#so thats healing me lmao

[asteria7fics]

You were the first person I thought of when I saw the Stan or Kyle poll. I was like "poor Teri, having to choose between her boys"

It was a painful choice, but I knew what I was getting myself into when I pushed so hard for Stan to win against Craig (╥_╥)

I won't admit to who I ended up voting for because I'm afraid the other one might develop a complex, but let it be known they're both winners in my heart ♡

[thecontainerstoreofficial]

today i was such a good boy.

i...

neatened up my room (which involved cleaning up/organizing my desk, unpacking my overnight bag, and putting away my CVS purchases that were in my tote bag)

cleaned out expired stuff from the fridge and finally threw out some leftovers that were wayyy too old and washed the tupperware they were in

did TWO loads of laundry and TWO loads of ironing!!!

dusted and wiped down surfaces in the apartment

vacuumed and swiffered the entire apartment including moving heavy furniture to vacuum and swiffer behind/under those as well

vacuumed the couch and cleaned the fabric

ran errands and got some random kitchen gadgets ive been meaning to buy since moving in (garlic press & potato masher, mainly)

and now i am all done and its only like 4:30pm 😊 and later im going to get very spicy soup from the place near our building and my roommate is going to show me more of scream queens. i still have a little bit of a cough but overall life is good!!

[toddfrom]

^ tensely deliberating whether or not i want to separately gradient dye every piece of fabric on this mans outfit. I think i already own denimy blue and black fabric dyes which would work for the skirt and outer cape, and i could get purple dye for the inner cape. How hard is gradient dyeing fabric tho?

Also i already own shoes that are the same shape and color as his but theyre like swirly florally burnt velvet, so not totally accurate but might add to the vibe

BTW if anyone knows of anyone whos already cosplayed eugene and wants to namedrop them, pls let me know!

[monstermp3]

wonpil is the most tender, warm-hearted, and loving man i've ever seen. listening to him play the piano just brought tears to my eyes. he suits the piano so much like i can't even put it into words... like piano chords are almost like warm hugs to me!! the kind of music that you could go home to after a long day and just cry in its embrace. i'd love to listen to him play the piano for as long as i can. and i hope he'll always find joy in making music and giving love.

[ghostsontelevision]

people are right to complain abt the amount of wyllstarion fics that are "wyll is astarion's therapist/knight/savior" but i'm gonna be real. those fic exist for literally every x astarion pairing. you put any other character in the proximity of that vampire twink and years of trauma-informed sex education is beamed into their brain

[neonbodyache]

real talk its so fucking Difficult to have been raised by someone who moralized food down to the molecular level like I know it wasn’t done with intent to hurt me (in fact it was done with intent to save me which is more irritating bc i feel guilty for being so angry bc they really were doing what they thought was right) but being told from basically birth that i must be resilient against any food i found alluring and that not giving into things with any sugar or fat was a sign of strength is actually quite insane whenever i think about it. Being like 5 years old in the supermarket asking if we can get the off brand honey nut cheerios instead of the plain ones and getting a lecture in the middle of the aisle that sweet things are addictive and bad for me and im only going to trap myself in a dopamine cycle and that even the fact that I asked should be a lesson in how dangerous and tempting food can be and im like. Ok. I am a literal child and the what im taking away from this is certain foods are Evil and Evil Foods Taste Better and Feel Good For Your Body and Brain and that once you start indulging you can never stop like. bro i rlly never stood a chance 😭😩

[narwhalandchill]

We already have a Furina-compatible Geo support/healer.

Her name is Noelle.

Just slap the Marechaussee Hunter set on her, press E and Q whenever you can, and make sure Furina’s Salon Solitaire is out as much as possible, and you’re golden.

oh noelle works super nicely with furina for sure!! wasnt trying to erase that at all, my bad - ive actually built my own c6 since who knows how long noelle recently with MH and fav for wet rock precisely for that reason too lmao

the reason i dont mention/count noelle in there is because the post was written mostly w my hopes for navias bennettless double geo teams in mind and the deal w noelle is that she has the requirement of constant field time in order to synergize with furina. and yes she has some flexibility with that bc 1.0 units dont lose infusion on swap but she needs that field time nonetheless.

and bc of that and unlike healers like jean, sayu, baizhu, charlotte and mika, noelle to me is less of an universal healer/support flex slot that fits furina teams of various compositions as opposed to an on-field unit whose own teams have excellent synergy with furina (kokomis another one). if you can afford the field time and want to utilize the damage + driving + healing potential they have to offer, its great!!! but limited in application still.

& thats why im still hoping for a proper geo healer to be released whod be more akin to those units i mentioned earlier - less field time needed, more frontloaded healing and preferably some additional buffs/support effects in their kit as well. bc even w noelles post-furina buff geo really doesnt have anyone like that ya know? and getting that mythical geo healer in chiori (since theres rly no other future geo chara leaked anywhere) would enable better furina teams for units like navia and itto who want that field time of their own (even tho navia needs far less of it than him). hell, even ning could get a bit of a glow up out of it lmao id love to use her more

also im just obsessed w chioris leaked design too so like. her being a geo healer that could enable double geo double hydro furina teams for navia would literally just be the dream for me in general JKWDJKDWJWD

[glass-clown]

still thinking about how, after sozo died and he came back as a follower, i sent him on a missionary bc he kept following me around asking for quests i thought i was supposed to ignore. a day later he came back, said "sorry im a weak ass bitch" and died at my feet. it was the first time anyone has ever died on a missionary, and it was the special follower i was trying to keep alive. he had a 94% chance of succeeding. what is fucking wrong with him.

[waywardsalt]

my recording of the mohg fight, very glad to say that his fight is extremely fun :)

[microfeelings]

I just had a rant (with myself) about the character of Mama Jones in 2003 and how she was reduced to "haha, she babies her son and is basically looking for a babysitter for him lol" and how much I HATED that! She lost her husband to a very violent attack (implied), Casey was involved in this (also implied but for the life of me I cant get the timeline straight), the store her husband had got burned. This woman should have heeps of trauma that she most likely buried deep because SHE HAD TO RAISE CASEY ON HER OWN (I guess its implied theres an uncle or auntie bc of cousin sid, but theres no mention of them so I can only imagined they fucked right off), and she got reduced to that?? Come on 2003 you can do better. I KNOW you can do better

(Extra info on the notes bc its mostly ranting and it wouldnt make sense on the main post)

[cabbagequeen323]

anyway my daughters party went so much better that I could have hoped

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[itsbinghebitch]

this is the last time i ever fly this close to the sun like. u have to understand. i just do not stan people, it's not part of who i am as a consumer and it never happened organically before, but this parasocial relationship (w build) basically ran itself. vegaspete was the reason i even started watching kinnporsche and it's been 6 months since the show ended and still some days in the last few weeks i had zero thoughts about anything else except vegaspete. and the worst part is the industry blurs the lines between actor and character so much, and pete was the character i identified the most with now it's virtually impossible for me to distinguish pete from build (hoping this might change but im not holding my breath).

anyway tldr ive been feeling like shit since yesterday. you let yourself stan celebrities once in your life for funsies and this is what happens.

[todayisafridaynight]

was thinking about fire emblem (sorry) and thought about your arakawa family posts so here. what classes would the arakawa family be if they were in an fe game...

arakawa = as if i gotta fuckin say it. assassin

sawashiro = dread fighter

ichi = As If I Gotta Fuckin Say It Part II. hero

masato = sniper, exclusively equipped with crossbows. maaaaaaaybe bowknight if he doesn't get tired riding the horse

aoki = sage

mitsu = bard

[senxitive]

I want to take this moment to acknowledge that I feel confident in my decision. Before it slips away and I start back with the "what ifs." I made the right decision, not only for myself, but the other people it would have impacted and things must get better from here. The time for action was months and months ago, all that is left is trauma and pain now. And I am right to move on. I can't let this affect me any longer.

[othercrossee]

I know in most fanfic, it always depicted irida patching up adamans wound but hear me out

Irida got hurt and adaman has to patch her up except he's scolding her and everything but she's mad And snarky too, like, ugh we both have huge scars it's not like we haven't dealt with sth like this before, all come with the role 🙄 and he just slipped up and goes, well damn hope it gets worse! I'm being rewarded for my worries with a mouthful? Except he's srsly so concerned and the unfazed tired look of iridas was srsl rubbing him the wrong way, getting mad and the cold hitting him at the right time the guy was getting choked up and Irida is frozen.....not from the cold obviously but from the fact she realizes he cared? The guy who was forced to be stuck with her, whom she burden with this wound, cared this much about his rival? That's crazy, not even her clan members would care that much if she was hurt or not, and maybe it should've hit her sooner that wasn't exactly a good thing.

Now oh shit they're both sobbing, Adaman is pointing at her and laughing, and shes hitting his hand away but she couldnt keep her frown tight and soon erupt into laughing too. This is so silly, and man is it different from how her previous incident aftermath went. It was nice to be cared for, it was nice to laugh and cry with someone who sees you as a person, and who didn't force you through the pain.

Its genuinely so fucking funny to me cuz in that moment both of them have two completely different thoughts.

When Adaman is hurt, his wardens are worried but he tries not to worry them too much! But he still let them take care of him cuz he knows they care and he just laughs and finds it silly and endearing. So irida being ungrateful as shit and trying to get it over with is so alien to him cuz he loves being cared for! And appreciate the people around him for the love they shower him in.

But all irida life every time she felt even an ounce of emotion that was deemed weak and unfit for a leader, she was punished and ignored. So wounds were nothing but a burden she must carry and no one else! She can take care of it, and Adaman's scolding wasn't seen as a form of worry to her it was just needless rants about how incompetent she is, and that enrages her in a way. Great her clan already look down on her and now him too?