#so. anyway.

[hemerasiae]

ever think about how lonely neve is at her core? how she is a self-fulfilling prophecy of loneliness since she keeps everyone at an arms length so she can’t lose them? what it means for a person so motivated by love and compassion to isolate and deny themselves the basic need of intimate connections? the deterioration over time which has led to cynicism masking a fragile heart?

[faggotisaacfloofs]

I knew everyone was right about how terrifying it is to be dumped from your wheelchair, i didnt have to actually experience it, universe 😭

Got dumped going up a really shitty ramp to local shop (been hounding them for years to fix their ramp that is extremely dangerous and not ADA compliant AT ALL but in the US you the individual have to SUE THE BUSINESS to make them do anything about it).

I was going up it and my front caster got caught a the split / crack and my motor assist kept going turning the chair sharply and I had to decide to fall backwards (down the ramp) or sideways

So obviously I chose to fall sideways out of my chair and it hurt so, so fucking bad and I skinned both hands and knees and my back and ribs hurt *so bad* from the wrenching of my body.

AND now my chair is fucking broken.

Once I got it righted a kind stranger (who jumped out of their car and came running to help when they saw me get dumped out) helped hold my chair (since on incline) so my partner could help me get back in it and they pushed me up the rest of the ramp.

but it was super clear that there is something wrong with my chair, the right big wheel is making a sound it shouldn't make, and the front left caster that got stuck is getting stuck on any tiny thing now. But it was functional enough to get me in and out of the building

ALSO the fall cracked the screen on my ipad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Screaming for one million years

So once inside I talked to someone there and they were super kind and understanding and said the district manager is coming in tomorrow, and I asked if I could leave a message for them and they said sure, so I wrote out what happened, and the person promised to bring this up and talk to the manager about it first thing, and that it wouldn't get lost in the shuffle or anything. So hopefully when I go back next time they will have info about when they are going to redo the ramp so I dont have to threaten legal action!!!! (I talk to the same person in the store most times)

Anyway I am in an insane amount of pain (was already in an insane amount of pain beforehand!) And not enjoying my new bruises and abrasions and I'm so mad about inaccessibility and I'm so furious I have no way to repair my chair other than calling the awful seating people Every Fucking Day and getting my dad involved and threatening to report them to the state attorney general before they actually do anything! And then schedule me weeks out for the same overworked repair tech who is the reason my chair got so delayed and the reason my arm rests STILL ARENT HERE and and and.

Im tired. I don't want to keep fighting this fight. I'm tired and I hurt so so so fucking bad and I can't even take norco because it makes me throw up for hours!!!! I'm tired I'm tired why can't I make my life better.

[thefandomexpert]

was anybody going to tell me or was i just supposed to catch up on tdp myself

[hopedefined]

― NO MATTER THE ODDS....WE FIND A WAY T'WIN independent, selective & mixed-canon ANNA MARIE aka ROGUE. adored by Rory ( 25+. they/she). beta editor user. sideblog to @auroradicit. heavily affiliated with: @thwipsthrown, @ficklefables & @amischiefofmuses

A STUDY IN: family in the lost and found. the horror you have committed is not who you are. times are tough but I am tougher. lord knows why, but I've tried to forgive you. loneliness is more than skin deep. it all starts with someone believing.

about. rules. memes. ask. submit.

[multi-lefaiye]

every day i find new and exciting ways to exacerbate eden's daddy issues

[mar64ds]

i deleted my town on accident just because i wanted to read all rover’s dialogue. worth it 🫡

[louisironson]

literally i can be soooooo pretentious when it comes to “ships” and whatnot because i think some people are simply wrong but at the end of the day i think the main flaw is not in positing characters are being some sort of potential couple/relationship, but in assigning “endgame” status to any of them. life doesn’t usually have “endgames”! that only applies to serial media that has an end! sure some people fall in love and stay together for decades but nothing is set in stone! all this to say that the hawnk and joelouis things that i have going on in my noggin are actually really cool and So Valid

[lrndvs]

compliments from girls go hard

[bitchfitch]

writing advice for characters with a missing eye: dear God does losing an eyes function fuck up your neck. Ever since mine crapped out I've been slowly and unconsciously shifting towards holding my head at an angle to put the good eye closer to the center. and human necks. are not meant to accommodate that sorta thing.

[1-jar-of-stars]

On Friendship.

[macdenlover]

it came to my realization that 99% of my fandom related headaches would be cured if everyone understood this

[mroddmod]

the queen of the disco or whatever

[blabberoo]

;]

[riacte]

not romantic not platonic but a secret third thing [what would happen between earth and the moon if the earth stopped spinning as illustrated by xkcd randall munroe]

[modmad]

hey! there's zero esims left for the connecting gaza campaign as of today. i remember you promoting them earlier. could you give them a much needed boost?

oh dang! unfamiliar with that particular campaign, as I always donate via crips for e-sims because it's super easy to do, but regardless let's go people!

[arcanegifs]

ARCANE LEAGUE OF LESBIANS: 2x08 - “Killing is a Cycle”