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egophiliac · 1 year ago

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CROWLEY SSR THOUGHTS

there is zero basis for this, but I can't get this thought of my head

I don't know why I decided to draw it this way

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #(these will be relevant in a moment)#this isn't going to happen. but WHAT IF.#anyway i didn't get him (damnit birdman come home) so i had to look up his story #and let me tell you friends my findings were SHOCKING #crowley canonically likes vegetables which means that the crowley is revaan theory = BUSTED #crowley is sailor venus = CONFIRMED #(i know 'whip of love' is a saying but that's where my mind always goes)#DISCLAIMER: this is (mostly) a joke please continue to hold whatever theories and headcanons you want #but look. c'mon. look over here at this whiteboard i've covered in red yarn.#revaan being a picky eater has come up multiple times and there is an entire whole bit about how much he hated jerky and refused to eat it #and now they've made a point of talking about how crowley will eat almost anything and loOoOoves wild game meat especially #it's SO stupid but i can't help but read way too much into it #(this is tumblr if you don't want to see incredibly stupid overanalysis of anime guys then why are you HERE)#and i gotta hold on to something because otherwise whenever malleus and crowley are onscreen together i just keep going 'same hair color...#unless this is like. some kind of deep cover thing.#lilia doesn't recognize him because he saw him eat a green bean once and revaan would NEVER #crowley's secret is safe for another day #(serious hat on: i do think they're probably connected in some way)#(but there's something deeper going on that we're just not clued into yet that will hopefully explain things)#man forget revaan what if crowley whips off his mask and it turns out he was meleanor this whole time #wait hold on meleanor loves jerky. IT ALL FITS...

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08-47 · 15 days ago

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it shall be cuboided soon

#just something fun and new for my little sad and tired brain tonight! not meant to be perfect #ULTRAKILL #v1 ultrakill #ultrakill v1 #KRITA #ALL ART #FANDOM ART #DOODLE #TWO TONE #THE GEIGER COUNTER #SMALL CAPTION #TAG YAP #V1 NO!!!!! YOURE IN THE SHRINKING BOX !!!!!! FUCK IT CANT HEAR US IT HAS NOISE CANCELLATION ENGAGED /ref #GOD THIS. THIS FUCK. INSIGNIFICANT. IT WAS ONLY AN HOUR AND 1/2 BUT IT FELT LIKE IT TOOK ME 3 HOURS TO FINISH #kept changing stuff and then i wanted wings and then i wanted all arm variations and then i blanked out and woke up with this #i mean- i like it so i dont mind but i just was half concious halfway through this #BTW YES IT IS TRANS. I HIT EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE WITH MY TRANSGENDER BLAST !!!!!!#i love my transgender blast beam #the moment i realised i had the trans beam right i started fucking utilising it at every moment #i get it now....... trans happiness..............#i finally fucking get it #anyways uhmmm #heavily inspired by dect/mothcpu #can you fucking see where i got lazy #its pretty easy to tell #also has anybody else had the deer anime intro song stuck in their head because of #the ultrakill rendition (my machine friend nikontan) of it #because i know i have #ITS NOT HEALTHY IN HERE #PLEASE GET ME OUT!!!! DEER HELL !!!!!

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starry-bi-sky · 3 months ago

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mmmmmm read a disciple shen yuan/shizun luo binghe fanfic about two days ago where the first chapter was the Immortal Conference arc, and SQQ was the one who had to be pushed into the abyss (he was still the villain) except Luo Binghe was refusing and was like, lowkey losing his mind about SQQ being so close to the edge. SQQ ended up having to be the one to fall in himself because of the system's punishment system. The rest of the fic is leading up to that moment. But like, MMM i've been obsessively thinking about that first chapter for DAYS ever since.

now i've been in svsss for a grand total of *checks watch* a week. but god obsessed with that. I want to write/read a fic where disciple SQQ goes a little nuts down there. Like keep all of the things that make SQQ, SQQ, but just. Throw in a little bit more trauma in there. A little bit of a mental break. Let him go a little nuts as a treat. Just a tad unhinged. I wanna see him go, just a little, "god fuck it, i've tried so hard to change this shitty story's outcome and it feels like everything i've done has been for nothing. I'm going to die in this world no matter what I do, I've been doomed from the start, so might as well die the way I want to." and he just, breaks a little! Under all the stress.

He still retains the traits that makes shen yuan, shen yuan, like his overwhelming kindness. But he's just! yk. A little less patient. Paranoid. Jumpy. Colder. A little more aloof and closed off. A little more Shen Jiu. He's no asshole child abuser, but he was a Number One Hater in his past life and he's leaning into that old habit a little more now.

(On a totally coincidental not-at-all related note, there's not enough SJ-and-SY-are-the-same-people fics out there that i've found. This is totally unrelated...)

The Endless Abyss turns the mind into an over-sharpened blade, and SQQ is both fascinated and perhaps a little excited to explore a place that doesn't have a lot of info on it in the mortal realm, but still terrified out of his mind. And he's no Luo Binghe, he doesn't have the sheer brute strength and power to just bulldoze his way through, so he has to be a lot more sneaky and cunning if he wants to survive.

The fic itself role-swapped LBH and SQQ so that SQQ was the half-demon (which lowkey fucks) and LBH the human, but I'm equally-if-not-more obsessed with the idea that LBH remains the half-heavenly demon and SQQ the human. If only because I keep thinking about SQQ befriending some demons (particularly and specifically a group of succubi) and they grow very attached to this Human Cultivator so through magic plot stuff they create some kind of seal/illusion/talisman that makes SQQ appear as a demon because a human cultivator in the endless abyss may as well be the equivalent of putting a giant neon target on your back.

And iirc Shen Jiu was taught demonic cultivation by that one guy(?? i've only been here a week so im not caught up in ALL of the lore yet) so that could totally happen here.

(On the other end of the realms, poor Shizun Luo Binghe is just. losing his fucking mind over losing his most precious and beloved disciple. About .5 seconds from burning down the peaks himself. somebody sedate him.)

The Endless Abyss sucks and SQQ is having a really terrible time and can feel himself going lowkey mad, but also holy shit look at all this WORLD-BUILDING. look at all this flora and fauna, and oh if he had the equipment for it he'd be writing all of this down. ALL OF IT. He was kinda-sorta-already planning on never leaving the Abyss as some sort of fucked up self-exile and self-preservation thing, but now he might? actually just?? never leave if he can help it, like he lowkey likes it down here.

anyways the next time anyone ever sees SQQ again he's got hair so long its almost touching the ground and he's either in rags and half-feral or he's been completely dolled up by his adoptive succubi sisters and still about three seconds from biting anyone who tries to touch him. (he's also lowkey trying to book it back down to the abyss even if he has desperately missed all of his friends and shizun)

#mxtx svsss #svsss au #scum villian self saving system #shen qingqiu #shen yuan #luo binghe #disciple shen yuan #scum villain #svsss #*points at SQQ/SY* i want him to go nuts. as a treat. let him crumble just a little over the stress of his fate and the stress of survival #and the stress of having a lack of autonomy over a handful of his decisions. starry craves angst and she craves a very specific SQQ angst #he was a number 1 hater back in the day and lbr being a hater takes energyyyy. ive heard that this man was the BIGGEST hater i wanna #see him rip a man to shreds with nothing but his tongue and a voice that could cut marble clean in half. skin a man alive sqq you deserve i #*mortal kombat voice* FINISH HIM #i love without-a-cure but unfortunately i dont think SQQ would be able to have WAC and also survive in the abyss.#the succubi nest that adopted him tried seducing him at first. it didn't work. but he did somehow charm them with his cringefail ways #so now they have a brand new mortal big/little brother to dote on. SQQ is frankly delighted to learn all about succubi culture that doesnt #revolve around sex. he makes quite a few friends/allies in the abyss because of his pure fascination and unbiased desire to learn about #demonic culture and all the different niches and nuances of it across species. he's still going insane tho. like that's not stopping.#there's a single LBH pov chapter in the fic and its frankly so unhinged it was fantastic. he's so possessive. he straight up goes:#'oh SQQ isnt gonna be the next peak lord. he's ascending to heaven with me when i do :)' when Sha Hualing (also peak lord) told him that he #couldn't keep his disciple in the bamboo house all the time. what was SQQ gonna do when LBH ascends and he becomes the new peak lord?#gosh that first chapter is rotating around in my mind so bad. LBH was SO unwell. like losing his actual shit over SQQ near the edge.#i so want to write a oneshot abt this where SQQ is also in hysterics (albeit over slightly diff reasons) and tells LBH on his knees:#'this disciple deeply apologizes to his shizun. for he will not be ascending to the heavens with him.' right before he falls into the abyss #this au being disciple SY is for shits and giggles but i can also see it happening for regular SQQ bc 'fuck it im a dead man either way'#frothing at the mouth at this idea also being a SY-is-SJ au too. for the extra angst of SQQ trying to bear the weight of multiple lives on #his shoulders and trying to figure out what is real and what isn't and if he's meant to suffer in all of his lives no matter what he does.#not once in his life has he ever been free to do what he likes has he? self-hatred to the max. he's going mad. poor boy :]

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bertoyana · 7 months ago

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charles and erik with each other: oh dear, oh dear. gorgeous 🥺👐 charles and erik with the villain of the week/the x-men: K1LL YOURSELF 🔥🔥🔥

X-Men: First Class (2011) | X-Men Apocalypse (2016)

#charles is soo insane for looking at a god in the face and telling him to fuck off bc he was hurting his best friend. most normal guy.#cherik #mine*#x-men #xmenedit #parallelsedit #filmedit #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #otp: i want you by my side #god charles' entire demeanor towards apocalypse in xma has always been SOO funny to me. he literally looks ANNOYED every time #apocalypse speaks in the movie. he doesn't even look intimidated or worried that he's trying to possess CHARLES'S BODY or anything #mind you charles wrote his thesis about mutation and here he has THE FIRST MUTANT ever in front of him. who's also a god threatening #to destroy the world. and charles' only reaction is:#'whatever. MOVE OUT OF THE WAY LOSER i CANNOT see erik from where you are standing and i'm worried about him'#and i do think it's very sweet that after this raven tells erik he has to fight for what he has left - and he thinks about charles #(the man that stood on the balcony all those years ago and that cared enough about him to tell him there is more to him #and the same man that STILL CARES ENOUGH to look at A GOD in the face and telling him to go fuck off and die and stop manipulating erik)#charles loves him so much you don't get it........... i'm foaming at the mouth i'm so normal about them

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demaparbat-hp · 3 months ago

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Want to know what I believe? It's right here

Dig a little deeper and it's crystal clear

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(WIP)

#atla #avatar the last airbender #zuko #atla fanart #prince zuko #atla art #clear #twenty one pilots #wip #atla zuko #baby zuko #agni kai #Some random general #I have literally nine projects going on #And I started this thing today *sigh*#Good news! If I have the chance to work on it then it'll be ready tomorrow #Be prepared for some angst #fire hazard siblings #This for you two my sweet little turtleducks #You know those moments when you're listening to a random song and a particular lyric just *smacks you in the face*#Well...yeah #I present to you: TØP x ATLA #Because I can #And because Clear is SO Zuko/Royal Family/Iroh coded it's not even funny #I mean #“Where's your home? Where are you going and why are you here? Have you asked these questions? Have you been sincere?”#“I will tell you what I can but your mind will take a stand. I sing of a greater love. Let me know when you've had enough.”#If these aren't the most Iroh lines you have ever read then *takes out a gun* our deal is off #“Introspection is the name of this session. Spread this infection. Reflect it on the next one the next one the next one.”#“And when we're done we'll all have made something new under the Sun.”

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wishchip106 · 2 months ago

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how i look when talking about cherik

forcing everyone to hear my thoughts

NO ONE CAN ESCAPE 😨😨😨

#‘I think the professor is reading our mind’#‘How can you tell?’#‘LOOK AT HIM’#he looks so silly here #he’s gonna read my deepest darkest secrets 😨😨#i would let him 😻#thats stupid #lol #my biggest enemy is me #i dont let myself have fun apparently ☹️#sorry haiku bot i’ve taken over your spot #anywho cherik where are you 🤗#come home the kids miss you 🙁#cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #x men #professor x #wish does not shut up

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puddingbrainscientist · 9 months ago

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i think the master would be fixed if they could just host game changer

all of that chaos and mindfuckery but with no actual harm done

au where the next incarnation of the master is sam reich and he’s been here the whole time

#ok but you can’t tell me the master drama queen would not adore being a game show host #especially one where you have so much control over the emotions of the players #if the master had an alias name specifically for the funny reveal (O) then i’ve been here the whole time is just an iconic moment #i’m having fun in my little mind palace and you all are invited #the master #doctor who #game changer #sam reich

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cosmicdreamgrl · 3 months ago

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namjoon x peach hair 🍑 for @rjshope [ cr: 0613data, namuspromised ]

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 9 months ago

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MDZS x ISAT part 2: Grandmaster of Time.

(Part 1)

#in stars and time #ISAT #Siffrin #Loop #digital art #I was going to wait a bit longer to post the other side of the swap #but we are coming up to the 'come back to gusu' moment in the audio drama so it has been on my mind.#Yes. That is indeed a screenshot of the demon baby blood cave from The Untamed.#It is so over the top edgy. I love how far WWX leans into his Evil Yiling Laozu role in this arc.#Better yet he invites LWJ over and is so unapologetic about it. It really does feel like a 'damn you live like this?" moment.#I think there are two kinds of friends in this world;#those that see your blood pit cave and say nothing and those that tell you they'll come by tomorrow to help you clean up.#ISAT thought time: I know Loop hangs out under a nice big tree 99% of the time but lets be honest;#If there was a evil bloody cave in the vicinity - that is 100% where they would ask Siffrin to meet them in.#Loop sends texts to their stardust with Ominous black images and says 'Go here. Into the dark.'#That or highly specific IP addresses that are right over sinkholes. Or in graveyards.#Point is; I think Loop and the Yiling Laozu would thrive in each other's aesthetics.

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camthecatchameleon · 8 months ago

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and then they kiss or something

#ok so fun fact this was drawn WAY before i watched the episode where they have a fun little nightmare where the sky bleeds #and then there was that fun little silly moment when marius (in a State of Mind) is failing to stop himself from consuming blood and #in order to stop himself he ends up grabbing jericho by the lapels etc etc #when i tell you i jumped in my seat when that happened because how did i predict that action #completely different context but still #legends of avantris #edge of midnight #ol' jericho sticks #marius renathyr #virgil #jericho x marius #< technically #do they have an actual ship name or? ive just been calling them jerichus or lethijerichus for them plus lethica but its not very metal #staring at them and kicking my feet giggling

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gaywizardzone · 9 months ago

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trying out a new brush to trick myself into thinking that sketching messy and then leaving it messy is allowed (lost skill in my life sadly). pardon my indulgence in tired old reasonable girl + fail guy humor but i think it's so funny when lenalee treats kanda like he's her emotional support animal who she's still trying to train not to bark at people in the grocery store

#lenalee i'm sorry but you are so funny when you kind of want to kick someone's head in #when i was drawing this i was in my own little universe where they're all women. in my beautiful mind.#but i do draw them pretty much exactly the same because i don't think they would change very much. so it's not like anyone but me can tell #anyway 💖#d.gray-man #no point to any of these i just like that my art is less stiff when i just let it be messy. but then it haunts me that it's messy

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cloysterbell · 5 months ago

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Pete, I need you to stay here.

#warehouse 13 #wh13edit #past imperfect #mine:photoset #myka bering #pete lattimer #HELLO..... CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME...... FOR THE LOVE OF GOD HELLO..............#this episode possessed me so thoroughly that i had to open photoshop for the first time since december #i promise i will get a new computer someday so i can make gifs more regularly again (i made this on my work computer don't tell IT)#but HELLO............ WAAAAUGH #god. fuck. they love and trust each other so much. i'm chomping at the fucking walls over this #myka has so much trauma over this case and pete's the nicest guy in the world about it.........#but myka doesn't even let that stop her!! she's like no fuck that i WILL take this guy down for real #and she DOES #and pete's standing by her side the entire time providing support and helping but also not taking control since myka needs to do this #on her own and for herself in order to finally get closure #for this case that's been haunting her since literally episode one............#pete's like no you can absolutely be emotional. you have every right. so this time I'll be the observant one and help you where you need it #god.#anyway hi wh13 tag i am watching this show for the first time and i am Going Through It #since i know you all seem to be myka/HG stans can i officially claim pete as mine. would anyone mind. can i have him

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loneswaggingranger · 15 days ago

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idk but I keep thinking about when kinn said, "I've never crossed that line with a bodyguard before. I don't know how I should place myself." and when porsche answered something like, "I also don't know what to do. I've never had that line crossed before." but when kinn asks, "can you please forgive me?" porsche answers, "i did that a long time ago."

and I also keep thinking about when vegas tells pete, "If I die today, could it be you who kills me?" and when vegas gets shot right before he was about to return pete's favour, falling inches away from the teal pool which is pete's thematic colour in equal parts contrast and harmony to vegas' red, while pete's shirt is covered in red as he sobs by his side

Idk man i just keep thinking about this whole fucking show and it permeates into every second of my waking life – like i'd be casually washing my dishes and then suddenly. i remember that this show exists and then it's all haha teehee nth to see here im totally normal j slowly dying inside slowly with kinnporsche scenes semi-permanently lodged in my brain byeeeeeee ✨️✨️✨️✨️