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Ramadan Challenge 2024, Day 1
What are your goals this Ramadan? Possible suggestions: 1 habit to build, 1 habit to break, and one accomplishment you hope to gain!
It's early on the first day as I write this, my suhoor hasn't even digested yet. I wish I had a nice answer for this question, but the fact is I'm just trying to survive it in one piece. Ramadan this year falls in a somewhat difficult time for my family where we can't afford, well, time. It's wishful thinking to assume our schedule will allow for any additional thing when we're already living in half-hour chunks from the moment we wake up to the moment we fall asleep.
That being said, I do have goals! They're just not what you'd expect, like trying to do a khatma. That's unlikely. Instead, besides just trying to survive, I'm really hoping that the schedule change during Ramadan allows me to implement any one of the changes I'm trying to do anyway.
1. Be more mindful when I read Quran (even 5 minutes of mindfulness is better for me than 20 minutes of blind reading).
2. Be more consistent in my son's education at home (30-40 minutes skills work before school isn't that much time per day but it'll have a huge impact over time!).
3. Carve out time in the day for my physical health (even if you manage 5-10 minutes of walking before or after futoor, it's something!).
4. Do better at housekeeping this mess (~1-2 hours regularly or daily beats 4 hours once or twice a week).
5. Dedicate time to support husband's Ramadan goals (sitting with him for 15 minutes to keep him on track is still more than letting him rely on his poor executive functioning skills).
6. Tackle the backlog. There's always a backlog, but right now a few items that have been left undone too long are having consequences, especially the things affecting my health and my family.
7. Mental health. The way I've been letting it decline hasn't been helping anyone. It's hard work to sit with your demons, but it's Ramadan, so they're all chained up!
8. Bite the bullet around well-meaning but ultimately tactless family and/or friends. Socializing is difficult.
I wish I had time to do all of them, but getting even one or two going would be nice.
They're mostly the kinds of goals that are stepping stones on the way to more luxurious, privileged goals like having the time, health, and resources to attend taraweeh daily. Maybe in another year or two, inshallah we'll see easier Ramadans.
There is nothing more I can do for our brothers and sisters in Palestine than what I'm already doing. If nothing else, put in a daily click.
Oh, and I really like this goal setting sheet from this year.
Day 2
#RamadanChallenge2024#notetaeker#my ramadan goals are#a7tisib il ajr#for things i'm doing in my daily life anyway#so to summarize#mindfulness
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“now this is real horror, it makes you uncomfortable and doesn’t rely on cheap jumpscares” would it kill you to stop being such a prick and have fun for once. could you try anyway
#in case it wasn’t clear my point here is that its really annoying to find an intriguing piece of horror media and see that all anyone really#wants to talk about is how good it is because it doesn’t use jumpscares or other such ‘cheap tricks’ to frighten/unnerve you#is it true that some horror movies/franchises overuse jumpscares(& such) to the point where they lower the value of the film?#yes. especially when mainstream corporations try to capitalize off horror.#are there jumpscares that add to the film and fit the tone of the movie? yes. especially in horror comedies (which i’ve noticed tend to get#taken less seriously than films with little to no comedic elements. but that’s not the point right now)#so to summarize#a horror medias usage of jumpscares is not a black-and-white indicator or the films worth because not all jumpscares are created equal and#pointing out that a piece of horror media you like doesn’t use jumpscares(and using that to show how ‘good’ it is) doesn’t make you sound#smart- you sound like a snob and i no longer want to converse with you#marble shoot#horror#horror movies
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anya deserved so much better
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing art#mouthwashing anya#ibon draws#cw eye strain#eye strain#just in case#massive trigger warning for people interested in the game 😭i myself had to just listen to a video summarizing it#because i don't do well with heavy games like that especially as a survivor and someone with cptsd myself#the way in which she was systematically failed and gaslit by the others even after the fact felt eerily similar to what i experience#'in the back of my mind it's always there' how it feels to have cptsd in the aftermath is so realistically depicted by anya- i can confirm#take care of yourselves ok <3 i wish us all healing and safety
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in light of the recent news that Iranian President Ebrahim Raisi has been found dead after a helicopter crash you might be wondering 'who the hell is this guy and why are so many people celebrating his death??' and i'm here to answer that!
to fully understand what's going on we need to look into Iran's history: when the Iranian revolution in 1979 happened the authoritarian king who was ruling at that time was overthrown, but the ensuing power vacuum lead to the islamic regime seizing power and establishing Iran as an islamic republic
the following years were incredibly cruel to the Iranian people; thousands of people (especially minorities) have been protesting against the strict islamic regime leading to many being jailed, tortured and executed.
and this is where Raisi played a big part: in 1988 he was part of a committee that ordered the execution of thousands of political prisoners who were protesting the islamic regime, earning himself the title of "the butcher of tehran"
do not be fooled by what the state media wants you to believe, the Iranian people are celebrating his death. he was a cruel mass murderer who has destroyed the lives of thousands of people, his death should be used as a time to mourn for all the suffering he has caused, and bring new attention to the political prisoners still being held in Iranian prisions today
because sadly the fight is far from over. many of you have probably heard of the murder of Mahsa Jina Amini back in 2022, causing a new wave of nationwide protests and establishing the "woman, life, freedom" movement. the regime has gotten increasingly cruel in their treatment of the Iranian people, especially women, but the people of Iran are not deterred and keep fighting for a free Iran.
if you want to know how you can help, please keep talking about us. the one thing the regime hates is international attention, and in the past it has been proven that international pressure has stopped the regime from executing various political prisoners. people like Toomaj Salehi are under imminent threat of execution and spreading their names could save their lives. so whether you share social media posts or talk to your family and friends about what is happening in Iran, anything helps 🙏🏼
jin, jiyan, azadi ✌🏼
#iran#ebrahim raisi#global news#woman life freedom#iran news#politics#turns out trying to summarize decades of oppression into a semi-coherent tumblr post is harder than i thought#so i tried to make it as short and accurate as possible ! but let me know if any elaboration is needed#this is far from what i usually post but i thought someone might appreciate the explanation <3#and i will not stand for anyone mourning that guy may he rot in hell#thank you to everyone who took the time to read this it means a lot to me !!
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#I'm going back to work after this last week of my sick leave#and only now have I realised#how much happened in the last few months#and how I would not predict this turns of event#so to summarize#mental breakdown#deciding to quit my job and medicine all together#getting medicated /again/ and deciding not to quit after all#getting officially engaged to my wife/would be married if not for our homophobic government/#growing some mushrooms and having my first psychodelic trip#getting a cat#I don't even try to plan anything anymore#life just happens and there's nothing you can do about it
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alternate apocalypse ending or something who the hcrist knows anymore
#mcu#xmen movies#xmen#xmen apocalypse#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#almost posted this to the wrong blog omg i wouldve thrown up#this dumb as hell forgive me chat#unrelated i thought today was sunday but no it's. 4AM saturday THAT MEANS ITS CHERIK POSTING TIME#i thought of binning this like five times but ive convinced myself i like enough of this to keep it#at the very least im making myself chortle at the mini charles in the corner. like yeah that about summarizes it donnit#anyway the reason why we're here. highkey just wanted charles to grab his waist SORRY#and this was the first thing i thought of so. Apocalypse But Erik Directs The Ending jvlkeajl#my god i was gonna say something else but. i forgot#oh wait no i remember hold on. uhhh something something charles shouldve fought harder or whatever erik said in dofp#dofp IS before apocalypse i know this but it applicable. probably. im not gonna think bout it on whats essentially a shitpost#ok im sleeping now bye. ive got more doodles i wanna do but my god im sleepy. or at least i should sleep
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Oh hey, i almost forgot to live blog my bad choices.
So last night my teeth hurt real bad. Woke me up from sleep bad. And I ended up using clove essential oil to numb it.
Which is okay if you dilute it with say, olive oil and use a cotton swab to apply it or something.
I just stumbled for my clove oil in the dark, put a drop or two on my finger and rubbed it in there.
So if you see a news story about a dumb white girl who died of liver failure, remember me fondly. <3
#Meow.#Nah I should be fine.#I tried my best not to swallow any of it.#Oh and uh. The numbing effect only lasts a couple minutes.#which wasn’t long enough to get me to sleep.#So to summarize#Don’t do this.
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I forgot he had a birthday. Happy late birth little guy.
#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#tian guan ci fu#xie lian#summarizing tgcf without having read any of it#except I do now#eeeeh did I make a new tag for it idr#happy birthday xie lian#myart#tbf i don't even remember real birthdays let alone fictional ones#so here he's disappointed but not surprised#happy broth#someone send that to me in a dm once hehe happy broth
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this was less of a danganronpa v3 redesign and more of a "drawing the drv3 characters in outfits i would actually enjoy drawing more than once" but it got completely out of hand
anyway - day three of trying to defeat artblock went great and [commissions are open] again <3
#danganronpa#danganronpa v3#drv3#killing harmony#oh boy here we go#ryoma hoshi#himiko yumeno#kokichi ouma#angie yonaga#kiibo#k1b0#keebo#does he have a last name? i dont think so#maki harukawa#tenko chabashira#kaede akamatsu#shuichi saihara#miu iruma#tsumugi shirogane#kirumi tojo#rantaro amami#korekiyo shinguji#gonta gokuhara#stopping myself from rambling about all of my design choices bc they can all be summarized by i did what i felt like doing ghfdjsk
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#And Then Stuff Happens In A Carriage 😂😂😂😂
#And Then Stuff Happens In A Carriage#dead#them summarizing this season so far#chefs kiss#i love them#polin#penelope x colin#colin x penelope#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton#love#luke newton#nicola coughlan#bridgerton
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sooo,,,, wHO WAS GONNA TELL ME THAT MY WIFE HAS COME HOME
#the interview was goldddd#talking about having to look stylish but sweating in his suit#laughing about max‘s penalty but defending swearing#shading timo glock for getting beat by his teammate#timo glock yapping about what might be wrong with rb & nico saying he just asked the rb engineers#looking RATTLED when lewis walked by#brocedes crumbs istg#absolutly insane#i recorded it so i‘ll summarize after fp3#f1#formula one#formula 1#singapore gp 2024#nico rosberg#sky germany
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(Whit did, in fact, gaf, but he wasn't about to let anyone know that.)
#also known as: the beginning of 2-13 summarized#danganronpa despair time#drdt#drdt chapter 2 part 2 spoilers#whit young#levi fontana#fanganronpa#hello it's me putting whit in a meme again. i'm very predictable#trying to figure out how to mimic the class trial lighting was interesting. i think i got pretty close though#i wound up using a screenshot of the first canon dr class trial grounds instead bc i couldn't get a good screencap of the drdt one#but this is the one with the same color scheme as the real one so idk if anyone would even notice that if i didn't say#also this is very clearly inspired by the “nothing in life matters” meme if ya couldn't tell :D#my art#fanart#drdt spoilers#oh my god I just realized I tagged this as dis/venture camp and not drdt spoilers#I am so sorry dis/venture campers
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sunstone..? perhaps???
anon ur so real for this... they're my faves since i first played rw
havent drawn them in a loong time though so i doodled these real quick :^)
#rain world#five pebbles#seven red suns#rw sunstone#my art#also to clarify because im annoying and love overexplaining things ☝️🤓#the quote on the second pic is supposed to summarize their feelings towards the great task#and each other too of course#in that theyre kinda right to feel isolated because a lot of other iterators dont talk about this feeling of pointlessness#but theyre still being a tad pretentious here#just because people dont talk about their struggles doesnt mean theyre not struggling!#suns does understand this to a degree#but still#so much of their dialogue reads like a “you're the only one who gets me” kinda thing#okay ill stop rambling#ill never get over these two
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I know people hate “bully/victim” ships so IM SORRY theres just a silly modern au bully bingge idea i’ve been thinking about a lot lately .
cw for the above mentioned dynamic!!
Luo Binghe getting into some exclusive academy after finding out about his family’s inheritance. He immediately hates all these out of touch rich people… all of them except for Shen Yuan.
They have a basic meet cute. Shen Yuan spills Binghe’s coffee and offers to buy him a new one, giving him a tour of their campus while they’re out. He introduces him to the librarians and the office staff. Binghe is certain this is way too good to be true, and Shen Yuan has got to have some ulterior motive.
One some base level he knows Shen Yuan is a good person that is being kind for him for no particular reason. He’s seen him do the same for other people. But the idea of him being just one of the many people Shen Yuan is friendly with makes him feel bitter and self-conscious. So he’s like fuck it, I hate Shen Yuan actually he’s gotta be a green tea bitch or something (because if he’s not it will literally shatter his world-view if he finds out not all people are greedy and bad)
Hear me out . listen. Pushing someone around is something that can be so homoerotic
Bingge picking on Shen Yuan and being super, super aroused the whole time. He’ll dump water on shen yuan as a joke, then ignore everyone else laughing bc shen yuan’s shirt is sticking to his skin and his nipples got hard because the water was cold-
Or he’ll take shen yuan’s glasses and hold it above his head so shen yuan has to stand on his tip toes and come really close to try to grab it back (one time he even tripped and fell against binghe’s chest!!) Because he’s nearsighted, sometimes Shen Yuan will even forget to put distance between their faces and be within kissing range while he argues with Binghe.
Once he snuck into the changing room and stole shen yuan’s clothes so he would have to walk back to his dorm in his swim trunks. He definitely didn’t take pictures of Shen Yuan’s blushing face walking back to his room half naked and he definitely didn’t keep the clothes and sniff them like a weirdo haha…
It’s an average day for them (Binghe takes shen yuan by the wrists and holds him against the wall and calls him a fragile little princess and taunts him by saying he’s not strong enough to break out of his hold. Prime bullying tactic for someone you’re in love with 1. Binghe gets to see live reaction of sy’s face when he’s pinned down and struggling and can save that image for later use 2. Physical closeness, they’re practically pressed together 3. Shen yuan bruises easily and seeing binghe’s handprints on his wrists for like a week is super satisfying 4. Binghe can call him romantic pet names like princess or wife and shen yuan will just think binghe is calling him effeminate as an insult)
Luo Binghe even lifts Shen Yuan’s hands above him to catch both wrists with one hand and says, “You can’t even get out if I only use one hand?” It makes Shen YUan flush red from humiliation in suuuch an adorable way.
So anyway, Binghe is picking on shen yuan in the back room of some office somewhere, doing his whole routine because he’s been hurt too many times in life to be vulnerable with someone again and this is his only way to achieve intimacy with the person he loves. He’s been saving the “are you sure you’re a man? Maybe I should check” card for a long time and he’s so excited to use it. He’ll even say something about Shen Yuan’s dick being so short, he should just wear a skirt and become a real man’s wife, and that’s BULLYING, it’s NOT a kink, binghe does NOT jerk off to the thought of Shen Yuan wearing short dresses and greeting him home, he DOESN’T. (he does)
Before he can fulfill this amazing plan, Liu Qingge, another man in their year, barges in?? Obviously, they fight and Binghe’s chance to feminize his crush slips through his fingers
The worst thing is ??? Liu Qingge rescued Shen Yuan like some righteous prince saving the damsel in a fairy tale. Shen Yuan is not allowed to have a storybook romance with someone else! He hates Liu Qingge so much it’s unreal
It becomes impossible to corner Shen Yuan and get some time alone. He and that Qingge guy are together more and more often. Liu Qingge is in the library carrying Shen Yuan’s books now? Now they’re always hanging out on the grass having lunch?? They’re discussing what electives they can take together?!?!
It’s been like a month since he’s gotten to properly tease shen Yuan and he needs it bad. If he doesn’t pull down shen yuan’s pants in public to embarrass him (and see his ass) soon, he might actually die.
Then he spots him: Shen Yuan walking to class. Unaccompanied.
Luo Binghe is so overcome with exhilarated relief, he doesn’t even think about what he’s gonna do. He just runs over, ignores Shen Yuan’s screaming, throws him over his shoulder like a bag of rice, and carries him away.
Shen Yuan freaks the hell out because, okay, petty insults and light fighting are one thing, but he’s straight up getting kidnapped?? That’s not bullying anymore, that’s a crime!!
Binghe knows he only has so much time before Qingge manages to find them. He needs somewhere he can hide – he races back to his room before he can plan any further. He throws Shen Yuan on the bed, locks the door, and sighs in relief.
Shen Yuan is sure he’s gonna die. He has no idea what he ever did to piss Binghe off so bad. Yes, he spilled his coffee, but he got him another one!
Binghe takes a seat on the bed as well. He averts his eyes away from him bashfully, but glances back periodically like a maiden trying to play coy. Shen yuan has no idea how to navigate whats happening. He backs up on the bed until he hits the wall and holds up a pillow like a shield, except- there’s something underneath.
It’s the cucumber patterned gag boxers he got as a joke from airplane. No one in the world would buy them. “Is- is this my underwear?”
Binghe lunges at him to knocks the evidence out of Shen Yuan’s hand, but instead pushes him onto his back and ends up with his hands on either side of Shen Yuan’s head.
Shen Yuan is shocked in place. Binghe, on the other hand, is in bullying-cute-boy withdrawl. He sees Shen Yuan's beautiful face flustered by their position, on Binghe's bed, and POUNCES.
Now that Shen Yuan finally understands his feelings, Binghe has permission to torment him! And he does. For hours, with various tools and against every surface.
#i want to bully shen yuan so fucking bad#not a fic or a shortly summarized idea but a third more sinister thing#svsss#shen yuan#bingyuan#luo binghe#bingqiu#binggeyuan#modern au#allpiesforourown
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nuh uh (papertrail au)
#does anyone remember papertrail au? I do. I think about it sometimes#isat#in stars and time#isat odile#isat siffrin#papertrail au#day 106#wugh. 4 days of no post? sorry about that yall I'm really losing it here#anyways papertrail au! good chance folks dont know about it so lemme briefly summarize here#This is originally justarandomperson (jarp's) au as linked above; but this one's definitely my personal take on it#Everything is the same but since equipment carries over loops; the states of the equipment carry over as well#Including; say; a certain researcher's notes#This is sus odile route pushed up to the max basically#and eventually siffrin would want to try to snatch the book from odile to prevent her from finding out about the loops#Confrontation! Inner party conflict!! Yippee!!!#Do they succeed? Will Odile figure it out and confront Siffrin before they do?#isat au
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#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#goodomensedit#my gifs#tvgifs#tvedit#small size so I could fit them both in frame#I do wonder how long aziraphale would have gone on if crowley hadn't been like no babe this isn't the time or place#like he started at the BEGINNING#how does one summarize 6000 years of existence
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