit. Togame offers to walk you but you decline. And then you separate, each going your own ways. Suo waits till he’s sure you’re both gone before slowly getting to his feet, tucking the bottle of perfume back into his pocket.

The bookshop is a quaint little thing, tucked into a row of storefronts, all family owned and run. He takes a deep breath before ducking in, hitching a pleasant smile onto his face.

“Welcome!” your voice is bright as silver bells, “can I help you find anything today?”

Suo makes a show of looking around, eyes scanning the rows and rows of books, and then the manga section in the back. He points.

“Actually, yes — there’s a manga series that I love and I’m waiting for the next installment.”

You grin, “Sure! What’s the name? We don’t carry a huge stock, but I can definitely check for you!”

Suo delights in the blush that seeps into your cheeks as he mentions the name of your favorite shoujou manga (he’d seen the volumes at your house, the latest volume left open on your bed).

“O-oh! You like that one too?” you ask, your eyes scanning his face, as if this all might be a joke.

“Yeah!” Suo answers, linking his hands behind his back as you round the front table and lead him towards the manga section, “I think the art is nice but mostly, I like the slow development of romance between the two main characters — even though you know from the beginning they’re meant for each other.”

He’d done his homework; it’d taken a few days for him to read through the entire series, but he’d done it. For you, he would’ve done that and more.

You turn towards him, eyes wide and bright and excited.

“Yes! That’s so true! Here — this is the newest one, just came out three days ago —”

Suo takes it, letting his fingers skim by yours, reveling in the way your skin feels against his. Of course, he’s already read the latest volume, but he clutches it to his chest anyway and follows you to the front, content to listen to you chatter about the series and the reasons you love it.

“— just… I know it’s a shoujou series, and the main guy is meant to be lovable but — it’s just so realistic! Like he’s not perfect, but he just wants to do his best to protect the girl, y’know? And it’s so cute —”

Suo nods, reaching into his pocket for some cash.

You flap him away, “You can have that one! Think of it as a bribe — to keep you coming back for the next one,” you say, twin patches of darkness riding high in your cheeks.

Suo schools his expression into a bashful grin, “Are you sure? I can pay — I mean, I’d never turn down a gift from a pretty girl but —”

You tuck a strand of hair behind your ear, fiddling with your fingers, “I’m sure! Just… promise you’ll come back when you finish it so we can talk about it, okay?”

Suo nods, curling his fingers into the cover of the book, his heartbeat in his throat.

“Alright then. It’s a date.”

That night, he places the manga volume and the bottle of perfume next to each other on his shelf, leaning back to admire his handiwork. He brings his wrist up to his nose, taking a long breath — it’s not the same, the perfume against his skin as it would be against yours, but it’s enough for now — enough to pretend.

It does not take long after that, not with his frequent visits to the bookshop (he’s long since memorized your work schedule) and the growing friendship between Shishitoren and Boufuurin — it’s almost easy. Too easy.

And you are so perfect, so naive — so easy to manipulate that Suo almost feels bad — almost. When he leans in to kiss you for the first time, the pair of you tucked in the far stacks of the bookstore, him under the guise of helping you reach the upper shelves, he nearly loses himself in the way you gasp against his lips, your fingers curling into the front of his uniform.

He feels the reckless hunger that has been threatening to tear him apart every night since he first saw you that morning across the street coiling up the back of his throat as he curls his fingers into your hair and presses you to him.

When he forces himself to pull away, he’s pleased to find your eyes glassy, your lips dark and kiss-bruised, slick with spit and parted. You’re panting, your chest heaving with the sheer force of the kiss.

Suo leans down to press his forehead to yours.

“Finish your shift… I don’t want to distract you from your work.”

You nearly whine as you bury your face in his chest.

“What if — what if I want you to distract me?”

It’s a horribly cliche thing to say — in fact, Suo is certain that it’s a line lifted straight from your shoujou manga. He swallows down a groan at the thought of pushing you into the back closet and having his way with you then and there but — he reels in his mind and takes a breath, shaking his head.

“Finish your shift first,” he says, playing the part of the ever-considerate boyfriend, “then… I’ve got a present for you.”

He tugs away to press a chaste kiss to your forehead, letting his lips linger, before pulling away completely and bending down to pick up a stack of books that still need to be shelved.

You heave a long sigh, but don’t complain as you follow after him, trying your best to hide a smile that nevertheless pulls at your cheeks.

Outside the bookshop, Suo presents you with the bottle of perfume.

“I know it’s not very expensive but… for some reason, the scent made me think of you,” Suo says, his voice the perfect timber between hopeful and hesitant. You gasp, looking down at the label.

“Hayato! This is my favorite perfume! How… how did you know?”

Suo shrugs, smiling that enigmatic smile of his, “I didn’t — I just… I saw it at the store and thought of you,” he lets the heat flush into his cheeks, pursing his lips in a perfect imitation of bashfulness.

You throw your arms around him and press your lips to his cheek.

“Thank you, thank you, thank you! And I was so close to finishing my own bottle too! Ugh — this is just too perfect!” you sink back to your feet, your arms still looped around his neck.

Suo lets his hands settle around your waist, laughing as you smile up at him. And then — you’re tugging him down by the collar of his uniform, your lips finding his, and all coherent thought leaves him again.

It isn’t till someone coughs that the pair of you pull apart.

“Ah… if it isn’t Suo-san,” Togame’s voice is at once amused and slightly suspicious. Suo peers over your head and shoots him an unassuming grin.

“Togame-san — it’s been a while.”

“Jou… I didn’t know you were coming over today,” you say, ducking your head as you surreptitiously wipe at your lips with the back of your hand.

“I wasn’t, but I found myself in the area so I thought I’d drop by,” Togame’s eyes flicker between you and Suo before settling on you. There’s a curious tick to his eyebrows as you refuse to meet his gaze.

You chew on your bottom lip for a good second before saying, “So… you guys have met before, right?”

Suo nods, “Yep! It was quite a meeting, but I think we all came out of it pretty okay.”

Togame lets out a low chuckle, “Sure. You could say that. How’s Sakura doing?”

Suo shrugs, “He’s fine — but there’s not much that’ll get him down. I heard Tomiyama-san’s doing much better now too.”

Togame bobs his head, tucking his hands into his pockets, “Yeah, he is. Uh listen… I didn’t mean to intrude or anything — just wanted to check in on my uh — friend here —” he jerks his head in your direction, smirking as you blush, looking anywhere but at his face.

“I’m fine Jou — I don’t need you to babysit me.”

“Dunno, you still act plenty like a baby sometimes.”

You pout, eyes flashing as you turn to glare at him. There’s an easy tease in the lilt of Togame’s voice that sets Suo’s teeth on edge. He doesn’t like how close you and Togame are — never have — but he supposes there’s nothing he can do about it. Not right now, at least.

“Okay well we were just leaving —” you say, tugging on Suo’s sleeve.

“Yeah? Where to?” Togame asks, casual as anything, sauntering over to keep pace with the pair of you as you start down the street.

“Uhm…” you start, clearly not having thought this through, but Suo swoops in gallantly, reaching down to lace your fingers through his in a smooth, familiar motion.

“We were going to her place — to watch a movie.”

“Yeah?” Togame peers at you from over the rims of his tinted shades.

“Yeah!” you answer, perking up as you give Suo’s hand a grateful squeeze, “there’s one we’ve been meaning to watch —”

“The Talented Mr. Ripley,” Suo supplies, easy as anything.

You blink up at him, startled, but he only grins. A moment later, you blush, eyes flickering back towards Togame.

“Y-yeah — that one —”

Togame’s gaze ping-pongs between you and Suo, his brows ticking up ever so slightly.

“Yeah… I’ve seen that one — about a guy who pretends to be someone he’s not, right?”

You frown, but Suo squeezes your hand.

“Yep, that’s the one. It’s got a great roster of A-list actors, and the cinematography is really good.”

Togame nods, his eyes settling on you. You lick your lips, nodding along with Suo, flashing Togame a smile that he doesn’t return.

He walks all the way to the end of the street with the pair of you before pausing, cocking his head to watch you turn down the right with Suo at your side. You glance over your shoulder and catch his eyes; there’s a strange glimmer in them that you can’t name but it roils your stomach and makes your heart sputter like a blown out candle in your chest.

You don’t end up watching a movie at yours, but you do laze against Suo’s chest, his fingers threading through your hair as you flip through your favorite volume of your shoujou manga. Suo shifts, his nose pressing into your hair.

“I’ve always loved the scent of your shampoo — you’re almost out though, right?”

You nod absently, “Yeah, I need to buy more…”

You flip another page, and then another. In the intricately drawn manga panels, the protagonist blushes as the male lead traces his fingers along her jawline, tipping her head back for a kiss.

Suo trails deft fingers along your jaw, twisting you around. The manga falls face-down on the worn tatami mat as he covers your lips with his. There’s always been a ferocity to his kisses, but while at the bookshop, he tried to keep his decorum. Here, however, he makes no attempt to mask his hunger, his urgency as he digs his fingers into the skin of your cheek, holding you so tightly you nearly gasp at the sting.

You’re breathless when you pull back, and so is he, his eyes unfocused, his fingers curling into your hair till you wince.

“H-Hayato?” you ask, pressing a palm to his chest.

“Hm?” his single eye flickers wildly over your face, as if desperate to capture the image of you, as if might never be enough just to see you, but to carve you into his memory —

“How… how did you know about my shampoo?” you ask, tilting your head, a tiny frown creasing your forehead.

“What… what do you mean?” he asks, tugging you back down to graze his lips along yours, his words soft and distracted. You groan as he kisses you again, hoisting you up till you’re sitting over his lap, your thighs straddling his.

But you pull back, shaking your head, laughing as he chases you.

“No — I was just — I don’t think I’ve ever told you about my shampoo running low.”

Suo’s frown mirrors your own, his expression one of perfect, innocent confusion.

“Hadn’t you? Maybe I saw it the last time I was in the bathroom.”

You purse your lips, but decide not to think too hard on it. You’d probably mentioned it to him in passing — you’d spent so much time together in the past few weeks. It’s not an impossible thing.

He does so love to listen to you talk, about anything, about everything.

It isn’t till he leaves much later that night that you flick on the light in your bathroom and pull back your shower curtains.

There sit your shampoo and conditioner bottles, lined up along the wall just as they’ve always been. And, just as you remember — the bottles are definitely not see-through.

Little things start to go missing after that — your favorite hair tie, one of your well-used pencils, a single earring, a pair of sleep shorts. Though when you complain to Suo that you seem to be losing more things than usual lately, all he’d done was grin and take you to the shopping center, promising to buy whatever it is that you’d lost.

He helps you pick a new hair tie, a new set of pencils, new earrings that sparkle just as well as the first pair. You blush as he leads you towards the loungewear section, but he presses a reassuring kiss to your temple and tells you that he likes shopping with you — for you.

He whispers against the shell of your ear that he likes the thought of you in things he’s picked out for you.

You shiver at his words, all thoughts about your lost items forgotten.

Togame, though, does not seem to share your optimism about the relationship.

“Dunno — I thought he was alright when I first met him but — even then…” he trails off, casting his eyes up at the light-specked canopy of the large tree you’re both sitting under. You’d wanted to do a picnic before the weather gets too cold for one, and he’d begrudgingly agreed.

You reflect, vaguely, that you’d been seeing less and less of him these days too.

“You’re just mad that I’m spending more time with someone from Boufuurin,” you say with a determined, teasing smile. Togame fixes you with a look over his customary shades, holding your gaze till you flush and look away.

“Yeah. Sure. Maybe.”

You huff, folding your arms, “He’s not that bad! He’s actually really nice to me!”

Togame chuckles, “I believe it, it’s just… nice isn’t exactly the same as good.”

You scowl at him, “What does that even mean?” but something crystalizes in the back of your mind, hardening into a dark speck of suspicion.

You try not to think about it, try not to let it invade your thoughts — but sometimes, when you’re at the bookshop, or even when you’re home alone at night, you’d feel it — the sense that something isn’t right, that someone might be watching you.

But every time you’d turn around, you’d find yourself alone — the bookshop empty, the house quiet, except for the ancient creak of wood and the shuffle of tiny little critters beneath the floorboards.

“Why do we never go to your place?” you ask one day, over steaming bowls of noodles, the wind outside howling something fierce. Suo looks up, blinking.

He swallows his mouthful of ramen and wipes his mouth with pristine, practiced motions.

“Ah — it’s honestly a little embarrassing but… my place is a bit uh —” he shrugs, “a bit messy.”

You frown, “But… you told me that you hated mess. And there was that one time you offered to help me organize the books at the bookstore alphabetically because you said that’s how you organized them at home… right?”

Suo stares, something very much like annoyance flickering behind his eye. But a second later, he lets out a bright laugh.

“No, you’re right! It’s just — it’s not very clean right now — but if you want to see my place, you’re more welcome to see it.”

You nod, trying to convince yourself that you’d been worried for nothing.

“Yeah, I’d love to see it! And you don’t have to clean stuff up for me — I won’t judge you, I promise!” you grin, and lower your eyes back to your own bowl of ramen.

“Sure, you can come over tomorrow if you’d like,” Suo says, watching you slurp at your noodles with an indulgent grin.

You nod, flushing as you almost choke on your mouthful of noodles in your eagerness.

“Y-yeah! I’d love to! We can — we can watch that movie you were talking about.”

“Hm? Which movie?”

“Oh — that one you mentioned to Jou that one time —”

Again, that flicker of something like annoyance, sharp as a knife’s edge, and gone just as quick.

Suo’s smile is impeccable as he calls for the check, “Oh yes — it’s a great movie, one of my favorites. And I think you’ll like it too.”

“Yeah, I’m sure I will! Our tastes are so similar,” you say, grinning as the waiter brings over the check and Suo sets a stack of immaculately folded bills on the table.

“You don’t always have to pay for things, you know,” you say as he laces your hands, the pair of you ducking out into the mid-autumn chill. He reaches out to pull on your collar, adjusting your muffler, tracing the line of your cheek with an affectionate finger.

The muffler, he’d given to you as a gift only two weeks prior, saying that he’d seen it at a sale. It’s your favorite color — but just last week, you’re sure you’d passed by a storefront with the exact same muffler, touting the season’s latest fashions, with a price tag that had made your stomach drop clear out of your body.

You’d convinced yourself that there’s no way he’d spent that kind of money on a gift for you. You’re both still in school — where would he have gotten the cash? Briefly, you consider that he might’ve stolen it.

But you quickly discard that line of thought as well, berating yourself internally for doubting your own boyfriend like this.

“I know,” Suo says, grinning as he leans down for a kiss, “but that doesn’t mean I don’t want to.” And he sounds so earnest, so utterly besotted that you don’t have the heart to doubt anything else.

“You’re too good to me,” you say, shy as the pair of you start on the now familiar walk back to your tiny, two story apartment.

“Banish the notion,” Suo declares, his voice gallant, and you laugh. But he tugs you close to wrap an arm around your middle and press chilly lips to your cold-kissed cheek, “there’s no such thing.”

You flush with a delighted warmth and lean into the comfort of his embrace.

The next day, Suo brings you to his place, just as he’s promised. And just as you’d expected, it’s impeccable to the point of derision. You bite your lips, looking around at the immaculate walls and floors, the perfectly lined shelves, the cupboards stocked and stacked as if by a rather neurotic military sergeant.

“So… I’m guessing you cleaned?” you ask, setting down your bag by the door and toeing off your shoes.

Suo laughs, nodding, “Just a bit, yes.”

“A bit?”

He grins, leading you into the living room, where a tea service is set up and water is already boiling in the kitchen.

“How… what —” you’re at a loss for words as Suo kneels by the low table and washes the tea with the boiling water.

“Can you blame me? It’s my girlfriend’s first visit to my place — I had to make it perfect.”

By the time he puts on the movie, you’re already heavy with an amazing dinner and sleepy with hot tea. You lean against him, drowsing as the movie picks up and a gorgeous, dirty-blond man chats up an equally gorgeous platinum blond woman.

“Mm… which one’s the bathroom?” you ask, your voice sleepy as you totter to your feet.

“Just down the hall — second door to your right,” Suo calls.

You nod as you patter down the dark hallway, keeping one hand on the wall to steady yourself. At the first door, you twist the knob out of reflex, only to find it locked.

Frowning, you twist it again, feeling the old lock jiggling in the door frame.

Suddenly, all hints of drowisness gone, you go still, a strange, vibrating giddiness welling up inside you at the thought of seeing Suo’s bedroom.

Why would he keep it locked? What embarrassing things might you find?

You twist the doorknob slowly, putting pressure on the bottom of the knob till you feel the lock give and the door swings open into a dark, nebulous space. And with one last glance over your shoulder, you slip inside.

The bedroom is small, and neat to the point of sparseness. There’s a writing desk sitting beneath a small window, and a small bookcase tucked against the opposite wall, next to a chest of drawers.

There are no posters on the wall, but there does seem to be a map of some sort. And at first, you think it’s one of those artistic print-maps of Tokyo or some bigger city, but as your eyes adjust to the dimness, you notice tiny little flag markers, and streets that are all too familiar.

You creep closer, as if drawn by an invisible string, until you’re almost nose to nose with the map — and seeing it clearly now, your breath deadens inside your chest.

You know these streets because they’re the streets of this city — of your city, and Suo’s as well. But it’s the thin lines that connect a series of tiny flags that makes your chest go cold — spot markers of your house, your cram school, the bookstore you work at, your favorite shops and restaurants, even the park that you and Togame always go to on weekends.

And the thin lines between them — the routes you take, day in and day out, all meticulously mapped.

Dizzy, you spin around, your eyes catching on the bookshelf, where a series of little trinkets sit in succession —

An empty perfume bottle, a volume of shoujou manga, a hair tie, a pencil stub, and a single glimmering earring.

Blood thunders behind your ears as you brace yourself against the writing desk, the wood creaking slightly beneath your palms.

Your eyes catch next on the chest of drawers, and a single article of clothing crumpled, sitting at the very top — a pair of sleep shorts, thin and worn and trimmed in lace.

Yours.

“I thought you needed to use the restroom.”

You jump at the sound of Suo’s voice, soft and calm and unnaturally steady.

You press a hand to your mouth to stifle what would’ve been a scream as Suo steps into the room and closes the door with a snap behind him.

“You know… it’s not very good manners to go into someone’s bedroom without their permission.”

You lick your lips, shaking your head.

“Hayato… what —” but you can’t the words — because there are no words. Instead, you gesture at the strange collection of baubles on his shelves before turning back to motion at the giant map tacked to the wall.

Suo nods, his hands laced behind his back, his expression amiable.

“What… is all this?” he asks, taking a few steps towards you. You scramble back, but find yourself already cornered against his writing desk. He makes no sudden movements, even as you look wildly around for any kind of escape route, your heart battering against your ribs, a scream building just beneath your lungs.

“It’s… a testament, I suppose,” he says, opening his arms, sighing, “to my feelings for you —” he takes a few more steps, closing the distance between you and him in a single, shuddering heartbeat.

His eye glitters almost red in the iridescent darkness.

“Because… don’t you see?” he asks, his voice now nothing more than a whisper as he reaches out to cup your cheek. You go still beneath his touch, as a deer caught beneath the bright beam of a hunter’s light.

“It’s always been you…” he says, crooning the words into your ears as he trails his fingers along the line of your jaw down to your throat, his thumb dipping into the hollow there before his fingers dig themselves into the nape of your neck.

You let out a soft whimper, feeling the hard crescents of his finger nails as they sink into your skin.

“I love you,” he says, his voice smooth as silk and sweet as poison, “and I wanted — no… I needed you to love me too.”

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✦ — "dois é demais". ᯓ j. wonwoo.

— wonwoo × leitora. — 𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗴𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗮: smut. — 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁: 5948. — 𝗮𝘃𝗶𝘀𝗼𝘀: antecede "cinco é par", mingyu × leitora, gyu escravoceta, hatefuck, MUITA degradação, sexo sem proteção (coito interrompido), wonwoo malvado, falas problemáticas, fingering (f) & tapas. — 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗮𝘀: um pix de dois reais pra quem acertar qual que é o motivo da raiva do wonu (this can only go two ways)

A pressão do ar quente que envolvia o cômodo era responsável pelo suor que decorava as peles de vocês dois. Porém não importa o quanto você suasse e ofegasse, Mingyu parecia nunca perder o fôlego. A stanmina estupidamente abundante que, na maioria das noites, era suficiente para te levar as lágrimas de tanta estimulação, nesse momento parecia muito indesejada — dessa vez, corpo não estava favorável a sentir tanta coisa.

Mingyu usava a própria força para te mover em seu colo, as mãos firmes te agarravam pelo quadril e fodiam o corpinho sensível contra o pau dele. O homem encolhia-se de um jeito desconfortável, o rosto no meio dos seus seios alternava entre os biquinhos — Gyu sempre dava muito e queria demais. Você sentia o interior das suas coxas tremendo, nunca se acostumava com o quanto precisava se abrir para aguentar um homem desse tamanho entre as suas pernas. A bagunça molhada que pintava as peles de vocês produzia um ruído grudento.

Escorria, sujava, fazia queimar.

Você forçou as unhas contra a carne dos braços dele, um aviso claro de que era incapaz de gozar mais uma vez. Mingyu pareceu não se deixar afetar, gemendo contra os seus peitinhos ao que acelerava o movimento da sua cintura. Previsível, sempre estúpido demais por prazer ao ponto de ignorar qualquer coisa.

"Gyu... ah! Porra, espera...", a vozinha esganiçada pedia por clemência.

"Aguenta só um pouquinho...", arfou contra sua pele. O rostinho inebriado ainda se forçava contra os seus seios de um jeito manhoso, mantinha a língua fora da boca, deixando a saliva escorrer contra os mamilos sensíveis. Roçou os dentes ali e foi o suficiente para fazer sua entradinha se apertar em sensibilidade. Mingyu precisou levantar seu corpo as pressas, mal conseguindo conter quando esporrou bem em cima da sua bunda. O líquido já ralo escorrendo e juntando-se à bagunça entre os corpos de vocês.

Você se sentia drenada, ofegava como se não fosse exatamente por aquilo que estava procurando quando resolveu ir atrás de Mingyu mais uma vez. Não demorou para que sentisse os braços fortes te apertando num chamego gostoso, o homem suspirava pertinho da sua orelha — era o suficiente para te fazer arrepiar inteirinha. Ganhou um cafuné lentinho até conseguir ser capaz de respirar normalmente outra vez.

Era habitual se abrigar no carinho dele logo depois de deixá-lo te quebrar — funcionava como uma espécie de troca entre vocês dois, só benefícios. Sua boca buscou pela dele, perdendo-se numa série de selinhos calorosos. Mingyu era sempre aconchegante demais para ser considerado só uma foda casual.

"Saudades de mim?", os caninos brilharam sob o questionamento, era provocação. Você revirou os olhos numa chateação teatral conquistando um risinho baixo do homem.

"Foi acaso, Kim Mingyu.", levantou o torso, consertando a postura. "Vim só buscar meu fichário.", o tom dissimulado escorria como se fosse líquido. Incapaz de olhá-lo e sustentar a mentira ao mesmo tempo, você optou por focar a atenção em colocar as alças do sutiã no lugar.

"Ah...", ele fingiu entender. "De lingerie combinando?", findou a farsa, ganhando um tapa no peito. O estalo alto, na verdade, foi inofensivo, Mingyu sequer se moveu. "Da próxima vez que quiser foder comigo não precisa enrolar tanto.", justificou a descoberta, vocês dois já riam ao fim da frase.

"Precisava de uma desculpa pro Wonu.", explicou-se, fazendo uma espécie de bico.

"Fala sério... ele sabe muito bem o que você vem fazer aqui.", Gyu acariciava suas coxas e te assistia atentamente. Você olhava em volta, provavelmente procurando o restante das suas roupas.

"Okay. Mas ainda é estranho.", o rostinho continuava a produzir expressões nada características e Mingyu era inteligente demais para deixar passar. "Não quero deixar ele desconfortável.", murmurou. Não havia sentido aqui, você nunca havia se preocupado com isso. Chegou até mesmo a deixar o Kim te chupar no meio da cozinha certa vez — a adrenalina existente no fato de que Wonwoo apareceria a qualquer momento deixou tudo muito mais gostoso.

"E por quê ele ficaria desconfortável? Já vi ele fazendo a mesma coisa.", a pergunta veio para te sondar, Mingyu já tinha alguns palpites.

"Só não gosto que ele saiba...", evitou olhá-lo novamente e ele cessou o carinho na sua pele. "Também sou amiga dele, sabe?", disse num fio de voz. Você não era de hesitar, Mingyu te conhecia muito bem. Precisou de pouco para chegar numa conclusão.

"_____."

"Hum?"

"Tá interessada nele?", o homem franziu as sobrancelhas. Seu corpo gelou de dentro para fora. Era tão nítido assim?

"Não.", mentiu sem pensar duas vezes. Mas o sorrisinho descarado no canto dos lábios respondeu por você.

"Mentirosa...", beliscou sua perna te fazendo dar um pulinho. "Eu não vejo problema, se é isso que você quer saber."

"Não 'tô pedindo sua permissão.", empinou o nariz e cruzou os braços, olhando-o zombeteira.

"Eu sei muito bem quando você quer algo de mim.", era esperto. Precisou de um puxão para te fazer cair em cima do torso dele novamente. "Não consegue chegar nele sozinha?", questionou, roçando a ponta do nariz contra a sua bochecha.

"Não é isso.", você se rendeu ao carinho, brincando com o cabelo curtinho da nuca dele. "É só que...", hesitou. "Vocês homens não tem uma regra estranha?", inclinou o rosto, nem você mesma sabia como explicar a tal regra. "De não pegar a mesma mina... sei lá como funciona."

"Papo de maluco.", ele franziu o nariz. "Nessa casa só entram talaricos.", brincou meio emboladinho, fazendo um biquinho estranho. Você sorriu, não sabe se pela brincadeira ou se por achá-lo fofo. "Mas, falando sério, isso só conta com futuras namoradas e 'cê já falou que namorar não é sua praia.", explicou, largando um selo molhado no canto da sua boca.

"E é a sua?", você tinha noção da resposta, perguntou apenas por provocação. Mingyu revirou os olhos.

"Você sabe muito bem que eu quase te pedi em namoro uma vez.", relembrou o acontecido — que, aliás, você fazia questão de nunca deixá-lo esquecer.

"Dia engraçado...", murmurou entre risos. "Então você não quer mais me namorar?", a pergunta venho acompanhada de um desapontamento extremamente teatral — o exagero era de propósito, queria encher o saco do Kim.

"Desencanei. Você só quer meu corpo.", ele suspirou em desdém, fazendo uso de uma tristeza quase tão falsa quanto a sua.

"Ah, e você não?"

"Claro que não.", as mãos do homem desceram até sua bunda, mas você resolveu ignorar. "Quero sua amizade...", apertou a carne com gula, forçando o peso do seu corpo contra a ereção que não havia adormecido totalmente "Seu apoio...", enfiou o rosto no seu pescoço, o beijinho casto que ele deu acompanhou uma lambida nada discreta. "Seu...", mordeu a pele. "Seu companheirismo e..."

"A gente não vai transar de novo.", interrompeu, não se impressionava mais com o descaramento do homem.

"Pois é mentira. Quero porra nenhuma não.", retrocedeu todos os toques, o corpo caindo no colchão como se fizesse birra — Mingyu era um crianção as vezes.

"Idiota.", soltou um riso nasal, puxando o cabelo dele de leve. "Mas, de verdade... não seria estranho?", realmente, queria se certificar. Não tinha medo de ser rejeitada por Wonwoo, mas também não gostaria de deixar as coisas estranhas entre ele e Mingyu.

"Claro que não. O Wonwoo sabe que você não 'tá fora da jogada, eu já disse que a gente não tem nada sério.", explicou e dessa vez falava sério.

"Tá se explicando demais...", estreitou os olhos. "Cê parece mais empolgado com isso do que eu.", arriscou e a expressão satisfeita que tomou o rosto dele te confirmou a teoria.

"Lembra quando você quis me obrigar a pegar uma amiga tua? Considere como se fosse a mesma coisa."

"Não te obriguei coisa nenhuma!", refutou, ele também fazia questão de voltar nessa memória de vez em quando. "Só achei que vocês combinavam ué."

"E como você pode ter tanta certeza?"

"Tenho meus métodos...", mordeu o lábio inferior e foi o suficiente para Mingyu entender. "Nunca entendi porquê você não ficou com ela.", tirou o foco de si própria, dedilhando a boca do homem. Gyu selou seus dedos, mordendo um sorriso dentro da boca.

"Tenho minha favorita..."

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Sua relação com Mingyu gerava um ponto de interrogação na cabeça de seja lá quem tentasse produzir sentido dentro dela. Entretanto, não era incomum, vocês foram um ponto de interrogação um para outro no início também. O que evoluiu de uma transa casual, transicionou para vocês sendo exclusivos um do outro por um bom tempo. Nada foi acordado entre vocês dois, mas inconscientemente tornaram-se dependentes da química que produziam quando estavam juntos e demorou para que transar com outras pessoas voltasse a ter graça.

O pacto da exclusividade não durou muito e foi complicado entender o que acontecia entre vocês. "Ir para a coleira" (lê-se "namorar") sempre esteve fora de cogitação e um relacionamento aberto soava como maluquice. Cessar os encontros de vocês dois sequer apareceu na discussão — ainda se curtiam demais para serem capazes de largar.

Mingyu era o mais apegado, mas não demonstrou nenhuma relutância em deixar as coisas do jeito que estavam: vocês eram livres 'pra pegar todo mundo, desde que não abrissem mão um do outro. E você mesma precisou de um tempo para assimilar que Mingyu era o seu favorito, mas continuava sendo só mais um na lista. Sob essas circunstâncias tudo passou a fazer sentido. Não havia ressentimento nem estranheza entre vocês dois, ainda que arrancassem um cochicho aqui e ali sempre que eram vistos juntos em algum lugar.

Chegou ao ponto de até mesmo fingirem não se conhecerem em certos eventos nos quais estavam ambos acompanhados de algum outro rolinho — você sempre sumia do meio da festa 'pra pegar Mingyu no banheiro, mas o seu date definitivamente não precisava saber disso. Além disso, pegar amigos um do outro também não ficou fora do tabuleiro. Admitiam que o planeta era muito pequeno.

Sendo assim, você não era sonsa ao ponto de não assumir para si mesma (e para Mingyu) que já havia cogitado Wonwoo. Ele era gostoso demais para ser ignorado. O jeitinho recluso te fazia fantasiar se ele também era assim em todos os momentos. Já havia tentado se aproximar dele por vias casuais — quando a sua relação com Mingyu ainda era uma grande incógnita. Vocês tinham alguns interesses comuns, não foi difícil surgir com uma amizade meio desajeitada e ela era mais do que suficiente para te deixar concluir que ele era, inevitavelmente, um homem.

Os olhares nada discretos pro seu corpo e o rosto vermelhinho sempre que você resolvia falar de um jeitinho mais dengoso, explicitavam que você conseguiria Wonwoo se quisesse tê-lo. Era só uma hipótese da qual você não tinha interesse de buscar comprovação. Mas deixou de ser só isso a cerca de duas semanas.

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Saiu do quarto nas pontinhas dos pés ouvindo os ronquinhos de Mingyu te acompanhando até a saída — quis rir, eram adoráveis. Preocupou-se em dar passos leves pelo corredor, a frieza da madrugada te acompanhava adentrando por baixo da camiseta enorme que havia pegado emprestada do homem. Era meio desconfortável, especialmente pelo fato de você não ter sido capaz de achar sua calcinha antes de deixar o cômodo. Porém não havia muito a ser feito, precisava beber algo ou morreria desidratada.

Luzes de LED coloridas escapavam pelas frestas da porta de Wonwoo. Não foi surpresa alguma, sabia que o homem tinha a mania de trocar o dia pela noite. Entretanto, esperava muito que ele estivesse preso demais aos fones de ouvido ruidosos parar ser capaz de notar todos os sons obscenos que soaram pelo quarto vizinho minutos atrás.

Apressou-se até a cozinha optando por não acender nenhuma lâmpada, seu conhecimento sobre aquela casa era suficiente para te deixar transitar sem esbarrar em nada. Na cozinha, contentou-se com a luz que saía da geladeira agarrando a primeira garrafinha que viu pela frente. Bebeu o líquido como de estivesse sem fazê-lo a dias — facilmente classificaria Mingyu como uma espécie de íncubo, ele tinha a habilidade admirável de drenar tudo do seu corpo.

Estava prestes a fechar o refrigerador quando a luz se acendeu. Travou no lugar. Pelas suas contas Mingyu não acordaria pelas próximas cinco horas e não era comum que assaltantes acendessem lâmpadas. Sobrava uma terceira opção. Virou-se cuidadosa dando de cara com uma silhueta muito conhecida na entrada do cômodo. Conhecida... mas não esperada. Vislumbrar Wonwoo foi suficiente para fazer com que a água tomasse o caminho errado dentro da sua garganta. Seu corpo te envergonhou ao te jogar para uma tosse ruidosa e meio desesperada. Demorou para recuperar o ar, ainda sentindo um incômodo esquisito no fundo da boca.

"Wonwoo.", constatou meio tímida. Não havia recobrado a dignidade perdida nos segundos anteriores. O homem expulsou um sorrisinho forçado nos cantos dos lábios, acenando com a cabeça como se concordasse.

"Veio dormir aqui?", atravessou a cozinha na sua direção, indo à geladeira. Você cruzou as pernas por reflexo, se a camiseta de Mingyu subisse por acidente seria desastroso.

"Vim só ver um filme com o Gyu, mas acabei ficando...", tentou soar casual, vocês dois sabiam muito bem que não havia filme algum. "Tem problema?", entortou os lábios.

"Você sabe que não. Só não tava esperando.", tirou uma garrafinha de suco de dentro do refrigerador já virando-se para sair.

"Achei que ele tivesse te avisado..."

"Não precisou avisar...", encaminhou-se até o corredor, a voz se tornando distante "... deu 'pra te ouvir muito bem.", a partir daqui você não soube comprovar se era só paranoia da sua parte, mas jura ter ouvido certo desdém na voz dele.

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Não era comum que você o fizesse, mas o tom de quase desprezo somado ao olharzinho moralista do homem te tornaram ainda mais apegada a ideia de quebrar Wonwoo. Já havia conversado com Mingyu o suficiente para saber que a conduta de cara certinho que ele carregava era puramente teatral, não admitia que ele agisse como se suas ações fossem fora do comum, ou pior, dignas de aversão. Não admitia porque sabia que Wonwoo poderia ser tão promíscuo quanto você.

E se ele não admitia isso por conta própria, você faria questão de tomar a atitude por ele, só precisava de uma chance. Entretanto, a oportunidade de desmontar o homem não veio com tanta facilidade, ela precisou ser criada.

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Assim que ouviu a porta se abrindo você não ficou tão nervosa quanto previu que ficaria. Sabia exatamente o que fazer e tinha anos de experiência sendo ardilosa ao seu favor — nessa situação, era Wonwoo quem estava pisando em território desconhecido.

"_____?"

"Wonnie.", ofereceu um sorrisinho caloroso, mal se movendo no sofá.

"O Mingyu já chegou?", olhou em volta, jogando um molho de chaves na mesinha de centro.

"Ah não...", respirou fundo, ensaiando a mentira na própria mente uma última vez. "Ele me pediu 'pra vir aqui esperar uma encomenda dele. Disse que não sabia quando você chegava...", esforçou-se para soar o mais casual que podia.

"Sabia sim. Eu falei quando chegava.", o homem franziu o cenho em confusão. Você não demonstrou estar afetada com a afirmação, dando de ombros.

"Acho que ele deve ter esquecido então.", arrematou enfim. Wonwoo concordou com a cabeça, dirigindo-se ao próprio quarto em completo silêncio. Porém, você não podia deixar ele esgotar suas chances assim.

"Wonnie, não me deixa sozinha...", apelou para uma voz açucarada, forçando um biquinho que sabia que ele era incapaz de ver. "Faz tempo que você não joga comigo, sabia?"

"Tô cansado hoje, _____.", suspirou, coçando a nuca meio embaraçado.

"Por favor, Nonu.", arrastou o apelidinho de propósito, virando-se para vê-lo parado no meio do corredor. "Cê "tá tão esquisito esses tempos...", inclinou o rostinho, vendo-o engolir seco — claramente nervoso. "Então...? Vai jogar comigo?", um suspiro rendido acompanhado de um acenar de cabeça foram suficientes para te lançar quase que correndo para o quarto do homem, mas não sem antes oferecer um sorrisinho doce.

Do início até o fim aquela não foi uma partida normal, suas investidas eram claras como a água e dava para notar o quão afetado Wonwoo parecia com cada uma delas. Desde a sua insistência em jogar em cima da cama dele, entre as mãos nada sutis que se apoiavam nas coxas do homem, até os beijinhos cada vez mais molhados no canto da boca de Wonwoo sempre que ele te ajudava em alguma conquista do jogo. Você estava fazendo um inferno e adorando assistir cada uma das reações acanhadas do homem. No entanto, teve que esperar tempo demais por alguma atitude da parte dele e ela sequer veio do jeito que você queria:

"O que tem de errado contigo?", questionou cuidadoso. Sério? Você esperava que ele fosse pular nos seus peitos ou algo assim — achava ter deixado bem claras quais eram suas intenções ali.

"Nada. Só gosto de ficar perto de você", deu de ombros — se ele ia se fingir de sonso, você iria também.

"E o Mingyu?", arqueou uma das sobrancelhas — ah não...

"O que tem ele?"

"Vocês não...?", inclinou o rosto, aqui você teve que suspirar. Era impaciente demais para toda essa enrolação, daria seu próprio jeitinho.

"A gente não tem nada sério...", levantou-se e se ajoelhou na cama ajustando o vestidinho — propositalmente curto. "E ele nem precisa saber.", colocou as pernas do homem entre as suas, sentando-se no colo dele sem pestanejar.

"_____. Não acho uma boa ideia.", o homem engoliu seco, tentou se ajustar na cama — incerto se te tocava ou não.

"Por que não?", mais um questionamento e, dessa vez, deu para assistir o exato momento em que a paciência de Wonwoo se foi pela janela. O semblante masculino assumindo um tom cristalino de julgamento.

"Porque você tá agindo igual uma...", precisou impedir a si mesmo, respirando fundo ao que coçava os olhos por baixo dos óculos. Você quis rir, não era sua primeira experiência com alguém assim. " ____.", alertou. "Tô falando sério. Me deixa quieto."

"Agindo igual o quê, Wonwoo? Termina.", ajeitou-se no colo dele, aproximando-se para brincar com uma das alças do óculos. "Hm?", baixou o olhar, propositalmente encarando-o por baixo dos olhos. "Tô agindo igual puta?", sussurrou. "É?"

"É. É isso.", afundou a língua contra a bochecha, parecia irritado.

"E por quê isso te incomoda tanto, Wonnie?", jura que tentou dar alguns segundos para que ele pensasse, aguardando por uma resposta que não viria. "Qual o problema de eu ficar com quem eu quero?", aproximou-se mais, mordiscando o topo da orelha dele. "Fica todo esquentadinho pro meu lado...", largou um beijinho manso contra a carne, descendo aos pouquinhos até o pescoço tenso. "Sabe o pior de tudo?", questionou de forma retórica. A mão atrevida descendo pelo torso dele até a barra da calça, mas ali teve seu pulso agarrado pelo homem. "Tá excitado só de me ver agindo igual putinha...", observou com escárnio, sentindo-o pressionar seu pulso com mais força. "O que isso te torna? Hm?", afastou-se enfim, olhando-o vitoriosa.

Wonwoo estava coberto por um tom rubro do rosto até o pescoço, mas aquilo estava longe de ser vergonha — você sabia bem. Tudo era estranhamente excitante, desde as veias saltadas no pescoço até o modo como ele parecia prestes a te arruinar.

"Você quer tanto assim?", soou mais como ameaça que como proposta.

"Você sabe que sim...", miou as palavras, o jeitinho de sonsa era a chave aqui.

"Pede direito então, sem usar essa voz de vagabunda.", envolveu as mãos no seu cabelo sem que você fosse capaz de notar ou impedir — precisou refrear um sorriso, aqui teve noção que sairia destruída das mãos dele.

"Pedir o quê?", franziu a testa, fingindo pensar. "Pra você me foder agora? Hm?", brincou com a gola da camiseta dele. "Pra usar minha bucetinha de vagabunda?", fez questão de forçar a voz que Wonwoo tanto parecia detestar. Esperou por um puxão de cabelo mais forte ou até um tapinha no rosto, mas ganhou os lábios do homem imediatamente contra os seus.

Wonwoo te tomava com vontade, as mãos escorrendo pelo seu corpinho como se tentassem saciar alguma fome mais profunda. Pressionava seu pescoço, beliscava seus peitinhos por cima do tecido, até mesmo apalpava a bucetinha que já se melava em carência. Por meio de tantas ações, acidentalmente confessava que você era a fantasia mais recorrente na cabecinha depravada dele. Que sempre te tinha em pensamento quando sentia o desejo apertar, que gozava 'pra esse exato jeitinho manhoso que parecia despertar a fúria dele, que tinha raiva de si mesmo por querer tanto alguém.

Afastou-se completamente sem fôlego. A boca agora tomando a pele do seu pescoço, traçando um rastro de fogo por onde passava, chupando, mordendo, sorvendo cada pedacinho que ele conseguia. Quase rasgou as alcinhas do vestido ao tirá-las do caminho, abocanhando seus seios num desespero que te fez gemer. Nunca parecia satisfeito. Perdido demais em tudo que podia fazer com o seu corpo agora que tinha-o para si. Levantou de supetão, o rosto afobado, sustentava um expressão indecifrável.

"Puta-", ele se interrompeu, desferindo um tapa ardido no seu rostinho. A ação fez sua bucetinha escorrer — previsível demais. Precisou se esfregar contra uma das coxas de Wonwoo, mas ganhou um tapa por isso também. "... burra do caralho.", completou. "Não ia conseguir dar só 'pra um por muito tempo, não é? Não pode ver piroca...", cuspiu as palavras, o aperto nos seus fios se fechando. Seus olhos se arregalaram, olhava-o desnorteada com a mudança de comportamento. "Abre a buceta 'pra mim."

"Wonnie...", era dengosa e ele ainda parecia detestar esse fato.

"Anda.", balançou sua cabeça, usando seu cabelo como apoio. Seu corpo queimou, ardia em expectativa, temendo por tudo que ele faria com você. Rendida, arrastou a calcinha de canto, exibindo a buceta babadinha para o homem. Wonwoo sorriu ladino.

"Agora se fode.", ordenou, sequer te olhou nos olhos. Você obedecia tudo cegamente, penetrou dois dedinhos sem dificuldade alguma. A expressão austera te enchia de luxúria mais do que qualquer coisa, te subjugava por trás das lentes, deixando claro que seria irredutível a qualquer capricho seu — mas porque soava tão interessante tentar quebrar essa resistência também? Ainda não sabia. "Coloca mais um."

"Não dá...", choramingou. Dava sim, porém a rejeição valeu o prazer de assistir a desaprovação no rosto masculino.

"Dá. Dá sim. Buceta de puta foi feita 'pra aguentar.", pontuou tudo secamente, colando a testa na sua. Simulava uma paciência infindável, mas a mão que envolveu seu pescoço te dizia tudo que você precisava saber.

Achando-se muito esperta, aproveitou a oportunidade para se estimular, estava claro que Wonwoo queria um showzinho só para os olhos dele. Enfim, adentrou mais um dedo em si própria, chiando um pouquinho com a ardência. A atenção do homem estava toda no seu rostinho, o semblante sério parecia não se comover com sua carinha de prazer. Fazia uso de toda a manha conseguia, choramingava, mordia a boquinha, rebolava nos seus dedos como se insinuasse que era ele te fodendo, retirava os dedinhos só para esfregar o melzinho pegajoso por todas as dobrinhas.

"Tá gostoso, putinha?", grunhiu, a voz mau superando o volume das estocadas ruidosas. "Goza neles, goza.", não te deixou responder, forçando seu pulso para manter seus dedinhos lá no fundo. A outra mão libertou o aperto nos seus cabelos, estimulando o clitóris inchadinho sem pena. Seu corpo retesou, praticamente caindo em cima dele. Os gemidos quebrados eram abafados no pescoço do homem. "Quer meu pau aqui, cadela? É?", te fez estocar a si própria com mais força. "Quer assim?"

"Wonwoo!", agarrou o braço dele como pôde, sentindo sua entradinha apertar seus dedinhos.

"Solta.", pontuou, sequer se moveu. "Mandei soltar.", estapeou sua coxa, irredutível.

"Tá sensível..."

"Cê quer foder comigo, não quer?", o tom repentinamente doce fez sua cabeça girar, concordou sem que pudesse raciocinar antes. "Não como puta malcriada.", justificou. Os dedos vagarosamente voltando a estimular seu pontinho.

Você já se sentia fraca, o corpo molenga prestes a gozar buscava apoio em Wonwoo. Quase trocava os olhinhos, choramingando baixinho a cada estocada funda dos próprios dedos. O homem te olhava hipnotizado, perdendo a marra assim que avançou para te roubar num beijo dengoso. Chupava sua boquinha com gosto, ciente que você não tinha forças para retribuir o gesto.

"Gostosa filha da puta.", murmurou rente aos seus lábios, mordiscando seu queixo em seguida. Olhava-te com uma devoção esquisita, mas estava longe de retrair o jeitinho dominante. O orgasmo que te tomou não se manifestou tão fortemente, mas fez seu corpo inteiro travar num frenesi gostoso. A bucetinha tentava expulsar seus dígitos, mas Wonwoo não deixava — forçando-os até a base. Sentiu o exato momento em que se molhou inteira, sujando a mãozinha com o líquido quente.

O homem fez questão de assistir toda a cena de perto, puxando seus dedinhos para fora sem cuidado algum ao fim dela. Aproveitou o seu estado maleável para te submeter às próprias vontades, obrigando-te a abrigar os dedos encharcados dentro da boca. Murmurava algo como "te fazer provar seu melzinho de puta", mas você honestamente estava tontinha demais para assimilar qualquer coisa. Engoliu deu gozo sem pestanejar, pulsando com o olharzinho depravado que ganhou de Wonwoo. Mas só isso não era o suficiente. Nunca era.

"Wonnie, fode...", suplicou, uma mistura desprezível de porra e saliva ainda escorrendo pelos cantinhos da boca.

"Não.", negou só pelo prazer de negar. Sua carinha chorosa, de quem estava prestes a fazer qualquer coisa por pica só alimentava o teatrinho.

"Por favor, eu preciso...", choramingou mais uma vez. Atrevida, agarrou a ereção por cima dos tecidos. "Por favor.", usou da manha que Wonwoo tanto fingia detestar, era mais do que suficiente para te dar o que você queria.

"Insuportável do caralho.", ele cuspiu entre-dentes, retirando os óculos num gesto impaciente. Você precisou morder o interior das bochechas para não sorrir. "Porra, não sabe ficar quieta.", resmungou te empurrando em direção ao colchão. Um gritinho assustado foi responsável por libertar o risinho que você segurava. Mordeu os lábios ao que era manuseada pelo homem como se fosse uma bonequinha, sendo colocada de quatro se dificuldade alguma. "Você me estressa tanto.", as reclamações não eram capazes de superar o som do cinto se abrindo, você tremeu em excitação.

Agarrou o lençol entre os dedos ao que sentiu Wonwoo colocar tudo de uma vez. Espremeu os olhos, incapaz de usar a cabeça com a bucetinha tão cheia. O ruído molhado e contínuo deixavam explícito o quão vergonhosamente molhada você estava — na verdade, sequer precisava dele, as gotinhas escorrendo entre as suas pernas já eram mais do que suficientes para demonstrar o quanto tudo aquilo te excitava.

"Eu devia usar essa buceta todo dia.", a voz afetada não passou despercebida, você sorriu devassa — já embriagava-se com fato de enfraquecê-lo. "Usar de depósito de porra... só minha, caralho.", estocou com afinco, como se tentasse te punir. "Te deixar cheinha de mim e- Ah... ah...", as estocadas já tinham um ritmo errático. "Caralho...", Wonwoo arfava — soava tão bêbado de desejo quanto você. "Porra de buceta gostosa.", ganhou um tapa ardido por cada palavra proferida. Porém sequer sentiu algo, o corpo adormecido só tinha forças para te dar noção do quão prazeroso era sentir ele te usando assim. Praticamente esperneava abaixo do corpo forte, não conseguia se manter parada de tanto tesão. Tentava espremer as perninhas, choramingava, implorava para te foder mais forte, era patética.

"Mais, mais, mais...", arfava contra o colchão, sequer sabe pelo que pedia, só precisava. "Wonwoo... hm, isso...", rebolou contra a pelve do homem, ganhando mais um tapa ardido. Esse, entretanto, foi suficiente para te fazer ficar quieta. Wonwoo passou a te acertar num lugar gostoso demais para te deixar pensar em outra coisa, precisou abafar o rosto contra o colchão quando começou a gritar como uma putinha burra — porra, porra, porra ia chorar desse jeito.

O enlace firme em volta do seu quadril era a única coisa que te mantinha no lugar, Wonwoo arremetia sem pensar, tão rendido pelo prazer quanto você. Não sabe como, nem quando, mas sentia o tecido do edredom dentro da sua boca — provavelmente havia mordido em algum momento. Balançava sem forças, deixando-se levar pelo ritmo das estocadas, o tremelique nas suas perninhas denunciava a vontade de gozar outra vez.

Rebolava contra ele de um jeito desajeitado quando sucumbiu de encontro ao colchão, o peso do homem em cima do seu corpo era a razão. Wonwoo agora te segurava pelo cabelo se forçando por completo dentro de você com ajuda do próprio peso. A pressão fez seus olhinhos revirarem, sentia-se um brinquedinho sem vontade própria e, ironicamente, foi tomada pelo ímpeto de implorar para ele gozar dentro de você — precisou de muito autocontrole para não pedir pela porra quentinha te enchendo.

A mordida nada carinhosa na sua nuca foi responsável por desatar o nó no seu ventre. Gozou em meio a um gritinho manhoso — que foi abafado pelo tecido do colchão. Tremeu sob o toque de Wonwoo até que ele se aliviasse, saindo as pressas e fodendo o vão entre as suas coxas até esporrar ali.

Não sabe de quanto tempo precisou até voltar a si e ainda sentia o corpo espasmando quando abriu os olhos para procurar por Wonwoo. Avistou-o sentado contra a cabeceira, a respiração tranquila, os olhos fechados como quem descansa a visão. Tomou impulso, enlaçando a cintura de Wonwoo entre suas pernas. Fez questão de sentar bem em cima da ereção adormecida, esticando-se até a escrivaninha para pegar os óculos. O homem agora te olhava sem demonstrar reação, continuando estático mesmo quando você colocou as lentes sobre os olhos dele. Você sorriu de imediato, ele ficava tão sexy desse jeito...

Porém, a falta de reação ainda te deixava intrigada demais. Resolveu reverter a situação por conta própria, os dedinhos correndo pelo rosto dele num carinho singelo. Sapeca, forçou o polegar entre os lábios do homem, simulando estocadas muito mais leves do que as ele havia simulado com você. Wonwoo seguiu impassível... bom, isso até te dar uma mordida generosa — mas fraca o suficiente para não ser capaz de te machucar. O gritinho assustado seguido de você retraindo o dedo finalmente fizeram a expressão mudar. Ganhou um sorrisinho de canto do homem que beijou sua palma antes de te puxar para um selo caloroso.

Seu corpo amoleceu, o rostinho se inclinando para ser capaz de beijá-lo sem que os óculos atrapalhassem. Era lento, quente e até meio carente. Wonwoo ofegava contra a sua boca, impedindo a si mesmo de se afastar para respirar. As línguas se encontravam do lado de fora e as mordidinhas no seu lábio inferior te mantinham presa à ele também. Os braços te abraçavam num aperto firme, acariciavam-te incapazes de se manterem num lugar só. Você também se rendia à devoção por trás daquele beijo, as mãos brincando com o cabelo de Wonwoo.

De uma perspectiva externa, pareciam amantes, mas esse definitivamente não era o caso de vocês. Era luxúria, enfim. Tesão no seu mais puro estado. E isso ficava mais claro ao que as reboladas tímidas do seu quadril tomavam mais cadência. Os carinhos do homem também não permaneceram tão ternos. Já apertava sua bunda sem pudor algum, os dígitos se afundavam na carne, abrindo-te. Exibia seus buraquinhos para o quarto vazio, como se fosse uma espécie de prêmio.

Seus olhinhos se apertavam com o tesão que aquilo te fazia sentir. Inerte, fez suas mãos tomarem o lugar das de Wonwoo, se exibindo por conta própria. A ação te rendeu um tapa bem no meio do local, quase acertando a bucetinha usada. Tremeu. Sorrindo com a ideia de ter seu pontinho estapeado até gozar.

O homem te soltou ao que sentiu seu rostinho se tornando satisfeito demais — a essa altura já era capaz de ler quando sua cabecinha era tomada por algum pensamento depravado. Experimentou bater outra vez, fazendo questão de acertar as duas entradinhas. Assistiu seu corpo arquear de imediato, buscando por mais assim que o contato cessou. O gemidinho dengoso também não passou despercebido. Wonwoo nunca havia visto nada assim, nunca havia estado com alguém assim.

"Porra, você é doente...", murmurou mais para si mesmo. Você piscou os olhinhos em inocência, tentando mascarar o fato de sua entradinha estar pulsando com a observação — sim, tinha a cabecinha meio perturbada, mas só por coisinhas que te fazem gozar gostoso.

Você pensava em como convenceria ele a te foder outra vez quando seus planos foram por água abaixo. O barulho estridente do interfone interrompeu os devaneios de vocês dois. Entretanto, não se deu ao luxo de ficar desapontada por muito tempo, era óbvio que Mingyu teria que voltar para casa em algum momento. Além disso, você se garantia até demais. Tinha certeza que a chance de ir para cama com Wonwoo outra vez apareceria novamente no futuro — a ereção pulsando embaixo da sua buceta não te deixava mentir.

"A encomenda.", ele suspirou impaciente. Você quis rir. De todos os acontecimentos inacreditáveis daquela tarde, o mais impressionante deles com certeza deveria ser o fato de Wonwoo ter caído nessa história.

"Que encomenda?", se fez de desentendida, um sorriso irônico adornando os lábios. Ainda assim, o homem pareceu não ter ligado os pontos e você se levantou antes que caísse na gargalhada bem em cima dele. "É o Mingyu.", explicou, finalmente de pé ao lado da cama. Os olhos que percorreram seu corpo despido não passaram despercebidos. "Esqueceu que eu tô com a chave dele?"

Você apanhou suas peças de roupa jogadas pelo quarto totalmente despreocupada, agarrou-as contra o peito ao que se dirigiu à saída do cômodo. Fazia tudo com naturalidade, como se já fosse de casa.

"Onde 'cê 'tá indo?", ele ainda parecia incrédulo demais para ser capaz de tomar alguma atitude.

"Tomar banho.", virou-se, dando de ombros. "Abre a porta pro Gyu."

[...]

Wonwoo foi o primeiro que você avistou ao caminhar pelo corredor que levava à sala de estar. O homem parecia desconfortável dentro da própria pele, como se fosse o único a enxergar o elefante no meio da sala. Sentado de um jeito nada confortável na poltrona mais ao canto, fingia não encarar Mingyu pela visão periférica. Sorrateiro, agia como se no sofá a frente dele não estivesse o homem com o qual ele conviveu na mesma casa por mais de cinco anos.

Mingyu, que também entrou no seu campo de visão, passava os canais da TV com desinteresse — parecia não achar nada que o agradasse. O jeito relaxado não fazia nada bem a você, pois contrastava com o homem mais velho, fazendo-o parecer paranoico — era questão de tempo até que você caísse no riso. Em passos mais vagarosos, reuniu toda a dissimulação que conseguia dentro de si antes que alcançasse o cômodo.

Ao chegar, não fez cerimônia: eentou-se preguiçosa ao lado de Mingyu e foi puro reflexo se aninhar ao corpo grande, deitando o rostinho no ombro dele. Fez questão de olhar Wonwoo nos olhos durante todo o percurso — ele parecia ainda mais alarmado com a sua presença. Gyu te abraçou de volta, olhando de canto.

"Conseguiu?" deu um tapinha questionador na sua coxa.

Aqui você não foi capaz de evitar o risinho, concordando com a cabeça ao que continuava a encarar Wonwoo. O mais velho franziu a testa, como se juntasse os pontos, mas foi preciso que você e Mingyu compartilhassem um high-five todo animadinho para que ele fosse capaz de entender o que aconteceu.

Wonwoo abriu a boca, ensaiando o que dizer. Porém você já estava de olhos fechados prestes a cochilar abraçadinha no homem mais novo. Tudo que ele recebeu foi um sinal de silêncio de Mingyu, acompanhado de um sorrisinho safado.

# — © 2024 hansolsticio ᯓ★ masterlist.

[cncowitcher]

82. ENZO VOGRINCIC IMAGINE +18

ᡣ𐭩 ─ enzo vogrincic × leitora.

ᡣ𐭩 ─ gênero: smut. 🍷

ᡣ𐭩 ─ número de palavras: 521.

ᡣ𐭩 ─ notas da autora: oioi meus aneizinhos de saturno, como vão? esse imagine é a continuação desse daqui. espero que gostem viu? se cuidem e bebam água, um beijo. 😽💌

A entradinha de S/n sugava cada vez mais o pau de Enzo para dentro conforme ela sentava com força no colo dele.

O uruguaio não estava mesmo para brincadeira. Assim que o segundo filme escolhido por todos acabou, Esteban Kukuriczka se voluntariou a levar seus amigos até os devidos apartamentos.

─ Que isso, Kuku, não precisa disso não. A gente espera você chegar pra irmos embora. ─ Vogrincic diz terminando de tomar uma Sprite gelada e colocando a latinha no porta-copos do braço do sofá.

Os argentinos mais novos se entreolharam soltaram uma risadinha quando Esteban disse, carismático:

─ Espero encontrar minha casa em pé e do jeitinho que eu deixei viu?

Bem, de fato Kuku iria encontrar ─ na volta ─ a sua casa do jeito que deixou, mas obviamente nunca, jamais, em hipótese alguma, saberia o que o casal latino aprontou naquele sofá e o motivo dele ter ficado quente é pouco úmido.

Assim que os homens saíram e Enzo escutou duas buzinas e o carro se distanciando aos poucos, puxou sua mulher para se sentar em suas coxas grossas. Em segundos Vogrincic esfregava seu pau na bocetinha de sua garota e passava a cabecinha no cuzinho dela, não demorando muito para sentir a segunda entrada começar a pulsar.

O uruguaio calou S/n com um beijo ao perceber que ela estava quase soltando um grito de dor ao sentir o caralho duro de seu namorado entrando nela.

Mas sabem de uma coisa? Enzo Vogrincic desde que conheceu a brasileira em frente ao Teatro Solis sabia que poderia usar, macetar de dia e de noite, a hora que ele quisesse, o quanto que ele quisesse sua mulher. Pois a mesma já disse várias vezes à ele que ama ser tratada como putinha, o que rendeu apelidos para ela como “Depósito Particular de Porra de Enzo Vogrincic” e até mesmo “Chiquita brasileña que ama levar rola do seu uruguaio”.

Com a boceta chorando de tesão e sendo preenchida por dois dedos do mais velho e com o cuzinho sendo judiado pelo pau de Enzo, a moça acabou atingido mais um orgasmo naquela noite e jogou seu corpo pra frente, se deitando no ombro de seu namorado, stands alguns gemidinhos por conta da sensibilidade que sentia. 

Isso foi a uma estrela no céu de Van Gogh para Vogrincic, que sentiu seu orgasmo se aproximar e acabou enchendo sua garota de porra, do jeito que ela gosta.

E quando Kuku chegou, se deparou com os dois agarradinhos ─ já vestidos ─ no sofá enquanto dormiam. A louça que eles sujaram estava lavada e guardada, o que fez Kukuriczka sorrir alegremente depois que fechou a porta e foi até a cozinha, tomar um pouco de água.

─ Que maravilha, sem louça para lavar. ─ O argentino murmura consigo mesmo depois que ingere o líquido transparente e lava o copo.

Enzo e S/n acabaram dormindo na casa de Esteban mesmo. Ele levou um cobertor frequento para eles e os cobriu. Sem contar que também levantou a cabeça de ambos para colocar o travesseiro macio para eles não terem dores quando acordarem. ♡

[animebw]

It is 3 AM, I have work in the morning, and my brain is keeping me awake agonizing over how Reina's crush on Taki-sensei has been set up for the most brutal reality check imaginable in Hibike season 3 and how much it's going to hurt when it finally arrives.

Like, here's the thing about Reina: when she loves someone, she has absolute, unconditional faith in them. All throughout this season, she's said over and over that she thinks Kumiko's playing is second to none. And all throughout the series, she's been willing to shank anyone who so much as questions Taki-sensei's dental hygiene. When Reina Kousaka loves someone, that person can basically do no wrong in her eyes. In a way, it's an extension of her own sense of ego: "I believe I am special, so anyone I love must also be special." And she will suck you into her vortex and make you believe it right alongside her because her conviction is just that strong.

But now we've been set on a collision course. With all the foreshadowing around Mayu, it's basically inevitable that she's going to steal at least one of the soli auditions out from under Kumiko's nose. And because of Taki-sensei choosing an inexperienced freshman over a more consistent junior in episode 6, we've already been set up to wonder if his judgement is actually as infallible as we've so often assumed. Which means it's all but guaranteed that at some point- probably in the very next audition, I predict- Taki-sensei is not going to choose Kumiko to play the eupho part in the soli. And suddenly, Reina will be forced to confront a situation where one of these two people she loves is wrong. Either Kumiko isn't actually good enough a player to stand alongside her, or Taki-sensei made the wrong call.

And she's going to have to decide where her faith truly lies: with faraway dream she's been futilely chasing for years... or the girl who actually had the courage to answer her confession of love.

[bleaksqueak]

In coming silly question: How gender is Elias? Would he wear a dress casually? A skirt?

Gender for Elias is "yes", but also "no", as well as "Sure", and sometimes "Don't worry about it" (his own words, not mine) It isn't really much of something he thinks about. He's comfortable and uses he/him, but it feels wrong to say he skews masculine at the same time. He dresses according to taste, practicality and comfort when out of uniform, but if someone handed him a dress/skirt he'd wear it at least partially out of the usual curiosity for trying on something new, and partially out of an enjoyment for dressing up that he never quite grew out of. They aren't quite his style, but that's more only down to the reasoning of preferring pants than it is for any reason of gender "norms" when it comes to clothing.

[lexie-squirrel]

Sherlock Holmes is autistic

- “...he had contrived, with that cat-like love of personal cleanliness which was one of his characteristics”. (HOUN) -  “I have [...] an abnormally acute set of senses” (BLAN) - “My friend, who loved above all things precision and concentration of thought, resented anything which distracted his attention from the matter in hand” (SOLI) - “I was never a very sociable fellow, Watson, always rather fond of moping in my rooms and working out my own little methods of thought, so that I never mixed much with the men of my year" (GLOR) -  “Who could come tonight? Some friend of yours, perhaps?” “Except yourself I have none, - he answered. - I do not encourage visitors” (FIVE) - “...his disinclination to form new friendships...” (GREE) - “Without having a tinge of cruelty in his singular composition, he was undoubtedly callous from long over-stimulation. There was no trace then of the horror which I had myself felt at this curt declaration, but his face showed rather the quiet and interested composure of the chemist who sees the crystals falling into position from his over-saturated solution” (VALL) Low empathy - “He was a man of habits, narrow and concentrated habits“ (CREE) - “He had a horror of destroying documents, especially those which were connected with his past cases [...] Thus month after month his papers accumulated, until every corner of the room was stacked with bundles of manuscript which were on no account to be burned, and which could not be put away save by their owner” (MUSG) - “He appears to have a passion for definite and exact knowledge “(STUD) - “...never have I wondered at it more than upon that spring morning in Cornwall when for two hours he discoursed upon celts, arrowheads, and shards” (DEVI) special interest/infodumping - “'My dear doctor,' said he, kindly, 'pray accept my apologies. Viewing the matter as an abstract problem, I had forgotten how personal and painful a thing it might be to you. I assure you, however, that I never even knew that you had a brother until you handed me the watch” (SIGN) low empathy - “Arrest you!' said Holmes. 'This is really most grati - most interesting. On what charge do you expect to be arrested?” (NORD) low empathy -  “We were residing at the time in furnished lodgings close to a library where Sherlock Holmes was pursuing some laborious researches in early English charters” (3STUD) special interest - “My friend's temper had not improved since he had been deprived of the congenial surroundings of Baker Street. Without his scrap-books, his chemicals, and his homely untidiness, he was an uncomfortable man” (3STUD)  - “Holmes could talk exceedingly well when he chose, and that night he did choose. He appeared to be in a state of nervous exaltation. I have never known him so brilliant. He spoke on a quick succession of subjects - on miracle plays, on mediæval pottery, on Stradivarius violins, on the Buddhism of Ceylon, and on the warships of the future - handling each as though he had made a special study of it” (SIGN) special interest/infodumping - “His studies are very desultory and eccentric, but he has amassed a lot of out-of-the-way knowledge which would astonish his professors” (STUD) - “He is not a man that it is easy to draw out, though he can be communicative enough when the fancy seizes him” (STUD) - 'Holmes is a little too scientific for my tastes - it approaches to cold-bloodedness. I could imagine his giving a friend a little pinch of the latest vegetable alkaloid, not out of malevolence, you understand, but simply out of a spirit of inquiry in order to have an accurate idea of the effects” (STUD) low empathy - “He appears to have a passion for definite and exact knowledge” (STUD) - “He seized me by the coat-sleeve in his eagerness, and drew me over to the table at which he had been working” (STUD) personal space problems - “With an apology for my intrusion, I was about to withdraw, when Holmes pulled me abruptly into the room, and closed the door behind me” (REDH)  personal space problems - “...his long, nervous fingers tapping upon the arms of his chair...” (DISA) stimming - “He paced restlessly about our sitting-room in a fever of suppressed energy, biting his nails, tapping the furniture” (BRUC) stimming - “He began biting his nails and staring blankly out of the window” (STOC) stimming - “Yes, I have been guilty of several monographs. They are all upon technical subjects. Here, for example, is one "Upon the Distinction Between the Ashes of the Various Tobaccos." In it I enumerate a hundred and forty forms of cigar, cigarette, and pipe tobacco, with coloured plates illustrating the difference in the ash” (SIGN) special interest - “'Well, he's that strange, sir. After you was gone he walked and he walked, up and down, and up and down, until I was weary of the sound of his footstep” [...]  “I was myself somewhat uneasy when through the long night I still from time to time heard the dull sound of his tread...” (SIGN) stimming - “...in his nervous restlessness, he could not sit still, but paced the carriage or drummed with his long, sensitive fingers upon the cushions beside him” (THOR) stimming - “He appears to know every detail of every horror perpetrated in the century” (STUD) special interest - “When left to himself, however, he would seldom produce any music or attempt any recognized air. Leaning back in his arm-chair of an evening, he would close his eyes and scrape carelessly at the fiddle which was thrown across his knee” (STUD) stimming? - “But this is my special hobby, and the differences are equally obvious. There is as much difference to my eyes between the leaded bourgeois type of a Times article and the slovenly print of an evening halfpenny paper as there could be between your Negro and your Esquimaux” (HOUN) special interest - “'You are hungry”, I remarked. “Starving. It had escaped my memory. I have had nothing since breakfast”.''Nothing?'' “Not a bite. I had no time to think of it” (FIVE) eating problems - “...for days on end he would lie upon the sofa in the sitting-room, hardly uttering a word or moving a muscle from morning to night” (STUD) a shutdown? - “My friend had no breakfast himself, for it was one of his peculiarities that in his more intense moments he would permit himself no food, and I have known him presume upon his iron strength until he has fainted from pure inanition” (NORW) eating problems - “But how do you know that it is hereditary?” ''Because my brother Mycroft possesses it in a larger degree than I do” [...] “He has an extraordinary faculty for figures, and audits the books in some of the Government departments“. [...] . There are many men in London, you know, who, some from shyness, some from misanthropy, have no wish for the company of their fellows. [...] My brother was one of the founders, and I have myself found it a very soothing atmosphere”. [GREE] autism run in families - “We had a pleasant little meal together, during which Holmes would talk about nothing but violins” (CARD) special interest/infodumping - “For two hours the strange business in which we had been involved appeared to be forgotten, and he was entirely absorbed in the pictures of the modern Belgian masters. He would talk of nothing but art, of which he had the crudest ideas” (HOUN) special interest/infodumping - “I remember that during the whole of that memorable day he lost himself in a monograph which he had undertaken upon the Polyphonic Motets of Lassus” [...] “As to Holmes, he returned refreshed to his monograph upon the Polyphonic Motets of Lassus, which has since been printed for private circulation, and is said by experts to be the last word upon the subject” (BRUC) special interest - “Kindly look her up in my index, Doctor,' murmured Holmes, without opening his eyes. For many years he had adopted a system of docketing all paragraphs concerning men and things, so that it was difficult to name a subject or a person on which he could not at once furnish information” (SCAN) - “Sherlock Holmes sat moodily at one side of the fireplace cross-indexing his records of crime” (FIVE) - “The first day Holmes had spent in cross-indexing his huge book of references. The second and third had been patiently occupied upon a subject which he had recently made his hobby - the music of the Middle Ages” (BRUC) special interest - “An anomaly which often struck me in the character of my friend Sherlock Holmes was that, although in his methods of thought he was the neatest and most methodical of mankind, and although also he affected a certain quiet primness of dress, he was none the less in his personal habits one of the most untidy men that ever drove a fellow-lodger to distraction” (MUSG) - “Sherlock Holmes was a man, however, who when he had an unsolved problem upon his mind would go for days, and even for a week, without rest” (TWIS) sleep problems - “The mere sight of his excellent appetite was an assurance of success, for I had very clear recollections of days and nights without a thought of food” (VALL) eating problems - “You are knocking yourself up, old man,' I remarked. 'I heard you marching about in the night”. ''No, I could not sleep”, he answered” (SIGN) sleeping problems - “I do not know how far Sherlock Holmes took any sleep that night, but when I came down to breakfast I found him pale and harassed, his bright eyes the brighter for the dark shadows round them” (NORW) sleep problems