#sobs. cries even
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knowstruth · 2 months ago
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@aclrenaline sent: tell me about your first.
Arista sighs, saddest smile on her face. Her first games as a mentor seem so long ago now, but at the same time it feels like so little has changed. Sometimes she is still 19, still just that scared. The tributes are still always so scared. So terrified. So small. Every year.
"It was two years after my games." A pencil in one hand absentmindedly doodles - stalks of wheat, a little bird. A fun little way to pass the time that Sadie introduced her to. "I still remember standing there on the reaping day and watching them walk up. The girl, her name was Selby, she was 16, and she walked up with her hands balled tight in fists, she had this look in her eyes. The boy, Baxter, he was 15 - he was so young-looking, it just pained me." Eyes are still on her simple little drawings. The smile has faded. "They were such sweet kids." She still sees their families, from time to time, around the district. It stings each time.
"I could hardly sleep with them in there." She could hardly sleep after both their cannons went off, crying every time she got back to her rooms. It's hard, finding that balance between comforting Addy and telling her the truth. "It's never easy, that first time."
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softfuzzyships · 7 months ago
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Dying for some f/o comfort I miss my husband
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undescribed1mage · 1 year ago
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This is so embarrassing someone throw my phone into a fucking river or smth
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avale-reves · 21 days ago
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sunsetdeathcity · 3 months ago
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something ive noticed is that you dont pick a favorite dungeon lord. one of them picks you and youre just stuck forever and will constantly have them on your mind and itll make you so unbelievably sad
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skunkes · 4 months ago
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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tezzbot · 4 months ago
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I love these two so much it's ridiculous...
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suntails · 1 year ago
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do you deserve to be loved?
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m00ngbin · 5 days ago
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Onward! To ay(oym) chapter 4
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cassqween · 1 year ago
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I did it. I got the line. The whole reason i started this playthrough.
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inadequate-nefelibata · 28 days ago
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Rachel Bloom in DEATH, LET ME DO MY SPECIAL (2024)
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cin3maa · 26 days ago
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HEY GUYS LOOK AT WHAT DON DREW ME AS A REWARD FOR BEING PRODUCTIVE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!😁😁😁🥺🥺
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choiyeonjuns · 9 months ago
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hueningkai reading a letter from his mom💌 (credit)
“to. my one and only son kai kai! it’s mom, i feel like it’s been so long since i wrote you a handwritten letter. i remember the day you went to bighit to sign your trainee contract. it’s already been 7 years since you got curious about being a trainee and thought “should i give it a go?” you cried a lot when you were a trainee and you went through…”
“thinking about you going through a lot always just makes me feel bad. even though there were many times when you wanted to give up, you overcame everything and finally debuted. it’s already been 5 years since you debuted. even after debuting, working as an idol is not something that’s easy but you always do your best in every situation and keep consistently growing.
i’m really proud that you’ve become a confident kai from the group tomorrow x together who lots of people have high expectations for.
you’ve worked hard and been through a lot and you’re doing a really good job.
kai, you don’t know how grateful i feel when you tell me that you’re happy doing what you’re doing.
i think the struggles you went through as a trainee were always on my mind. of course, going forward, as you continue working, there will be tough days. but i hope that on those days, you remember that mom and your family will always be right by your side, cheering you on, no matter what, when or where.
my extremely kind kai, you always need to stay healthy and happy, okay?
since i’m very much a T, i still have times when it’s difficult figuring out how you feel. i’ll try harder to be better at that.
thank you so much for being born as my son.”
“i think that mom was born to give birth to lea, kai and hiyyih. i love you my precious son, kai. you’re the best. kai is the best.
from. mom who loves kai so much”
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lifenconcepts · 4 months ago
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Feeling like this right now for no reason at all
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zichiwatchesyou · 4 months ago
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Guys he’s like the ideal man to me I want him to be real why isn’t he real why why why why why
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rintoorou · 4 months ago
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having the miya twins as your brothers would mean them betting over who’d cry on your wedding first
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