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You know what, fuck your Henry Potter headcannons here's some of the girls headcannons that doesn't involve any of the boys + fancast
All
Played DnD together
They all knew the passwords to get into each other's dorms
Had a book club
Favorite hangout spot was by the lake
Would pull a lot of pranks, but no one ever knew it was them
After Hogwarts they all got matching tattoos
Lived close by so that they could walk to each other's houses
Many girls trips
They were called the Crusaders
Sleepovers.
Lily Evans
Working class Midlands accent
Short but slouchs so she looks shorter than she actually is
Loves romance books
Favorite author is Jane Austen
Also loves to read muggle comics
Her favorite superhero is Spider-Man
Has ADHD and OCD but didn't get diagnosed till later in life
Freckles, everywhere
Bisexual and totally had a crush on Mary when she was younger
Plus Size
Sarcastic and snarky as fuck
Amazing writer but horrible handwriting
She tried really hard to be the wingman for Marlene and Dorcas
<3 ABBA <3
Was everyone's gay awakening
Wanted to grow her own food and garden more but hated dirt
Greek Mythology nerd
Had a lot of plants but never knew how to care for them
Doesn't like to watch Quidditch but read a lot about it
Cottagecore
Favorite color is Green
Hates the cold and loves summer
Hibiscus tea lover
Fighter
Mary MacDonald
Has a lot of siblings, is the oldest
Owns a lot of cameras and loves taking photos of her friends
Bisexual and had a crush on Lily
Best class was charms
Loves doing makeup
Plans all the sleepovers
Makes jewelry
Coffee > Tea
Pink was her favorite color
Loudest and most contagious laugh
Friends with almost everyone
Plays the trumpet, I have no reason she just has the vibes of a trumpet player
Paints her nails a different color every week
Dog person
Owns a record player that is covered in stickers
Hippie fashion sense
Grew up in a poorer area
Sewed a lot of her own clothes and makes things for her friends
Best friends with her mom
Christmas is her favorite holiday
Loves to listen to Lily rant about books even when she has no idea what she's saying
<3 Fleetwood Mac <3
Favorite flower is an Iris
Sorcerer
Marlene McKinnon
Lily made her realize she was a Lesbian
Thick scottish accent
Was Minerva's favorite student
Beater for Gryffindor Quidditch team
Really good at art
Does her own piercings
Ambivert but it depends on who she's with
Tallest in the group
Doesn't like anyone touching her hair other than Dorcas
Is the only one Mary let's do her makeup
Favorite color is red
LOVES leather
Ur mom jokes
Nazareth lover
Also Stevie Nicks fan
She cut her hair the same as Stevie Nick
Loves watching horror movies with Lily
Never wears her uniform the right way
Puts hot sauce on EVERYTHING
Bass player
I'm sorry but she is a lightweight
Pins and buttons on all her clothes
Really wanted a dog growing up but they couldn't afford one
Barbarian
Dorcas Meadowes
Has a lot of crystals
Best friends with Pandora and they talk a lot about astrology
Fell in love with Marlene at first sight
Slytherin, I'm not sure if it's cannon but she just is
Quidditch chaser
Favorite weather is cloudy and rainy
Punk hippie
Taught Lily how to care for her plants
Has a nose piercing
LESBIAN!!!
Horrible flirt
Might of had a crush on Pandora at some point
New about the tunnels and used them regularly
Favorite subject was potions but sucked at them
Very mixed friend group with a lot of Ravenclaws, Hufflepuff, Slytherin, and Gryffindor friends
Played Quidditch with her parents when she was younger
Makes tea with Lily while they gossip
Draws with Marlene
Second tallest in the group and hates that Marlene uses it against her(secretly loves it)
Loves coconut flavored things but hates coconut
Dolly Parton fan
Owns a lot of rainbow things
Loves psychological horror books
Druid
Pandora Lovegood
Very important to me that Xenophilius took her last name
Obviously hippie
Made friendship bracelets for all her friends
Vegan
Had a lot of pets. A lot
A few consisted of three cats, four frogs, two snakes, and a bird(yes she had more)
Grew up in a small cottage with a single mother
Marlene gave her a few piercings
Trans mtf
Ravenclaw
Was really good friends with Lily
She and Lily planed out play dates for Harry and Luna while Pandora was pregnant and before Lily died
Was the one that had the idea for a book club
Flower crown enthusiast
Always wore skirts no matter the occasion
Helped the house elves clean
Painted her nails with Mary
Drove a Volkswagen Beetle that Marlene painted on
Youngest in her group
Hyperfixation on dragons
Asked the sorting hat to put her in Ravenclaw because her favorite color was blue(not to say she wasn't smart enough to be in it)
Hung out a lot with Sybill Trelawney
Lily introduced her to muggle comics and Pandora's favorite hero was Startfire
Bard
#harry potter#marauders#marauders era#marauders girls#the crusaders#lily evans#mary macdonald#marlene mckinnon#dorcas meadowes#pandora lovegood#marylily#dorlene#marauders hc#marauders headcanon#so tired of people completely ignoring them#like we have the Slytherin Skittles but no decide name for any of the girl groups?#like come on#if no one else will then i guess its up to me#oh and fuck j.k.#i would add more characters but im tired#james potter#remus lupin#sirius black#peter pettigrew#regulus black
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i think this was funnier in my head.
#puppy draws#yo-kai watch#katie forester#jibanyan#whisper#whisper ykw#usapyon#hailey anne thomas#as a diagnosed autistic person i can confirm that the autism evaluation results#just being a picture of the autism creature with text saying you have the tism is accurate#i don't even remember how this idea came to me i think i was just overly tired this morning and then this happened#also ignore the fact that i refuse to accept nate as being canon protagonist katie is like way better sorry besties <3#that's like 80% a joke. every main yo-kai watch character is my blorbo and nate is included in that#i just also prefer katie. playing 3 and rewatching the anime + reading the manga did endear me to nate more though#i like how he's average but also totally bisexual. no i will not elaborate#why do my tags always get so derailed. uhhhh back to autism. hailey is so fucking autistic ngl#there's like at least five different instances in 3 of her just completely failing to read the room#she's totally hyperfixated on sailor cuties and next harmeowny#she has adhd vibes too i think but. the tism is very strong#i can't decide my favorite part of this between the “yippee!! you have the tism” image and jibanyan asking what autism is#he doesn't know because he has autism by default through being a cat he didn't need a diagnosis#i feel like all of them are autistic tbh but that's probably just me projecting. i totally gave katie autism in the rewrite though#i wasn't even trying to i just don't know what neurotypicals are like because i got that autistic rizz. and adhd rizz. mostly the adhd#i am definitely also autistic but i think my adhd effects me a lot more in day-to-day life#since i usually just interact with my moms who know i'm autistic and are also both neurodivergent#and people online. most of who are autistic because it's mostly on tumblr and this is the autism website#yo-kai watch more like yo-gay watchtism amirite-#oh also very amused by hailey just poofing into existence in the second picture. as you do
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genuinely why is there so much misinformation about the guardians of childhood book series?
#Lemme be a toxic fan for a moment bc im so tired and stressed and i need to yell my silly fandom frustrations out to the void#The people saying Jack is fourteen in them. No.#He can manipulate his age from 11 to 18 and is dating a 25 yr old#people still insist that the books are connected to the movie despite there being no possibility for that since 2018#And like they totally guess what happens in the books#I saw someone try to say that dreamworks were being 'weird' and aged Jack up to ship him with tooth but in the books he was a child#three things: He's not fourteen (see above for age. He's essentially an adult and is treated as such) and is dating an adult#And he didn't make an official appearance in the books until 2018. Six years AFTER the movies release#and thirdly dreamworks aged him DOWN????#Joyce's og idea was an adult with a wife + kids ???#Like what are you talking about#never mind the people insisting that JACK IS 12???? NO??? Where did you get ur information bc wtf???#the movie started production (in 2008) before any of the books even existed (first book was published in 2011)#We have no idea how much of the books they had! The most they had were Joyce's ideas that were subject to change (and boy did they change)#the walking eggs in the movie didn't come from the book (even tho they're in there) they came from Joyce's doodling on notes!#The third book published alongside the movie tie-in books and then days later the finished film premiered at the Mill Valley Film Festival#by the time the second book rolled around (2012) the movie was probably finished and was just getting distributed by paramount and#was possibly even finished in 2011! Four years of production of the movie and then the first book got released#I cannot express enough how much the books are not the source material for the movie. If anything is it's the 2005 short film Joyce made#God it's so infuriating to see people discussing the books like they're the Bible without having read it. I get so irrationally upset#And why are we talking about the books like they have any relevance to the movie after 2018? that book completely severed all ties#Like I get it if people want to connect them but you'd have to ignore the entire last book to do that (which yeah most do)#but there's so many assumptions about the books and it makes it clear who got their into from fan rumors and who actually read them#if you are basing ur understanding of a book you've never read based on fanfic maybe you just shouldn’t say anything about the book#rotg#rise of the guardians#guardians of childhood#goc
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Idk if this is a hot take but why is it always “Kai slaved away and worked his ass off to raise his sister” and never the other way round or them working hard together?
Like, I know he’s older but in the show, does he really… act older? Like if you think about Kai and Nya’s dynamic yknow? Because from my understanding:
When Kai and Nya are introduced we see Kai fail at making a sword and Nya being the one to chide him for it. Kai makes an overconfident statement about wanting to be a better blacksmith than his father. This suggests that one, Kai is rather rash as well as inexperienced (something that lines up with the rest of his character arc in the pots and also generally), with Nya being the more mature figure in contrast
Also just a note but in the shorts: “I can handle it!” “No you can’t, stupid”
Kai frequently being very good at neglecting people or things: leaving Lloyd at an arcade whilst being focused on finding samurai x, not even knowing samurai x was Nya or that she only did it because she felt left out by him, completely abandoning both Nya and Lloyd in s3 (and Ik he was going through it at the time, but in line with the fandom’s characterisation of him)
Kai in season 5: “After I lost my dad, I lost my way. But I was lucky to have my sister watch over me”
Generally, their dynamic isn’t one where Kai really provides for Nya at all. In fact, judging by the fact that Nya can make entire mechs and Kai struggled to make a sword, Nya was probably busting her ass to provide for Kai. And judging by the s5 quote, that’s probably true. I’m not saying Nya raised Kai, it just rubs me the wrong way when she’s treated like a decorative flourish to a narrative that paints Kai as a burnt out child who was forced to grow up too soon especially since that is such a mischaracterisation of him in the first place.
#all I’m saying is that it’s weird we undersell all of the sister’s capabilities just so we can present the brother as tormented and burdened#ignoring the fact that he spent all his days in the gap between the pilots and s1 playing video games#like I’m sorry kai is a pathetic baby girl in the show and I LOVE HIM THE WAY HE IS#okay yeah I snapped a little#I’m just tired of everyone mischaracterising him yknow#like I’m sorry bestie he’s not that capable he’s a loser man and I am ready to love loser men#i just think that it’s an incredibly stereotypical dynamic to have one male character who everyone completely#over exaggerates their struggles to the point of making it seem that everyone else in the story either doesn’t suffer or is an asshole for#not noticing the suffering of this one hot guy#this happens in many fandoms and I think this is what’s happening here#hhhhh#I’m sorry if Kai is ur favourite and this opinion upsets you I don’t mean to be bitch#I’m just really not into this interpretation of him#again this isn’t a dog at his character I just thing people don’t get him a lot of the time#and you know what Nya is also super undersold as a character#like where’s the fucking Nya Lloyd sibling content?#she mentored Lloyd too? she taught him how to ride dragons she stayed with him on the bounty she and Lloyd only had eachother in s9#what about them??#Kai gets too woobified and Nya doesn’t get woobified enough that’s my opinion#alright I’m done sorry#Ninjago#rant#ig this is a#ninjago analysis#i won’t tag characters cuz I don’t want to make anyone upset#and again I’m sorry if I do
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#long talk in tags incoming i guess#i don't understand why people keep following me when everything i do is complaining lately#and not about dnp per se. but about how the work is done and how their team *coughs* martyn *coughs* is handling stuff#i'm just looking at all this mess and i can't agree with basically anything#everything goes against my beliefs when it comes to work organisation. customer focus and etc.#and i'm trying SO hard to mildly help for free. and i'm just getting ignored. but that's like.. basic fixing and shit#any decent company would do it and say thank you for noticing and letting us know#but not irl merch lmao#and it all feels and looks like a massive joke#and i'm so so tired to basically pay for existence of this mess#i'm rethinking a lot of tour related decisions i made. and i know the reason i made them was about travelling more than the show itself#so i don't completely regret it#i'm just so tired of being spat in the face (figuratively speaking) over and over again#and tired of no one taking their job seriously ffs#neither martyn nor dnp nor their fucking editors#and i'm doing all that not for attention or whatever. but because I really care for the words to be correct and for the fucking text..#.. to be in the middle. like idc about the credit or WHO i need to ask for it to be fixed. i just want it to be fixed#so it looks good and how it should look#like. it's not that hard to put a little care into the things you do and getting paid for#I don't understand how it became so normalized. how being a bad manager is okay if you work with a fanbase and you're a 'small company'#a small company who has more than enough money to hire people to check things btw. if only anyone cared#i'm just so so tired of caring. because apparently it's not something everyone else does.#and i can let it slide when it comes to dnp. they are not being literally hired to do it. but others..... yeah#today was a moment when i thought 'that's a perfect opportunity to leave. enough.'#but the tour is in 1.5 months and i have tickets so i can't leave lmao#what kind of joke that is? oh and i know i'm fully responsible for this mild breakdown#personal
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#sp#south park#i want to write a fic abt their whole thing in the buddha box episode cuz i feel like a ton of people make it seem like craig hates tweek o#smth. NOT THE CASE !!!!! hes just a kid and hes overwhelmed and he feels like its too much sometimes and he feels like hes responsible for#tweeks emotions. not saying that completely justifies it . but he isolates himself n his emotions cuz otherwise he doesnt know how to deal#them. meanwhile unlike him tweek CANT ignore or isolate his emotions . and hes dealing w so much and when he finds out why craig got the bu#dha box he may be devestated and think of himself as a burden. they deeply care abt one another and love each other and craig makes tweek#feel more confident in himself while tweek makes craig break out of his shell abd learn to accept emootions . but theyre still taking thei#time mkay? and now i either want to write them resolving this conflct#or just go lazy and make tweek fucking die while craig is in his own bubble lmao#though im sick n tired of ppl portraying craig as downright abusive not the case partner#though theyre a healthy couple and they push through and learn from their arguments#sp creek#creek sp#craig tucker#tweek tweak#craig x tweek#tweek x craig#buddha box#toki rambles#in the tags at least#my polls#south park polls
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Not the like to reblog ratio being so frustrating that I'm considering doing free YCHs in exchange for reblogs.....
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#not the first time I've done free art in exchange for an extremely simple task#sometimes it feels like people can't read#they can look at my art but as soon as I ask them to reblog it#they act like they can't see what I wrote#tumblr doesn't have an algorithm.#the like button does nothing#like actually#it does NOTHING. it's just a little button that you press#but it helps no-one and changes nothing#except for making a number go up#and it's absolutely phenomenal#how many times I've seen artists ask for people to reblog their posts#just to be completely ignored#it almost feels?? disrespectful???#like they care about the art but not the artist#you like having pretty things to look at#but you don't wanna help the person that gives it to you#I genuinely want to know why people don't reblog posts#what makes it so hard for you?#what is it about pressing anything other than a heart that feels so impossible?#whatever reason you may have#I'm tired of it.#so if you guys really need a REASON to reblog#I'll give it to you#if you guys really need a reward for doing the BARE MINIMUM#I'll give it to you.#anyway extra tags that you can ignore//#artists on tumblr#art#ych
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#current 3 am thoughts that are making me feel a little insane#I constantly feel as if I’ll never experience a love or desire that isn’t born out of lust#or intentions to only take from me and never give#the only love I’ve ever known is fleeting and transactional and conditional on how I showed up for someone#never allowing me to show as myself or ask for any of my needs to be met#or ask to simply be seen and known#and it’s become so familiar#so ingrained in that I unconsciously seek out connection and attachment that feels that way#because it’s hard to train yourself to recognize that you deserve way more than that#and it’s also hard to let someone love#you in the ways you deserve#which includes letting them love all the things that other people broke#and it’s so hard for me to let someone else do that#my brain tells me ‘this isn’t their fault. they shouldn’t have to fix this.’#‘they shouldn’t have to deal with the things that are broken in order to love me’#and in this I keep myself at an arms distance to what I really want#and keep inviting in what I don’t want#or completely shutting myself out from both of those things#and the cycle never ends#I’m tired it’s late ignore this#mine#text post#late night thoughts
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the concept of having children being so tied into political ambitions and machinations throughout history means that a lot of people do seem to straight up forget that these people were, like, family, and likely acted as such a lot of the time
#personal#a post brought to you by three things#thing one: i got woken up at five am by some kind of fire truck so i'm tired and babbling#thing two: remembered how people get Weird about catherine of aragon and anne boleyn's miscarriages#and seem to completely ignore that for all the dynastic ambitions of it all these were also wanted pregnancies by both parents#and those losses came with heavy emotions behind them as well as physical trauma#and thing three: i tried reading an episode summary of that horrible domina show to see what the fuck was going on there#and what do you MEAN augustus agrees to kill one of his stepsons???? those are his fucking kids!!!!!!#like he's a human being who raised one of them since literal birth and the other since very early childhood!!!!#it makes SENSE that he'd be emotionally attached and view them as his children just as much as julia!!!!#that's just how human beings and human emotions work!!!!#honestly why even tell a story about historical figures if you're not gonna acknowledge their humanity in your writing#instead of making them one note caricatures#(it's why the tudors works and domina can go fuck itself)#(for this and its litany of other sins)#(anyway i'm gonna go back to thinking about augustus and his role as a father specifically that's always a fun time for me)
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I love writers I love when they ramble on abt characters and their motivations, their core values and the reasons why they react to things in certain ways and having character interactions work off of each other due to their differing ways of viewing the world and in general I just love character analysis
#as someone who loves humans and human behaviours and figuring out why people react to things the ways that they do#uhhh I'm actually surprisingly really bad @ writing characters with those same traits 😅#unless it is smth I can connect to on some sort of level like a few of my characters have issues that I specifically relate to#thereforee I can understand the ways they act in certain circumstances#BUT when it comes to characters that are like almost entirely outside of my wavelength it's pretty hard for me to understand how they work#and it's pretty basic habits and behaviours I just fuckin lack them in general#like the concept of clinginess or abandoment issues or wanting to stay around people who treat you badly or jealousy or missing people#also love like I understand my type of love but my type of love isn't typical from what I've seen from others#even some of my own past issues like dealing with trauma have kinda been lost on me especially bcuz I'm the type to ignore stuff#like I just ignored it til it came back to bite me in the ass and had to just kinda struggle with it and go completely numb#until I got tired of feeling that way and pulled myself outta it step by step and my various negative ways of thinking elude me#since I just gradually built myself up and rearranged my brain so that all negative thinking eventually turns into dust#whether be positive or purely neutral until I'm able to handle it better#REGARDLESS I try to get a sense of what these other traits are like and how exactly they work for people but it is VERY difficult for me#bcuz the stuff is just such an alien emotion to me like people get REALLY emotional about things that simply aren't a problem for me#and I wish I could understand why and what goes on in the brain that causes that but my brain just doesn't work that way#SOOO me trying to make characters of typical issues I see people having DOESN'T really work when I have no idea what's going on#like IN GENERAL my characters need to have more emotion behind them but the emotions I need them to have are#like I said before. something I totally lack ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ so I have no idea how to do it#I mean I think I need like a check list I need to make a list of traits my characters have in general cuz I never write anything down#it'd be easier to figure it out if I had words to go along with it and then I could figure out the behaviours behind those words#plus I need to draw my characters cuz I'm very much a visual person I can't get as good of a feel without some visuals along with it
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trying to interact w genshin fandom is just constantly playing russian roulette and losing
like is this random user normal about kaeya and diluc or are they convinced that kaeya’s name is ragnvindr? are they normal about kaeya and diluc or do they ignore everything diluc has to say?
are they normal about kaeya and diluc or do they ignore the original text in favor of a mistranslated snippet that has a meaning opposite what they think?
are they normal about kaeya and diluc or do they call everyone that prefers canon over their headcanon a freak?
go on, give it a spin. i promise some of the chambers are empty.
#moi#salt is salt#genshin#it doesn’t even matter how many times ppl refute their claims#bc they just don’t fucking care#and then they try to get cute all ‘wow it’s so racist that you think china condones incest’ you stupid motherfucker.#what’s racist is insisting that the english translation is superior to the ORIGINAL chinese text.#what’s racist is ignoring what the original text fucking SAYS.#because you can’t be assed to learn even the bare minimum about the language#side note: ‘i like familial kaeya and diluc’ is NOT the same as ‘ITS YUCKYBROTHERINCEST FREAKS GET OUT’#it’s completely inappropriate to throw a fit when someone asks what you think of shippers.#also why are antis incapable of just saying ‘i’m uncomfortable with that topic and would prefer not to engage with people who enjoy it’#*remembers what an anti IS* oh. right. that’s literally their whole thing is their inability to live and let live.#they are literally defined by their need to call others freaks.#deep sigh#like at this point i just don’t trust *anyone* that doesn’t actively ship them#bc at least with them it’s clear where they stand#i can’t believe they’re STILL trying to use the hangout as ‘evidence’ like bro it literally says the OPPOSITE#i’m so fucking tired#genshin impact
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I feel mad >:(
#and it’s about the camera scene™️ and how people fail to. price the most obvious and blatantly clear apology known to man#*see#my man apologized for his actions there is not a whole lot he can do now considering it’s been like three years since it happened#people saying Jonathan should atone for it don’t get that he has a fucking character arch to complete#his conversations with Steven should not be about the camera scene and should be about actual relevant things to the plot#I never want to hear the camera scene talked about again after s5 cause it’s basically the same thing being said like thousands of times#that goes nowhere at all#all of those arguments really make me wish that scene did not exist at all#like I wish there was a different way Nancy and Jonathan team up together in s1#but it’s too late now and I have to accept that and just try to ignore the hate my fav gets#I do agree that his actions were bad (who wouldn’t)#and idc if Jonathan is your least favourite cause that’s your opinion and you are allowed to have it#but all the camera scene arguments from people who have a more neutral stance on him needs a separate tag we Jonathan fans who are tired#and angry at seeing them can bloke so we can enjoy our blorbo in peace#*block#anyways I’ve got work in a few hours so I’m going to go and eat breakfast and calm down#sending hugs <3<3<3
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i don't know. the tendency to go from "jason was tim's robin" to "tim didn't care about jason at all and was only ever obsessed with dick" is so weird to me and so detrimental to honest attempts at interpreting the place of both of these relationships in his canon. no matter how you read it, his original storylines are deeply affected by his impressions of both previous robins (and their actions.)
and the general mutual tendency that tim and jay fans have to say that one of them doesn't care and the other one is obsessed... i get where that temptation comes from (and that is ignoring comics that don't suit the preferred characterisation; i, for one, don't consider the "titans tower incident" to have ever happened and couldn't care less about their relationship in n52), but i think it's pretty clear that the actual situation is that they both have complicated feelings about the other? and these feelings should not dominate the narrative but they are still relevant to their storylines.
#like don't get me wrong. i don't care about tim at all <3 and i usually completely ignore him in my meta#and i don't want to read a thing about them because i'm so tired of how people portray them#but i'm not going to lie to you and say that jay probably doesn't care about his existence *at all*#because i think the fact that there was another robin after he died does unsettle him. for all the right reasons too#personally my take is that they are awkward about each other. and then they stop caring in general#<- but their respective existence is relevant to tim's original storylines and jason''s feelings post-res#it's just that i think it's less ab jay being 'replaced' and more ab- as i said- the fact that there's another robin at all#anyway that's it. the only commentary i am ever posting on them.#dc
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There's only so much we can say about wanting our female/nonbinary muses to get more attention but man it's disheartening
#being completely honest?#i probably put more work into my girls than my boys#and it sucks seeing them go underused you know?#idk man if mine don't fit a mold but#if they're too nice it's bad#if they're mean it's bad#people need to make up their mind#because honestly i prefer writing my girls more#or my enbys#IDK MAN#I'm tired of seeing so many good muses ignored just bc they're female or nb
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im going to rant
#i truly feel so alone right now and like nobody cares about me#i moved to an entirely new state and live alone and i dont know anyone#discord used to be full of friends but now everytime i tried talking in any of my servers im basically completely ignored#maybe ill get lucky and get a non verbal reaction in lieu of a response#and then i just tried telling someone hey you shouldnt use slurs because they are bad and offensive#and somehow everyone got mad at ME for not properly explaining why slurs are bad????#and then i kept asking for help someone plesse help me here if im doing bad why wont someone else explain#and then they say its just ‘your fault its all your fault you need to communicate better you started this you keep bringing it up’#but i said multiple times i was done and yet i kept getting pulled back in?$?#i tried talking in another server about it and then just got bitched at and blamed or ignored by people who i was convinced were my friends#but they werent treating me like a friend i felt like a criminal on trial#and i started crying and told them i was crying and then theyre like ‘its not that deep get over it’#and im like it IS that deep to me?? i feel like im going crazy?!#and ive been telling them this entire time how badly in strugglingand how alone i feel and then the election happened#and im like losing my fucking mind over here and NO ORN CARES#NO ONE FUCKING CARES#no one fucking cares about me#thats all this boils down to is not mattering#i dont know#i dont feel like i matter#im tired of being ignored and made to feel like its all my fault#is it my fault????#do i deserve this#do i need to stop talking??? nobod wants to talk to me#i feel like im going insane#i feel crazy#i feel alone and betrayed and abandoned and no one fucking asked if i was okay they just all…#nobody cares#nobody fucking cares#im one bad thing away from killing myself im so serious
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feel like exploding with frustration
#i’m so so so tired of hearing such harmful beliefs from people who have no evidence to back them up#and people are always so sure they are right#it’s exhausting people are so exhausting#i want to be patient but interacting with people seems to get me nowhere#can’t tell if i’m the problem or if i’m the only one who is rational at this point#it’s very lonely either way#i don’t think it’s worth listening to other people’s opinions any more#I always thought others would know better than me but idk that they do#and i’m tired of people calling me things like stupid and ignorant bc i don’t agree with them#i don’t think i’m completely stupid#maybe i’m not the one who is wrong
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